Austin Homeless Man Shares on Addiction, Prison, and Depression

[@dominicmedeiros4511]

He speaks very well. He seems very honest. Please someone give this man a break.

[@RamKumar-yi6wn]

God

[@enlightenmentworldunited8545]

Yes 💯.I don’t know how he survived.

[@AlaskanGeezer]

If you fall on hard times, get sick or have a family tragedy you can spiral downwards very fast. We should not judge. I'm a 62 year old RN, spent a few years homeless and living outside due to cancer and getting fired in a small town. No family. After a year of living outside and spending every day in the library applying for jobs and learning new skills I picked myself up. got a place to live, and am still currently indoors and working. Most people all want the same things- safety, a bit secure, food, water, shelter and cleanliness. What is so excessive like this.

[@marigolds49]

Fantastic--I wish you well

[@zippydodahquirk9039]

I'm sorry many honest nurses get fired because Administration is sometimes evil as hell.

[@RichardGrady-ri2pc]

Oh but I do, it's a bunch of bull crap. I am homeless and don't drink or do drugs. And I'm 58 years old had my backpack stolen while I was asleep which had all my diabetes and heart meds in it and I can't find shelter living like an animal. While all these losers who don't want to work and have a gd roof over their heads with food and showers and beds to sleep in. Total bs....

[@schawnettarobinson8584]

People are judgmental. It is unfortunate: it doesn’t help when a person is down and out.

[@anonymoususer9215]

I spent a lot of time with Marty while I was on the streets in Austin. We had many long talks, and we looked out for each other. Let me tell you guys, he is stubborn as a mule, but a decent man. Watching this made me understand a lot of why I did the things I did just to get through the days. The summers are miserably hot! And that winter storm was a beast in a tent. But Marty is a good man, who made a terrible mistake when he was just a kid. But to all of those who walk past them and snub your nose as though they are lesser....Know that most of you are just one paycheck from being there too. Though I am housed, and have been for a year now, being out there really f-ed up my head. It is a difficult thing to get through.....Be kind.....You don't have to give money, but at least acknowledge your fellow man......

[@chelletoste488]

Thank you so much for your insight. We ALL need to be acknowledged. We all are immensely valuable.

[@mrs.georgeglass3997]

I was on the street for very close to 8 years and people don't understand what you're doing and what I'm sure you have done the work and I hope you're able to get the access to the resources available, but if no one else realizes I'm doubtlessly proud of you for maintaining an empathy and looking out for the other brothers and sisters of the universe, but being exemplary in what, and how possible it is to be able to keep a safe place for yourself for a year is such a bigger achievement for those of us who've survived the difference between a want or need for basic human survival. I maintain Junkies R Nt JUNK: they're human beings and humane humans love no matter what!

[@erinmorgan8546]

This guy is so wise. The things we go through, the things we have trouble dealing with and our mistakes do not dictate our worth as a human being. All of the systems are broken by design. God bless him.

[@Kuruflower]

Ok, this is a pertinent conversation. Some of us were abused in a way that we also cannot be held in a closed space, need a way out, even if in a 'home or apt'. Can't be surrounded by alot of people, like parking lot tiny homes. That's why homeless is better, alot of times. Living in the wilderness in a car or van. It's safety, until you get attacked. Geez. People need be more compassionate. And some of us never hurt anyone, aren't on drugs or alcohol, just want a space where people aren't trying to use or control us. Hugs for everyone hurting right now.

[@InvisiblePeople]

It’s a very important conversation and all your points are valid

[@John49910110]

@@InvisiblePeople Mark put the link of KZbin Page of this man also on comment section so more people would see that and subscribe

[@firstlast8258]

that doesn't seem better to me

[@tragicsevens_]

People in struggle are the ones I want to speak to. Their ego has left and they’re authentic souls. I’ve been through it myself and getting my life back. Praying for this genuine man.

[@azuresonic69]

He's an honest man. And I can appreciate that. I wish him good luck.

[@thenakedsingularity]

Thank you for giving these people a voice.

[@Jesusindahouse]

He looks like a wise, well spoken, friendly and educated person. A beautiful soul. I wish him all that he ever wanted in life, to come through for him, all the peace, the love, the comfort and all that he has missed in life. Thank God, that his attempt to commit suicide was unsuccesful.

[@violaineg2877]

Poor guy, completely traumatised. Wish him luck and a nice house!

[@grandmaDecker]

God bless him for being so open and honest. Praying his dreams come true.

[@georgeschillinger6299]

This man is a very humble genuine man nothing phony about him he doesn’t pretend to be nice like a lot of people do he’s a man with a story the people hurting the most are usually the most compassionate and loving people in this so cruel world

[@richardwoad6477]

I like him already. I've only been listening to him on this video. Everything he said is true. All the best Martin.🙏

[@chelletoste488]

Amazing and helpful...my friend Wallie is much like him. Needs to find purpose. Out of prison, Jan.10. If you are a praying person, could you please pray for Wallie? Thank you!

[@wildhumans8116]

I was drinking and talking to myself one night, parents called the police they took me to a psych ward. I was held for two weeks and released. Had to walk 25km without shoes back to my parents place, they left my shoes outside and called the police again. Said I would be arrested for trespassing if I returned. I had no where to go, spent a month homeless, sleeping outside, thank God I had some money so I could get food, but i felt hopless, unloved and unwanted.

[@nightfangs2910]

Homelessness mental illness and addiction, from people doing little for themselves, to a system that does little for them, just continues to get worst by the day

[@powderandpaint14]

What re you expecting him to d for himself?!

[@nightfangs2910]

@@powderandpaint14 get into rehab as many times as it takes, seek on going mental health therapy group or singular that would be a good start, many homeless people stay in denial of their life situation and surround themselves with other like minded people who are addicts making their daily life so much more " normal" for them, if they live that way change never comes

[@powderandpaint14]

@@nightfangs2910 but the thing is they go through rehab and then they get out with no-where to go and end up back on the streets where it's very hard to stay clean.

[@nightfangs2910]

@@powderandpaint14 yep, I agree the system as a whole has become an all for profit business from the homeless shelters to the drug rehabs etc. but bottom line if you don't find a way out and stay relentless to get and stay off the streets you will die out there, you have to do whatever it takes to make it happen

[@powderandpaint14]

@@nightfangs2910 that's a hell of a lot of responsibility to put on very vulnerable people. If there could be could be more sober living places for then to go to after rehab a lot more people would be successful long term, so why not do that.

[@topoff68]

God bless you brother ❤️🙏

[@specialk5579]

Unreal that this happens soo much in our rich United States of America God Bless you Sir 🙌🏽💯

[@Venice666]

Los Angeles county jail is worst than prison. I’m sober 20 years and homeless 11 years. I do my best to deal with my mental illness. Always praying 🙏…

[@InvisiblePeople]

(((hugs)))

[@sarahweaver8879]

I'm from Austin and where I work they do sweeps under this bridge literally every Monday morning and it's so tragic. And now people are having to sleep in the cactus bushes... It's horrible

[@nunyaDbiz]

I do hope that his project is successful. He has much to say, and I found myself wanting to hear him. He has an interesting manner about himself, and I hope to see more from him. Good luck with your endeavors, sir. I do hope to see your channel thriving soon.

[@colibri1]

The landlord income requirements are worse than he says. In Austin, what landlords typically require is that you make three times the amount of the rent to be considered as a resident, so to rent a $700-dollar-a-month place (an almost unheard-of bargain for Austin), you'd be required to make at least $2,100 dollars a month to even be considered for a place, and that's the norm throughout Austin, many other places, too. It is messed up.

[@ash2012al]

Austin is my home, born and raised there. Unfortunately, cost of living in Austin has gone up to extremely high prices. It's really sad to see. I've been calling in Austin, CA now. 😬

[@gregorycyr9272]

Raleigh NC the same,you have to make 3x the amount for rent.

[@SouthernHerdsman]

If there is an organization to provide homeless individuals with no interest car loans below 10k for 5 years, their expense for living inside a 10k car will be less than 200 a month.

[@SouthernHerdsman]

with thick sleeping bags, this could provide a viable way to get through hard times.

[@whoareyoutoaccuseme]

Austin was so gentrified so quickly, I became homeless there too. And it was because a drunk driver with 8 felonies nearly killed, and permanently disabled me, as I was driving home from work. Austin and Texas left me to be homeless on the streets, telling me I didn't qualify for any help as a woman disabled by violent crime.

[@walterprattjr4156]

Good interview,real information from a real person,a man with a future,I know about the trying to take my life , everyday is a reason to live now ,a good man inside of the person who you are interviewing,this is what you are finding in all of the homeless no matter what the situation is,thank you mark

[@InvisiblePeople]

(((HUGS)))

[@praisegod7608]

Thanks!

[@meggrotte4760]

Thank you for speaking the truth sir

[@SheolAbaddonus666]

It seems paranoid, but I understand. After going to prison it is easy to feel like everything can be taken from you and everyone is against you. I spent just 20 months in prison and when I finally came home, I couldn't sleep or eat for 3 days because I was worried the feds would try to arrest me again, even though there would be no reason for it.

[@dantomatojuice1803]

I wish that all the pain in this world was released all the people in these interviews are smart and optimistic

[@rbj5767]

Another of your very WISE ELDERS America‼️🇺🇸💔💢🙏⚡👑🤴💙🐗🎉

[@earlgrey2130]

This makes me wanna help people. Good thing im 1 year away from a degree as a therapist. This is going to be my life and im so excited about that :) We need to save our climate, practice empathy and mindfulnes and make the right (altough sometimes uncomfortable) choices in life.

[@firstlast8258]

I'm not a big fan of therapy but it helps a lot of people

[@marcelaoyarce5384]

I wish you keep your own place of happiness, like my therapist does. She's always welcoming, even working long hours at a public hospital with not so good paying here in my country in South America.

[@dpk.2011]

God bless him

[@cyndeeh]

Wow. God bless him. Hope he gets housing.

[@mpat100]

Blessings for Martin

[@flej01]

Wishing all tbe best, I really hopeyour project takes off, love and light

[@HIAHomelessInAmerica]

Great interview. Thanks for sharing this 🙏🙏🙏

[@Aspire-23]

I couldn’t understand why a person I knew in Flint, Michigan owned a home and preferred to live homeless and wonder the lonely streets. His own kid had a great job and could not understand it. Isolation? He isn’t addicted to drugs but mentally something is off with him. It could be near zero degrees and he prefers the streets. Everyone in the neighborhood knows him offers him stuff. He always declines.

[@zippydodahquirk9039]

People can be really annoying

[@AtticTapes14]

Does he have a job? What age is he

[@Aspire-23]

@@AtticTapes14 He gets a decent pension and is 66.

[@joshnagenmurugiah4531]

You're a good man. I love you.

[@jelicianorwood24]

I just prayed for him. He seems like he has beautiful soul. So in Jesus Name God guides him. 😊

[@earlgrey2130]

Prayer feels good, but it only helps yourself. Personally i prefer to help people through more physical acts. Buying them food, offering a shower or getting them medical help, listening.. stuff like that. If god exists, he already knows about our issues. And since he's all powerful, he obviously doesn't care to interfere. Otherwise things would be different yeah? If he exists, he's not stepping in. I think he gave us this existance and its up to us to shape the world and our future. We have to take responsibility.

[@gabrieltorres5293]

I pray for this man in Jesus Christ name may he if he has not accept you Jesus Christ as lord and savior or send a preacher or prophet his way so he can be saved I prayed for him to sister in Christ

[@goodsmile5170]

Amen

[@dorawilliams4628]

May god bless you 🙏

[@edwardrozanski9041]

At 18 years old I went in got out at 36 years of age another 15 on parole 62 years old today been homeless 4 times I'm fucked up mentally have housing

[@jansparks2473]

Edward Rozanski, I have empathy and compassion for you. I was diagnosed with serious mental illness. I have JESUS CHRIST in my life and HE healed other disorders. Jesus loves me so much.Self hatred has been ebbing away. Day by day. You can have a loving relationship with HIM. HE is real and paid for all ours sins. In this life we WILL have troubles but I can take heart, JESUS overcame the whole world for those who ask HIM to save them. I am liking myself more and more and one day I will be at home and rest in HIM. PEACE is tangible with HIM. You can not argue this with me. I know HIM and HE knows me and still loves me anyway. We will all one day believe in HIM. Have mercy on yourself and ask HIM to save you. HE will save you from this world and yourself. HE did for me.🥰💗

[@64maxpower]

Best channel on YT

[@WayneBriggs]

"I think, therefore I am", Rene Descarte

[@Joyful477]

He seems pretty cool, and we are all just human. prayers 🙏

[@MamaCarola1]

But even when you've been given affordable housing (that you can really afford) after being homeless you are still controlled by the system. They will decide if your voucher or whatever assistance will be renewed based on their subjective ideas. If you have $$$ & can afford to live wherever you want no one bothers you. That's 1 of the reasons homeless people don't try for permanent housing.

[@firstlast8258]

I am personally willing to do whatever it takes to get housed and stay housed

[@tabithaedwards745]

That's why I never chose to participate in section 8. I bought a RV 20 yrs. ago and lived as cheap as I could with my son. I have always been a nomadic spirit 🥰

[@nasirsoomro7485]

Austin which I was walked on for days, it's the city I found very honest homeless people.

[@jansean2497]

Good luck my friend.

[@misticmeg1275]

Cant belive this man is homeless so long.god bless him .he is used 2 everything done for him..ied love 2 be in able 2 help you sir...i hope those terrable noises go AWAY. You are loved and special and i know you will go places in this world..your so young and fresh looking.try find a little job .anything .ask ask ask everywere...someone is out there 2 help you.i pray for you darling... My son is being relised in 5weeks after 10 years in prison .but thankfully he has me here for him..getting high is a no no.even if you have degrees.well done you .but hay sober is what we want you 2 be. Chatting from UK...god bless.🎶🎶💜🎈🎀🍺🍺😘🍰cheers

[@zippydodahquirk9039]

It's so crazy because you would never know he was on meth.

[@planetwalker798]

yeah wth? that can't be good for anything.....

[@jackcarterog001]

That's what it does to people with actual ADHD. Adderall is a form of meth

[@christiemitchell7249]

@@jackcarterog001came to say same if you have adhd meth is very close to the meds you would be prescribed only one chemical compound off. Sad truth.

[@tabithaedwards745]

He's a realist. We all have a different journey in live. Just because he's doing something outta the normal doesn't mean he's wrong. We should legalize drug's and stop hiding who we are. Stop stigmatizing people that want to live life on their terms.

[@shaunhall6834]

He speaks from wisdom.

[@firstlast8258]

🤔

[@rbj5767]

GREAT Iron John conversation (Robert Bly)❣️🙏⚡👑🌈🤴🐗💙👄🌺🐦🍃🍃🍃

[@HandbagDiva]

I wish you wouldn’t have cut him off so many times I was enjoying what he said.

[@isaiahayers1550]

Understandable but there's only so much time and he sounded like he could go on forever.

[@MartyDugas]

I agree with you, but Mark being a former meth addict himself, knows that he would go on forever talking about one thing, so he has to navigate the conversation to get as much different information as possible

[@carolynnewyork6919]

This is a journey that , if you have never been in a situation that you don't have your own place 2 call home, you just don't understand. Homeless situation's come in all ways this can an dose happen 2 all kinds of people.ita made worst , because of how society looks down on them. Everyone of all homeless population is different. Don't put them all in one bag. Listen 2 this guy.his path is many.be honest,dose he sound crazy 2 you.what about your daily class of wine while you are thinking. Many thanks 4 showcaseing all out there.

[@ps4games164]

He seems so normal.

[@Mr93sharpei]

He seems very intelligent... Wish him the best

[@catherinedoyle1194]

What a good looking man❤

[@Andrewbreeze316]

I hope I see you the next time I’m in Austin, sir

[@davsaltego]

He’s the most intelligent person I’ve listened to in a very long time.

[@maxinerhynes4024]

I can relate to that I looking at alternative like rent to own or I like my room here it is fine for the the things I've what to do.

[@joecorcoran4234]

Mark, YOU changed my view on homelessness

[@emigoth]

Amazing job mark..god bless you! Big up from Italy

[@5thdimension625]

This is a mental health and substance use issue, homelessness is a byproduct of that

[@InvisiblePeople]

40 million to 52 million Americans suffer from addiction and mental health issues and will never experience homelessness. MOST HOMELESS PEOPLE ARE SOBER!

[@5thdimension625]

@@InvisiblePeople not true.

[@InvisiblePeople]

Actually real facts = true

[@zippydodahquirk9039]

@@InvisiblePeople thank you for saying that

[@arcademania7544]

@@InvisiblePeople Why are you so argumentative?

[@MrDhitman2]

We can all be homeless at any time. Believe it.

[@kalumz]

i could listen to this guy talk for hours :(

[@shannyk6747]

What an engaging dude

[@Joe-of3dp]

Everyday i thank the stars,that i didnt become a full on addict till my mid 40's...At my last request by my employer to take a drug test.I retired..That was 7 years ago .Im now 50 with no alarm clock.Floating through the clouds.Building funky bicycles,making art projects..and living off of stock dividends....Life can always be worse

[@millions2nette]

Why the long prison sentence? What was the crime? Missed that part.

[@Kerry-ft2zf]

Intelligent guy, he deserves better

[@lori5142]

I in no way want to judge you. My daughter is currently on the streets. I pray every day, that she is ready to be done. I think you should try to get on something legal that will help you. As long as you use illegal drugs, society will be down your throat. Perhaps an ADHD med would help. My daughter refuses to get help and I can't force her, it's heartbreaking. I hope you get housed and life is what you want it to be.

[@kappakonbu]

He is honest and respectful. Hope He gets a break.

[@Rashad_704]

From homeless to filmmaker

[@TEREZIAakiazuremertbennevan]

Mark please make another interview with this guy without interrupting him....I wanna hear him out, he's got something to say, just let him talk...thanks

[@Drpermer]

Martin is a very intelligent and articulate man. Like ALL men, he suffers from failings. The most horrific human failing, one that is inexcusable, is greed. No person deserves to be homeless, NO ONE! and no one deserves to be hungry. This means no human being walking our planet. If our government was to follow this mantra, rather than the mantra of defending and sacrificing human lives for strategic resources, our world would be an exponentially kinder and less violent place.

[@JN-0peny0ureye5]

It's sad those who are talkative get bullied by the authorities.

[@dcvlogs3648]

I really like your channel 💜

[@maxinerhynes4024]

I like being out side all so and A homeless person stay on the street right now she wants to live out side. We like being outside.

[@John49910110]

Great guy

[@NickLeeds]

Why don't you get him a job or give him some money. This guy is unemployable due to the system of employers doing background checks not to mention hasn't worked in gd knows how many years

[@jmaldo92]

​@@NickLeedswhy don't you??

[@capttzuzu]

i left Austin 23 years ago never looked back

[@samshepperrd]

6:26. Drug pushers prey upon the homeless. 9:52 The Latin cogito, ergo sum, usually translated into English as "I think, therefore I am", is the "first principle" of René Descartes's philosophy. He originally published it in French as je pense, donc je suis in his 1637 Discourse on the Method, so as to reach a wider audience than Latin would have allowed. Wikipedia

[@hassellleona3338]

God will take down the government one day

[@haroldcromack1065]

No doubt 👊 🇺🇲

[@thomasjosullivan9179]

Nice man

[@miguelcastillo-cedano8386]

❤️❤️

[@brichrisope1539]

He has PTSD bad!

[@tammygreen8002]

I know marty i was on the street's with him, but im in a place now, good luck to marty.

[@miguelcastillo-cedano8386]

❤❤

[@martamichniewicz456]

Give him a home people in usa

[@just.in.]

Must be one of the only people who has learned to how to think in college in recent years

[@ucokgultom8301]

😊❤

[@SpongeAddict-gw6mo]

Son is out there somewhere he has schizophrenia and autism we are desperate to find him his name is Evan he’s 26 years old blond hair balding blue eyes.

[@davec6724]

While I feel sadly for this man's troubles, he should have some sense of mind not to be admitting on camera that he's presently high on smoking Meth. This could effect his ability to obtain help, or require him to enter a detox program. His difficulties will just be prolonged if he to smoke Meth, and it's never to late to quit one's bad habits. Peace

[@isaiahayers1550]

I doubt that him admitting such will have any impact on obtaining help. His name is not even on the title and in a program that (stupidly) cares whether you're on drugs, they'll test you. I appreciate the honesty. People should stop lying. Also, drug addiction is a very complicated illness that hardly anybody actually understands. To say he should quit, especially under his circumstances, is unreasonable.

[@violaineg2877]

Please don't judge him, living on the street is really hard, drugs can help.

[@christiemitchell7249]

That he’s so authentic is why I want to help him more. The honesty is necessary.

[@melissak.8385]

Many people have a chemistry where meth normalizes the imbalance, and also helps ptsd- for some people.Whats to judge? if it was legal, it wouldn't be a big deal.

[@InvisiblePeople]

Thank you for posting this :)

[@earlgrey2130]

But there are much safer, non addictive alternatives to meth. Using it to medicate yourself would never be a valid use of the substance. Its not a solution or healing you. It just makes you feel different and you pay for that escape with your long term mental and physical health.

[@John49910110]

I dont think meth Is a valid option in any case man

[@marcelaoyarce5384]

@@earlgrey2130 Neither antidepressants do.

[@hassellleona3338]

Please God stop the madness

[@teardrop-in-a-fishbowl]

Did he murder someone? 25 years in prison is the sentence you get in my country for murder at maximum. Regardless of that, no one should live on the streets, not one human! Period. That's a lost life, for himself and the society. What could he have become to be a part of society, rather than spitted out by the same. The US should finally become what it's saying it allegdly is, a democracy! End homelessness, poverty, indebtness while studying or being sick and that could be done with a pen stroke if there were a political will. Unfortunately other things like wars, abroad and at home*, are more important than that. It makes me pretty sick watching these humanly avoidable tragedies again and again.

[@jlc556]

andreas . listen. when you see people on los angeles city, its because that city dont care, haven’t cared. Could care less.

[@misticmeg1275]

Who knows .i belive in USA the jail sentence is very high ..2 high ... I rest my case 🤣🤣🤣

[@sugarfoot8053]

He said he did attempted murder

[@teardrop-in-a-fishbowl]

@@jlc556 Who cares anyway? I mean the states and the federal government. You know it could be otherwise, easely! We have homelessness, or better said, not home owners, in my country too. Deregulated or unregulated housing markets (the federal states are responsible for social housing programs) have "destroyed" the ability to have enough social housing for people in need and with little money. Sharkes bought of social housing blocks in nearly every big city and the government)governments neglected construction of social housing units (600,000 units are missing). "Deliberated" housing markets and desinterest in building more affordable housing units are the reason WE are in this mess. The US doesn't even have regulated housing markets, prizes, or housing programs worth the name or requirements, giving the needs at all. Gentrification, "eviction" of renters by "modernization" of the former social/affordable housing units by unscrupulous rent sharks drives the market, the people crazy. Berlin, Munich and Stuttgard are cities you, as a normal wage owner, can't live in. You pay at least 2/3 of your income on housing. And it doesn't stop, other bigger towns have the same problems. It's not so the case that we have a huge amount of rough sleepers, but younger people were forced to live within their parents house or flat. They don't have a own home, bc they can't afford it. Estimations by NGO's say over a million affordable units are missing, at least 600,000. You have the fundamental, while written in our Basic Law, right to have a roof over your head here in Germany. But ........

[@sandraclark5477]

im not trying to be judgemental. but if you did not want housing then the only choice was to live outside. if he had mental problems why did he not get help for his claustrophobia. sometimes people dont want to give all the facts for their situation. i wish him well.

[@jarriusjefferson3528]

Got the point ....because he can talk God Bless .

[@hassellleona3338]

I pray to God that they find a cure for evilness

[@jansparks2473]

He did and HIS NAME is JESUS CHRIST 💞💗🥰❣🦋

[@jansparks2473]

The cure for evil is JESUS CHRIST💞🙃🤟❣🦋

[@arcademania7544]

Not until Christ returns, will there be an end of evil in this earth.

[@gocoltsnelson6924]

Where's your cowboy 🤠 hat ? Grow your beard and hair for Christmas and you will make a killing dude . I make a living delivering pizza in the hood so my living is dependent on getting a tip ..... lol 😆 I feel your pain bro .

[@sarahrickman6609]

Jesus offers hope. He's coming again and then sudden destruction. The WHO is taking the reins of our country and Im pretty sure it won't be good for homeless people. It's terrible. There is hope and his name is Yeshua Ha'mashiac/Jesus Christ.

[@eddieash1669]

Be good if you didn't keep interrupting him at critical times, when he's halfway through some real wisdom.

[@ripples1072]

he is helping him stay on track so he doesn't lose his point. I dont think he minds

[@FOTruth]

What was his crime?

[@rubyhernandez4331]

U speak the truth Dnt feel bad. Were just the black sheep people r always gonna look at us llike we ain't. Worth the time cuz of our past it doesnt matter if wee changed our. Lives t we can never catch a break I'm just so tired feelings so empty inside I don't know what to do anymore Merry Xmas came n went didn't get invited. Any where fukk it be safe out there Happ New Year hopefully this year will be better