Influencer Eugenia Cooney's wildest two years

[@TheCutejellybean]

her mom gifting her underweear then telling her to go make a video about it is so gross. everyone in her family has failed her

[@nothing-jl2dz]

most definitely

[@Boredchinchilla]

She regularly gets sent children’s clothing by creepy pervs that she “models” in her videos. I think that’s how she makes the bulk of her money- men gift her with money and clothing and she wears it and gets even more money from her videos (she will just go to private videos and use TikTok to advertise it if she gets removed from KZbin).

[@mary-melissatyree4003]

The whole family is kooky: Dad: absent Brother: creepy and overweight Mom: delusional and enabler Eugenia: serious ed and mentally challenged

[@flowerchild89]

That's just disgusting. Someone needs to have the authorities go over there. I don't even believe that Deb is Eugenia's biological mother.

[@nothing-jl2dz]

@@flowerchild89 that's crazy if it's true

[@kritkratt6383]

Very odd how many times she’s mentioned incest jokingly… I sense a sick family dynamic with her feeling her ED is the only control she has

[@HeatherHunterJ]

it's scary

[@RC0514]

Especially when her dad said she looked 14 and like he was proud of that fact.. idk it was odd.

[@FleurdeAli]

she actually moved out of her home for a bit and we all watched her plump up again it was so beautiful to see life in her again and then before we all could cach our breath she was back home again :(

[@Angeldust3005]

YUP. 100%

[@Angeldust3005]

​@@RC0514def that was so disgusting. I feel so so sick for her

[@sodafraka]

I feel like her whole family should be investigated by police

[@ThatMichelleGirl1]

Unfortunately they are friendly with their local police. Like first-name-basis friendly. Calling the police will do nothing but I absolutely agree.

[@Jenopl]

​@@ThatMichelleGirl1as well as the fact the she is an adult

[@charliek2077]

​@Jenopl What state does she live in? Do they have involuntary holds for adults who are a danger to themselves? Just wondering, I appreciate you may not know

[@Rizzmtism]

⁠@@charliek2077majority of involuntary holds are only for 72 hours - just long enough to really piss a very fragile person off and they get sent right back into the world. Treatment centers can’t force anyone to stay against their will unless someone else is already legally in charge of making their decisions for them. It’s just like a hospital, you’re technically free to go at any time you’ll just forfeit insurance coverage if you leave against medical advice. You have to WANT help to get it. Eugenia doesn’t want to get better.

[@Airbzyt709]

@@charliek2077Connecticut

[@allieniner675]

When she describes traumatic events, her affect is insanely non congruent. “oh yeah, x happened and it was like soooo weird”. Girl, it’s not weird… That’s down right traumatic!

[@maenad1231]

This is how I maldaptively coped with events for a long time. Playing it off in my head as weird instead of mentally scarring - it worked in the short term

[@Brain_Kandi]

Me too 😢. Id make dark jokes about my childhood and people would go quiet.. thats when i realized that those situations were not normal. ​@maenad1231

[@breannathompson9094]

thats a normal response to repressed emotions or trauma in general, its called emotional dissociation and it happens with ptsd. survivors will have a flat or spaced out type of effect or try to gloss over it and tell themselves it wasnt "that bad."

[@dickottel]

typical person would say I'm so mad about this, it made me angry, she just says how weird.

[@Ms_Nightshade]

I used to tell myself “my mom’s just weird”. What I couldn’t admit to myself until after she died and I found irrefutable physical proof, is that those “weird” experiences were childhood SA. Now I have plenty of answers as to how I initially got screwed up in life, and I can understand why my mind “protected” me.

[@twinsplay0795]

The her saying she "doesnt like winter" really makes sense bc when i was anorexic, i was super cold constantly. Basically my body shutting down, which is scary to think about

[@CamilleDePalo-xi2qj]

It is! I used to be freezing as well.......

[@CamilleDePalo-xi2qj]

Yes.i do w midol.......

[@BunnySpaceMachine]

​@@CamilleDePalo-xi2qjwtf does Midol have to do with anything? Do you know what video you're commenting on?

[@CamilleDePalo-xi2qj]

@BunnySpaceMachine the middle seen in this video tall soldier put out yes.she spent get past but prob uses for caffeine stimulant.u may need to listen agaim@ bunny space machine.

[@leeann4743]

@@BunnySpaceMachine Did you watch this vid? Somehow I doubt it since you have no idea about the Midol.

[@nussknacker9827]

Eugenia is a victim of severe abuse at home. She can't leave because she's been brainwashed to think That her mom will "unalive" If Eugenia leaves, putting all the pressure and blame on Eugenia. She's trapped, there is so much evidence and signs of abuse by her family. It's so sad

Her dad is really weird. I think there is something going on with sex abuse between her and him. Her mother is covering up for him.

[@nussknacker9827]

Yeah probably SA by her dad and brother. The brother likes to draw EC nude. It's so creepy

[@weewooweewoo906]

sexual trauma can definitely trigger an ED. some women become skeletal on purpose to repel creeps. no fat to grope. unfortunately they now deal with a wave of new creeps who fetishize them. (unfortunately we can just never escape creeps trying to prey on us.) she seems to do whatever someone tells her to if they're nice about it. maybe because there is a screen separating them, she feels safer and more empowered? pure speculation.

[@dim307]

that could be it in part; i think it’s many things. i think in edition to sexual trauma EDs are so comforting to those who suffer them bc it’s one thing you have control over- with results

[@flowerchild89]

Yes!!! 💯💯💯 I would know unfortunately 😢

[@harrietxo2310]

@@flowerchild89me too

[@shoujoblush3234]

totally. you don’t want to be seen as a sexual object, or be perceived as desirable

[@HeyyyitsLissy]

@@weewooweewoo906 I suspect that’s the issue here too

[@twinsplay0795]

Her parents enable her. No question.

[@Lita-bj5ir]

Are you a parent for your self? Do you know about parental love, etc? How old you are my dear child? You no idea about what you talk.

[@elizabthharris6741]

More than enable. mom forced her. Once she saw the money coming in

[@nussknacker9827]

Her family is abusive

[@CaroBbH]

Her voice changed. She sounded coherent and lucid before, but somewhere along the way, it changed to Mickey Mouse on Luudes.

[@Exorcist364xs]

Lololololol when I get mad I sound like Minnie Mouse on speed

[@timetravelkitty425]

Whoa what a mental image. And accurate😂

[@reign6of6e6terror]

Wenn kein Östrogen mehr produziert wird ist das so

[@Nothankszs]

There can also be a lot of throat/vocal cord damage from purging. Even if her primary issue is Ana, there’s probably some Mia.

[@jack.e_bee]

​@@Nothankszslong term starvation alone can result in damaged vocal chords in a way that makes the pitch higher, but regardless of how it happened, it's definitely not a good sign

[@HeyyyitsLissy]

I’ve worried about this girl & her brother for years. Neither left home and seem to have arrested development. Eugenia is just wasting away while her mom doesn’t allow friends or help. Something is deeply wrong in that home.

[@eileenmcchrystal8471]

It looks like her brother has an eating disorder too?

[@flowerchild89]

Yes 👍 🎯🎯🎯 @ original comment

[@lilcat6091]

reminds me of the 8 passengers bs.

[@harrietxo2310]

@@eileenmcchrystal8471yeah.. and the weird drawings of her sister nude too just showcases the weirdness

[@misterwinkybluff]

Yeah, a video came out recently that read a post from someone who stayed with her while she was in treatment. They said she never made her bed because she “didn’t know how.” That alone LMK that the story is probably true.

[@DragonsOfSnow]

Wow, it's crazy to see actual meat on her legs!! While she was still very underweight back in 2014, she actually looks healthy compared to the literal walking skin & bones she is now...

[@dmer-zy3rb]

@@DragonsOfSnow in her closet haul video from 2019 you can even see her legs squish while sitting down.

[@klucky5990]

It’s so bizarre to see someone that emaciated as “healthy” looking, but I had the same thought. Really highlights just how thin she has gotten

[@riaperez2667]

yeah that's what really got me too, it'd been a long time since i caught up with her, since around this era, and i remember it being so jarring back then. i pray she gets help

[@dim307]

@@klucky5990 yeah like she didn’t look HEALTHY exactly but she didn’t look MORBIDLY underweight…

[@A-Milkdromeda-Laniakea-Hominid]

It's her face that scares me. She looks like a different person now. Her mouth doesn't fully close when she speaks giving the appearance of a skeleton talking.

[@Liz-cmc313]

It's horrifying her parents don't care. Obvious abuse.

[@lordparoose48]

Her mother literally thinks she’s fine. She went on a live stream with her daughter saying “she’s fine she eats!!”

[@veronicalynn9756]

​@@lordparoose48of course her mother will say that. Nothing her mom can say to get her to see she needs help.

[@SpicyPlur]

Her mother is litterally emotionally r**arded 😮 its shocking.

[@straycat3476]

She is 30 years old. A grown adult who can make her own decisions. How is her mom supposed to help her if she doesn't want help?

[@SpicyPlur]

@@straycat3476 her mom made her this way. Schools ask for help- she pulled her out. Rather have a Gypsy Blanchard relationship where she got attention for the "sick, bullied child"

[@sweetiewheatie]

The wake up call in my house was when my daughter told me she thought Eugenia was beautiful, it’s been a year since and she’s in therapy.

[@pandapatka]

Yes! Thank you for doing that for her. E.D almost unal1ved my closest person when he was only 15 years old. Luckily he ended up in hospital just on time when he had hours left ❤️‍🩹

[@pavlovasupernova1013]

Um... yeah... I'd do the same thing

[@LJkittycat]

She is beautiful

[@plops993]

Yikes. Nothing about her is beautiful. It’s gross and sad. When the narrator said “she was trying to be provocative” my first thought is she is incapable of that at that weight

[@mypenisissmallbut8276]

@@LJkittycateugenia?

[@Aashka_The_Mystic]

It's unsettling how deep her real voice is compared to the fake high pitched voice she does online these days

[@TabuKat]

yeah the change from these early videos to her current state is so drastic, the photographic evidence is disturbing enough, but voice struck me especially too because it's something you don't often think about. It can't be just affectation right? It's got to be another physical aspect of what she's doing to herself.

[@Violet-qf8dr]

There are some parallels with Michael Jackson. They both have a childish persona with a high pitched voice.

[@imjustagurl02]

i think also if you drop to a weight like eugenia’s; can tighten the vocal cords making it higher, something alone those lines anyway. i’d say she definitely puts it on a little bit though

[@Nothankszs]

@@imjustagurl02also, vocal cord damage from purging. Even if the primary issue is Ana, Mia probably comes to visit when needed.

[@jack.e_bee]

severe starvation does actually damage a person's voice and gives it a far higher pitch. every few years, i check to see if she's still alive, and when i checked this year and heard her voice, i became even more worried than i already had been. i hope she's able to find someone who can get her help because her family definitely won't

[@yvonne495]

I can't believe she is still walking around.

[@LillyMarz777]

I can't believe she's still breathing.

[@dmer-zy3rb]

she propably aint walking that much anymore!

[@MeSing2U]

She doesn't have much time. She has no muscle left which means her heart has been affected too. At this point all the damage she has done to her body is irreversible. This is terrible that her family has let this happen and not gotten her some psychiatric help. 😢

[@natpat4094]

honestly its a miracle shes still alive. but i dont think anybody will be surprised when she does pass away. she was forced to get help and immediately relapsed, and now we are just watching as she perishes. her mother is sick for being able to watch this. and she is now seemingly in isolation, her friends have distanced themselves from this disaster and now she only hangs with her mother who only enables her. the truth is, its hard to recover from ana unless the person actually wants to get help. and looking at her... she doesnt have what it takes, unfortunately. she will find peace soon.

[@visceratrocar]

Anorexia can take decades to kill a person. There are cases known of people with it for 25 and 30 years.

[@Creativekylie]

Her mother giving her underwear and telling her to open them on camera really needs to be highlighted… that’s so inappropriate and disgusting of her mother.

[@wettaloca2923]

She ain't her mother. She is her step mom An evil lady that is just getting paid off her illness and social media

[@kisssommerslips]

Very true, I would like to think she was just telling her daughter that as a joke, of course we didn’t see Deb say it. We have Eugenia’s word that her Mom said something to that effect. (But was it in all seriousness??) There is a demonic hold on Eugenia and I pray in the name of Jesus Christ that she will be saved.❤

[@Kowkiiproductions]

When did she do that

[@JossBailey-v5c]

@@Kowkiiproductions16:52

[@Kowkiiproductions]

@@JossBailey-v5ctyy

[@kellie5476]

After everything that's going on with Nikocado Avocado right now, it would be brilliant if Eugenia could get healthy too (and stay healthy) I really don't want this girl to lose her life to this horrible illness.

[@dmer-zy3rb]

Nikocado gained weight and acted like an idiot for views when he was an adult and even said 5 years ago or so that hed stop at age 30. while Eugenia is genuinely mentally ill and already malnourished as a child. also niko most likely did not get brain damage unlike her. they arent really comparable.

[@AliciaGuitar]

Oh man, that would be amazing! Im so happy for Nick!

[@ponychaos2312]

Omg this is the firsts comment actually genuinely caring about her I saw in a long, long time. Good, you are not here to increase your ego and your Doble standards like the rest of the comments. Keep like that child

[@Lemonade0945]

I feel like if she did she would get annoying trolls saying she’s over wight and stuff like that. 😢

[@dmer-zy3rb]

@@Lemonade0945well you can't be shitty for a decade plus on the internet without getting trolls and haters. If she can't handle that she needs to leave.

[@ThatMichelleGirl1]

Theres a recent photo that shows a very large bald spot where she normally parts her hair for the half-up pigtails and I'm genuinely not sure how she can deny it much longer. Thank you so much for posting this and I cant wait for the next one!

[@Lita-bj5ir]

Are you delusional? Where you see any bald spots ? Why you following Eugenia , you don't like her? Why?

[@_snowtron]

Where can I find it?

[@weewooweewoo906]

she will literally deny it until she's dead

[@Snippy_5739]

​@@weewooweewoo906 Yeah, she stepped on the no return path a while ago... The mentality is so hard rock I don't think even a therapist would help

[@jazlynlopez6409]

Where can I find it?

[@JayceX6]

It’s crazy to see how much healthier she looked back in 2014-2015. I genuinely think she will not make it another 5 years at the rate she’s at now. It’s horrible that the people who are around her and love her don’t care enough to tell her she needs help. I know recovery for her would be an incredibly long and difficult road to go down but life is worth fighting for.

[@MrBlue-Eyes]

I've suffered with an ED and still struggle to this day with the mental side of it. Although I'm at a healthy weight, it's still a constant in my mind. I'm at least self aware enough to know what's going on, and try to stop those thoughts from taking hold. Many of the things in this video ring true to me. I don't think Eugenia is a freak who purposely exposes herself to kids like I've heard some people say, rather this disorder warps you mentally before it does physically. I'm almost certain in my belief that she does these things without the care of who sees it and who is affected simply because you operate in the mindset of feeling like you look great. Your mind is so consumed with yourself that other people's thoughts and feelings rarely register.

[@LauraKiwi]

The red neck thing might be a nervous tick. I do that to myself (uncontrollable scratching) and don't even notice untill someone points it out.

[@Hannah-Lynne-]

She looked so much better with a fuller face

[@WillSing4TP]

Well, we certainly know she's not using Midol for her menstrual cramps because her BMI has been too low for her to ever menstruate.

[@loissprunk6373]

She's using for other purposes, caffeine maybe or for fluid retention. Certainly not for cramps!

[@WillSing4TP]

@@loissprunk6373 definitely.

[@leevan2332]

This sickens me so much…My mother has suffered from Anorexia her whole life it was horrible as a child growing up under this sickness… she should be BANNED from all social media

[@Lita-bj5ir]

feeling sick, - well attend then Dr.......

[@delyseonduty]

@@Lita-bj5irAttend an English class.

[@filmsta5sixtoosie]

Same here my mom's bulimic anorexic amd it has effected me my whole life and mom refuses to acknowledge that it has played a part in why I've had such a hard to time failing to launch basically because I've always felt this need to be around My mom because I'm scared any day she could pass away and she use to tell us she just wanted to die and stuff... yea it really is a horrible disease

[@leevan2332]

@@filmsta5sixtoosie Yes my mum was bulimic anorexic too it would swing one to the other…Going out to restaurants in the bulimic phase was embarrassing. Having stores of lollies in her wardrobe and no food in our cupboards we always had food though shopping from day to day…Going to the bathroom after dinner stunk for YEARS…She was in denial if we ever tried to bring it up with her she got verbally aggressive…what was worse is she was a phycologist and couldn’t see it…I will say she was brought up by a mother that didn’t want children and preferred her animals to my mother it was very sad….I do love my mother despite her struggles…It’s not an easy road to walk…That’s why glorifying in on platforms upsets me so much…It’s also sad that Eugenia has her struggles but may not live long enough to deal with them 😔

[@leevan2332]

@@Lita-bj5ir go away troll!

[@BeLlA54321-x]

EC’s mom reminds me of Jennette McCurdy’s mom in the book “I’m Glad My Mom Died.”

[@BruceLee-fd7uw]

Well, none of us know who that is, nor have we read the book, so that was a useless comment

[@jdnart]

​@@BruceLee-fd7uw how do you not know the actress who played sam in both iCarly and Sam and cat???

[@BruceLee-fd7uw]

@jdnart I'm in Ireland so not American, you know other countries exist right???

[@DangerHob]

​@BruceLee-fd7uw Just because YOU don't know the book/person, doesn't mean NO ONE does. That cheek was not necessary. Be kind.

[@jdnart]

@@BruceLee-fd7uw of course, but you said nobody knows, when that's not true at all

[@moshunit96]

I was muted for 24 hours for bullying by youtube after commenting on one of her videos about her glorifying anorexia and being a bad influence on young women.

[@dmer-zy3rb]

Yeah me too didn't even know something like that exists.

[@Aashka_The_Mystic]

It's happened to me too lately. Not even sure sometimes what I said 🤷‍♀️ KZbin is getting a bit ridiculous with that stuff

[@charliek2077]

Young kids. It's not just women who suffer from eating disorders.

[@AliciaGuitar]

Did they tell you why? My comments stop showing up and i never know why

[@ShannaNL]

Time we find a replacement for this woke nonsens called youtube. The world isn't governed by advertisers and shareholders. Though they like you to think they are. In the end WE vote what stays and goes. Like byebye Sweet Baby Inc with their delusional game-mongering, Budweiser Light with it's crossdresser, Disney with it's raceswapping, etc etc etc. WE decide.

[@metalissa]

As someone who has recovered from Anorexia Nervosa, this is so hard to watch and heartbreaking. I know my mindset at the time was I didn't want anyone to know how little I was eating so that I could continue to do so, and I only got help after fainting and hitting my head and I needed to get checked for a concussion. I was lucky enough to have people who made me go to the doctors that day and were incredibly worried, that gave me motivation to recover. It did feel like an addiction to the numbers - calories, weight, measurements and getting as low as possible. It would feel uplifting when clothing felt a little big or loose for that reason, I would often look and touch my collarbone and hip bones to get the same feeling. I can definitely see her doing that by constantly looking at herself and how her clothing fits. You get stuck in a mindset that you still have fat and that is the worst thing in the world in your mind, death doesn't matter, being sick doesn't matter. You don't think of anything else, just whatever will help get more weight off - I feel she is in that bubble too as she keeps denying and ignoring the health issue comments. She is in huge denial about death, for me when my dietician said I looked like a cancer patient when I first came in it was a huge wake up call. I wish so badly that I could help her, but ultimately it is up to the person. I don't like that she is promoting this to a young audience, but she also doesn't seem to understand she is doing this. I am also autistic and autism has a large correlation with eating disorders, sometimes we can be naive and I can recognise this myself, that could be a possibility and why she may have high anxiety with typical situations. I was also scared of using the oven for a long time but that's because I was inexperienced and you are more sensitive to injuries at that weight. I'm not sure though, she could be pretending not to be aware of these things, but she also doesn't seem to have had good role models in her life to help her know what she is doing is not right and potentially has mental illness passed down from her mum. The whole situation is really sad and this is the first time I've been able to watch a full video about her. I really wish she would at least try to advocate against Anorexia Nervosa to her audience or acknowledge it, but I understand it's so hard to get your mind out of that place when she's been there so long. Ah just so painful.

[@riaperez2667]

so glad to hear you're in recovery

[@Suz4155]

Very well, thought provoking comment!💚🩷💙

[@cassiefriedman1446]

Everybody keeps saying Eugenia, as an adult and can make our own decisions, and it's really making me mad, because I really feel like she's a vulnerable adult. i've been around enough horrible adults to see them she needs APS to step in ( Adults protective services)

[@tallsoldier]

She would jump off a bridge if either of her parents told her to. You know that movie 'to the bone'. Imagine how different that story would have played out if the Mother character was like "you look fine!" I know its a work of fiction but my point is you pretty much nailed it.

[@Victoria-dh9vb]

She has a mental illness that is out of control. She needs to be under the care of medical professionals indefinitely, she should be in care until it can be proven that she is physically and mentally well enough to be self sufficient.

[@cassiefriedman1446]

@@tallsoldier thank you

[@KlausToth]

this thirty year old woman, behaving like a child, living on borrowed time in a plastic world, is definitely responsible for the upcoming ordeal of countless young girls, who think that anorexia nervosa is a cool thing.

[@JRay.R]

Yes, but also…it’s the internet. I know she’s kind of a big deal, and has a huge following, but even if all her past content disappeared from the internet and from all of our memories entirely, and she never went online again…the reality is that the young girls (or whoever else) who seek out that type of content would just go find others like her…and they wouldn’t have any problem finding what they were looking for. I don’t think it’s fair to blame her for the incoming decline in mental health, but she’s not entirely blameless either.

[@KlausToth]

@@JRay.R of course you are right. little miss e. is only a symptom... money, the golden calf around which everything revolves, superficiality and artificiality, a thirty year old old child that talks about disneyland when she talks about traveling. it's tragic. the emptiness is tragic. who the hell cares about cosmetics and ten centimetre rubber high heels when the world with all its beauty is waiting to be dicovered by you? when you can talk with real people instead "chat" with unreal, surreal "social media friends" that erase you from their ridiculous "friends" list just like that?

[@KlausToth]

​​@@JRay.R of course you're right. little miss e is a prisoner in her own superficial, unreal, surreal plastic world. it's tragic. how can you grow to a real human being when everything and everybody around you is unreal? miss e is a victim.

[@SocialLocust]

Seeing EDs online isn't helpful, but it's not what causes it. She's not some evil villain. She's someone who has been going through messed up things for a really long time and other people who are going through things might develop an ED. This sort of coping mechanism was around long before the internet. The people responsible for this sort of thing largely go unblamed and unscathed.

[@KlausToth]

@@SocialLocust of course you're right. it's a vicious circle. above all, miss e is a victim of her own circumstances. for reasons we don't know, she fell into her illness. now the internet, the "social media" ( which are in reality the media of loneliness) are added. the desire to influence others, the will to power. and the greed for money. here we have a pretty girl who is revered by thousands and tousands of teenagers, who is idolized. some or many of these idolizers are unhappy with their own imperfect bodies. some of them may even be prone to eating disorders. and the circulus vitiosus kicks in.

[@tjt072]

It's disturbing that her parents act like there isn't anything wrong. It's obvious that there is. Her parents have abused her by not being concerned about her health and never really taught her how to take care of herself. I feel so bad for her because she has been done wrong in so many ways and it will cost her her life.

[@nussknacker9827]

Eugenia seems to be a huge people pleaser, the only boundary being her ED - it's the only thing she has ““control" over Victims of abuse often use people pleasing to survive, thinking "if I do everything they want maybe they will like me and not hurt me*

[@toriplayssg]

Midol is used for period cramps. I for one have such horrible period cramps that I literally would not be able to leave my house for the first few days without midol. Not sure if she would even be getting her period at her weight though

[@_nails__4__life_477]

It’s a pain killer so she could use it for other pains. Men take midol it’s just another form of Tylenol

[@toriplayssg]

@@_nails__4__life_477 makes sense!!

[@iamteresah95]

I sometimes use Midol for headaches if I don't have anything else, works just as well for pain besides menstrual pain :)

[@CamilleDePalo-xi2qj]

Her PARENTS are horrific.........anorexia/ my disorder- bulimia- stopped at 47 yrs old give us odd traits!

[@mymy820]

My OCD makes me fearful of random things "adults" aren't scared of. Plus it's pretty normal for a mom/grandma to buy undies and socks. What's weird is she told her to film it. Ew

[@beachlife4346]

You can't buy them yourself online?

[@rookie3285]

Def normal for a parent to buy undies and socks. Those tiny lace thongs though, no way. 🤢

[@Boredchinchilla]

She gets clothes from random people online that she “models” for views; I think the senders of those clothes also send her cash to try them on, and they are usually kids clothes (or look very childlike). I would bet that she makes the bulk of her money that way, so even if she loses her channel here she can keep doing private videos and advertising on other platforms.

[@beachlife4346]

@@Boredchinchilla even creeper

[@mrkennedy4394]

My mum hasn't brought my undies since I was about 16? A 30 yr old should not have their mums being their underwear!

[@Dude1923Dumby]

I cannot fathom ignoring this stuff basically as a parent. I got my stepkid into therapy at a young age and they still go to this day because some people need to. Eugenia needs professional help and should've been banned or limited from the internet early on by her parents until she got said help.

[@visceratrocar]

She had it and rejected it. This is her choice, and she is an adult. There is no reason to feel bad for her.

[@sharre4139]

Her family is responsible for her decline. I especially blame her mother. This girl is a full adult and is treated like a toddler She is dying before their very eyes and no one is doing a thing. I hope that charges are filed.

[@lizziedrucker9586]

I don’t watch Eugenia… only the content about her(as a case study she is fascinating as well as tragic) and hands down you make the most thoughtful, high quality and most informative content about her. Thank you for your work, the effort shows.

[@tallsoldier]

Thank you! Making these videos is kind of like writing a song. I have to listen to it 1000 times in the process and I lose all perspective on whether or not it turned out a good video. So positive feedback makes me feel proud and a little bit relieved. I just hope all the Eugenia fans will stick around when I make videos about other topics. My next video will be true crime related. Then probably the next Eugenia episode after that.

[@lizziedrucker9586]

@@tallsoldier I really enjoy your content, cannot wait!

[@johannamurk6897]

Good, thanks for covering this. Your tone is very calming and vibe is attentive, all for it.

[@tallsoldier]

Thank you. I can't begin to express how happy it makes me that people like my videos. It's hard to celibrate this touchy subject but I hope that telling Eugenias story is ultimately a good thing. Helping people understand this disease and how it affects people.

[@Victoria-dh9vb]

I don't know how she's survived this long. I thought she looked like she was going to die from her ED 15 years ago, and I'm constantly horrified to find out that she can look worse and still be alive. She needs to be in a health care facility where she can get some help. It's heartbreaking to watch someone slowly kill themselves like that

[@rubyssen4276]

It's her mom. Always has been her mom. Abusive woman who is clearly taking advantage of her daughter. She needs to be investigated thoroughly. lol I have strong feelings about this and really want this shit to end!!

[@hey_thatsmyname]

The amount of caffeine in Midol is negligible. Its a money grab on their part, youre better off taking advil for your cramps with a can of coke and saving a few dollars. She'd having to be taking a bottleful every couple days to be "abusing" it. Unless shes very sensitive to it, but her entire life is on camera and ive never noticed those side effects. And getting caffeine pills or liquid straight caffeine would be more effective.

[@misstekhead]

I’ve had the opposite issue with Midol where I was shaking and getting nauseas. A friend of mine had similar symptoms. This was around 2000 when I was a teenager and I definitely had no problem with caffeine as I would drink Red Bull without any problems. I obviously never combined the two, and ultimately chose to stick with ibuprofen. Maybe the formulation of Midol has changed since then.

[@Aashka_The_Mystic]

Yeah I agree, never heard of the side effects he mentions with those. Midol was never helpful for me either, I take Advil.

[@Shutup104]

@@misstekheadsame, it makes me feel like I slammed a full can of monster

[@sarahjaye4117]

@@Shutup104Me too, cannot do it.

[@sarahjaye4117]

Maybe it is there on purpose to try to make ppl think shark week occurs

[@mrsyoungxxo]

How TF is she still walking around breathing like that? It's mind boggling.

[@SueP-D]

Amphetamines 🤷🏼‍♀️

[@camisnyder3460]

No, really. HOW????!!!!! It’s so odd.

[@nadjaannabel1]

I get vague Gypsy Rose vibes. It's probably the voice.

[@SarahAnn33]

I’ve been waiting for your next video. Thank you for doing these.

[@tallsoldier]

Thank you! I think that helping people understand Eugenias journey might help people understand their own Child or Sibling.

[@montsergirl]

10:52 this definitely can be caused by ADHD meds too. I got too skinny when I was on them and didn’t sleep well. I also think all these platforms make so much money off her they would never ban her and it’s basically enabling her. Seriously heart breaking.

[@jLkm897]

Yes most adhd meds are amphetamines or similar to cocaine like methylphenidate. I have to take my lisdexamphetamine early in morning so i can go sleep at night when medication wears off.

[@SueP-D]

Yeah I agree. I honestly think she may be on them. People on here thinking Midol, but Midol is like ibuprofen & caffeine. Seriously you don’t lose weight on Midol. It is a sheer miracle that she can even stand and make content with her serious malnourished state. It’s gotta be the amphetamines keeping her going.

[@Ezzie-ib8jz]

does anybody else remember that tiktok livestream where her friend, that guy with the white eye makeup, was making her pretend to be dead?? it was so weird 😭 i feel like other creators like him and jeffree take advantage of her docility so much

[@lilwaffleiron7845]

In terms of the possibility of her using drugs, I doubt she would be regularly abusing painkillers like midol because taking those on an empty stomach will give you bleeding ulcers and she doesn't strike me as someone who puts food in their belly before taking her meds. What I will say though is that her behavior definitely *reminds* me of what my ADHD meds do to me if I'm not being careful to eat enough while I'm on them

[@lovelifelaugh2727]

Maybe even an ssri like prozac the way she finds all this funny

[@plops993]

Highly highly doubt she is still getting a period, that shuts down when the body is starving. So no need to worry about period cramping. Also wouldn’t have natural hair or boobs anymore

[@LilyPedals]

As someone who has been in the ED world a long time, it is *possible* that her parents took that bathroom door handle off because she was or is bulim1c (dk how KZbin feels about that word).

[@SocialLocust]

Her mom is mean to her and denies her illness. They aren't doing anything to help her. The door was taken off because she's being controlled.

[@LilyPedals]

@@SocialLocust If she does, even a little bit.. I don't think she would admit it on camera. She'd be culpable and of course, admit to the world that her daughter is sick which would mess things up for them. That said, it could have even been her father. Heck, Eugenia could have even passed out in her bathroom at one time. But the simple privacy thing doesn't entirely make sense to me. Eugenia seems very compliable to Deb. I don't think she'd need to take off the handle for Eugenia to answer her or let her inside for what I'm assuming, would be the very rare occurrence of her needing to talk to her while she's going to the bathroom or showering. Could be wrong, but throwing out pretty logical possibilities considering her condition.

[@SocialLocust]

@@LilyPedals Abuse has nothing to do with need.

[@LilyPedals]

@@SocialLocust Does she have a door handle to her bedroom or her filming room?

[@SocialLocust]

@@LilyPedals She appears to, but she says everyone just barges into her room randomly without knocking.

[@professor-hamstring]

The 23 minute video was posted 23 minutes ago, so idk how someone said “another great video” only a couple of minutes after it was uploaded 😆 On a serious note, TY tall soldier. I appreciate the effort you put into gathering the older Eugenia content that you don’t really see in the dozens of other channels who cover her case.

[@twinsplay0795]

Because I know it's gonna be great :D And I was right lol

[@tallsoldier]

Man it makes me so happy when people like my videos. During the editing process I lose all perspective on if it's good or not.

[@professor-hamstring]

@@tallsoldier I understand the feeling. But rest assured, keep doing what you’re doing - because it’s working (⊃｡•́‿•̀｡)⊃━ ♡.*･｡ﾟ

[@Lola-AreaCode212]

I don't care what *anyone* says- I see a sweet, vulnerable but naïve young woman in Eugenia. I wish her all the BEST from the bottom of my heart. I hope she gets on the right track. I know how hard it is.

[@Ytdeletesallmycomments]

😂😂😂 No she is not. She flashes a lot and do fetish stuff for paying perfs.

[@dim307]

i do too. i don’t think she’s evil. she’s just very sick. just because she refuses to acknowledge that doesn’t make her bad.

[@iamteresah95]

Same here, I don't think she is some evil person with bad intentions or any of the bad stuff others claim about her, I honestly think this is all bc of the severity of her mental illnesses that is affecting her judgement and her way of thinking. I don't think she is currently capable of even realizing what she is doing, but I don't think she is truly a mean person.. she has always tried her best to be nice and kind to other's, even when people were being so harsh to her. She honestly doesn't deserve any of the hate she gets, she needs more positivity as who knows what her life is actually like off camera.. and I personally believe it isn't that great. I truly feel sorry for her and wish there was something I or any of us can do to help her..

[@harrietxo2310]

20:03 she had base makeup on 100%. Like foundation, concealer, powder. On her TikTok lives you can get glimpses of 100% no makeup when she’s doing a “get ready with me” when the filter glitches

[@bugsinmotelbeds]

u make the only videos on eugenia that are actually educational, and aren’t just exploiting her. can’t wait for the next one

[@alexastorm97]

Problem is... she's 30 now and if she wanted she can leave her family, but she's not leaving. She had friends who tried to drag her out this situation, but she came right back to it. She's choosing this, she's choosing her illness and her family is supporting this, because she brings money. There is nothing can be done, but to witness her inevitable early end. Social media also can't do anything about it, because if you tackle this eating disorder you also need to tackle obesity too.

[@lizh6420]

15:12 there's what appears to be a small clump of long strands of hair under the dogs left paw. It's sad that the people that did care enough to try to help were pushed away & now there is no-one close to her that really truly cares about her.

[@julessmith7480]

I have a brother with a serious mental illness who does not recognize he is ill. You cannot force someone to get help who does not want it. This puts family in a very difficult position. My brother emotionally punishes us if we acknowledge his illness to him or in front of him. We have been accused of enabling him because we go along so we do not get cut out of his life. I can't imagine the helplessness this mother may be feeling watching her daughter fade away in front of her. I don't know these people so I would never fault the family in what they are doing. Mental illnesses are horrible for everyone involved. I love my brother and it hurts to watch him suffer because he refuses help. It hurts worse when outsiders judge me and tell me I am not doing the right thing. But they have never walked in my shoes.

[@tallsoldier]

That is a good point! It's hard to reconcile the desire to help people with the reality that you can't. I just can't shake the thought that people in her life could do more.

[@julessmith7480]

She has ED for a reason and I am sure it involves her family and it is extremely complicated. I have found working with family members, especially parents, that they can be in denial about the illness. They want their child to be well so bad that they ignore what is right in front of them. It is heartbreaking. This situation is different in that it is being played out in front of the whole world yet we don't know the reality of it.

[@power-of-overdrive]

Parents raised her in a very dangerous way. They 100% abused her, and it is weird that people seem to be okay with cases where children survived abuse in childhood and grow up into adults that are still being abused by their families. It is not normal that her family does not leave her alone; that they encourage her to objectify herself; and that they keep her sheltered in a very odd way. As somebody who has been abused by her mom, I can say without doubt that Eugenia's family are vile people. This is textbook abuse. What happened to your brother has nothing to do with this case, and it feels like you are trying to exonerate every case of families being abusive because "well what if the 'victim' of abuse isn't really a victim but is the real abuser????" That is terrible. Many victims of abuse already question themselves because they know they are not perfect. No victim is perfect, and often victims lash out, or they give in without a fight. It is especially hard if they had been raised since birth by their abuser, like I was, or like Eugenia was. Still, Eugenia is both a victim and a bad influence. She has okayed hurting herself and promoting terrible things on the Internet because it is easier to do that than to disappoint mommy and daddy. Me, the only way I could leave is by going no-contact and covering all bases. I knew that if I left, my mom would try to stalk me down and hurt me. So even tho I knew that leaving would be very difficult in many ways, I still left and did not look back. Eugenia is able to do the same but doesn't, because family means money and automatically done chores. Her family is not poor. If she left, she'd suddenly have to adult and that is probably very scary to her. That is why abusive parents sometimes shelter their victims so much that they are incapable of "adulting".

[@SpicyPlur]

​@@julessmith7480the people who came up Eugenia have more of an idea. We are at the same age and while my mom was telling me to put on more clothes, her mom was strutting her around the mall in underwear. She also talked about when she was in school and they were asking the mom for help (especially with Eugenia's weird bratz doll obsession) and her mom would just pull her out and incourage the behavior

[@Aashka_The_Mystic]

Her mother is just as delusional as Eugenia. She has said things like "I know she's healthy, I know she eats.." and when her friends got her help, her mom flipped out. I'm sorry but you are enabling your brother. Stop talking to him unless he gets help. I struggle with mental illness too and the only people who refuse to believe that they have one also have or just have a personality disorder.

[@AmandasExperience]

Sending prayers to her, shes just so nice & sweet but I'm worried she needs help not ppl making fun of her or being mean.maybe mom just wants her to keep making money. Her mom even puts bells on the doors so she cant even go outside at night, so sus....hopefully she's ok

[@RITAD1]

I have a rare bone marrow disease. I lost weight and now weigh 100 lbs. I'm needing a bone marrow transplant. They tell me I'm severely malnourished. With this disease it makes eating very painful. I get nose bleeds as well. I pray she gets the help she needs. She doesn't want to go through what I'm going through.

[@toriplayssg]

Her neck looks red in certain spots because of all the cheap goth necklaces and materials she wears

[@Kimmie9553]

Yeah, I was also going to guess irritation from cheap necklaces causing a nickel allergy

[@Angeldust3005]

Agreed it just looks like a skin sensitivity to me.

[@laniyates5732]

Just found this video on my feed, and it's interesting. Have you ever watched any of Of Herbs and Alters content on euginia? Obviously I no expert, but her breakdown of euginia is probably the best and most insightful I've ever seen. She asserts shes not only dealt with the same issues but knows a shocking amount about the equally shocking side of anorexia that is so dark. Really dark. This is just a totally random fact im ending with here euginia stands someqhere between 5'9 to 5'11. Whichever it is she really tall.

[@lizalove91]

My neck gets red like that when I get anxious and scratch it

[@tallsoldier]

My guess was she was pinching herself checking for bodyfat but that is such a blind guess I didn't think I should say it in the video. It could be something as simple as what you say.

[@sarahjaye4117]

Mine too. Prickly heat

[@Subplaylist1111]

That’s happens to me too.

[@Sfoshay]

Midol is NOT prescription, nor does it come in prescription form. The main ingredient in Midol is ibuprofen and does not contain any caffeine. Just an FYI

[@TheDogGidget]

Midol does contain caffeine. It's usually used for period symptoms so it reduces water weight and helps with cramps

[@SamanthaEveland]

She used to speak like she was a coherent adult at least. Now she just talks in a confused baby voice.

[@mylamberfeeties875]

Removal won't help her, what would help her is if she was offered a modeling job but had to gain a certain weight. In the mean time put her in a routine where she's educated on "modeling, fashion, healthy diets, exercising, ect." It would give her a goal and saves lives more than just her

[@Samlovescornbread]

Are people this curious and speculative because Eugenia has a large following? There are surprisingly quite a few girls on YT very similar to Eugenia. One that comes to mind is Oxana. She is, unbelievably, thinner than Eugenia. It’s terrifying. She never acknowledges her ED and is often vlogging around her family who also don’t appear that concerned (at least not on camera). I just wonder if people who speculate about her parents motives like they do Eugenia?

[@sarahholson1044]

Friendly reminder to not give names of other problematic/unwell creators, this makes it easier for impressionable people/ED sufferers to find more inspiration. Speaking from experience.

[@starletd6819]

@@sarahholson1044 I searched it and couldn’t find anything anyway so idk

[@kyliekylie5478]

She's grey.... So sad

[@YoannaPopova]

Very insightful video! Just a note, balance the sound when switching from you talking to her talking. Or include subs. I find it hard to understand at times exactly what's been said. Thank you again and looking forward to the next video of the series!

[@tallsoldier]

Thank you. Balancing the sound is literally the hardest part for me. Just when I think I got it right it turns out to still be problematic for some people. Next time I'll try really hard to balance the audio

[@Kristene.L]

I really enjoy your coverage of Eugenia. You stick to facts and give some commentary. Unlike other channels that cover her but they add too much negativity, in my opinion. I can't wait for the next one. 🙂

[@patriciab7297]

How sad @30 yo she’s still living in her parents’ house. The whole gang is like the Adams Family.

[@SmartyPantzShoBiz]

Nice video, Jared. Can't wait for the next one. You do a really good job!

[@jalecoarcade]

Umm, dehydration does reduce the efficacy of an ultrasound but if her ovaries and uterus aren't visible AT ALL... isn't the more likely explanation that she's actually intersex? Don't wanna go into details but I have waaaaay too much experience dealing with E/Ds and I have never heard of dehydration or diuretic abuse messing with an ultrasound to that extent.

[@Nøah_Th3y_St4r_Cats3lf]

yeah probs

[@suomynonaanonymous]

@@Nøah_Th3y_St4r_Cats3lf most likely they are atrophied due to lack of puberty and sex hormones 2/2 anorexia/starvation.

[@tallsoldier]

Yeah? I mean I sounded confident in my delievery but in reality I am not a sonographer. I was hoping people would comment with their thoughts on this.

[@power-of-overdrive]

IT could also be that she herself exaggerated it like youtubers always do

[@Nøah_Th3y_St4r_Cats3lf]

@@power-of-overdrive possible too!

[@May_003]

I'm so glad i found your channel, because i can tell you're very objective and fair, which i often don't see on other commentary channels. plus, you actually do your research. so please keep it up!

[@May_003]

her mother is the one who actually triggers me, makes my blood boil and gives me the creeps. i can't diagnose her, but having been around and worked with patients with borderline and bipolar disorder, and listening to eugenia describe her mother's behaviour connected the dots for me. shes extremely abvsive and dangerous.

[@Ugh1394]

I appreciate that you mention and highlight things so many people completely miss. Thank you for making this series.

[@anamosity_soso]

If she uses aderall I would sue the doctor who gives her those pills

[@maenad1231]

You don’t have to say “4chan had taken an unhealthy interest in her”. It’s just redundant to say it’s unhealthy if it’s 4chan

[@ashley3k]

Myspace really screwed up a buncha kids from my generation. Sucks to see people stuck in a 15 year old mindset for 15 years. Also a little scary.

[@casitube22]

11:20 HOLY S***!!!! She’s barely there!!! That is horrifying

[@twinsplay0795]

Another great video. This needed to be brought to light.

[@Lita-bj5ir]

What need to be brought to light ? Another Crappy video with dramatic music ................

[@ready_shakabrah]

6:48 her mother actually scares meThe vibes are INSANE

[@selenajosephina]

Thank you for covering this!

[@VelvetAnnn]

You know its bad when you cant even watch someones content because you get just an overwhelming negative, sad, depressing feeling. Thats how i feel when i come across anything pertaining to her. I pray one day she finds peace and heals. She was such a bubbly, adorable little thing when she first started youtube. Ugh 🙏

[@jenniferthompson6768]

When the guy says “a rare video of her without her makeup” and then shows a video of her with makeup on. lol guess that’s why the “no makeup” makeup looks are so popular.

[@Blooderfly17]

Where is the follow up video? Is that still in the works?

[@rubegoldboob]

Came looking for this comment 😩

[@Emilia-i9o1s]

she is totally being malicious... she knows exactly how what she's doing is harmful 13:14

[@checkeredbee1344]

I wish the police would intervene and take all of this evidence into consideration. She is literally documenting her own death, brought about by her family. Thank you for trying to bring more attention to this issue. As someone who has been fully recovered from anorexia for almost 4 years, nothing breaks my heart more than this situation.

[@hannahboebanna]

19:57 I will say there are many videos of her without makeup. She frequently does her makeup start to finish in a video, starting with her bare face. There are so many of these videos!

[@LydiaSue]

I was starting into my eating disorder when I first started watching Eugenia Cooney’s KZbin channel and I viewed her body as inspiration as why anytime I was hungry I shouldn’t eat. A big thing back then was for people to comment or tag #proAna (pro Anorexia) so it was easier to find content idolizing extremely skinny people. I used to watch her videos anytime I was eating so I wouldn’t ‘forget my goal of being skinny’ because I thought that a body like Eugenia’s was healthy and my eating disorder was extremely bad I was hospitalized and sent to a rehab facility for eating disorders and I found out a lot of the girls there were watching the same kind of content and Eugenia was a favorite among most of us. I’m in a much better place mentally and physically my eating disorder is in remission but I wonder if I would have had an eating disorder at all if it wasn’t for her content and others like her.

[@doclewis8927]

Seems like her idol is Jack Skellington (a CARTOON, FICTIONAL skeleton character!). Don't get me wrong...I'm over 50 and I still buy myself little stuffed animals/Beanie Babies but I don't idolize them.

[@AmyraBatyah]

My suspicion is this family has multigenerational issues with trauma, anxiety, control, and food, which Deb and Chip are obviously also suffering from. That's why I think it's a mistake to assume Deb and Eugenia's dad don't care. If you have an ADULT daughter, hell-bent on self-destruction, but she isn't actively SI/HI, then there's nothing you can do about it, legally. They can't force her to get better, and with this particular ED, the child will often use her illness as leverage, to keep her parents "in line" and basically control the whole family. Weak parents will often spend YEARS giving in and enabling this behavior. Unless you've actually been in this situation, it's very difficult to understand, and easy to unfairly demonize the parents. Also, just because you don't see Deb objecting to Eugenia's weight _on camera,_ that doesn't mean she's not doing it behind the scenes. Why would she confront Eugenia in front of an audience of strangers? In fact, Eugenia admitted her whole family was bugging her about her weight, and she kept blowing them off until Deb came to her CRYING, asking her to see a doctor. *Eugenia said that's why she went to the 28-day treatment.* Because of DEB, not because of her friend doing a 5150. Deb is the ONLY reason Eugenia has EVER gotten treatment, but it'll never work unless Eugenia WANTS healing.

[@kiarrafaulkner3270]

Honestly with how much time they've been on the internet and with how much warning everyone has shown them how much this can affect kids just by seeing this poor woman being so malnourished The fact that she is 59 and barely 80 something pounds is beyond me that's like eating at a 7-year-olds diet or younger I do believe that there should be invesdication to see why would a Someone looked as a mother influence let their daughter kill themselves so egregiously and painfully slow, I've always struggled with overeating so see someone be so malnourished is very disheartening.😢

[@IndigoMasquerade]

Honestly I see so many people reiterating the same things, so it was refreshing to see original insight into her situation. One thing I'm not sure if you've touched on that she very briefly mentioned before - and that I would like to see someone discuss further - is the trauma that most likely stemmed from being in an alleged active sh00t*r situation at a mall

[@mumumaxima]

I’m amazed she’s still alive

[@May_003]

i believe there's 4 types of people that watch eugenia's content: 1. the creeps, 2. the hardcore, influenced and vulnerable fans, 3. the "just curious" people and 4. people who pray for her to recover and get her life back, who also look forward to seeing her mother be held responsible for her negligence - people in the 4th category, THOSE are the people that matter and are actively trying to help her with the best intentions. and i think I've found that type of people here on this comment section and channel - subbed!

[@memorizeitwithmusic612]

I check to see if Eugenia is alive every few months. Yours are my favorite videos about her.

[@Schnuffbab]

Good video 😢 sad situation. Thanks for shedding more light on her decline. It’s very sad and something needs to be done.

[@richrossi1]

wow you really did a great job putting everything together. great detective work on the meds and possibly drugs. i never thought of that but her speech changed drastically throughout the years as she has gotten thinner and thinner. i question her parents and where is her dad? thank you for your explanation. makes sense

[@SpicyPlur]

He left a long time ago 😢 just got tired of the BS and stopped financially rolling the family when Eugenia became the bread winner

[@meridythgriffin]

Oh this poor girl….I really hope she gets help very soon. It’s painful to see someone so sick- heartbreaking 😢

[@Tiggeez]

How do the parents get away with this???

[@sarahbear1269]

This is the breakdown we all needed ❤ You did amazing!

[@Nobodysbby]

8:26 her good friend seems like she's on the same shit maybe as Eugenia or worse. Who is this girl ? The vidoes of her standing outside make it even more obvious . Wow you noticed it too! I paused the vidoe to comment about 9:44 and you notice she seems jittery and I notice her eyes looks high . So did her friend in the previous clip . Wow . Now your talking about her posts about this pills.