I smoked DMT and met the same entity from my NDE

I smoked DMT while a friend observed along the lake. I went from total fear out my head blast off to total calm in an empty quiet space. It's almost impossible to describe the experience and I most certainly fail to do so here. But this light came across the nothingness and then suddenly it was just downloaded that this was a guardian angel from my near death experience. Hard to truly explain if you've never felt death. #DMT #NDE ‪@HoldenLee-333‬

[@HoldenLee-333]

Hello Beautiful Souls, be your best self in this comment section. Choose to uplift, not degrade. We are all feeling beings. Remember that words hurt.

[@viralsurfpsycho4588]

Hi Lee, I really hope you'll read this! I'm going to try to keep it's short. I myself don't like long messages, so I apologize in advance I am a 45 year old man. My whole life I've always felt that I need to explore and discover what's going on and that the people around me lack those answers. ‏in ‏my teens and twenties I experimented with psychedelic drugs mushrooms and acid. My experiences we're never light and fun loving like the people around me. They were always heavy and insightful and showed me how much of a lie a lot of this life is and a lot of the people around me are immersed in. I have been battling depression for years and am against therapy, and against taking drugs from the drug companies. My conclusion has always been that I have the tools necessary to heal myself and become a happy person. I'm almost done. I have a wonderful wife and three wonderful children. I am constantly working on bettering myself being less angry and actively loving the people around me even silently. One great Victory I have is on the road and my ability to stay peaceful even when people are being crazy around me without being angry at them. I have always been curious about DMT and have seen countless videos. I recently purchased some and have not ‏yet used it. I'm not sure that it's the right thing to do and that it's necessary. In recent years I've built a stronger relationship with God and feel his presence in my life more and more. And then another days while I'm so busy being a good person and doing the things that I think I'm supposed to be doing it feels like I'm being s*** on by the world. Many times this life seems ridiculous to me regardless of the fact that I have a great wife and family. In conclusion I'm not sure if I should smoke the DMT and if it can cause any kind of harm in my equilibrium. I'm not expecting you to give me that answer but I would really love to talk to you on the phone even for a few minutes. Thank you so much if you finished reading this long ass message and I really look forward to hopefully hearing from you.

[@valerielhw]

I have a question. I have read multiple accounts where even patients who have been _born blind_ have NDEs where they can see and accurately describe their surroundings while they were supposedly "dead". Do you know if any people who have been born blind have had similar experiences with psychedelics such as DMT? I would be very interested to know.

[@tr7b410]

The black space/VOID you experienced was your unconscious mind.This is where you go when you move into your deep sleep phase & are disconnected from the egos mental machinations.Indeed if you can't dive deeply into this samadhi your mental health suffers. To understand how it can be a method to strip away your subconscious attachments to this dimension Google search NDE of Jose Hernandez-ATHEIST DIES AND IS SHOCKED BY WHO HE SEES IN HEAVEN 3 million views. He also sees the angel of death & his Rainbow body/chakras talking to him. If you can get there in meditation you become what is called a Sattvic being=very peace filled. You are also knocking on the door of your superconscious mind. See Ramana Maharshi Be as You Are Chapter 12 Experience and Samadhi..Sahaja samadhi-the unified field of awareness or Born Again when the ego is destroyed along with its subconscious mind-unconscious mind revealing the superconscious mind 24/7.

[@KalahariProphet]

I like this. Usually a pinned comment is a link to a merch store. Reading that just felt good. Thank you for the good vibes. Really need some of that right now.

[@Armageist]

Words also bring truth to light, and sometimes the truth hurts.

[@MartinCurutchet8491]

I had a DMT experience once that sent me to eternity and meeting the creator. My ego dissolved yet I was physically terrified. It was so magical and so full of love, changed my life for good. In the most positive way possible.

[@Roy.Laguna2988]

Everybody is struggling with mental health and could benefit from careful therapeutic use of substances like these. Wanna try, but keep being told I can't do it alone for the first time.

[@JohnD.Brinich]

I do respect and believe in psychedelics as treatment, yet I’m reluctant about using them personally. Not sure about how “good” it may do to someone

[@Felipe.Oliveira5665]

Since I tired psychedelics for the first time, I’ve been trying to describe the experience to others so there can try it as well, but i couldn’t find the right words to describe it.

[@Henryflores-mn6yu]

I find it funny if there's any psychedelic therapy there online

[@PaulHelena]

Of course , he is dr.martyshroom. Psychedelic vision is reality to me and always was".

[@MichaelA-ue8gh]

I can relate to the part where you say the NDE fucked you up lol. Never had an NDE but since I was young I always knew 'this isn't it, there's something so much deeper' and after smoking DMT for the first time it was like finally confirmation. I went into it hard after that, and I often feel like I'm just bidding my time on this planet now lol. I feel like there's nothing here for someone like me beyond offering unconditional love to myself and others. I'm grateful for this lesson but man do I feel so detached from everything and everyone. It's kind of a bummer but I'm learning to be okay with it. Just kinda going through the motions and being of service when I am called to do so. Thanks for this video, stuff like this makes me feel so much less alone in this world ❤️

[@krakynofficial5294]

I too feel strangely detached from reality after doing this a lot of times. It is a strange feeling to truly know that nothing is really here. But the best thing you can do is to be of service to others and give unconditional love to all beings. I get you. Your not alone, although it can feel very lonely at times knowing things 99% of people won't know till they die

[@cody7342]

i’ve seen thrones angels and archangels both during astral projections and on lsd many times. demons pretending? possibly. I acknowledge that it was indeed a real experience and that’s it. I know nothing more.

[@nakedperception]

Hey man you’re hear to undo your unconscious belief in guilt so to permanently end these fearful dreams of separation and to return our awareness to the truth.

[@wesboundmusic]

Same, Michael, couldn't have said it any better.

[@hajroo4418]

@@cody7342what do they look like, angels, archangels etc

[@angelknight7624]

I had a shared death experience with my father when he passed. I saw the light, felt his people come for him, and downloaded many messages in an instant. Years later I took DMT and the territory felt similar. I'm so grateful for both the death and DMT experiences. They help me remember that we are spirit. It's so easy for me to forget. Thank you for your video and channel. I'm now subscribed :)

[@jeffemoss]

Wow. Are you willing to share more about your experience?

[@jayknight139]

You aren't freaked out by other dimensions?

[@nickfanzo]

My father had an NDE when he had a heart attack. he met a being there, and the being told him to come back and fix his mistakes which hurt other people’s lives. he came back, fixed them, and then died soon after… It’s a weird story, but there’s a lot more going on

[@JeffMaraPodcast]

Hi Holden, Would you be my guest to talk about your NDE and DMT experiences?

[@staciejean]

Yesss, do it Holden! I'd love you hear more of your stories on Jeff Maras Podcast! He's such an excellent interviewer!

[@MoonlightDivinity]

Another vote for this! I LOVE the JeffMara Podcast! You are an amazing host Jeff! Thankyou to you and Mara for all that you bring to the world!❤

[@HoldenLee-333]

Hi Jeff, thanks for reaching out. That sounds like a lot of fun.

[@JeffMaraPodcast]

@@HoldenLee-333 How do I contact you?

[@HoldenLee-333]

[e-mail] Thanks, Jeff. Look forward to chatting.

[@richardfinlayson1524]

Im 59, i took a lot of psychedelics when i was younger, mainly mushrooms, and they had a huge influence on me, i was obsessed by the whole thing , i feel like it totally changed everything, well it opened doors to possibilities i hadnt really considered before, and it still does. I think my undiagnosed ADHD used to stop me from being able to relax, but on mushrooms i felt so perfect. I took them a lot over about twenty years, and i feel very lucky that somehow i came into contact with those little teachers. Ive been finding things a bit tough lately,im worried about where we are going, but hearing this reminds me of what is important. Good on you mate, yeah its a lifelong learning experience.

[@richardfinlayson1524]

We just need to be open to possibilities, so many people seem not to be but it's hard to tell🤔, I'm going through a weird time but I'm feeling like it's all for a reason.

[@lts_Bubba]

Whatever happens we are all going to be ok

[@Sabermatic]

This is crazy… 2 nights ago i kind of experienced the exact same in a very realistic dream… I was in a black void of nothingness, it felt like an eternity but it was very peaceful. At one point a white glowing dot appeared, and it was coming closer and getting larger. A woman like creature (which looked beautiful) appeared out of the white glowing portal. She did not talk, but her presence felt like the purest form of love and warmth which i can’t even explain. I had never seen her before in the “waking” life, but it felt like i had seen her many times before… she took me into the portal, and sadly I can not explain the rest of the “dream”… It is impossible to explain it at all… And now, 2 days after this dream i got this video in my feed… Thank you so much for uploading your story!

[@gothboschincarnate3931]

Not a dream ...a vision...3.8 spiritual dimension. a spirit guide. Ask for her name...

[@D1str1ct]

Iv seen her too. But i was awake for it. I remember waking up and getting up on my arms and looking toward the bottom if my bed and a lady in the brightest white with a white glow around her was watching me sleep. She smiled and i felt so warm and comfortable and safe and loved and went back to sleep. I astral project alot and have met different beings before but never her. I have also been in the snake and known that portals were around but i knew if i went in them i wouldnt come back. Iv also met quite alot of aliens. When i was 4 and older i wasnt allowed to dream until after i had been on a ship and seen the aliens. There was a tall one with black almond eyes, she used to give me treats when i visited, they were like marshmallows in the way they felt. And then there were the little tiny ones who always ran to me and hugged me. But i was always in a room that looked like a control room with lots of buttons and a big screen.

[@timeslowingdown]

Wow, I came here for the catchy video title, and I'm not surprised about your actual trip, but the very last things you said were amazingly insightful beyond just the usual realizations that psychedelics or NDEs provide, thank you

[@viralsurfpsycho4588]

It's crazy how many hundreds of videos I've watched about the subject you're talking about. And how simply and beautifully you put it. Thank you for a wonderful video!

[@HoldenLee-333]

Thank you 😊

[@MoonlightDivinity]

This is what i love about YT is that i can choose what i feed into my consciousness! As soon as i saw this title i couldnt click fast enough! I have had an OBE (which was possibly an NDE), seen UFOs, meditated and had life changing experiences, and also sat in ceremony with plant medicones. I have experienced the same dimensions and "spaces" for lack of a better term (ie the white room, the black void etc) with all of the above situations.

[@HoldenLee-333]

It is so cool to be able to share our stories with a community that understands. It’s tough to find in every day life. That’s the same way I feel about YT! Hope you’re having a good day :)

[@MoonlightDivinity]

@@HoldenLee-333 YESSSS! ❤ thankyou for sharing your experience 😀

[@natas12rm]

You know nothing about KZbin. They choose what is going on your consciousness. They choose what comments you can write and read

[@PSA04]

Thank you for sharing your experiences! Through meditation, I have tapped into a transfering of consciousness where I have seen and met with entities that mentioned they hadn't seen me in ages and asked how I was doing. Sharing a brief moment with them, I felt more at peace than I have ever felt. I love sharing these stories with others because I live a normal functionally sane life, but enjoy the fact that meditation has helped me untether from my perspective reality. I highly encourage anyone interested to sit, close your eyes, breathe, and begin to quiet your mind. It will completely change your life for the better.

[@jonahbert111]

I have lived alone for decades since my wife died. If one has no interactions with other people to speak of, one just naturally has a quiet mind. Then what? One realizes that there is no death, that coming to this life, this life is essentially a movie, that it is prescripted, that we chose to experience it, that our choices really consist of our choices before we even come here. Love is unconditional on the other side, because we essentially don't do anything here, so there is literally nothing to judge about us. We human BEINGS, don't do, we BE. We are simply going to the movies. We just don't know it. 🤣😅😂

[@PSA04]

@@jonahbert111 thank you for sharing your story and being here on Earth Jonah!

[@natas12rm]

They all knew you but you didn’t know them?

[@frankwilliams4445]

​@jonahbert111 Oh Jonah how I wish this was true from the depths of my soul 😢. However, I cannot accept that. It just doesn't make sense that you can live as a pure evil monster every second of every day and be met with nothing but unconditional love on the other side. A very convienient lie, yet still a lie nonetheless. Make no mistake Jonah, "It is appointed each man to die once and then judgement" Hebrews 9:27

[@PSA04]

@@natas12rm what I think is, meditation taps into a forgotten reality or a beacon into the consciousness, which very well can be anything and everything. We may have existed an infinite number of times. This is my interpretation, as I have never experienced NDE or any other type of hallucinogen or spiritual awakening outside of meditation.

[@user-pt9fk1st1l]

I kind of had this same thing happen. My friend was going to play a prank on me. He found a sandwich bag in the park and farted in it a bunch of times. Then asked me " does this smell like weed to you?" I took a big wiff and felt nauseated and passed out. Apparently it had fytnol in it.ended up talking to some spirit being saying its not my time. This old lady had some narcan and gave it to me. Thats when i woke up. Felt stupid explaining this in the ER. But its all good.

[@kerbygator]

This wins the comment of the year! Can't make this up. lol

[@user-pt9fk1st1l]

@kerbygator thank you much sir

[@user-cd7st4nk5q]

😂

[@mightyal100]

I hope he’s not your friend anymore.

[@bonsur7412]

Never fart on the fent lil homie

[@John-zv1hy]

Your last statement about coming back here again and again, is probably the most terrifying statement I have ever heard anyone make.

[@Animal-Reaction-Clips]

They'll try it and tell you to come back but I'm gonna tel them if I come back I wanna come 1000 years in future with this dame face lol.were so screwed

[@rosssandeman6883]

Especially if you know the soul trap theory

[@Chris-ex5ed]

Yep, we fucked

[@Luke_MoonWalker]

Yep! Not sure how you escape but it is possible.

[@MrGunwitch]

Read some Buddhist suttas John, the Buddha warned of this 2500 years ago.

[@conanforcey4093]

Can't fully explain why but I needed to see this video

[@ushadigiacomo7213]

Hey there! I agree with you. Sometimes it’s better not knowing how good is out there. But at the same time, if you know why you are here, life is much nicer. When someone knows how to integrate the realities, everything starts to make sense. And life on Earth becomes something else. ❤

[@heliosgnosis2744]

A whole lot less energy is needed to traverse to another dimension vs travel between star systems with a vessel in irony trans dimensional is more scientific at least with current Quantum Physics and if one takes the declassified documents of the Dept of Army's experiments with the gateway process and description thereof. As well as the conclusion Strassman came to using plain ole scientific process no Quantum Physics in controlled IV DMT tests it was 100% that the test subjects were going someplace and that place was no in their head or on earth.

[@jamesstaggs4160]

I had my first lucid dream when i was 7. By the time i reached my early twenties I was lucid dreaming every single night and I had newrly total control over them. One night a star above my head came to earth and landed at my feet. It turned into what i csn only describe as a garden gnome. It looked up at me and said "You're not supposed to be doing this." I thought it was just part of my dream so I punted him like a football and took off flying (that's what i mostly did in the lucid dreams, it's loads of fun). My lucid dreams stopped after that night. I think there's some common threads that run between DMT trips, NDEs, OBEs and lucid dreams. There's things there that for whatever reason don't want us mucking about in those spaces. To be honest I'm not sure they gave our best interest in mind but since there's scant little information about the topic i really don't know.

[@HoldenLee-333]

Thanks for sharing that story. Interesting. Yeah, I don’t know. It’s all beyond our ability to understand and anyone who says they know for sure is a fraud :)

[@Thunderwake.]

I'd also get pretty upset if my cattle started talking and accessing the internet

[@CarsWithFrank]

“Punted like a football” 😂 dudes probably still flying through space

[@outlander234]

@@Thunderwake. haha funny way to put exactly whats going on...

[@outlander234]

All three involve DMT. And better you sleep, more DMT is being released ending in better dreams. Its why everyone has so many more vivid dreams when they were younger.

[@blanquitochulito7466]

I haven't had a NDE but I am absolutely convinced that NDE and DMT are related based on what I've heard from NDE testimonials.

[@Mr.CreamCheese69]

From the ndes I've heard, and from personal experience with dmt, they seam entirely different. Which makes no sense to me. Unless dmt is tricking us

[@aaronjennings8385]

Some researchers have said that they think the experiences are completely different.

[@lionofnaples]

I have had several DMT experiences, but have only read about NDEs. I personally think they’re different phenomena.

[@tremainerobinson9509]

Thank you for sharing this beautiful transmission, much love to you brother! 🕺🏽

[@markburdi]

Amazing story, brother! Thank you for sharing your story and your perspective.

[@BabyRandyRydeZ]

I have literally been told the same thing telepathically word for word. "You are not supposed to be here yet." - Jester Deity made of light emerging from a 64-point tetrahedron grid of infinity.

[@NeonXene]

Fantastic work on this project! That was a Beautiful video.

[@HoldenLee-333]

Thank you 😊

[@fionamcmillan7147]

Thank you so much for sharing this experience Holden. You are indeed a beautiful soul. I study spiritual experiences, and there is indeed a connection between an NDE and a psychedelic trip ....i think of different doors into the ONE consciousness.Sending love to everyone.

[@HoldenLee-333]

I like that different doors thought. It would make sense. Thanks for the kind words. Have a nice weekend. :)

[@msmgarbage]

Good stuff mate, what i needed to hear today

[@Caulstan0878]

Awesome, thanks for those kind words

[@GroundbreakGames]

I landed in a room of ornate marble carved benches and walls with rainbow waters flowing down the walls. Like an actual place.

[@colineckstrand271]

Wonderful message conveyed!! Thanks!!

[@Fahmbo]

Thanks brother needed to hear this

[@LoSGatoS-pe9hk]

Excellente video thank you for the Nudge it was much needed❤

[@beisinge]

Thank you. What a treasure to stumble across this morning. In ways that can’t be fully described this helped me remember who I am.

[@HoldenLee-333]

☺️

[@Theophanes-qw3fs]

This is my first time watching your channel, I’m absolutely in love… Thank you my dear friend. I love you❤

[@akashitheone]

love this. will be checking out your future content❤

[@Caulstan0878]

Thanks so much!

[@RonnieT44]

Very honest and profound. Probably the best analysis of an NDE and DMT trip that I have heard. Thank you.

[@TheStanholt]

thanks for sharing....t'was awesome, most grounding words I've heard in a while, and just the reminders I needed to day. so, thanks again.

[@leggyReid4c]

This was very interesting, love listening to these type of content.

[@susanlynn6545]

Thank you so much for sharing your story.❤❤❤

[@Steven_McCrae]

I smoked salvia and my soul was ripped from the room into space and on to the moon with a machine and a line going to earth , then they said this is the loom of reality and when you die that you come here and go back as a baby , it honestly broke me for a while and truthfully still does because I KNOW it’s real

[@burtknighten4438]

Sould collector is real then

[@Mick_Harrison]

Thanks man. that was really useful and makes a lot of sense to me.

[@jeansebastientlebreton]

Love the thumbnail, makes me think of Boulder CO vibes. Thank you for your message

[@GaryMcKinnonUFO]

The entity is you, there is no separation :) Liked and subbed.

[@jayknight139]

i see what you are saying but there is at least a perceived separation and thank God because if we realize we are all the same thing won't that be lonely?

[@Graybeard_]

We are here to experience. We should not take others or ourselves too seriously. We should try our best and let go of the rest.

[@dbzbruh3674]

You gotta live like the kid you were you gotta remember that feeling.. just go, run.

[@etarheel1]

I appreciate you sharing your truth with us. Thank you

[@enl8ghtenmenttv476]

Yeah...the good old reptiles...that everyone Speaks about...and noone wants to believe in...thx for sharing bro!!! ❤

[@Caulstan0878]

Thanks for taking the time to check it out!

[@joshuacromley7439]

Think of "reptilians" as those who live in the reptile complex (subconscious mind) of the brain.

[@MichaelSplatkins]

I met a mantid being during my satori. It's weird how many people see these things. But! Both reptilians and mantids have been part of the public discourse for decades. Same with self transforming elf machines. We need a non-polluted meme to test. I'd love to introduce one into the psychonaut community and try to track reports that include mentions of it or anything similar. The results would be so illuminating!

[@nickfanzo]

Oh they’re real alright.

[@rebeccaaldrich3396]

I too got the impression that I wasn't supposed to see DMT land until I was dead. Wow 😲

[@supadrew932]

Lovely Video Holden , thank you

[@HoldenLee-333]

Many thanks

[@xyhmo]

That beginning with the soft music and descriptions of serenity seemed suspicious enough that I half-expected a jump scare. 😄

[@plantbasedben]

Holden, thank you for reminding us of our purpose for being here. I'm so happy I stumbled across your video!

[@Amalia-zq5ud]

my experience on dmt has been a great benefit while breaking through one ought to take the right dosage, below usually where l get mine

[@Amalia-zq5ud]

[@novatripps]

[@Amalia-zq5ud]

He's on Instagram

[@aiami2695]

That beginning landscape is marvellous! 👍👍

[@TheLotionInTheBasket]

Thanks, Holden, for the reminder

[@jkls369]

One of the most compacted wisdom filled videos on KZbin. Bravo my brotha 😁😉🙏

[@HoldenLee-333]

Thank you ❤

[@jenni8032]

You made me laugh so hard when you said "no, but I wanted to" haha. I love that you are honest.

[@HoldenLee-333]

😊

[@slimsunny9994]

Appreciate the message 💜

[@buzzhollandfrankgoodman1882]

Thanks, Holden! Awesome commentary, brother.

[@HoldenLee-333]

Glad you enjoyed it!

[@kernjames]

Great video content. I love your message about nourishing one's soul and other's soul. And I love your message about the NDE and how it sidetracks one's life. Feed your soul with good stuff, and love, yes!

[@HoldenLee-333]

Thank you!

Fascinating topic. I've been watching a lot of NDE videos as of late. I now believe thoroughly that there is more to this journey. Thank you for sharing.

[@JackWhite251]

My experience psychedelics, Dmt also psilocybin Mushrooms has been a great benefit while breaking through, one ought to take the right dosage, below I where I usually obtain mine could guide you through if you're a newbie?

[@JackWhite251]

*PHARMSTAIN* is the handle?

[@JackWhite251]

[They're on Telegram also Instagrams... .....

[@davidcaribu]

The fact that he-s describing the same thing I kinda experienced, and the entities matches with the ones described by persons that I-ve met that has been through regressions and stuff confirms that this is very real, even more real than this reality.

[@ravenswood118]

Your channel is cool! Not everyone who speaks of their experiences with these things is all that articulate. ;) I appreciate your story telling abilities.

[@patrickr3647]

Thank you for reminding me what's important ❤

[@ssslimeee]

Second time during my day today I get this hint you're communicating to us. Gives me hope

[@elgusto8874]

When you say we come back here again and again, do you mean earth? I don’t wanna come back here

[@ericspearo5731]

One of the better DMT experience videos. Very insightful friend. Thank you

[@HoldenLee-333]

Glad you enjoyed it!

[@ChristedMystic]

This is incredibly interesting thank you

[@HoldenLee-333]

Thank you 😊

[@jamesmaxdavissands]

Thank You - That was profoundly uplifting. I believe we know each other (could be mistaken) but we were aboard a ship together at one time. You were a crew member & I was a guest onboard temporarily. I greatly appreciate what you're doing here, it is done with impeccable finesse. Please continue & I will as well. Be the day my friend - Thanks again

[@NickiBellator]

Fantastic content! I’m a big fan of psychedelics and I’m so glad you’re helping to educate people about proper use and being aware of what can come up for people. For beginners: Begin the daily work of being the highest, most loving and free version of yourself now, and psychedelics can be a powerful tool for healing and awareness but it can be terrifying and bring up traumatic experiences or themes. Set and Setting are paramount and always be in a place where you feel a deep trust of the people you’re with. “For best results” 😉 Great video!

[@HoldenLee-333]

Great additions! :)

[@theabacus30]

Right on brother- this is life’s purpose spelled out perfectly. Thank you.

[@biglance]

Excellent, thank you!!!

[@HoldenLee-333]

Thanks for checking it out!

[@grantlawrence611]

Beautiful message

[@TheSoulInspired]

Interesting experience! ✨ Loved it

[@acetophenone820]

Thanks for sharing. Truth alone triumphs.

[@little.pixiedoll]

STOP!!! this is exactly the video I've been looking for 🙂 I love watching trip reports and NDEs.

[@GregGeorge-s]

My experience psychedelics, Dmt also psilocybin Mushrooms has been a great benefit while breaking through, one ought to take the right dosage, below I where I usually obtain mine could guide you through if you're a newbie?

[@GregGeorge-s]

*Pharmstain* is the handle?

[@GregGeorge-s]

[They're on Telegram also Instagrams...... .....

[@roknfnrol]

This is really great, thank you.

[@FrankGeorge-uu3mv]

I got some psychedelic products from an online store

[@Silverpinstudios]

Thank you for sharing ❤

[@ricktyuio283]

Wow brother, you have a fantastic channel. I love your messages and your vibe. New subscriber here.

[@HoldenLee-333]

Thank you so much 😊

[@ShimmerBodyCream]

Thanks for sharing

[@HoldenLee-333]

Thanks for watching!

[@BakiSmaki27]

Very wise words at the end 🙏

[@sailingsmills]

Wow this was an amazing video. Thank you for sharing. I noticed the Pensacola Beach Historic Sign in the picture behind you. I’m born and raised a few miles from there.

[@HoldenLee-333]

Ha! That's awesome, love it down there!

[@phatpurrly]

Wow! Your closing words are very useful. I wanted to hear about your trip because I’d gone a short salvia excursion and the same thing happened; being(s) were like, “what are you doing here?” Sort of an “are you lost little boy” vibe. Anyway, since then I’ve done 6 ten day Vipassana courses and served as well. They are extremely helpful and very grounded in the hard work of the here and now.

[@HoldenLee-333]

Nice!

[@drivethrupoet]

when an entity "notices" you, that's when you KNOW you are in another dimension, that's when I've realized what I'm seeing or dreaming isn't just a meandering mind

[@Rome274]

Great video. Some of what you were touching on at the end about being of service to others and helping others made me think of the law of reciprocation, which I find more effective than the law of attraction.

[@HoldenLee-333]

Agreed!

[@Tmuk2]

So interesting! I've never tried DMT - I'm fascinated by it, but I've always been put off by the idea "what if we're not supposed to use it?". This is the first time I've heard someone say that they received a mild telling off for entering that space.

[@jackmabel6067]

Yeah, and I have heard of people having an NDE hearing the same warnings.

[@slow-mo_moonbuggy]

It is pretty creepy that question if maybe we shouldn't be doing psychedelics. That movie Jacobs Ladder sent me for a loop after I watched it. I stopped doing all psychedelics after a super crazy vision that didn't make sense until a year later. I now look at DMT as basically smoking powdered Ouija boards. There's definitely a whole spirit world going on all around us.

[@slow-mo_moonbuggy]

It is pretty creepy that question if maybe we shouldn't be doing psychedelics. That movie Jacobs Ladder sent me for a loop after I watched it. I stopped doing all psychedelics after a super crazy vision that didn't make sense until a year later. I now look at DMT as basically smoking powdered Ouija boards. There's definitely a whole spirit world going on all around us.

[@Onionman77]

This was awesome, and thank you for your honest opinion on pharmaceutical drugs, absolutely agree there.

[@GrandmaTurtle]

Profound story! Thank you for sharing

[@HoldenLee-333]

Glad you enjoyed it!

[@GrandmaTurtle]

@HoldenLee-333 I not only enjoyed it. It also gave me a neutral perspective in my/our purpose. Your sharing helped to deflate the intensity around all the confusion about karma/punishment, etc. Something clicked which hadn't before. I've been at the self improvement game a long time and this was a bright spot of illumination into some dark, stuck corners. So challenging to put some of this to words as our cultural is so lacking in this perspective of healing. You give an old lady hope and dare say, joy, that young people like you will truly lead the way into unity. Thank you again!

[@Raph_one]

Very well said!

[@fredcunningham9753]

Hey Holden, I came across your NDE experience on the other side and I loved it. I had an NDE experience via a dream, where I drove off a cliff and drowned. The bright white light, all is love, sucked thru a portal, and telepathic communication of ‘everything will always be ok’ and ‘don’t fear’ opened my eyes to the universe. Here’s the kicker and I sure you probably know this, but our bodies make DMT and I came to realize that I had an endogenous DMT expression via the dream; it wasn’t until I tried DMT two years later that I realized it was the same thing just a million times less than my dream experience… I know this molecule gets expressed when we die and I am sure you might think that as well. Anyways much love to you putting your experiences out there in the world, I love it

[@HoldenLee-333]

I do think that as well. I believe the death experience begins inside our minds before we let go of the body. So many experiences from NDE's are unique because they begin with our own subconscious projections with the aide of DMT. Then I do think some people fully eject and see their bodies and all that stuff. People love to underestimate the mind, though. It drives me crazy. As if because it begins in the mind, it's somehow not real. The mind is the eye of the universe, the eye of God.

[@Chesterton7]

Fun, insightful story. Thanks!

[@keiyatiewhite7411]

Thank you!!

[@visnublu]

Your story reminded me of an experience i had more than 20 years ago some months after an NDE without any drugs, every time i felt asleep i was getting to a dimension at the feet of a giant sitting in a throne made of stone and he was saying with a loud voice something like "it is you again, you shouldn't be here, go back to where you came from" and by moving his hand he would send me back to my physical body and would wake up very abruptly my heart racing and very scared. It happened very similarly for many days in a row so then i was afraid to sleep for some time but then it stopped for some reason. Then, more than a decade later i saw a picture on the web showing a drawing of an ancient temple of Zeus in Greece which was very similar to what i saw.

[@perkulese1980]

30 missed calls Joe Rogan

[@dimitrishow_D]

Smoked DMT more then 200 times I love it ..only drug that always makes me feel and act better afterwards.. Wish I had more people to talk with .. One thing I noticed is when I'm on Dmt..I get a lot of DMT memories from other trips...that I forget when I'm back..

[@darkpoolmm]

Same here. I will remember other trips in great detail. It's odd how your brain forgets or you get amnesia after such a profound experience.

[@dimitrishow_D]

@@darkpoolmm exactly!

[@mysmirandam.6618]

Why do you think you forget or some people are told to go back where they came from. I've never tried it but I want to what do you suggest

[@gretajane802]

Thank you for sharing.

[@ervinacadenamayonga]

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[@ervinacadenamayonga]

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[@ervinacadenamayonga]

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[@meganturner8438]

I had a NDE after a hemorrhage from giving birth. I always tell people the only thing that came close to that experience with my experience with dmt. I have never felt so out of my body but connected. I felt out of place but home. it was the most serene and beautiful place I've ever been.

[@guineveremoonmist1060]

Super interesting thank you for sharing. Blessings to all! XOXO.

[@katshades]

This is just what i needed. Anything good that could come from drugs, i have already experienced by the time i was 24, and still my experiences with drugs was overwhelmingly negative. I have not had an NDE but i did have a "burning bush" edperience i had while on meth. I havent thought about drinking or using in almost 5 years.

[@FrancisFurtak]

Well done my friend!

[@tshirt567]

I had a very similar experience I connect with you and this and your experience Godspeed

[@pi5724]

wise words, thank you.

[@deja0entendu]

Salvia trip took me to a place where “I” didn’t exist. Everything glowed orange. Then I saw a rollercoaster. The cart was made of the glowy orange material. The tracks and wheels we metal. I was about to get on, and two old white ladies popped out of nowhere and said “it’s not your time yet” and I came to. Reminded me of that.

[@mysmirandam.6618]

Always glowing roller coasters in my dreams

[@evangelicalsonny2353]

Thank you 🙏. I will get to work on this rn!

[@chubsfatboy2738]

the closing of the video was awesome. very true and insightful. I had a near death experience when I was 3.5 years old and I've been robbed of ambition, and yada yada yada I could go on and on about the good and bad of it. it was a awesome experience for sure tho

[@ervinacadenamayonga]

Best contact for all kinds of trip stuffs like dmt shrooms acid ayahuasca, edibles and many more also discretion delivery, I can assure you

[@ervinacadenamayonga]

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[@ervinacadenamayonga]

@PHILLSMYCO2, is the handle?..

[@cyndra680]

Thank you. Wow.

[@toothzombie]

I feel this is a manifestation of the powerful mind.