Terrifying struggles of taking my own life because of my childhood friend who took his own life

This week we profile Letago Rantho.
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[@kms708]

Can we please have part 2, focusing more on how she recovered and share more of her experiences.

[@temoshorantho2669]

I'm so happy that after all you've went through you still show up for my nephew and niece...I hope they realize how blessed they are to have you as their mother....I'm so proud of you big sis❤....PART 2 PLEASE 🙏

[@oprahrantho9420]

“ Through it all Oh, through it all Oh, I've learned to trust in Jesus I've learned to trust in God Oh let me tell you Through it all Oh, through it all Oh, I've learned to depend upon His word Oh, let me tell you right now that”❤️🙏🏾

[@jay02021]

I have a suggestion…. If time is an issue, how about you allocate up to 2 hours standard to allow guests to speak freely until they are done? You could also incorporate a break and publish in 2 or 3 parts.

[@Alegria-Alegria]

I agree with that

[@Nailfusion]

I agree

[@life-agiftthatkeepsgiving8508]

Agreed kannete.. Yoh

[@majamaja8136]

The way Lynn Ngugi does .

[@prudencesibiya339]

I don't understand why should they cut out time we doing for God and knowledge not media

[@alettahtsotetsi3276]

When I listen to this stories I realized that God knew what He was doing when He created a woman. The strength and wisdom they carry is on another level. Women are courageous and strong. Thank you for bringing these phenomenal women on this platform to share their stories. We learn and become stronger hearing such. Thank you Leago for sharing. ❤

[@masingitashelly2270]

Yeeeee!!! 🙏🙏🙏I'm very happy that Twins acknowledged the viewers concern, this interview was flowing, there were no interruption, it was clean, I didn't want her to finish, she narrated the story very well.

[@nomondemapitiza2629]

I'm not done listening BT it's clear and loud she opened up good ❤

[@ottahdivine4973]

Wanted to tell everyone that JESUS loves you all and that JESUS CHRIST is KING🙌🙌💓 Those who wanna accept JESUS as LORD and SAVIOUR here is the PRAYER of SALVATION. According to [Romans 10 v 9 ] "O Lord God, l believe with all my heart in JESUS CHRIST, Son of the living God. I believe He died for me and God raised Him from the dead. I believe He's alive today. I confess with My mouth that JESUS CHRIST is the LORD of my life from this day. Through Him and in His Name, l have eternal life; lam born again. Thank you LORD for saving my soul! Iam now a child of GOD. Blessed Holy Spirit, l receive you into my heart now in the Name of JESUS CHRIST. Amen Hallelujah!" 🙏 CONGRATULATIONS BELOVED 👏😘

[@millicentmotheogane7842]

I had to step in for my daughter... Nothing beats mothers love and support 😅 we need to support our kids

[@lindiwemalaza6971]

All I can say is wow, God you are awesome. What a testimony, what a journey. Her story reminds me of the verse when Jesus said "this happened so that the works of the Lord might be displayed. I have too much respect for her, having the ability to tell such a painful story with so much humility, I'd be crying throughout. Yoh people go through the most shem, I'm deeply touched by this but ke in the end, God wins, always ❤❤

[@naomingwepe5984]

Can she please back and sing just one song, there's something that heals my spirit about her voice.

[@letagorantho1442]

My goodness - I will sing a song for you ♥️♥️♥️♥️

[@komanneheng803]

That's why it is so important as parents to control what our kids hear and see. Their brains might not be ready to comprehend some of the things and they are very inquisitive .

[@MohweleMatseding]

Sesi I've known you as sister and friend from church,after what you went through from your childwood till nou as grany you are still the strong woman ever.God is great

[@natty7673]

Letago you're an amazing mother , daughter and grandmother

[@thetoblackrose]

I am sitting here so emotional … Letago is such a strong woman and I’ve been blessed to have met her real life and experienced a piece of her wisdom. This is a very touching story. The fact that you’ve overcome all that shows how strong you are. Love her loads ❤

[@letagorantho1442]

Thank you so much Theto .My Naomi Campbell ♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️

[@MMAKGOSINAOMI]

inspirational-this woman is an epitome of courage.i am honestly inspired to value my struggle going forward.I love her wisdom, humour and courage.I really want to know more and get more hyped up. She is a shero. Please invite her again.I am healing already. Her wounds are medicine to me.

[@conniemaleka9841]

You’re a hero my girl, our girls will learn a lot ❤❤, we failed you as a family , but yo stand up there breaking the chain, wow😢😢❤❤❤

[@letagorantho1442]

♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️Young mah you are my hero

[@millicentmotheogane7842]

I'm crying ohhhh my God, your grand son story is really touching.. Nothing is impossible with God

[@DimphoRantho]

I am so proud of you, despite all the terrifying struggles you went through you still showed up. sending love and light big sis!!!Can we have part 2 please?

[@louiseesterhuysen2092]

What a wonderful testimony and the beautiful and strong woman you became. You give us hope. May you be blessed and highly favored ❤️

[@khethiwemthembu5460]

Thank you for sharing your story. In all you went through, my take out is that you are full of love, Christ is really inside you. It’s quite a lesson also to us moms to not encourage our teen kids to abort, the pregnancy happened by mistake but every life is precious and has a purpose in God’s books, I wish your daughter all the best in serving her purpose as well and may the grandson be a blessing to many in Jesus name.

[@thandekanombembe6759]

Such a tough journey for a child to walk. As a person who has battled with similar symptoms I like that she spoke about intrusive thoughts & the trauma trigger. I describe it more like a “transfer” and is one of the reasons I hate publicising suicide. The devil loves to sow seeds seeds of death & destruction.

[@portiamatshidiso7570]

Thank you Letago, you are so open and strong... people we are going through a lot from young age, but I thank God that everything comes out this days, we talk about everything anytime.... emotional, social, physical abuse it's real...let's continue praying for each other, Letago I salute you and God bless you 🙏

[@letagorantho1442]

Thank you so much - so much love ❤️❤️❤️

[@Tshegomlp]

The courage it takes to tell these stories! We are healed by your bravery🤞🏾

[@kearabetswemoopelo719]

I was so triggered when I saw this lady. She looks exactly like my friend Lauryn who I lost to suicide in Grade 10. Same issue, the same province, the same family structures, and the same Sekhukhune district. I cried, I thought this was actually Lauryn and that maybe she survived and never did die, her little sister is left with the dark cloud of this suicide, praying for her. God consoles us and acknowledges our loss and pain. all things are meant the glorify him and we cannot be bitter over the past as it would hinder our heart

[@mbt9820mpp]

Part 2: - Her journey to recovery. - How did she overcome and still became successful? - What made her not to lose hope? - How are they breaking the cycle and chains of torment in the family? - etc.

[@letagorantho1442]

Thank you I will note these questions down and adress the issues you have raised - I do believe that I will get another opportunity to tell more about my journey. Thank you so much

[@thobekankuna1524]

​@@letagorantho1442I just don't know what to say. I'm broken beyond measure by your story. Nevertheless, I thank God for His faithfulness upon your life. I pray that no one in your family may experience all the horror you went through

[@thobekankuna1524]

You came at the right time to share your painful story with confidence, with less or no tears at all. Yhoo I am so broken

[@kangula4035]

So well spoken

[@kamomodule3947]

Very!❤ I'd listen to her all day.

[@letagorantho1442]

Thank you so much ♥️♥️♥️♥️😍😂 thank you

[@ThekasiPodcast]

This is the smartest lady I know on a personal Level ... Can we please have part 2

[@SamuelLetswalo-v2u]

Queen Nandi is awesome!You deserve the title 'QUEEN'!Great show Centtwinz!

[@nokuthulamthimkhulu8008]

Yho life is a movie, thank you mama for sharing your story someone out there is learning something

[@jeanetteraletooane6004]

You literally have the most amazing guests with the most genuine stories. So relatable. Thank you.❤

[@mmamowejane5848]

I know her and i loved her growing up😍🤗🤗 WOW what a powerful story she shared😥😫 God bless you❤❤We love you here from Mamone 😁😁

[@Kgomotsomashitisho-mt4fq]

I know her personally one of the most strongest person and loving ❤️ ...am so inspired 😊 can we have part 2, please 🙏

[@letagorantho1442]

Ke a Leboga Kgomotso ♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️

[@NalediGoldinah]

God bless you my dear, you are so strong, so intelligent amd resilient. The devil is a liar suicide could have never be your portion.

[@marthamagosha4364]

Ask it shall be given unto you. Am humbly asking for part 2 and 3 please

[@molebogengmaja3166]

What a journey❤ One thing about God, He will never put you in a situation that is bigger than you. Can we have part two of her story

[@Bjaymusicka]

What a story❤️. So inspired god works in different ways. Can we please have part 2

[@lindiweskosana738]

May God fight all your battles Letago u are such an inspiration ❤❤❤❤❤❤❤

[@jeanetteraletooane6004]

#Replay Suicide at 12😢 I am 39 and have 2kids and I am shocked and and traumatized. This made me realize how we need to be present and careful what we expose our children to. This is a lot but definitely educational.

[@mmakgetlaneng325]

Ohhh my goodness I’m glad through scrolling internet cos I’m not feeling well decided not to go to church I found this .I remembered the name from high school , her singing at assembly was one that will always makes you cry and search for the face so you know who is leading today.I’m so sorry baby girl for everything God is in control and I’m so proud of you 👏🏾 To God be the glory .

[@dineothaba9335]

What a very touching story. Can we have part 2 of the story.

[@KediboneMary]

I'm inspired😢❤..You are strong and I love the fact that you never gave up,you fought till the end. #Part 2 please🙏

[@mrclips...]

Wow Letago - you are so strong .am empowered draw ING courage from you

[@LawrenceRantho]

That is my blood sister...Part 2 plz

[@letagorantho1442]

My brother - my blood 🩸 I love you man

[@wakisankinqa7480]

Ow sweatheart you amazing really your story touches me it's soo deep especially when you talk about your grandson 😢😢yhooo God, thank you that you still strong

[@mmabathomorwatshehla5691]

"Another exciting show, another beautiful story"❤❤been a minute, I love it here!!!

[@nkhensanimasangu4490]

Wow I’m so proud of you Part 2 please mommy

[@leejoy-js9sx]

This is so touching xemmm jeerrrr 💔 I'm really sorry dear sister

[@StaceyNyashaMazinyani-nt7yd]

This episode was so interesting and an eye opener

[@xolilezaca5717]

I never comment bt 4 this one I had to thanks for sharing your journey it gives courage you've been througj so much yet u still so strong and there is something healing about your voice I would love to hear part 2 of your story yo story tellin ws perfection.

[@nomthandazomsenga2948]

Eish heart breaking story...She's a story teller indeed

[@refilwe2664]

Thank you for sharing your story,its actually a testimony,you're victorious in Christ Jesus @ Letago,❤❤❤🙌🏻

[@mimipodi594]

May we pls have part 2.....wow what an interesting story, i personally know this woman. She is powerful

[@EmilyAnoson]

Were waiting for part 2

[@bonolomakaba8746]

Thank you for sharing 😩🙏 all things work together for the good of those who love the LORD ..otherwise We need part 2

[@letagorantho1442]

Thank you so much Nolly ♥️♥️♥️♥️

[@RobertMolaudzi-yr7xo]

I love this woman

[@nikanadebra]

Touching and inspiring story... part 2 please 🙏

[@juliaramonetha5387]

Good story teller.

[@misst1869]

When this woman started talking I thought she was my thak (age mate) that time I'm 25😭😭😭

[@bonolomakaba8746]

😂😂😂

[@letagorantho1442]

😂😂😂🤣🤣🤣😂😂😂😂

[@TeezyK]

17:05 See parents communicating with their kids about life snd spiritual issues at a young age can save them from a life time of misery.

[@gracevuma8699]

Aw IA happy da bby is fine,God is soo good

[@neolerefolo584]

Great episode. Thank you. 🙏

[@bonitagordon1480]

Inspirational lady, please may we have part two

[@letagorantho1442]

Thank you 😊

[@kholofelomadiseng6611]

Such a strong woman ❤

[@EnicaMaserumule]

Can we please have part 2❤

[@ShawnSelepe]

Inspired by this lady's mothering skills

[@thamimbeki2731]

thank you for sharing your journey. I'm blessed 🙌

[@thetoblackrose]

Letago! 😍 my fave!

[@Myra_M]

Part 2 please 🙏🏾

[@WilliamsM-i2h]

I'm very proud of you my friend

[@timelessnews705]

Part 2 please

[@helenmalekobamaleka2216]

My child.❤

[@lara_masuku]

Colourful spirit you are letago. Where can I get your book. Healing and soothing.❤❤❤

[@victoriezaire3335]

It so touching

[@ReginaldMaupa]

Proud of you Cousy

[@nelisakhalipha]

Eish kuningi njeee Nkosi yam help us😢😢😢

[@KayKhalo]

Such a sad story dear letago

[@leimelabusi1456]

THANKS

[@ditalamokwele9078]

Re kopa part two please ❤

[@xhosakoloni4716]

Please don't wear black dulls you down bright colors best on you beautiful girl.

[@AmandaKDlamini]

Inspirational ❤

[@desreemaluleke2550]

This lady is so positive and her strength is admirable. Very well spoken❤. May the Lord of host continue to help her. I am not satisfied though, I wish we can get a part two.

[@letagorantho1442]

Thank you so much Dezree ♥️♥️♥️

[@MagdalenaIllarius-xh6up]

Part 2

[@HakunamatataHoly]

Something that we take for granted committed suicide. That is, demonic is not mental issue.

[@BlessingMashika]

Can we have part 2 please ❤

[@leratomonegi3337]

Wow OMG😢😭

[@devonthedivinesolarchild9413]

I have destroyed the Devil, Demons and evil spirits in flesh and spirit, So It Is. 🗣️🔯🌳🌞

[@kearabetswemoopelo719]

"koyizing for my rapist" 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭 Yoh bathong

[@matselamakaba1736]

Can we have part 2🥹

[@thembimaseko9600]

Please stand up beautiful guest to see your dress. Again we want to hear from that place you stayed for weeks did you get pregnant. I just press the button want to hear part 2. Please.

[@AmgEnetic-hq2wu]

“IM SUPPOSED TO BE CLASSIFIED UNDER BROKEN WOMEN AND I REFUSE THAT TERM, IM A CONQUEROR” Ahhh Mxm! My fighter this one🫡

[@millymashile]

Notification Gang!

[@thembisilesithole2461]

Part 2 pls

[@mariamanera9570]

She is strong ,my daughter loves this woman so much . Her resilience is really amazing.keep on healing others Aus Letago . Please get the book out. We need it .❤ can we also have the second episode of your journey

[@constancefaithful1451]

23:00 is close to home 😢😢😢 ,because that's what happened to me my sister in law chase me and I had an exam the following day and this guy offered me a place to stay until I wrote my exam, my virginity was taken away😢😢😢,,aaay and I was from the same church as you church of Jesus Christ

[@servantofgod4311]

You so beautiful !!! Thanks for sharing your story!

[@nomfundosilinda6675]

God is still in control Cc 🙏🙏💞💞 sending love and strength & Light to this family 💝💝💝 May God continue to cover and protect you believe God wanted you to pass there it’s a woow Testimony 🙏🙏

[@letagorantho1442]

Thank you so much ngwaneshu ♥️God is faithful. Thank you a million times

[@Nomathembamhlauli]

l feel you pain and sorrow it's so unbearable.😢😢😢

[@priscillasabi8325]

Notification gang🎉..always looking forward to your podcasts..I leave everything I am busy with..thats how much I love this content.. thank you my faves❤❤

[@professorsibiya7491]

A very strong woman Letago, God bless