IS IT EVEN POSSIBLE TO FIND LOVE IN 2020? My story

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Hello and welcome to my channel!
Today I want to share my story of what happened during the Summer. It's something I've been keeping to myself and haven't really spoken about or shared on social media, until now!
Life is full of surprises, and this year has proven that time and time again! I would never in a million years have thought that year 2020, which is prbably ht worst year in human history to be single, would be a year where I would find love.
Thank you so much for watching and see you soon!
Xx Kika
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[@101Danara]

So happy for you❤️don't be scared of love and what can happen, you are an absolute sweetest human being and will be happy anyways

[@Kutovakika]

Thank you so much for your kind words :) This year has really been full of ups and downs!

[@PlayHookywithMe]

WHOOHOOO!!!! Oh my goodness, I've told you this already on insta but I'm saying it again- I'm SO HAPPY FOR YOU! It about broke my heart when you revealed the break up and we could clearly see what a painful transition it was. Let me tell you, my son and beautiful daughter in law met on a tinder like app and I've never seen a couple so perfect for each other. It's incredible :D And the "manifesting" really does work!! Biggest hugs to you and I also wanted to say that your cardigan is gorgeous. Video requests--- really whatever you want to record, I will watch and I'm sure I'm not alone in this. lol Personally, I'm a big fan of your knitting so I would love to sip tea and watch you knit while you share what's going on in your world. But, really again, your page is a delight to visit, no matter what. xoxoxox All the best to you

[@Kutovakika]

Thank you so much for your kind words ❤️ This year has really been full of ups and downs, and at the satrt of the year and when the pandemic started everythign felt so hopeless. It felt like such a huge question mark to be moving home after many years abroad and feeling that real sense of not knowing if I would ever be able to meet anyone again, and then it happened this quickly! Lists have magic power!! 😂 Thank you so much for being so supportive, and for noticing my knit! I just finished it and was particualrly happy with the crochet buttons. I've planining to do more knitting related content, now when Winter comes maybe I'll finally get to it ! :)

[@PlayHookywithMe]

@@Kutovakika it’s so scary to trust your gut and follow that feeling . I am like you, I have a tendency to wait longer than I “should” . Ironically though, the timing still works out. Look how you met your new love ❤️ He showed up at just the right time ! Lists ... oh don’t get me started ! 😂 I’m such a strong believer about this. It really works !! 👏🏻 Again, so very happy for you !! xxxx

[@raheltd]

Some more content about Finland, Helsinki, speaking Finnish and Swedish: I think it would be really interesting, if seen from your point of view. Kiitos, moikka!

[@Kutovakika]

Oh that's really nice to hear youäd like to know more about Finland and this cold place I live in haha :)) I'll try to make a little vlog where I show you around some day :)

[@Hugbryggen]

I would love to see one video where you have subtitles and speak in your own language would be awesome!

[@majascavnicar1964]

@@Kutovakika maybe you can tell us how to and where to store and how to sort so many pictures... :) :*

[@prajalgupta12]

You seem so happy after such a long time.

[@Kutovakika]

I really am! This Summer has been such a crazy one, and I had to pinch myself at times because it just felt tto good to be true, and that something like this could even happen so fast :))

[@prajalgupta12]

@@Kutovakika so happy to hear that. I wish you all the good luck ahead 😊

[@snehapradhan5591]

She really does!

[@everystitchaprayer6268]

1995 was the year I made the list you are talking about. 29 years later and I'd still choose him today. Highly recommend that list! ❣

[@amemasteel]

DO it!!! Talk about every thing, everything that inspire u, makes u happy or sad. just come here and talk to us we love u))))

[@Kutovakika]

Haha that makes me so glad ! :))

[@gyiselhernandez6580]

You are so honest, even with things that can make anyone feel vulnerable, and I love it!

[@A_mrija]

This video can be used as treatment for depression - happiness burst out from the screen ! All kinds of pleasent feelings - Moving beck to country where you feel like a right place to be. Falling in love - the sweetest first phase of relationships. Pleasent chores wile moving and arranging a new place. Kika, don't loose your head in all this 😘

[@Biswash]

Watching you since day 1...I would love to see you combine dance and self portrait properly..or portrait taken by your lover...in a way that is magical and something that defines you

[@gabriellaweis8063]

so happy for you 😍 I would love to see some Chrismas picture ideas, DIY Christmas decorations, you are so creative and just a nice person to watch! ❤♥💟

[@Kutovakika]

Hi Gabriella! Thank you thos e are such good ideas! I donät have many Xmas decorations and was just thinking the other day it would be fun to do some DIY decorations, and could make a video about it too :)

[@gabriellaweis8063]

Great, it can serve like a nice background for photos as well. I am waiting to see your new house decorated 😘 Take care, you are such a nice person 🥰

[@ana-andreaholikova7655]

I think your life recently (this year for sure) makes perfect story for a movie! So happy for you!

[@Kutovakika]

Omg definitely! Feels like this year of my life would make a real Hoolywood movie with all the dramatic tiwists and turns and world catastrophies and epic love story materials! 😂

[@irenahleb5781]

i follow you for a while.. 💗🎩💗 i don't know, why i never commented till now... but now i have... i looove your love-story .. my heart is melting, seeing you so happy.. and i know, that the manifesting really works. btw. whatever you post, its YOU and i'll follow you for sure.

[@Kutovakika]

Hi Irena! Thank you so much for following along and for your comment, really appreciate it 💕

[@WelcomeToSteph]

I can totally relate to over thinking things and maybe staying in a situation because it's familiar rather than acknowledging something needs to change. Just keep creating and the direction for your channel will come naturally!

[@bw_9158]

I look forward to every video from Kika as a holiday!!! i missed about your cats and so happy for U 😊😘🐱🐱💕💞💕💞💕

[@AnnuMez]

I'm so happy for you! 💖 The idea of sharing more of your personal life sounds amazing! I would love to see that! 🥰

[@Kutovakika]

So glad to hear that, I'm slowly seeing that every time I post a video where I share more personal stuff, and it feels a bit scary to open up so much, it's actually really satisfying because the comments and response is so supportive and also that it can help people relate or maybe feel less alone in things. So, that is a huge motivator for me to be more courageous and open up and try to be less "perfect" or seem so put together, but be more vulnerable and honest 💕

[@MartaMcCall]

I'm so happy for you! I think your instincts are right, open up about your life, travel, photography, and knitting (and whatever else tickles your fancy.) You might find even more subscribers to your awesome channel. Well done. Great job. xoxoxo

[@Kutovakika]

Oh so good topics!! And knitting, yes I've been wanting to create more content abour knitting, this Winter will be the perfect time to do so 😀

[@dannymongy]

I’m soooo happy for u Kika☺️ this give me hope that things get adjust on perfect time 🙃

[@Kutovakika]

Hi Daniela! Yes, I have this quote in my notebook "Trust the timing of your life", and it is so comforting at the times it feels nothing is happening. Life is full of surprisesn and this year has definitely shown that! 😂

[@samyaahmed4096]

Kika, I have been one of your followers for almost a year that I feel already your friend .. and never have I seen you happier than that, I am truely proud of how brave and strong you are .. keep going ♥️

[@Kutovakika]

Ah this warm my heart☺️ Thank you friend💜

[@melissabeach7078]

I have the same insecurity in making decisions. I'm always so afraid I will make the wrong decision. I freeze and do nothing, which is also the wrong decision. Good luck with the new relationship! I hope you find much happiness with it!

[@Kutovakika]

Hi Melissa! Oh yes, I can get so overwhlemed when thinking about big decision and start to play all the possible scenarios out in my head without actually taking action. Maybe slowly as I get older I'll learn to trust my gut instinct more so I don't get stuck in these loops of over thinking and doubting myself. I' guess it's a process, and this year I definitely feel I've done some huuuge personal growth steps! 😅

[@melissabeach7078]

@@Kutovakika I think you do learn to trust yourself more. Especially in your 30s!

[@thoryaxx5293]

Awhh Kikaa❤️❤️❤️ We're all so happyy for youu. You're such a kind beautiful soul and u deserve all the love and support ❤️❤️ thank you for sharing this and creating a safe space to be vulnerable and being transparent with this community. It creates depth to your work when you share the behind the scenes of your life's ups and downs and it creates more connection. So yes please! More videos like that❤️❤️

[@Kutovakika]

Hi Thorya! So happy to hear this, thank you so much for watching and your kind words 😊 I'm truly gateful for having such an amazing community over here, reading these comments make me fill up with so much energy and motivation to create and share more with you ❤️

[@christinekriel3773]

What absolutely wonderful news....just love your work...keep sharing your creativity in whatever way that feels comfortable for you...it’s so inspiring & beautiful to watch❤️

[@SoothingSoundsGL]

I’m so incredibly happy for you and grateful for your transparency! I suspect that you fill more people with hope and joy than you could ever imagine!! Thank you for being you 🦋🌷🌾

[@charlotteh.thorbjornsen]

I'm SO glad on your behalf and wish you two the very best 🥰🥰 I love this privet "chats" with you, and I think you have a wise gut and should listen to what it says - and make content that feels good for you! I'm sure that I at least will like it! Have fun, dear Kika, and thank you for another lovely video! Lots of hugs 🤗🤗🤗

[@fridalarsen2564]

Thanks for sharing ups and downs with us - I’m glad you’re on the happy side again 😊 You could talk about sandwiches or chairs and I would still watch your videos. But seriously, I would personally like to see more of Finland and the environment around you, how you celebrate christmas, a day in your life, who you are when no one’s around, and probably all the things you’re thinking about making videos about. Good luck with everything! Hugs from Norge

[@Kutovakika]

Hi Frida! Thank you so much for following along through the ups and downs, what a year it's been!! 😅 Honestly , I could proably talk about sandwhiches for hours 😂 I love love love bread!!! Although, most subsricers would prpabbly be quite confused about this sudden shift of content topic 🤣 A lot of poeple seem to be interested in seeing more of Helsinki, so glad to hear that! I'll start planing more videos where I show you around and try to do my best of representing this strange country 😆

[@MsAnnika]

I am so happy for you! It is great to see you smiling! wish you luck and love!

[@andysilva7371]

You are so sweet!!! I love your energy! And i'm very happy you found love!!!!!!! As a 37 year old woman, living with my parents I totally know what you mean.... whatever videos you make, i'll be watching 🥰🥰🥰😘😘😘

[@LunaJoy]

It's your channel and it should reflect your happiness n journey of life...so whatever interests u to create, you can ....n ur videos are cozy and me in particular will always look forward to your content ❤️

[@hurricaneflowers]

Thank you for sharing something so personal! And you actually make me think about some decisions i make... and i just want to say that i am SO HAPPY FOR YOU and hope this new chapter will be amazing ❤️

[@Kutovakika]

Hi!! I've been wanting to make this video for a long time already but just knew it had to be the right moment, and now it feels so good to have shared this and get to spread this happy news with all of you 🧡

[@veganlunchmom]

You are so beautiful!! I love your sweater. Glad you have found love in such a crazy time. Hope it all works out. Like a fairy tale. My husband and I met online back in 2004. Soul mates 💕

[@FlorDeVlog]

I'm so glad you've found someone and it's been great! ♥ I really love it when you get personal. The last few videos since you moved out were really nice to watch :)

[@katrinav.8503]

Tou look so different! You look happy)) I’m so glad for You!! Thanks for sharing

[@tl4214]

Kika, your vulnerability is so present here. I found you later in the pandemic. I think you're right on both trusting your instincts and on trusting the timing of change. I was also wondering, is the lovely, happy sweater you're wearing a pattern of yours or will you make one like it? That color truly favors you! It is quite lovely!

[@holligordon5755]

I am so happy for you. You are so joyful and lovely. I'm happy to hear someone has recognized what an amazing catch you are!😍

[@Kutovakika]

Yay thank you so much 😃 It's so crazy how life can unexpectedly change so much and just this huge 180 degree shift and suddenly everything is different! What a crazy year!

[@christygetscrafty]

You are such a lovely person, Kika. I do love your photography tips, but I'm not really a photographer. I follow you because of your joy and your personality. I will enjoy whatever content you choose to put out and I would love to have you open up so that we can get to know you even better. Congrats on your very happy news!

[@tonyazaza6270]

Hallo, Kika! Just watching this video on 14.02.2023, St Valentine’s day. Your story is so romantic and motivated. Thanks for good mood. I’m so sed, didn’t see my lovely husband almost 6 months, because of the war😭Love you channel and all what you do! Please, do more videos about knitting, some vlogs or master class, no meter. So thank you for inspiration in this difficult time❤️

[@MrsCellardoor]

My daughters both fell in love 2020 and are very happy now 💞everthing is possible. Love happens anyway😍😊😊😊 happy new year!

[@myla9111]

Precisely! The right one won't just knock at your door 😂 sometimes you have to make a way. My friends were appalled when i told them i started using dating apps and actually found someone there too ☺️ but I'm so happy for you and I love your ideas! 💕

[@Kutovakika]

That's exactly why I wanted to mention that we met on Tinder, I think a lot of people still have this strange attitude that it would somehow be embarassing to be on a dating app, when in fact I know so many couples who have met online. And, espcially now when we can't socialise and really meet new people I think dating apps are so good if you want to meet new people :)

[@kelemogotsi5309]

So happy for you! Video requests: Helsinki. I love travelling and would like to see Helsinki from a local’s POV. Also the personal angle is really lovely. It’s always welcome 🙂

[@carolynlambert6989]

G’day Kika, looking back through your older podcasts……… trust yourself life will out the way it’s meant to 🍀

[@teachingismyfavouritejob3890]

Congratulations! I knew something like love was creeping up on you! I kept seeing that spark in your eyes and the jitter in your voice although you were less present on KZbin! :) So happy for you! Will HE be featuring in your videos? I have a few suggestions on your future vids: a morning/evening routine video, productivity tips, home photography studio set up, outfits for the season, DIYs, Q&As, any type of "Sit and Sip" (you know when you just sit and sip tea and talk) video that you make is great really :)

[@Kutovakika]

Hi!! Ah thank you for all the video ideas, I love them!! I need to put these down on my list 😃 I've been carefully bringing up the idea if he'd liek to be in a video, and he seems to be open to it, so maybe he will be in a video on my channel soon 😆

[@MioMyDog]

KZbin is a great space for more personal, everyday type videos and it would be lovely to see more of those from you.

[@inadukova6792]

Oh my! Listening to you is like listening to my own story, ever about listing what you look for in a guy! Almost 3 years later we are about to get married! I wish you all the love and luck!!

[@nazarovaanne]

Soooo happy for you!!!! I love everything about your channel, though more personal content and clothing content would make me a bit happier😁😁😁😁😁

[@Kutovakika]

Oh yes it's been a long time since I did a lookbook or outfits ideas video! 😃

[@nazarovaanne]

@@Kutovakika that how I found your channel - video "bye potato mode" and than I fell in love with photography content🤗 😘🤗🤗🤗

[@annesofiesoeby]

So happy for you and I resonated a lot with this. I believe it’s totally possible to let someone new into your life while processing a breakup. I did that in 2018 when I started dating someone new only one month after the breakup of my 3 year long relationship. We’re still together and understand each other so well. I’m 29 and it feels like my first adult relationship. ❤️ all the best for you and your new place! Xx

[@terriefitzpatrick4946]

So glad to see you again! Glad to hear all is well with you! Best wishes for your new place and your new guy!

[@CreateNowDreams]

Lovely video! I would love to see more videos of life in Finland, shops, people, countryside...

[@Sonderia]

So happy for you ✨ I believe that, the list that you made, is called manifestation. I did a manifestation for money and a month after I got a raise out of nowhere. Also, I feel homesick too and now I too the decision to go back home, to listen to my guts and to do what’s good for me. It feels like Elsa in Frozen 2. I have this whisper in my head all the time and it’s time to listen I guess. I feel you girl! 💖

[@Kutovakika]

Yes manifestation! Oh wow that's amazing that it worked so directly for you, lists really are magic 😆 It feels like the biggest desires or things we wish for often appear as whispers and aren't really shouting loud, so now I feel much more attentive to listen to those and not ignore them. I think you're doing the right thing listening to your gut, I've felt so good to be back home ☺️

[@Englishcupcake]

Kika, I'm so happy for you! God bless you and your partner!

[@shirleypol5683]

Very happy for you! I enjoy your more chatty videos... Would love to see the process of turning the apartment into a home. I also like when you talk about being an introvert as I can relate. It would be nice to see more of your city and country, specially now that we can't travel so freely.

[@ophy113]

I admire your honesty. And I relate a lot when you talk about listening to your gut :) I've decided to become a professionnal photographer after 6 years studying history & international relations. The second year of master was very hard for me and even at this point it took time to realize photography could be my job. I've upgraded my camera and it was the best decision i've made. Today I think of this period and I feel like I was completely blind. But its a way to learn and grow..! I'm sooo happy for you and I can't wait to see what's next ^^ Kiitos for this great content :D

[@Kutovakika]

Oh wow congratulations on making that leap and brave decision! Yes, isn't it funny how in that moemnt things can feel so unclear and confusing, and later on when looking back at it everything just feels so clear? So glad to hear you followed your instinct and are now going for your dream, I struggled so long to make the transition from dancer to content creator when I had no clue if it was going to work or how I was ever going to make money with it. Now, I'm so glad I stuck with it and went for it, it's been a long journey but slowly the pieces have all fallen into place 😊

[@carolinnanl9899]

Some of the things you said are so hard to say out loud. Thank you for saying them to us! Keep strong and chasing your dreams 😊

[@Kutovakika]

It’s always a little scary to share these things that feel quite personal and vulnerable, but comments like these make it all worth while ❤️😌 thank you so much for watching ✨

[@liseczerwonka163]

I know, it is an old video but I found your channel and now I am binge watching all your videos 😃 You are so sweet and funny. Love your videos even if you almost gave me a heart attack with the wedding dress. Luckily I already knew that you would finish it in time and you looked of course stunning. Keep the videos coming. I am trying not too binge too much to make them last longer. And congratulations with your little son. He is beautiful 😍 ❤

[@anastasiapa5393]

Thanks for sharing things like this. I'm going through a second breakup for the last six months with the same person I love. And over the past few weeks, I watched a lot of psychology videos but stopped at yours again. Your story helps me a lot. Thank you.

[@smilealways4978]

Last time when I saw you were crying that's the last video I saw of yours , and here I'm seeing you happy and im Very happy for you ... And guys here is the proof our breakup definitely leads us to self discovery and things automatically fall your way even if you don't want and when it falls it's right time, I would say this time you should be less attachment or open and just be neutral . Much love Kika ❤️

[@louellafernandes2846]

Congratulations Kika! I’m so happy for you. I cried when I watched the video about your past relationship and now, I’m crying with joy because shit happens for stuff to fall into place, sometimes. Wishing you the best always. ❤️

[@Kutovakika]

Hi Louella!! I'm a super emotional person too, ah I wanted to say don't cry, but I actually think crying is very purifying and it's such a strength to be able to emphatise like that ❤️ Thank you so much for being part of my ups and downs, wishing you all the best 😌

[@bronsolla6061]

Since you asked. I follow you because I love your creativity, photography and social media skills. I use to look forward to those videos. I have no interest in your love life. I really hope you continue to share your creative life and less of the relationship stuff. But I'm really pleased you're happy.

[@OnceUponATimeL]

Utterly happy to see you happy 🤗🧡

[@Angela-qs8hh]

So happy to hear the exciting news! Though I love your main content of photography tips, I would also be interested in seeing your own creative/aesthetic videography projects (for example, 7:34 - 7:43 was really nice). Seeing places of Finland (natural and urban) and more personal chatty videos would also be great. I am in the middle of deciding whether or not I want to take a break from my graduate program, so hearing about your experience of leaving dancing was very relatable and comforting. I hope this remains a space where you can feel comfortable being vulnerable (but definitely are not obligated to be).

[@anastasiam9745]

Ok, this is what I wanted to ask you about: how do you feel about tinder?) and then out of sudden you tell about this app😂 I’m going through a breakup recovery myself now, and finally decided to go for this app. Still, it’s a bit complicated to open up to new people. Really happy for you and thanks for sharing your feelings with us 🥰

[@Kutovakika]

Hi Anastasia! Ah so good you got your question answered haha! I wanted to share that we met on Tinder because I still think there's this "stigma" or maybe people feel it's a little embarassing to fo on Tinder. But, I know so many couples who met through Tinder and I think especially now when you canät go out and be social like we normally could, it's such a good way to still meet new people if you're looking for that. Obviosuly, it's a bit of a jungle and people might have different motivations to be on the app, but I think already from just chatting with someone you can get a snes eof if you have some chemistry or not :) We started chatting and immediately had these super long conversations, so I was fairly confident it wouldn't at least be too awkward to meet in person 😅

[@lebogangmabaso8420]

I am so glad you are happy, I was in tears when you spoke about your break up cause I could relate. You give me hope, maybe I will find love as well. 🙂

[@Nina21_]

This was so beautiful ❤ i'm happy you found love Kika you're a beautiful person inside & out and you deserve all the happiness ❤ also, it was so inspiring when you talked about how much you grew up as a person and having a different perspective about relationships now, becoming able to take in another person and not just being focused on yourself..thank you so much for sharing ! P.S. Can't wait to see the final result of your home after renovation ! 💕

[@anastaciatkachenko721]

I'm soooo happy for you! I always say that people find their love in exact time they need it. thank you for sharing your story 💜 love your channel so mush it's like cosiest blanket ever exist.

[@andreacannon1263]

Hi Kika, I found your channel few days ago and I really enjoy your videos...love your creativity! I met my husband online and we have been married for 16 years, since the very first time I talked to him I knew he was the love of my life. I watched the video of your wedding and I'm very happy for you guys, wishing you many years of happiness and blessings. Love from Tennessee, USA

[@MueedAhmad2001]

Hey.. Congratulations! Tinder is great as long as people there are great. Whats more important is having a person who absolutely stands with you shoulder-to-shoulder in every part of life. We all need that one. Congratulations on the new beginning. May you both achieve new heights in your life. Much Love!

[@startmakingmemories5920]

I love these sit down and chat videos! So I would love to see more, and it’s so nice to watch someone at a similar age go through similar things ❤️ Wishing you lots of happiness Kika! X

[@JennaBrown]

YAYY you look so happy and giddy and I am so happy for you!! I love how you’ve renovated so far 😍😍 such a well edited video too btw!!

[@Kutovakika]

Hi Jenna! Ah thank you so much, I was so proud of making that little "rewind" effect in the beginning haha 😂

[@missdella4990]

Omg yes! It’s always that exact moment they come along 😩

[@gegomez]

Someday i'll find someone like you! Enjoy everything in your life you seem so happy. You're such a wonderful person

[@mybestpopmusic]

So MUCH LOVE on here (in the comments). And it makes me happy what your person is to us all. This channel is certainly viewers' delight. Would love to see more chatty videos and creative photography ideas. Cheers to happiness!

[@Kutovakika]

Hi! I feel so lucky to have such a supportive and kind community over here, that was one of the things I was a little bit afraid of when thinking about starting a Yt channel- what kind of comments I would get. But, it’s been so positive and gives me so much energy to keep creating and sharing 🥰❤️

[@ChristinadeVries]

Yay❤️ So happy for you!! Congratulations 🎉🍾

[@luciabowman-ramirez]

I'm so happy to see how happy and glowing you look. I love your story and the advice you gave. Can't wait to see what's next for you. Hugs.💕

[@emmamitchell6818]

So happy for you. I also love your dress sense so much! Everything you wear I wish I could own x

[@riddhishah9247]

So happy for you ❤️ Hope you both have a future filled with love and happiness!

[@nurbanuyanar5479]

I totally agree with you! It's interesting to see how similar I am to you :) I keep ignoring that whisper and it takes ages to decide anything. I wish to watch you talking more coz it touches me

[@pianohead56]

Super video Kika, you are so honest and open about yourself. What please is the yarn colour and pattern for that beautiful cardigan? I couldn’t take my eyes off it!

[@misscarolinasousa]

You look and sound so happy and that's wonderful! I'm happy for you, Kika

[@mabrigen]

That's so interesting! I found love in September 2020 through Tinder too! and I really wasn't expecting that at all! But I just decided to put myself out there! Another thing is that prior that I wrote everything what I wanted in my partner too and guess what? I found what I was looking for! ❤️❤️❤️ VERY HAPPY FOR YOU! ❤️

[@bamidele0496]

I'm so happy that you're happy, is so nice to see you so happy and excited, I genially wish you the best, is a new change for you so live every moment to it's best, I'll be waiting every video of you 💕 take lots of care ❤️

[@Kutovakika]

Thank you so much Eliza 💕

[@annetten4166]

I keep finding your videos, and watching them, I enjoy your style, and your knitting and I want to get into photography, you are an encouragement to me.

[@nicolesuljic5746]

Yayyyy! This was exactly the way I felt when I met my now husband - fast forward 19 years later we have a house, two kids and are even more happy than ever before (which was a lot of work). My point? I wish you the best for your new love and please never believe this is just some pitty cake - it's not! ;-)

[@Kutovakika]

Wow 19 years together, that’s amazing congrats!! ☺️☺️❤️

[@LittlePoet]

Congratulations! I love your videos where you talk about your life and show nature. I adore you so. xxoo Susan

[@lettienugent]

I mostly enoy your personality and all the tips about taking pictures;--however, the random 'floral sprays' of your life make it all the more endearing. I like the combination. BTW; that color of yellow looks GORGEOUS you you.

[@thatswhatisaidCA]

Yayyy! So happy for you, congratulations. Wishing you a lovely relationship. :)

[@janfiertam789]

Hi Kita!!! Finally I found you haha at KZbin. I started follow your channel by watching your 100 photo shoot ideas not showing my face. I got inspired a lot!! I love all videos you created and shared and this one included! Your smiles and joys are the first things that attract me and encourage me. I am a shy girl behind the camera and I've been single for years. The darkest days just has had gone. I'm happier more than ever. But I still keep the door opened for the right person to come. It's ok the down time of our life. That's the part of our life and personal growth. Oh, I love how you set up things by yourself, like your studio. I am currently work from home and I'm a bridal accessories designer. It's quite budget for me to hire a photographer to photo shoot of my products. Your videos are really helpful for me to shoot by myself. haha. I love you. May all your sparkling wishes come true!

[@anupriya.r1449]

I’m really felt dumb...but by seeing ur video....feeling much better

[@Kutovakika]

That makes me glad to hear, hope you feel better 💕

[@AdrianaRodriguez-yo4dm]

So happy for you, Kika! Thank you so much for your openness and your insight on life ❤

[@SandraHeartbeat]

You literally manifested a lover ahhh! Witchy love 💓

[@Kutovakika]

Hahaha maybe I should start to make and sell love potions!! 😂😂

[@dreamingofmidsummer]

That’s great to hear!! The apartment looks lovely already and such a nice view 🌲

[@ellux87]

Destiny or not, I'm very happy for you! Sometimes the right people come at the right time. I also did some of the writing down and met my other half, who matched most of my criteria, a few weeks after. That was in 2004!

[@Kutovakika]

Wow it’s so crazy how life can work itself out like that 😍

[@paulina_4444]

Hei 🤗 I love when you talk about topics that show up in your life, cause you are so good at going in depth and expressing them in words. Oh and btw, I so feel like we would be friends in real life, that's the most amazing part about watching your videos. Kiitos från Sverige ♡ // Paulina

[@Kutovakika]

Hi Paulina! That makes me feel so good, i always try to really imagine I'm sitting down with a friend when I record my videos so I'm really happy to hear that that's the feeling that comes across from watching them too ☺️ I'd love to visit Stockholm soon when it's possible again, my sister lives there and I lived on Kungsholmen for 2 years, really miss it. Where in Sweden do you live? 😌

[@paulina_4444]

@@Kutovakika Wow you lived in Stockholm? Hope you get to see your sister soon, this year has really put distance between families that live apart. I also have family in Finland, whom I miss soo much. Muuten, puhun myös Suomea, äiti oli Suomesta 🌟 ja meillä on kesämökki siellä, Jyväskylän lähellä. Harmi kun ei voi oikein matkustella, on tosi ikävä... Right now I live close to Göteborg, in the forest, by horse fields and lakes. I found my freedom here

[@shushens]

Very happy for you. My current girlfriend did things I wasn't expecting (in a good way, but also in a different way). So I guess writing it down wouldn't have worked really. But I am happy that it did for you 🤗

[@lenawarelius4195]

So happy for you 😻🥰👏🔥

[@goerillsomby]

Congratulations on moving into the "new" flat and on the relationship! Hope you'll be very happy with both. I like the combination of personal stuff and creative tips/photography. Looking forward to your next video! :)

[@zazoufrance4110]

So happy for you, you deserved it ! Wish you a lot of happiness in this new advendure

[@natasacumic8289]

Love it! Thank you for sharing such personal stuff with us, you really know how to put things into good words 🤩👏💕 I am sure that I'm not alone when I say that I would love to hear your thoughts on other life topics, because I really like your point of view, couldn't say it better myself ☺️🌺

[@AnneliSchmidt]

Instagram tips, YT tips and about Finland! I miss Finland so that my selfish wish 😀 Also I'm very happy for you!

[@Kutovakika]

Ah yes I have more KZbin tips videos planned! Ah do you live abroad? Where do you live? I'm so glad to be back home again, even though it's so grey here right now 😆

[@AnneliSchmidt]

@@Kutovakika I live in Vancouver British Columbia Canada. I was born in Helsinki and I've been back only a few times. I was supposed to come to visit again this past September but of course, that didn't happen. My niece who was born In Helsinki was supposed to move back too this September, but everything has changed now. Soon I hope to come again! It rains here a lot and is also very grey 😀

[@gracemccleen9497]

I'd love to see more personal videos, like this one Kika. About mental health, relationships - and interior design; home decorating!

[@TravelingSillyPlaces]

Wooww..right from the heart, and so relatable. So happy for you 🤗

[@Adventures.ofjenny]

I just turned 32 also babe, no kids yet so I know how you feel. I’m married currently buying a home too. I loved your video, you are glowing and it’s beautiful to see! I’m excited for your new journey in life and love ❤️

[@vikagumgum]

Hi, Kika, i`m Vika :))))) Thank you for tutorials, but i love most videos with chatting! ^_^ you`re so pleasаnt person with great taste: of life, of interior, of clothing: it`s enjoy for me to see you and your english clear, so i can understand it without subs - you`re good teacher (i`m from Belarus) i`m interested in your design (it`s Nordic super-style so cute, minimalistic and cosy :)) and want to see more about that in your videos - maybe about renovating of grandma`s flat: how can makeover be inexpensive, for example,or any difficult stuff about it maybe some cosiness lessons ) anyway, i`ll be happy to listen all your stories with opportunity to see this lovely peaces of nature around thank you for this beauty and good wishes to you and your love :)