I WANI HUG THAT GATOR (LITTLE GATOR MOD)

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3 ай бұрын

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@yeahhaey3059 2 ай бұрын

i jumped out of my chair with that liz and every second i feel my brain going into more of a pulp

@radiokunio3738 2 ай бұрын

Being sent to Special ED daycare as an autist was an hellish experience. Every disability and age group under 18 was just put in the same two rooms. There was a main room and a small "timeout" room. One kid whould just decide to play radio static and had episodes if anyone turned it off, so I spend most of my time in the timeout room with a much older kid who brought in his 3Ds or Portable DVD player. I whould pester him a lot to play his 3Ds, as he was baffled how poorly I managed to play Etrian Odyssey or Sonic Chronicles. Most the staff was focused in the main room, and technically there were rules about not being alone in the timeout room, but no one really cared. At a certain I was just along with the same older kid and he asked to see my "peter". I said no and then he took his out and said that I had to take out mine as well, but i still said no. Then he remembered that my mother left the home address written in my lunch case I was lost. So he said that he whould go to my home address and hurt my parent, if I didn't take mine out. I took mine out and again he told me, my parents whould be hurt if I told. I didn't tell anyone till I was 16, me and my mother try reaching out to the daycare to properly identify him. But I lacked any proof and they generally didn't care beyond "we're sorry that happened". Anyway funny blinkee mod.

@veber873 2 ай бұрын

What the hell that is fuckin awful, I hope you found your own way with all that went on.

@guerreiroazul3230 2 ай бұрын

Special ED daycares are just prisons for the mentally disabled, i got sent to one when i was 8 because i have autism and it only made me worse, after a year my family moved and our new city didn't have special ED daycare so i was sent to a normal school where the teachers were told to pay extra attention to me and from there on out i became "normal", the best way to help people with mental disabilities is to introduce them to society and help them integrate, not to separate them.

@radiokunio3738 2 ай бұрын

@@guerreiroazul3230 I honestly have to argee, I wasn't fun be bullyed, but it's better for children to face the real world the hard way, then to damn them to a safe bubble where their dependent on others. People lose their minds if anyone says the forbidden "R-word", but the same people treated me was as if I was retarded. Someone can not manage to be self-depentpent, if keep you insisting to prompt everything they say or do. Eventually they be an adult, and they will be able function outside of a protective bubble. While more physical then mental, Olivia's life felt meaningless because any praise or achievements she earned was given on virtue of her disability. You need to be honest for any praise you give to have any meaning. So many people just told me every I do is great or special on the virtue of being autistic, and i just honest perfer you just call me a retard. When you lower standards for someone, what your saying is "I don't expect much from them because of X". It's empty and leads to this paranoia that is every you hear is fake.

@radiokunio3738 2 ай бұрын

@@guerreiroazul3230I'm going honest public school wasn't fun, but I have likely whould have never become self-dependent if I was left in a bubble. People get upset the forbidden "r word" and those same people whould me treat like I was retardant. Constantly telling me that everything said or did was "great" solely on the virtue of being autistic. After a while it creates this paranoia that everything I'm told is fake, no one actually likes me it's just a show they put on because i'm autistic. When people lower thier standards because of X, what they really say is that they don't expect anything from me of X. That I can't function unless someone is there to prompt everything I do or say, and they really don't think I'm capable of anything more. And the truth is that whould have happened if I didn't go to public school. Sure I got bullyed but i knew atleast that what they said was genuine. Eventually I got on decent terms with my bully, and while weren't friends, for the first time in while I managed to earn someone's respect for real.

@guerreiroazul3230 2 ай бұрын

@@radiokunio3738 i personally was never really bullied, i got made fun of sometimes, but i was mostly left alone and a bit "ostracized" because people had this idea that autism made me this different creature, but in the end i managed to make friends and grow my social skills, something that i know wouldn't have happened if i stayed in a special ED class.