I've been hiding because I have 2 fingers|Finally ready to show the world| My insecurities & pain

[@kutlo_m]

How many of us here are still hiding? Hiding because of our past, trauma, mistakes, illness, background? May God heal us!

[@beverleymaphakane9993]

A lot of us 😢❤

[@5995Jiol]

Black families are very judgmental

[@millymashile]

Eish 😢

[@SouthAfricanSeriess]

The part "you free yourself by freeing other" felt it❤

[@matuku993]

❤God bless

[@Refiloe_mailane]

I just shed a tear 😢....when she quoted the verse in Jeremiah, it hit right at my heart...we sometimes forget who we are and who God says we are ..His image ,made with a purpose for a certain purpose ..very beautiful message and story ..🙏😍

[@millymashile]

Can we as a society be less judgmental & more loving towards others.

[@Zullyzee]

I guess it's part of some people BUT we can change the narrative with ourselves and most importantly our children.. We should educate our children and young ones about some certain things they might witness outside the home,in that way they would be too inquisitive about it from the person there by making the person uncomfortable

[@celiarampedi459]

You can feel the pain in her voice 😢😢

[@silvianyangai1903]

Exactly

[@Nomathembamhlauli]

So wise and brave love you sister 💞💞💞😘😘👏

[@faithsdollsville2662]

As parents we need to teach our children to be kind. When my kids see people who are created differently and stare or question I first tell them it’s not nice to stare at people because it breaks their hearts and explain to them God creates people differently for a different purpose in their lives. I make an example to my five year old and also remind my now 9 year old that when they draw people do they always draw them the same? I tell them just as little children like to experiment with colour and how the people they draw look differently-formed so does God do that. I don’t correct my little one’s way of drawing her people like we were taught. She draws people without noses and ironically I saw a toddler on social media who was born without nasals. They have dolls with albinism (I sell them) and I recently bought a doll on a wheelchair cos my 5 year old asked me the other time why a man was sitting on a chair with wheels. Ironically my dad became paraplegic the year I was conceived but they never got to meet him as he passed away in 2007. My first desk mate in first grade was a boy with albinism and I learned a lot about albinism just by studying him throughout my schooling and still learning about it now. There’s a certain doll brand making dolls with different looks. They now have one with Down syndrome now.

[@Silvia-uu7ub]

You are beautiful Beverly. The thing I like about you is your vulnerability, and how you conquered your self esteem issues. Thank you❤

[@busisiwemohapi7015]

Just this morning I had started affirming myself daily. Thank you for being vulnerable and sharing yourself with us sisi. Ive learnt a lot from this episode and will do better in my own journey. Blessings on your future journey ❤️❤️💐💐✈️🛫fly higher and heal more people. Definitely need this book.

[@qinisilezungu5818]

I can completely relate with her... Your innocence gets taken away at a very young age. What seems normal to you suddenly becomes an insecurity because of the comments and constant questions, which make you see yourself as different. I'm an introvert, but it became worse when everyone around started hi lighting how different my legs and feet were. The best question I've been asked is "why are your feet like this?". My friends used the fact that I was viewed as wierd to make gain attention for themselves. This kills a lot areas in you; you always hide yourself, you feel as though you deserve all bad things happening to you because of how you look, you seek external approval and there is only more room for disappointment than anything else. What's even worse about this is that you lose the discernment of knowing the bad people because you just want to be accepted... But where the presence of the Lord is, there is freedom!🙏🏽

[@Munhle_Mkhabela]

Thank you sis for sharing your story ❣️ I've big gaps between my teeth and overbite, people always laugh at me. Everyday when I woke up I remind myself that I am faithfully and wonderfully made.

[@beverleymaphakane9993]

That's the way to go. Keep shining ❤ You are beautiful just the way you are ❤

[@faithsdollsville2662]

And beautiful. I love that your name is Muhle so everyday you look at yourself say ngiMuhle instead of ngi uMuhle.

[@Nthabiseng-dr7rv]

❤

[@psthabocreedencephiri]

When the hosts said..."oh ....ohooo!!" When she raised her hand.Wonderful hosts.You flow well and this is excellent.To the beautiful guest...thank you for coming out

[@beverleymaphakane9993]

Thank you so much ❤

[@thapeloodirile4923]

We thank the Lord fr she managed to share her story...out of every person's pain someone can find healing🙌🙌🙌🙌🙌🙌🙌Be blessed sister

[@beverleymaphakane9993]

Thank you so much

[@beverleymaphakane9993]

❤❤❤

[@SlungileMbatha-ch3nl]

@@beverleymaphakane9993sending ❤️❤️

[@consymkansi9782]

I worked with this lady as an intern, She is such a sweet person.

[@ThandahM]

Last night i was taken to hell immedietely after my mid night prayer..i am still shocked and shivering😢...what i saw i will never forget, all wat i can say...hell exists .its real😢,i saw ppl being thrown in hell like garbage😢,i fastes for 7 days last week,went to deep prayer,asked God to take me to hell,i wanted to experience it,it is so scary😢 ,it is real😢 .. i feel like i need to do more and allign myself with God's word coz i dont ever wana go to that place😢

[@phumlamyataza8527]

My insecurity is unemployment. Listening to your story made me to realize that I have been avoiding people especially my family and my inlaws. I haven't been going home or visit my in-laws because I don’t want to explain myself to people. So I stay in my house and don’t go anywhere other than church and the shopping mall 😢

[@ceccyngcobo8261]

Unemployment is a destroyer,we would think people treat us in a certain way because we unemployed😢

[@mmakwenamatlakeng6942]

What an episode....i so relate.....keep healing and spread the information. Blessed🙏🙏

[@desreemaluleke2550]

❤❤We are ok with ourselves the problem is the external factors trying to pull us down. I believe if we look at each other with love the next person's difference would never bring us to give them negative comments about their appearance. Thanks for sharing your story Bev❤❤❤❤

[@VirginiaBaloyi-oz4mo]

I battled with birth marks on my thighs as a teenager, until i met my boyfriend in tertiary he gave me praises,built my self esteem. my confedence is back now im 38 im rocking my bumshorts like no body's business .thank u sis for sharing ur story

[@kutlo_m]

So sorry Beverley. Sending love from Botswana. I see you, i feel you, my heart goes out to you ❤

[@beverleymaphakane9993]

Thank you so much Kutlo ❤

[@kutlo_m]

❤️

[@thembilethoba651]

You're so beautiful, Beverly, and, thank you for being who you are.

[@marilynchikwira1530]

Such a beautiful soul. May the good Lord continue to bless her

[@tracynefox7719]

Your channel, is like a therapy to me.

[@DodaiDorothy]

We are learning daily, thank you so much. 🦋. May we stop disabling people just because they are able to do things in a different manner. 🦋

[@beverleymaphakane9993]

❤❤❤

[@xolilekineri8489]

Thank you for sharing yourself with us Beverly. I identify with your story. The mind can be very cruel towards us and push us to sit at the corner and feel sorry for ourselves.

[@simamahlangu1632]

A very beautiful humble soul with the most soothing voice ever. Gorgeous lady too. Absolutely enjoyed listening to her.😢❤

[@thembimaseko9600]

My friends daughter has a short arm it's like carrying her hand could not hide it,it was never an issue model c schools has a way of instilling high self esteem she is now working and dòing very well. Sorry for what you went through.

[@darlingmawo]

This is inspiring. There are so many people who've cocooned themselves as a result of labelling from people (society). Children in school make life hell for those different. As parents, we must train our children about unconditional love.

[@kelenaduweduwe813]

Oh wow! My late Aunt, sister to my mother had exactly that condition in both hands! But she would do everything as everyone else. She was a very confident lady. I miss her. You are beautiful Bev. Love from Malawi 🇲🇼.

[@ReturntoChristmovement]

It's actually nice hearing such stories and testimonies. I just want to share that we are all fearfully and wonderfully made, we must appreciate how God made us, this message is also directed to you lovely ladies, I love you all and so does God. And it is God's will for us to be natural just as he made us, if we add artificial beauty unto what God has given us, we are discrediting God's perfect work and it's like we are ashamed of being natural. I know that many will defend artificial beauty but can we all look at this from God's point of view, how does he feel when he perfectly created us and then we hide what he created with artificial ones, we are actually correcting him. I wish to address your dressing as well with love, don't wear seductive clothes, you become a stumbling block to someone and the scriptures tells us that we must not cause others to stumble. Please embrace inward and outward holiness, without holiness no one will make it to heaven. A way to heaven is narrow and it requires self denial, we must die to self and let Christ take over. May we not serve God in vain, after everything and then find ourselves among those who will say Lord Lord but will not be granted access to heaven. In a world of fashion and trends may we stand our ground of holiness, may we not follow every path that we see, let's carry the cross and follow Jesus Christ. Worldliness will lend us in hell. God loves us all, may we also love him by keeping his commands and forsaking worldliness.

[@kutlo_m]

Amen

[@beverleymaphakane9993]

We have said mouthful. ❤ Thank you so much 😊

[@ririsiya3375]

What a beautiful story. Thank you ladies 🌸🌸🌸

[@Lighthouse3793]

I see a beautiful, smart lady, that voice is Holy Spirit ❤❤❤

[@lleberaikane2062]

You are not your missing fingers,the real you is your soul/spirit/your inner man/being.our physic is just a way for people to identify u and operate in the earth realm.

[@esmert1622]

You are so beautiful , thank you for sharing your story. God is using you dear❤

[@comfortkgongoana4657]

Ohhh my dear sister i understand u. I have missing toes and it's been a struggle..growing up it was not easy. I also grew up questioning God, as a kid i remember saying maybe God ran out of toes😢😢 It affects self esteem heyyy..but God delivered me. Still is a struggle sometimes especially when meeting new people.

[@mulaloratsiku6533]

But kids can be so mean😢😢😢. They stripped off her confidence unnecessarily. She's such a beautiful soul. Please parents let's try by all means to teach our kids better at home. to love other kid and not hurt them or judge them by their looks ❤❤❤❤

[@ThelmaDhlamini]

Your struggle/ pain your ministry. May God enlarge your tent.

[@evodiandumo4248]

I wish i was around to support and assured you that ur normal in ur own way. Hugs gal❤❤❤

[@zashymbola5176]

🥹🥹🥹🥹🥹 your story is so beautiful cc God knew you b4 you’re formed,he loves you the way you are God love us all equally ❤️‍🔥

[@SlungileMbatha-ch3nl]

Thank you Sisi you have heal many PPL including me❤️

[@TshwareloMasweu]

We cannot change some of the things that we were born with. And no one should be made to feel bad about the things they don't have control over.

[@GrannyMohlong]

Ur so beautiful darling ❤ cheer up God loves u and has good plans about your life. Look at u ur prospering your future is bright.

[@ceccyngcobo8261]

For the fact that you’d do anything with that hand also,baby you are special ❤

[@N-n5m]

i always tell people who try to shame me for my skinny legs that at least i can walk, run and my legs are beautiful. besides if they were big they would be abnormal looking for my body and i wouldn't be able to be a long distance runner. My legs look exactly like Beyonce's but smaller cause I'm smaller than Beyonce. I also tell people who complain about their ugly toes and ugly fingers to love their toes, hands and fingers cause there's no surgery for that and they'll have them until the day they leave this life. My younger brother has 6 fingers and he was never ashamed of them, in fact he knew how to defend himself against anyone who would bully them. The greatest thing about being bullied or ostracised as a child is that it builds independence and character that takes you a long way once you're an adult

[@thabangpatric2904]

I had acne at my teenage age and called "Thabang wa diso/pimples" and it took a little bit knock on my confidence but I managed to brush it all off.

[@JackieAnyangu]

Wow wow Thank you for sharing

[@mantelekhitsane8935]

Beverly ur beautiful sisi may God continue to give you strength ❤

[@KamogeloMello-mh7qm]

We won't judge you my sis❤

[@achatwithgoitse]

41:56 😂 guys but its really fun to be saved, the Holy Spirit will tell you 😂😂 And thank you, you have healed me too.

[@noxiek]

She is so beautiful ❤

[@Uniko2012]

Not being acceptable, you don't forget those individuals who are mocked you. Bullies are killers

[@LebohangLeche-yu7gk]

Keep healing people my sister ❤

[@Zullyzee]

People are really going through alot 😢

[@beverleymaphakane9993]

Part of life hey. ❤

[@thapeloodirile4923]

Everybody having a story to tell🙌🙌🙌🙌

[@JubelihleConsulting]

Love you my beautiful sis❤

[@Peuyashainmbedimeameno]

Smart and beautiful 💕

[@beverleymaphakane9993]

Thanks a lot ❤

[@princessconny1358]

We all are created in a special way love even if you are born like that or it is because of a situation 😇❤❤

[@beverleymaphakane9993]

True ❤ We are all in our uniqueness 😊

[@wendymtandagai5240]

You are not alone sis, in Zimbabwe we have a whole tribe like that called the Doma (Ostrich) people in the rural district of Binga in Kanyemba. They are happy people and lead a normal life. Very fast in climbing tress with their 2 toes

[@leratonothando6980]

@beverleymaphakane9993 she needs to visit that place, first heard Mr Credo Mutwa mention it and i googled it. she really needs to go there so that she reassure herself that she is not alone. you are beautiful babe

[@achatwithgoitse]

Just googled it … it’s normal ❤. Thank u for sharing dear, I’ve experienced similar when I got to a new school, as a kid I had an accident and cut the top bit of my right ring finger… also made me self conscious after a bully guy in class decided to announce it as something to laugh at.

[@beverleymaphakane9993]

❤❤❤❤

[@lizzyzambala7398]

As society we can be so mean.... I had a friend who had the same congenital deformity. And so she would put her hand in her pocket but she had showed me. And so one day during break time at school, one of the teachers slapped her so hard for always putting her hand in the pocket. She slowly removed her hand and the way he froze. I really felt bad. As society we should teach our children that even children who seemingly are different from them are God's creation and equal. Wishing you well and hope you accept yourself.

[@nomthandazomashiloane]

That's I don't feel sorry for teachers when the law is tough in then. Those people abuse us so much. What was wrong to put your hand in your pocket if is not disturb your school work. Mxm usile loyo thisa

[@wisanibiko]

Hey two people from same area I'd like to think it's the vaccines 😢

[@Nomathembamhlauli]

Yhoo the truma is too much 😢😢😢

[@SouthAfricanSeriess]

Gained yourself more followers Ma Beverley ❤

[@beverleymaphakane9993]

Thank you ❤🎉

[@ziniahriba1355]

I love this lady 😢❤

[@wamusibanda3842]

😢😢i see myself in her i have rare skin condition,i grew up with my feet cracking couldn't wear shoes ,i hv 4 toes each feet😢😢😢i hide my hands even today

[@tebogotsutsubi8369]

I have so many questions.

[@ceccyngcobo8261]

I don’t like people who ask “ why is your what what like this” ey hai people have to explain now

[@kutlo_m]

You are so beautiful though Beverly

[@beverleymaphakane9993]

Thank you so much Kutlo ❤

[@smallgirlBigGod-b8u]

What a lovely and unique story on Centz Twinz. I am proud of you Bev. God made you this way for a reason, moreover I am glad that you know the reason. Thank you for being brave and sharing your story. I love you my sister and friend. May God's light shine on your path. I would like to tell everyone to not worry about what mere mortals say about them because they are glueless. They do not know why God created you the way he created you. Focus on what God is saying about you, then you will go far.

[@amukelanimthabini1299]

My brilliant beautiful lover, ❤️❤️❤️

[@beverleymaphakane9993]

Thank you babes ❤🎉

[@Nthabiseng-dr7rv]

Wow🔥

[@laurreinmaritz9142]

Beautiful interview. Very educational, liberating and inspiring. Thank you for sharing your story sisi 🫂🫶 May God forgive us for all the emotional torture we put through our fellow brothers and sisters that are distinctively created by God.

[@thutosenna2441]

❤🌹

[@pfulu]

Why the other hand have scars, what is happening to up.

[@ziyanda6521]

She's beautiful

[@beverleymaphakane9993]

Thank you ❤

[@khanyisilemahlangu3034]

❤❤

[@beverleymaphakane9993]

❤❤

[@cecilemuntu5401]

What a brave lady ❤❤

[@patriciamotsamai3850]

Which one is sthoko

[@Uniko2012]

You beautiful dear ❤️

[@Uniko2012]

Be free to yourself first

[@mbalentlemhlaba5689]

Interesting, I have 6 fingers I wonder if its a condition.

[@Uniko2012]

There are people with 6 fingers its normal

[@mbalentlemhlaba5689]

@@Uniko2012 i have them i know other people who do, but I was just wondering if could it be a condition since she learnt about the condition cause she had to classify her disability. We dont but could it be a condition, infact I will do research on it

[@pfulu]

Insecurities are very self destructive,It means you can just sleep with guys just to fit in, in the name of wanting to feel Normal. Was she ready to make a baby?😢

[@beverleymaphakane9993]

No, I wasn't at all. I was too young to even think of having a baby.

[@safuralatifaremane531]

🥰💗🙌

[@prettymakgoro2249]

Society will make u not appreciate urself

[@jay02021]

Your hair Innocent 😊 hook us up please

[@Uniko2012]

Congenital disability

[@refilwe2664]

Heaven sent 🙏🙌🏻@ Beverly Maphakane

[@beverleymaphakane9993]

Thank you ❤😊

[@LadyLee7007]

​@@beverleymaphakane9993I love you 😍 ❤️

[@Uniko2012]

That was torture dearest, physical disability cant hidden 🫥 people

[@refuwepokane]

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[@tracynefox7719]

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