internet detox day 1

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[@blakeearth]

Yes I wanna see more! I like listening to people’s thoughts & day-to-day, especially with this kind of experimentation!

[@XYZ8901000]

[@johnr2779]

Really a thought experience 😸 um really ☺️ we are all yellow

[@johnr2779]

Black I think I might drive you into a position of happy feelings or maybe a position of insanity

[@durrahyummers]

[@blakeearth]

@@johnr2779 with lots of thoughts? :)

[@McSwaggerMuffins]

Watching this right after crying in the shower, maybe I need some of these practices

[@sangriasingh2354]

Plz, Tessa, only store cleaners under sinks. You need to be able to see if any joint in the pipe is leaking/keep your worldly possessions from becoming mysteriously moldy and rotten.

[@etoilesvives]

Yes!!! This!! It hurt me to see CLOTHING under the sink where it could get wet

[@karsonhallaway5583]

Hahahahahahahahahahaha I appreciate the vulnerability though.

[@chrisstagg4680]

Yeah east ^^

[@chrisstagg4680]

Lmfao 😂 go clean his pipes

[@chrisstagg4680]

••last night I cared a lot today , rn I don’t care a lot . But Tess you’ll come a lot with this future 🎉

[@johnrudd6311]

said this on the original: The "you miss 100% of the shots you don't take" quote was Wayne Gretzky

[@jakes.4219]

Nah nah that was Michael Scott

[@moraleslopezdiegotenoch8810]

Both wrong, Tessa Violet said that

[@quilynn]

"You miss 100% of the shots you don't take - Michael Jordan" - Tessa Violet

[@blakeearth]

""you miss 100% of the shots you don't take" - Wayne Gretsky" - Michael Scott

[@katchtree]

As an Edmontonian it hurt my heart when she said Michael Jordan lol

[@deepfriedkoko8853]

People like her having insecurities make me extremely conscious of just how delusional my insecurities may be.

[@Iucebowel]

I deleted my instagram in 2019 best decision of my life shit was actually eating me up mentally

[@nathannlatimore7863]

It's kinda hard to enjoy life "in the moment" if that makes sense. Maybe it has to do with our society's push for constant productivity, but it feels hard to devote time to something intrinsic without trying to optimize it in some way. Watching KZbin while working on homework, turning on a podcast while doing chores, listening to music while driving to the store or to work or to anywhere really as long we're not standing still while listening to it. These days, it's like boredom and a lack of productivity have become equal, which kinda sucks. Boredom can mean a lack of something interesting to focus on, but something has twisted this to imply that non productive things (watching movies, playing games, listening to music, etc) aren't worthwhile or interesting enough to justify enjoying them in isolation. Weirdly though, we still see social interaction and relationships as worthy endeavors in themselves. We treat "spending time with friends" as productive. And now that we're all in quarantine, we all lost one of the only things we still feel is self justified and valuable without needing to be optimized: time with our friends. It stinks. But maybe Tessa's doing somethin smart here. Avoiding social media for a while might mean she has to focus on something personally productive instead of something socially productive or work related. Focusing on movies she hasn't seen could be a risk to her "productivity" in that she's using up a bunch of time on a movie she might end up hating instead of on a movie she knows she likes. At the same time, by taking this risk, she's also allowing the possibility for an incredible movie she's never seen before to enter her life. Perhaps this is the cost of non-productive personal time. It's abstract. It's not quantifiable in the way money is and it's not physical in the way friends are. It's also never certain. There's no way to tell how much "happiness" you'll be able to earn after you clock in to personal time. Still, there's always that chance you'll be rewarded with something huge that you never saw coming and almost completely missed.

[@yesim289]

That was very well worded thank you

[@saucedupbat]

Agreed

[@heytheredollfacex]

Can I save this comment forever? Pin it on my wall? Because I could use the reminder.

[@peacefulleo9477]

That was beautifully written, and wonderful to read, thank you so much ❤️

[@MissFlurry.]

I love how you put this!

[@austins3399]

I’ve really missed your vlogs, Tessa! You have a very frank way of speaking about the raw underbelly of just sort of being alive that I appreciate. As someone who sometimes feels horrible and lonely and inadequate for no reason at all, hearing you just talk about it is nice. Cathartic, in a way. Basically, I hope you upload more of these. The casualness is fun.

[@jakeredin4066]

It's always interesting to see the real life behind the artist. You should keep posting these videos. Maybe not everyday during your detox, but at least a few times during it

[@rozitaaah]

You just talking is so comforting, your presence is really lovely, I'm looking forward to these vlogs

[@Manu-Jcé]

The other day I was thinking about your youtuber "past" and seeing this video right now is so shocking lmao I actually find this type of video interesting and your personality is still entertaining to watch so... I would love to see more :D

[@OVGryffindor]

me wanting to do a social media detox vs the knowledge that without the companionship of online friends i will have a breakdown :) also this felt self centred so i am editing to say that watching this made me feel very peaceful so thank you

[@samkitchen_song5971]

literally u and the rest of my twitter pals are all that keeps me on there

[@misterfluffypants24]

You okay ?

[@bearythemp5kpro541]

introverts 101 leggo

[@MeekCesarB]

I meet you, but i can't remember... 🤔

[@GretaJoe]

@@samkitchen_song5971 same i love yall

[@CongaFool]

2 recommendations: 1) move the clothes from underneath your sink. If you get a leak your clothes will soak it up & you won't know until you are growing mildew & mold. 2) watch Mr Smith goes to Washington. One of my favorite movies. My favorite part of the movie is the hat scene. It shows how the main character is feeling at the time.

[@madquest8]

3) Realise that you are in no way shape or form detoxing from the internet, since you spent all day on and off it.

[@nnk4104]

Wise, concrete, practical! I can also advise clothes under the sink, pack in waterproof bags. And it is better to purchase special furniture, narrow and high, with a large number of shelves inside. Such furniture takes up little space.

[@heytheredollfacex]

Ooh, those vacuum bags would be a great idea for anything you want to keep but need more space for, and protection from water doom. A bunch of places carry them for not too much. Like the Dollar Tree has them from time to time.

[@heytheredollfacex]

And I'm adding that movie to my watchlist.

[@EnnyOwl]

I sometimes forget that even people I look up to can feel insecure on social media. It often makes me feel isolated in my thoughts. Thanks for posting this honest video. I definitely feel less insane 😅😂

[@ColinMarcusJackson]

Do. It. Up! Social detox / self care combo ENGAGE!! I watched your channel many years back and was so excited to rediscover you, and the evolution you've gone through is truly inspiring. Your music is unique and personal, fun and thoughtful... And now to see this delving into self reflection and picking apart of insecurities and anxieties, we're all dealing with that on some level (especially these days) so thank you for bringing that out into the open. We all struggle to remain a "whole" person, whether in how others view us in the world or what we see of ourselves when we look in the mirror. Anyway, YOU'RE a badass, keep on keepin' on!

[@forrestprice8928]

I love how real you are Tessa. You are doing so much good by showing not everyone is ok all the time. I really respect you for being so open to your fans.

[@ellieduff6174]

This video felt like a friend sending me snapchat videos throughout her day and I love the vibe of that. That's how my friends and I have kept in touch better because of the pandemic. We're all in different times zones and busy with work/school so we can't call each other that often. But little clips like this keep us in each other's lives. Thanks for being my digital friend today, Tessa!

[@jessdillon5159]

ladies who post the wrong file and keep it up for an hour before noticing😍😍

[@ssandrajd]

Videos like this bring so much comfort. I started my social media detox last week. It's nice to unplug from it all sometimes.

[@oppositeofsalt8213]

obsessed with this!! like a calm bedtime catch up with a big sister. so excited for your time alone!

[@silentwhisp4r670]

Looove the vlog style content! Makes me think of the days when I first discovered Tessa on Meekakitty. She is so genuine, thoughtful, and motivational. Love it!

[@neon-nova]

Normal people: Put clothes in wardrobe. Tessa: Clothes live under sink!

[@Panda72021]

Tessa, just wanted to say that you being honest and open about your mental health has encouraged me SO much. I can relate to the 'full-blown-sobbing-meltdowns only to feel mentally whiplashed when I'm suddenly feeling better' it's confusing, frustrating and emotionally exhausting. I listened to your single 'Words Ain't enough' a few days ago and LOVED it, your voice is so relaxing, I refer to it as "laying on bedroom floor" music, where you can just be completely still and just enjoy it for what it is. Hopefully your internet detox will help you mentally, I know over the years I have cut back on my social media (for me that means Facebook, and only logging on if I have the social energy to carry a conversation with a friend) sometimes we have to structure our social media like we do with our face-to-face social time...you wouldn't spend ALL day/night talking to people (at least I personally wouldn't as my social battery doesn't seem to last long) so why would I log onto a social media platform when I can't give my attention or energy to texting friends? Might I suggest that if you are having issues with REALLY wanting to watch movies you've already seen...maybe save those movies for weekends as a treat type of thing? And spend the rest of the week watching films you've never seen before. Just a thought, if it feels like "cheating" you obviously don't have to do any of what I just said...you do you. In whole would love to see more "internet detox" videos, would love to see what you get up to without as many distractions from social media, and would love to hear more about honest movie reviews (never seen Gigi, and by the review...I'm not in danger of "missing out" on that one). Thanks for the video❤️

[@smartsuka]

I love these videos of you sharing your vulnerabilities!! I promise you're not alone in feeling the things you feel. I find the synchronicity awesome, as I've also been working to cut out some of the internet for my own life, so I can have more purpose and direction. I did the same thing where I made rules for myself on everything. You got this!!

[@Heyhicarolina]

OHMYGOOOOD I MISSED VLOGGER YOU!!!! 💔💖💔💖💔💖 I hope you'll feel less stressed soon! It's hard sometimes to identify what causes our anxiety and all, it is definitaly a process but it is so worth it! Love you forever and always Tessa Violet (singer you and vlogger you)! 💖

[@bjohnson477]

Love your content. I like your music a lot and I like seeing content like this as well. It's really something when somebody shows who they are as a person when they have a great talent and put it out there for everyone to see (like you sharing some of your day to day or another well know person showing their hobbies and their day to day). I love it, it feels like you're really connecting with artists you love. Keep it up and I'll always support your endeavors!

[@jakes.4219]

"wow it smells like she" -- i see what you did there

[@nataliap.3519]

Yesyesyes

[@heyitsme881]

I don’t get it lol

[@nataliap.3519]

@@heyitsme881 It's a reference to a line from Dodie's song "She" that goes "She smells like lemongrass and sleep, she tastes like apple juice and peach"

[@user-wk1yi7xf1s]

Королёва Российской федерации без интернета

[@user-hg6tt1wm6s]

Эаххахахахаххахаххаха

[@MrMadddMattt]

Tessa, thank You so so much, for being Truly Adorable Yourself. Sharing personal space in such humble way, seems to feed with real courage. Gives energy for understanding and climbing everyday boundaries. It paints healing pictures on wast emptiness in hearts and souls - ease moments that makes us hesitant for going on, for being true and honest. Friends and families get more understanding from us, as we feel not being alone with insecurities. Everyone can have their own complications, but nobody should feel ashamed of learning to deal with future-selfs. In this very moment we are the only future we can change for shure. We care to feel, we care to help. Finding little more of hidden kindness, have feelings instead of tumbling through chaos of emotions. Wish You strong friendships, lots of care and kindness, conditions for full and honest smiles, and as many creative treasures of Your own, as You would love to create. Have gently-happier life everyday

[@demidesi9271]

I’d LOVE more! I think something that’s chatty and chill and about growth like this is just what I need right now!

[@mostlypostcoincidental]

MOREEEEE PLEASE. this was very comforting to watch :')

[@natepomeroy9756]

I love this! if you want to keep making these, I would be happy to keep watching.

[@kanakanam7431]

I LOVE videos like this. It's authentic and raw. Love you Tessa!

[@alissa6380]

i was just thinking last week about how much i've missed this style of video from you! i always enjoy seeing your perspective, on things both big and small, and so i'd love to see more of this content going forward :)

[@GymGirl88]

This is fun! Love to see Tessa doing fun things and sharing her thoughts

[@sofiastewart1074]

I’ve missed hearing you talk about things and your thoughts. You helped me so much in the years of your vlogs to think and be independent and creative. I loved this

[@DukeMordant]

I feel like I’ve??? Been here before?? I dunno maybe just me lmao luv you tessa

[@Lauren-bm6ih]

i loved this. most of us are in the weird mundane more than usual so its relatable. also liked the challenge

[@robinmitchells]

I know you won’t see this since the video has been up for hours, but thank you for taking this down and editing out the part where you’re talking about your exact insecurities, and for caring. I saw your ig stories, and I never thought there was anyone out there who really cared about that phenomenon, if that makes any sense haha. My respect for you has grown ten-fold and just knowing that you have that much empathy and care for the people watching your videos has made me hate the world a little bit less right now which is really what I needed. I hope you’re having a good day Tessa and good luck on your detox!

[@leonardoheitor8027]

good luck in your break, remember: we love u, tessa!

[@axel2626]

sweet tessa

[@luciehof]

HI LEO ITS ME MOON

[@leonardoheitor8027]

@@luciehof HI MOON

[@Morphesque]

I watched thru half the video being like “Yes, yes, I like this,” and then you go “I sobbed myself to sleep last night!” and it struck me that you’re cool as hell? And then you immediately go on to explain that being cool is not caring what other people think of you, so like, solid demo dude it really holds up as a theory and I’m here for it social media was making me feel like shit too and I just left it altogether a couple months ago; i honestly.. have only cried one time since then?? amazing

[@Magitek85]

Me while watching: "Man, that online shopping point is a mood." Me 5 minutes later: "I think I'll buy some new vinyl cuz I'm lonely and can't go to concerts or hang out with friends."

[@elishasummers9517]

I would absolutely watch every single one of these

[@omarhatemelrefaei8820]

Yes I would watch one every day. Great job on working towards taking matter into your own hands.

[@JuanGlaniver]

I missed this kind of content, it reminds me why I subscribed all those years before

[@jennypenny8538]

Love this video. I've always looked up to you for several reasons. I think we're same age even. You're honesty, willingness and brave open view points always keep me inspired and think something different than I would usually. Love ya Tessa. You're a badass! 💛

[@rossdavis428]

I like your interest in practicing vulnerability by making these kinds of videos; it shows that you are stronger-willed than you think that you are. I hope that you'll make more of these, Tessa~

[@Sladeonslade]

I hope you feel the happiness that you and your songs bring people. Mostly, love yourself because at night it's just you and keep up the great humor.

[@Paolur]

Nice to have a classic meekakitty vlog, been like ten years since I watched one and it feels just as pleasant as before

[@FatGooseArts]

This is my absolute favorite type of content you make! Would love to see more

[@hadoy96]

Please don't stop posting these. I miss them so much, you used to do a lot of this inner thoughts videos and they're what made just feel like i have a friend. It's like you say what i don't know how to say. Makes me just a lil bit that less lonely.

[@shaynefrancischristineeckh244]

Thanks for sharing. The social media detox is a great idea. Looking forward to the next instalment.

[@ibrahimmendoza3277]

i literally just discovered you and your music on a youtube binge and you are really cool in an "uncool" way. its what makes you so good! no need for midnight tears!

[@MusicizmahQueenSBed4]

I would be very interested in another one of these videos, and to hear more about your experience with your internet detox!

[@EiriksvinZ]

I think you're awesome! This is a great idea, controlling the amount of input you have flooding into your mind is really cool. It can be really helpful if you're experiencing anxieties related to social media. I thought I'd never break my Facebook habit, but I did, and now I feel way better.

[@ventanniii]

This video really made me stop and think about how whenever I'm watching youtube I obsessively read through the comments or watch minimized searching for the next thing to watch. Perhaps I need to start focusing more and stop distracting myself and being passively entertained. Love this video Tessa, and I really love the format!

[@angelford621]

I love videos like these.

[@MeekCesarB]

Meekakitty is BACK!... again?... :0

[@suki426]

I commented something similar on the last one 🤣

[@silentwhisp4r670]

Would be amazing, right? I love Tessa Violet's music and content. But her vlogs are something else entirely. Something uniquely her. So genuine!

[@MeekCesarB]

@@suki426. I'd commented the same, i just added "... again?... :0". lol

[@MeekCesarB]

@@silentwhisp4r670. Yeah man!, would be AMAZING!. c':

[@mooremackenziel95]

Oh my gosh! Loved this! Missed your videos. Please do carry on making these :)

[@sofi-vv1fr]

when she said "i feel like cool is not caring what other people think of you, so by that definition im incredibly uncool. but that's not even true, its moment to moment" i FELT THAT

[@stephaneyferguson8394]

Def want to see more. Also been watching since 2012 and for what it's worth...I think you've gotten exponentially cooler 😎

[@murdohomewood5769]

absolutely would love to see more ! i've been on and off no-insta kick for large parts of this year and it's totally changing my relationship to Existing Online, i would love to hear how you find it!

[@ArtbyDanielP]

Back in January, I did something very similar. I took a weekend off of social media. I had such an eye-opening weekend that in the coming months I deleted my Instagram, Twitter, Reddit, and Snapchat accounts and stopped watching TV. I kept Facebook because I need to run ads for work and occasionally I watch a movie on Amazon Prime or rent one from Amazon. I also have a Kindle Paperwhite I do a lot of reading on now. If you've never done it, give it a try. At the very least, you'll see how much social media influences your everyday.

[@corytaylor6135]

Your such a beautiful soul. I love your sound and style. You are an amazing artist and person. You have such a humble nature and such relateablity that if you're starting a blog I'm definitely gonna follow. Much love and best of luck in all that you do Tessa, never change 😘😁

[@eeshaved1846]

I really enjoyed this. I feel this is a lot of what the world is experiencing rn, especially with the transition of everything being online.

[@MariaMarsbar]

Konmari your room and your life! Just like you have taught me, declutter whatever doesn't serve you ❤️❤️

[@alli3263]

omg i missed these little vlog-type videos so much!! some of your older ones where you talked a little about mental health mean so much to me

[@miqueiasmoreira4565]

Theses days I have been a little sad and your video somehow helped me to improve my mood. Thanks. The motivation to my state is not clear for me, I think it is a mix of many things. (My english isen't good, I'm still learning, sorry). Ps: Haha, I still trying to understand the plant of your room, it's like a bad room, Toalet, and a living room togheter, it seems cool and diferent, you have all the things next to you. Your songs are awesome!!! And I loved your hair s2 Hello from Brazil c:

[@saucedupbat]

Yeah, I get this. It feels like one can’t enjoy something as it is. We’re always looking for the next thing or as someone else said on here, a way to optimize time. It’s difficult for many of us to be in the now - to just be, let go, and be in the present moment. I think it’s good practice to slow oneself down in this fast-paced world we live in from time to time - to realize experiencing life at it’s most organic is essentially valuable. One can know they are truly living if they can appreciate the means without having the endgoal at the forefront of their mind. To recognize where you are, what you’re doing, what you’re thinking, feeling, etc. without being carried away by thoughts of the future or of the past.

[@ursuchariot]

this made me cry? and i don’t know why?? i really really loved watching this :)

[@seliphsnom2596]

That twitter detox is something that I've basically been going through for the past few months

[@TheMrKeksLp]

Honestly, keeping a distance especially from twitter does a tremendous amount for ones mental heatlth

[@shaneterry6734]

I love this, the vibes are just so comforting. Also made me think and reflect on my internet/screen habits (definitely have a big problem with going on my phone and things when watching films/shows)

[@livvy94]

I highly recommend it's a mad mad mad mad world, one of my favorite comedy classic films, full of cameos

[@TheNicolexoxo]

I really enjoyed this! I relate very much to what you did, and I actually established some social media boundaries a few weeks back. I think it's ultimately healthy, while also pretty difficult.

[@casualmoose]

more! it's terribly interesting! i love hearing u say words

[@astra_music]

this was so relaxing and nice. i felt real lonely being alone in my apartment just now and this felt like just hanging out with someone for a little while so i would def be down for more of these videos

[@NuUnlimited]

Totally agree with not understanding how people document themself when being creative.

[@avataroflight88]

I think it's really cool that you're changing it up. good luck.👍💜🤟

[@Ricarmaida88]

It took several years and a global pandemic to get Meekakitty back..love your vlogs!

[@elbarbonnhiphop]

Hello i dont know if you ever going to read this, but i used to watch your videos more than 10 years ago, when you first created your channel, for some life reason i search your name today and im glad that you keep posting videos, please keep fighting, you are beautiful i hope you accomplish your goals. Its normal to be insecure, i was too, but now i dont care what people think about me, good o bad, probably its a bad choice, but it was the only way for me. I hope you have a nice week

[@OcTeaPeace]

You are the only "youtuber" I have bookmarks saved of unlisted videos for when I'm sad. I love the candid, just-doin-stuff videos. Please continue to post more!

[@JamesMRagle]

Love seeing this human side of Tessa the Artist...I would like to see more day to day vlogs. And Tessa, you're incredibly cool and talented. If you ever feel anything less, just look to your fans and they will remind you very quickly just how cool and talented you are and how much you are valued. :)

[@mr.ulysses3919]

Girl, the fckg clap at minute 04:58 scared the hell out of me. Im wearing a headset rn and it was everywhere in my head like 8D Audio..

[@johnfreije6439]

Kind of doing the spartan thing myself. Got rid of my tv and gaming system about a month ago. All I have is my phone for communication and a couple hours a day of KZbin. Trying to re-find my inner peace with myself, which I hope leads to better relationships with others....it’s been a fun struggle so far.

[@iloivar]

Hahaha, when I was a kid I thought Gigi was a GREAT movie, but I had ABSOLUTELY no idea what was really going on.

[@Shehasasmile]

I enjoyed this. Id love to see more. You and Dodie inspire me so much. I've been following you both for so long.

[@ComeAndGetItAllKill]

i just realized you're way of speaking is so similar to me with all of the mimics and gestures and that makes me feel much better about myself :D

[@dariuszgoralski856]

Take care. I have been keeping my fingers crossed for you for years. You are a good man and a good singer.

[@astraldim]

Not exactly what i'd call an internet detox but hey to each their own

[@hopperisstillalive1683]

I'm again telling you to feel sorry that the girl at 5:17 crossed by the coolest human being on this earth and didn't even notice it

[@KageManTV]

Your videos have such amazing editing. Thank you for the great videos.

[@VallisChristianus]

Love the crazy. Its like echoes from my own mind. Also, Casablanca, awesome classic, I think its the film most quotable.

[@anotherweirdo1944]

This is a very great idea that I have never thought about, I don't think I could last lol

[@samkitchen_song5971]

tessa i absolutely loved this (and you)

[@mouseluva]

Yay for doing experiments for self care! Reducing screen use for sleep hygiene is on my agenda this week, so following a series of your journey would be helpful and interesting and make me feel like I'm in good company when the only way I can communicate with my friends is through the damn screens

[@rundfunk9055]

Definitely need more of this

[@gefelice]

This video made me think that maybe I should also do a social media detox. My mental health is really suffering from the quarantine and I think I need to make some serious changes in my day-to-day life if I wanna continue being healthy.. Anyway please continue these videos, I'd be really interested to see your experience with the social media detox.

[@AmberKober]

This had Emma Chamberlain energy to it.

[@bradatkinson4339]

Whoever edits these videos needs a medal

[@tessaviolet]

it me

[@bradatkinson4339]

@@tessaviolet 🥇

[@haven9153]

Yes we want more!!! I desperately miss vlog tessa! Not at all to say I've disliked what you've been up to, but I miss the chatting and the friendship your vlogs bring to my day! ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️