What DMT taught me about the nature of time

Following an intense 5 meO DMT trip in the desert, I took 5 grams of psilocybin mushrooms then underwent a trance meditation session on the true nature of time and death. I recorded the messages that came through to me over the next few hours in one of the more intense psychedelic experiences of my life. I'm a seasoned psychonaut and do not recommend that anyone try this.
The following is a link to a video where I took DMT and met the same entity from a near death experience NDE at the age of 17:
• I smoked DMT and met t...

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Time is an illusion, lunchtime doubly so.

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5 grams of shrooms after DMT, then drifting off into the desert? Damn I’m glad you were irresponsible for the rest of us 😂😂😂 Brother, that was beautiful. I’ve been on a journey of my own and have been coming to some similar conclusions, though mine hasn’t been as heavily discovered through psychedelics. I have a special love and fascination for them, so thanks for sharing this. It helps with some of my own theories developed through a mystical approach to my faith, psychedelics, and others. It’s fascinating the paths we take during this flicker of material existence.

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Bro thank u so much!!! This video came at the perfect TIME for me to watch and motivated me so much. I'm delighted to have watched this you made my day x1000 times better edit* having watched this i feel i don't need to smoke dmt again because of your findings you just saved me so much TIME that is limited here bro by creating this video you've created so much more than just youtube bless ur soul

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Thank you, brother! Your words mean a great deal to me. Thank you for sharing that 😊

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Thank you brother 🙏 for stepping over the edge, facing your fears, finding truth, and sharing.

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Your videos helped bring me back from a dark place. You should continue to make more of them. You can interview other NDE experiencers. That would be great to watch. God bless. ❤

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*I am more blessed than I can ever have imagined. We are all connected. There is SO much we don't know.*

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"You have been given the exact amount of time needed to accomplish your purpose here on earth"🔥 "The true delight of the universe takes place within the quiet acts of creation that cannot be measured here on earth."🔥

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I’ve felt this message too

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Oh? And what is my purpose? How am I supposed to accomplish it? Because I’ve done heroic doses and I still don’t know.

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Create what 🧐 can anyone explain what that meant

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This was a super refreshing take and talk on the subject. Absolutely loved it. Thanks for putting it all together.

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I like the ant analogy. I feel like we are leaves on a massive tree of life, each one seemingly expendable, and yet an important part of the whole, whether it knows it or not. And my ego loss experiences feel like we are light energy in water, might as well be droplets who seem individual, and yet are all part of a giant ocean. We are free falling through time like rain back to the ocean again. it’s only the ego that makes us feel separate, and must label everything. That includes oneself as “human “, for lack of a better word.

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Beautiful :)

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Huge. Aaaand... pretty much what Bashar is saying about the nature of time (and the human existence). Nice synchronicity. Many thanks. Much love.

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Thank you, fellow traveler 🧳

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The idea of predeterminism is a comfort to the intrepid mind, but what I have found in my 20 years of studying time, is that our choices do come into play. Time as a cyclical set of vibrations or flavors, offers periodic opportunities. When these form into synchronistic marvels, it can appear everything is set. The beginning of the understanding of time, is learning the 20 days, and 36 decans. In the Maya the 20 days are the primordial set they work with. in the I-Ching, the first 20 hexagrams are the twenty days, and the 21-56 are the 36 decans. I wish I could have spent time with Mckenna on this. Simple choices can have massive implications. Choices can be a high percentage of what product you produce. Time is the map to understanding which ones will be the best. The day you are born, does determine your area of best product. It does not guarantee anything. I call it a map of potentials. It is like knowing the weather.

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Thank so much, my brother! More to come soon and more frequently. I spent about a month in the woods in your state doing mushrooms and transformed my entire life. Love it up there!!

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Beautiful experience! Truly! Wish I could get over my fear of DMT and finally breakthrough. I've done it close to a 100 times by now, no breakthroughs though. Each damn time it is pretty much begging me to go all the way. And it also let's me know that it wants to teach me so many things. It wants to fix me, change me, help me. It scolded me many times for not going through with it. It shamed me as well, peer pressured me and so on. It is constantly manipulating and pushing me to do it. I'm in the military now, and I'll soon get to go home for 9 days. I truly hope I'm able to do it this time. I don't know how to do it, but I have to.

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100 times wow. I wish I could find it to do just once lol.

[@DreamingJaguars]

What a cracking piece bro👌👌 love the message!!! Have been there many times but it’s so easy to forget!!! And then I realise……..that’s the whole point ❤🙏

[@HoldenLee-333]

Thank you!

[@angel7239]

Beautiful message thanks you.

[@HoldenLee-333]

Thanks for listening

[@DaPahKwanYinSan]

Absolutely brilliant. Thank you so much.

[@nss19137]

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[@noahkai7]

I'm blown away...

[@fgauer1]

Really fantastic!

[@HoldenLee-333]

Thanks a lot!

[@flowingthroughveinsofgod]

LSD is the key to the universe too I learned so much about everything

[@lilystarr226]

Thank you 🙏🏻

[@brahmanwithin6623]

Beautiful video! Although my perspective of time is that each moment (and each potential future moment that we energetically align to) are fragments pieced together by the mind to give off a concept such as time.

[@gibbinerayes]

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[@helderfenix3727]

This is beautifully said. Is there any way I can have the reading in font/text available? Especially for the reading you did. Thank you

[@Primo_extracts]

Wonderful

[@robwatts6478]

I love how well you articulate some pretty deep experiences. Having shared the experiences you put words to something that is almost beyond words! The colony of ants description reminded me of how Alan Watts says your teeth can not chew themselves! This might seem random but during my last few experiences I've used ear plugs and I'm curious what role sound played in your 5meo / shroom experience or was the audio input / your ears basically shut off to the earth world? Awesome videos and so beautifully shared, thank you!

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[@gdhors]

As a teen and young adult i spent a lot of time with lsd and mushrooms.... then, as i was approaching middle age, i tried dmt and was totally not prepared.. it was so much more intense than the other hallucinogens I was familiar with. As it started to hit me i was curious, then as it grew more and more intense it really scared me; but then, all of the sudden, all the fear passed and it was pure bliss, it felt like something special the universe was sharing with me... then i thought, this drug was not made by men, this came from Gods, or aliens, or the universe itself.. and gifted to humanity... it's that profound...i haven't done it since, bc i don't really exist in those circles where you'd tend to find it... but I'll never forget that singular experience.

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[@matthewhu3514]

Right on!

[@HoldenLee-333]

Thanks!

[@sebastianressler7196]

very nice! thank you 🤩

[@gibbinerayes]

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[@MaIContent]

"The nature of the universe can not be imagined in the human mind." thank you. for that. This resonates with me like a bell, true and clear. i imagine "death' to be the instantaneous supernova expansion and amalgamation of one's senses. where the galaxy has the size and profundity of an eye booger. its all about scale and perspective. it would be so comforting if i didnt feel that i've wasted my time here. i cant imagine feeling any other way though... i have never been able to allow myself the satisfaction of satisfaction.

[@HoldenLee-333]

I wasted a lot of time in self loathing and addiction. Then I figured my chemistry out and now I’m thriving and free in a way that I never imagined. Don’t relish in the past, just try the little steps of living a good day. Doing the things you know you should do to live well, to keep a clear head, etc. I wish you well, my friend

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[@MaIContent]

@@HoldenLee-333thank you! self loathing is my middle name. i try to focus on being grateful to the universe. it aint easy but it has been my experience that being in a state of gratitude is the only rewarding place to occupy. i micro dose psilocybin. .5 grams and a niacin tablet before work. i feel it improves my attitude. i have only done 2 grams at once, 1 time. i wouldnt characterize the experience as therapeutic.. i hear you taking 5 grams or more and i cant imagine having the courage to let go like that. your vids are really relatable and have an easy natural candor that appeals to me. i would want you for a guide if i ever did ayahuasca.

[@harrynixon1919]

Thank you

[@HoldenLee-333]

Thank so much for listening.

[@makucevich]

Thank you.

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[@SOLIDSNAKE.]

Time, I lived infinity

[@robstimson4234]

l haven't been in a 'here's some DMT' or 'do you want to do ayahuasca' setting so far. How did you ingest the DMT?

[@user-yo2ki7vu7d]

The purpose of birth is to stop samsara or repetition of births and events in life. Not to realise timeless ness or oneness. To evolve further one must resolve karmic cycle and on your trip you should focus on what caused you degraded into matrix three d level from the higher dimensional realities. You there recall in childhood you were feeling the same and you lost it. There you focus on life karma truthfulness righteousness and ascend when it's possible. You would see how repeated events cease to come and get destroyed in this life that never occurred before. It's in the karmic resolution and that is in the life you live out with. There you resolve them and become totally free of sufferings one by one. It's a deep subject so briefly writing it.

[@gibbinerayes]

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[@gibbinerayes]

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[@brentmacklem1872]

My first psychedelic experience at age 15 (NOT RECOMMENDED) was to show my young mind that everything has a pulse that vibrates with creation. Inanimate or otherwise pulses and vibrates at its appropriate mathematical formula which constantly integrates with the vibrations of the whole universe. My man Holden here explains this very well. (Of course I took Calculus in University.)

[@desertweasel6965]

I can smoke any time I want if you know what I mean, but I am so scared to do it. I did a small amount and my ears started ringing, but what scared me is I felt possible short of breath. It was really scary and I just sat there wishing it would stop. I had no visual effects I literally did probably 4 mgs. I want to do 25 or 30 and get past the beginning. I think it's better if you just go all the way.

[@lambmaster27]

Damn bro, this was fucking profound. Thank you so much.

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[@GregGeorge-s]

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[@GregGeorge-s]

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[@HoldenLee-333]

Absolutely!

[@timmyhiggins5220]

I think thats why ayahuasca was so terrifying but you can't argue with it. The truth is laid bare and you need to be ready for it. Nobody tells you this. Thats why I had anxiety for 18 months after 1 ayahuasca ceremony.

[@_anthonyrogers]

🔥

[@sumchi3690]

The last bit that was read was just like the kind of things we used to say in the new age movement in the 1980s to 2000ish but without the need for drugs.

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[@DannyLeeOGT]

DMT is natural to our bodies, NOT a drug. It is how we dream when we rest. The claustrum in our brain amidst the melatonin. The milk like substance. And the pineal gland emits the DMT, the honeylike substance. This is the milk and the honey in the heaved up place. Or Heaven

[@patrickkircher145]

It's nice, but I do believe that it's only half of the image and half of the story. Very cool that you are in the realm of the blessed and gifted. Certainly however there are those who are not.

[@SteeveEfnet]

On one of my last trip... I was told to learn to bend light.. I still don't know what it means or how. I find it interesting that you mentioned it.

[@DavidCurtis-hd6wb]

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[@joemarshalljminkllc750]

Watcxhed this while on my ketamine therapy:)

[@timeconsumer]

5 Meo is very different from regular dmt(I prefer it). The clear light of the void, rather than kaleidoscope imagery, godness. Dmt is remarkable alone in its sheer ability to bend time, where two minutes feels timeless. The feeling of death is most refreshing, when the lost ego of identification slowly returns we rebirth

[@AF072]

You are on Earth in human form. You are the time. There is only the time in which you experience this reality and nothing else. You have exactly the right amount of time to do the things that you want to do, to experience the things you want to do. To act as though your time on this Earth could be cut short from pressures outside yourself, is the fallacy of human control. The amount of time you have has been predetermined, and there is no sense in fighting against that, as fighting that is to fight the nature of the universe, and serves no purpose. You have been given the exact amount of time needed to accomplish your purpose here on Earth. It is the human mind's ego in error to assume that your purpose on Earth is only for your own self-serving creation. We perform many roles on Earth. Much of that experience is in the service of others, their journeys. These are concepts that we can't understand in this realm. Those roles can have nothing to do with our own sense of self, and more often than not, they don't. You are a colony of ants, and you cannot see with your ant minds the true nature of this reality and its purpose. And those suffering, only suffer temporarily in human form. A moment in perceived time, that doesn't actually exist, which extends the blink of an eye, and nothing further. In our many journeys to Earth we see all sides of time, to cure the condition of man's depravity. We are light beings that expand the universe, all at once, only experiencing the confines of Earthly reality for the briefest of periods. Take solace in the understanding that life is a flash, then we go back into light form. Create your existence within your human confines of time. Go forward with your plans, as though you will have the perfect amount of time to fulfill every end. In the work is the reward, not the congratulations, or even the final destination, but in the creating itself. There is Earthly fame, which is momentary and soon gone, then there is the cosmic delight in the creations we bring forth. While spending our time on Earth one should not delude themselves into thinking that Earthly fame or fortune means a thing, especially if it is not done so with the purpose of goodness for all humanity. The true delight of the universe takes place within the quiet acts of creation, that cannot be measured here on Earth. Anyone who tells you that they can see the totality of purpose in our existence is existing in ego only, and they are far from the truth. Death as you know it is nothing more than transferring out of this dimension, and back to a more freeing creator realm. We do not cease to be, as energy cannot cease to be. This time on Earth exists elsewhere, but only in certain dimensions is it felt. The idea of death is a construction of the human mind, it should be taken only so far as it provides a sense of peace to come. The descriptions of said death are creations of the mind, for these take place in a mind, related to time and space, and the nature of the universe cannot be imagined within the human mind. This should delight you! There must be magic felt. It is not our purpose to know the ways of the universe. Create. Create. Create.

[@HANZELVANDERLAAY]

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[@LoveWins]

Death sounds much better than what I'm dealing with in life lately.

[@adrianobastardi]

Well the opening gambit is almost definitely, fantasy.

[@thehippie3610]

I cant imagine doing DMT and following it up with a solo mushroom trip at night. 😅

[@pntme2thewoods311]

Ironically is all about timing

[@DarkLight-Ascending]

Something and nothing exist simultaneously within Creation. Just as Dark (still silence) and light (sound of motion) are necessarily always present to distill the OMNI-VERSE... SO TOO IS NOTHING WITHIN EVERYTHING NECESSARILY PRESENT TO DISTILL THE OMNI-VERSE. Every single universe of the infinite OMNI-VERSE exists at the same place and time simultaneously. This is the ALL-SPARK WITHIN THE INFINITE DARK VOID. THIS IS THE SILENT SONG WITHIN THE LIFESTREAM. THIS IS THE PHOENIX FIRE WITHIN THE TREE OF LIFE. THIS IS THE DIAMETRICALLY OPPOSED FORCES OF CREATION DELICATELY INTERACTING TO DISTILL THE OMNI-VERSE. LIGHT DOES NOT MOVE. THE DARKNESS CARRYING IT MOVES THE LIGHT. THE "SPEED OF LIGHT" IS ACTUALLY "THE PRESSURE OF DARKNESS ". THIS MEASURE IS THE FREQUENCY FOR ITS ACCOMMODATING UNIVERSE. THERE ARE INFINITE FREQUENCIES FOR INFINITE UNIVERSES... THE TOTALITY OF ALL UNIVERSES IS CALLED THE OMNI-VERSE. ALSO KNOWN AS THE "ALL-SPARK. " i am the BRIGHTEST NIGHT I AM THE DARKEST LIGHT.