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Words, Music & Ukulele - Amanda Palmer
....and featuring the amazing Brian Viglione (of The Dresden Dolls) on Percussion
VIDEO
This video was made for practically no money, on practically no notice. It was shot by my friend, Jim Batt, on January 31st '11 in Newcastle, NSW, the morning after a TINY little show for a few dozen people at the Great Northern Hotel.
Read the whole blog about it at bit.ly/blog2111
Director & Editor: Jim Batt
jimbatt.com | @battsignal
SONG
Recorded, Mixed, and Mastered by Mick Wordley at Mixmasters Studios in Adelaide, AU - mixmasters.com.au
Additional recording by Martin Bisi in Brooklyn, NY.
LYRICS:
In my mind
In a future five years from now
I'm one hundred and twenty pounds
And I never get hung over
Because I will be the picture of discipline
Never minding what state I'm in
And I will be someone I admire
And it's funny how I imagined
That I would be that person now
But it does not seem to have happened
Maybe I've just forgotten how to see
That I am not exactly the person that I thought I'd be
And in my mind
In the faraway here and now
I've become in control somehow
And I never lose my wallet
Because I will be the picture of of discipline
Never fucking up anything
And I'll be a good defensive driver
And it's funny how I imagined
That I would be that person now
But it does not seem to have happened
Maybe I've just forgotten how to see
That I'll never be the person that I thought I'd be
And in my mind
When I'm old I am beautiful
Planting tulips and vegetables
Which I will mindfully watch over
Not like me now
I'm so busy with everything
That I don't look at anything
But I'm sure I'll look when I am older
And it's funny how I imagined
That I could be that person now
But that's not what I want
But that's what I wanted
And I'd be giving up somehow
How strange to see
That I don't wanna be the person that I want to be
And in my mind
I imagine so many things
Things that aren't really happening
And when they put me in the ground
I'll start pounding the lid
Saying I haven't finished yet
I still have a tattoo to get
That says I'm living in the moment
And it's funny how I imagined
That I could win this, win this fight
But maybe it isn't all that funny
That I've been fighting all my life
But maybe I have to think it's funny
If I wanna live before I die
And maybe it's funniest of all
To think I'll die before I actually see
That I am exactly the person that I want to be
Fuck yes
I am exactly the person that I want to be