Ishmael, Siffrin, and Why The Ends Can't Justify The Means

Talk about Brian David Gilbert, Limbus Company, and In Stars And Time for just way, way too long? My pleasure!
Want to hear me talk... more? Check out this: • Loop 2 | Director's Co...
How about the BDG video mentioned at the start? • Pokémon Edibility | Un...
Other than that, I've got some people to mention.
Huge thanks to:
LanCon - Voicing Ahab, Isabeau, and Mirabelle (and feedback)
CascadianFalls - Voicing Siffrin and Head Housemaiden (and feedback)
Lumus - Feedback on script and test edits.
‪@insertdisc5‬ - For the game. You did this.
FAQ:
Q: Did you mean to talk about ISAT for a full hour? Do you regret it?
A: No and no.
Q: Do you usually write that much?
A: No way! I don't know what came over me! I hope it's terminal! (/j)
Q: Was that a Lobotomy Corp/Toontown/Ultrakill reference?
A: Yeppers. And Neon White music at the start.
Q: Where's the easter egg?
A: Check the music pop-ups during the ISAT summary segment. :)
Q: What's the next video?
A: I have no idea. Current ideas include music, riot shields, and grid based puzzles.
Q: When's the next video? How long are you planning on making it?
A: bestie, please, i have no idea, hopefully shorter than this
Q: Favorite song(s) from Project Moon and/or ISAT?
A: PM? 'And Then Is Heard No More' and 'Between Two Worlds (Realm of Light)'.
ISAT? 'Go Back (Death's Theme)' and 'Let's Hang Out, Stardust!'
Q: Did I steal this FAQ idea from an0nymooose?
A: THIS FAQ IS OVER!
0:00:00 - Part 1) Opening
0:02:24 - Part 2) It's All Ishmael's Fault
0:12:00 - Part 3) It's Actually Ahab's Fault
0:15:32 - Part 4) I don't want this moment to end.
1:14:41 - Part 5) I don't know how to continue after that.
1:21:44 - Part 6) Closing
1:23:39 - Part 7) Bonus Content

[@Dirty0o0Jester]

"Fun Fact" about the sadnesses, theyre all french words and terms about grief, and Siffrin's in particular is the term for Home Sickness

[@dragondude7107]

The most memorable moment in ISAT for me is actually one probably entirely unique to me. I got all the way to the king, but I had already done everything I needed to in that loop, so I figured it’d be faster to just lose to the king on purpose. Then the cutscene played, and I felt immense regret. And then Siffrin said something along the lines of “you forgot how bad it hurts” and I did forget. It was just such a personal moment that was entirely unscripted, and for that reason it stuck with me

[@Pan.Gaming]

I don't actually think I got that one. And I think that's part of what makes ISAT so interesting! There's so many things, so many lines, so many situations, that only come up once in a blue moon. So much so that you feel like it was just for you. One thing I don't remember mentioning in this video was a scene in the bathroom where Sif forgets Odile's name, and it might just be the most relatable thing I've ever read. Thank you for the comment!

[@Jeremy-se1kp]

Same vibe as the Memory of Daggers

[@faithseden293]

For me, I don't have a specific moment that stood out, but a specific feeling. Even if the party members would forget everything when I looped back, I will still scared to make different choices and explore different places because I didn't want to upset them. There were some books or some cupboards that I knew would make them suspicious and I didn't want to deal with the potential fallout. Every time I did make the choice to 'see what happens', it was intensely stressful and I found myself holding my breath. In that sense, I was inextricably connected to Siffrin. I also experienced a similar mania that Siffrin does when something *new* happened in a loop.

[@davkar6963]

start watching this just cause mah boy siffrin here and stars and time be needin some love,stayed because of the unexpected quality of editing and writing

[@Pan.Gaming]

Thanks for watching and for the comment! This being my second video essay, as well as the first one heavily focused on telling a game's story, you can kinda see that I got better at it as the video goes on. I mean like, there's that one part where I let the death cutscene play out for a bit... like why isn't that voiced? But I do think the bits from 57:30 on, starting at the voiced clocktower segment, and on is a good display of what I should have been doing the whole time! But, yeah, I don't see enough talk about In Stars and Time. Where are the other video essays about it? I didn't touch the aspect of what makes you as a person if you have no background, so I'd love to hear from someone who could connect with that, like how I connected with the whole 'the only thing that matters is the end' part.

[@GL-hh1pv]

Ay can you try limbus company is really good

[@MillyKKitty]

At the time of writing this, I had just finished playing In Stars And Time about 6ish hours ago. It was possibly the greatest experience I have had with a game since Omori. The little snippets into Siffrin's views of themselves are so crucial, hinting all that time what he really wants. Yet they are unaware of it in some level. He hates to be seen, he is surprised whenever he is touched, he fears being forgotten, he fears being alone. He wants family. That's what he knows on the surface, but those feelings come from deeper, from Home Sickness, a home he can't even recall, parents and friends he can't recall. He can't recall their touch, he can't recall eating malagna fritters their parents made to the point of being sick, he can't recall eating fish with their friend, he can't recall his parents gifting him his cloak and hat that grows with him and keeps him comfortable. He can't recall the night he got mad about being given veggies and running away on a boat as an act of rebellion. He can't recall rowing back home, only to suddenly lose the memory of what happened afterwards. He recalls waking up on a beach. Where is he, who is he, where does he come from, did anyone ever love me. He stands alone at the beach, looking over to a spot in the ocean, where something is missing, but it hurts to think about. He cries, but nothing comes out of it, so it is a waste of time. If they are able to forget their family that easily, then what stops it from happening again, to themselves. Are they even real if they don't remember their own childhood? He wants someone to hold him, to confirm he is real, but what if he isn't? What if he is fake, what if he is forgotten, their existence is pointless, pointless. Even if Siffrin doesn't remember, the lack of memories of their childhood still shapes him as a person, makes him real. But he gets so hanged up on making his life have meaning, or at least have any effect, by spending every moment making others happy. And just maybe, they won't leave, like everything else did.

[@DoctorTex]

Siffrin: I'll keep all my emotions right here, and then one day, I'll die.

[@HarPaelTheMessenger]

You breathe in, and out. It's fine. It's fine.

[@Pan.Gaming]

Haha, no, it's fine. It's fine. You're fine.

[@DoctorTex]

...get back on the stage, Siffrin.

[@bitd1807]

You have a country to save.

[@skeletron1091]

just remembered the cat named heathcliff is also named after wuthering heights heathcliff

[@Pan.Gaming]

this cant be true EDIT: THIS IS TRUE

[@ursamajori]

me in the middle of one of the best recreations of my favorite video games: hey remember when this was about unraveled and anime girl ishmael

[@Pan.Gaming]

yeah, sorry, video got too long, yeah. sorry, it won't happen again (please don't check my other videos). I hope you enjoyed the video!

[@ursamajori]

@@Pan.Gaming OH NOOOO ITS A COMPLIMENT I LIKE THIS VIDEO A LOT :( yall were getting the emotions across so well reading out those scenes !!! and i think its fun when videos take turns like this

[@sweptcircle6722]

1:19:44 the sudden whiplash I get when being reminded that the video is also about Ishmael was hilarious

[@sunset5379]

I completed the entire game without knowing you could use that damned banana to loop You learn something new every day, I suppose

[@Pan.Gaming]

I'm so sorry for your loss. At least your Siffrin doesn't get sick at the sight of bananas?

[@sunset5379]

Yeah that's likely a good thing

[@AhmetKayraKartal]

Same. I had to get to that stupid boulder every time I wanted to loop forward from Dormont.

[@motorizedbarofsoap6601]

I didn't learn until I was in like act 5 lol wish I realised that soon

[@SolarisSpem]

who knew watching a video about BDG, Limbus Company, and In Stars and Time at 4 am would make me cry like i havent in a while (but fr great video, i've wanted to get In Stars and Time for a while now and this just made me want to play it even more)

[@Pan.Gaming]

if it makes you feel any better, 4 am is the perfect time to cry (and edit videos that make you cry, I would know) ((also sorry (or not sorry) about making you cry))

[@sirconnie]

I have been hyperfixating on these EXACT two games lately, and Ishmael is my favourite Limbus character. It's like this video was a message directly from the gods when I saw it in my recommended feed. Really loving what I've seen so far, great work!

[@sirconnie]

Finished the video, the work you put into this video really paid off! I love the way you reinforce the monotony of the loops in your summary of ISAT. Also love the parallels you drew between both Ishmael and Siffrin's arcs.

[@Pan.Gaming]

Thanks for watching! When I started working on this, I felt like In Stars And Time didn't have the recognition it deserved, so I'm glad to see that it's at least popular enough to overlap with some Limbus Company players! I'm also glad that the insanity of editing the same but slightly different clips worked, because that really took a toll on me. I guess we'll see if I'll manage to hit your exact interests next time! (Probably not, but who knows?)

[@mechtroidProductions]

Hello fellow Siffrin and Mind Wh--Ishmael enjoyer!

[@daekieisms]

In Stars And Time, or: "Siffrin's rejection-sensitive dysphoria is so bad they almost destroy the world over perceived rejection". He will simply put all his feelings in a little box somewhere and then eventually he'll die :) (In a less humorous note, part of *what* saves Ishmael from just becoming another Ahab and repeating the cycle is that she *isn't alone.* She has people surrounding her who care about her, want her to do well, and will go HEY! WHAT THE FUCK! at her when she goes too far, and who are actively watching her struggle with her problems. The Sinners as a whole might be a mess, and they're not exactly perfect people, but their influence on each other makes them *better.* And Siffrin... Siffrin only has Loop. Loop *does* care about Siffrin and want them to succeed, there's no doubt about that, but Loop... they have their own issues (there's a conversation you can have with them where they say they actually don't know what they look like!), and we can't forget they hate his fucking guts. Siffrin doesn't have an unbiased outsider to ground them -- they have someone who is just as trapped as he is, just as detached as he becomes, and both of them deflect as hard as possible when someone else tries to display real, genuine concern. We can't let people know we FEEL.)

[@Pan.Gaming]

Me and my homies all keep little boxes of our feelings and keep them out of sight. Out of sight, out of mind! Thinking about it, yeah, I did downplay how important it is to have other people around you. I don't mention Heathcliff pulling Ishmael out of the gunk during the final fight, nor the fact that Dante shouts a suggestion during the harpoon throwing cutscene. And, uh, Loop. Loop is such a funny guy, huh? It's crazy how much they hate Sif, but at the same time, Loop is the only reason Sif's final run doesn't end in disaster, by guiding the rest of the party. Both games end up pointing out how important having other people is, to save us as well as ground us. Thanks for the interesting comment!

[@Brandcs]

When playing this game, it was so difficult, relatable and I had to see it through. After it it kept me occupy for weeks after it. It gives someone so many important lessons and advice, to the point where if I played this earlier, it would've changed me a lot. This summary is just so accurate and gives so many memories of playing it.

[@hiimvixel6628]

oh cool hes doing a recap of isat's story OH HES REALLY DOING A RECAP OK

[@mango4586]

Hey uh that bit where you asked the dev what Loop means by “don’t make the same mistakes i did” ..Not going to spoil anything in case you or anybody else hasnt seen it yet but once you beat the game you can return to doromont and loop has some… “unique” dialogue

[@knightmare6229]

Thats only apparently if a certain event had already happened in the game.

[@Pinkfifi3]

Yes, happens when you examine the silver coin in act 4 multiple times. It’s a random event but you end up getting it. After getting it you continue and finish the game, then you to to the favor tree and you should get the second silver coin, examine that one then yours and you get the dialogue !

[@niftyskyblue]

@@Pinkfifi3 You also need to show Loop the coin after you get The Incident afaik

[@liamwhite3522]

In Stars and Time, or "The mortifying ordeal of being known"

[@BargainBinBadGuy]

Fun little thing to add to your "Game that make you sad" list if you haven't already, Persona 3. The new remake came out so its fresh and perfect for burning your dread.

[@knightmare6229]

22:29 Theres an event you can get to show the context behind this. Instructions is down below if you want it and dont care about spoilers :> From what i can remember you have to interact with your silver coin (idk what act to do on though, act 4 probably) to get an event, then interact with it again in front of loop/favour tree. Once that happens, talk to loop at the end of the game.

[@coolguy-ds7br]

Funny enough, even though Loop had JUST told me I was allergic to pineapples, I chose the pineapples first. I think my memory is as good as Siffrin's.

[@OrionCorvus77]

Even though this is the first time ever seeing both of these series, I can also relate to both of them but more in Sif's case as I view myself as a steppingstone for others and not showing my feelings to the point that I cry when talking about my interests or making myself the centre of attention. The Moto "The end justifies the process" is something I believe in as well (even though it's flawed) as I find that all the time and all the effort can be cruel and crushing when it tries to beat you down over and over again but if the end is worth it I would go through all of the torture to achieve what I believe will make others happy or make people proud. It's a way to prove that I deserve to live so seeing Sif's trials of suffering actually made me cry for a bit. (Also Great video Pan, Keep up the great work) 👍

[@Pan.Gaming]

I'm glad that I was able to show Siffrin's story well enough to get a real reaction! (I was very worried that it wouldn't come across.) I think the deal with the whole "the ends justify the means" phrase is that it's often used as an excuse. One angle that I didn't cover that CascadianFalls suggested was covering ethics. Ahab's whale was her excuse to mistreat the crewmates and leading them to their death. (Extremely unethical) Ishmael's hunt for Ahab resulted in mistreating her coworkers. (Technically unethical) Siffrin's mindset has them ignore themself for the party... (?) ...to the point where they'd end themself. (Unethical (probably)) So, looking at this phrase with ethics in mind, we can find a (somewhat blurry) line that we shouldn't cross. To get anything done in life, it's going to take hard work, sweat, and tears. Many have to suffer to get their work done, and that suffering can be tossed away with the phrase. But, I think the important part is keeping your actions in check. It's one thing to dedicate time, effort and thoughts to a project. And it's another to skip meals or lose sleep to get a single step closer to the end. (And also don't do obviously unethical things like kill people??? Ahab??? Ishmael???) So, I guess what I'm trying to say is that remember that you are a person. You aren't just the things you do, and you deserve things like breaks, treats, and recognition.

[@zexseph9017]

I want to say. First off, nice Ahab voiceacting. Second, I had DRAWN Ishmael and Siffrin in the "I think this guy needs to go" meme a while back, and seeing this, I HAD to find it again because it was so funny that this came out so much later but had the same characters. Still going through the video, but yeah!!! Third. The yellow calf always wins.

[@Pan.Gaming]

When LanCon and I played through Canto 5, Lan took the role of Ahab (since I was voicing Ishmael), and I believe his method of almost entirely ignoring the fact that Ahab is female to really emphasize the gruff pirate-like voice was a great idea. More importantly, I NEED TO SEE THE ISHMAEL/SIFFRIN meme! PLEASE let me know where to find it! (oh and enjoy the rest of the video too!)

[@LanCon-nl8tl]

Ahab voice here, to say thank you! I'm also here to say that This Entire Video is Siffrin's Fault! Wait, no, that's not right

[@zexseph9017]

@@LanCon-nl8tl It's totally Siffrin's fault, Ishmael is the one in a time loop! Ahab says there's something breaking, rotting- but yw!!! :D

[@zexseph9017]

⁠@@Pan.GamingI ALSO REALIZED MY REPLY. DID NOT SEND??? So I am trying again!!! I did also do voiceacting when me and a few friends went through it, and while I did voice both Ish AND Ahab, I gave Ish a numbed down and bored /"so done with this" voice- and eventually got to counter it with making Ahab sound more like a theatre kid since I couldn't do a gruff voice successfully. The gruffness adds to the age so much though- and also Project Moon characters have gender. Not anything specific, just gender. So, the gruffness also adds to that, haha. You can find the image in the ISAT server!!! I kinda just. recently made something on it too and posted it in the creator's corner, but the original image I drew fully is all the way in December somewhere in fanworks! ALSO. Finished the video too at this point and. TOUGH LUCK, STARDUST!! You'll have to loop to get the plushie!! (I am being silly with this. Many people are hoping for a rerun of the siffrin plushie soon, so, hopefully, it comes back eventually!! I did order it when it was still available, and the comment reminded me that people will receive theirs soon...)

[@Pan.Gaming]

@@zexseph9017 If there's one thing we can all agree on, PM character have gender. I mean, have you seen Ozma Roland???? And, ah, yes, the ISAT server. I was considering posting this video there, but 1) I don't know where I'd post it (I mean I consider making videos an art, but does it go in the creator's corner???) 2) the social anxiety of doing that is great, i mean it took me three days to gather the courage to @ the dev on twitter Anyways, I'll have to take a look to see if I can find it! PS: Before I rewrote the ending, the original script for the plushie had me say something along the lines of, "M-Maybe I'm in a time loop. And when I wake up next it'll be before I played the game, and I can get the plushie... and then... work on the card video... and then another month and a half on this video. . . Nevermind. I'm not doing that again." Once again, thanks for the comments!

[@lowkeyhat2304]

Popped up in my recommended, instantly clicked for the ISAT summary/analysis cause it’s criminally unknown, but WOW this editing, the script… honestly, incredibly job dude, can’t wait to see what you do next.

[@Kinsume1]

I've always understood that phrase, but on it's surface level, I've never thought more about it! And now, comparing Siffin's bad habit of justifying their existences with every good thing, or blaming themselves for every bad thing, now I've got to think about other media too!

[@Cobra-42]

I've got into both of these, now I wonder, what have I gotten myself into.

[@Pyromantic_Performer]

came from the chonny jash video in my recommended and seeing ishmael in it was like a flashbang to me!! had to see this and now i have a game that i really wanna play lmao the way you break down the loops for in stars and time is absolutely wonderful and it has me HOOKED. i genuinely can't wait to play it and this is the first time i've heard of it. absolutely amazing video essay and i'm shocked at the lack of views and subscribers you have

[@Pan.Gaming]

Welcome to the video I'm actually proud of! (Even if I don't sound like it in the video... you know how self-doubt goes) I believed I was taking a pretty big risk emulating the loops like that, since repeating the same bits over and over could make the video worse to watch. But, the loops is how the game gets relatable, so I knew I had to do it. I'm just glad it actually works! (Or I assume it does, since I can't watch this video without noticing like 100 things I'd want to change.) As for the views/subs bit, I was at like 390 subs before that Jash video happened, so with the flood of Jash fans that watched or subbed, I am only A LITTLE afraid of the expectation those people might have. But, like before, I'm only going to upload things that are interesting to me! So, hopefully that's what people are here for! And, also, as I said at the end of this one, I don't really care about the subs or views, but I do really enjoy the comments. I read every single one (even the Jash video). So on that note, thank you for checking out my non-Jash content, and thank you even more for the kind comment!

[@leosenigma474]

This was really really great. Me and friends have dedicated our Fridays to playing odd rpgs together for the past half year starting with omori. We voice the characters and talk about the themes and just have fun with it. I'll definitely have put sea of stars into the rotation.

[@Pan.Gaming]

Ooo! That sounds like fun! OMORI is one hell of a trip. I haven't played it myself, but even just watching ManlyBadassHero's playthrough had me emotionally invested.

[@JackalformerlyKnownasDjjjav]

41:44 this bit is just amazing

[@aereonexapprentice7205]

Ah, it seems i have stumbled upon another long reflective retrospective piece of media that puts a considerable perspective on life, just gently flowing down youtube's recommendation wind right unto my lap, how quaint. Jokes aside, thanks for this video. The core value of this video might just be sitting back on my mind's repository just like the lots of them i've collected. I might not relate as strongly owing to the fact that i have no particular nostalgia to look back upon, no considerable hopes and dreams that might drive me into obsession, no friends to confide or share each other's burden or even aforementioned burden for that matter. But seeing your videos (and all videos and stories in the past), i still understand the feelings. Even if i've never encountered the crisis of "end justifies means" or "feeling worthless", the segments existing in this video had me realizing their existence, they feel and are real. So despite me just being a lone college student sitting in front of his laptop lazily switching between playing games, doing journal editing, and listening to this valuable masterpiece, i've gained a lot more than i realized, so thank you for this! And also thank you for trudging through countless hard work spanning through months riddled with unimaginably mind-flaying editing app crashes. I pray nobody including you and me be subjected to such torture ever. Also your mid-monologue in the bathroom sections with the 4th wall breaking bits and the other bits are unbelievably entertaining. And if there's a voice somewhere close with you incessantly telling you "that can't be" "nah, i ain't that smart" or "impossible, that's just your egotistic imagination", just remember that most likely another one person in this same world that i am existing in has the opinion that your work is lower than canine excrements. Hopefully it makes that voice shut up, at least works for me.

[@Pan.Gaming]

I'm glad that this piece was able to give some amount of value to you, as comments like yours continue to remind me that my time and effort are appreciated. I'm also very glad that the bathroom segments weren't considered 'overdone,' but, since I've made this video, I've begun to realize that there's some amount of respect I can give myself in these things, on the basis of being the person who's dedicating so much time into creating the product. (Finding the balance between respect for the work, respect for the audience, and respect for the creator is, in fact, a script I've written, but probably won't make into a video.) Thank you so much for your comment!

[@stormoftara]

I gotta say I finished isat and I am full of regret that I can't travel back in time and get that blinding Sif plush

[@aokay7091]

My first playthrough was around 42 hours since i was looking into anything and everything to get any new lines maybe a new memory (without using guides) but when i finally did every single suspicious act and when odile yelled at me I was so emotionally down from the game already that I was like ok then lets start act 5

[@heritage6587]

You have no idea how hyped i was when this popped into my recommendations

[@CringeCrab]

hhhhh you and me both buddy. I so badly want the plushie now since I have beaten the game (also thanks for mentioning the dagger. I missed that whole interaction since I shut it down instantly and didn't think about it, and hearing that it actually leads to Sif spiraling further has definitely done something to my mental health.(I am going to respectfully hug the life out of Siffrin when I hand sew my own plushie))

[@Pan.Gaming]

The dagger. I'm glad that your Siffrin avoided that fate. I know that I was so anxious about it. About how Loop is so against it. About how Loop is forced to give you the option. About how you could back out when you're about to use it for the first time. About how long the descriptions go. I think I need a siffrin plush, and I think I need to hug it. (Thank you for the comment, and I'm sorry(?) for bringing up the dagger.)

[@CringeCrab]

@@Pan.Gaming oh no it's all good! It just made my heart drop since I completely forgot about that interaction and never knew it went beyond a simple conversation. Honestly I didn't know the game would actually give the player the option- I know someone else in the comments has mentioned it, but have you gotten the two hats achievement? It makes a lot of the Loop interactions burn so much more

[@CarmenCards]

In stars and time easily made my list for game of the year when I played it,

[@decadrud]

got sucked in by projmoon being mentioned and then this essay makes me want to fall down an even bigger rabbit hole with ISAT, really good vid and i'm looking forward to if you make more stuff like this!!!

[@decadrud]

also it's really funny that this has been the third video essay i've watched so far in the past year which i've gotten jumpscared by echo being mentioned randomly

[@Pan.Gaming]

I'm glad I was able to trap another person with Project Moon before subjecting them to a short* and concise* talk about ISAT! And as for Echo, I only played it after seeing it mentioned in a video essay, and I really don't know how to feel about it. For me, it's in a constant state of being extremely interesting and 'Wow, I'd like to play any other game, please!" Thank you for the comment! I'm currently working on the next video, and it should be out by the end of Feb. It's something short and sweet though, so don't expect a monster like this one. *Not short, nor concise.

[@decadrud]

@@Pan.Gaming ive honestly only heard of echo from random mentions and it being called "furry higurashi" from my friends gl on the video in february :]

[@decadrud]

coming back to ask your opinions on canto 6 🫡

[@Pan.Gaming]

hey pan "gmaing" here, about canto 6. Loved it. To me, it really felt like it could have stood as the finally to Limbus Company. I am a little disappointed with how the whole Heathcliff/Cathy thing wrapped up, since I don't know how removing Cathy would get rid of Erlking. But, I did thoroughly enjoy it, none the less. I'm also okay with not doing a dungeon, if they're just going to continue doing basically linear routes. I am VERY excited to see the events before the next main Canto, however. I mean I still can't believe the ID we're getting for Sinclair.

[@KriegMaus]

I'm so glad to see the growth of popularity with In Stars And Time because it has so much rich material for commentary! This video pleased the brainworms I have of this game and introduced me to Limbus Company, awesome stuff!!

[@Pan.Gaming]

In Stars And Time is the type of game that will cause you to never feel the same again. And for some reason, it resonated with me in such a way to make a *way too long* video about it! Thank you for the comment, and I hope you enjoy Limbus Company!!! (Heathcliff's Canto 6 is actually insane. I still like Ishmael's story more, but Canto 6 feels like the finale to Limbus itself!)

[@KatieAndCatburger]

I really enjoyed this one, what a lovely meditation on motivation. Thanks for this!

[@starlastname25]

This video REALLY made me want to play In Stars and Time! I had never heard about it before but if you were hoping to at least sell one person on the game you got me! This also reminded me I have to actually get to *playing* Canto V I had to take a break after Canto IV (it hit me in a personal spot)

[@Pan.Gaming]

Say what you will about Limbus Company, but the Cantos are peak writing. Every time I think they can't do any better, they prove me wrong! And for some reason most of the video turned out to be ISAT, so... whoops?

[@BioCraftHero]

I decided to wait to leave a comment after I had finished the video, and OH MY GOODNESS THIS IS AMAZING!!! I am absolutely shocked you have less than 1k subs because the quality of this is fantastic! The depths you went to in the video and your understanding of themes in the games you talked about are perfect. I had the fortune of playing through the entirety of In Stars And Time and START AGAIN: a prologue before watching this and this is really making me wanna do my second playthrough of ISAT again even sooner… I’m so happy I stumbled across your channel. Your summary of ISAT evoked the exact same feelings the game itself did and the work everyone put into the voice acting is wonderful. Absolutely beautiful work.

[@Pan.Gaming]

Thank you so much for the comment! Yeah, doing video essays is relatively new to me! This one was actually just my second one! And I recently posted my third... which, uh, has blown up??? Two days ago I was at like 390 subs, so that's crazy... but I do wish it was for this video... oh well! I haven't played START AGAIN, but I did buy it! I'm just not sure I can handle it after spending a full month and a half just thinking about ISAT and making this video. It's amazing to hear that I was able to evoke the feelings that ISAT gave me, as, at the end of the day, that's what I set out to do. I think you can tell that as I was working on it, I realized the power of voice acting the game. If I went back, I'd do way more. Anyways, once again, thanks for the comment! I'm glad you enjoyed it!

[@onyxxcrimson]

i decided to watch this after the chonny jash video (got ishmael jumpscared) and i honestly have no words to describe how great this video is. for the limbus company part, i like the message you got from canto v. it really showed how ishmael was slowly starting to mirror the person she wanted to kill by also believing that the ends justify the means. and for the in stars and time part, really scary how relatable siffrin became as the game progressed (not to mention we have the same pronouns). aside from that, i really enjoy the voice acting because it helped sell the mood of the scenes so well, and i also really enjoyed how the loop portion of isat was emphasized here. though i havent played isat yet, you really sold it for me. safe to say i'll be checking that game out in my spare time. overall great video, 10/10. additional 100 points for the bdg and limbus company mention

[@onyxxcrimson]

just realized this comment was longer than i expected erm oops

[@Pan.Gaming]

I'm glad you enjoyed the video! For something you "have no words to describe," you seem to do a pretty good job doing it! Limbus Company is just a banger of a game, and Canto V was great, and watching Ishmael succumb to her anxiety and need to kill Ahab was *very* enjoyable. I really do think that ISAT would not be as good or relatable as it is if it didn't force you to deteriorate through the loops, just like Siffrin. Yeah, I think the voice acting was pretty great for the video, as you can kinda tell since the last of the summary is mainly just voice acted parts. (It's also a really good show of how well the writing is!) The good news for you is that if you do play it, I left out a ton of stuff! I mean, the entire game is such a vibe, and I love it entirely. Thank you for the comment, and for checking out more than the Jash video! And for the comment length, don't worry about it. There's a ton to talk about when it's a 86 minute video! (And I love to read what people think about my work!) PS: When I was writing the script I really wasn't sure how he/they pronouns work? Do you just accept both? Should I be replacing him & his with them & theirs? I tried googling it but I couldn't find any solid answers. Sorry if this is over reaching, but I'm just curious!

[@onyxxcrimson]

@@Pan.Gaming for he/they pronouns, using either one or both works fine in my experience. i feel like most ppl who use two or more pronouns would be ok if you refer to them with either one of said pronouns, but some do prefer alternating between them (i.e. using he/him in one sentence and then using they/then in another). so really its a matter of whatever the person is comfortable with. in my case i don't really mind if you use just he/him or they/them.

[@ThienNguyen-in6gx]

This is the most eclectic mix topics I've ever watched. And I love it.

[@ThePiachu]

Lovely video, perfectly captures the feeling of In Stars And Time!

[@justarandompersoniguess]

22:28 finally getting to watching this video (it’s a great video) and seeing this took me off guard in a “they don’t know” kind of way Probably knows know but man it’s fun how you can miss a certain event but this is findable and leaves a lot of questions. But yeah, great video! I’ve had this video on my watch later for months and I’ve finally gotten past my brain barrier preventing me from watching content that includes ISAT retelling for some reason It was just, yeah, it was great to watch. The Limbus Company part was also a really interesting part and I definitely need to look more into that game’s story. Thanks for taking the time to just MAKE this video!

[@justarandompersoniguess]

I am now also now strapping in for the Director Commentary of this video because I am a sucker for that sort of stuff

[@Dirty0o0Jester]

Bravo! Omg this is an amazing video. You sell yourself much too short on giving ISAT the impact it deserves. Your reads and emotes are very impactful. Im floored, just an excellent piece all around thank you for your hard work 💗

[@kss_bh]

Yeh I am devastated that I cannot get my very own Siffrin plush.

[@FlyingTranquility]

Thank you, so much, for making this. It uh has hit me in a place, in a way I can't put into the words

[@Pan.Gaming]

I'm glad my video was able to hit you (but hopefully not too hard!) Clearly, In Stars and Time hit me hard enough to mentally consume me until I wrote/edited this way too long video, so it's good to know I did well enough to convey my feelings on it. Thank you for the comment! (even if you can't manage the words, I'll take what I can get!)

[@yakineko6635]

oh hey, what a nice overlap! the first thing I did after seeing the end of ISAT is draw Siff in Da Capo ego gear (endless performance, black and white, 2 day time loop and 50 day time loop, eyepatch lines up well with the monocle ego gift, Siff is the conductor directing the circumstances by making sure everything goes well)

[@yakineko6635]

you know what I thought about this more and ayin is EXTREMELY "ends justify the means" but in kind of an opposite direction to Siff (spoilers of course) Ayin trapped his friends in a time loop (knowingly in his case) and put them in the framing of actors on a stage. While in Lobcorp, the script was actually necessary and the requirement for the loop to break, in ISAT it was kinda arbitrarily adhered to by Siff for the sake of comfort and familiarity and reliving a perfect journey. Only breaking the script let Siff break out. Ayin does.... a whole lot in order to cultivate the seed of light (so many deaths and human rights violations oh my god) but mostly to other people for the sake of other people. Siff's suffering is inflicted upon himself so their friends never have to leave. Of course, Ayin has his attachment to Carmen and Siff has their massive insecurities to fuel their actions. They come from similar motivations (holding on to the memory of the old lab/the journey) but go about their goals very differently also like loop and ayin both "made" alternate versions of themselves and watched as they went through the time loops over and over maybe Siff and X would get along

[@oldpinewoods2539]

this is Such a good video, itll hold a place in my brain forever. the way you formatted the in stars and time portion really helped show the way the game actually feels to play, and i havent seen another video do it the way yours has, and i think thats really special.

[@Pan.Gaming]

A compliment of the highest regard! Yeah, making the ISAT section like that was very rough and time consuming, but I just felt like it had to be done. I'm just glad that my work actually, well, works. Thank you for the comment and the kind words.

[@carafurry7862]

I watched this entire video, and I appreciate your summary ❤

[@HoneydewTheEditor]

Stars that was a good video... Incredible! I'm so so so glad I watched this!

[@galileopersons2045]

piece of interaction to up engagement on worthy video

[@rextheboxer1163]

1:22:37 Same. A feeling of missing out on something

[@Spytefull]

My guy. Pan. Panthiel. Pandemonium. Bestie. I. Fuckin cried (not an achievement but y'know). Your voice? The emotion? The descent into fuckin madness along with Siffrin? Bestie, I'm sold. 11/10 video, fuck you (affectionate).

[@ThePrestoGuitar]

seeing this in my recommended made me fear for my life.. such a potent brand of my own flavor of autism could surely spell my end

[@Pan.Gaming]

Im so sorry to scare you (possibly to death). Please accept my apology. And I hope you enjoy(ed) the video!

[@plague3038]

Hey, wanted to thank you for introducing me to project moon with this video.

[@notscorb]

omg. WOW. I fell in love with ISAT not too long ago. The characters, the story, the wonderful personality of the game had captivated me, but I never really thought about it on a deeper level than “hehehe.. game good”. This video opened my eyes and let me really think about the game, made me look deeper into its meaning and purpose. I didn’t know i could appreciate ISAT anymore than I already did, but man it feels like the game just got 1000x better even though nothing changed. You’ve made me see it from a perspective I would’ve probably never even consider before, thank you for helping me see that. Amazingly well done video, keep doing awesome stuff :3

[@SpookyBoe]

Finally got the chance to watch this (since I wanted to finish ISAT before I watched this, and I finally got around to beating it) and honestly I think it's one of, if not, the best game I've played. It's up there with the likes of oneshot. If any of yall loved ISAT, try giving Oneshot a try. It's shorter (~8hrs playtime) but it's a really really amazing game and Niko is the best. Anyways, great video :D I really liked how you did the time loop thingy (showing just how repetitive ISAT gets, and just why it matters so much) and I think you pulled it off really well. In the end it only took me like a month to finally get around to playing the game after watching the CJ video, and I'm glad i finally watched this one :3

[@Pan.Gaming]

Eyyy! Welcome back! I'm glad you enjoyed ISAT as much as I did, and you can clearly how much I enjoyed it with this video. Fun fact: The immediate next game I played after making this video is, in fact, OneShot! It's *very* good, and I really enjoyed it. I actual had a video idea before I started it, but I was very wrong with where the games goes, so the idea got scraped. I did record my play through, so, if I talk about it in the future, I'll have my genuine reactions to work with! Anyways, I'm glad you enjoyed ISAT as well as my video, which might have just been a ton of review to you so... uh... sorry? But, you seem to get what I was going for with the repetitive nature of the video, so I'm glad that worked out. I just hope that one day you might learn to forgive me... for introducing you to the brain rot that is ISAT. It is terminal.

[@phroobin]

I fucking love ISAT so much, this game absolutely wrecked me when I played it (so much so I immediately cosplayed Siffrin)

[@iamtrash5011]

Clicked on this great video cause I saw Ishmael and I'm a big project moon fan, but Ima stop half way through here because I want to play In stars and time and don't want to spoiler literally everything soo

[@Pan.Gaming]

Do it! Play In Stars and Time! Play it, then come back after and let me know how it went!

[@bug_w0rlds]

the last 4 loops I’ve decided to watch this. each time I get near the part of the end I always loop back not being able to see the rest. 1:03:13 to 1:08:15 speaking of it I’m right at the end I hope it goes w-

[@notsqueakerchild8504]

THIS VIODEO DOESNT HAVE LIKE A MILLION VIEWS YET WTHHH

[@williamliao4829]

oh fuck all three of my recent hyperfixations

[@jahloncaruthers3706]

Good Work

[@temporalmao]

Oh nice, someone played the Mental Illness game that has consumed my every waking thought the last 3 months!

[@Pan.Gaming]

please tell me youve figured out how to stop thinking about game, please, please tell me youve done it

[@temporalmao]

@@Pan.Gaming Im afraid not, those dastardly French and their incredible timeloop games

[@Jeremy-se1kp]

ISAT mentioned, video liked

[@colinclark7385]

I cant believe I am watching an hour twenty minute long video just to hear Pan admit what we all knew, LanCon is right, because LanCon is always right.

[@Topaziam]

First parts ishmael and why its Ahab's fault second part... *don't want this moment to end, don't want this moment to end, don't want this moment to end, don't want this moment to end, don't want this moment to end, don't want this moment to end, don't want this moment to end, don't want this moment to end, *don't want this moment to end*

[@retraceyourvods]

Oh boy my two current hyperfixations have a crossover episode! Cant wait to sit down and fan the flames ye dogs and lubbers!

[@retraceyourvods]

Also best sinner of the group is so real she's me frfr I love women with mental illnesses

[@Pan.Gaming]

Ishmael best sinner. Who could disagree with that hair! And that mental illness! I hope you enjoy(ed) the "crossover" ...or more like accidently talking about ISAT for way, way too long!

[@retraceyourvods]

@@Pan.Gaming nah I think the pacing of the video is appropriate because limbus has been mildly popular for about a year or so while ISAT is relatively new in the general public consciousness so time allocation is decently appropriate. [Also new media makes the autism get specifically funny so honestly real] [also I want to steal the genders of both Ishmael and Odile I need to be them right now so much bsjsiwhdjwjssh]

[@blakehd6131]

i saw this video and when it got to the in stars and time part i actually got the game and played it instead of watching so thank you for showing me this game i now love!

[@blakehd6131]

my brain chemistry is permanently altered and it’s your fault

[@Pan.Gaming]

Dear@@blakehd6131 , It has come to my attention that I may have been the cause of permanent damage to you. I am not sorry. Please enjoy your new found brain rot. I, however, am glad that I was able to get at least 1 person to buy and/or play ISAT. Thank You, Pan "Formally Writing A Letter" Post Script (or P.S.): I hope you enjoyed ISAT! I know that I felt it hard enough to accidently write a way too long script about it, and then also do just way too much work to make this video. Even if you don't/didn't watch that part of the video, I'm just happy that there's more people going through the Siffrin experience! There's no going back after that, Stardust! Oh, and, thank you for the comment!

[@blakehd6131]

@@Pan.Gaming there truly is no going back after playing that game blind, also siffrin makes me want to own a cloak now it looks comfy… maybe the damage is more then i thought

[@Pan.Gaming]

if I could find a cloak and hat (I'm a huge hat fan) like Siffrin's, it's the only thing I'd wear for the rest of my life we are doomed

[@blakehd6131]

@@Pan.Gaming crab yeah i’m also a huge hat fan, hat fan club… i wonder how hard a siffrin cosplay is

[@ArtsyDoggieOfficial]

ISAT just came into my life and decided to become my favorite video game. Goddamn it, it's so sad....... And relateable.......

[@sheepysnowtato824]

I think Blue Eye Samurai is also a really great piece of media (TV show) that depicts the true consequences of 'the ends justifying the means'. I recommend it .w.

[@Thatwishmaker]

Really enjoyed the video. I personally felt that the last Unraveled video was a very good wrap up and agreed with the message. Taking a few examples, the Zelda food video was all about them making it and the chaos/failure of it, the actual ratings weren't really important in the video itself. The kingdom hearts video also doesn't have a conclusion, just "wow things get weird when you do a lot of retcon-ing. The Game of the Year video is just saying "no matter what other say, your game of the year can be anything you want" without any real conclusion. The best part of the pokerap presentation was the story he told before the song, and the song was a good wrap up but only a small portion of the presentation despite being the purpose. So while I was sad to see it end and wished it went out with a bang, that was a really good wrap up to the series. From what you said it kinda seems like you have a similar feeling about it now. Also holy crap I totally forgot Pokemon edibility was teased in the E3 drinking game episode. Crazy callback As for Limbus Company, I have that developer's first two games but I wanted to go through them in order and Lobotomy Company gives me so much stress that I'm still trying to get though it so I doubt I will ever get to playing Limbus. Didn't know it was a live service game though but really cool that they are still pumping out cool stories. Don't really have any opinions on the game itself past that. Really enjoyed listening to your experience with In Stars And Time. I really enjoy time loop stories that show the character being fully beaten down and destroyed by infinite iterations of the same short span of time. I think a time loop is perfect way to show this theme since it is able to show the same initial condition affected by different means since the main problem I have with the idea "the ends justify the means" is that such a mindset is very restrictive and narrow in what it defines as the end which leads to reaching the result but invalidating the gains because of side effects of the means. In this case, the king's death means very little to Siffrin despite it being the end you are working toward for most of the game, and in the final loop it would have been totally meaningless because they hadn't overcome their own problems and they would have lost the actual result they ultimately wanted. Something about time being the thing that can break someone the most thoroughly is always interesting to me. Since it is something that we can't even begin to imagine in our normal life I can't even imagine managing to cope with it. Something about these stories always makes me wish they would end terribly. Like the whole experience was so crushing for the character that they truly are unable to recover. So I thought, and this is only taking into context the parts of the story you said in the video and would make the relatability of the story go down as well as probably being less compelling and just random guesses as I was listening to the story, Siffrin turning into the king at the end wrapping the time loop into a causal loop. Kinda showing that even fully giving up wouldn't free them from this hell. Siffrin never being able to over come his problems locking him in the nested loops until an iteration is finally able to face the problems with the assistance of the player. Though I think I might just like watching characters suffer for the thematic significance. This comment is probably incoherent but after watching I had thoughts and just wanted to try and vomit them out there. I'll watch the Commentary soon

[@Pan.Gaming]

Oooo! I love reading what people have to say, and I've got things to say back! - On BDG, my perspective has changed from the beginning of the video, as, obviously, I had to go back and watch Pokémon Edibility. It really is a good finish to the Unraveled series. I do distinctly remember not liking the Zelda food video, because the whole rating were skewed due to the rushed nature of it. I might have to go back and watch through all of them again, to see how many were tainted by my view point. And, yes, Pokémon Edibility was in the E3 video (which I loved enough to buy the shirt). I wonder if he was getting pestered to do Pokémon Edibility before the E3 video and put that in as a joke, or if that joke caused people to want him to cover Pokémon Edibility. Personally, I was hoping for a Pokémon Edibility because of the E3 video. (Also, on BDG's channel, from the 'building your online brand' video, one of the points Hugh Brandity makes is that if you were to tweet about how much you like ice cream sandwiches, expect people to constantly talk about ice cream sandwiches to you. Is this a reference to him making the Pokémon Edibility joke, resulting in people begging him for that video?) - On Project Moon, I would heavily suggest playing Limbus Company as soon as possible. It really won't spoil much (until the 4.5 SEA mini story) for either game, and you'll need to check in each day, since it's a mobile game. We're talking having an energy bar, weekly currency handouts, and just a ton of things you'll want to start stockpiling ASAP. For Lob Corp and Library, I would suggest playing them in order. But, 100% pull up the wiki for Lob Corp, specifically for the abnormalities. You'll have a significantly better time if you get a new guy and just read "Any Agent who is Level 4 or lower and tries to work with it will Panic instantly." Just don't read anything under spoilers, and just the abnormalities pages. As for Library, maybe, *maybe* try some quality of life add-ons. You don't need too, but it might help you maintain sanity. And remember to take breaks. You might get an hour into a fight, just for you to lose on a die roll. (And, also, Limbus Company's combat is just a heavily simplified version of Library.) - On In Stars And Time, I think it's very interesting how Siffrin's mindset changes through the game. Every time he does something he thought would end the loop, he spirals while laying in that field. But, every time, Sif talks with Loop, they're able to come up with a new goal. Even at the start of the loops, Siffrin literally thinks, "As long as I have something to aim for, I'm fine." (Paraphrasing, I'm not going to go find the quote.) So, Sif moves from killing the king, to getting to know the party, to (redacted 3rd thing), to looking into more about wishcraft/timecraft, and finally back to what started this. Killing the King. Sif really isn't any different from the start, other then that they are failing to hide their feelings. - SPOILERS FOR PARTS OF ISAT I DIDN'T COVER: You want a bad ending to a time loop story? Ha! The biggest part I didn't mention can be summarized in two words: The Country. An entire island north of Vaugarde 'disappeared' in the past years. Well... it didn't really disappear. No one can remember anything about The Country or anything that comes from it. Guess who's from The Country? Siffrin and The King. The King wants to freeze Vaugarde to make sure nothing ever happens to it. Quite a lot of Siffrin's concerns come from the fact that they don't know who they are. Most of what I cut out is discovering things about the King, about Siffrin, and about the Country. If you wondered why I say things like "read a book you couldn't before," it's because Siffrin gains a memory to read things written in their language. And time for the other major cut content. Who do you think Loop is? Why would Loop say that weird thing during the skipping dialogue cutscene? What was that cutscene at the start of the game? I go over some of these things in the Directors Commentary. So you'll have a better idea of what I'm getting at here if you listen to that instead of laying it all out here. Overall, thank you so much for the comment! You might call it incoherent, but I call it passionate. I'm just glad I was able to spark such thoughts, and I hope my words aren't insanely rambly.

[@antjones4017]

It's cool that there is multiple endings

[@rain_enjoyer320]

Came for isat and limbus stayed for the editing style, great video i really enjoyed watching 22:26 there's an explaination in game of this i explain how to get it below Interact with your coin until you remember the incident, then interact with it again next to loop and if after finishing the game you go back to them....

[@zapsattaxx]

28:16 "Siffrin finds themself alone in their bathroom stall" yeah no almost like that's the point of stalls lmao (great video though)

[@fallenprometheus]

Isaboo. Cuz he's your boo.

[@thewas-man4103]

So, this was a great video to put on while waiting for a bunch of cobblestone to smelt into stone in Minecraft, the video just about ended when the stone was done and I had nothing but food left to cook in the two auto furnaces I built before I’ve even started on the castle I wanna make. Frankly now I wanna name this world “Siffrin”

[@thewas-man4103]

WELL FUCK YOU WHEN I WENT LOOKING AROUND AT YOUR CHANNEL MORE A ZOMBIE IN GOLD ARMOR STARTED BEATING ME UP IN BROAD DAYLIGHT SO IMMA CALL THE WORLD “Curse of Siffrin >:(“ NOW!!!

[@Pan.Gaming]

HONESTLY, "CURSE OF SIFFRIN" GOES HARD!!! THANK YOU ZOMBIE!!! (or maybe, "Siffrin's Curse"?) But, yeah, hi! I hope you enjoyed the video! I'm a little new to the video essay bit (this one was the second out of three done! (which you might have seen since you... said you were looking at the channel...)), and I can't promise you anything except whatever I'm talking about will be interesting to me.

[@thewas-man4103]

@@Pan.Gaming Oh hell yeah it was interesting, I came off of the song one that I just saw while idly scrolling, now it’s 2 AM and I’m invested, it’s amazing 👍 Also while writing THIS comment a creeper blew up like half my tiny little camp so I think I should focus on playing minceraft instead of just leaving my switch on idly lol

[@Pan.Gaming]

okay, yeah, bestie, you need to be in safer places when you aren't playing, any more and I'll be liable for the damages I don't have any diamonds to spare!

[@techmarinemartelus257]

What a lovely video I never did finish reading Moby dick. Really trying to wring out from the grey slop in my head the thoughts I got from this. I think that the looping narrative and the care you put into trying to convey how the story makes you feel and how it felt to you was really captivating. It felt a bit more than an essay like a real heartfelt expression of how you experienced the game and I feel that came across even for someone whos never played either and only dabbled in a little bit of lobotomy corp. Kind of unrelated as a person who's studies history for most of my education it was really interested seeing this interpretation of the ends justify the means in contrast to my normal associations with it. Excited to listen to the directors commentary and I think I remember seeing the sifrin plush go up on makeship a while back that sucks you missed it, a person bereft of plush is a grievous site indeedy.

[@techmarinemartelus257]

also every living creature has 1 hit point

[@Pan.Gaming]

As he would say, "God has cursed me for my hubris, and my work is never finished." I'm so glad that I was able to get across how I felt about ISAT, as it really was a ride. Also, I really want to know what your normal associations with the phrase is. Would it be that you don't normally consider it on a personal level?

[@techmarinemartelus257]

One must imagine pan happy. Happy your glad about it since clearly alot of time and effort was put into expressing it and it shows. If im honest I think the biggest gut punch a game has ever given me was the ending of pokemon mystery dungeon and if we go by playtime broadly my gaming experience has been learning foreign insults and comiting acts most unspeakable in rimworld so maybe im not the best barometer for emotional games so I think its particularly nice how you got your point across. If I can be candid in geography and history particularly iv'e come across it normally in the context of stuff like industry and progression or sometimes culture. Like since its the history period ive studied most world war 2 and the greatest example of the ends justify the means is the industrialization of the Soviet union at a massive human cost or for a later point the great leap forward in China. With a grain of salt since ive never really studied the period the shift from I believe the more old school army and culture of japan to the imperial Empire that came after. maybe that was too long of a spiel but hopefully it was interesting but yeah I normally consider It on a much wider scale because of where my interests lie other wise a little bit of self flagelation cant go awry sometimes. Maybe I missed the point of the question and gave too long an answer but anywho again a lovely video ill be sure to get around to watching the card game one to

[@Pan.Gaming]

Fantastic response for the history bit. And, yeah, I remember playing one of the PMD games and trying to hold back tears in public when I was playing it on a DS (or something, I dont know when that was, but I know I was small.) If you get around to the card video, let me know!

[@techmarinemartelus257]

Cheers I was trying to make a coherent response through gaps in os gameplay. Yeah it was brutal as a kid spending so many hours playing this lovely fun story rich game and then gut kidney punched by that bitter sweet ending. I assure you ill leave some amazingly typed out and totally not long winded comment when I get around to the card video, probably tonight when i curl up in bed or tommorow after I crawl out of it.

[@ursamajori]

still watching but 22:29 made me HOWL with laughter, you understand now .

[@ursamajori]

59:54 fun fact! this + all the parts with your family showing up in the house in act 5 are there bc of a glitch where the cue accidentally kept the dialogue in-a beta tester reported back to insertdisc5 bc they thought it was cool and she decided to keep it in and add more bc yeah it’s REALLY IMPACTFUL . OW

[@Tophats_are_cool]

If this was a generic JRPG then Mira definitely would be the protagonist. But this is mainly Siffrin’s story. But I like to think what if Siffrin worded things differently or wished for something then everything would of been completely different

[@namelass4099]

I would love to hear why Dongran is on your top list, not that I can't see why but I'd like to know your opinion on him, I feel like he doesn't get that much love from the community

[@Pan.Gaming]

Why is Dongrang on my top characters list? To start, he hits a personal niche of character types I enjoy. Everyone listed at 3:56 (which are Dongrang, Rasmus, Viper, Maestro, Medic, and Caustic) shows my preference for characters who have an air of superiority as well as being scientists (which are all of them minus Maestro). But if we want to talk about Dongrang specifically, I love the moral decay of his character as we learn about him and Yi Sang. He used to care. A lot. I don't remember the specifics of the cow situation, but we know he cares so deeply that he still thinks and wonders if that cow would remember him today. But during the rising tension in league of nine, Dongrang is given an out: he could tell T Corp about the Glass Mirror, and get a comfy job at K Corp. He starts to lose his old self, finding that the world doesn't care. And while he works at K Corp, he really starts to become numb. He doesn't really care about anyone else anymore. In order to do well at K Corp, he needs to ignore himself. We see that he doesn't care that much about Samjo or Shrenne. But as Canto 4 goes on, Dongrang is forced to remember what he used to be because of the living history piece that is Yi Sang. And because of this, Dongrang tries to clear up some of his past. It's revealed in the dungeon that Dongrang told Dongbaek that he was the one that ratted out the group, as she was dying. The thoughts about that cow came back. And seeing that the cow wouldn't recognize him was what Dongrang needed to see that he is a just a husk of his former self, and that's what pushes him over the edge. He needs to kill Yi Sang to finally break away from his former self. To start anew. To escape the shadows of the League... I guess I just really enjoy the display of his character, and the idea of losing yourself to get ahead in life is an interesting one. And, I feel like he deserved more as a character. Everyone talked about Dongbaek's fight, since it was kinda difficult at the time, and, yet, Dongrang was a pushover? I think? I really don't remember anything about his fights because they were such a pushover. I mean the Yi Sang cutscene was amazing, but the Dongrang deserved more than that. And, also, I just love his monologues. Not just how he talked to Dante, knowing he couldn't actually respond, but also how he talks to Dongbaek (and how he stabs Dongbaek with the Bough). "Ah, innocence... No words are as embarrassing as that."

[@saccharinesilk]

oh youve GOTTA play the vn echo, if you like isat, ddlc, and adastra

[@vicenteisaaclopezvaldez2450]

How much of the video do you all think they spent agonizing on how long the video was?, 5, 10 minutes?

[@mystic_spider]

what the hell is this combination

[@comicsans3272]

1:22:33 I thought i was the only one that happened to

[@smilemore7431]

Question: how big are the In Stars and Time spoilers? Are we talking act 2 or like I don’t know… act 1000? I’m actually playing that game so I don’t want the whole thing spoiled.

[@Pan.Gaming]

The whole game, minus 1 of the main story beats. Go play the game first! It's good, trust me.

[@smilemore7431]

I know it’s good, I haven’t even gotten to the King yet! I’ll just watch the Ishmael part. Good so far!

[@smilemore7431]

@@Pan.GamingI finished the game and boy do my organs hurt.

[@Pan.Gaming]

Yeah, that sounds about accurate to how I felt, yeah. I mean, it got stuck in my head enough to make this video over like two months, so... yeah. Good luck living after an experience like that!

[@Jc-lu8qc]

6:24 sorry to burst your bubble but Ishmael isn’t (and wasn’t at this point) a kid. Y’know she left her JOB. to get a grade eight FIXER license from being on the Pequod. Fixers have to be over 18 Not every short person is a kid they’re just short. Haha short people funny 27:52 I think video essay goober is doing the video essay thing where they act how the character in the game acts or thinks. SMH (Shaking my harpoons) 29:40 ALSO CAN I JUST MENTION THE POOR FUCKING MUSIC BOX. you know the box that says the name of the music when the music changes. It’s being overworked can we give my fella a break. Please 31:34 here’s an example of the horrible working conditions of the music box 42:02 and here is the classic video essay breakdown bravo!!!!!!!!!!!!! 54:35 my meta narrative can’t be this meta!!!!!!! 1:14:44 part 5: I don’t get it 1:15:37 I talked a lotta shit but I like this video : YOOOOO HOLY SHIT WE GOT THE [VIDEO ESSAY GOOBER BEING TOO PERSONAAAAAAAL] 1:19:29 LETS FUCKING GOOOOOOOOOOOO. BINGO 1:19:46 Ahha I forgot I clicked on this video cause of limbus company. I am interested by siffrin’s story though I might look up a no commentary playthrough (im not buying it I’m poor!) 1:21:37 they stole his fit and used story as an excuse….. can’t have shit in detroit HOLY FUCK COLOUR 1:21:48 AHAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH No it actually looks so bloody vibrant what the hell YOU MADE THIS VIDEO IN ONLY A MONTH?????? 1:23:09 I WAS UNDER THE IMPRESSION THAT THIS WAS A LONG TIME PROJECT BUT GOD MOOJAFOOKEN DAMN BRAH THATS IMPRESSIVE. WAIT 672 VIEWS WHAT. WHAT. WHAT. WHAT. WHAT. WHAT .WHAT .WHAT WHAT .WGAT HWTA, WHAT LWGAT HOW DOES THIS ONLY HAVE 672 VIEWS. I KNOW THERE ARE A MILLION COMMENTS LIKE “OH HOW DOES THIS VIDEO ONLY HAVE [00] VIEWS. BUT GOD DAMN IM SO SORRY THIS ISNT MORE POPULAR THIS IS AN AMAZING VIDEO. 1:25:39 *ahem* siffrin Fumo when *GRAND APPLAUSE ROSES BEING THROWN ON STAGE THE CROWD GOES WILD* Also I wrote siffrins name wrong twice and now I can’t get pacific siffrim out of my head help. 1:26:03 wait you read all of them. Ummmmm hi i meant for this to be something other viewers read but hi ahahh. Sorry for the complaining and unapologetic sarcasm I did. 5.5 event is on Thursday so buckle up your lunacy and egoshards fella we’re going on a ride

[@Pan.Gaming]

LET'S GO POINT BY POINT! 1) yeah, you got me. Ishmael at this point isn't an actual child, but there's a huge difference between the current Ishmael (before or after Canto 5) and the Pequod Ishmael. I think I was blinded by Ishmael being my favorite character, and I started calling them pet names or something???? IDK. 2) I am very glad you specified the Shaking My Harpoons bit, I was never good and understanding Ryōshū's abbreviations. 3) I considered very early on to give up doing the music box, since the amount of looping and going through the same bits might have gotten repetitive. But, the moments where like 5 cards pop up back to back was so funny to me, I had to keep doing it. (Even if it did require me to shift my ENTIRE PROJECT AROUND) Also, both of those clips have mention fighting the miniboss and I FORGOT TO CHANGE THE MUSIC, ARGH!!!! Gonna have to delete the video. 4) I have no comment about 42:02, other than I tried to keep it short. 5) Haha, we don't like fictional character around here!!! We would never connect with fictional characters!!! 6) Part 5: That was a really intense moment and I don't know how to follow that up, except by doing a hard cut 7) Not sure what the timestamp has to do with this comment, but I'm glad you like this video! :) 8) THIS WHOLE VIDEO IS VERY PERSONAL TO ME, I HAD TO PUT AN "I WOULD KNOW" SOMEWHERE 9) Haha! Dragged you in with the Limbus Company and trapped you in a time loop to watch the ISAT segment! 10) When I wrote the script, I wasn't even sure if I was just making stuff up with the hat bit, since I really like Siffrin's look with the hat more than without the hat. But, as I replayed the game, I kept note of every time I saw Siffrin use the hat to hide themself. So, yeah... sorry Siffrin your fit is heavily related to the plot.... sorry.... 11) I knew I had to put color back into the video, but maybe popping it back on screen wasn't the best idea. 12) Month and a half, I'd say. But yeah... And are you saying a month and a half isn't a long time project???? That's like an eternity to work on the same project every day?!?! 13) bestie, this video bombed the first two days. I really thought all my work was to be hidden away forever, since it only got like 30 views in the first day. I am just so happy that it's finally doing, well, anything. And I really don't care about the views or the subs, but the comments. I love to see that my video meant enough to someone that they actually took the effort to type something. 14) wow. you did it. pacific siffrim will be trapped in my head forever. 15) hi. :3 why does the new Meursault ID have so many words on it, I thought we were done with that after Ahab Ishmael (which would have been an amazing thing to bring up to show the parallels between Ahab and Ishmael, but that didn't come out until recently when I was almost done with the video) Overall, thank you for the comment! You're like the only person who's even mentioned the music box cards, and I'll try to give them a little break next time! And I'm glad you really enjoyed the video. I can't handle the mental toll watching my own video essay would do to me (I'd see 1,000 more things I'd want to change), so having someone post timestamps is helpful!

[@Jc-lu8qc]

@@Pan.Gaming if it ever seemed like one of my timestamps didn’t match with a comment it was just me yapping my thoughts at the time. Thanks for responding to everything!!

[@Pan.Gaming]

@@Jc-lu8qc imagine me, waking up to see this monster of a comment, and I'm like "alright, time to respond" and I finish it, it took awhile, and then I notice, "oh wait, they also commented on the commentary" I go grab some food, then respond to the commentary one, and then, whoops, they commented on the first response how are you one step ahead of me at all times

[@NcsAsp]

ISAT is a great game. so much brainrot there. I think this video was fine without twohats but you should replay the game and get that :D

[@NyJoanzy]

It's not that the ends can't justify the means. It's that you don't know what the ends will truly be when on the middle of it. And to top it all off, the means are part of the ends, largely in the form of unforeseen and foreseen consequences. "The ends justify the means" isn't untrue, it's just a reckless mentality.

[@rayd1746]

Holy shit. You sound just as mentally unstable as Siffrin. Just saying. I'd cry if I ever met with you at night. This goes into one of my favourite videos of all time playlist. Holy shit. You portrayed the game so fucking well all of the artistic choices in it? Amazing. The way you described all of the repetitiveness and you used the bathroom breaks in the same fashion the game does and oh my god.

[@Pan.Gaming]

I've been out of practice when it comes to replying to comments that actually mean something to me, but I've been thinking about this comment since I've seen it. I absolutely adore how it starts out, making me wonder if this is positive or negative, up till the "favorite videos" part. I'm glad you enjoyed it, and thank you very much for your comment, as I'll be keeping it in my favorite comments folder.

[@thefourpointedstar4928]

yeah... you'd get stuck in a timeloop wouldn't you.

[@EJ-ns7qi]

tiny note, it sounds like you use "she" for bonnie during part 4 when they use they/them exclusively

[@aimanF987]

who are you? anyway calling others project moon agents nice video man

[@BargainBinBadGuy]

I already played ISAT and i'm just going to say your joke about how it's annoying that your talking about the same thing over and over again but i guess... *I just like hearing others talk* Also, based on your speech later in the Video, We face quite similar issues with the whole "Objective above all thought process" and it's nice to hear other people complain about problems i have but would never give myself the self worth to fix.

[@the_fenix_3247]

Limbussy

[@tal4726]

Its really interesting how you use bathroom time in ISAT. In the first time, Siffrin is excited in the bathroom, things are going so well! But then it slowly gets... Less. You however, in your asides about the length abd repetition of your summary start and stay a bit more downcast. Its an interesting tone difference.

[@Pan.Gaming]

Huh. You know, I've never actually considered how my interruptions compare to the game's intents. And, now, I'm kind of weirded out by it. Thank you for cursing me with this.

[@tal4726]

@@Pan.Gaming oh no! I'm sorry!

[@ohadhabrnash334]

dont tell me you dont know that in the prologe... you can talk to loop and... OH MY GOSH U DONT KNOW

[@thesmilyguyguy9799]

:> D

[@spidey5558]

Nice video! 3 things. 1. Dante goes by they/them pronouns 2. I'm surprised you didn't mention the King, who would do anything to make Dormont eternal 3. The voice acting could use work imo. The mic quality isn't very good, and the actors themselves sound like they're trying not to be too loud. No offense.

[@bug_w0rlds]

why are you worrying about the voice acting its not the main focus it’s just there to read the text also they said they would skip over the king thing they did it to get YOU the viewer to play the game

[@spidey5558]

@@bug_w0rlds I mean, they already spoiled the entire game, so I didn't really think they cared all that much about spoilers.

[@Tuxedo-qz6lj]

you made an hour and a half video essay on this and only got like 500 views, just make skibidi toilet rap videos already dude...

[@Pan.Gaming]

im so sorry, i'll just go rewrite american psycho to be gen alpha (not doing this)

[@Tuxedo-qz6lj]

skibidi ohio rizzin on gyatt in AMONG US compilation 7 would be a good start@@Pan.Gaming