I will be back

[@blueboynick]

I am so sorry Wilson. You look great. You will keep growing. You don't need a cycle, you dont need to be the biggest. Your dedication is inspiring. You will find happiness

[@derp3044]

Currently in the same headspace myself Wilson. Feel like I haven't been happy in a long, overdue time, and there's nothing I can do to escape it. I think it's so easy to degrade and put ourselves down, and extremely difficult to just be happy for a sustained period. I've also struggled with being able to completely commit to things. It feels like anytime it gets slightly hard I back down. If it makes you feel any better you could compare yourself to me :,) feeling like I peaked in elementary/middle school lmao You shouldn't have to worry or apologize to us about taking a break. Everybody needs one from time to time, or we'd all go crazy. You also shouldn't feel pressured to continue on this path if you don't want to. Self reflection is a real hard skill to come by. I've heard stories from lots of body builders that realized after getting super jacked that it didn't make them any better, any happier. That once they reached the top they've already sacrificed so much. Steroids can also make u depressed i think :,( hmu if u wanna hang

[@wolfgangschmidt3720]

Brotha wanting to be successful isn’t a problem but not being happy and comparing yourself to others isn’t great

[@wolfgangschmidt3720]

But take care of yourself get in a good headspace