"I wanna f*ckin' die, but I never say it" | Jxdn - Pray (slowed version) | TikTok version

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Jxdn - Pray (slowed version)
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[@tomatenmarc2070]

Lyrics:Heaven only knows when I'm in hell None of my friends can even tell I wanna fucking die, but I never say it Sick of getting high, but I do the same shit I can't even cry, so I try to fake it I hate it I pray to God, let me die in my sleep I pray to God, let me die in my sleep You're as sick as all the secrets you keep But the truth is, I don't wanna be me I pray to God, let me die in my sleep Now I'm waking up and I'm not dead Living off the words I know you said I feel like I'm alive and I'm gonna make it Maybe if I cry I don't have to fake it I'm giving up my pain, so you can take it I hate it I pray to God I don't die in my sleep I pray to God I don't die in my sleep I'm as sick as all these secrets I keep But the truth is, I can only be me I pray to God I don't die in my sleep I pray to God I don't die in my sleep I pray to God I don't die in my sleep I pray to God I don't die in my sleep And now I'm sick of all the secrets I keep I pray to God, let me die in my-

[@florianpilz9989]

Danke

[@flygirlfishingerica4808]

This song hit me

[@Elizebeth206]

Baie dankie

[@monikalinertova6267]

You "were" Holy. You got holy name. What u thing?

[@jdevine789]

"I pray to god let me die in my sleep."

[@Stonerjohn]

This hits hard at 1am on a late night bike ride

[@kaffriders]

Yeah...

[@siili_hurja9877]

Same but its 3am now...

[@triix1130]

Ride safe bois!

[@blurreaper1238]

Late night rides just hit different tbh

[@DeviousIntentVEVO]

Im with ya brother

[@playfullysadistic7903]

A perfect song to speed though the highway Divider onto the wrong road for a final adrenaline shot to feel literally anything for the last time :)

[@jaketheb8916]

I feel that, if u got plans to do that plz lemme be in the passenger seat 🙏🏼🙏🏼

[@zombieslayerzoruto8366]

Shit can I join

[@LoneWolf-vk4mx]

Room for one more fellas?

[@zombieslayerzoruto8366]

@@LoneWolf-vk4mx yep

[@LoneWolf-vk4mx]

@@zombieslayerzoruto8366 I'll bring snacks and alchohol!

[@dutchgamingvaultNL]

This shit hits home. I've been doing better then a few years ago, but everytime a pure song like this comes on, I just see my life flash before my eyes. I see the bad, the good, and the mistakes I made.

[@Daundeadking]

My life is one big mistake and I'm only 20

[@huhok5215]

@@Daundeadkingdon’t say that, your only 20 you still have plenty of years to make up for it

[@TittzMcGee90]

Same.. I'm in a better place physically and financially... emotionally, mentally and physically? Idk.. lost my bbd summer 2023 but our son and step babies and my family push me to do better ❤️

[@huhok5215]

@@TittzMcGee90 I'm so sorry momma I will pray for you and I hope your situation turns around and you can make the most out of it for yourself and your little ones❤

[@KyojuroRengokuonlywife]

This hits hard when it describes your entire life

[@TheLawrence1999]

First time Ive heard this and Im really feelin it right now, damn this is hitting close to home

[@shirleysehn677]

Yea this hitting hard ;( I hear this song in loop since I found it

[@Homeslixe__]

Hey man, I dont know you but im praying for you. Be safe man I love you.

[@antonyhunt9700]

Same

[@justinpatrick9249]

This song seems to speak for my soul

[@gembertheetje_]

Samee. Every word is true for me

[@austintate04]

Dam this hits home this how I feel everyday honestly 💯

[@Steadyplot]

Been in recovery since June 2021 . I overdosed and almost didn't come back. It's been a hard struggle forsure. Devil is out tonight and fkin on one. Woke up from a nightmare crying and this song popped up. ❤

[@hnormizzle]

Keep loving, keep fighting. Love, a sister in Texas missing her brother.

[@madisonmilano151]

Good job babes keep it up you got this I'm struggling right now with addiction and we're all better than this but congratulations to you chin up always @alexis king Remember everyone is going thru something so your not alone be safe everyone👍

[@Positivity337]

Stay strong but the light is always brighter in the afterlife

[@winstoninscoe6554]

So beautiful

[@dustyfleming806]

Make a 20 hour version of the song

[@miaulookthedoor762]

Amazing.. I cry now

[@aggelosmpithasmpithas7926]

I can't cry man

[@josephmeans1104]

Damn this is my first time listening to this and it really hits on some other levels 🕊️

[@elainemarquez9344]

Exactly right here with you.. I was looking for a song for me … this is the 1🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤 thnx to the creator … STAY PEACEFUL PEOPLE …. U ARE NOT ALONE.. 💯💛❣️💛❣️💛 HUGE HUGS

[@Ya_Boi_Jey]

That hit different at 2am in a late night ride thx for this song bud

[@Sublimechick84]

This song is everything ❤️

[@aegon4]

This is such a beautifully existential masterpiece of a song!

[@rydanhalladay5387]

I cried a bit… this song really got me to cry… I love this song and recommend it for everyone

[@ronankelly4925]

Found this on tiktok and first though.... Damn man.... ❤️💯

[@severride0190]

If it wasnt for the thought who id leave behind i wouldnt be here any more but yet here i am listening to this song

[@shilos3907]

This song speaks works I can’t express myself!💯

[@jakepin8294]

This is top 1 song suggested I love it ❤ lots of support up coming

[@kimlappin4922]

Sounds like my life great song!!!!

[@ronnierodriguez5011]

love this song cause I was once there and once believe this is who I was now I sing this song with my heart and soul happy as can be .

[@NoOnehereAnymore]

Painfully good song. There is so much emotions packed in to one song if one can hear them will hear a lot more than how much the one who is listening but can’t hear.

[@alexanderseitzinger3665]

I don't think you could sum my life up with a better song!!!

[@nutelladino6195]

Beautiful song ❤️🥺🥰

[@kristinaelaine4698]

This is my favorite song in the entire world.

[@johnjessing8022]

Its beautiful

[@kaffriders]

It is

[@Miss_moon883]

that hits hard at 2 am on my bed...❤‍🩹

[@maltelb2694]

CHILLLLLLL

[@graceturley40]

this song hits hard

[@a.p.contractorselitlemaste4157]

this hits so close to home. ive screamed so many times of distress no one knows what im going through as its only me left an terminally ill new fav song much love

[@LovingHisLight]

So relatable...we all go through motions but we keep moving

[@kyrachapman5052]

This song is amazing

[@Redblood123ich]

nice THX geiler mix

[@conniehale7232]

That relapse at the end....damn.

[@davidallen6827]

I feel that too bro

[@notwhistlindiesel8115]

Good song to listen to on depressing quad rides

[@gravitymusic7999]

4 am and back to back bowls just found this and it's a vibe

[@justinejones7133]

felt

[@davidcz4578]

Nice i feel that 4am

[@Sofia-6801]

This songs so real

[@addisonlocher9216]

Love the song so true for me

[@andysmalley4274]

Suites my life perfect 👍

[@ZED.616]

2:08am and haven't heard this song since the last time when everything.. owell love ya 🥀🖤

[@pratmedfrikk1572]

This hits so haaard..

[@helpful_cancer]

I don't know what to do anymore, I can't see myself as anything other than a waste of space. I go through the motions and pay my bills barely make ends meet. I decided several years ago to live my life alone, but I can't let go entirely. My whole life I've known I would die alone. I just wish it would happen sooner. This life bullshit is way too long.

[@Fragus97]

Stay strong

[@ashtonward4138]

For what im going through now, i dont wanna be here anymore, and i often pray that god takes me in my sleep, so i can quit living this fuckin nightmare im in

[@michaelhershberger954]

Hits deep @ 0420 got stay high to keep alive

[@SqwuRTZnPerKss]

Truly the genuine thoughts of a suicidal person. U do it and ur happy then you start to get tired and it hurts and before u know it ur either dead or passed out waking up miserable

[@joelburrell6362]

I'm just hearing this song for the first time ( on a loop now) and I feel this everyday. I'm not gonna get into my whole life and head space but fu**

[@pascalbloedow6153]

i hope your okay

[@TSL_Hellish]

Felt that

[@AshtonBeyer-ht2sh]

Dame I feel all this to the heart 🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤💔💔💔💔💔💔💔

[@michaeld8457]

Everyday thoughts brought out in this song

[@bick8960]

I have been depressed 😔 and fuck life isn't hitting the same for me thank you for this song I'll always remember this

[@nathanmitchell6316]

Got someone that I love so much that willing to lose everything over her yet she keep fighting for someone that's hurting her. I can't take the pain shes sending me.

[@fated_blade8211]

If your still here in 2022 your a legend and I hope you succeed find happiness love and forever peace

[@iLovedWhatiHated]

I've felt like the first verses for as long as I can remember.

[@leannnewman1788]

I pray to God he can heal my depression!❤️😔 Found this song after my mom had passed and just cant stop listening to it!

[@Victor-sx6ff]

This Will hit when i drive 160 kmh on my tuned rieju drac

[@popmagamez28]

This is where im thinking over hole my life

[@galaxy6631]

w song fr

[@Forever-mz7tr]

I PRAY TO GOD I DIE IN MY SLEEP TRUTH IS I CAN ONLY BE ME 💔

[@JoachimIversen]

🖤

[@Ash-qe4bl]

Song hits when your speeding around at 2 am

[@angelbo1769]

This is how I feel

[@powerstrokediesels7824]

Concert at 1AM

[@MrEazyS10]

This be awesome to use in my youtube videos

[@R420RBLXDE]

A friend of mine's brother used to be in this band, she introduced me to them, shit's fire

[@codylane3119]

I told my wife how I felt and she just said sorry you feel like that 😢😂😅 thats been my prayer since i was 12 and still i gotta suffer life is something

[@tom-stars-]

Hits different at 2àm

[@torchedondacouch]

Shii hits hard at 3:38 in the morning.

[@amandadecker3874]

This hits when you playing warzone at 1 in the morning

[@gabes4396]

this hits hard at 3am

[@larih.5124]

So many guys here they feel the same.... lemme cry for all 😓 love for you all... im so dead inside

[@aryan6114]

Wish I could hug y'all because the state of mind I'm listening this in is really messes up

[@rogerlange3809]

Still alone .That prayer is listened to by so many... still alone.

[@aryan6114]

@@rogerlange3809 it's gonna be alright bro 🫂🫂

[@haydenthompson9717]

Rip dad🕊🕊 i will join you in heaven soon

[@deanralph7790]

This is how life feels right now 😢

[@amymoore1876]

This is how I’m feeling 😕😕😕

[@richardjohnson820]

128 emergency lane these bumps sure will wake someone sleeping up forsure getterdone

[@sunflower4568]

Deep

[@lizziecarlsen727]

Bro my life explained in a song ;( makes me cry

[@santanalottering9912]

❤

[@tricknick_official]

Laying in your bed… Headphones in… Volume up… Staring at the ceiling…

[@envymk7695]

i love IT when im on extasy 💪

[@clasher_xd1466]

Kannst du das auf spotify hochladen/Can u upload this ok spotify?

[@kaffriders]

Bin mir nicht sicher obs das nicht schon gibt

[@clasher_xd1466]

@@kaffriders nicht gefunden

[@kaffriders]

Hmm die normale version gibts auf jeden fall

[@darrellbryant941]

Tell it young man tell it

[@isaacawad368]

Nice

[@noahboxer8101]

Shes taken my energy, taken my clothes, my door, my self worth, my childhood and I hate her for it im fucking done but if i tell anyone in my life how I feel they’re gonna worry and try to fix me all i want is to wrestle away my pain but she’s trying to take that too

[@noahboxer8101]

yeah she took wrestling, weight lifting and more that was only the beggning buddy

[@travickdemos390]

Great 👍

[@Icey1357]

🖤🖤I can't even cry I pray to god to yet me die in my sleep🖤🖤

[@partypanda2189]

Every time I wake up I say to myself “ FUCK WHY?!”

[@psychiccouple1728]

Yeah ❤😢

[@crystaldenton4347]

I wish I could stop crying. I pray to god let me die every damn second of every day of the last 5 weeks.

[@koguchipower4816]

I understand times are hard but you just - Keep fighting!!I I've had these thoughts for years they don't leave me. we only live once so just try to push through it. Remember to love yourself and take care.

[@crystaldenton4347]

@@koguchipower4816 my husband of 20 years died 2/19/22

[@koguchipower4816]

@@crystaldenton4347 Sorry to hear your loss...

[@billyogle1810]

@@crystaldenton4347 it hurts so much cause its real love and its beautiful, i felt the same way when my mom died, over time i got to see the wierd beauty in the pain because it came from a love that is more real than anything, sorry to hear for your loss

[@KyojuroRengokuonlywife]

Litterly my life

[@austingoolsby4301]

This is song reminds of me bc I just hide my emotions from everyone

[@user-yw5gn4hu3n]

Damn to close to home

[@mrzombiebrain]

"But the truth is, I don't wanna be me"

[@z61tunes128]

❤😂

[@user-li2qn2yt7p]

it hit's different going 130MPH on the highway

[@delgill6821]

Been here A LOT😢

[@nexus2.000]

0:15 My Favorit words

[@daysnight3369]

I like the song it’s not bad

[@amandadecker3874]

Why hasn't he posted anymore videos or music I love this channel

[@kaffriders]

I'm glad to hear that :) I didn't really have the time and energy to do this stuff, so it kinda slipped into the background. Might start doing something again soon :)