Greetings from the US. Coming from an old dude's perspective, I temporarily gave up chasing people trying to make them happy. Once I looked within and improved myself and my environment, I was much happier. Look for people who fit you not for those you want to fit in with. You're an attractive, driven woman. Never settle for less than what you deserve. The only one you need to impress is you. I wish you love and happiness on your journey.