Indigo De Souza - Real Pain [Official Live Video]

[@watermalone2766]

The greatest song ever methinks

[@abrittlebone]

the quiver of her voice and the alternation of tones and rythms and strength of the singing....feels really vulnerable and intimate

[@violetmroberts]

Unhinged but in the best way ✨

[@Lotharia88]

It's fucking surreal hearing my depressed seventeen year old self screaming in the background of this. Their music means so much to me and I'm so happy my recording was included. I hope to see them on Way out West this summer. Thank you for this blessing of a song, incredible version aswell

[@guilhermeviegas6139]

my depressed 25 year old screaminggggggggggggggggggggggg

[@marimbadearco]

where's "my recording" in this bro?

[@meer8524]

@@marimbadearco im guessing during the screaming part, bro

[@figthegiant4065]

Were fans asked to send recordings of themselves screaming for this? Just curious

[@kurtisthompson9660]

This was hard to listen to at first but I clearly heard the value of her voice and lyrics. I listen to this osng repeatedly in my mind and likewise in life. I guess this song is going to draw to so many people. This is easily the best song ive heard in 2023 x

[@Payton10909]

i cannot ever get through this song without crying and this version hits especially hard

[@WillCap.]

I quite literally have been returning to this song over and over since the album came out. There are tons of songs from the album I love (Pretty Pictures, Darker than Death, Hold U, etc) - but nothing hits like this. And its fully the screams, that animalistic shifting of pain into rage, lashing out violence swirled into bawling sadness and heaving gasps. It's just absolutely perfect. Thanks Indigo!

[@melvxnyepez]

The screams make me so uncomfortable, but it’s so perfect because it gives it such a strong meaning to “real pain” and it’s just beautiful and well placed. Pain comes in different ways and it’s so relatable to anyone who’s experienced such a strong horrible feeling like this. I believe this song is only audible when you’ve experienced such pain. Many will understand while others may simply pass this over their heads and either skip the song or so, but those who do understand will listen through it with an open-mind, understanding, and relation.

[@mushr00m71]

I know for a fact I would start bawling listening to this in person. This version hearing her raw voice is so beautiful it hits completely different than the studio song.

[@veronikamccoy]

i’ve seen her live three times, and i ball my eyes out every damn time

[@donthefreeman]

I smiled so hard. She started singing at 10:10 and I knew then.

[@williamhays1753]

I want to be front row to this song

[@holymakerel]

saw them without having heard them before in asheville this februrary and i was BAWLING like a baby during this performance thank god my mask covered my snotty ass face. fucking life changing to just. HEAR this with no warning. something in my brain was changed for fucking ever

[@gubblebubble3976]

dudeeeeee SAMEEEEE heard them for the first time last march at sxsw in a church and holy shit, that was such a fucking experience. can’t wait to see them again soon

[@kittykjb]

this is the most insane thing ive heard in my life and I love it so much

[@Salaudo]

I could listen to 3:21 - 4:32 all day omg, let alone the entire song. It's all just too damn good.

[@summersweat]

Hearing this in concert was the absolute best moment of my life

[@kurtisthompson9660]

This song means so much for me. At first i did not appreciate it but now I know. Thank you x

[@aaronmenconi4370]

I just saw her today in Raleigh and couldn't help but cry during this song. It's got such wildness to it that reminds me of someone who's also from Asheville. She lived with me as another member of a tiny cult in bumfuck North Carolina. She was the freest spirit I've ever known, and projected that spirit rippling throughout everywhere she went. She was also deeply troubled which like myself was why we both ended up there. Tragically she took her own life after all that, but she still whistles through the trees sometimes like today as the storm blew into Raleigh while Indigo played this song. Even 7 years later when I think about her I also really wanna know it's not my fault. This song is so cathartic.

[@trinb7137]

this is actually a song of yours i rarely listen to because it hits so hard...the screaming in it actually scares me a bit. that's how you know that your music captures the music it is supposed to perfectly

[@MiamiConfusion]

I had never heard indigo in my life, heard this song at a festival and I had to hold back the tears. Absolutely insanely beautiful.

[@35mmonrose]

this performance and song are literal fucking masterpieces

[@CallMeLexis]

I wish my younger self had this song to listen to, I’m glad it exists now

[@girlwithcats5390]

I love this. It speaks to me, no, it screams to me ❤️🔥

[@christianlopez-ramirez2350]

Heard this live in Tallahassee. Stuck with me ever since ❤

[@Tunkalito]

I LOVEEEE THIS SO MUCHHH YOU DON'T UNDERSTAND HOW CRAZY FOR THIS I AM

[@michaelalmasian4710]

In her own, authentic way, I keep returning to the thought that she’s the next Fiona. And oh what a blessed gift that is. Seeing her in Brooklyn next week. 🤘🏻😎

[@kainefx5881]

This needs to be available to stream on apple 😩😩😩😩😩 i need to blast this!!!

[@everything6957]

just hugs & kisses to everyone listening

[@kjwynter2397]

Heard them for the first time when they opened for Lucy Dacus and they were hands down my favorite performance. This song has stuck with me since that night

[@kittykjb]

dexter is unreal omg

[@aishiteirai8153]

im literally crying rn

[@riparianstudios]

[@ruissanchez3232]

Such a crazy moment to hear people scream as loud as they could during their Boston performance. A release of energy

[@taohun]

music that hits the heart every fucking time! thank you always

[@jetbug6169]

this is unbefuckinglievable i want to cry

[@Bluemoony222]

This shit hits my soul. Every fucking time.

[@cookingsheri7899]

Your lyrics are poetry, so beautiful and raw. And the music complements the feeling so perfectly. Thank you for sharing your heart with us. This is beautiful 💜

[@yogurt1439]

i wanna be just like you one day.... but like.... myself at the same time. you are TRULY an inspirational artist!!!

[@xcxfan]

Goosebumps ❤

[@lightnessisloud]

its insane how much your music means to me. always thinkng that this level of importance would only apply to my younger self; that i would need this kind of artist as support and a showcasing of how much growth comes from healing, its amazing and refreshing to hear and absorb it as an adult and realize that kind of importance never dies out. keep doing what youre doing dude, the world needs it

[@lightnessisloud]

im going

[@doggrboys8082]

literally nobody is doing it like you and i cannot wait to see you live again, the first one was an indescribable experience

[@tommyboyer9835]

One of my favorite artist and albums. So great.

[@jeebus2525]

witnessing u perform this in seattle was the absolute best, you’re like an angel singing over chaos

[@GGOULDMUSIC]

I love this so much. The lyrics, the cinematography, the unique vocal tones ahhhhhhhhhhhh

[@justinlocke2548]

This is so unreal, I can’t stop listening

[@ihavenomouthandimustscream144]

God. This song makes me want to scream and cry at the top of my lungs for relationships and opportunities lost. I want to tear at my skin and break my bones. I want to feel the warm touch of a loved one. I want everything and nothing at the same time.

[@Name-io8vk]

I love the live performances I kinda wish they were on more platforms so I could listen to them more often ❤️

[@timert8887]

August 31, 2022- She played this at The Factory in Deep Ellum. It was the most emotionally charged moment of the night. People ask me sometimes why I go to see so many live shows. It's for moments like THAT; it's like lightning in a bottle. You have to be in the room at THAT moment to experience it.

[@greylz639]

Wow first time heard Alainis Morrisette sound to her like it

[@lauren-er2ki]

this. favorite video of anything ever

[@moonslullaby0]

i can’t get over how amazing their music is, thank you for sharing with us

[@riparianstudios]

We are all so lucky to have you.

[@mikaylamarcha929]

i don't know why ive never watched this. i love indigo so much. this version of the song has me BAWLING. god damn

[@chiribear1382]

till this day this remains one of my favorite songs to ever exist. the lyrics and emotion put into the song really hits the soul in all the right ways possible, thank you for performing this again

[@darabevan5735]

i wondered how this would sound live since i first heard the studio recording - amazing!! wish i could see this performed in concert it would be mind blowing

[@innormal99]

Amazing!!! Can't wait to see you live in Boston this month, if you play your ivy cover I will probably just die of happinnes!

[@CallMeLexis]

I hope this is uploaded to Spotify !!!

[@martypickles]

So good!! If you play this on April 24 I’ll be so happy!! Also what kind of vox mic is that ??

[@elot83]

This is dope af has that 90s feeling

[@giannamelendez6029]

Just saw her sing this live earlier today. I never cried during a show before and she was so sweet to sign my journal. Truly opened my heart up

[@schzu]

GOATED

[@Bxashhh]

When pain is real, you cannot run You can cover, but come undone And love might go, but is not gone I still know you, I still know you When love is real, you cannot sit You can hover, but never quit And carry on, as you were I still know you, I still know you I don't believe the things I've done I don't believe the weight I've been Going Going Going Going Going Going Going Going Going Going I wanna kick, wanna scream, I wanna know it's not my fault I wanna know it's not my fault, I didn't mean it I wanna kick, wanna scream, I wanna know it's not my fault I wanna know it's not my fault, I didn't mean it

[@emmasmith9821]

the fact that this only has a little under 900 likes is criminal

[@kyliestrehl9957]

the way I am going to go insane at forecastle

[@Air_Head007]

I just feel the love coming from you. Thank you for making this. Your music makes me feel something I’ve never been able to put a word to.

[@CanalHatz]

cool art

[@emmyelise]

this song gets me every fucking time i resonate with every single word and seeing this live instilled something in me. seeing this just reignited it. fuckin indigo de souza!!!!!!!!!!! hell yes!!!!!!

[@treysieler402]

THIS SONG LIVE IS SO GOOD!! WE MISS YOU HERE IN OMAHA❤️❤️

[@chillinvillain7800]

Me encanta esta canción

[@FlyingPotatoChickens]

incredible!! my favorite song out of one of my fav albums of last year, great performance ♥

[@GlenCarne]

Was looking forward to seeing IDS in Margate tonight: Alas it's been cancelled!

[@rakan23nurse]

Her voice!!

[@babashart8574]

love you sm

[@davidaroberts3175]

Steller performer. Love her!!

[@stigmautomata]

I love ur live shows and songs so so so much. I'm so glad for this!!!

[@gwsarbasumatary501]

Good music . Keep it up

[@billballoon]

música perfeita

[@max_gensler]

A ripper of a jam. So sick

[@lukew3385]

Oh my god i need this version on Spotify

[@tommytecson6843]

Missed you guys in Houston so I guess I gotta fly to Chicago for the pitchfork event🔥 btw the tangerine vinyl for this album is craaaazy

[@mollymiller5292]

LOVE YOU INDIGO

[@jean-francoislafaye4899]

Magnifique !

[@menacelain]

oh my GOD

[@laptopfuneral]

this is amazing

[@zantezalighieri]

FIRE ASFUCKCKCKCKCKKCKCKC

[@AisleFour]

so fucking talented

[@fernandoperdomomusic]

T-60 for the win

[@CarlosGarcia-gy4lr]

ilysm :(((

[@laurenhochman7944]

I’m in love with you

[@Julia-ht8jd]

it wasn’t my fault

[@TheCampbelltree]

This is TERRIBLE. LOL

[@kittykjb]

you must b so shallowminded if you can't appreciate how new and beautiful and creative this is. its insane

[@dzikriearethusa8873]

I love all of these raw emotions being beautifully let out through the song. Helped me a lot. 🤍