In Loving Memory of Baby - SAMSON GHERGHEL (Stillborn)

After already having 3 girls we were excited to be expecting our 1st boy. He was perfect in every way and at 36weeks I was certain nothing else could go wrong and that I was about to have my precious son. At 38weeks I gave birth to my son Samson on 3rd May 2012, knowing he wouldn't ever cry - he had a cord accident, around his neck. He never had the chance to breathe the breath of life, but he has been granted 'assured salvation' in his innocence - we however live with the hope that one day we will see him again - due to God grace through the sacrifice of His Son's death, which paid the price for our sins. It is the hardest road we've traveled so far - we are heartbroken. Yet in this time we keep praising God and He fills us with peace that surpasses all understanding.
The 2nd song to this tribute - 'I will carry you' by Selah - spoke strongly about all that we were feeling and so my husband and I recorded it (at home) the morning of his funeral as a tribute to his short life and had it played at his funeral that day.
I hope this clip can inspire you to think about your destiny after this life is over. We don't know how many days we have, but we can only come to the Father through Jesus Christ.
John 14:6 Jesus answered, "I am the way and the truth and the life. No one comes to the Father except through me".
UPDATE: 11/3/2020
• I Worship You (Officia...
This new video, shows us 7 years later - with Boaz and Savannah born after Samson.
Credits:
1st song: The Power of the Cross by Keith Getty
2nd song: Cover of 'I will carry you' by Selah

[@samuelgherghel5510]

We have great joy to announce the birth of Samson's brother - ' Boaz Samson'. He was born into this world on the 26th Feb, 2013 - a gift for our family, to fill our heartbroken hearts with joy and fill our once 'emply' arms again.

[@samuelgherghel5510]

Thank you to all the kind and heartfelt comments - to all that take time to write a nice comment. We are a strong family, and Samson was loved and wanted beyond measure. Someone did post a comment saying that i have no memories of him - but i have nearly 9 wonderful months of memories and can still remember vividly his kicks and movements. He was alive in me for close to 9mths - there are plenty of memories of a life - his life began with conception.

[@samuelgherghel5510]

Thank you everyone for the lovely comments - it's been 10 months since we lost Samson, the pain eases, but never fades - the memories remain, and it's all we remain with on this earth, but await our the day where we'll not be separated again - but reunited for eternity.

[@ysilvaysilva]

The first thing your son saw was Jesus's smiling face as he welcomed him into the kingdom of heaven. Praise be to God.

[@MrSmejg]

Thank you for watching the tribute in memory for our precious Samson. Yes everyone has a choice to believe or not, but through our faith we have strength and hope. Our earthly life is but a mere transition - nothing is forever here. I will keep you in my prayers...God Bless you... (how do we know eachother?)

[@purplegorilla333]

All four of your children are so beautiful. I hope you feel Samson's presence in your lives.

[@cherylstaples1790]

Monica, I saw your update. Praising God in the name of Jesus with you, sister, thanking Him for your 2 newest blessings. My own sweet daughter went through this (on 8/4/2006). We had to let Chandler go before we could even say hello to him, never got to hear him cry or see him smile. We all long to see and hold him again when we get to heaven. God bless you and shine through your marriage and family.

[@katerinaroosen4581]

Now I understand the sadness of my mother when she lost her babies and those time. nobody to help her.Nowadays. It’s totally different. R.I.P little angel❤️

[@samuelgherghel5510]

I take comfort in knowing that God chose to spare Samson all this worlds temptations and heartaches and take him to be in His presence sooner that i had expected. I don't believe in fate, I believe in God's divine will, and through trials we become stronger in faith and closer to God. As humans, we hurt, but in a spiritual sense...he has been blessed! Jesus could have saved himself and not gone through the death on the cross, but He chose to be submissive to God's will...

[@MrSmejg]

Sorry to all, i have only just realized that i had to comment pending approval - didnt even know of this function. I had just assumed people weren't watching this video anymore, but i'm happy to know it still bring comfort to some. It's been 5yrs for us now, but our Samson is till loved and remembered - praise God, we have had more healing during this time. I have only heart to do a 'where we are now' video to those who are wondering whats happened since Samson. We've had healing, blessings and two more gifts from God - making us a family of 5 kids here on earth. xx

[@behappy2435]

Monica G ...Great to know God blessed you twice more after baby Samson! I know he will never be forgotten. Hopefully you were blessed with another son or 2 more sons. Boy or girl, they're wonderfully made by God's powerful hand. God bless.

[@michellesartori7601]

So pleased to know how things have been since Samson returned to the Lord. I am a mum of 5 now adult children and a grandma of one grandson on earth and several grandbabies in Heaven. I never lost a child, so I can't say how I would feel or that I know how YOU feel, but the Lord IS merciful and "turns my mourning into dancing". I trust that you all are well and looking forward to the time when WE ALL will go to meet the Saviour! God bless you and thank you for sharing this video!

[@johannakitchenboss9761]

Bless your hearts he was beautiful. You have 5 beautiful children but you will always be parents of 6. Sending love and healing prayers in abundance x💙x

[@debdahlke8543]

Monica Gherghel bless your hearts. When you share like this it helps bring peace to others. God bless you and your beautiful family.

[@sandysvlog6165]

God is too faithful to fail. Baby Samson will never be forgotten, and I bless God for the new members of your family. Stay blessed and God bless.

[@TAT2O6]

I am crying so hard. What a brave family you all are. Sampson is a beautiful baby boy. One day you will all be together. I can’t imagine going thru that sort of pain. Time can heal wounds but scars are forever. Well done with his memory video.

[@loriburrell6220]

So precious... rest well in the arms of Jesus Samson! Your story has brought many tears to my eyes... tears of joy for you, yet tears of sadness for what will never be on this side of glory with your family... but we will not live as those with no hope, for we know that through the shed blood of Jesus there will be a reunion one day! May God continue to minister His peace to your family until that day 🙏🏻

[@KayS-ud4jy]

Happy birthday to your son. I gave birth to my son on April 30, 2013 a term stillborn. I have been watching videos and yours truly touched me. I feel as if no one knows what I'm going through, but I am thankful for women like you who share their stories.

[@MrSmejg]

Today my son, Samson would have been 2yrs old. I am grateful for the hope we have in Jesus, and eternal life.

[@queenkatherineofaragon513]

Monica G and today in February of 2017 I see him and marvel.....your children are precious

[@luisarojas7566]

Monica G finally the boy came but this happened, why? 😕

[@lisaoldwithsomanywhys5487]

may God always bless your courage to accept 🙏

[@knk4ever83]

And now 7... God bless you and your family

[@lenvilleramos5903]

You have angel already. God bless you

[@mylc158]

What a PRECIOUS and oh so PERFECT little prince. I cannot even begin to imagine your pain and suffering at your loss. May you feel God's touch so gently caressing your hearts in those just too quiet early hours, and his breath of peace always surrounding you and your beautiful family. God bless you all with love and laughter, hope and healing now and in the future. Love from one Australian to another xxx

[@CSE563]

You are incredible. Thank you. You are the second angel mother that I have found to welcome her rainbow baby the same day I gave birth to my angel daughter. I just wanted to tell you the extreme comfort it is to find that someone, out there, who knows how I feel, got the greatest joy at the same time I had my greatest sorrow. Somehow I feel the joy you felt that day, in some way, makes my hurt more bearable. God bless you.

[@nohemir10]

Am so sorry for your loss :( i cried for the first time watching a video. I don't understand why lil angels like your son have to be taken away like this, you look like a wonderful women and a great mother. Be strong and always think that you have an angel watching over you.

[@ashleelayne27]

What an amazing woman you are. I can say I would trust in God and give Him the glory in such a heartbreaking circumstance, but I am not there and don't know if I would be strong enough. This video is amazing, your Samson is amazing. And you are sharing the love of Christ through your son's story. God bless your family and congratulations on Samson's little brother! Prayers for a safe and happy delivery!

[@angiehazelaar]

What a beautiful family you are! Your video is heartbreaking. I am a midwife in the UK and think families just as yours are truly inspiring and amazing. I am sure your experience, illustrated so beautifully in your film will help others in this tragic situation. God bless x

[@TheJECL]

This just happened to me and my wife, my son Issac was born stillborn at 42 weeks on 7-2-2013 The funeral was 7-5-2013 I just wanted you to know this video was beautiful and I feel for you.

[@noreenfarrell7475]

So very sorry for your loss. Came upon your video accidentally, but it hit a nerve as I lost my daughter’s first child, a son, at one week old due to an overwhelming infection. I admire your faith and strength in your loss which I know is devastating. I also believe you will be reunited one day as will I with my sweet grandson. Lovely video - a testament to your love and faith. God keep sweet little Samson until you meet again.

[@ktfoote88]

My son, Ryland, was born a little over a week after your sweet Samson on May 14th, 2012. As I sit here holding him, I can't help but see your darling boy in his eyes, and the possibility of who your boy could have been, and I also see that it could have been me in your place. I am humbled and saddened to tears for you and your family. I'm hugging my boy tighter in honor of your sweet baby boy. God bless you and your family.

[@raymondcank5969]

So sorry for the loss of your beautiful baby, he is safe with the angels ❤

[@alexandracaudillo6413]

I think the fact you didn't chase after the nurse when they took your son away showed a lot strength. Strength that not many people have. I am so sorry for your loss.

[@MrSmejg]

Thank you....and may all the glory be given to our Father...someday will will understand and know in full....until then we trust in Him.

[@emichelle19]

I am so sorry for your loss. I can't imagine the heartache you go through when you don't hear your child crying after being born, but my mom knows. I was also born with the cord around my neck. Wrapped twice. Luckily, my doctor was standing on call outside the operating room (I was a c-section) and got me breathing in the elevator on the way to the NICU. This story sort of hits home for me, knowing that he suffered the same fate I almost did. God Bless your family.

[@MsMosesS]

So sorry for your loss and praise God for the new gift!

[@janowen2538]

Beautiful perfect angel❤️😢 comforting to know though that the first thing he saw when he opened his eyes for the first time was the face of Jesus’.

[@kayaghil123]

This is really nice video, It made me cry, I am so sorry for your loss, I recently loss my first son at 37 weeks. I know how you might have feel. You are really strong woman. I am still dealing the loss. Thanks for supporting mommies like us.

[@top2000able]

That was the most beautiful video I have seen - such a beautiful tribute to your precious little boy and your girls and your family. I am so truly sorry for your loss. I cannot imagine. I know others who went through this - one where the same exact thing happened. May God always be with you and your family. I will always think of you after seeing your video....always know you have an angel watching over you....xoxo

[@MrSmejg]

Yes, our girls are Elizabeth, Jasmin & Grace. We do have 3 more angels in heaven (besides Samson) who we are waiting to meet. They were very early miscarriages and so we don't know them the way we know Samson - but we will know them someday. Thank you for watching my tribute to the memory of Samson. Everyone has the choice to believe or not, and I will keep you in my prayers for that purpose. God Bless you all.

[@tammyshuttleworth4465]

Omgness honestly Samson is one of the most beautiful baby boys I've ever seen. What a horrific tragedy. I am so so sorry for your loss. RIP SWEET PRECIOUS BABY BOY. 😇❤💙🇨🇦🦋

[@casinolover9418]

My daughter has loss two stillborn babies and every time it was a heartbreak for the entire family. God does things for a reason now. she has a 2 year old son to whom we all adore he is our miracle child

[@manuelacarillo5610]

It broke my heart when I see this beautiful Baby Boy 😔😔💔💔. I have a Baby in heaven, it's looking for my Babygirl ❤❤. You are not allone Monica ❤❤💞

[@jerrylopez1983]

You have beautiful daughters.... God bless you all....

[@wendywardashley]

All Samson ever knew was love surrounding him, Your love as you carried him, your family s love as they spoke to him and touched him through your tummy....and the incomprehensible love of the One who created him and received him home with a BIG smile! A child of God for eternity, safe and sound and waiting for you! All is well! Bless you xxx

[@bubixofficial]

Imi pare rau pentru pierderea suferita. Dumnezeu sa va binecuvanteze pe toti. Sunteti o familie frumoasa! Salutari din Romania!

[@TheQueen974]

A very beautiful video...and a beautiful baby boy. Your video touched me immensely...your unwavering faith. God Bless your entire family. 💙💛🧡

[@texasgal2794]

I cannot say that I know the horrific pain you and your husband and family are feeling! But, this is such a beautiful tribute, not only to Samson, but to our Lord and Savior....Jesus Christ!!! It is so heartwarming to see you speak about what our Savior has done and does for us!! Thank you, Gherghel family for this beautiful video! I know Samson is at the feet of our Lord!

[@MrSmejg]

Thank you so much

[@alsoangylswings]

I have never seen such a beautiful memorial video.Such a focus on his little life and the love that surrounds him. I wish there was an answer to the question "why?"..but only God could give the correct answer to that. Praying for a peaceful heart for you and your family..your son IS beautiful..

[@princessginwood1332]

Samson is beautiful ! I am so sorry for your loss! Jesus will keep Samson safe until you see him again!

[@MrSmejg]

Thank you x

[@deborahbrown2715]

Heaven has another angel that was needed. thank you for sharing your loss with the world. May time lessen your pain and uplift your spirits. He lives forever in every sunrise...every raindrop....every laugh...every tear. He waits for you....take care.

[@samuelgherghel5510]

Thank you...we are blessed to have Boaz, he reminds us of Samson often and my girls are so happy to have another little brother

[@carriejean79]

I am so sorry.. I cried through this whole slideshow.. You are such a beautiful family.......He was such a beautiful baby. My heart goes out to you guys.. And I pray for the health of your new baby.. such wonderful news.. God Bless

[@helenbradley4638]

Thank you very very very much for what you wrote and have given as a gift of inspiration. Everything God does is for the good. Me and my fiancée where blessed with Christi'Ann for 20 wonderful weeks. Her heart stop beating and she rests within the Lords arms. I am so thankful for his grace and many blessings. And I'm thankful for loving people like you who give their testimonies of inspiration.

[@debjkling]

I am so sorry! He was a gorgeous baby! I pray God gives you strength to heal!My baby died day after birth! I know also the emptiness! God bless you all!😍😍😍

[@ninny6296]

Who could dislike this video? What a BEAUTIFUL FAMILY. Love and hugs from me to you!!! My deepest and sincerest condolences to each of you!!!❤️❤️❤️

[@Praying4BabyCantrell]

We have had to lay three of our babies to final rest. All due to stillbirth, one to Cord Entanglement. I truly know your pain! I'm so sorry for your loss! Maybe our babies are playing in heaven together! We are struggling to save to fund a surgery that will give us a 70% chance of a healthy baby! Hope is never lost! hugs and love!!

[@StephAnie....]

Praying4BabyCantrell 🙁

[@mrsdiego777]

I am so sorry for your loss. I can't imagine all the pain you and your family are still going through. May god bless you and your family

[@Akacharlee]

he is absolutely beautiful...such a perfect angel...Im so sorry for your loss, I know your pain and sadness and from one angel momma to another, BIG HUGs...until we are with our angels in heaven again, we hold tightly to the brief moments of heaven while we had them on earth.

[@polohorse315]

This made me so sad for you all. Your baby boy must of been a pretty special baby because god wants children in heaven with him and he choose your son to be one of them. hope your hearts will heal.

[@nvs65]

What a powerful and beautiful tribute to your precious baby boy. God bless you and your family.

[@sophyascoffeespill4121]

Your faith and strength is amazing. I just know your son couldnt be more proud of his parents. You all are beautiful in every way. I am sorry for not having the opportunity to watch him grow but he is always a gift to you and is living a life we all dream of. Take care and thank you for sharing.

[@samuelgherghel5510]

Yes, thank you - we are blessed to have another boy, but will never forget our heavenly baby boy.

[@jewelhaines8842]

Such a beautiful baby 👶 boy ! I'm sorry for your loss. 💜

[@84lakesha]

It was very hard for me to watch this video... I just lost my daughter Savannah-Rae to stillbirth on july 17, 2012. Im sorry for your loss and I can understand your experience. As a greiving mother I would like to say thank you for posting this as it has helped me to understand that I am not alone in dealing with such a horrible tragedy.

[@andreabarns1128]

Samson has touched another heart - I am so pleased to read you and your family have been blessed with two more precious gifts. Six in total with one watching and waiting patiently from afar until you are all together again. Thank you for sharing Samson and a little of your families journey through this life. Much love from across the miles I send..

[@re-joyce4806]

Heartbreaking Thankyou Monica and Samuel for sharing your story, I feel strengthened by your faith in Jesus, knowing , and truly believing that you both will see your precious and beautiful child in heaven one day, also to hear that God has blessed you both with two more children, our God is Amazing , may you and your family be continually blessed and strengthened through him, xx

[@MrSmejg]

Thank you....the prayers from all over the world for us have served it's purpose....we are filled with peace that surpasses all understanding (even though we are still heartbroken and hurting)...xx

[@ewmily02]

im so sorry you lost your precious baby i am only 13 but i feel your pain, i cried through the whole video.

[@MrSmejg]

ohh, your so sweet - thank you and God bless you

[@PSUJenn1]

Wow, this is such a beautiful video! Our first child was a stillborn baby daughter and we since have been blessed with three healthy boys. That is so wonderful that you held your precious son, bathed him, cuddled with him, etc. Thank you for sharing your story. I am so happy that you have blessed with another baby boy. God bless!

[@HeatherMarieColtrin]

I lost my son too..but to sids.. its very hard and changes your life forever.. your in my prayers!!♥♥♥

[@traceydel118]

such a beautful video and a handsome lil man. so sorry for your lose. i lost a granddaughter to stillbirth in march 1st 2008. she died during birth. you will see your lil angel one day. GOD BLESS YOU AND YOUR FAMILY.

[@DrinaCarl]

This is a beautiful video and tribute to Samson. He was a beautiful boy, I'm so sorry for your loss.

[@agretchen4u]

I cried so hard for you & your family. My heart aches for you. God have your son in his arms rest assured in that. Blessings to you

[@patriciaroos8742]

So sorry for the loss of your son. Sorrow fades...love never does!

[@paulinewhitehouse8023]

How my Heart goes out to all the mother's who have lost their Beautiful Babies. God Bless you all, and never be ashamed to express your grief. I lost my son Jason when he was 3 year's old. Every one grieves in their unique way!!! 💕

[@samuelgherghel5510]

Thanks to those with kind words to offer, and to those that offend (there is something missing in your life to act in such a way) - those comments and vulgar language shows how much evil is in this world. I can look beyond that and not keep hatred towards them, as God has given me enough strength for that too. Why look at the video if you don't like it? Click elsewhere.

[@carolbrandt4010]

Beautiful tribute, beautiful son. What a comfort to know he is in the arms of Jesus, and that you will see him again. My baby brother, John David, was stillborn. My Mom never got over the loss, but I don't believe she was as strong in her faith as you appear to be, nor did she have an extended support system or church family around her. God bless you. Even though you lost Samson a long time ago, I will keep you in my prayers. 💗

[@MrSmejg]

I'm sorry to hear that. I pray God's peace and joy over your mum. Such a loss, leave you changed forever...it's true when they say you are never the same, but at the same time trusting in God, has tremendous healing, one can only understand when they allow themselves to trust in Him, not knowing what lays ahead.

[@811kellieann]

Monica and family, I am so sorry for your loss, but thank you for being strong and sharing your story. I could not imagine the pain you and your family endured on that day. I pray that you all find comfort in knowing you have a tiny angle watching over you. This just reminded me to hug my son a little longer and tighter. And, as for the uneducated, immature people like Penny, I could only hope that you do not meet karma. Unfortunately, we live in a cruel, toxic world.

[@greenize1959]

😢 I'm so sorry for your loss. He was so beautiful! I'm so thankful you are believers. Yes, he is in the presence of God, you will see one another again in heaven, and you will recognize each other. Hallelujah! You're in my prayers♡

[@TeeJoesWife]

Crying for you and your family. I know he is loved and just know my prayers are with you! You have three lovely daughters and your baby Samson was beautiful. Much much love from Texas!

[@kenyaculmer1198]

A beautiful tribute to his memory!

[@pattilenahan9524]

I'm so sorry for the loss of your baby boy. From one moms heart, to another.....with much love, and prayers for strength and courage 💜

[@reddawn3893]

Such a beautiful angel ❤️ my heart and prayers go out to you and your family. Even after all these years he still watches you all waiting to meet you all again at your time♥️

[@carolinaanita8226]

Thanks for sharing your darling son. I am so sorry. Beautiful memories

[@siobhangraham8401]

This is beautiful and so unimaginable! We met briefly outside Target and you left a deep impression, I admire your strength and faith in God! My thoughts are with your regularly!!

[@jeanneconnolly8769]

So sad , wishing the parents the strength to go on . He is your guardian angel . Someday you will join him .

[@goldiemcgarrah2757]

I viewed your video today and shed a tear with you and for you. My daughter lost a baby at 18 weeks of pregnancy in May 2015, and she and her husband also did a video of Jaxon's story, to try to use his short little life to help awaken in the world the realization that even at that young stage of development, a baby has life and should be given the opportunity to be born and develop the potential the Lord has set out for him/her to develop. She feels the pain that you have expressed through your video. Our hearts ache for you, too. Your faith is beautiful and will help sustain you in your loss as it does my daughter. If you should desire to view her video, you can find it under Jaxon Matthew David Tanner. Your little girls are beautiful, and though so very sad, the way you presented your baby Samson's story is beautiful, and touched me very deeply today. My blessings always to you, your husband, your beautiful children. You will have Samson with you again, never to be parted for the rest of eternity.

[@MrSmejg]

Goldie, so sorry to hear of the loss of precious Jaxon. I did watch the video - beautiful and touching. Thank you for all your kind words and many blessing to you and your whole family. xx

[@BriansBookhouse]

Thank you for sharing this beautiful tribute. We weep with you, and look forward to the day your whole family will be reunited!

[@rottielvr1]

My heart is so sad for what you have all been thru. This video is such a wonderful tribute to Baby Samson. He is now an angel. God bless your family.

[@samuelgherghel5510]

i'm so sorry to hear, i know it is still so painful for you. You are amazing to be able to say the words you did - that i received my greatest joy with having my rainbow baby at the same time that your world fell apart. It is comforting to know other mothers in the same situation, it forms a special bond, although sad in itself :(, as i wish others didn't have to go through such pain also. God bless you too. You have a beautiful heart.

[@paulcollins2840]

Beautiful Angel, so sad, a year has just past for my Grandson Logan Anthony Collins, sadly born sleeping at full term on Monday 3rd September 2012, something no one should go through, its a devastating time, something you would never dream could happen, rest in peace Baby Samson,, Logan Anthony Collins also has youtube a tribute page and it bring tears every time i watch it,

[@elvissmellvis]

Too beautiful for earth.....safe in the arms of Jesus...watch over your momma, daddy & sisters lil man....rest in paradise sweet angel....

[@winter1299]

I am so happy for your to have a new baby boy, your have been truly blessed, So sorry for the loss of Samson, he is a beautiful baby and will always be remembered,

[@kirstenphillips5368]

In my heart I feel that Samson is giving it another try with this new pregnancy. :)

[@KimberlyByrdV]

This is a beautiful tribute to your son... Thank you so very much for sharing his life with us!

[@TheJeanie1977]

You have a beautiful family and it shows that the love you all have is strong. Samson was very loved and you can see it and feel it . I am so sorry for your loss.

[@mckeanclassof2013]

I'm so sorry to hear for your baby. Anytime you see a rainbow its the baby smiling saying im with god and he has my heart and i love you. God bless yall Oxoxox

[@tanyakillino]

A beautiful tribute to your son! I am so sorry for your loss! May the angels watch over this family! God be with you all

[@jadeperfett953]

Absolutely heartbreaking. I was in tears watching your wonderfully done video. What a beautiful little boy and so lucky to be loved so much.x x x

[@kamanthanorlin28]

Beautiful Beautiful Family! I am so sorry for the loss of your precious baby boy.

[@samuelgherghel5510]

Oh Jens, so sorry for your loss also :( Isaac is in the most beautiful and amazing place with my Samson. I know it doesn't take away the hurt, but remember that always...xx

[@spencersmommy1610]

He is so Beautiful. So sad to lose such a Beautiful Child. They say God takes the best for his Beautiful Garden. So sorry. My Heart goes out to you and your family. God Bless.

[@paulinewhitehouse8023]

Darling sweet SAMSON, precious baby.so sorry for your loss.

[@MrSmejg]

thank you - God Bless you too, one day you will personally meet him too... xx

[@Templeofcrescent]

Im pregnant again and scared out of my mind but I know my angel is watching over me :) thinking of you and your family

[@its12midnightbrdy]

beautiful. I hope you have another beautiful boy to raise with his sisters.

[@TheDaffyduck1963]

I am so immensely sorry for your loss. He was so perfect. 💙

[@sararobbins1910]

I cried.sorry for the loss of your beautiful baby boy.