illicit affairs (angry version) (eras tour version) (live version) ♡

[@im_the_mirrorball]

the angry vibe fits it so well. like she's saying "how DARE you give me the world and then leave like that? worst part is i still love you."

[@Abbsizzle]

The thing is, I would relate SOOOO much to this if I hadn't already had an epiphany about the person who did this to me & finally understood them. This is exactly how I've felt for the last 7 months up until right now. I hope everyone who is done this way gets their answer. Gets their why. Omg, not this epiphany happening right after I let go of ever getting the why. After letting go of her.😮😮

[@im_the_mirrorball]

@@Abbsizzle i'm so sorry, glad to see you've healed!

[@obrina98]

Which one inspired this song, anyway?

[@amch12]

i think this kinda circles around the love triangle between august james and betty. this is either from betty’s or augusts perspective, im not sure which. but this version fits, like this isn’t my favorite song by her, but it’s for sure my favorite on the eras tour, like it’s insanely majestic

[@bnaribrahim8937]

If you know the vibe than your just as hurt srry mL

[@echatoge]

She need to release this version for real😭😭😭😭😭

[@iPantiley]

and the whole live album as well!

[@echatoge]

@@iPantiley YES

[@liliflores8748]

@@iPantiley100%!!!!!😭😭😭

[@lilyy_fn]

Yes I need this

[@theblurmetalhead]

yes 101% is a need now...@@iPantiley

[@every1lovesBATMAN]

i want this song to be ANGRYYYY, this is perfect.

[@MeredithHagan]

This and My Tears Ricochet, which also needs an angry version.

[@melindajones9615]

@@MeredithHaganyes. mtr certainly DOES.

[@Schrumpelkartoffel]

uh, a version of spite would be nice. "look what you did, b****"@@MeredithHagan

[@BabyShihoHinomori]

@@Schrumpelkartoffelbroskie is a mad woman-

[@andrekayki1924]

"and you wanna scream..." makes more sense in this version

[@SquarebagTT]

I know Its like she’s shouting at whoever did this

[@SF-pj6xv]

Right the original is so like dead inside 😂

[@azureart5180]

girlhood is singing this at the top of your lungs in your car bc you thought you were in your lover era, but it turns out you were in your red era all along lol

[@Aquarellado]

but it turns out you were living a illicit affair all along and everyone knew but you (pretended not to)

[@azureart5180]

@@Aquarellado boy did he leave me feeling like an idiotic fool😭😭💔

[@jessicahamid5080]

Me singing this at the top of my lungs in the bathtub at 30 years old. 😂

[@Hi2857-p3q]

I thought I was in lover but I was in folklore even though my crush admitted he liked me he rejected me 😭

[@azureart5180]

@@Hi2857-p3q im so sorry!! :(

[@trishikasharma2776]

“Take the road less travelled by” I think I’ve studied enough of Robert frost for an entire lifetime - The Road Not Taken(ROBERT FROST) (Probably my fav poem tho-)

[@balajisabbineni5610]

The poem is called "The Road Not Taken" by Robert Frost

[@1-800-TAEHYUNG]

Class 9 NCERT 💀👍

[@justanormalgirlwholovesdon5741]

you just reminded me to finish my homework 😭

[@1-800-TAEHYUNG]

LMAO youre welcome! 😭👍

[@TheSurmiser-ct1yv]

She also referenced "the road less travelled by" in "The Outside"

[@insipidwallflower565]

Her voice sounds a bit tired from performing but the deeper sound fits the pain and anger of this song so well

[@unleashthelion]

Def ❤❤

[@JustMadiiex]

HER LIVE VOICE >>>>>>>>

[@Hey1tzAce]

the lyrics for my sake lol, Make sure nobody sees you leave Hood over your head, keep your eyes down Tell your friends you're out for a run You'll be flushed when you return Take the road less traveled by Tell yourself you can always stop What started in beautiful rooms Ends with meetings in parking lots And that's the thing about illicit affairs And clandestine meetings and longing stares It's born from just one single glance But it dies, and it dies, and it dies A million little times Leave the perfume on the shelf That you picked out just for him So you leave no trace behind Like you don't even exist Take the words for what they are A dwindling, mercurial high A drug that only worked The first few hundred times And that's the thing about illicit affairs And clandestine meetings and stolen stares They show their truth one single time But they lie, and they lie, and they lie A million little times And you wanna scream Don't call me "kid" Don't call me "baby" Look at this godforsaken mess that you made me You showed me colors You know I can't see with anyone else Don't call me "kid" Don't call me "baby" Look at this idiotic fool that you made me You taught me a secret language I can't speak with anyone else And you know damn well For you, I would ruin myself A million little times

[@samantha_grace15]

Thanks that really helps!

[@zuhregokalp4185]

Thank you

[@patrickmartinsdossantos9682]

Thank yooooou

[@lexisnotyours]

thank u for this ♡

[@JeromeGuerrero-mx1lq]

Thank u

[@bruhidkman32]

Angry Heartbreak >>>

[@rainbow_daze]

I think I might like this version more than the original Edit: Not to be that person but... MOM I'M FAMOUS ✨

[@jaseybailey8321]

illicit affairs was already good idk how she managed to make it even better

[@LucasBatistussi]

Live versions are always better

[@kawtharw]

SAME FR

[@scabento13]

The original Is always better. It's that finished thoughts and ideas that are packaged into an authentic master, with emotions as intended originally.

[@Threnody25]

I'll take her live over studio versions any day. She's amazing and always changes it up every time. Anyone who thinks she lip syncs has obviously never seen her perform.

[@user-rx9ne3dr6h]

How do you hear this and not see her raw talent

[@the.lqst.timeৎ]

This.

[@lailzsaban]

2:08 absolute perfection

[@amch12]

omfg this 100000% needs to be released. illicit affairs isn’t my favorite song by her but it’s my personal fav on the eras tour. SWIFTIES MANIFEST AN ANGRY VERSION OF ILLICIT AFFAIRS TO BE RELEASED IN THE FUTURE

[@MsVal.28]

I’m with you!

[@tuesdaywithjisoo8395]

When I went to the eras tour my video I got was of Illicit Affairs.

[@Georgieporgie09]

WHEN SHE REPEATS IT 🥴🥴🥴🥴 IM SCREAMINGGGGGG

[@VishFish]

EXACTLYYYYYY :))))) THIS IS WHAT MAKES THIS VERSION SO SUPERIOR AND THE KEY CHANGES AHHHHH

[@peysterkids9481]

even before i first heard this version i always imagined the bridge so much more aggressive then it is in the studio version.. thanks for this!! xx

[@jaylene0_082]

Love this version better because it means I can scream it in the car 🫶🏼

[@Paulinarodriguez-d7u]

the feeling is wonderful, I just need a car😔

[@jongraff9992]

I love the depth in Taylor’s voice in the back half of the mix. So beautiful

[@pacificomanuela2009]

2:06 ❤

[@snailygeek2692]

goat

[@pattycheong8930]

Really appreciate that you did this remix version!! It's so good 😭😭😭

[@SashaPadayachee.heartt]

The power in Tays voice will never fail to amaze me

[@evechavez1857]

This needs to be on Spotify RIGHT NOW!

[@Mirroball.Swift_13]

Ikkkkkk

[@itsCece]

Illicit Affairs was brilliantly written. The analogy. The irony that we all get to experience this kind of love once in our lifetime.

[@ayowhatthechan]

2:06 the part you were looking for :)

[@culid_]

I LOVE THIS VERSION SM like the emotions put in the end is like I CANT EVEN EXPLAIN Like i got goosebumps man this is so dope✊

[@donkyoofficial]

Great mix! The hard drums and electric guitar is a sound Taylor should use more TBH

[@aflairforthedramaticc]

real!!!

[@caristewart481]

Absolutely. I'm truly hoping she does for Reputation. Specifically for Ready For It. Max Martin fucked up that song in a big way and I'm really really hoping for it to be done right now. She sounds so good when she gets gritty like this.

[@tonyacline563]

I absolutely cannot get enough of the live version of this song I've had it on repeat for last two hours

[@Macoroni-]

No debate let’s just settle this it’s better Ty for providing this amazing version of the song for us

[@ninixgj]

we got the 10 min version of atw, we can get this too 😭😭

[@jamiegannon2327]

This version is stunning. Stunning. On another level. Beautiful. Angry. Unreconciled.

[@peachtree400]

I need a ten min version of this

[@gelinegonzales]

frr

[@csimiamilovr]

I need her to release ab official “angrier” version. I love it so much more!

[@beetlejuiceblues12]

Taylor, please never sing in your high range ever again. The lower voice on this sent me into orbit 🙌

[@Duckyy0_0_0]

omg I love this version she needs to release this

[@bobochan2005]

This is so amazing! I appreciate you so much for making this

[@arina.zadehh]

awww this is giving me goosebumps. SO GOOD!!

[@harshitaojha4857]

OH MY GOD OH MY GOD i knew from the title but still i wasnt prepared for THIS. its a masterpeice edit

[@Fathers_joy]

this is way better than the original because you can just hear the emotion

[@elodiedupuy7985]

This made me realize she raised the pitch for the live version, to make the song, especially the bridge, more impactful. I agree she should record this version! I love it even more than the original.

[@nickwick35]

its the drums that make this so good. Obviously Tay's vocals are great but the crash sounds great behind her

[@morgansmith1968-v4k]

The Vocals on the Eras tour have been top notch

[@hannahclaire9457]

I love Taylors belt and chest voice they're so amazing

[@britishegg5498]

I need this as the official version 😭 it’s perfection.

[@joditurner6748]

The version that speaks, no screams to every fiber of my being! Release this, please, Taylor!

[@aidenpinkul8030]

This is my favorite version! Definitely better and you can hear the emotion through out this performance, you can feel her pain.❤😊

[@Clairdelune..]

yes to this kind of bridge 😭🩷

[@rusmaliaa]

need this version on spotify. i love this❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️

[@giegonzales2206]

DONT CALL ME KID DON'T CALL ME BABY LOOK AT THIS GODFORSAKEN MESS THAT YOU MADE ME Edit:Omg 22 likes

[@SG_4ever]

U SHOWED ME COLORS U KNOW I CANT SEE WITH ANYONE ELSE

[@s.0.d.a.]

DON'T CALL ME KID DON'T CALL ME BABY LOOK AT THIS IDIOTIC FOOL YOU MADE ME

[@MMINTELYT_MegamanIntellect]

DON'T CALL ME "KID" DON'T CALL ME "BABY" LOOK AT THIS IDIOTIC FOOL THAT YOU MADE ME

[@lolalrighr]

fact so many people scream "taylor lipsyncs" and then you get this version! i feel this version so badly!

[@sheyrellnepomuceno2366]

Oh my ghaaad! i love this version ( eras tour) better than the original..superb!

[@lacyৎ]

This song is a HUGE part of girlhood

[@loveshackval]

chills suddenly and i mean suddenly came upon me when the angry part came up

[@timothytheis9709]

and this is why she fills stadiums. the live versions of uh, everything.

[@arabella5871]

I know it was a different kind of relationship with Joe. She got to keep it pretty private, but at the same time, I feel like this was a double edged sword. I've been with the tortured soul kind of guy. They are really deep and take you places you never knew you could go emotionally. But it's just that...torture. Love is meant for you and that person, but it's not meant to be hidden. It makes you feel like a criminal. I'm just saying I'm happy for the relationship she's in now. They may call Trav a himbo and say she's too smart or will get tired of him. But she is with the guy who has a big heart, shows her off, doesn't mind the fame and doesn't try to hide their love. He seems very secure, and seeing videos of them together, she's very innocent and child-like with her love. I am that way too. It's easy to fall quickly and get your heart broken. I really hope they stay together for a while. He's the type of guy that is loyal and will shout from the rooftops that he loves you. Every girl needs that.

[@elizzybec]

Hey, if he made it through a criminal justice degree, he isn't that dumb. He had to go to class when he was given a second chance and those classes are no joke. I took constitutional law as an English major. Smart people can be zero producers. Trav is a producer. Meaning he sets goals and gets them done.

[@tessa5329]

need this on spotify rn

[@LilyItalo]

Whoever made this I love you

[@aflairforthedramaticc]

i love you more

[@iknowthatyouknowthatiknowt2930]

love this version !

[@ImASwiftie2]

This is sooooooo good!!!❤❤❤ Edit: I just came back to this video a month later and am still in love! This really needs to be an official version ❤❤❤❤

[@Achedr]

I have listen to this more then 15 times in the past 2 days lol 😂

[@angelas.g.9848]

Stunning. I would expect nothing less from Ms. Taylor.

[@vickivale07]

"DON'T" hits different!! ✨

[@binadrio]

REALLLLL

[@jodicanova-moore5267]

TS- TOTALLY LOVING THIS ! Completely genius ❤❤❤🎉‼️🎵🙏💙🩵🤩💿🎶❣️❣️❣️

[@benroorda826]

Something about this version of this song at night, just feels different, and I love it

[@milipadilla._]

I literally got goosebumps

[@eyeyeyey-dn6ll]

Make sure nobody sees you leave Hood over your head, keep your eyes down Tell your friends you're out for a run You'll be flushed when you return Take the road less traveled by Tell yourself you can always stop What started in beautiful rooms Ends with meetings in parking lots And that's the thing about illicit affairs And clandestine meetings and longing stares It's born from just one single glance But it dies, and it dies, and it dies A million little times Leave the perfume on the shelf That you picked out just for him So you leave no trace behind Like you don't even exist Take the words for what they are A dwindling, mercurial high A drug that only worked The first few hundred times And that's the thing about illicit affairs And clandestine meetings and stolen stares They show their truth one single time But they lie, and they lie, and they lie A million little times

[@glm.4]

This is so so close to perfection but why did you end it a few seconds too early 😭 😭 other than that I'm completely in love with this & it sounds so much better than every other upload I've heard

[@aflairforthedramaticc]

i’ve had some technical difficulties making this and my editing program crashed a couple times trying to add the last few seconds so i just gave up 😭 tysm for the kind words though 💓

[@glm.4]

​@@aflairforthedramaticc ah that's a huge shame but understandable. Nothing else comes close to this quality so if there's ever a version of this quality with the full ending then I hope it's also by you if you ever come back to it ;) hehe not to downplay how BEAUTIFUL this is, it's still an incredible edit and I've listened to it at least six times today and only cried 3 times 😎 (edit: 4 times LMAO) 🫶🏻🫶🏻💞✨

[@laurahenderson2155]

Any longer, and you'd just hear the screams of the croud anyway. 🫤

[@callmealesh]

thank you from the bottom of my heart

[@madwoman13_22]

i hate everyone who hurt her, you can here how much it effected her and it hurts me to hear. i love it but like i said, it hurts because you can hear how badly effected her😭

[@arifhaynes]

Please don’t delete this vid, i need to hear this song over and over again

[@zelt36]

THIS EDIT/REMIX IS INSANE HOLY SHIT

[@Ant1.her0_13]

The way my glasses flew off and my hair got messed up 😭 This is AMÆZING 😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍

[@eleanor4759]

I need this in my life FOREVER. It is healing 💜

[@anxofernandez3344]

I'm not a Swifty but I gotta say this is a pretty damn good rock ballad. I don't understand the hate from so many rock fans, she could have been a great rock artist if she'd been around 30 years ago. She's a very talented singer and songwriter.

[@forutrending]

this is what people that aren’t swifties should be like (respectful) and swifties shouldn’t hate people for liking Kanye. thanks for saying this!

[@Bailey-k31]

IVE BEEN TRYING TO FIND A VIDEO LIKE THIS FOR SO LONG!!!

[@projectmoonlark_hogwarts1111]

Omgg this version really hits differentt it’s perfect and it hit so hard

[@loljustcarly]

I need her to SCREAM this at the top of her lungs, this isn’t angry enough for what i’m going through rn 😭

[@kitty7354]

I feel this. My husband is demanding a divorce because he's decided he'd rather be selfish than be a functioning adult. But he's trying to flip the narrative on me to make me look selfish and manipulative instead of him

[@markjesterreyes3871]

SCREAMING ,CRYING THANKYOU SO MUCH HAHAHHAH

[@vanessadavismusic]

That bridge is amazing!

[@menchugonzales8771]

i love this Version so much

[@sparklingsn]

DAMN LAST TIME I WAS HERE THIS GEM ONLY HAD 5K VIEWS OMFG NOW AT 2.7M????

[@sophix8535]

this started playing as i read the end of as good as dead. it synced up perfectly… i don’t think i’ve ever cried harder. if you know, you know.

[@moniquemarie1984]

I admit it, I’ve never listened to her music until this song right now and omg…. This song is hitting me so deep…. I think I like Taylor swift now ❤

[@Nonelinepine2]

I like this version more, because you can really feel it from the song, tone, and lyrics on the song.

[@faeyzii]

this is my song and no one can convince me otherwise, its literally word for word

[@cynthian1870]

I feel like both deserve their own respective vibes. The original feels like she’s defeated. This one is just pure anger and resentment for being left to feel this way alone.

[@nursejulie1247]

Damn. Overwhelming, it hits hard. Oh, and just made this connection: "...they lie and they lie and they lie a million little times" ""You told me I was the love of your life about a million times" - LOML We see you Matty

[@lobepay]

i love this😭

[@loisramalho]

JUST THANK YOU 🥹😍

[@madialba]

Gonna need a Taylor’s version 2 on this one

[@amoureuse_lover]

I love this version ❤

[@OmarAyman-m8e]

Speechless

[@Gamatatsu69]

I still can’t stop listening

[@vincentcastillo5794]

I love this version✨✨

[@brendanabulwala1923]

Story of my life , this version is better than the original .

[@sofiaescobarsojo2118]

God bless you for this

[@aflairforthedramaticc]

@@sofiaescobarsojo2118 he better not 🗣️🗣️🗣️

[@alvinl.casaje7139]

I need the 10 minute version of this song. Same with “tolerate it”

[@SamanthaRoberts42]

Her vocals on the bridge are just so fucking good. Her tone is stunning.

[@NayeliBarrera-q4b]

This version ATEE

[@elliTsStan]

best ver fr..

[@Hi2857-p3q]

I thought I was in my lover era but I was actually in my folklore era my crush rejected me even though he said he liked me 😭

[@crunchybunbun]

This version makes me tear