I Quit

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[@1lifeanddeath1]

i definitely takes a special kind of person to not give up on a horse like this.. good job, both of you.

[@MyPerfectDisasterx]

+Taylor Paschal thank you, she is everything i could want and more :)

[@1lifeanddeath1]

+MyPerfectDisasterx +MyPerfectDisasterx I went through almost the same thing with my perch mare and now I ride her in only a rope halter and sometimes even tackless, it's amazing what commitment and patience can do when it comes to the relationship with your horse

[@violamastromarco9746]

But it's not the horse's fault. When ridden, Horses rear when there's no other way, they feel trapped (most of the time they do it because the rider has a harsh hand); some go backwards and some go up

[@ayslin3631]

Omg that's awful I can't believe people are saying that to you don't quit one day he will be an amazing horse actually he already is an amazing horse but he will be even more amazing you just have to keep trying and that's amazing how you stayed on with him bucking and rearing like that! He loves you and you love him so don't listen to those awful people. You love him... He loves you... He bucks... He rears... But you don't care... Because... You love him❤️

[@ayslin3631]

Sorry I just realised it was a mare not a stallion.❤️❤️

[@MyPerfectDisasterx]

haha dont worry, she thinks she's a stallion sometimes lol. she was breath taking the first time i laid eyes on her and still is, it just took a while for her to open up and let her guard down. thank you, it means a lot to me :) i do love her more than anything, if there is one horse i will never sell no matter the situation it will be her.

[@sandymillard2903]

Riding.Irish.Horses 1 omg this is so true it just takes time it takes a true horse rider to do what you have been doing, it's like what my instructor says when u fall u get back on when u ride u ride with pride

[@sabethspr]

This is amazing, your editing, the whole video, and you and your horse! You can be really proud of yourself!

[@iivelaa]

Thank goodness you didn't actually quit I started to cry during the video this is what I was gonna say. You can't quit you have a horse, a partner, someone to love you have a bond with that animal you will break his heart if you give up, no one should give up because it gets to rough the countless times you have fallen off just makes you have more stories to tell it does not mean you quit you get back on that horse and try again grow stronger fight harder be your best you have already put in the time now putt in the love and care have fun and play once in a while just because you have fallen does not mean you walk away. Well that was what I was gonna say and I still did but I'm glad your still riding :D

[@loneoakgrls]

You're definitely my favorite editor holy fucking shit, so flawless

[@MyPerfectDisasterx]

SDFJKSDHFKJHDFKJSDF omg out of youtube im your favourite editor hnsdsbdhjkdfs. mich i love you man omg, i can wait till i can come see you and kat ;)

[@MyPerfectDisasterx]

thank you for all the kind words and support over the time this has been uploaded!! song is by colin mclaughin and the horse in this is Aries. her and i had a really rough first year but just passing 2 years in june of having her she is not like this anymore at all. i encourage you to watch new videos and see how kind and talented she really is!

[@camillepastel1291]

+MyPerfectDisasterx Good luck, you're an amazing rider I think ;)

[@madelynnehurd9945]

MyPerfectDisasterx what happened to him/her

[@Isabelvw6]

that comment when a person said: ''i would kill that horse oh my'' i was so pissed, if a kid is mean and punches u... would u kill him too?!!?! this person who ever said that, go do something with your life, ANIMALS ALSO HAVE A HEART! JUST GET THAT! >.< ARGHH... (no hate, its for the people with no hearts)

[@kyra4235]

TheBlackHorse not only you

[@horselife4798]

MyPerfectDisasterx you should put a Martin gale on him or her so it will stop bucking or pull it's head in it can't

[@Avantissimo2]

You are so amazing! I never met a Person like you, who is so great and brave!

[@paigehogan5396]

You are such an inspiration you and Aries will make it through this rough patch you just have to keep thriving I'm definitely subscribing

[@sojournerrose7787]

My first pony was like this. Threw me off so many times I was new and my trainer didn't want her to ruin my love of riding, she was lazy and a brat so we sold her, two years later I got a new horse (my previous one died of old age) and honestly selling that pony was one of the worst feelings, o felt weak. Like I was a failure. My new mare bolts and bucks but I never want to give her up.

[@audreyl7455]

you're an amazing and such a strong rider! I give you a lot of credit for being able to ride through all of that. My guy was a difficult horse and I had to give him up because of that but seeing you and your horse makes me so happy that you never gave up :) I wish you two the best of luck in wherever you guys go

[@MyPerfectDisasterx]

audrey l thank you so much! im sorry you did but im sure it was for boths best interest, good on you for being strong enough to see that. thank you, now actually we're amazing and none of these problems are existent!

[@brookecuthbert5583]

All I can say is wow! I congratulate you for every time you fell off and had the courage to get back on and try again Most people would of just given up. You are a amazing rider, defiantly subscribed!

[@delated6777]

This is amazing! You two have come so far by now! This is an inspirational video to the whole horse world

[@sandyskywater972]

Amazing video, your such a great rider and it's amazing how close you can bond with a horse, I've seen some of your other videos to and you are both very intelligent and brilliant. Good job for not giving up

[@Lauren123214]

You're so perfect holly. all the shit you go through with those horses and you still stay so strong. you are my biggest inspiration.

[@marthaxxalexi]

You should be so incredibly proud of yourself for never giving up, this is amazing and breath taking!

[@horselovaaaa]

This is such an awesome video, and it shows tons of emotion. You do so good with your horses and are an amazing rider, and I really hope you dont give up and quit on your horses. They need somebody like you :)

[@MyPerfectDisasterx]

ahh you are sosososooso kind thank you so much

[@EquinePassions-gd2iu]

Your videos are amazing! I started crying over this video. Words cannot explain how much this audio speaks to me. I love it so much! Your ABSOLUTLY amazing

[@angelhilton-barratt9635]

This is beautifully amazing. This is the first video I've watched of you and is perfect. First of all you are amazing. Second of all I think your horse is amazing. I haven't ridden in ages but the last time I rode I nearly fell of my cob and I didn't want to get back on for months but I think this has helped me to see what some horse might be like with me. You should not quit at this. xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

[@SG.equines]

Your an amazing rider to sit and work through all of that. Be proud of yourself for every little thing you’ve achieved, do not compare yourself to other riders. You are a very special kind of person to keep working through that. You’ve done an amazing job, have an amazing day 💕

[@gemamigo3440]

This is beautiful!! I'm glad you held in and believed in her xx World need more people like you❤️

[@Starstablegirl17]

This has inspired me so much , all your videos are amazing , your a talanted rider , your horses are perfect , I am so glad you havent givien up.. Don't ever let anybody get to you. They can say all they want there just jealous of you. I feel like giving up sometimes , I know what your going through and it hurts it really does , but stay strong because you have so many people sticking up for you and that have your back. People are just jealous that your an amazing rider and that you can spend alot of time with your horses , there beautiful and so are you , so dont let anyone get to you!!

[@pepperninja1]

Don't give up no matter what people tell you, keep moving on. Some people who fall never get back on and are afraid of the horse. Your an Amazing rider and brave to handle your horse. I know what it's like to have people give nasty comments just ignore them and don't listen to them. Be who you truly are and what you want to be. Chase Your Dreams❤️

[@MyPerfectDisasterx]

i will never give up on her :) i will never not get back on, even if its walking around for a lap with a broken leg. always end on a good note- best way in my opinion! thank you so much, aries used to be a real handful but now with time she is truly my best friend. i dont pay attention to their comments because i know what she's worth to me and thats all that matters. thank you again!

[@passion4horses862]

my horse use to be like this and i never gave up on her and now she only does it every now and then i think its fun when she does it cause she has spirt when she does it she loves having a gallop its better having a horse like this then a boring horse..... keep fighting i believe in you !

[@Lorainehartjeprins]

I would't go jumping if you don't have the right base. My horse does this all the time also but i just do flatwork with allot of lessons and she's doing so much better! Don't give up! You'll get there and you're gonna be stronger then ever !

[@MyPerfectDisasterx]

Loraine Starren this was over a year ago, problems that are non existent now. i dont need an internet coach, thanks tho! aries and i are doing lovely :)

[@puppetseducer]

I just got linked this by my friend who has some awesome horses too. Watching this video I noticed a few things maybe you did too? The doors when you pass them he starts getting crazy. I dunno, I haven't been on horses for over 12 years, so I probably don't have any room to speak. He is a lovely horse, I wish you all the best with him, and I also want to thank you for not giving up on him when those awful monsters told you otherwise. Always do what you think is best, nevermind everyone else :)

[@Schleichhorses24]

This is gorgeous, your editing is flawless and your horse, wow :o Youre a good rider, and be proud of not giving up!

[@laurenbarnes6543]

I have so much respect for people that take on horses that present these challenges along the way. You have saved this mare from a potentially terrible way of life. So many people would have given up by now but your determination to get somewhere with this mare is a true inspiration to so many people. It is all well and good people taking on a horse that has been backed and has no vices but it is people like yourself that get horses to that point.

[@aliteasdale9987]

Literally can't stop watching this!! But just realised how good a rider you actually are!! Your really good and the determination to carry on I hope I'm like you when I'm older!! Xxx

[@xgypsyxxconnemarax1652]

You horse has so much spirit. Watching these videos made me cry and think about my horse. You are my inspiration and I'm so proud of your commitment and courage ✌️

[@yvonneost12]

You got a good seat girl well done as good at training as I was and as patient as I was my balance always held me back, it was sad but I always enjoyed the ride along the way .

[@Liviana68]

This is breathtaking, seriously. You are such a great rider and person, you are. You solved Nemo's rearing problem, you will solve Aries' too. You can do it, don't let anybody tell you otherwise. You're an inspiration just for sticking by them no matter what. I look up to you, I really do.

[@amyclarke9672]

Keep at it , you're amazing. I know horses like this that turn out to have the perfect bond with their owners, only horses who start out like this. You are amazing.

[@cinnamonmewmewlover]

I love this video

[@katiepower9814]

This video has made an impact on me. The horse I just started to ride, Marvin, has bucked me off already.. And to be honest, I was scared to ride him again. But when I saw this, it kind of pushed me and made me think that progress will be made. Thank you.. You earned yourself a sub. (:

[@Brook.eq07]

Editing is spot on, you should be proud honestly. You may not see improvements yet, but you are the only one who has the courage to handle your horse. Any of the haters who tried, would’ve had way more falls then what you did- you basically sat every move your horse threw at you! You are a strong girl, don’t let people push you around because they don’t know your situation and how powerful your horse is. Good job! ❤️ (Also why was this is my recommended 6+ years later?) I apologize, your probably doing much better now!

[@kierakelly7475]

Stay strong he/she will get better ❤️ trust me ! I had a horse and I allways tried... she kicked me off every time... until one day I used the horse wip .. and we fell apart then I just needed to say sorry then after I took her for a ride outside the arena to the beach and for once .... she didn’t kick me off now I enter competitions and I’m really proud now !

[@elzequestrian5146]

This is amazing! I've watched it so many times, definitely a new favourite KZbinr x

[@audreyd8042]

This horse seriously loves you.

[@xiruntoyoux]

your videos don't come often but when they do they spectacular! you're doing an amazing job with all your horses and don't let anyone tell you different!

[@MyPerfectDisasterx]

thank you so much :') im hopefully going to change the not coming often part :P

[@MeganWJ]

I love this! You're such an amazing rider! Wow xx

[@cynthiagreensonsso1189]

Even tho this video is 2 years I watch even time I feel like I can't do anything when I feel like giving up but seeing u not giving up and u keep going makes me think if u can do it I can do it this video gives me hope in a way I can't say ily and the edits ❤️

[@aliteasdale9987]

Honestly watched this hundreds of times and can't stop love it!! Xxx

[@karianaschuman568]

To be honest you are one of the most amazing riders out there and you deserve an award for not giving up you have such a talent and passion I am breath taken and DAMNNN YOUR EDITING IS SO PERFECT😍😂

[@TeamFjala]

Wow! You really are a good rider! Still ride and keep on even you get throw in the air. You will learn a lot! Those who comment bad stuff to you, are bad riders, they just need horses that do the whole job.And they are just jealous people who haven't been grown up in a good way. Their just unpolite and will not rechieve anything great. But you, you are the one who do the whole job yourself. You will become a really great rider! Wish you the best of luck!!

[@TheAmyLeo]

your editing holds so much emotion, you should be proud of yourself!

[@MyPerfectDisasterx]

thank you! im glad other people can see it :)

[@JessyMoira]

yay new video omg Holly its perfect ahhh and just speechless whoa gurl perf

[@MyPerfectDisasterx]

thanks girl

[@mollyhall4239]

This is beautiful. DON'T QUIT ON YOUR HORSE. You will have that regret of not staying with him/her for the rest of your life. I SHOULD KNOW.

[@reeganlynn]

wow, this video is absolutely amazing. you deal with your horse so well and are so brave. don't give up on them. they need someone as great as you:)

[@heidihoney1]

omg Holly. This is so so perfect this gave me chills. Like I love your editing so so much, and your riding is so perfect wow ok.

[@MyPerfectDisasterx]

:D thank you heidi!! :')

[@aaliahcostellohorses7111]

Well done! You are an amazing rider and don't take notice of what anyone else thinks. Stay positive, believe, have faith! Your amazing. You have P O W E R!! I cant believe how well you ride him!I had a pony like this once. She constantly reared,bucked,bronked,leaped. And she also flipped over with me. I was lucky not to have a broken bone! I never took her to hows because she just reared and bucked. After that everyone was talking about me like I'm someone who thinks their 'amazing' but I don't think that. Just believe and ignore all the horrible messages! I have been through this!Well done. Love the video xxx

[@OfficialxDreamers]

Holy shit holly this is so good. ♥ ahhhh I am actually really jealous of your editing skills.

[@MyPerfectDisasterx]

thank you kat, love youuu

[@xXColorMyDreamsXx]

honestly, you literally have so much patience i think it's un-natural. you're dealing with hate and life all the while training a green horse who has probably on occasion pissed you off more than you should be in a year all in short time. you're truly amazing to be doing all of that. of course you're going to break down every now and then but thats GOOD because it means you're human.

[@MyPerfectDisasterx]

im legit tearing up :') thank you so much, these words means the world to me

[@nicoladenley3332]

Never give up, you are a bloody good rider. I'm sure there is a lot of people out there that could never sit to those rears and fits and if you keep going you can prove to them that they were so wrong!

[@MyPerfectDisasterx]

thank you nicola!! right now actually we are going better then ever, and we do so everyday! this mare is one of a kind and im very thankful to have her

[@cowgal58]

This is amazing!!!! Youre such a brave talented rider!

[@heyitsemlynn]

Aw, keep your head up and keep being brave! Just from this single video, I can tell you are courageous, compassionate, and never willing to give up. You are one-of-a-kind. Keep being you. :)

[@meenahosaisy4307]

You are such an amazing, unique, kind, person, you put up with all these horses, without you, they lose all the potential they have. They loose their purpose. They loose their dignity. They loose everything. You have turned theses horses into such amazing animals, you can't quit now.

[@UnicornsRuletheUniverse]

This is amazing. Almost brought tears to my eyes. Looking at your new videos she has made such progress as well. Congratulations and thank you. For not giving up.

[@emilyhess57]

this litarrly made cry it's so inspiring and you are to never let someone say anything you just need to figure the horse out

[@gottalovehorses4834]

This is so inspiring! You are amazing!!

[@gallopinggrey9865]

I know this is a old video but wow!😍 this video is so amazing glade you two are over this. x

[@slay1958]

Well done you I want to quit atm, I spent 2 years riding my favorite horse at the yard, he was barely rideable when I sat on him, now he'll jump. But I keep getting put on another Mare and I have to watch all these terrible riders riding him destroying all my progress

[@lexi4920]

Jasmine Oakwild I feel thisssss

[@littlerascaleventing]

I think I kinda know how that feels, Shorty and I have gone so far. I find it hard for anyone else to ride him, and for anyone else to train him would be quite hard. I hope your situation gets better.

[@ThatCrazyHorseGirl]

I love this so much I've watched it countless times over the months its been on. I've got a rising 4 andalusian x I'm breaking called Jass she's my absolute world and even though she has her moments like any baby (she's been backed and ridden since mid january) she's a saint, when she's silly or I get annoyed with her I realise how lucky I am to have such an easy horse to break and I wouldn't change her for the world she truly is my everything ♡

[@EladoLaura]

yore one of my favourite you tubers. everytime I watch you videos I just think wow, how are those two. they never gave up. you two are an amazing team. x

[@MyPerfectDisasterx]

ah thank you so much!! aries is a dick but she really loves me, as i do her :)

[@lilyloo5574]

You are a really good rider, well done! 👌🏻 your horse is lovely x

[@MyPerfectDisasterx]

+Lily Loo thank you so much!

[@schleichmemories3831]

This kind off shows how I feel too, I ride this horse that everyone hates, but I love him so much!Really nice video!

[@MyPerfectDisasterx]

+Schleich Memories im glad you can relate in your own way! thank you :)

[@schleichmemories3831]

+MyPerfectDisasterx You're welcome :)

[@elliebliss7455]

you go girl Jesus Christ you are flipping amazing you ignore those people they just are jealous you are so good with that horse just you keep going !x

[@reesejack1386]

U are amazing on that horse 🐴 not all riders can stay on those bucks ,rears,and leaps I hope that the horse will improve and I hope u have a good future ahead 👍

[@jessicawyman1352]

Girl you don’t give up keep going despite what everyone tells you your a great rider this is coming from someone that did give up then I get back and I showed everyone that I can do it that I have the potential to be great so keep going girl!

[@cameronscripps7584]

you are so beautiful I wish i could ride like you. don't let the haters get to you! ive been self harming for 7 years soi know what you go through. you are so loved even it doesn't seem that way. god i wish i had your body..

[@LuckyNetworks]

I come back here every months! It is such a beautiful video! Where is the audio from?

[@MiraculousUrmel]

Respect! you are amazing! pure goose bumps!!

[@IssyGreenEventing]

Your editing is incredible, you should be so proud 🙌

[@laurentregaskis44]

That horse has a beautiful jump and I know somewhere that horse will shine and be just has good as any other horse. Don't give up on your dreams, even though it seems unlikely for them to come true, but hard work will complete your dream, don't give up, please. Your an amazing rider, it would be a shame to give up now.

[@MyPerfectDisasterx]

+Iballisticbird AJ oh my gosh, thank you soo much!!! this mare right here is why i will never, ever give up no matter how hard it gets. she really pulls me through, you're right- it would be a shame to give up now. thank you again!

[@PotterYouRotter7]

*fangirling over stiles voice being used in this* im glad to hear things are better now! :)

[@maaikeeendhuizen1392]

Very beautiful❤ i really love your audio❤ and you're such a great horse rider❤

[@MyPerfectDisasterx]

+Maaike Eendhuizen thank you so much :) im not great but i try!

[@erin_enfield501]

The teen wolf voice over 😍😍 this is amazing!

[@sarahmoran9631]

This is beautiful. Those three people that commented those things are jerks for saying that to you. More horse should be killed just because he is traumitized and no person should be told to cut themselves. This video is beautiful and you and your horse are beautiful 💖💖💖

[@sarahmoran9631]

I meant No horse should be killed

[@equinecaptures3641]

No, I'm not crying! There must be something in my eye😂😘 it takes a special person to not give up on a horse! Someone like you, keep it up, keep moving forward and only look back to see how far you have come.

[@elliewalton9395]

Your such a good rider and if you keep working at it and if you believe in yourself, there is nothing that you and her can not do. Even if it takes years, you will always get were you want and you will show all of those people what the pair of you are made of. Never give up.

[@TheBloemx]

You're so strong ! Hold on pain ends x

[@LhVlogs-hh4el]

amazing girl! keep your head up and tell those people what you really can do because they deserve to know this shows how amazing and incredible people like you can do! you tell those stupid people how incredible you are, STOP WAITING DO IT NOW!!! P.S i love you, you have inspired me from the very beginning! you have inspired me to carry on and try my best to get to the top, and even if i don't... its been a great time! lots of love, Libby

[@kassidytoepper2518]

It feels so good to go from a horse so untrustung as that and then to a horse who will docanything for you because of how much trust

[@EqSoulSister]

this is absolutely stunning. You are so talented, don't forget it

[@MyPerfectDisasterx]

Thank you so much!! :)

[@bellemessier6378]

I still watch this and love it holly!!

[@georgiawheeler6666]

It's people like you I'm genuinely pried of people that don't give up and don't stop trying. It makes me happy that your trying to make her better not just throwing her in a field and saying she isn't worth it and that she's a waste of time , I know so many people that have given up all hopes and the horse never got a chance to be a happy , loved pony and I'm glad you tried so congratulations we're proud of you

[@georgiawheeler6666]

*proud

[@cameronshadwell3644]

That was an amazing video and you are an amazing rider!!!!

[@nadyacaren-schmeling5154]

You are so tough for hanging on! Stay strong with her. You two are a great team! She loves you I'm sure.

[@lucyluvshorses101]

Wow! You're such an amazing rider and editor!

[@lilywhite-mitchell4882]

This is beautiful. I wish you all the best and I believe in you :) I've been there too.

[@violamastromarco9746]

I had the same problem with my horse; the most important thing to do when you have a problem with a horse is asking yourself "what did cause that?" "am I doing something wrong?", and then, finding a way to solve the problem will be 10 times easier.

[@Horserider099]

This is incredibly beautiful!!

[@allaboutcaninecutz6831]

One day it will all be worth the pain x Horses are worth so much more than we realise, don't quit, because if you do, one day you will look back and think, if only I'd carried on

[@jpeventing9681]

it takes hard work to get what u want. And if u don't work hard ur not gonna get it. Courage and determination r the key to success, and if ur not brave enough to atleast try then nobody should have been trying in the first place. But ur not that person, u r the 1 who stands up to ur fears and instead of hiding them, u showed them up, making urself look like a true hero. U r an inspiration to everybody, and it just shows u can get what u want, but ur've gotta go all out to get it. Well done xx

[@shaniataylor6102]

i know it might of have been difficult at this time but keep going you'll get through it i know how it feels I'm kind of in the same place as you x :)

[@MyPerfectDisasterx]

this was a year ago and now we're better then ever- hopefully introducing her to shows this year! thank you, and i wish you the best and to be out of that mindset soon :)

[@EmilyEquestrian21]

you are honestly one of the strongest people and greatest riders out there xx

[@MyPerfectDisasterx]

you are so sweet omg thank you

[@maddiesmith9924]

Truly amazing. This video left me in tears

[@unicorngirl4154]

It takes an amazing person to not give up I know one day that horse will be amazing you just have to work for it

[@MaritsView]

Those comments that people posted ignore them.. they are jealous.. they want to make you feel worse, than they do, because they go through a hard life.. l've been bullied for almost over 10 years... and l feel you girl, but don't quit because people talk like that eventhough it's hard.. they don't deserve to win... just please know you're not alone, and you'll always have my support, l subbed you! :) l'm happy to hear you and your horse made it through congratz sweetheart!

[@MyPerfectDisasterx]

+Marit im sorry to hear that, if you ever need someone to talk to my doors are open! thank you for your kind words, means a lot yout ook the time to tell me that :)

[@MaritsView]

MyPerfectDisasterx These words you just gave me mean everything to me, thank you so much! my doors are always open too!

[@daveh3410]

To stay on so many of those bucks and rears your amazing and u will take control. Keep going!

[@joshisiegert2134]

Guess you're having a dutch fan now (: It's amazing to see how you keep on trying. And how you succeed.

[@sharonhollander3776]

ik ben ookk nederlands😂😏