It's Been A While

A triumphant return and important message from Sam Riegel.
Thank you to USC Keck Medical Center & Sam's care team for keeping our boy Sam healthy. While Sam is not a doctor, we do encourage you to check in with your professional medical care team for guidance related to your own health.
And, of course, thank YOU for your patience, understanding, and respect for Sam’s privacy while he's been on the mend. We appreciate you!
For more cancer-related resources, please visit CancerCare.org
#SamRiegel #CriticalRole #CancerAwareness

[@Vergilius78]

Ashley's little picture of Sam on the table for the past few months takes on a whole different meaning all of a sudden. So happy you are better, Sam. You're literally the best.

[@Quotenwagnerianer]

And now we know why they got so emotional when he returned. Not simply because he was gone for a while, but because he was very unwell, and he is better now.

[@anitaardi4456]

ouch. That hurt my heart.

[@alicereturned9720]

That hurt - thank you.

[@nonspiderweb]

Oh Damn!? I hadn't thought of that. Up to now I had taken it as a sarcastic "in memorial" or something. This totally re-contextualizes that.

[@Antomausk]

This breaks my heart

[@leanderdegoede5598]

Damn.... For a voice actor, having to relearn how to speak must have been terrifying. Glad to see he's doing well.

[@SnarkyZazu]

That was my first thought too, thank goodness that he is doing well

[@BegitoBuru]

Whats crazier is he may never have that range of voices anymore. I hop he gets he old mojo back, but we may have to say bye to alot of his iconic voices if they strain his condition

[@kaekaeno]

​@@BegitoBuru I can only imagine how difficult recording Nott for Mighty Nein series is going to be now

[@jonmoore873]

It’s the swallowing bit! The day you learn that it’s not an instinct is a very weird day! Concentration face

[@blackhawc39]

I know this is a very emotional moment, but do you think Sam ever had to show doctors that one ad-read he did where he shoved a bunch of stuff in his mouth? No but seriously we all hope for the smoothest of recoveries for you, Sam! ❤

[@Soutar3DG]

Now we know exactly why he said "see you in season 4" he thought he'd be on a very long road to recovery, so glad he's doing well!

[@f.faucon6681]

This also puts a whole different perspective on FCG's sacrifice and the cast emotions, why the cast was so emotional when he came back in the live show, and why his voice felt different. So glad he's recovering and back.

[@Saena]

​@f.faucon6681 I'm starting to feel like the only person who didn't notice that his voice was different at the live show! Although historically I don't always pick up on changes like that 🤷‍♀️

[@les_bro]

@@f.faucon6681 I was wondering why his voice sounded different in the live-show too, but honestly after still being fresh in recovery I'm in awe that he could get up and perform at such a large event!

[@anitaardi4456]

@@f.faucon6681 I had figured it was just the way he was playing the character. This puts it completely different!

[@maxdoblinger1749]

@@Soutar3DG that explains why they all cried, sooo much. They thought, that might be the last time they have a chance to play with him

[@sinbushido202]

"But mostly, I miss talking and thinking about anything other than cancer" Really put into perspective how dominating it is over your life. It's not just a threat or an illness, it's a process. It's survival. It's staying alive, but slow as possible while also having to somehow juggle the rest of your life because it doesn't just stop because you're in pain. And still coming back to deliver us smiles and laughter, in spite of wounds and utter exhaustion. Godspeed, Sam Riegel, Godspeed.

[@Thermalions]

Not something I'd really thought of before, despite having work colleagues who've gone through treatment - some successfully, some not so much.

[@sinbushido202]

@@Thermalions Condolences, I know how rough and strange that can be. Hope you and yours that are still here well (And those who have passed, peace)

[@AllieKitaguchi]

I hope I can speak for all critters and say that while having Sam back is a blessing, having him be healthy and happy is of the utmost importance. If there's anything anyone can do, any support than can be offered, I hope Sam knows he has it in spades. Love you, Sam!

[@Cerytes]

Perfect sentiment!

[@AlexMartinez-gv7hy]

Here, here

[@liekes9344]

Absolutely!!

[@JhonatanAsalas]

Yep.

[@tayloryoungstrom3640]

Same

[@Cryodrake]

For those who didn't notice, when Sam introduced his new character he had a neck wound and he was dying asking for his friends to help heal him, absolutely amazing acting Sam. I hope you continue to heal.

[@ANEMPL]

That like the first this I thought of as well it makes me cry thinking about that 😢

[@petbird19]

Mind blown!

[@danielmoriarty9273]

Just realized that now.

[@danielmoriarty9273]

All of those tongue jokes he’s made really hits hard now

[@chrisrudolf9839]

It was a brilliant move to cover up his medical issue, which he understandably wouldn't have wanted to reveal at the life show. Amazing commitment of Sam to do the life show in that state when he is still struggeling with his voice like that as we saw in just that 5 minute bit. Not so much "amazing acting", since it turns out all that throat wound related stuff was much less of an act and more an issue of him actually still struggeling to speak.

[@lalkorcan]

In Turkish we say “geçmiş olsun” meaning “May this stay in the past” instead of “get well soon”. May this journey stay in the past for you dear Sam, and I wish you and your family the best❤

[@jinxydoll]

That is such a good sentiment.

[@LawloGaming]

I've tried many translators and they all translate this to "get well soon". I do not speak Turkish, nor know much about the language at all. Could you help me understand why all the translators contradict you?

[@eceb4355]

@@LawloGaming both geçmiş olsun and get well soon are used in the same context, which is wishing the recovery of a sick person. that's probably why the translator does that. but while the english one wishes for a recovery in the future, the turkish "geçmiş olsun", as the original commenter said, wishes the illness (or whatever negative situation really, we use it in all bad cases) to immediately be over and become a thing of the past

[@LadyElvan]

I'm stealing this, if I may. I like that SO much better!

[@Super00Specs]

What a wonderful saying

[@corylcreates]

Not me thinking he was going to bait and switch with something like "but most of all, I missed telling you about our sponsors." 😭 Recover well, Sam. ❤

[@mo-akif]

Linus has entered the chat.

[@SirZeu]

it would have been such a sam thing to do.

[@Poisonedblade]

Yeah, I was waiting for a joke, too.

[@Banti4]

@@mo-akif why did I know I would find this here?

[@howenhiem4536]

when i first saw laura say " im gonna cry" and her and ashley both cried when sam came back during the live show, i just thought they were happy to finally play with their friend again. To hear this, to see they all went through this with him and saw his hardest days. I get now it meant something so much more to them, because they knew everything he went through to get back on that stage. They must of been so proud of him. Our Faithful Care Giver 💛

[@JanusSanoRicardi]

OMG the minotaur had a scar at its neck where Sam has one now....

[@loyboys]

@@howenhiem4536 which live show/episode was the one you mean?

[@k1tkat-kate]

I started cheering when he walked on stage for the liveshow, but at that time had no idea what he'd been dealing with. What a sweet moment that must have been!

[@crisdekker8223]

@@loyboys The last one, campaign 3 episode 98: The Nox engine. Sam enters at the 55th minute.

[@Abyrae]

Makes me even more frustrated at the people that kept complaining again and again all over the chat and on social media about Sam still not being back yet, and demanding answers from the rest of the cast because "your fans made you popular, you owe them explanations". As if the others were going to tell the world such a personal thing as "Sam is battling cancer" until the moment Sam himself was ready to reveal such.

[@WolfiePH]

After losing a bit of his voice/throat/tongue functionality especially, Sam still chose to play another talkative bard with a gruff accent. He's didn't just beat cancer, he's rising above it and didn't let it limit his choices. You are the best of us Sam Riegel. Hope your recovery is as easy as being a lovable human being that you are.

[@Luna-uc1mc]

Ikr

[@Popers978]

I work in the manufacturing of HPV vaccine and this makes me proud of the work I have done in the last three years that I contributed to helping prevent cancer like this. Please get the Vaccine folks its takes a lot of work from a lot of different people to make and can save your life!

[@fardareismai4495]

You may be doing one of the most important jobs a human can do! Thank you

[@Suavek69]

@@Popers978 does it still work if I may have been infected? Idk I have been sleeping around a bit in my youth

[@violet7773]

​@@Suavek69 you should get tested if you haven't, and if you're negative for hpv then yes, getting the vaccine could save your life or others'

[@Suavek69]

@@violet7773 there's no test for men, or AMAB people in general. I'm asking if I should get it just in case regardless

[@Popers978]

@Suavek69 I work in maintenance so i cant give a great answer, but if you don't know if you have it, just get it. Please consult a doctor. Medical advice from random me isn't worth a damn compared to your doctor. Have a good day!

[@mattmitchey177]

Stage IV colo/rectal survivor here. Glad you are still with us.

[@BlueTressym]

This internet stranger is glad you're still here too.

[@maisies515]

Good job dude 👏🏽

[@washtubz]

What a cruel diagnosis for someone who makes his living off his voice. You can tell he fought hard to get it back, what a legend.

[@JamieChambers]

When my daughter had cancer eight years ago Sam and other members of the CR cast sent messages of support and shared links that meant so much to our family. I'm so glad Sam received successful treatment and that we have medical technology to both cure and - more importantly, prevent - this type of cancer. Take care of yourselves and your loved ones, people.

[@kelleren4840]

❤❤❤❤❤

[@sneakerhead4236]

Wow 😢

[@emilymaeflower93]

+

[@bayoubilly5176]

I'm literally leaving work right now to go get my hpv shot cuz I've put it off for a decade... Ty again, yet again Sam.

[@dashabiletska875]

I love the fact that they didn't cut the talk. He repeated everything for them to be able to make a clean cut and yet they didn't. And Sam? All the love from your critter family. We're there for you every step of the way!

[@t4rtee819]

they didn't cut really emotional part with him tearing up too like they knew we all needed half a minute to cry with him a bit

[@jeremymorse713]

Our guy is a professional, right?! Even when he's sharing something deeply personal. ❤

[@ForeverDegenerate]

@@jeremymorse713 Yep. You can remove the "voice" from the "actor," but you can't remove the "actor" from the "voice." And if you'll remember, way back in Liam's One-Shot where they played themselves and they had to "voice act" as part of the game, Sam was the only one who did a repeated pick-ups bit. I mean, sure it was done for a laugh, but it also shows the type of actor that Sam is. It's, clearly, in Sam's DNA to be as perfect as he can when he's pre-recording something.

[@KaitLynnHt]

Yeah, I think keeping it real and keeping that struggle is important. It can be very validating for anyone else struggling with a similar issue to see that their own recovery doesn't have to be perfect.

[@KeldonRaven]

The man is a pro through and through, but I think that Sam and the team realised that in the end we could handle the real Sam that was worried and a little scared but still the bright little spark we love. It's the reason the love ❤ CR they are professional with a very polished and smooth show, but that we love the very very genuine and obvious love these people have for each other and what they do. I'm so glad that we could share in a deeply personal journey and hope that you know there are thousands of hands ready to help you stay up if you feel you are falling!

[@aa-oy9il]

Seeing this man's bright smile dashed by tears and pain absolutely guts me.

[@license2game499]

When he returned in the live show his character had a wound on his throat and was gasping for air. The thought behind that is kind of poetic if you ask me. Swift recovery Sam and keep strong!

[@phoebegilliland8897]

Sam let his art imitate his life.

[@ellisonflood8531]

Wow, so true.

[@Terahnee]

Kind of a brilliant way to explain why his voice may have sounded rough when he wasn't ready to tell us all yet the real reason behind it.

[@k1tkat-kate]

oh shit you're right

[@chrisrudolf9839]

More practical than poetic. The throat wound of the character was obviously a narrative choice to make it look as if Sam was just roleplaying the character's wounded state when he actually had problems with his voice. He had to pause and take a sip of water twice in this short speach here. If he had played a character who didn't have a narrative reason for his voice failing occasionally, it would probably have been obvious that Sam wasn't allright and people would have speculated.

[@wiseone86]

"I miss thinking about anything other than cancer." I went though this at age 23 (14 years ago now), having your mind dominated by thoughts of not being around to see your wedding, your kids, your parents and loved ones is one of the hardest parts of having cancer. The chemo sucks, the radiotherapy sucks, but they only last for a few hours/days at a time and you can sleep it off. Being trapped with your own thoughts is one of the most devastating parts of cancer. I know this will get lost in an ocean of support but Sam, from the bottom of my heart, I'm so glad you're on the other side of this.

[@AddictedToKH]

@@wiseone86 came here to say something similar. Diagnosed at 25. Doctors told me, "Treatment will take 4 months if you're unlucky, 2 months if you're lucky. By this time next year it'll be like it never happened!" I'm NED for almost 6 years and it definitely happened; in a lot of ways it's still happening. The most important thing for me is remembering that the worst part is over, that recovery is long and sucks but it sucks a lot less than being in the middle of it. All my love to you and yours, and to Sam and his 💜

[@tarikkash4282]

First Rachael Lillis and now him? WTF is happening here!!

[@ernpend]

❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤

[@valeriekhall]

**immediately crying when Sam chokes up** Welcome back, Sam. Take your time, & know you are loved.

[@Lithillia]

@@valeriekhall me too! It’s so rare seeing that man not wear a big smile. It broke my heart. I’m so proud of him for getting through this.

[@JoaoVitor-ri3np]

same same same

[@brandypettit]

Same

[@vickbenice]

So much same

[@valeriekhall]

@@Lithillia And that makes it so much more meaningful that he shared this level of vulnerability. No one should have to suffer in silence behind a mask of other people's expectations. (I always think of Robin Williams.) Nor should anyone feel obligated to share private things, of course. But speaking out to save other people from suffering what he's been through? HERO.

[@LadyoftheDreamless14]

i dont even go here and yet when sam started to cry i did too. Im very very happy to hear hes doing better. I wish him a very speedy, but restful recovery.

[@sarahmorris4575]

@@LadyoftheDreamless14 I’m the exact same

[@whitestoneandy797]

*"That sucked even worse 😃"* Sam is such a positive and strong warrior.

[@theroaringgun9679]

"They saved my life, and I'll save theirs." This quote brings even more weight now in the context of Sam's battle w/ cancer. His friends and family by his side, helping him every step of the way. Stay safe Sam and come back when you're ready.

[@dancarn9336]

Sam, mate. You don’t know me but today I cried for you. Peace, love and light my friend.

[@kosto7845]

@@dancarn9336 same here

[@Medusa_plays]

me too

[@Choldar]

100%. Still tearing up. Speedy recovery Sam.

[@Kimtendo_]

Same here, the way I choked up and literally clenched my heart in pain. I balled my eyes.

[@lisatooke4654]

We love you Sammy.

[@argentfox7564]

It's so painful to see Sam cry... He always makes me laugh and forget my daily adult life struggles. Wish you complete recovery.

[@bloody2hell]

We love you sam❤ and hearing the word recover removed that dread I felt when you first were explaining. You are a core pillar to this community and I think I speak for everyone when I say you have our full support in your recovery 🙏🏽

[@valork9unit604]

😊ua😊🎉j

[@samchaleau]

Well said! Hear! Hear!

[@SonicFluttershy]

Crazy that Liam brought him into the group to try d&d at first. He's so amazing

[@Hypnotoad404]

The fact that Sam was dealing with this playing a happy little robot and still managing to put a smile on everyone’s face proves how much of a treasure he really is. We all love you Sam and we’re glad you’re doing better ❤

[@TakeyMcTaker]

Sam crying about being back and Marisha's "We love you Sammy" offscreen broke me real bad. I had a benign skin cancer tumor near my eye and Kaiser Permanente doctors made it so you can barely tell where they cut. I'm calling to schedule my next screening now. I went to USC undergrad and Keck is one of the best hospitals and training programs out there! Glad to have you back Sam.

[@LenoreRiegel]

Take care of yourself please - love is cumulative

[@apeekintime]

What did you expect her to say "We hate you Sammy"?

[@MrGrubee48cc]

KP used to be terrible, but now they are the best you can get. Get better soon critter, your in good hands.

[@TakeyMcTaker]

@@LenoreRiegel thank you, and we love you too mama Reigel!!! 🤗🥰

[@LenoreRiegel]

@@TakeyMcTaker smiley day. Many of them.

[@DransPokeCorner]

Welcome back Sam. My fiance has been in recovery for melanoma for 2 years now. Caught it right before it went to stage 3 and possibly spreading to other parts of the body. Love you man ❤

[@keanrobertson451]

I've been fighting stage 4 cancer for about a year and a half now, and through the show, the cast of Critical Role has been there with me through it all. You've given me dragons and adventures to think about instead of the cancer, so thank you. I wish Sam all the best and a speedy recovery. Fingers crossed for the highest of Con saves!

[@TanukiSC]

Stay strong in your fight - you can beat this stupid disease! Love and strength to you, friend. ❤

[@keanrobertson451]

​@TanukiSC thank you!

[@k1tkat-kate]

+

[@jscotch2879]

Stay strong, keep that mental sharp, mentality makes a big difference!

[@harrietbradbury9705]

hey friend all the best to you, keep fighting and remember as Critters we love you too! advantage on those attack roles to fight the beast, you have allies giving you the help action

[@morinthianhound]

I choked up with Sam. The pain in his eyes, but the *joy* there was, too. I'm so happy to hear you're healing and on the recovery road, Sam. We love you dearly.

[@dorianr4770]

this, same.

[@r.f.switch5847]

I've been going through some really hard stuff lately... Seeing Sam, who is the most cheerful and upbeat person in all of creation almost choke up in tears had me bawling.

[@Drummer4President]

Laura and Ashley crying when he came onstage makes so much more sense 😢❤

[@FrostybroTV]

is there a clip of this?

[@crhubbard4247]

@@FrostybroTVcheck the recent live show

[@dcrane6948]

oh my. i havent kept up with critical role in a long while, but you were and are always great Sam. Hope that your recovery is continuing well and wish you all the best.

[@Nappanaia]

Sam is that one friend that is never in any kind of negative mood and always smiling; seeing him tear up was a hell of a gut punch.

[@johngaller9277]

@@Nappanaia 200%...man that hurt

[@danyr1886]

Just like seeing a peaceful person seethe in anger is 100 times more terrifying than seeing someone usually cranky get angry, seeing a really happy guy swell up with tears is heartbreaking. Wishing Sam all the strength and love ❤️‍🩹

[@wa6488]

Yup

[@Direwolf181]

Yeah i felt the pain instantly and my brain went to 'no Sam please don't cry! We love you so much' I'm so glad he's healthy couldn't even imagine what he went through

[@JustAJinx-ci6hg]

Unless he's playing pissed off Scanlan

[@ember_angeldust]

Sam Riegel you may have played a Rogue, a Cleric and a Bard but right now you are a real Fighter! Keep fighting, beat that cancer into oblivion! Love and support from France Juliet

[@johnkeady2357]

Sam encouraging everyone to get checked out if anything odd is happening finally gave me the courage to make a neurology appointment I've been dreading.

[@MarkSchenfisch]

Hell yeah! Hope you get the answers you need from your appointment and/or more steps on the right path!

[@OctopusOwl]

Legit hope this saves lives (congrats on that first step. Hope they have good or at least fixable news)

[@w3bcor3]

that's one of the best decisions you could do for your body! good luck to you :)

[@Midori_Seabreeze]

Yeah, I’ve been scared to get a mammogram. And find out what’s wrong with my stomach or liver. And a few other things… I live in a foreign country rn and every time I go to the doctor I get misdiagnosed until I get angry and they finally find the bone bruises and hernias and other things. 🫠 It’s exhausting.

[@kelleren4840]

Respect. You've got this. ✊

[@cherisnyder7346]

Cancer survivor here- I get it. When your whole live is cancer related it’s nice to be “normal” again. I hated being the “cancer girl.” But you know what? That has opened the door for others to talk to me and be encouraged! AND a lot of my friends went and got their colonoscopy because of me. One found stuff. So talking about it now is helpful to others and healing for me :) You’ll get there. Glad you’re ok! ❤

[@ember37]

Hey! For us UK Critters - you will have already had this vaccine in school, if you were in a girl year 8 any time after September 2008. (Thankfully it is now also available for boys too, since September 2019.) If you missed this vaccine, it is free on the NHS for females under 25, and males born after 1st September 2006. If this doesn't apply to you, it costs about £180 - however if you have the means to afford that, it's absolutely worth it to keep yourself healthy. Contact your GP if you wish to get vaccinated, and if it applies to you - please go to your pap smears! Both save lives!! All the best to you, Sam 💜 (edited to add some extra info :) )

[@royal9561]

commenting to boost this information!

[@sucri]

@@ember37 older if you haven't been sexually active aka virgin

[@Pro_Butcher_Amateur_Human]

If you're over those ages, you can still get the vaccine in the UK, but you may have to pay for it. It's about £180, which is a small cost to pay compared to cancer.

[@Immerayon]

I remember being at school and this girls getting this vaccine but not the boys, and since I was born before 1st of September 2006, I cannot get it for free. 😶 I guess I'll have to fork out money.

[@elylozada9576]

++++

[@taiofmine]

I humbly request that all the cast and crew give Sam extra hugs on behalf of the entire Critter community. So happy to hear that he's recovering.

[@TomSmith-nn8gy]

My guy is not even in the campaign right now and still the greatest hero!!

[@senoritoburrito2224]

he has returned to the campaign, and is so strong to do so! i can't imagine talking for upward of 4hours at a time while still recovering from something like this. Honestly THE greatest hero

[@thehollow4712]

God bless you Sam. You're a legend.

[@lamedisease]

As someone who has battled cancer, "...but mostly missing talking about anything other than cancer." means so much. Fighting cancer takes your entire existence. Sam, I'm beyond happy and proud you're through this. 👏

[@UnguisIncarnatus]

Yeah, I'm currently fighting cancer and that part hit hard.

[@Dori6584]

@@UnguisIncarnatus wishing you much strength and healing as you fight off your cancer ❤

[@lamedisease]

@@UnguisIncarnatus Fight hard my friend. You've got this!

[@rowanred81]

One of the kindest, funniest, and most generous of souls on this platform. Wish you nothing but the absolute best on a speedy recovery, Sam!

[@ARich-tf9wy]

As a cancer survivor, I cracked up every time you said: “guys, it sucked!” Yep. Been there. You have brought such joy to all of us for so long. I’m so glad to be your fan. I think your voice sounds great.❤👍

[@SoapyCilantro]

@@ARich-tf9wy glad you’re still with us!

[@XBlackFanX]

this! And i felt so validated as he said "I missed talking and thinking about anything other than cancer". I went through a bone marrow transplant and chemo and at that time i hated talking about it

[@jamesnell1999]

Welcome back, Sam Riegel... you don't know me but I think you are awesome.

[@Sashowindfeather]

Love and positive thoughts to you man. Anything health related sucks. And FUCK cancer.

[@wrin_]

My wife just received her "recovering" prognosis a week ago and she and I are still not done crying. Her stitches aren't even out yet. Cancer was the most brutal, tragic thing to happen in our lives. I wish you the best Sam. You have always been a shining light and beacon of goodness and inspiration. You deserve some peace, rest, and happiness.

[@SlamDunkPyro]

@@wrin_ I wish your wife and yourself a smooth and happy future too

[@brookemattingly2]

I’m an opera singer. My whole life is my voice and the thought of having to relearn to speak is absolutely terrifying. But, from a medical perspective, I am also the daughter of a three time cancer survivor. My dad taught me that recovery is hard and long, but it is possible and so incredibly worth it. Sending so much love your way.

[@dddaaa6965]

OH it will be worth recovering? I WOULDN'T HAVE EVER GUESSED! I thought maybe it was worth it to not recover but thanks to you I now know better!

[@ConfidentUnicorn]

@@dddaaa6965 unnecessary dude.

[@thespankmyfrank]

​@@dddaaa6965 Way to go finding anything negative in such a positive comment about a terrible situation. You must feel very bad to project that hard. Look at yourself and stop being such a dick.

[@GreenSilo]

@@dddaaa6965 wtf is your problem

[@brookemattingly2]

@@dddaaa6965 Jesus Christ man. Way to make cancer all about you

[@jakeleggett5867]

It’s crazy how many people would have ignored that symptom, he literally saved his own life. Getting real sick of hearing about cancer killing people, this was a very well needed change of pace. Thankyou for sharing

[@AxCappella]

"I miss talking and thinking about anything other than cancer." My dad was diagnosed with stage 4 cancer back in October and that statement truly broke me just now. When you or someone you love gets the diagnosis, it really does completely consume your life and thoughts.Thank you for telling your story. Much love and many wishes for a beautiful recovery, Sam!

[@ryanmichael3125]

Love you Sam, I have friends who’ve also been down this road. Please take your time to recover. You are a *beacon* of light big guy.

[@tbizz_01]

Sam, Thank you for this, and for advocating for the HPV vaccine. It's something that doesn't get talked about enough. Glad you are recovering well. Wishing you all the best on the journey!

[@ethanslayton2416]

I’m so glad you’re recovering, Sam! Thank you for the message and for just being you! Much love and good health to you!

[@beetusmaximus7498]

Critical Role is one of the few things that helped get me through my cancer diagnosis and treatment. One of my thoughts the entire time was "I can't die, I have to see what happens in campaign 3!" I'm happy to say that I'm still hear after 4 years. I'll never be fully rid of cancer unfortunately but thanks to so many great people, treatments and a positive attitude I plan on being here for as long as I can. And I'm so happy that Sam is still here with us. Thank you Sam, thank you Critical Role and everyone involved. You do more than entertain, you give hope when least expected. And you came through for me. Thank you.

[@mx.murphy]

This is literally what I've been telling myself too!

[@VermilionLotus]

Cancer is so awful. I lost family to it several times and it never got any easier to see a loved one fight it. I hope you continue to win your fight and live a happy life. I am rooting for you!!

[@40l63]

I'm 17 years old and I had cancer a few months ago. During chemo Critical Role was such a huge help for me. I've been in remission for 5 months now and eventhough that's not a huge amount of time it really gets easier. Do I still think about cancer every single day? Yes, I do. Do I still cry about it? Yes, of course. But thats fine. It takes time to be able to deal with that type of thing. Cancer f ing sucks. Thank you so so much for providing content that supported me and many others out there in such difficult times! I wish you all the best Sam

[@user-gt6ye8cr4z]

whoa. so sorry to hear mate. Glad critical role could help even for a moment. Cheers to your recovery. Fuck Cancer.

[@Nathan_Talisien]

❤

[@longforgotten4823]

As a blind listener of the show, I appreciate your words and performances, Sam. Though I don’t have cancer, I receive injections in my eyes similar to chemo treatments every couple of months to keep blood vessels from accumulating in my eyes and tearing out my retinas. We all missed you and are so thankful that you are recovering.

[@elylozada9576]

++++

[@Quotenwagnerianer]

If you don't mind me asking: If you are already blind then what do you need your retinas for? What other effects does that have that these injections prevent?

[@0Roach_]

@@Quotenwagnerianer I would assume not fully 100% blind

[@iCame4TheGame]

I just started getting these very same injections recently. My second one is at the end of the month. It's pretty scary waking up one day and realizing you can't see much in one eye. Here's hoping we all recover from what ails us and thanks to all those who help us along that journey.

[@longforgotten4823]

@@Quotenwagnerianer blindness is a spectrum. I have some vision worth preserving. The results can also be very painful in a dead eye. I lost my dominant right eye, which had better vision a couple years before they perfected this technology enough to use in my left.

[@inkblooded1058]

I lost my best friend to cancer a few years ago. Every survivor is another victory over that horrible disease. I'm so glad you're okay, Sam.

[@cookieplatz4998]

I had it in my cervix and was able to have it removed. Thank you so much for your advocacy. We love you so much, Sam. I'm glad you are alive!!

[@timkpunkt8171]

THx for still being around. ;)

[@dorianr4770]

as well as my sister. she had gotten HPV maybe a couple years earlier. she's recovered now. glad you're well.

[@kellyriddell5014]

My mama had to get a hysterectomy because of HPV-induced cancer when I was little. She made sure I got that vaccine as soon as I was the age to get it. I'm glad you and she were able to get treatment. Pap smears are so important.

[@BooksToAshes]

Sam made me realize how important it is to get the HPV vaccine. I’m 30 and about to go in for a physical so I’m definitely asking for it now that I have benefits that’ll cover the cost. I hope you’re doing better now ♥️

[@LarkKristensen]

Keep fighting Sam! In Denmark, the HPV vaccination is offered as part of the childhood vaccination program to children when they turn 12 years old. I was the first generation to receive the vaccine, and I am forever grateful. Today, I am 31 years old and do not have the same concerns as the men and women before me. Thank you for spreading awareness.

[@elsaandersson1652]

same here in sweden.

[@laurosf]

Same here (Brazil) for girls until age 14. But they give the older version, which protects against less strains of the virus. Ideally at this point we should vaccinate with Gardasil 9 too :)

[@rosiecooper8030]

Same in the UK, but I think I was 15

[@briandaaranda9735]

I lost my voice acting teacher to throat cancer. I can't imagine how terrifying it must be to get that diagnosis, let alone have it be connected to your job. I am so happy that you defeated it! Take all the time you need. ❤ We love you, Sam!

[@nickm2890]

We love you, Sam. I wish you speedy recovery to 100%. Take care of yourself!

[@MichaelJSmith-us9cg]

Lost my wife in 2015 to breast cancer, today would have been her birthday. Live every moment you can Sam and best of luck.

[@SlaughterHobo]

Sorry for your loss dude x

[@captainmalin3541]

So sorry for your loss.

[@Nazinsky]

Xxx ❤

[@accade_acaso]

So sorry for your loss

[@Lillee1432]

I saw the shirt and started sobbing. Sam I’m so glad you are doing so much better. Take your time, we love you, welcome back

[@machionio8123]

I lost my dad to Skin Cancer almost a year ago exactly. And the worst part is he didn't need to die. He had refused getting radiation after they removed cancerous tumors in his lymph nodes. He didn't believe in science, didn't believe in people far more educated than him. He didn't listen to friends and family who begged him otherwise. Please PLEASE listen to doctors and other health care professionals, it can and will save your life. Much love to Sam and his friends and family, I'm so glad his story ended differently ❤

[@Thurrak]

Sorry for your loss fellow critter.

[@LoveReacts]

Sending you as much love as possible. I hope you live a fulfilling and healthy life full of love. I’m so sorry to hear about your father.

[@zacharynguyen7286]

Hope you are doing good ❤

[@saskiascott8181]

Yep, that's what happened to my mum. She died of lung cancer after she refused treatment . Sorry for your loss

[@machionio8123]

@@saskiascott8181 thank you, and I'm sorry for your loss as well. Fuck Cancer

[@Xzenoangel_]

I love you Sam, I wish you a speedy recovery and I'm glad you're feeling a little better! Love from the UK

[@Xynth25]

My dad died of cancer, and a large part of it was his putting off getting checked for over a year. Get things checked, people.

[@sdaubs]

Same with my mother in law

[@viastephtop]

I'm so sorry for your loss, it was same with my mother. By the time she looked into it, she was already in acute liver failure and went downhill within a month. Lost her two weeks ago. Get checked folks, please.

[@LevonBlueoak]

I lost my dad to cancer back in 2022. He passed after a decade-long fight, with the cancer traveling from his colon, to his liver, his lungs, then his spine and you can guess where it went after that. So I truly feel this topic. Get checked people. Even if it wasn't bad, knowing can help some of the grief.

[@zoddlander]

My neice passed away in April! She was only six! F cancer! It is good to hear that there are new research being done! And I'm happy to hear that Sam is getting help and that there is help to get!

[@Dicidee1011]

We love you, Sam! You have nothing but love, support, and endless amounts of affection.

[@Luna-uc1mc]

@@Dicidee1011 yeah!

[@maiulin52]

That's right, we love youuu!!!

[@Hearthacnut]

The fact he re-started his sentences when he began to cry as if it wasn't okay to cry and it would be cut out, is crushing

[@100blueeyedboy]

@@Hearthacnut I figured it was just voice actor reflex. "That's not right, let me do another take" kind of thing

[@lexciaeisenhardt8863]

@@Hearthacnut this.

[@Lithillia]

Hopefully it was just because he wanted you to say his words out in a whole sentence, and I was glad to see them keep it in. Because this is real and important, and their reach is so far.

[@Hearthacnut]

@@100blueeyedboy I hope so

[@AliasNicole]

I think also, when you haven't been able to do something for so long, and especially for such a terrible reason... you want to push through, and do it 100%. Kind of a push back against cancer. Like, "I won't let you stop me." Whatever the reason, I genuinely dont think that he was doing it because of the crying. I think the entire cast has been very open and honest about mental health and a variety of topics around it. And I'd think they would encourage a heartfelt message in that manner. I just think he also wanted to make sure that the message wasn't lost in the emotion. Both are very important.

[@TheVantore]

Impossible to not get hit when Sam started to cry... All good energy and vibes with you, Sam! Take your time and have a good and nice recovery!

[@nelsondossantosmoreira8758]

I lost my boy to cancer. Pancreatic cancer. One month after he was 18 years old. The most horrible time in my live. It was horrible. I felt so helpless..... It's good to hear this stories of recovery. It makes my eyes watery, but it is tears of joy. Joy to hear people that got it and are here telling their stories and getting stronger. It sucks. But Sam is still here. And he is getting stronger 💪

[@Kingatje]

I'm so very sorry. Parents should not have to lose their child.

[@Celticelery]

I'm so sorry for your loss.

[@Chaddingway]

His little "I missed this" during the liveshow feels waaaaay heavier now.

[@chucksharpe2665]

That explains why Matt got so emotional when FCG died. Sam is an incredible man and one of my favorite humans on the internet! I'm so glad he's going to be okay! We love you too, Sam!

[@Cro1232cro]

Also explains why matt went so hard with otohan, making her unstoppable and invincible, then fudging all of her resistances and HP when FCG blew up, it was a planned behind-the-scene assassination so sam can chill and not have to show up for a bit

[@sophiebee25]

@@Cro1232cro I theorised that too. We might never really know, but in any case, I'm glad he had time to recover without all of us fans wondering why he suddenly away and asking ofr news.

[@catwalker5755]

​@@Cro1232crobut why would Matt start to cry if they already knew it would happen? I think that was Sams decision in that moment, we know that the crownkeeper takeover was planned anyway, i'm sure Matt would have found another way to make fcg disappear

[@phoebegilliland8897]

The newest 4-Sided Dive has the answers to all these questions!

[@BobaJoker]

You melted this old mans heart love ya Sam, so glad to hear you are on the road to recovery may you always be blessed.

[@saradowns02]

The “love you Sammy” when Sam starts tearing up (sounds like Marisha?) has me BAWLING So glad Sam is doing better🤍

[@JenniferAnderson-h9k]

CC says it's Marisha.

[@eliseconklin8526]

This makes his return and the "Oh I'm gonna cry" moment so much more impactful - happy you're back Sam! We love you

[@mcdougie2716]

4:50. Marisha speaks for all of us. More smiley days coming your way Sam.

[@stevegoll4087]

This hit me a little harder today because my brother-in-law, truly fantastic human being, just found out he has cancer that has spread throughout his entire body. No symptoms other than a sore throat. He's basically at stage 4 with no prior warning. Sam... I admire and respect you. You are an incredible performer and a wonderful human being. Thanks for sharing.

[@SabrinaCherise]

This hit me very hard. I had a partial thyroidectomy and a large piece of cancer in my thyroid removed in December. I will be on thyroid medication and doing cancer testing for the rest of forever. Critical Role has been with me through my journey of surgery, adjusting to medication, stressing and crying about the change in my life. This team has been my safe haven. Thank you, Sam, for sharing this with us. Thank you for being you. Thank you to the CR team. Thank you for everything. For the support you give us, without even knowing.

[@DesertManHutt]

They need your 20 bucks for sure

[@SabrinaCherise]

@DesertManHutt for the amount of entertainment ive gotten from these people for free, 20 is just a simple thank you from me to them. I understand they may not need it.

[@Tsutabon]

I've been fighting stage 3 and now stage 4 breast cancer since 2021. No one ever tells you about how lonely it feels the grieve the person you once were, and how isolating the treatments are. Find the joy that you need in the world to keep fighting. I wish you the best of luck in your journey. I hope you beat it.

[@musing_wdb]

@@DesertManHutt praying for everyone in your social circle that you're more fun irl than this display :)

[@Elitist1816]

@@DesertManHutt what a weird thing to say

[@GEORGELES]

Love hearing Marisha tell him she loved him during his pause. I was thinking the same. Stay strong brother!

[@Dan31u]

My mom passed away less than a year ago from cancer. It took me about 20 min to be able to write this because I’m crying for her. She said the same thing her last few day, “bubba I’m tired of thinking about only about cancer.” That hit hard. I’m rambling. Stay strong Sam! You got this!

[@Thurrak]

Sorry for your loss fellow critter.

[@mrbusinesss1]

@@Dan31u I’m so sorry for your loss 💞 sending you love

[@TheEvilDamsel]

My condolences on your loss. Losing a much loved parent is devastating. Sending you a virtual hug (if you would like it).

[@Brad_Miller]

Thank you for telling your story! My wife had cervical cancer 2 years ago, and it was likely caused by HPV. Treatment was a painful experience, but the odds of her cancer ever coming back are now miniscule. We are also huge advocates of getting the HPV vaccine!

[@konstance13]

I'm so glad she's doing better now. Hope you both live long, happy lives. ❤

[@itsbojac5579]

I'll admit, seeing Sam tear up and let it out a little like that caught me off guard. He is always the comedic relief, always cracking jokes, almost never serious. We all love you Sam Riegel, all of us.

[@SuperGoose42]

3 words: A Bard's Lament The gummy people can sometimes convey the most emotion

[@phoebegilliland8897]

​@@SuperGoose42I know you meant to say funny people, but now I'm imagining Sam as a Sour Patch Kid. Thanks for the smile!

[@michellebrandenberg7258]

Sam, I'm 12 years clear from my hpv cancer. I couldn't have done it without family and friends plus my sister had her girls protected from hpv at my request. Sending love to you! Too all who see this GET VACCINATED!

[@marymalmros1926]

My most profound thanks to all the people who went to school and studied and worked and sweated and tried and went into debt and LEARNED to become the amazing healthcare professionals that they are. The healthcare SYSTEM can be so terrible and so frustrating, but the PEOPLE never fail to amaze me and to make me grateful. They give us the gift of their learning and care.

[@elylozada9576]

++++

[@k1tkat-kate]

If there was a love button, I would be smashing it rn

[@michelleortiz419]

We love you Sam! Take all the time you need and so glad you’re on the road to recovery. Can’t imagine the fight you have overcome!

[@clarinetangel99]

As soon as Sam started crying, I just wanted to jump through my phone screen and tackle him in a hug. I'm very grateful that no one in my family has had to deal with cancer, but I lost my last surviving grandparent unexpectedly a few years ago due to complications from surgery. So I can at least relate to the pain. We love you so much, Sam! Also, the fact that I went to my first gynecologist appointment a week before this came out feels like a blessing from the universe.

[@KarenCollins-sg9wx]

I just wanted to jump though screen and hug him close ,I hope he knows how much we all love him and wish him a speedy recovery

[@ashildrtheswift3028]

@@clarinetangel99 I legit also had my first appointment 2 weeks ago, where she assured me that that vaccine had been keeping me safe. This sounds terrifying.

[@chief1533]

It's hard to see Sam tear up like that. He's always the happy character and I missed having him around. We're glad you're back Sam and I hope you have many smiley days to come.

[@nikkihall8844]

After the reveal of Sam Riegel’s cancer battle, FCG’s sacrifice just became so bittersweet and how Sam’s cancer how affected the whole cast of Critical Role. This is saddest news I’ve ever heard! Thoughts and prayers to Sam Riegel and everyone on the Bell’s Hells campaign. 🌸♥️🌸 🙏🏻😌🙏🏻 🌸♥️🌸

[@BenjaminIam]

Sam, I’m so grateful you have recovered and are still here with us. From the first episode of Critical Role I ever saw on, you have been a true joy to behold. You are a beautiful human being. Your wit and humor and tenderness shine through. Thank you for making this grim world a better place to live in. I wish you many more long and healthy years to look forward to with an ever growing list of dear friends and loved ones. With my deepest regards, I cheer your victory!

[@Tumnis_The_4th]

Cancer, took my dad last year. From every fiber of my being, thank you for fighting, thank you for being ok enough for a video, and most of all. Thank you for being alive Sam. I dont want anyone to suffer like my dad did, but you have always been, in my heart, one of the strongest people of kindness and joy i have ever witnessed. Lots of love sir. I know if anyone can make wishes come true, its you

[@howard_nunes]

Sam, there's a reason we gave you a standing ovation at The Greek: we love you. I hope you felt it--and keep on feeling it--and that it it buoys you as you make your way through the recovery process. Many of us have lost parts of our body to cancer, and on behalf of all I welcome you to the Survivor's Club. Life after cancer can be a rough, but there is a reaffirmation of life--a fresh gratitude for existence--that sprouts like a phoenix from it. Thank you for sharing your journey. And please keep us posted.

[@Arkainjel]

Ha! Phoenix! I see what you did there.

[@ohnorickyo]

You all good Sam. ❤

[@Firecracker048]

No one can be even slightly upset at Sam. He needed to recover and he's better now. Here's to the long road.

[@shinankoku2]

I’m not crying. You’re crying.

[@natsheridan.]

Welcome back Sam, my dad had cancer when I was young and he luckily recovered but it was a long and painful process for him too. Here's to a very well deserved, pain free rest and return to what you love. So glad you're back

[@Ironicteachings]

I was there in 2016. Cancer found on artery in my shoulder. It’s a horrible experience, but congrats on being on the road to recovery. May you stay cancer free.

[@smolfroglesbian]

Glad to hear you are still here, that sounds like a terrifying experience ❤

[@Monanarchist]

@@Ironicteachings you're a legend too friend. It's such an awful experience to have. But I'm hoping from your words being past tense that it's long behind you.

[@TigerlilyWarrior]

That last part in the end really hit me. As someone who is a cancer survivor, there is nothing worse than having to think/talk about the big C every single day. When you're in the middle of it.... God, it's a constant reminder that you're sick that your life has hit the pause button and this is all you have. Thankfully having a support system helps, but yeah, it sucks. Hugs to Sam and his caregivers. Wishing the best.

[@laterkater4213]

Thanks for sharing, Sam. I'm sorry you weren't on a holiday like we all assumed. 💜

[@greg.murphy]

Travis cautioning Marisha clued some into FCG's boom being for non-game reasons. I hoped it was for a project that took him away from LA, but now I get why Laura and Ashley cried when he made his entrance for #98.

[@oliverhuttinga9322]

Dear Sam, Your story has brought me to tears. It's very brave of you to share this and I thank you for it. I've been clean from lymphoma cancer for about a year now. I can relate to the sudden shock you experienced when you were diagnosed. It's truly horrible. I'm very happy to see you're on your way to recovery. Take your time with everything and cherish your 2nd chance. I wholeheartedly agree that people should listen to their body more. It can prevent or put an early stop to many nasty diseases. Best of health to you & a quick recovery! - Oliver

[@alexandercoltart2790]

As someone who has dealt with the effects cancer can have on someone’s life my heart goes out to you. As a critter and someone who has watched you, laughed with you and cried with you for years, I’m glad you’re on the road to recovery.we love you Sam.

[@hannahbanana2413]

I am a speech-language pathologist and work with patients like you frequently Sam. Throat cancer and the side effects of treatment are truly horrific! You are such a fighter! Keep going and thank you for sharing your story with us❤️ big love

[@elizabethjacobson2962]

My husband was diagnosed with a super-rare blood cancer. "I miss talking about anything other than cancer" hits especially close to home - it was The Thing that dominated our lives for years. I'm so glad Sam had such a strong support group and is recovering 💖💖💖💖💖💖

[@xhxcxdrummerx]

Sam, I've only just met you, as I've begun my entry into D&D recently. I love you, and I am so thankful that you have such a strong support network surrounding you with love. Wishing you a steady and decisive recovery. ❤