Me siento tan perdido, el alcohol acentúa esta sensación de que bajo mis pies no hay más que un vacío voraz de sueños bellos y deseos gentiles. A mis pies veo mucha sangre en mis sueños. De vez en cuando encuentro estos temas, señor lo que estos sonidos evocan en uno, tocan tan profundo, y duele, arde, solo quiero ser sincero, al menos una vez en mi vida. Gracias por tu trabajo.

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To all those truly suffering out there - Keep going, keep fighting, keep surviving. The pain is real, but feeling that pain is 100% better than feeling nothing. Trust.

When the world is so full, but it’d still feel empty to me. Despite living in a loving family, it makes me feel guilty for feeling so lacking of any emotion, unable to instinctively care for others like they do to me and many others out there. At the end of the day, I couldnt blame anyone but myself for ending up this way.

The more time goes on the harder I gets to keep my poker face on. To keep my guard up. To keep my door locked. To just stop loving her. Do we really get over it or just learn to live with it? Learn to just get used to the pain while it eats us away? Learn to accept the fact that nothing will ever be the same? Learn that no matter what we do to try to fix or save it will all be in vain? You know the more my loved ones remove themselves from the earth the more I don't blame them. I don't even shed a tear anymore because of how this kind of pain is so unbearable. It's it really courage that makes us keep living? Or is it subbern ego driven stupidity? I don't even know anymore man. I know it can't rain all the time but the floods are becoming out of control.

The Creator put me here

maybe i am the problem

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I really am scared guys….I really love my live but when it comes to Nights,I‘m overthinking about everything.And realizing that I‘m a Bad Person.I can‘t Take this anymore.I‘m so scared of live.I have social anxiety and in school,I‘ve been known as the ´´quiet´´ Person so I think no one really likes me.I‘m just so scared.Maybe no one will read this,but I just wanted to Share my feelings.I‘m hoping everything will Turn out Great…really..

For everyone who has felt real, pure love within themselves since day one. I Hope you will find the inner peace who the world cant give you. I know the world is loud, constant and confusing to your deep understanding. Don't forget you are a gift and a blessing to the world. don't lose your unique smile. someone will recognize you by it. Words and actions are nothing compared to the quiet power of deep love. it always flows in secret.

I don't know who will read this, maybe I don't expect anyone to read it, but if they do, I just want to tell them that what you're going through, what you think or thought matters, maybe not always in a positive way, I know that thinking sometimes hurts, that being with your head, with your own voice, makes you feel horrible, like a monster sometimes, But... You're not, no matter how many times your head tells you, you are good, you will be good. Everything heals, eventually, all the pain will go away, It may come back, like everything, but believe me, enjoy those moments where it doesn't hurt, and hug yourself when it hurts. You are not alone, we are with you, you are with you... Love yourself a lot and take care of yourself, you are doing well. ❤

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I just got a girlfriend, I'm out of my mum's shitty house and in a loving one where I get food all the time and I'm not constantly scared, I now have many good friends, I'm at a good school, so why did I stop being clean of sh? It was 79, but I couldn't deal with my thoughts and I just sat there with a bloody leg and hands asking myself why I don't tell anyone and how disappointed my girlfriend would be even though she'd just want me to tell her so she can comfort me. My leg still stings and I just want to see her. and I don't know why people baby fourteen year olds, I'm only fourteen and look what I'm going through. I know it's gonna get worse and I know other people have it worse but I don't want to worry about that I'm just gonna figure this out step by step. I'm gonna get a job, save up, be a truck driver and hopefully move out so I have money for my gender affirming surgeries (I'm female to male) and get diagnosed with PTSD and epilepsy so I can live a normal life. If you've read all this thank you, random stranger I hope all is good and you have a great day.

hey guys, it's normal to feel melancholy. One of the reasons we feel this is because we are intelligent. it’s normal, you normal

I feel confused. I don't know which path to choose, everyone my age already has their goals and are working towards it. I don't know anymore

Keep hope alive.

Normally I hate commenting, let alone a heartfelt & mopey one, but here we are. The title of this video seems like it describes how I've felt since the year started. I'm 27 and have come to discover that I have social anxiety that seems to lowkey get worse and worse with time. In college I had no trouble talking to people but I got a remote job upon graduating and have found it consistently VERY hard to not only make friends but even keep up with older ones. Everyone seems to be in such drastically different stages of life. I'm aware of how pathetic my current role in society is, being that I spend all day alone doing boring finance stuff while listening music or videos about the same old shit. For the past few weeks I've been trying to accept that alllll of the specific insecurities I have might just very well be true, instead of hiding from them... like yeah maybe I am awkward as fuck. Maybe I will literally be single forever. Maybe I am not very smart and in fact lowkey unintelligent. Maybe I never win anything. Maybe I'm missing out on some of the coolest, funnest things right now. Maybe I will NEVER live up to be that outgoing, fun person that I thought I once was. Maybe I never was actually fun and have always been destined to just be alone, since that feels so natural for me now. Maybe I am average. Maybe this depressing stage will go on forever since any attempt at a change seems so gd difficult. Maybe all of this is true, and I'm sure as hell allowed to be sad about all of it. I'm fucking allowed to feel how I feel. It's exhausting trying to constantly gaslight yourself into thinking everything is fine, into forcing yourself to think positively when you just don't actually feel it. I know for a fact things will get better, don't get me wrong, but... in the meantime, I'm allowed to be sad. It's peaceful here.

My mind doesn’t mind her leaving but why do I still feel a weird pain in my soul?

You were too damaged, dad. I get that. I'll see your fixed self in the afterlife someday. I'm sorry our relationship on Earth couldn't be better than it was

I don't miss what I had. I miss the facade that I believed was real

Yes

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Hey bro, I really love your videos and im tryna be like you fr. Can you help me?

Thanks departure, after an intense day of training I listen to this to meditate while I recover, you are the best ! "Stay hard"

Come on men, You have to be come a better person and you know it

thanks 🖤 i shout but nothing happens, so yes, no one will find me.

Your one of my favorite channels thank you so much for these videos it means alot to me

I tend to be my own mental constipator. It's taken me years to come to that realization. Pick myself up, dust myself off, tune out the noise in my mind and get goin. Gotta remember that, always. Good luck out there, all. 💯