i tried a life reset and all i got was regret

[@RisIgrec]

yall wont believe this lol but my new car was stolen today so i’m gonna lose it

[@elizabethh835]

I'm praying for you Ris. You've been through so much lately. We all love you! ❤

[@tessaducat1332]

That is an insane update, I hope they can catch the people doing this shit! Like wtf?! It was a nice surprise to see a new upload from you tho ❤🥲

[@dannyswrath]

HELPPPPP THATS SO FUCCKKED dw ill fight god over this for you

[@emschauer8111]

broooooo there's no way :(

[@chai7218]

what the fuck actually 😭😭

[@mossfrog9720]

“In life you are always doing the dam dishes” truly a visionary and incredible filmography

[@StochasticGreen]

Or laundry

[@caseyjones3522]

laundry can wait longer tho@@StochasticGreen

[@maybemay1403]

Pro tip for repotting rosemary from a horticulturist: don’t. Don’t repot your rosemary, don’t use your rosemary, don’t smell your rosemary, don’t even LOOK at your rosemary. It WILL die just to spite you. Rosemary is shy and it thrives when it’s existence is completely ignored.

[@SamMikklllllsnn]

Mine got offended and dies cause i ignored it 🙂

[@yakultszn220]

DUDE IM SO HAPPY YOU POSTED, YOUR VIDEOS CARRIED ME THROUGH QUARANTINE. I’m so glad you’re back‼️‼️

[@RisIgrec]

y’all carried me through quarantine just as much 😭 so happy to be back

[@theharshtruthoutthere]

@@RisIgrec Soul of ADAM: repentance (Luke 5:32 KJV) repent (Luke 13:3 KJV) born again ( John 3:7 KJV) ( 1 Peter 1:23) come out from Babylon and expose it ( Revelation 18:4) (Ephesians 5:11 KJV) forsake your evil ways (sins) (Jonah 3:10 KJV) do the WILL of your Heavenly FATHER. (Matthew 7:21 KJV)

[@robbiethebobbie1]

​@@theharshtruthoutthere why-

[@the_fynethyme]

​@@robbiethebobbie1why not

[@aanism6790]

@@theharshtruthouttherewh

[@mrandisg]

This is the most REAL "reset" video I've ever seen! I feel your pain so much rn. I'm almost 50 now (yikes!), and my 20s were a lot like that--I married a man-child, lost custody of my first kid, divorced when I was pregnant with my second, and basically went thru hell from there. When I turned 40, I found out I also have ADHD on top of my anxiety and depression. I can't count the number of times I tried hitting the reset button on my life. But things are slowly, finally getting better now. Both my kids somehow survived and grew into great young men; I have the best job with the best coworkers and the best boss that I've ever had my entire life; I'm somewhat better at "adulting" than I used to be; and while things will never be perfect, I'm a lot more equipped to handle things when they inevitably go off the rails. So, please hang in there! I hope and pray things get better for you sooner rather than later. Virtual hugs! 🤗💖

[@Vennele]

You give me hope. Thanks. ❤

[@Dancinglemon]

Thank you for this, I need to know there’s a happy ending that makes all this worth it :’)

[@beetothebop123]

I've really been struggling lately and this is exactly what I needed to hear. Thank you

[@aminishnamedvaati]

as someone who deals with depression and anxiety, something about this video just resonated with me. like, trying to pick yourself up only for everything to just go wrong.

[@194californiagirl]

Honestly the fact that you tried to get your life together while withdrawing from SSRIs is a testament to your character. I went off mine in the summer and I literally cried for a month straight and felt the most unhinged I had felt in my whole life (I'm 29) 6 months later I'm doing better but I definitely can tell that the SSRIs helped. Hang in there and I'm glad that you're taking care of yourself

[@s.stevens4520]

You’re supposed to wean off SSRI’s! For some reason no doctor ever mentions this to people 🤷🏻‍♀️ You shouldn’t have had to go through that.

[@194californiagirl]

@@s.stevens4520 that would have been a nice option. They went from $15 a month to $30 and I didn't have any extra income in the summer.

[@thekraken5808]

To be fair I weaned off of SSRIs and mood stabilizers. I got to the point where I was feeling how I felt without them and with the help of a professional we decided that maybe it was best I took a break from them. Even with weening off then, your brain still goes through withdrawals, and after two weeks, I was at rock bottom again. Luckily, it wa just withdrawl and after my brain readjusted I did better. It's a drug and your brain has to get use to it not being there. Albeit if you don't ween off (something very important to do) withdrawal is a lot worse.

[@rosieposie4757]

fresh out of the psych ward and finally got diagnosed with depression and anxiety. Finally got meds, and am now facing repercussions of being so severally depressed while unmedicated. This is how every reset I've tried to do for the past 5 months have gone. I'm so glad you're back! We can only go up from here.

[@fannyriand4917]

Girl, I so feel you. I’m 24 and just moved states to start grad school, I’ve been so looking forward to the new start but it’s like everything has gone wrong since I got here! Apartment issues, car issues, mail issues… it would be absolutely comedic if it wasn’t real lol. Finally things have started looking up this past week. All that to say, you are not alone, and I hope good things are coming your way. ❤️

[@spac3y910]

Welcome back Ris! A quick moment of silence to the cottage core minivan, I am so sorry that happened to you. As for the meds thing, I totally relate to that because it just straight up feels like hell when you don't have the meds you need to feel okay. I hope things work out better for you and I'm glad to see you posting a video, missed you lots, your room makeovers and quarantine videos really helped me out during the pandemic and it was nice seeing someone my age going through life like I was. Also congrats on the graduation!

[@corlealange7880]

YOU HAVE RETURNED

[@__kylied__]

I am so sorry that happened to you, I've had my car since I was 15 and the thought of anything happening to it is so upsetting. I hope life treats you kinder and that you can find a reliable and affordable car soon!

[@aliciasiddiqui7267]

Seeing you on my KZbin feed was like getting a text from an old friend and being ecstatic about it, glad you're back!!

[@AndNowIJustSitInSilence]

For what it's worth, I am so happy you are back and somewhat healthy and alive. I totally get what you are going through. I had life throwing shit at me since summer and every other day new shit joins the club. And most of the things are completely out of my control and I can't do anything to get these done and over with. I always think it is just me going through this and I wonder what other people must have a relaxing life. But this just shows that we are not alone, and I try to be grateful because I know that I have quite a comfortable life compared to others. But all I want is a few days without any problems or worries, or maybe even just with a few of them. Take care and stay strong. We will get there. Eventually. Reset the reset reset.

[@AndNowIJustSitInSilence]

Funnily enough, one of my shits also involved my mother's car (which I borrowed) getting broken into (smashed window, stolen camping gear) and then my mum driving a rental car (which I rented) into a branch (£800 repair costs)

[@AC-dz9yq]

omg ris we missed you and I’m gonna love tf out of this EDIT omg. this was such an experience. ok I feel like I should clarify that I love the fact that you updated and I adore your editing style and storytelling as per usual but WOW. YIKE. sorry bb 💀💀💀

[@knottygirlfibrearts]

Missed u!!

[@dominique415]

9:45 The "this action will have consequences" sound from Life is Strange took me so off-guard😂😂

[@Meh-cl3qb]

same

[@harleyshanks]

Immediately came to the comments to see if anyone else caught that lmao

[@lenawrites9484]

I CANT BELIEVE THAT I NEVER COMMENTED ON THIS. i watched this back when it first released, when i was in the middle of moving ... and i am rewatching it now because your videos just bring me comfort.

[@Malte.Jetzig]

Thank you for the "somtimes life sucks [] keep pushing" in the end. 24, years old, three headinjuries last year, a failed examn and more tests to come. stressed. still headaches and growing feelings of loneliness, fear and tiredness. Looking for a reason for all of this s*hit. Hearing your voice for the last 15 minutes kind of helped me a bit. Thank you. Much love from germany ❤

[@TheSandshrewBoss]

I'm so so sorry about the cars! You've had to go through so much just with the cars alone, I'm impressed you didn't go on a manhunt with the last crash!!! >:C Thank you for the honest blogging, I am still very impressed with your dedication to clean even after everything! I once went out on a "cheer up" errand to get myself some crafting materials and was rear ended on the way home. I cried a lot that month. To get your new car STOLEN after what you've been through is some next level bull

[@sunny-ub2gb]

maybe instead of a cottagecore minivan you need a cottagecore life (move out of the city to the middle of nowhere where nobody will steal your car and get some chickens or something)

[@emmah1161]

this video kinda almost made me cry, I feel you and welcome back. being in your 20s is scary as hell

[@emyhall9094]

Holy Shit I've missed this channel so much, i still rewatch videos when I feel down

[@Bun08bun08bun]

RIS I WAS 14 WHEN YOU STOPPED UPLOADING I AM 17 RN , I HAVE BEEN WAITING AND I NEVER FORGOT YOU AAAAA I MSSED YOUR VIDEOS SO MUCH

[@miji948]

It almost feels like this video came into my life for a reason, I relate to it so much. I'm turning 25 soon and I've spent most of my 20's dealing with depression, this year especially hitting me hard because I've come to realize I haven't done much in my life since graduating high school... and everyone else seems to just be moving on without me. I've also just started tapering off my antidepressants and the quarter life crisis is really hitting me hard -- I'm ready for my own reset.

[@aftertheraven]

Rewatching your videos cause your channel is my ultimate comfort channel! I started watching when I was entering high school and now I'm in college [help!]. love ya!

[@theartmoose9390]

I couldn't find your channel for some reason so I scrolled down through my watch history to like 2021 or 2020 just to find you lol

[@oliviamads]

JUST WHEN I NEEDED YOU THE MOST YOU RETURNED HELLO

[@linmonPIE]

It’s really not fair how life likes to kick us in the balls when we’ve already got a concussion and two black eyes. It really makes me feel like crawling in bed and hoping I don’t wake up sometimes. Thanks for being so relatable and real!

[@kyrarundle3619]

So glad you're back!!!! ❤ I missed your videos :)))

[@RisIgrec]

Me too!! Ahhhh tysm :,)))

[@junestheatre]

i remember watching your day in the life in college vlog during quarantine and feeling so validated because my life was literally falling apart and now that my life is falling apart in a different way i’m glad to have someone to parasocially wallow with (in all seriousness rip cottagecore minivan you will be dearly missed you gem of modern innovation)

[@Mystic_Paths]

Resetting takes dedication. Small setbacks can discourage people, but true transformation requires showing up consistently, even when it’s tough.

[@AshleyIsArtsy]

R.I.P. the minivan!!! That's so awful Ris, my truck was my grandpa's and I'm constantly terrified of the day it inevitably leaves me. Glad to see you back on KZbin, hope life's going a little better now. As a 24 year old i feel your pain 😅

[@cherylmoore3538]

OMG I'm so glad you're back!!! So sorry to hear about all the sh*t you had to go through, Ris. Wishing nothing but the best for you going forward!

[@stellaallen2099]

Randomly remembered that this yt account that existed and it got me through high school and im so glad I remembered it did.

[@pookiedookiedoo]

omg i missed your videos so bad!!! im sorry that things have been so horrible and im so sorry about your new car :(((

[@TruthTeller-ez7ev]

You remind me of me 10 years ago. It gets better because you learn not to compare yourself. I love your honesty for real it's a rare gem in a sea of followers.

[@BlazeTheDemidragon]

so glad to see you're back but so sorry that this happened to you D: hopefully, things are looking up now. also, dont feel bad about the basil dying, basil is the most dramatic herb on the entire planet. i moved mine into the sun because it wasnt getting enough last summer and it proceeded to get some sort of mold and croak. rosemary is also a bit temperamental apparently :))

[@hamamaha6854]

Randomly got this video recommended but I live your already

[@mahishrivastava15]

I’m sooooooooo glad you’re back… missed u so much. Your videos literally carried me through my dark times

[@peachbee3396]

9:45 Lmaooooo the “this action will have consequences” music from life is strange at the foreshadowing 💀💀

[@andree-annblais9221]

Guurrlll just randomly stumble here to find out HOW VALIDATING being here with you was. Your week is basically the story of my life so i might stick around haha ! I love you already !

[@aftertheraven]

omg omg omg you're back!! You've always been a comfort channel to me so I'm so happy to have you back!!

[@rickc2102]

My heart breaks for you, girl. I've spent the last two years taking care of other people instead of myself, so things falling apart while trying to come together is so painfully familiar. Hang in there, you'll grow in strength in the end.

[@erinpennington19]

Ooh I wasn't expecting this! Welcome back Ris

[@radicalgal]

We missed you so much❤, I’m so glad your doing alright, I’m so sorry that happened to you

[@yoanna5646]

God, i’m so sorry that you’ve been so unlucky, i wish you all the best especially that you brought so much joy into my life by posting again

[@1hotrockerchick1]

Ive not had a favorite youtuber in a long time! You have definitely resonated with me on a diff level! New sub! 🎉❤

[@ioana6090]

SO FUCKING HAPPY YOU'RE BACK!Missed you girl:>>.Wish you all the good and hope you're doing well❤❤❤

[@mj_ultra]

Omg I was just re-watching your videos yesterday!! Welcome back

[@partyhatkid9940]

There’s something about your channel that always keeps me checking back. I hope things go upward!

[@nathaniellopez9091]

Was literally thinking about your channel the other day! So glad to see you back! (Also, you're my inspo to get into yale!)

[@missy_bambee_]

ive never been happier to realise that your back, i loved your videos and i was so sad when you stopped posting, ive been thinking about your channel 😭😭 welcome back ris!!!

[@annaleptika2080]

Missed you, so happy to see youre back, hope life gets better (when shit hits the fan, I always tell myself 'it'll pass' and say it so many times that ill eventually believe it lol)

[@Realrealisegod]

this is my first time watching you and believe me when I say, everything that can go wrong will go wrong. it's like I am looking at myself in the mirror. I don't who are those people whose life take a turn for a better tomorrow. I have been waiting for tomorrow since 2019. it just never comes.

[@ravenautumnfire]

This is the first video of yours that was recommended to me, but honestly I feel every moment of this. I just turned 30 in December, and I kept telling myself "Damn, I'm supposed to be an adult-adult right now", but honestly I feel like a teenager that shouldn't be let near the stove. Hope you are able to bounce back. Just remember that no one knows what we're doing, we're just faking it until we make it.

[@polaristic4794]

i’m sorry you struggled but it makes me feel good to know that i’m not the only one struggling

[@santiagopinosanchez9436]

As other people mentioned in the comment box, I started to watch your videos during the lockdown time. It's really funny cause I live in a country in Latin America, but I feel 100% identified with your content and also with your art filming and editing your videos. I just wanna say I feel extremely happy about your coming back. :)

[@minsoo3298]

Omg!! Its so good to see you back on the platform!!! Your videos made me stay sane during covid days, and now i am back at my Uni❤ thank you for your videos ❤

[@mmia5723]

I did miss you! One of those comfort youtubers I was remembering randomly every month.

[@meggreen9142]

I'm so glad you're back❤Especially because I've been recently struggling so hard with being in my 20s, fighting with my mental health and also keeping up with studying. I love how you edited this video, I could watch a whole series made by you!

[@agnieszkaadamkiewicz4747]

girl, you slay, you're put together - maybe you don't always need a reset, sometimes we need an upgrade

[@ZombieOwl12]

6:50 Don't do the self clean function! It's awful and they do actually get too hot. They have oven degreaser that you spray, leave for two hours, and then wipe it down; it's so easy and less burning smell in the house 😂

[@hopelessnihilist1425]

I really appreciate the raw honesty in this video.. life sucks for me right now, but the ending (several months later & ypure okay) is nice. ❤

[@madzzzz98561]

Randomly last week I remembered a video you posted like 3 years ago but couldn’t remember your channel name. Today I randomly clicked on this video in my recommended and had an aneurysm realizing it was the same person. Thanks for the reminder I need to get an oil change and may your car rest in peace 🙏 nice seeing you again on my feed, I love having parasocial relationships reignited :)

[@chrissavickis]

OMG YAY WELCOME BACK, I am so sorry about what occurred

[@katieross5222]

Omg, I so understand your pain. I truly hope things get better soon.

[@alejandroiuuuu]

im so glad u are backkk ❤

[@d.s.2393]

I may have watched this 4 times already and im going in for another one bbb

[@ellas_pretty_silly]

OMG UR BACK!!! WE MISSED U RIS

[@emoacademic]

I did miss you! I was truly exited to see that you posted again :] I hope things get better for you, and for anyone else who reads this

[@neosamosa]

your previous videos helped me through high school and even now in clg...happy to see you back :)

[@lilywilliams3146]

i literally love u so much, i hope ur doing well, i missed u sm ur my comfort channel

[@dudasomewhere]

im 23 too and i too feel like an adult baby. happy to have you back ris!!!

[@asmrjournals6600]

Ris! I'm so sorry this happened to you. I missed your videos so much. I've been watching you since quarantine and have been returning to them once in a while.

[@garimasingh4426]

I was scrolling through shorts and randomly remembered you. And thought i need to watch some video of her and bam!! Here's a new upload.. Loads of love!!

[@elizabethklint4984]

YOU HAVE NO IDEA HOW SEEING THIS VIDEO ON MY HOMEPAGE MADE ME SMILE ITS BEEN TOO LONG

[@maeisodd6035]

omg hi ris it’s been soooo long. i really missed you, and i’ve kept a habit of checking ur channel every once and awhile to see if you’ve posted. i’m so glad ur back

[@kennethMblake]

I'm sorry that you lost your minivan. I can't imagine how you felt after it was towed (Kindergarden to College.. amazing). You have my sympathy, but honestly, when I lost my favorite car (Nissan Cube died to never restart), it hurt- but I knew I was moving into a new phase of my life. Looking back, I miss it. But I am in a different place in my head and in my life. I've out grown that car. And I'm ok with that. I hope you'll move on too. New car, new Ris, new awesome. Thanks for reading, Ris.

[@TiwidTV]

been looking for u every now and then. happy to see ur doing well

[@kittyrainbow1918]

wtf i was just thinking abt you that’s crazy glad to see you back

[@King.0f.Ghostss]

Dude, I'm so sorry that happened to you, but it's nice to hear from you :) I hope things keep getting better for you

[@tanya4651]

OMG IM SO HAPPY YOURE BACK. You honestly got me through some of my worst times. You're such a comfort and I would really live to have more videos at this time in my life❤❤😢

[@Marceline-qh4my]

Omg I used to watch you like 6 years ago in high school and it helped so much 💜

[@reema3468]

Im so sorry for everything ris. You deserve so much better

[@nour1976]

No damn where have you been? This is a gem. I already see myself in ur video and oh the choice of classical music. Girl. You won.

[@newyt3033]

i just cleaned my subscription box in january as part of a digital cleaning thing and i was like ah i used to love ris. ill stay subscribed for the memories, and now an upload! what crazy

[@Boho_Gypsy]

Ris, so sorry to hear about your med situation. I went through the same thing a few weeks ago when cvs never ordered my cymbalta!!! I wouldnt wish that on my worst enemy

[@sarahcorvidae3573]

YOU'RE BACK!!! i've come to check on your channel semi-regularly and was always low-key worried whether you're doing good. commenting now without seeing the video, but glad to hear from you!

[@RideStorm17]

So happy you’re back! And have been dealing with terrible car issues so this just made my January!

[@kirasou]

welcome back! i'm so sorry for all the unfortunate stuff that happened also wanted to say that I really liked your editing in this video!

[@maddiem8548]

Omg welcome back I'm so happy that your back! I missed these blogs

[@Ditisines]

Embarrassed to say that this is the first non-shorts yt video that’s I’ve seen in a loooong time so that’s saying something , we need you back here

[@vegastar3242]

I’m so sorry you’ve been through it the past couple of years!!! I’ve definitely missed you and have spent some moments wondering where you’ve been and if you’re doing ok! I hope things start going uphill for you again 💜

[@beladiniz6485]

i'm so glady u re back, can't really believe it actually, like i searched for this chanel about a month ago cause i suddenly remembered you ♡ hope u re doing ok, missed u ♡

[@snkethan]

suddenly my life feels right again now that you're back. glad to see you again, ris!!

[@soft991]

omg i missed you way too much hope ur doing better and remember all becomes fine in the end so if its not fine its not the end cheers from brazil

[@Spaceless420]

My first time watching you and your voice is so soothing and I love your vibe!!

[@optimistictalia]

I am genuinely so excited to see an upload from you like… my hearts jumping. WELCOME BACK!!!!!

[@jillianbuckley5570]

RIS I MISSED YOU SO VERY MUCH AND I HAVEN’T EVEN STARTED WATCHING THE VIDEO BUT THIS MADE MY DAY!!!!!

[@twocatsinatrenchcoat2103]

Oh My Gosh You're back! I'm sorry that your car got messed up, but I'm glad to see you're still making videos