why doesn’t she love me like i loved her?

I want to tell my story or share some eloquent verbalizatoon of my pain but i dont have the energy for that now

listening to this at 3 am, i feel safe now, in ny room, noone there to judge me, to make me feel sad, just me and this instrumental... I wish life was better than this

May dear god please save me

I don’t know why I feel this way. Something is missing in my life. I don’t belong here. Buildings, people, conversations here are so fake they drain my soul. I belong to mountains, nature, lakes, cute buildings and warm handmade food. I cannot stand the fakeness I have to face everyday. Trying to not disappoint anyone, caring what others think about me. Soulless buildings and passion lacking people. Draining conversations under the name of small talk. Talking about things that I don’t give a fuck. No one truly gets me. And the ones who do, are far away from me. Some are okay with these soul draining activities and studying and emphaty lacking people. They are fine with it. I want more, maybe less. Just wanna gave a cute house in Switzerland by the lake and mountains with my family. I don’t wanna study or network or do extracurriculars. FUCK EM ALL. I wanna focus on things that truly matter. I can’t stand the fakeness anymore. I wanna be fucking alone in nature. I wanna travel so baddd oh mannnn. Oh, the feeling when you are in a new country and you can be whoever the fuck you want an people don’t need to like you. You’re never gonna see them anyways. Just stranger in your memories. No need to be fake. No need to hide. Nı need to succes. No need to impress. Just vibing. And that my friend, is how a life should be lived. I’m writing this under my blanket at 2 am in my dorm room. This uni people city drain my energy, hope for life. All I want is vibing in Europe right now. In a big city in Europe. Vibing with cool people. People who you WANT TO talk to, not the ones you HAVE TO. Just exploring the Earth, is all I want. I don’t give a damn about being a doctor and studying and doing extracurriculars and networking…. Oh I don’t wanna try out new Bowling places or playing card plays just cuz my “friends” want to do them. I want people who will come explore new countries with me, if not possible, dream it with me. I need to get far away from this overstimulating and depressing and fake ass environment that I’m in right now. I don’t belong, I am just not made for this. This is not how I should live my life. Cannot wait for the day I get the fuck outta here..

I’ve listened to this for countless hours since you uploaded it. There’s something about this one that is speaking directly to me. It’s comforting.

Life is like resident evil 4 game When u enter the saving room and listen to the ambient then u realize how much tired u are and how much a lot u have been through ❤

Im leaving this whack place

when the hills starts to be silent

Hello, I really want to get in touch with you. You have no idea how much you affect my writings. I find myself in your music, I feel a home in your music, and I have been a homeless person living on the streets for years. That's what your music means to me. You make me feel at home. For the first time, after many years. Please, help me get in touch with you outside of discord. We are not allowed to use discord in my country. I just want to be with you and witness your art up close.

yesterday i met her

Sometimes i really wonder, if this pain will ever stop. I persist to spite the horrors but everyday the weight gets a little heavier and i deeply fear the day it all comes crashing down.

Making teenagers depressed these days is like shooting fish in a barrel

I still looking for a place.

“The need to go astray, to be destroyed, is an extremely private, distant, passionate, turbulent truth.” -Georges Bataille

This is simply...just perfect. Like nothing else on the internet. Please don't stop making these. They mean so much to me...allowing me to sleep in times when that rarely is gifted to me

There is so much people here with this feeling of emptiness and no way to go. I truly hope you find your own meaning in life. We are all sinners but that doesn’t mean we should continue living in our own hell. I hope we all break free from the prison we trapped ourselves in. Whether that’s school, work, or our guilt. Everything is achievable. The first step is to believe in yourself.

hi departure, i just want to say thank you so much. im currently going through such a hard time right now and your music helps me cope more than anything

Love it

i already went far away, there's nothing there just more pain the pain never ends

I never killed someone by my own hands. But still, they are full of blood…

It’s funny how all the music I use to like I can’t like at all now. but stuff like this that I never liked, I love. Prefer more vibes and peace now. Good stuff tho 🙏

We can do this. if you’re reading this, I’ll always love you, forever and always.

Your music has helped me in plenty of strange ways, thank you!

There isn't a time I don't come back to listen to your music that I'm disipointed Departure. I like this one a lot expecially the Piano touch. AND YOUR ALREADY AT 17k SUBS??? CONGRATS!

Being on your own can be incredibly tough, especially when it feels overwhelming & lonely.

in this world full of people you feel like no one there for you,something is wrong in the world.

this is so nice...appreciate it more than you know

Just end this nightmare

Too much ads

I am VietNamese and for my unrequited love, i just wanna say: I love you Khánh Ngọc. but her cant see what i comment in here so yeah, i feel emty and a little safe

i lost peace when she's suddenly disappeared

I'd do anything to take my wish back. "I wish i was a grown up". Ive never felt so much pain, confusion and hurt as a "grown up". I miss when life was easy, when it had colour. All i see are dull shades of what once were bright rainbows. I cant escape it, distractions are temporary. The pain is forever.

Thankyou for your work

Thank you for this playlist. Also, does someone know where the image is from?

As strange as it sounds, I've gotten used to my demons.

I love your work on this channel, have you ever thought about making this type of videos but with other games with the same aesthetic? Like RE4 Original, I would love to see them just like these

i truly have given up and idk what to even do anymore

Theres something inside me that hurts.

mentally i've given up i feel like im just alive but not alive, nothing feels real. I feel like im in a simulation, i feel waves of emotion extreme highs and extreme lows. I cant control them it just happens, i often feel like i wanna be here but i dont, you know that feeling? not suicidal just like mentally zoned out, i can be the coldest of people and also the most loving of people, im just mentally lost and need someone to help guide me through the darkness and into the light. but i wish anyone that reads this a life of happiness success love and kindness, life is hard but as humans we are strong we can fight through anything, the world is a beautiful place and even more beautiful with you in it.

I’ll do it

Thank you for another great upload, Departure :)

I always fall asleep while listening to this ❤

I'm 23 years old, and I don't own anything. a car, a house, a job, money, friends, respect, self-confidence. I couldn't achieve anything. I grew up in a poor family. I've looked up to other people all my life. I couldn't make my mother and father proud. This is sad, I did my best, I want to rest now. I'm sorry again, dad, mom. Now I just want to sleep forever.

I find peace here, thank you

The urge to live but also to die.

Just lost a friend because I talked to him about how I’m feeling stressed FROM the hard exams I have daily, he told me you’re Fragile and Sensitive. No one can make you feel comfortable and happy.

Finally something from Silent Hill 3

A time in space where you have everything you ever wanted, but deep down you know it's not reality. Would you choose to live in a lie? or go back to reality and make it the best that you can?