i wanted to be a better man for you | hook & emma [4x08]

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SONG AT THE END OF THE VIDEO, PLEASE DON'T ASK.
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THE PAIN IS REAL GUYS, THE PAIN IS REAL. From Killian's voice message that left me sobbing, to my heart beating a million miles an hour begging Emma not to go into that room, to shock horror when Rumple ripped out Killian's heart with little warning; safe to say I am very much not okay.
But I mean, other than my heart being destroyed the episode was amazing and I will never be over just how much Killian Jones loves Emma Swan. Don't even talk to me about the fact that Killian is more worried about breaking his promise to Emma about being good at surviving than dying.
On a side note, I'm sorry this vid isn't that great, I feel like I lost any and all vidding skills I possessed today. But it's 4am right now so I'm slightly delirious... ;)
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KILLIAN WOULD RATHER EMMA SAVE HERSELF THAN EVER FORGIVE HIM. BYEEEEEEE.
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[@asmin9927]

Also, anyone else notice his heart is completely red? No black spots?

[@Suncameout]

OHMYGOD WAS THAT GRAHAM?????!!!! as a hardcore gremma AND captain swan shipper, this video just became 10x more emotional for me. Love!

[@reactoutloud7642]

This is so breathtaking...you put so much effort and you deserve to know that it's worth every second. you are so awesome!

[@creativexdreams]

ALANA!! WHY!! WHY MUST YOU DO THIS! IF I WAS HEART BROKEN BEFORE THEN I MUST BE WRITING THIS FROM THE OTHER SIDE BECAUSE THIS MURDERED ME! I am just so in awee with you editing! It's always perfect! This may be my favorite one to date! Just so full of emotion and so raw and pure and just simply stunning. You videos are always perfect bb! Love you!

[@xostelenaforeverox]

aww you're such a sweetheart hannah! your comments always make me smile :D thanks so much bb, love you too

[@creativexdreams]

you are so welcome sweetie!!

[@andreasandrini9192]

If my terapist will ask why i need him, after this vid, i'll just show him your channel. Bloody Hell you rippped my heart too.

[@y813lnJack]

This hurts but it is so beautiful. I love how you put in the reminder that having no heart means it is harder for Killian to love and the next scene was him doing everything he could to love Emma as much as he could (and actually scaring her with the amount). The 2 hour episode hurt and this hurts with feels but it is so beautiful.

[@xostelenaforeverox]

aww thank you, I'm so glad that came across!

[@y813lnJack]

xostelenaforeverox Randomly, do you think that Killian might have an immunity or a resistance to the Snow Queen's curse since he has no heart (based off how Will acted when magic that focused on emotion was used on him when he was heartless in OUATiW)?

[@mlpskyhigh1881]

I just love this Hook is my fab character and he will always be. Hopefully by the end of once upon a time he gets his happy ending

[@FandomGirl23]

ALANA HOW DARE YOUUUUU, THIS IS HEARTBREAKING AND BEAUTIFUL. THE QUOTES, THE MUSIC, YOUR EDITING EVERYTHING IS GIVING ME PAIN AND I ENJOY IT. Seriously sweetie, this is so so so epic. I am absolutely in love with it. This episode totally killed me and your video just finished me. I can't feel anything rn, at least I have one thing in common with Killian. Too soon?Too soon.

[@xostelenaforeverox]

WAY TOO SOON, GO TO YOUR CORNER. (ps. thanks and i love you ♥)

[@zuzanna5650]

oh no no no no, you can't mess with my feelings like that! amazing

[@d2s_duckling]

All the feels, the pain, the angst! Alanaaaaaaa, stop playing with my heart. T_T Wonderful video as usual. I am so mad at Rumple. What he did is terrible, awful, cruel. Always betraying people, lying to others, always. I really want Belle to open her eyes and see who she is married to. A man who made a speech to his son's grave in 4x01 and can't honor his own words. A man ready to sacrifice the woman his son loved, the mother of his grandson. A man who ripped the heart of the most honorable one who was in his way to stop him to sacrifice Emma. A man who based his own marriage on a lie. This episode killed me.Thank you for this beautiful video.

[@xouatbreaksme2438]

AHHH, NO WHY??? My poor Killian!!! 😭😭😭 This video is pure perfection! Your editing is INCREDIBLE!! I love the quotes you used!! ❤️❤️❤️

[@MetroGirlzStation]

His speech killed me! I couldn't handle it! My heart just shattered and now hearing it again...I just...I can't :'(

[@chrislover345]

I know I already said this on twitter, but I wanted to leave you a comment on here too. YOU ARE A HORRIBLE PERSON TORTURING US WITH THIS!!!! Okay, no you're not, you're one of the sweetest people BUT YOU ARE SO MEAN TO HAVE CREATED THIS MASTERPIECE AND TEARING MY HEART OUT!!!! It's just so perfect!!! I just really want to cry after watching this

[@Domcia29]

OH. MY. GOD. I CRIED AND I DIED. *IT IS COMPLETELY MASTERPIECE.* I DON'T HAVE WORDS. I JUST WANT MORE, SO I SUBSCRIBED RIGHT NOW

[@LoveSucksManiac]

NOOOOOOOOO ALANA, GO AWAYYY!!!! WHAT IS THIS VIDEO. IT'S NOT FAIR, NOT EVEN IN THE SLIGHTEST. **forever sobbing over the perfection that's called captain swan and killian jones**

[@Tam3b]

Yeah..... This made me cry. Not just a little tear-rolling-down-cheek cry but full-on face ruining, shoulders heaving, can't catch my breath SOBS!!!!! Why???? Damn you Alana. You're a bloody genius. Holy crap my poor bruised shipper heart (another sob) can't handle! Hope you're proud of yourself......

[@xostelenaforeverox]

... I am a little proud ;) Haha no seriously though, thanks so much sweetheart

[@peaceloveandag]

KILLIANS VOICE WITH THE MUSIC IS KILLING ME.

[@Jesaispaslasuite]

incredible, nothing more to say. you gave me feels. wow you right, THE PAIN IS REAL

[@jaycievictory8461]

Argh.The editing on this... The blurs, swipes and cuts - the last 20 seconds were INSANE. With the score building alongside, at the same time as the powerfully stirred feelings... You might be dead, but you took us all with you. I need to go recover now...

[@JensensGurl07]

I love this!! I got Goosebumps watching this movie!! These two are my fav in this show and this season OMG they keep getting better and better each episode!

[@daphneepoupon7727]

Your videos are all great, but this one is for sure one of my favorites! So powerful, so heart-breaking, so perfect! Wow the feels, amazing job!

[@myownfictionxx7076]

GOD I KNEW IT I KNEW YOU'RE GONNA DO VIDEO AFTER THIS EPISODE AND OMG THIS IS PERFECT. SO FLAWLESS, SO FANTASTIC, THE VOICEOVERS, EFFECTS, COLORING, OVERLAYS, EVEN A BLOODY FONT, JESUS CHRIST THIS IS SO AMAZING! I LOVE YOUR VIDEOS SO MUCH, THEY ARE SO PERFECT.. I LOVED THE EPISODE, JUST WAITED FOR CS SCENE & WHEN I SAW THAT HUG AND KISS I JUST WENT CRYING XD YOUR BEAUTIFUL VIDEO REMINDED ABOUT HOW MUCH HE'S IN LOVE WITH HER, ALL THO I'M REALLY SCARED FOR HIM, DON'T GET ME WRONG I LOVE RUMPLE, BUT HE'S OUT OF LINE. WHY KILLIAN?! WHY?! Sorry.. All the emotions, it happens right? :D Awesome video, fantastic job, keep going like that hun :* Love you!

[@xostelenaforeverox]

oh please, I welcome any and all feels-fueled rants in the comments section of my videos :D and thank you so much for the lovely compliments; so happy you liked! ♥

[@Forwood4Life]

This is insane! The most perfect thing I have ever seen!! Are you trying to ruin me??? Ahhhh so amazing hun

[@theabradford8813]

Awesome video! He loves her so much!!! And you are right, it is going to be amazing watching Emma fight for her man!

[@TheAuroraamor1]

i must say that watching your video reminds me of a quote from shakespare in love, the queen said something along the lines of no one has been able to show true love, they make it lustful or comedy but they have never been able to make it true. well this video has shown true love, u have a gift of great power.

[@onceuponacaptain4454]

OH MY GOD THAT WAS THE BEST THING EVER. THE END MADE ME WANT TO CRY!

[@rachelblanchard4709]

HOLY CRAP!! THIS IS SOOO GOOD!!! THE FEELS OMG!! I LOVE THIS SO MUCH!!

[@Maria_Efe]

Oh my god... So beautiful! Right in the feels!

[@immortalangel06]

omg your vid always have ways to pull on ones heart. I'm so afraid for hook now after this episode. I really do hope Emma finds out and put a stop on it before she will look another person she loves. I cannot bear to see Captain Swan separated after waiting so long for them to get together. Thank you for another awesome beautiful vid of captain swan!

[@midnightblue8957]

Beautiful

[@stuff5069]

Omg 'ive seen so many of your videos but i never knew they were all from your channel your videos are honestly perfect you take my captain swan feels to a whole new level! You just earned a new subscriber!!!

[@Ademeo326]

Wow this video is painfully breathtaking I was waiting for ur video!!! I sobbed like a baby during the show and this video but true love will prevail I believe it

[@MasseyKY]

**WHALE NOISES** Brilliant.

[@KatieFarmer]

OMG!!!!! Stop it! This episode was already pulling out my heart and beating it to a pulp but your videos make it scream! I was crying at Killian's voice mail and begging Emma not to go into the room! Great job! I hate having to wait two weeks for a new episode!! :( I'm pretty sure I sold OUAT my soul

[@NCISandTivaFreak]

ALANAAAA MY FEELS You're videos are just perfect.

[@onesparkdancer2006]

Omg so much drama, so much romance I LOVE IT!

[@PaulaMilko]

OMG!!! YOUR VIDEO GAVE ME SO MANY EMOTIONS! ♥ I JUST CAN'T... OUR POOR KILLIAN! THE LOVE BETWEEN HIM & EMMA IS ETERNAL! GOSH HE LOVES HER SO MUCH, I JUST CAN'T BELIEVE THAT HE ALWAYS HAS TO GO THROUGH ALL THIS HARDSHIP, I REALLY WISH FOR HIM THE FINAL HAPPY ENDING OFC WITH EMMA, IT NEEDS TO HAPPEN LIKE RIGHT NOW! CAUSE THEY ARE PERFECTION TOGETHER ♥ YOUR VIDEO IS EPIC, JUST LIKE ALWAYS :) SO MANY FEELS BECAUSE OF IT, AHH *MY CAPTAIN SWAN HEART* ♥

[@cherrym.6240]

I love it, It's one of the best Captain Swan videos I've seen

[@comicblossoms]

IM SO EMOTIONAL RIGHT NOW!! SAKJADSSDJKJ THIS IS SO BEAUTIFUL!!AHHHHHHHHHHH FEELS

[@haitianqueen4218]

awwwww

[@NabilaSegovia]

Omg! Alana, I really think this is the best video you've ever made! CONGRATS! You are amazing :')

[@LivyFromTCL]

CAN YOU HEAR HOW FAST MY HEART IS BEATING OVER THIS??

[@zohra1967]

this vid is so insanely amazing omfg all the pain aksdjalkdjal

[@ruwiniwkw]

I can't breathe after what happened to killian :( I just can't!!!!!!

[@TheGoddessOfSea]

OH MY FUCKING GOD I STARTED CRYING. THIS VIDEO IS SO BLOODY PERFECT

[@holl3iemarie]

WHY WOULD YOU DO THIS! I LITERALLY DIED WATCHING THAT EPISODE AND I COME HERE TO FIND THIS! OMGOMGOMGOMGOMG THIS VIDEO JUST KILLED ME MORE! dont get me wrong its beautiful but so sad and heartbreaking to see my baby killian being hurt! Nobody hurts my killian and gets away with it!!!! When he was on the phone to emma my heart just broke for him and by the end of the episode it felt like rumple himself had ripped my heart out as welll

[@NycLavoisier]

I'm officially dead... this video plus the episdoe have killed me and my feels.... this video expresses how i feel about everything... great job

[@xTwistedFantasiesx]

OMGOD This broke my heart! I love EmmaxHook so much. I really REALLY hope nothing bad happens to him. But god I cried watching this. T///T~ NOOOOOOOO MY HEART! But this is amazing~! You are so amazing and talented!

[@athallien]

GOD THIS IS JUST AMAZING!! I was so upset about what happened to Hook tho. I love him soo much! LOVE the video tho. AMAZING ENDING!!! UR AMAZING!

[@YuukiAngelLove]

woooooooooooow!!!! that was so ridiculously amazing! soooo happy i'm a subscriber! can't wait for the next video!! :)

[@Squigglepuff09]

This is beautiful and perfect!!!

[@yasminesami2238]

This is really good! You did a great job!

[@missjessieban]

NOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!! *ALANA!! NOOOO!! HOW CAN YOU DO THIS TO ME??? YOU MIGHT AS WELL BE RUMPLE AND RIP MY HEART OUT!!! LOL!! NO I AM ONLY JOKING!! YOU COULD NEVER BE RUMPLE BUT GOSH.... NOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!! *THIS IS SO SO UNBELIEVABLY AMAZING I JUST HAVE ABSOLUTELY NO WORDS!!! ONCE AGAIN TOTALLY AND UTTERLY SPEECHLESS BY THIS MAGNIFICENT MASTERPIECE!!* How on EARTH do you make SUCH PERFECT MASTERPIECES EVERY SINGLE TIME!!! *GOSH!! YOU ARE INCREDIBLY AMAZING ALANA!!!* THE MAJORITY OF THE VIDEO RIPPED MY HEART OUT...BUT THE GRAHAM PARALLELS (Heart) AND THE END..."Goodbye" WELL THAT CRUSHED MY HEART INTO ASH!!! *GOSH!! THANK YOU FOR THIS MAGNIFICENT MASTERPIECE...EVEN THOUGH I AM FINISHED FROM ALL THESE EMOTIONS...I RATHER FEEL PAIN THAN NOTHING AT ALL...THAT IS HOW I KNOW HOW REAL AND AMAZING MY OTP IS!!*

[@xostelenaforeverox]

JESS I DON'T EVEN KNOW HOW TO RESPOND TO YOUR BEAUTIFUL COMMENTS ANYMORE, JUST LIKE THANKS A THOUSAND TIMES OVER AND I LOVE YOU, KAY? ♥

[@StarFox1728]

THIS IS AMAZING!

[@brookevivienne]

Ahhhhh this is so amazing 😭

[@VidDuality]

The second last night's episode was over, my very first thought was (after OMG-WTF-NOOOO!): "I can't wait to see what Alana and some of Once's other great vidders are going to do with this episode!" So of course, the first spare second I had today I ran over here, and you certainly didn't disappoint! Love, love, love this! The quotes are all just fantastic. And as much as I love both Rumplestiltskin and Hook, they've certainly hated each other for enough centuries that it doesn't seem like much of a stretch to see them falling back into old patterns. I guess Rumple's poor redemption story still has some work to do! Belle, go find your man and talk some sense into him! And Hook... just... argh, hang in there!

[@xostelenaforeverox]

that is the sweetest thing! it's so flattering to hear you look forward to my videos and i'm so relieved I didn't disappoint. ;) so thank you very much lovely ♥

[@lilx0dummie]

did anyone else notice how red killian's heart is? there's no blackness in it

[@xostelenaforeverox]

YES IT'S SO BEAUTIFUL AND PURE ♥

[@meganmckibben]

YOU KILLED ME!!!!

[@yukayukayukaaaaaaaaa]

Hook & Emma sont vraiment trop beau ce couples ensemble vraiment je l'aime beaucoup c 'est une super bonne vidéo que tu as fait toujours ! les couleurs aussi sont super bien réaliser j'aime beaucoup j'admire ! totalement ! c'est excellent !

[@asmin9927]

So I'm seriously scared for Hook after the episode...

[@xostelenaforeverox]

don't be scared, he's going to be fine! be excited to see emma fight like hell to save him ;)

[@asmin9927]

xostelenaforeverox but he doesn't have a heart and Rumple can make him do whatever he wants and what if Rumple tells him to break up with Emma and not tell her his heart is gone or something?

[@xostelenaforeverox]

The writers are always going to throw angst and obstacles cos that's what they do, but it's going to work out in the end. Plus, there's going to be so much going down with this spell of shattered sight, honestly it's effect is more worrying. Emma will find out Rumple has his heart soon and oh, just to think of all the amazing CS scenes that are going to come out of this arc they're setting up! Obviously there's also going to be pain, but I mean it's Captain Swan, when is there not? ;)

[@FariyGirlDanielle]

Same, especially after reading that another main character is meant to die in this season. It better not be Hook but no one else fit's the storyline at the moment :(

[@xostelenaforeverox]

Haha there are always worriers in the fandom at some point in the season that think Hook is going to die - don't worry, he's not going to die. :D

[@katherinebliicher8036]

AWWW he is so cute !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

[@kasorbinski]

Omg I love your CS videos💕

[@iammelonlord]

I was completely fine up unTIL THAT ENDING. A;SLDKJF

[@twirlybutera3002]

OH MY FUCKING GOD I AM CRYING BECAUSE OF THIS. THEY LOVE EACH OTHER SO MUCH AND OMFG MY BABY KILLIAN OMFG OMFG OKAY NO WAIT IM NOT OK OMG IMCRUING SO HARD HOW IS THIS POSSIBLE OK SHAYDEE COME ON GET YOURSELF TOGETHER............ god thank u for this beautiful thing u created!!!

[@onceuponajennifer6912]

I love this omg omg omg

[@noelita0909]

the goodbye hurts like a thousand knives in the chest

[@xostelenaforeverox]

oops... my bad ;)

[@noelita0909]

xostelenaforeverox your videos are amazing, and you too! cheers from Argentina!

[@Carluchiis9]

Hola! my english is bad (sorry) but you have to know that your videos are INCREDIBLES! Seriously.. ♥ ♥ these two are so cute... waaa i love them so much. besos!

[@16lucylover]

that was pretty intense! but good!

[@lunar_eclipse0021]

hi i absolutely love your videos, i was wondering how do you make your videos so good and where do you find good quality scenes and everything. Keep up the good work!

[@xostelenaforeverox]

aw thank you

[@DognissEverdeen26]

And...now I need to have a good cry

[@pseudoname2057]

this is like when Dyson lost his ability to love in Lost girl

[@Caligirl4life555]

Just take my shipping heart, JUST TAKE IT ALREADY!! *Ugly Crying* Waaaa! Okay, but seriously, though, this was pretty good. Captain Swan Shippers Unite!

[@DamonChuckLover89]

And I just died.I'm so dead. *goes back on tumblr to nurse feels*

[@howlingwilf1]

no my shipper heart

[@Hiba997]

OMG! This was super amazing!! Everything was just perfect! The scenes were perfect for the music.. This episode was so heartbreaking.. I hope they dont kill Hook off. I love Colin! Kinda the main reason to watch the show ever since he came along and ever since Captain Swan started. It's what I look forward to cuz everything else is the same old same old. I'll be crushed if they kill Hook. :'(

[@thisismaria27]

oh my dear alana, you did EVERYTHING right in here. the pain is real.

[@MsFriendsfan4ever]

I'll admit it took me some time but i finally started to warm up to Captain Swan, mostly because i was rooting for her to be with Neal, but Hook makes Emma happy and she has become my favorit character on the show so of course i want her to be happy, and they do have gret chemistry and everything that Hook has done this season has been to make Emma happy, but i'm afraid that Rumple is going to kill Hook, but Snowing will forever be my Otp of the show, but i am defenetely liking Captain Swan more and more for each episode, and none of them are with others, and right now i like Hook and Captain Swan more than Rumple and Rumbelle.

[@bn_rose_gold9531]

Longest 2 weeks of my life

[@CaitlynKinneyy]

Please please please reply How did u get videos and how did u get the voices this is amazing and i really want to learn if u want u can comment on one of my pictures so u dont tell 10,000, but just please reply because this is amazing!

[@stydiasanctity7899]

Amazing. I love your videos! Although I hate Rumplestiltskin so much for `taking KIllian's heart- I literally love Killian so much!

[@bn_rose_gold9531]

Who wouldn't hate him after this?

[@phoebecatess]

I was hoping that they will have their happy ending T.T

[@whocares8442]

Hook no!

[@MickeyDomenici]

WHO GAVE YOU THE RIGHT??????????

[@merlinbonilla1774]

They r solo cute ❤ together😍❤💛💚💙❤💍🌹in solo glag they get married and have a baby names hope.!!!

[@katieluv18]

CAN YOU PLEASE MAKE A CAPTAINSWAN VIDEO WITH THE SONG 'BETWEEN THE BARS' BY ELLIOT SMITH AND 'A THOUSAND YEARS' BY CHRISTINA PERRI PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PRETTY PLEASE. I LOVE YOUR VIDEOS AND I LOVE THE ELLIOT SMITH SONG FOR A CS VIDEO ☺😘

[@lpsdani3249]

Question how did hook lie to Emma

[@karenwht1]

Don't Like Gold Anymore Belle Should Open Her Eyes Who She Is Married Too Hope Hook and Emma Get a Happy Ending.

[@bn_rose_gold9531]

If rumple kills killian I swear I'm going to go ouat boycott!!!