"I Took This On Very Seriously" -- Awakening Interview with Chris

There are some very powerful and rare insights discussed toward the end of this video... I know you will get a lot out of it!
To contact Chris and/or learn TRE here is her website: christinaguimond.com
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About my videos: These videos are a resource for anyone wishing to wake up from the dream of separation. Awakening, enlightenment, and liberation are becoming far more mainstream possibilities than they once were. There are many good teachers out there, and if you resonate with the teachings of Eckhart Tolle, Rupert Spira, or Sadhguru, you might find resources here that address these deeper promptings to investigate your true nature.
Disclaimer: The information presented in these videos is not meant to diagnose or treat any psychiatric or medical illness. The inquiries presented herein are potent and can have powerful effects on the way you experience yourself and reality. If you feel you are at risk of harming yourself or others, these videos and practices may not be the best thing for you at the moment. Seek help wherever necessary which might include a hospital emergency department, a suicide helpline etc.

[@christinaguimond1706]

I just want to mention our son has made a beautiful recovery from drug addiction. He did three sessions of ibogaine, and lots of nervous system work. He’s found a beautiful life partner and is even in the awakening process for a few years now.

[@SimplyAlwaysAwake]

So wonderful to hear 💙❤️🧡💚

[@yasminel-hakim4348]

this is wonderful ❤️☺️

[@KK-qd6ro]

Oh my gosh I just checked out the poster of the exercies on your website. My body does a variation of 4 of these, which I thought was hang over from my yoga days. Thank you so much for sharing your story. Best wishes to you and your family.💜🙏

[@Bernd05]

Amazing

[@rulamazigi5839]

Such a beautiful thing to hear 🙏🏼

[@vijigowri273]

That's such an amazing journey you shared Chris, thank you for sharing.

[@hoodedmenace6024]

You both are absolutely glowing. It warms my heart. Thank you for sharing.

[@kennyrumrill1860]

When Chris said " Without a body, without a mind there is still this beautiful, pristine consciousness. It's so subtle and so beautiful and so mysterious and there's no way to ...pin it down to what it is" I thought to myself, "Yep". I really appreciated this one.

[@macparker3549]

Fascinating conversation. Many things could be said, but I’ll stick to one: As I’m listening to the details of this unfolding, I’m struck by how incredibly blessed we are in a historical way to have so much access to true teachings. Your book and channel alone, Angelo, to say nothing about everything else available, is a revolution in both wisdom and access. And, in the same frame, I can feel something else. I don’t have the right word, but a hunger/lack/need for the clarity of true step by step guidance in walking this walk. I feel both in this moment, the incredible gratitude for this opportunity, and the pain of navigating when I am so acutely aware of having only my own blindness as a guide. I expect I may eventually see this differently, but that’s the poignance I’m experiencing in this moment. Thank you both for this lovely and ringingly genuine conversation…

[@SimplyAlwaysAwake]

Thanks for your comments MAC

Love this interview. You should interview Scott Kiloby. He seems so kind and honest. I did TRE a couple of years ago. It was so helpful and mysterious. The body just knows how to proces tension through shaking without the minds assistance. The mind went: "what?"😄 Thank you 🙏

[@goych]

Yeeeesss to Scott, just my opinion but seems to be the go to fella for the tools required after awakening! And even before, the man is a machine! In a good way!

[@KK-qd6ro]

Half way, I need a break so much to unpack. It's only in the last few weeks that I noticed my hands shaking in response to stress. Seems a lot of our human conditioning is backwards. Thanks for sharing. 💜🙏

[@SimplyAlwaysAwake]

🤗

[@TheWizard10008]

I watched the video “PAPAJI - Consciousness alone is” that she mentions and I understand it intellectually and sometimes experientially. Have had lots of experiences, different teachers, breakthroughs, but I can’t seem to really break through…sustain it. Slip back into forgetting, the ego, false sense of self etc. I can’t help but feel like I’m on the verge sometimes and also feel like I’m missing something. The feeling that I might be on the verge is often associated with fear. An ego death kind of thing similar to an ayahuasca trip. Midway through your book. Your book feels like a transmission.

[@yasminel-hakim4348]

how wonderful can a conversation be? I enjoyed everyt aspect in it. I’m deeply impressed how Chris volunteered to try those psychedelics to help her son, this is wonderful and I admit feeling a kind of jealousy about it, because I till now couldn’t help my children out of their immense problems - BUT this TRE gives me hope. My adult son had a horrible trauma when he was a little boy (my heart is bleeding). I had no idea and all his childhood and in his teenage years he was a such a difficult boy what brought many problems even between us. A year ago his partner told me about it. She found out because she is familiar with trigger situations. Even he didn’t know why he wasn’t feeling himself … So this TRE gives me hope for my immensely suffering son and who knows, maybe my adult daughter who has paranoid schizophrenia can get something out of it. So amazing what this awakening process brings along with it. Thanks for sharing. 🙏❤️

[@peterfarrell66]

“He’s just listening to Eckhart.” 😂 These stories are great!

[@BlackStar-yk7iz]

I love what she says about not wanting to eat meat , when I was 11 I decided that I couldn' t eat meat anymore. Luckily I had an enlightened mum who loved animals as I do.

[@alphonsewilliams9878]

I just looked up TRE videos on the internet. The first one I found was a fellow lying on his back moving his legs. Seeing this I’m once again impressed by how everything is connected in ways that even the things you think are working against you are, in fact, working for you. Because I’m at the point in my recover from a pelvic fracture where I’m now doing physio. Physio that consists of me lying on my back moving my legs. Not the same leg movements as those in the TRE video. But certainly, ones I can incorporate into my physio as my leg strength increases. It’s nice to know the universe hasn’t given up on me.🙂

[@garyd1727]

I have tried TRE and found it helpful too. I wish I had known earlier how beneficial bodywork is in trauma recovery and hence spiritual development. Yoga has been huge for me. Release technique, Lester Levenson has been the biggest for me. Letting Go, David R Hawkins. Lester Levenson achieved enlightenment through release of negative emotions alone. This interview is encouraging as there are a lot of commonalities between us. I think it's about releasing to uncover what has been there all along (and will always be there)

[@dar_jada]

I LOVE her! So open and available in sharing her experience of her journey.

[@oneom8158]

Who can talk about death with such laughter ... 💙 Loved this, all of it.

[@AshleyStuart]

Thank you for another awesome interview. I found the topic of TRE really interesting. I actually tend to shake when I'm going through a really stressful event myself. I didn't realize it was a natural thing until watching this. I guess I never started to repress that or maybe I just don't repress it anymore. Also, I just had to second the sunrises at the retreat. I woke up that first morning and also gasped at how beautiful the sunrise was. It also just made me have this huge smile too and I stopped so many times on my way to breakfast to just stop and stare at it.

[@SimplyAlwaysAwake]

Thanks for your comments

[@ho5286]

Oh the laughing between you two...it was infectious..😂😂😂

[@trueschool78]

This interview has inspired me to change things up. Thank you both.

[@DanielleM-yr4di]

Beautiful expression. So so glad to hear this interview.

[@fernandocardenas2264]

Fabulous and funny conversation. Warm greetings!!!

[@billromas]

Just Love Chris and her honesty ..her persistence on this path less path😍..the bliss that exploded near the end was infectious! Realizing THAT/THIS is Everything and nothing and all is connected with and IS unconditional Love..We all burst out in laughter with peace and contentment as our way of Being🙏❣

[@marylaporte6996]

I loved this interview. There is so much to say, but I have no words. I laughed till I cried. I have a new realization. I am ready to start the day. Chris, thank you. Angelo, you are such a good interviewer. I watched your face most of the time as you felt and mirrored Chris's experience. Namaste to you and Chris, you have made my day.

[@marinaskiadaresi6939]

Absolutely wonderful conversation, thank you both! Angelo I remember I had written to you a while back and you suggested I do TRE and natural meditation. I must say this changed my life! Again deep gratitude and many thanks! Happy Holidays to all! 🌻

[@SimplyAlwaysAwake]

Wonderful

[@shelleythomas7447]

One of THE best interviews. Thank you both so much!

[@suze.c]

Wonderful story. I laughed so much with both of you that my belly hurt and tears streamed down my face. Thanks for such a relaxing Sunday morning!

[@eliza9484]

This is one of the best awakening interviews I have listened to, Thank-you Chris and Angelo x

[@SimplyAlwaysAwake]

Glad you enjoyed it!

[@susanamos6237]

Wow this was absolutely amazing… astonishing… so grateful… it has taken me 3 days to listen to the whole video.. but I needed that too… everyday is so different as you listen there is so much change… in the listener..

[@James-3000]

Her description of her first mystical experience is practically the same as what I experienced three years ago, almost down to the honeymoon period (mine only lasted two months, not three, I found myself taking particular notice of lol). But I was such an absolute mess when it happened and the transformation was so deep, it never felt like I got booted from the Garden of Eden when the bliss wore off. I haven't experienced depression since (a major issue before) or craved a substance (a major major issue). I was even telling some friends when it happened that I had been "put on the path"...which has the distinct odor of Zen Stink now lol A teacher like Angelo makes so much so clear. Happy holidays!

[@SimplyAlwaysAwake]

Thx for sharing

[@martynbrown1347]

Thank you from the bottom of my heart ❤Chris your sharing was beautiful thank you

[@theharewinstherace]

I just absolutely love Chris! If you’re looking for a mentor, she’s top notch ❤

[@christied425]

The shared laughter is magical 🙏🏻❤

[@sawanoo]

❤ wow what an incredible free flowing expression of truth from both. Thank you so much 🙏🏽

[@tylerthurman2980]

It was so contagious when they got the giggles…. I was sitting in my living room laughing almost to tears 😂

[@RichardBoyer]

Thank you so much I had the same mystical experience when I was only 23 years old

[@johnb2138]

What an incredible interview, so grateful that Chris would share all these details of her experience in such an open and honest manner. So helpful. Although Chris charts out her course over quite a few years I know that she ( and I believe Angelo) believes that this does not have to take a long time. Aspiration is the key. Thanks so much, a real treasure trove.

[@Kim-sherie]

Chris this is such a wonderful conversation to listen to. You seem to be the guiding light for your family, what a beautiful gift. Thank you for sharing this insightful journey you have been on. 😊

[@richmac6345]

1:35:17 - "It's like I almost don't have access to a range of emotions." So glad to hear this because I've had this most of my life... It's Christmas day and I'm on my own which is the safest and best for me because I don't get the emotions for bonding with people. I also have little interest in most stuff people talk about. From observation, I'm vastly different to people around me. This "lack" has caused untold misery which is what drove me to seek for the truth of existence... I was always wondering WTF is happening here... Why is life SO painful. I see now that awakening/moksha is the answer. Thanks for this wonderful interview and the laughter. I don't really laugh either which sucks. When with people I fake laugh so that I don't make people feel anymore uncomfortable than I already do. ♥

[@SimplyAlwaysAwake]

I understand. Thanks for your comments and reflections

[@isabellevince5174]

I have similar experiences and am now waiting for an autism assessment. I have also done vipassana, TRE, ayuashca, therapy.

[@annettalybecker4712]

This is mind/heart /body opening. The depth and varied experiences are profoundly inspiring! Thank you!!! ♥️♥️♥️

[@heatherwall9571]

Hopefully we will all get to that place of just living again in pure and divine expericne. 🙏💙😊

[@kimtaylor4480]

Great interview. Really love Chris. Thanks to both of you!

[@renee859]

I had similar experience with Yin Yoga, mixed with some Kundalini separate classes, in 2016, that caused massive tension releases and ‘awakening’ experience and total change in who “I” was, and have kept going down rabbit hole since, incl. non-duality, etc….so beautiful. It was also nice to hear from someone who did Vipassana for a long time and experienced this-I sometimes think V is “superior” bc it’s so grueling it seems ❤🙏🏻

[@birbillis1]

What a beautiful human being.

[@annsunderland4673]

Wow ! Just wow !!! 😮❤Amazing talk and last nights meeting blew me away too! 👌. Sooo grateful 💜

[@Hanna-Nyasa]

Love all these conversations. Thanks so much for sharing. X

[@pamela8148]

OMG this was wonderful - inspiring & clarifying - & who doesn’t love a good belly laugh - just what I needed as I continue on my journey! Thanks Chris & thank you Angelo for doing these interviews! ❤

[@SimplyAlwaysAwake]

Glad you enjoyed !

[@professordeb]

OMG…. Emptiness laughing at itself. Nothing but 💕

[@annal2740]

That was tremendous, thank you. I particularly loved your mutual laughing fit.

[@ganazby]

Laughter sure is great medicine. Brilliant interview, with lots of inspiring pointers. 🙏

[@theislandwithin]

Wonderful person and story. I was a Buddhist monk for 20 years. Discovered TRE during that time experimented a bit, but wasn’t sure how to continue without a guide. Then about 3 years ago I had a crisis and turned to TRE. It’s been a massive part of my own journey since then. Last year I decided to become a provider myself. I can’t recommend it enough.

[@SimplyAlwaysAwake]

Thanks for sharing

[@satsitananda]

This interview! So much I could relate to here; really helpful- thanks Chris and Angelo!

[@SimplyAlwaysAwake]

Glad you enjoyed it!

[@KatmaiBrownBear]

Gahhhhhhhh I LOVED this and the laughing toward the end was contagious ❤

[@kebobscat]

the best part is the laughter 😍

[@majjohansen8]

laughing my head off with you guys. This has such a funny ending .... "I've taken this too far" - amazing line. Thank you so much to Angelo - offcause - but really Chriss, this has shiftet me a lot- listening to your story, so thank you so much. Much gratitude. -and thank you for the ps about your son.

[@rubyslippers9140]

Thanks Angelo and Chris :)

[@N8terider]

This is my most favourite video. Watching you guys losing it is so uplifting. The awakening process needs this ! 1:29:40

[@brightchange6065]

I just loved when she was talking about her brother and her talking about Eckhart Tolle - Her brother said, "You know, you can't make these things (awakening) happen ... ", And she said, "Well, "I'm going to make this happen."!! That was so sweet ...

[@javon144]

I loved this conversation 🤍 ✌🏼 Vancouver Island 🇨🇦

[@nicolabishop996]

Salt Spring Island!!

[@javon144]

@@nicolabishop996 hi neighbor! Lake Cowichan!

[@nicolabishop996]

@@javon144 Hi, my niece and family live in Lake Cowichan

[@javon144]

@@nicolabishop996 oh too cool! I’m in the hundred houses… Jada :)

[@rulamazigi5839]

This interview was extremely helpful. All kinds of things are coming up from the shadows, especially rage (I didn’t know was there) & fear of death & physical suffering and it’s been very difficult in between subtle but blissful mystical-type experiences. Reality seems to be pointing to release old trauma in the body-mind. I loved hearing Scot Kiloby’s name as I just found him yesterday and have been listening non-stop - coincidence? 🤔 I will definitely be trying TRE. Thank you so much for another great interview 🙏🏼💖

[@rulamazigi5839]

I want to add that the subtle bliss type states in between have now lost all meaning. The first shift changed my life in so far as it did, but there is SO much here that hasn’t let go. I never understood that this would be where the true “work” would lie - at least that’s what it seems like right now 🙏🏼😊

[@bailatali]

Thank you so much Chris and Angelo I am in awe...

[@Bernd05]

I just ordered somerhing in a shop and when i started talking I didn't identify my voice as mine. I panicked for a millisecond but the exchange was totally fine and normal.

[@heatherwall9571]

You guys cracked me up towards the end!!! I was belly laughing because I know about the cosmic joke of reality!!! It’s hilarious when you know the truth !!! 😂😂😂….although obviously, we have to hold compassion for those going through any grief or loss in this dimension. 🙏💙.

[@stephenharper4956]

Awesome, thankyou for this talk ❤️

[@hazybrain7]

Simply Awesome ! Kind thanks for sharing this very personal story and unfolding, very inspiring and so good to hear your son is doing much better too. Thanks again Angelo, your belly aching laughter is infectious.

[@PinkyBar374]

Such an awesome conversation, so much packed in. Gee’s you guys my me laughing with you, that’s infectious when you see genuine laughter, even funnier when you try to stifle it, thank you both! I’m glad your son is in a far better place, thanks to a loving family and daring Mumma bear! ❤

[@treewiseblood7911]

great interview- I also found TRE® instrumental in my awakening process. a disregulated nervous system holds the 'beingness' hostage and TRE® is a powerful way to regulate the nervous system.

[@TheSierra108]

So beautifully authentic🙏🏻❤️

[@maryannscanlon8655]

Thank you Angelo for your recommendation to watch this interview. So helpful. Didn’t meet Chris last week, maybe next year.

[@jags3352]

The younger Katie Bryon!!! :D xxx

[@rowenahutchison4822]

Thank you, what a truly wonderful interview. So many helpful and validating pointers from both Chris and Angelo. 🙏🏻💗

[@GetMeThere1]

1:29:44 to 1:31:45 When the irrepressible laughter starts at the mention of death I know the bullseye has been hit! LOL

[@SimplyAlwaysAwake]

[@SimplyAlwaysAwake]

😂😂😂 💀💀💀

[@KimL101]

Wow ❤ Very powerful video and I think it’s so beautiful that in trying to help her son was the opening for herself. Totally resonates with me ❤

[@kbiasiolli]

Thank you both! That was wonderful to watch. Lots of insights.

[@Cp_9900]

Great stuff ❤️🙏

[@ivaskoda5242]

This is beautiful, love you both

[@ginabond22]

Especially loved the laughing!

[@Pam74055]

Loved it. Thank you both ❤

[@NewNow4u]

OMG! I loving when you both started laughing near the end LOL. I call that the Cosmic joke, that laughs at those thoughts. --- I am so glad I watched this video -Thank you both, many of the questions going on in my word were mentioned and talked by you two. PS: I just got Angelo Book yesterday, looking forward to it!

[@ptanji]

What a sweet conversation. Thank you ❤

[@SimplicityUnveiled]

Thanks Chris for the interview. Very helpful.

[@999thomas999]

thank you both for this beautiful interview :) Video: "PAPAJI - Consciousness alone is" the best! I watched it twice in a row, stared into space and got it... May you all be happy, peaceful and get liberated 🙏🙏🙏

[@herkyferoz9238]

Thanks for this beautiful interview!❤

[@life13525]

Angelo, you have such wonderful exchanges and your natural ability to be so present and listening to "the other" makes it a feast to listen to (you are a great communicator AND listener), also love your openness for a wide range of approaches and encouraging the many individual paths and techniques...- love it...a heartfelt thank you to both of you for sharing ..

[@tim2269]

1:10:10 & 1:30:40 loved this thanks

[@yiranimal]

Great conversation. I believe the body and one's health are really important and often ignored components of spirituality. My experience with TRE has been that it corrects things on a deep and otherwise inaccessible level. I don't know exactly what it's doing but I can see direct improvement in my immune system as it wrestles with chronic Lyme and co-infections. I imagine it helps the body optimize for whatever one is here for. Keep spreading the word, Chris.

[@katrinamcbride9338]

Thank you so much..This was my favourite interview yet. Just lovely, and so helpful. 💚

[@SimplyAlwaysAwake]

Our pleasure!

[@StephenAndersonSACreate]

There are so many delightful moments in this talk I found deeply relatable. Your experience with dmt and its subsequent insight mirrored my own single experiment with dmt and had me in a fit of laughter along with you. 😂 I've never heard anyone else describe their experience in a similar way to my own. Boy was I mistaken about having made peace with any fear of dissolution. Yikes! And the instantaneous realization I am not going to be able to leave this issue alone because it is acutely unavoidable. 🤣 But, yes, harrowing is a very apt word for it. Thank you for sharing your story Christine.

[@stevenrosen5955]

Gripping/compelling and inspirational ......

[@nicolabishop996]

Absolutely loved the laughter!! Beautiful. I want to know both of you....may it be so. Thank you.

[@heatherwall9571]

Omg!! I can SO relate to being kicked out of the garden of Eden!!! That happened to me!! 😂😂. I too…want to get back there!! I’ve been told I’m truly blessed to have expericned that true and real happiness…the eternal realm of reality. Apparently, not many expericne this until they die. 🙏💙

[@MarcelRGuimond]

Chris de Tabernacle from or not from Quebec. A lovely tactile breath of sight and hearing. :-)

[@gudulajean-christophe5937]

Beautiful!

[@ravenwild5184]

Dear Angelo, Absolutely love this, so many insights from Chris on her process...resonates with me on many levels. I went to Chris's website and want to ask her a couple of questions about her TRE options but there is no way to contact her. Also it said available for zoom sessions but her web page only books for onsite visits. I'm hoping you can give me an email address for her or another way to contact her to get answers to questions and clarify booking. Thank you again for all your pointers and these insightful interviews. Am about a fifth of the way through your book and am impressed by all your details. Love the Attention exercises in chapter 5. Blessings 🙏💖 l

[@dilan7112]

One of my favourite ones!

[@henrike34]

I have so many similarities with Chris ❤ I also turned away from religion in my teenage years, also have been vegetarian since childhood despite being surrounded by meateaters, also have four children,… this really resonates! thank you for the interview

[@georgeshepherd3381]

Thank you liking!

[@CtalK2000]

I am loving this interview ❤❤. Best one. Today while I was starting KZbin I was invited to watch mahasivratri videos live from India. Many says tonight is best time to awaken!! I personally think that’s another concept? I also see lot of repetitive numbers 9:11 or 11:11 like it’s been years & someone said it’s because you are close to awaken. I was excited to know that but now as I hear more I think all that is just concepts. Please validate these for me ❤

[@kas8131]

I don't know what was so funny at the end, but I was smiling with you

[@davidalbro2009]

Even though looking back I've been on the spiritual path all my life, it has only been this year that I've seen real positive progress. I'm definitely what most would consider a newbie. Watching this video is a little discouraging. Chris had been actively pursuing spiritual practices and it took several decades to reach the end stages of third density consciousness. When I first started doing mindful meditation regularly earlier this year, I had a strong positive response. It felt right. Pretty soon, however, it seemed very flat. It didn't feel like I was growing. In fact, engaging in mindful meditation left me depressed and feeling awful. What I discovered is instead of using mindful meditation, I can use self-directed meditation to make myself feel better. I am very aware how contradictory these two practices are. One has the goal of realizing the true self through the disidentification with thought, the other has the goal of creating higher vibrational thought forms in which to pour the higher self. Is this a good practice alternating between mindful practices such as meditation and self-inquiry and the easy gratification of practices such a as affirmations? I understand that ultimately thought will need to be disidentified with in order to experience the full true self, but this seems like a good buffer to keep from being discouraged. After all, if I'm going by my personal experience, self-directed, thought stimulating practices feel much better than mindful practices.

[@SimplyAlwaysAwake]

Yes this is exactly what queued for Erik (wizard awakens). Alternating between self inquiry and natural meditation

[@WhirlpoolFarmer]

Most interesting bro. I ended up doing the same thing as you. After several years of wafting in and out of various non dual approaches, I - apropos of nothing - just started inserting all manner of super positive thoughts into my thought stream. Dunno why. Maybe because I suddenly realised that I could. Or perhaps I simply got bored with feeling like I was in some kind of mental waiting room. Anyway, sugar coating thoughts is quite easy compared to the boot camp of daily self enquiry. You can really build up some groovy momentum. But no two ways, the self enquiry process is here to stay, it's just that I'm not that fixated about whether it will lead to anything. I mean, I've clocked up a baker's dozen of ontological heebiejeebies along the way but so what. I'm more than happy to let it do whatever it does whenever it does it. In the interim I've found that just by closely observing what thoughts I allow to set up shop and putting a positive spin on whatever happens - life seems so much easier, trustworthy and pleasant. And I've become much more friendly and compassionate to others as a result. Being nice and open to other people is an awesome trip especially for someone who has spent a life time avoiding others. Gosh, the sun is shining and while it's smiling down upon the world I'm not overly fussed about whether various ancient sneaky thoughts are causing me to feel separate from the thing, coz it's all good buddy. So thank you for sharing. WooHoo!

[@davidalbro2009]

@@WhirlpoolFarmer That's where I'm at. My concern was that encouraging this self-directed meditation and humanistic feeling good would hinder my enlightenment. But I'm going to focus on the fact that enlightenment is inevitable whether in this life or one of the nexts.

[@arazetteh5376]

Thanks for sharing. 🙏 "Awareness is never apart from sensation - such as sound and light or color." (My paraphrase). Do I have this right? I guess I never thought of awareness being apart from anything. (I'm still trying to translate the various references on this wonderful channel from the words or terms I am accustomed to.) I suppose what you two are saying is that some teachings or pointings imply that awareness IS separate from this? 🤔 (So funny, Christina, 😅I guess if you spend enough time with Ramana Maharshi teachings and entering into that vibe, you pretty much end up wondering if maybe you are actually dead already.😅I hope you understand I am not laughing at you, but I did relate so much to what you shared. 💛)

[@Coreypsich]

There's something about the way she talks and moves that feels like... something. I remember you interviewing another man who had recently awakened too and he has this exact same feeling.

[@jpavlovic]

I thought i left full comment lol I know i am not just personality i knew that since my childhood.I only dont know how i again and again involve myself in personality drama and chaos. I cannot fully detach from whats happening emotionally mostly.