It Poured Down & then the Sun Came ☀️

[@eirinceciliegjedrem]

Hi beautiful souls! Thank you so much for being here and for your wonderful comments - I truly appreciate them ❤️ I try to read and answer as many as possible, and know that I’m just so thankful that you take from your valuable time to do so ❤️ Love & light!

[@RaniaMich]

Humans but especially women are soooo resilient and don't get the credit for it. She stood there through losing your dad, through your accident, rehabilitation, through your life, her medical problems, and is still there and so are you. That's admirable! I hope you all find the strength to go through whatever life brings your way, and see the brighter side of life together! ❤

[@vickiebaldridge8219]

It doesn’t depress me but makes me mad you have to go through this. I am 76 and became paralyzed this last year. I raised my son who was paralyzed from birth he lived to be 24 very independent and never felt sorry for hisself would never have believed that I would be paralyzed but love your videos you can always be honest or cry or whatever you need to do

[@eirinceciliegjedrem]

Thank you so much for being here - my heart goes out to you ❤️

[@allisoncalhoun2590]

Thank you Eirin for sharing your struggles as well as the good things happening in your life. Your transparency is refreshing and inspiring, and your sweet spirit always shines through. It is a privilege to pray for you. Please pray for my 23 year old daughter who has PCOS along with numerous other autoimmune diseases that impact her daily life.

[@AmyVickers-xs2zo]

Prayers for you sweet friend. Love your videos. You are a light in my life!

[@happycamper1372]

Girl you just can’t catch a break! Know that you have a lot of people praying for you and your family!

[@eirinceciliegjedrem]

Story of my life 😉 Makes for a good story though 😄❤️ Thank you! 🥰

[@TeresaGradolf-hu5fk]

Psalms 91 always helps

[@andreaclark9398]

“She’s good at living”, what a wonderful thing to be known for, your Mom sounds wonderful. Probably why you seem to be able to persevere through your hard times as well. Hang onto hope and God. He will never leave you. Praying for you and your Mom.

[@eirinceciliegjedrem]

Thank you ❤️

[@lesliemadden3642]

I am praying for you, Eirin. You are a light in this world and a blessing to me.

[@sandraallman2914]

Erin, I have watched all your videos but have never commented. You’re an inspiration and so positive although you have issues that I have no idea how you keep smiling. I’m sending thoughts and prayers to you, your mom and of course your husband. Love listening to your beautiful voice. I’m sending these prayers from Northern British Columbia Canada. 💕

[@Jenny-ls7hf]

You don’t make me feel depressed. You are REAL. It’s real life, and real life has both ups and downs. You are a very thoughtful person. Your mom sounds amazing, thanks for sharing about her ❤

[@beatcause]

I think a lot of women will relate to your story about endometriosis and pcos. I personally had fibroids and I had heavy bleeding for 2 decades and this year my doctor removed them for me. Before my surgery I went on KZbin and watched videos of other women talking about going through that process and they broadcast the whole process! It's helpful to other women so if you do it be sure to add all the hashtags so other women like you can learn from your experience. :)

[@paulastrong7571]

Your mother sounds like a very strong person! Praying for her 🙏 You are such a strong person and have a wonderful attitude considering what you deal with day to day.

[@doodlebug4022]

Oh Eirin I’d love to hear you sing. You are so special and dear and have such inner strength. Thank you for sharing your entire life with us. Life is precious, handle it with prayer.

[@triciathompson7571]

Eirin, I generally don't comment on you tube videos, but my heart is telling me I need to message you. I've watched most of your videos, but this one touched me to the depths of my soul. Your fear and sadness are so palpable, and yet so is your faith and strength. I don't think you even realize your ability to touch people. You are an absolutely amazing and beautiful person in so many ways. Yes, we do all have our crosses to bear. But you carry yours so very gracefully! I'll be praying for you here in northern Illinois, USA. ❤🙏

[@eirinceciliegjedrem]

Thank you so much for your caring kindness and for sharing your light with me 💖✨

[@triciathompson7571]

@eirinceciliegjedrem Thank YOU for sharing your heart with us and for being such an inspiration to so many. Our Lord will bless you, I just know He is so very proud of you ♥️

[@lolabrainard7403]

Eirin, I am so sorry for all you and your family are going through. I know that you will make it through this. You are so strong, have an amazing attitude and a beautiful soul. You have been through so much in your young life. Please know that I and many others have you and your family in our thoughts and prayers. I am so excited for your singing career. Keep your chin up. Sending you hugs and love.

[@terryfischer1070]

Of course, you're overwhelmed. You have an inhumane number of struggles. I am praying for you and your mother to have improved health and peace in your lives.

[@jbb2650]

Because of videos like yours, I look at life so differently. I recognize that the human body is remarkable and the heart and brain are very special and to be cherished. Medical breakthroughs happen everyday and I pray for one for you and people in your situation.

[@dellwendybrown2713]

I thank you for your videos. You are like sunshine! It is not easy talking about challenges that can pull us down. Where do we find strength and patience in times of immensely troubling times? It is hard, life is hard. You are in my thoughts and I will send a prayer for you.

[@gidgetmiller1118]

Praying for you. You are inspiring to me. You have all this going on and still always finding good. Your voice is so calming and peaceful. Love when you post. Keep on being you. You are very special. ❤❤❤❤

[@sunshinecindy570]

Hi Eirin, We are always here for you good or bad! There is power in prayer and with all of us praying for you and your Mom it will surely make lots of sun to shine on you both! Thank you for being so honest and letting us in, you inspire me and I hope all are love continues to inspires you! Do you have a post office box? I’m sure we all would love to send you happy mail! 🙏🏼♥️🙏🏼♥️🙏🏼♥️🙏🏼♥️🙏🏼♥️🙏🏼♥️🙏🏼

[@eirinceciliegjedrem]

Thank you so much! ❤️ Yes 😃 The address is in my channel description 🥰

[@tanyaevans279]

You are a true inspiration to us all. I won't pretend to understand your physical handicap and all the problems that presents. However, I had endometriosis and DID need a complete hysterectomy. I had not been married very long when I found out this information. My husband, of course, was very supportive. In my head, I knew this was necessary. However, I still felt...it's hard to put in to words. I can tell that you do understand. Some days it still hurts and it's been over 30 years. One piece of advice that I will give...It's OK to cry for all that you have lost. Prayer (and support from people around me) certainly did/does help. May God bless you richly!!!!!!!

[@Oceangirl1234]

Your mom sounds like your rock, and having her as a mom is part of why you are so full of strength.

[@thomasp.kitten2517]

Eirin, Thank you for opening your heart to all of us. Now that we know some of what you and your family are contending with and the happy things you are looking forward to, we can pray more specifically on your behalf and in gratitude. Blessings to you!

[@eirinceciliegjedrem]

Thank you so much! 🥰

[@timbertreats599]

You’re an amazingly strong lady, lots of prayers and love coming your way, Maria from Australia 😊

[@mishae772]

Your authenticity is what makes you wonderful to listen to and watch. I admire you and am inspired by you in both your good and not so good times....Im sorry that you are going through what you are experiencing with your mum and PCOS and things that are overwhelming you, It sounds like you have some wonderful personal, professional and spiritual support, but most of all your have your own sweet self being there for yourself (including by doing these videos and building a community of love around you).

[@Oceangirl1234]

We are all here for you... period. You don’t need to be up or only bringing forth excitement. We are hear as a virtual shoulder.

[@jenjen2044]

I'm glad you are honest about your life. It gives us a real view of what you are going thru and allows us to pray very specifically for you. Good bless you. Big hugs!

[@cherylmacias4804]

I love you Erin I am praying for your mom🙏🙏🙏 and I always pray for you your such an inspiration

[@rachealsmith5138]

Oh dear girl! Your plate is definitely full. I would love to hear you sing, you have such a good voice and it is peaceful. Please always be honest with us, we are all here for you, and we all pray for you!❤ you are an inspiration in so many ways, and have touched us all with your journey! Prayers for your family. And I also hope that your week is the best it can be! Thank you so much for this update❤ and I would enjoy meditating with you. Thank you for your beautiful smiles, and your sharing! Take care, and God bless you!❤😊❤

[@aliciah.7988]

It is so good to see you! I am so sorry you have to go through all these struggles. You are so strong and brave ….and so kind and sweet to worry about your viewer’s mental health upon hearing of what you are dealing with. We, your viewers, are here to cry with you in your hard times as well as laugh and rejoice with you in your good times! You have drawn us in by shining your beautiful light into this world. Know that You are Loved by many! Sending Big hugs to you all the way from Texas ….and also saying prayers for your health and healing. Much Love from, Alicia in Houston

[@eirinceciliegjedrem]

Thank you so much for your wonderful message, Alicia, I truly appreciate it! 🥰 I’m so grateful you’re here ❤️

[@aliciah.7988]

@@eirinceciliegjedrem and I am grateful to be here, too ❤️❤️❤️

[@VK-qe7if]

Eirin you are a beautiful, and honest soul. Sending you positive vibes, and saying prayers for you and your family. 🙏🙏🙏

[@MalenaHughet]

It's hard time, but never forget the amazing, beautiful and strong person you are. We are prahing for you now. Thank you for inspire us, to remind us what is the meaning of life. You are not along ❤

[@darthsnookievader03]

I am so sorry your mom is ill 🙏🏽you’re doing a great job sharing . I look forward to hearing your music 🎶 take care.

[@offcamber11]

Please, always feel like you can share anything that you want to share with us. We are here for you, a shoulder to lean on or cry on and we will all be praying for you and your mother. God hears our prayers!

[@mcastanedajones]

I’m so sorry for what you are going through right now. I’ve always had the impression that your mother was an amazing woman but I didn’t know how much she fought for you, she is certainly a remarkable mother and you should feel blessed for having her with you. I’ll be praying for you and her❤❤❤❤ 🇺🇸🇺🇸

[@luannm-crazycatlady6621]

Thank you being vulnerable and sharing with us. I will pray for full healing. God bless you! ❤

[@debcllns]

I’m so sorry you are struggling with so much right now. I’m am praying for you, your mom, and husband. Sending you much love. Take care. 🙏❤️

[@LaNoturna]

Eirin, thank you for being so raw and honest with your feelings and the current struggles you and your family are going through. Unfortunately life can be difficult sometimes, and as they say, when it rains it pours. It can be so overwhelming when all these struggles pile up and it feels like you don’t get a break. But this is life, in all it’s greatness AND pain. We aren’t here for an edited version of your life-we are here for it all. Please don’t ever feel like you sharing the truth of your feelings and situation is burdening to anyone’s mental health. You are currently experiencing a low point, and it’s during these times where you should surround yourself with people you love and care about and not isolate yourself. I’m so glad you have found a therapist that truly helps you and that you are seeking their support during this time. Please keep us updated, and I truly hope things start looking up soon for both you and your mom 🙏

[@vickyterra7272]

Eirin, my prayers, thoughts, and love go's out to you, your mom, and your family. I can't believe how strong you are. I know all of this must be so painful. But you opened up your heart to all of us and shared your thoughts, your pain, and your feelings. Thank you for that. I know our Heavenly Father has a beautiful plan for you. I also know that he is holding you so tight in his loving, caring, giving arms. He loves you so very much. You are an amazing child to him. I have you in my prayers on my heart. I love you, sweet sister, in Christ.

[@ErinBthankful]

You are a bright light in my day!! Keep posting!! I'm praying for your physical and mental comfort. And, for BALANCE❤

[@eirinceciliegjedrem]

Thank you so much ❤️❤️

[@wendyc.6416]

Erin I’m sorry you’re going all of this ❤ My dad has CLL and is doing immunotherapy and he’s been stable for years. So it’s possible. Praying for you and that you get to see the Sun rays. ❤❤

[@marilynhaverly570]

I see in the comments that I'm not the only one who appreciates your honesty. I also appreciate your perseverance and I'm grateful your faith helps to sustain you. I can't begin to imagine how difficult it is to cope with all the physical issues and emotional burden you bear. I'm so happy you have a therapist you can lean on. That's been important at times in my life, too. I'm sending you and your family love and I'm hoping the sun shines bright very soon!

[@mopatk4488]

Dear heart, so many hard things coming at you. Today I heard a friend’s poem with a refrain you might like: “Look for the grace” in every bad situation, every hard time, every challenging person and trial. Look for the grace that’s available and let it flood your whole being. ❤️

[@janineveening2690]

You are an absolutely amazing, special person. I'm in awe of your braveness. Your beautiful heart shines through. Sending love and prayers 🙏 ❤️

[@MediaMaverick_]

I’m so sorry you’re going through this. Sending strength and love your way. ❤ Don’t apologize. If sharing helps you it’s a good thing.

[@traceykinter4899]

I’m so glad to see you have returned ♥️♥️♥️Watching you is not depressing. Keep sharing your life as long as it doesn’t hurt you to be so honest. You are amazing.

[@starrgriffin7360]

You are the kindest person I have ever watched.I am praying for you and your family. There are some evil people in this world who leave awful comments. I see it on all channels. Please scroll past and don't let anyone stop you from being such a blessing to others.I pray for healing for your body. And thank you for allowing us into your life.

[@eirinceciliegjedrem]

Thank you, too - I appreciate you ❤️❤️

[@ShariTracy]

You are an absolute inspiration. Despite your struggles, you manage to press forward with love, hope, encouragement, and selflessness. You are amazing. I could only hope to be half the person you are in similar circumstances. Much love, huge hugs, and prayers for you, your Mom, your Dr's, caregivers, etc. ❤❤❤❤❤

[@eirinceciliegjedrem]

Thank you so much ❤️❤️ You already are 🥰

[@brittawrolson5936]

Lovely memories that you shared about your mom. She sounds amazing🥰❤️. Sending prayers and positivity for continued health to her🙏🏻. Also sending you warm thoughts that your IUD procedure will relieve your current condition. I love that you are proactive and willing to take whatever steps are necessary to improve quality of life. You have a LOT going on, so I can understand that reaching out to talk about is much needed. ‘One step at a time’ must indeed be the only way to carry on. We have a common love of ABBA ❤️ and I was gifted tickets to go see MamaMia with my family🥰🥰. I’m glad you have music and church in your life!👏🏻🤗

[@sarahfrith1984]

I am so sorry for what you and your mum have been through and what you are going through now 😔 you are both such strong women clearly and I hope her illness stays at bay for as long as possible. You are such an inspiration ❤

[@Liz_678]

You are a brave, beautiful lady!! Prayers for your healing through tough times🙏🏻🙏🏻❤️. Your mom is a great person! Prayers for your mother🙏🏻🙏🏻❤️

[@ec-tj9is]

I’m sorry you are going through all of this 😔 Please realize what an inspiration you are!!

[@EKelly-nu7op]

Thank you for being vulnerable and sharing part of your world with us. 💜 I will pray for you and your beloved mother. 🙏🏻

[@pattys6619]

I am so happy to see you and thank you for sharing your emotions so openly. Sounds like a great plan to return to therapy and finding other things that bring you peace, joy and comfort. Meditation always brings me such a sense of peace. Eirin, it’s always a pleasure to see you. I am praying for you and your sweet mama! 🙏💕

[@brittawrolson5936]

I love the little giggles and smiles you always throw into your revelations!

[@sandrawyrick]

You said that so well toward the end. You are a blessing to us as well. I hope we can help you in some measure through these harder times, through prayer or just by being here. Will pray for your Mom that her disease progress slows as much as possible so that you may have her as long as possible . Will pray that you have healing of your pressure area and that your doctors will have the knowledge to help with those conditions that occur. Please say a prayer for me that I find the place to live where I can be at peace, and that I recognize that place when it becomes available. Thank you. Will be looking for that sunshine along with you.♥

[@kavitadeva]

Dearest Erien, There was so many Things that you discussed today that I really wanted to talk about each and everything. I really do. I myself at this moment I'm extremely tired and in a lot of pain and I want to share with you that I will be getting back to you Tomorrow with whatever I cannot cover tonight. first off I wanna say you are not a Burden. you are not bringing me down. your channel is not there to entertain nor encourage nor uplift people. the reason I say that is you don't know By being who you are and telling the truth about where you are at how you are helping people. and I will speak for myself. I am now 65 I never can believe I'm even saying that. but basically there's no more treatments and there's nothing to look forward to that I'll get better. I already know that. so hearing you talk about your troubles and the severe amount of troubles and how each one is very real, it actually helps me to learn how do other people deal with this whatever their this is. and it's very important I think that people who suffer get together. Not because misery loves company but because it helps us understand how other people get through one single day maybe 1 single hour. I am incredibly grieved and saddened that you have to experience so much All at 1 time. I had a friend who had PC OS and she was very upset too because she always had hair everywhere she was quite overweight and it was a big problem for her. now she never bled she never had her period till she stopped eating carbohydrates. So many sugars and all that and believe it or not her period came back. but yours is a much more serious nature. one thing I wanted to share with you is I had my ovaries removed. they had to be removed. and the most beautiful surgeon explained to me that when we remove your ovaries you are going to go into instant severe menopause And I am telling you it was Hell, constantly out of nowhere feeling like you're gonna self combust. I also had an IUD and that was a nightmare but again you know it's nothing like what you're dealing with. you have you know like 40 things going on at 1 time and they're all extremely painful Serious and scary and all that. I want to know what can I do for you? how can I help you in any way? I can put you definitely in my prayers but if you want a letter written to you or anything that would just make your day better let me know. okay please. I'm basically bed bound I do have a mobility scooter which has been a miracle for me Because I can get outside also I have a service dog. My best buddy. have you ever thought of getting a service dog to help you and get things for you and bring you water and things like that? So I'm gonna end this for now and get back to you. but I want to again, I want you to hear this. You are not bothering anybody. this is your channel you do not know how God is using you to help others you think it's by being up beat and positive but you know what that gets pretty old pretty quick. so I love you sister very much and thank you for sharing everything you did today I feel privileged to know what journey you are on.talk to you soon

[@eirinceciliegjedrem]

The fact that you’re here; shining your light on me is all I need - thank you 🥰❤️ I love letters, so feel free to send me one through the address in my channel info 🙏💖

[@melanieroberts6666]

The tenderness and love expressed in this community is so beautiful I am always so appreciative of being part of it thank you so much and I am very much looking forward to experiencing a guided meditation within this community

[@racheljones9786]

Just got into bed and wanted u to know I'm thinking of you Erin. You have the world on your shoulders birth mentally and physically. I don't know how you vote and how much more crap life is going to throw you. I hope to god your mum is going to be OK. I'm sorry but I'm not religious but I still hope to god he looks after you....... Thank you fur being so honest and open about everything. You are an inspiration to so many and creating conversations that need to be had. Hang in there huny bun....... xxx

[@BRR258]

❤❤❤ have a sunny day, Eirin. Thank you for your prayers! You are such a beautiful soul😍

[@TrishDarbonne]

My dearest Eiren, please feel free to vent your struggles with us. We care so much about your total wellbeing. It’s beautiful that you always find something to remain positive about along with everything else you’re concerned, or scared, or sad about. I imagine that you have a lovely singing voice, and it’s quite impressive that you’ve also written a song!😢 I am keeping you, Steiner, and your beautiful mother in my heart, my thoughts, and my prayers. Thank you for sharing your light with us. xoxo

[@lynneduj]

You are such an inspiration! 💚 I would love a guided meditation!! 🙏🏻💗 I send you ☀️ take care!

[@eirinceciliegjedrem]

I will make one then! ❤️ Thank you and likewise 🥰

[@nancyhensler5569]

Prayers for you & your Mom, sweetheart. You are such an amazing woman Eirin. Thank you for sharing your life with us. The good & not so good times. Your attitude is inspiring. You are always in my prayers. God Bless you. 🙏

[@judyguest5094]

Thank you so much for sharing we all love hearing from you good and bad. I love you so much and pray daily. You are such a beautiful soul ❤

[@eirinceciliegjedrem]

Thank you, Judy-love, and likewise ❤️❤️

[@carmenrodriguez8814]

Dearest Eirin! Just like that you have a plate full. I'm so sorry you have to go through this! The situation with your mom's illness must be difficult in and of itself. Sounds like another go with a sore. Can't believe so soon after the last one. But you can do this! Prayer is awesome and church helps a lot. You have hubby, kitty, and 20k of us rooting and praying for your well being. It sounds like a huge challenge but you can overcome. Sounds like patience will be needed. I met you laying down so no worries there. Take the time you need to get well. Think positive thoughts. We will be here! In the meantime I will be praying very hard for your recovery. God Bless you and your mother as you both recover. You will get through this period. You seem well cared for and your teams will help you get there. Hoping next time we see you you're better! And no, your videos are not depressing. I'm happy to listen and watch no matter what's happening. Stay strong and resilient!! Prayers and ❤

[@britishgal1808-Sue]

Eirin, I am so sorry for everything you are going through right now, and it’s a lot! 🥲 But, things will get better, there is a light at the end of the tunnel. Praying for you and your Mum. Keep the faith, things are going to get better. Love and hugs Sue ❤️🙏🏼🥰

[@micheleroyce4177]

You are a beautiful soul. Thank you for sharing your world, your struggles and your hopes. You do not depress me. Please share. I will and have been praying for you in this difficult journey. Your beautiful voice is soothing and helps ground me. You take care. Enjoy your highlights.

[@Unashamed832]

I am sorry you are struggling and will be praying God gives you strength and peace.❤🙏

[@Oceangirl1234]

You are a light for us, too

[@marylousiwarski8910]

Thank you for sharing your life and your struggles. I think you give hope to others in their struggles, that you can find the positives you have to carry you through the storms. I look forward to your next video. ❤

[@annamariarizzo2184]

Hi Eirin, it is great to see you. So sorry for you most recent struggles. I wish I could take your pain away. Eirin you are such a Godly soul and even in you present state you lift us all up. You teach me something with every post. My heart goes out to your mom too. I will add her to my prayers. When I lost my mom, I lost my best friend. Keep on praying and don’t give of hope she will get better and her health will stabilize. She sounds like a strong lady. You definitely get your strength from her. That really stinks you have to deal with female problems too. I went through many years of suffering a similar way myself. I had to get a hysterectomy due to my female issues. The only bright side is my heath improved and I finally had relief from all my years of suffering. My heart goes out to you on the loss of your babies. My sister had 3 miscarriages and a still birth at six months. It does change you but somehow you get through it. You sound like you have some great things to look forward to. I would love to hear your voice. Music fills the soul with love and joy. What a great way to think about life. Love your words about blessings around the corner. I’m glad you found that person you can reach out to to help you with coping strategies. You have deep inside you a strength I wish I had. Thank you for being you and sharing. If I can ever help in some way just reach out. You are so loved. AnnaMaria

[@eirinceciliegjedrem]

Thank you for your lovely comment, AnnaMaria, I do enjoy reading them 🥰❤️ I am so grateful that you’re here 😍

[@annamariarizzo2184]

As I am grateful for you too!🥰

[@annamariarizzo2184]

I am grateful for you too!🥰

[@carolinalora1312]

Hi Eirin! All my prayers for you and your mother. You are the one who is a beautiful soul, i can feel the peace coming out from you.What a beautiful person you are always struggling with your health problems with patient and with a smile in your face. You are an inspiration for me. Thanks God we can find persons like you in ours life. Bless you!🥰🥰🥰

[@porlina8784]

You are truly brave ..... Through your pain, disappointment, and sheer bad luck you continue to inspire us. We are here to listen, learn and be your sisters and brothers. Stay strong, don't give up and prayers are coming your way. I never feel depressed listening to your posts, I smile most of the time ..... We are learning from you honey .... You've got this ... I know it ❤

[@zebrasbean2385]

I have abnormal hair growth too which made me so insecure but now I’ve realised how many people have it and shave daily and I don’t even have pcos

[@eirinceciliegjedrem]

❤️

[@krobinson9673]

Oh! And yes, a guided meditation from you would be so great💚💚💚💚💚

[@dawnmarie09]

You are such an inspiration! ❤❤

[@caty2ful]

I honestly dont even know what to say...I dont know how you can handle so much pain and its just way too much. Hope that the future brings you relieve of so much pain, you really need it. A big hug and courage to handle everything. Hope some light show up very soon.

[@karenlemke8162]

Praying for your healing and the conglomerate of issues you are facing

[@lori6888]

You are beautiful inside & out. You speak from your heart, which is very inspiring ❤❤😘😘

[@TRRT-eh4cg]

Thank you for sharing all that you are going through and for all that you have gone through. My prayers to you, your mother, and to your husband as well. I hope healing comes quickly for you and that the numbers for your mother's test come out good. Have a nice day and take care.

[@karendavidson6272]

Eirin …So happy to see you. I’m sorry for the new sore developing . Do you take zinc and vitamin c? It’s a healing combination for skin especially. Zinc with food only or stomach will get upset. The endometriosis certainly is another serious issue to deal with. So many challenges and obstacles. I feel for you and pray for relief for you. I loved your home tour video , especially the gardens and love the clean , clutter free space. Thank you for sharing all that you do❤. You are an inspiration and great teacher of mind over matter. Such strength and kindness. Take care and be safe always 🩵

[@joycetaunton4684]

I know where you are coming from. I too suffer from PCOS. I hate all the hair that's on my face. I could rival the bearded lady in a circus if I shaved it. I either have my granddaughter wax it off or I use a small tool that takes it off. Neither way lasts very long before i have to have it done again. The wax will last a few days and the little tool would have to used everyday if I go someplace. It's summer time here in Florida and I try and hibernate during that time. It's so hot and the humidity is really bad. You bring such joy to so many with your videos. Please know there are prayers being said for you and your mom!!!!

[@agnesmon4940]

Hola Eirin, eres una persona extraordinaria con un gran potencial dentro de ti. Espero que todo mejore ....un fuerte abrazo desde Las Islas Canarias.

[@valouMJcalifornia7]

Dear beautiful Angel, I'm so sorry you have to go through very hard time again. You don't deserve to suffer more. You don't deserve to suffer at all and in all the ways. Please feel free to make any video you want to share with us. I mean if you need to cry, then it's okay. Share your pain or sadness with us. We are here to support you. Don't worry about making us depressed. We won't be but you don't have to keep all this burdain with you! Real friends are there for the best and most of all for the worst moment... You are incredibly brave and strong. I admire you and I am so proud of you. I hope you are proud of yourself! Your sweet voice is made to connect with people. I can't wait to hear you singing ❤. I wish I could hug you and talk with you. You are amazing ! You are the Sunshine, so please allow us to make you even brighter (if it's possible) by offering you a shoulder to lean on. I love you dearly and if I wasn't struggling with big family issues (I might be homeless soon ..long story). I've been stabbed in the back by the one I was always there for because I have taken care of my father until his last breath and I'm trying to take care of my mother even though some monsters in my family have stolen my money with the help of powerful corrupt connections and they have declared my mother with senility and dementia which is false. They want to get rib of both of us in order to sell the house where I live with my mother. I'm the only one who have taken care of my father, sleeping 3 hours per night. I paid the funeral without asking nothing to my eldest sisters. I swear I won't forget neither forgive them. The stress it has been causing me since several years gave me many health issues... but really nothing compared to you. I struggle with injustice! I just can't deal with it since I'm a kid. I have always helped others even before they asked me and had never expect anything in return ... but being betrayed by my own family ... I have a very few real friends abroad. My teenage best friend (now we are "old") send me money to help me to give my cat medical treatments that costs a lot. He has been 17 yo yesterday and without him I would be dead! Animals never betray you. I know you have one or 2 cats. They know how you feel. I hope your mother can go on seeing horses because they also have the power to "heal" mentally. As we can speak freely I just want to say that unhappily I have lost faith decades ago because religion taught us to be good etc ... And still bad things happen to innocent and adorable people like you. I don't understand and I have my own limits. But I'm happy you find comfort in prayers. The thing is I don't trust anybody anymore (almost). I'm sure my mom will pass in less than 2 or 3 months. This family mess is killing her slowly and my cat and I too. My cat had a stroke 3 months ago and became blind suddenly. So knowing that it will be the end for me too gives me strong migraines everyday. As the monsters have warned me I will indeed ending in the street. So I'm waiting for kinda death penalty as no lawyer have helped me so I have given up because I always speak the truth no matter who is in front of me! I'm so sorry I wrote my story .. I wasn't supposed to... I'm hesitading to delete some parts ... I will if you want me to! People will think I should be ashamed of me for "complaining". I just share a very small part of my life right now. I have helped the wrong people. They didn't deserve it at all. I wish I could help you. I wish I could help the ones who really need it including animals. If I could I would travel to help and fight again animal cruelty and other things. Please just read my message like if we had a conversation together. I always think of you since I watched the video where you explain your story. I think I have always wanted to help people in the world because making someone smile or laugh or being happy even if it's for a short time is priceless. Forgive me again for the long message (or book)! I hope to hear you singing😊. I'm sure all the birds will stop to hear your beautiful voice. You're gonna rock in the Church 🎶🎼🎤. I wish you the very best. I wish your mom and the ones you love to have beautiful days. I love you dearly ❣️💐💚💛💙💖💜🫂. May I ask you to 🙏 for me (even though I lost faith)? Thank you for being such a wonderful woman. 🤗❤️

[@eirinceciliegjedrem]

Sweet soul, how much you are going through and how incredibly unfair your challenges are - my heart truly goes out to you, and I will keep you in my thoughts and prayers ❤️❤️ Thank you for sharing your story and your light 💖✨ I wish for the best for you and your Mom, and a special cuddle to your beautiful furbaby 😻🥰

[@shirleypoplo-ej7lz]

Baby doll I CERTAINLY WILL PRAY FOR YOUR MOM!!

[@eirinceciliegjedrem]

Thank you! 💖🥰

[@patmitchell2389]

I didn’t know you sing, I would love to hear you sing. ❤❤❤❤❤❤

[@aliciah.7988]

Hi Lovely! Just thinking about you….hoping things are going okay and that you are doing as well as you can be!! Watched this video again just now. You are so strong and such an inspiration…so sweet and so kind….such grace under pressure. Looking forward to your next update. Much Love!!

[@Fuzzer227]

Dearest Eirin Wow......your sharing openly and honestly about your struggles encouages us all to do so also....heart to heart the terribly hard stuff and then you go onto all that you are looking forward to❤ Can't wait to hear you sing😊and so happy you've found a therapist that seems perfect and bible study group and friends you love and how wise to share your needs with many people so each can contribute to your wellbeing and you to theirs❤ prayers continue for you and your husband to enjoy each other, for healing and for your Mom's health🙏thank you for holding my daughters also in your prayers. Love always Maureen in southern California

[@janetgoodart-smoak7137]

Your story is therapeutic, I think it's so healthy to get these feelings out. I'm sorry about your Mom, I'm a nurse and I can identify everything you're talking about. My prayers are with you and I'm sending positive thoughts. 💜🙏 I'm so glad you have a close relationship with your Mom. My kids have grown up and live their lives, I totally get it. I see so many wonderful things through your perspective ❤

[@patriciaegan7370]

Eirin, you continue to amaze and inspire. Wishing both you and your awesome mom a return to improved health.

[@natasjamanie7279]

We love you dearly. As hard as it is, after every difficulty (the rain) comes ease (the sun) Louds of love from Cape Town, South Africa ❤

[@MDWascom40]

Big prayers and hugs for you love.

[@thereseshine7506]

Hi Eirin. So glad you made this video update. My father had CLL. He did pass many years ago after getting a wasp sting while on chemo and his body couldn't fight it. He was 49. I know how you feel with your mom being your everything. Just love on her as she's loved on you. You have been incredibly brave and strong and it's ok when you feel you aren't. You have angels watching over you. And they are beautiful! Praying for your comfort and peace, dear Eirin. Prayers for your mom and husband as well for strength and comfort. You are a beautiful woman and soul. ❤ 🙏

[@eirinceciliegjedrem]

Thank you for sharing your story and your light with me 💖✨ I truly appreciate it and my heart goes out to you ❤️❤️

[@marilynnsuire876]

You are a beautiful person inside and out. I love watching your videos. I am so sorry about your mom. Please stay positive and continue to pray. You will get your blessing in God’s timing. Trust him ✝️ I think a therapist will help tremendously. Please continue to post videos. We love you. 💞

[@AC_144]

Eirin, sending love and healing light. May this just be a small bump in the road to get back to your norm. I am sorry you are dealing with a lot right now. Do not feel bad for expressing your reality and your truth. I know its not easy to take on all that you have and are. I hope your mom testing results in the coming months is only a positive outcome. Wishing you all love and good health and best outcomes in all this!! Never forget you are brave , you are strong and you are loved! You are doing the best that you can and that is amazing.. life isn't perfect and the journey we are handed isn't always easy but know that no matter what... I/or many of us are here for you and you are not alone. You are loved by many and many of us will always be concerned of your well being! Sometimes expressing our truth can be cathartic experience and I hope you can find relief by simply sharing your truth. With Love! 💗

[@nickybaker1338]

When you say you've never felt feminine, may I just say that from the first of your vids that popped up on my feed, I've been struck by your gentle femininity. You such an attractive & sweet face & you're so graceful in manner & speech. Much love to you & sending up prayers for your struggles of mind & body to smooth out in the coming months, & going forward in life. Thank you for sharing such deep, personal & spiritual love.

[@melindajohnson8586]

Praying for you, your mother and family. You are precious and I’m so sorry you had someone inappropriate! You do me a world of good each time I see your videos so I hope you continue with KZbin. God Bless…

[@CrystalWall-u3s]

Eirin, I’m sorry you are going thru this valley. I know that you have a lot of prayer warriors standing in the gap for you! You are so blessed to have a mother that loves you so much and I know it’s hard seeing her go thru her own battle right now. I will be praying for both of you! Crystal

[@elliejobonney2926]

It's a long & winding road xxx I'm sending you all my love xxx from London UK 🇬🇧 xxx Edit. Be honest my lovely, this is your outlet.

[@MrHandoverfist]

We love You 😘 🫵🙏❣️🙏❣️❣️ you are in our prayers ❤

[@carolynjo2578]

YOU ARE HEARD. AND YOU ARE TRULY LOVED. BLESS YOU SIS . THIS COMMUNITY IS ROOTING FOR YOU NO MATTER WHAT! POST WHENEVER. WE HAVE YOUR BACK LITERALLY HAHA!

[@missytyrrell1]

Eirin, I think your subscribers would rather you be honest about what you're going through - insofar as you're comfortable to do. We want to be there for you and to support you in whatever way we can. Your mum sounds like an incredibly strong woman, which is clearly where you get your strength. X