It's been 6 years since my wife died ~ How am I doing?

[@MrMegaFredZeppelin]

Hey Jim😃6 years🤯I remember the day you mentioned it😞I remember her in one of your videos too, I think it was on your cooking channel😊Everything you said here makes sense and you explained things very well👍🏻Take care🙏🏻ROCK ON!!!!!!!🤘🏻🤙🏻✌🏻

[@TosTinMan]

Thanks Fred! Yeah, she was in several of my videos on the cooking channel. I hope you're doing good!

[@pamkay1756]

Awww. I didn't realize that. I'm so very sorry. ❤May she rest In Peace.

[@TosTinMan]

Thank you

[@pamkay1756]

@@TosTinMan You're welcome.

[@bonniecovel2000]

I sure do miss seeing her. I'm glad you talked about her. I like thinking about her.

[@kittykat999a]

Wow! I was just thinking of you and your wife 2 days ago!

[@TosTinMan]

That's funny!

[@keishamckoy6135]

My condolences Jim. I will pray for you.

[@TosTinMan]

Thank you!

[@maryvitorelo572]

I miss Margie very much. Those of us left behind are very lucky to have had her in our lives. She was a very sweet soul.

[@Esther-kq7nv]

Very sweet video, Jim. I remember seeing your wife in a few of your cooking videos. 😊 Been a viewer for a long time. Wishing you peace, wellness, joy, & a great life, overall. God Bless, sir!

[@TosTinMan]

Thank you!

[@thomastommy1192]

Hi Jim, I remember when your wife passed away. I was watching your videos back then. My heart went out to you and it still does. I am happy you are still hanging there and getting by. God bless you.

[@TosTinMan]

Thank you

[@bradjennings6733]

Awesome video! Some close friends of mine have passed away and it’s still hard even with every year that goes by. Thank you for having the courage to share your feelings about your wife’s passing. I think you’re really helping a lot of people! It’s better than keeping your feelings bottled up inside of you. Keep up the great work Jim!

[@TosTinMan]

Thanks! I'll try!

[@christinab7295]

So sorry for your loss 🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻

[@TosTinMan]

Thank you!

[@RoshanDesaiphl0923]

[@TosTinMan]

Thank you

[@RoshanDesaiphl0923]

@@TosTinMan i mean i do remember the day when your wife from the past videos :(

[@willbutler2639]

I will pray for you friend. I too struggle with the passing of my granny (this past October 18th) She was my mother figure because my mother wasn’t around (long story). I had a great father I don’t think I could’ve asked for more. He worked all the time, my granny lived 2 doors down. I would go to her house in the morning when my dad went to work and she would get me breakfast and take me to school. Watched me after school and in the summers. I was super super super close to say the least. The reason she passed away she she fell at my Aunt Bonnie’s house at 3 am and hit her head. She had a MASSIVE brain bleed but no one knew it. The paramedics came and checked her out she was awake and was talking just complained of a headache. They put her back in bed she went back to sleep and she never woke back up. She was breathing but unconscious. Well they flew her to Greenville NC and they told us that it was no hope. No brain function. Pupils weren’t responding. They put her on life support. Me and my father were the first to get there. They told us to sit down and they will come out and get us. I knew then it was bad because they didn’t tell us a room she was in or nothing they said “sit right here and someone will be right out to take you to the family room” my heart sank I knew it was horrible. It wasn’t even 2 minutes and the people were already calling for us… they were waiting on us to get there. Well they told us the news and me and my dad were hugging in the room crying and my aunt Bonnie and her daughter Heather walked in. I had to tell them. Unfortunately it was the worst case scenario. They showed us the scans of her brain and the stem that comes from your brain down was damaged severely. I stepped up out of all the family and told them how I felt. I told them I felt as if granny wouldn’t want to be on life support when she passed she would want it to be in gods hands. She was a believer and so am I. I told them I also wouldn’t want for her to be on a machine when her time does come. Everyone was silent. No one agreed. I prayed and I felt as if it was the right decision. And I expressed it again. They all were agreeing with me after the doctors showed the scans of her brain. We made the decision to take her off life support and she hung in for 3 days. Want to know the craziest part? All the family drove up from all over to be with her in her waning moments. Everyone stayed awake all night. But my 2 aunts were there and they just happened to shut their eyes at 5 am and my granny passed away at that moment. I think she was waiting to let go until no one was awake in the room. I will miss her for a long time but I have definitely gotten better. But I definitely still do have some moments that I have to wipe the tears away. One of the last things I told her before I was leaving to go home the night she passed away is “I will be fine but it will be hard without you. I will be strong. You and I both know where you are going and it’s going to be okay. God’s got you and me granny!” Then I told her good bye… I told her I will be fine and strong so I will have no other choice now 😥😤❤️‍🩹❤️‍🩹

[@TosTinMan]

I’m sorry to hear that. Thanks for sharing your story!

[@BeanieBoyMoto]

My Condolences Jim I know exactly how you feel mate ... I've been Suffering With TOS for over 36yrs now but somehow I keep going & I still manage to ride my bike & do most things even though it's a Struggle! 🙏 Beanie

[@TosTinMan]

Thank you!

[@BeanieBoyMoto]

@@TosTinMan Cheers mate 👍

[@catherinemlughu4666]

Sorry for your loss

[@TosTinMan]

Thank you

[@lightofgodindarkness]

I will be praying for you brother thanks for sharing, New friend here stay connected God bless you

[@TosTinMan]

Thank you!