It's been 3 Months..

[@00001111henry]

She is having biggest smile of you continue taking her flavor her plants.

[@rvr2]

I hope she is.. I'm trying to leave everything the way she like it

[@klvr5863]

My mom passed away not long ago, but before she did I had to come back home to help her. She couldn't see or hear too good. Now I'm alone in a 2 story house and have to go by her room every day. I wasn't eating or sleeping very well and my family was getting concerned. But I just worked and that did help. Don't fret Sweety you will get work and then things will slowly but surely fall into place. God doesn't give us more than we can handle, it just feels that way at times. You have stood by your sick wife and therefore passed your test. God has seen your suffering and will ease it soon. Have Faith it won't be much longer.

[@rvr2]

Sorry to hear this. It has been a very difficult time for me no doubt.. This is a very lonely home now and soon her belongings will be picked up by her sister to sort through and send to her family in Mexico. Already started converting my home office back into a home as our small business is no longer self sufficient.. Starting in May I will be on the major hunt for a job so I can continue to move on and rebuild my savings that was decimated the last few years and completely depleted because of her cancer treatment.. Thanks. I will be on a mission soon. Thanks for your support.

[@ham4fun]

sorry to hear about your wife.

[@rvr2]

Thanks. I'm doing a lot better after a year now..

[@jdmk20guy]

wow didnt know you watch reponut, such a cool guy i hope he can get back to repos soon... have you ever thought about recycling/scrapping? You have the dodge truck, i would totally do this if i had a truck right now. I think you need a recycling license to scrap but its not hard to get and people leave junk scrap out on the road every trash day. I would like to try this one day...

[@rvr2]

Not all his videos but some. There's no money in recycling here. After the load I took back in July of last year and only getting around $35 dollars, I knew this wasn't gonna be a full/part time thing.. In fact my permit expires in a couple months so I better get those cans recycled.

[@NudgingCharlie13]

You sure have gotten a lot of work and cleaning done. The flowers look pretty. Can't wait to see your deck complete. Time can be a funny thing when you have gone through what you have. Seeming short and long all at once. The first year will be the hardest. Everything is the first since.....if you could find the right person to live in the Mega shed you would have income and company all at the same time. What about a college student wanting to live off campus. Good luck finding a job....I know , you can work at the shady car lot....just kidding. I hope you find something soon. Hang in there and take things a day at a time. Do you do other people's taxes, not just Spanish? How about a cat? Sometimes adopting a pet is good company. I say a cat because if you get a job you won't have to worry about walking a dog.

[@rvr2]

Trying to keep busy. Thanks. Just chatted briefly with my friend and he's gonna try to get by this week but no guarantees.. Starting to get impatient as this has been delayed for almost 2 weeks now. Yeah that's the trick trying to find someone like that to reside there. Yeah I'm too honest a person to be a shady car salesman LOL! I can do all 1040 taxes including Sch C's just not corporate taxes. I had dogs for years so maybe in time I'll get another dog

[@thesmashtvnetwork]

YOU KNOw what be good for you live stream some retro games :) do you have a address i can send you a hack ps2 mem card so you can run back ups :)

[@rvr2]

I really don't have the time for that. I need to find other work soon

[@thesmashtvnetwork]

well it be nice see you stream again :) what abt irl stream on twitch :) Verizon has unlim data :)

[@rvr2]

I've never streamed before.. Gaming won't pay my bills and that's more of a priority to me currently..

[@thesmashtvnetwork]

it paying my house payment

[@rvr2]

My KZbin videos do that.. Well they used to but since all the big advertisers have pulled their ads from KZbin recently, I have to tap into my savings to cover the difference and that won't last long so again, finding work locally is my only option.