I want to isolate myself from society

[@houserhouse]

Life has so many dimensions and I lose control of them at the same rate that I identify them at

[@kiranysauros7211]

When you feel the doorway with your shoulders before ever getting up to walk through. That soreness.

[@CatBoxXD]

this is me a lot of the time too, sometimes i want to have friends but suck at social skills so I don’t try and make any in fear of embarrassing myself in front of others. it often feels like im stuck in this world alone, no friends, no family, just me. it feels like if I disappeared tomorrow, nobody would care or even remember me. sometimes these thoughts carry on for days and days, but whenever I try and talk with my family they usually ignore me I hope and know you’ll get through this. some days are difficult, but you’ll be able to get through it. I know it :)

[@lawrup]

I do this, but I'm also open to friends because I control the stock market as a whole

[@MrPillowStudios]

So do I. I don't wanna pay taxes, bills, mortgage, or care about other people.

[@traumavulturee]

i hope you're okay and can feel better someday, internet stranger. i can relate a lot, i have those feelings too, society is just shitty sometimes. heres to hoping that things can get better though, but who knows.

[@jcrocky]

Gives me the feeling of having to quit smoking

[@glitchyalex5098]

We're just getting started

[@esothetics]

@@glitchyalex5098Lucille is thirsty

[@Fireballgamer316]

really does describe me its 3 in the fucking morning as im writing this but i truly do feel like i dont belong anywhere in the world i dont wanna be alone or miserable but its gotta stop with what im doing wrong at this point its not getting better for me it never will and by some miracle it does i know it will just go back to the same outcome as before

[@Fossilfang]

People keep hurting me and expecting me not to call them out on it. Asking for some accountability has left me nearly alone with no one in my life. Every new person does the same. It's exhausting.

[@lukieboo2000]

I've been feeling like this, too. It fuckin blows

[@nihilusdirus]

Feelings of isolation are natural. They will come and go. They will be triggered by different things at different times. People will seem more approachable at different times. There's never a one size fits all solution. But I always remember that everyone is more broken and hurting than we expect, and if you had a super power to make someone spill their guts, you could get anyone - cranky boss, mean bully, shallow neighbor, obnoxious landlord, etc - to admit vulnerabilities and insecurities that we almost all have. I've often found surprising comfort in asking older coworkers I barely know, "How do you deal with..." Loneliness/anxiety/fear of something/etc. every person I asked, would open up to me right away about what they do. Classmates, coworkers, teachers, in a quiet moment you can often hit them with a tender but deep question like that and get some support. "What do you do when you're frustrated?" "What do you do when your parents/kids/landlord/assignments stress you out?" Etc etc. Everyone has their own eyes they see the world through, but they experience the same world and people. Just in different shapes and forms.

[@nihilusdirus]

Really good little piece of music to pair with the thought. I've been feeling it more and more each day. In times past, the feeling has gone away. I hope it goes away again, that's the only thing I hope anymore.

[@victor-pq2px]

this one hurts

[@calamitygore23]

We are all human “society” is an imaginary binding ❤

[@5cover]

We don't have to worry about survival anymore. Have we won?

[@sopadepulpo4113]

I'm out of college and looking for a job. I just don't know what to do or how to continue rn

[@exisgameplay]

having friends is tough, if you ever want to talk, i'm here even though you don't know me.

[@rhavols]

better than no friends tho

[@ChadKingOfficial]

that wouldn't be isolating yourself from society 🤓

[@Gangstameister42]

Yeah man.

[@O0gle]

I'm always so tempted :(

[@VioletMuffins]

Why are you doing this? Ik that the world can be crappy at times but why? I hope u feel better soon

[@Carlosbnavids]

It is what it is

[@KxemonPlayz]

You need to be social, that’s how we live and survive. It’s essential.

[@fntatn]

ahh im on THAT side of youtube again, uh oh

[@rhavols]

skibidi side

[@ent3333rgalactic]

oh kitty 😀

[@eggcrate09]

lovely

[@Cloaded-kc4kq]

👌

[@noblearmy567]

Microtonal music?

[@ssb348]

@@noblearmy567 This is the first time I've heard this

[@insignia423]

I gave up a long time ago

[@eeee7457]

Same

[@antipchik6419]

❤

[@ssb348]

❤

[@tjj1171]

In the end, people fundamentally exist for each other.

[@rhavols]

Start alone, End alone, but while we're alive, we have possession of others... it's strange.

[@26dollar]

yea im good

[@kaeshani]

< 3

[@ASEEKEROF_TRUTH]

Why do you wish to isolate yourself?

[@ssb348]

There were many attempts to integrate into society somehow, but nothing worked, it started 4 years ago, I had depression and mental illness, since 2020 I have not found friends, only temporary ones, they did not really want to communicate with me, and even if they did, they forgot about me or Him They ignored me. I had two girlfriends, but we didn't communicate for more than six months, the reasons are the same, they either forgot about me or abruptly ignored me I am writing all this with the help of a translator I don't know English

[@lulw1935]

@@ssb348do you feel like your social skills are up to par? Of course its not okay to ignore people but i feel like it might happen less often if you are amazing at them

[@ssb348]

@@lulw1935 I showed enough interest in them.

[@ASEEKEROF_TRUTH]

​@@ssb348 It's always nice to have a community to help you feel more grounded in society, and you deserve a gift like that too, but you should not resign from your efforts in the face of your mental struggles so soon. You will find true friends if you continue searching with patience, but by no means should you isolate yourself and plunge yourself despairingly into that pit of darkness. I know it is difficult but please do your best to keep a positive mindset, your thoughts have the power to radically shift the way you experience life after all. I will also see it through to pray over your soul.

[@rhavols]

Something I always wonder is why people in groups believe they're superior to someone who is alone. What makes them think they have the upper hand, and why are they so confident?

[@hemy3106]

Yo. U good? Hope your day was fire enough

[@ssb348]

I'm trying to make new friends, but at the same time I don't want to be in society, it's very difficult, I don't have friends in real life, the day is not as boring and not as fun as usual

[@aleph-ec8ng]

@@ssb348 i am going through something similar bro, i feel you

[@5cover]

@@ssb348 I have friends but anytime I propose we do something together they just ignore me. Just know you're not alone, many people feel lonely, I know I do. Would you be interested in playing Minecraft with me? I rented a server to play with friends but they never came

[@ssb348]

@@5cover I'd love to chat with you, but I don't speak English.