it's time for me to leave.

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[@Kelly-tw8lg]

I know u probably won’t even read this, but I really feel that getting a job outside the home; whatever that may be, would be a great way for you to socialize with other people and take you out of the same environment. Meet new people, have something else to focus on, sense of purpose, etc. Get out there, make some friends, do something different, go on a vacation or something, but get out of the routine that you so strictly stick to. Change is positive and so healthy. You don’t have to be so resistant to it.

[@SK-uw6hs]

I 100% agree. I think it’s been a constant cycle since NY. Life is hard, and we’ve all had hurdles and Renee, you’ve experienced some big ones of late. But what happened to the Real Estate dream? I think a job out of the home will be good for you and the boys, it doesn’t have to be a 40 hour week, even part time, just something to take you away from the hole that you appear to be trudging through. People may not appreciate these comments, but you share your life for us to watch, we can’t just be mute, it’s part and parcel of the gig. I mean all this in kindness, but I think sack off YT and explore a new Ney. The real world will love you, and you’ll love the new adventure!

[@chrisoulalakkas7935]

The happier you are privately, the less you feel the need to show it off publicly.

[@robyn_southafrica]

Been watching you for quite a while now, and this is not a now thing. The miscarriage was just the straw that broke the camel's back and i fully understand that you need to take this break. I support you and your decision, and if you decide to come back, I'll be right here.☺️ I love you Renée!!🤍 I hope you heal and renew yourself again. Not just for you, but also for baby boy Bryson ❤ All the best my love.🌻 Still keeping you in my prayers. 😘💙

[@melindagordon5278]

Wishing you the best. Take ALL the time you need. My thoughts and prayers are with you!

[@AlexElizabeth]

Renee I think something that seems to be missing from your life is community and connection. I feel like community service or getting involved in a church community or something similar would be good. you spend so much time on yourself, going inward, goals, reflections, mindset, routines, resets etc. you need balance. idk just seems like something that would be good for you. make connections, help others, get outside yourself, get a real job maybe. not trying to be mean just something I keep coming back to when I watch your videos.

[@missleeeenx3]

This reminds me of many of us who keep working a job that is mentally draining just because it’s the only thing that’s paying the bills. I can understand KZbin has been your primary source of income and maybe that’s why you keep coming back, but deep down you know you need a change and focus on your inner well-being ❤

[@jennav.4047]

Renee, This is life. Life is never a series of 100% highs and happy times. Grief never fully subsides. You just learn to live a new life around it. And, yeah, the innocence of before the grief is gone forever. No amount of therapy will make someone the person they were before grief. Yes, that makes our lives more dull and more hard than the memories before the grief. I do hope you find whatever you need to find for inner peace during your break. Best wishes.

[@teresawalker7133]

You can’t pour from an empty cup. Take care of yourself and the things that really matter in your life. Although we don’t know you personally in real life, we all genuinely care about you or we wouldn’t follow your content. You deserve to take care of yourself and invest your energy into helping and healing yourself. Come back if and when you are ready.❤️‍🩹🥰💖

[@VooDooSue]

So true and well said. ❤

[@girlloveshemp642]

Lol, she does/says the same thing every couple of months.

[@Emirey2325]

Take all the time you need Renee 💗 We’ll be here when you get back! Praying for healing and the Lord’s peace over you and your family ♥️🙌🏼

[@jacquie5730]

I watch your channel for your day to day life and really enjoy it ! I especially love the home projects 🫶 I feel you’re over thinking your content you put out there … In my opinion , it’s great ! Take time to heal , I’ve been through miscarriages , it’s a lot of grieving … Just want you to know , I follow a bunch of KZbin channels and each week I couldn’t wait to watch yours 💛

[@denisea5429]

Sending you prayers of hope and healing. As a women 50+ I can share with you that life isn't easy, sometimes we struggle but always hold on to hope and your faith. Through whatever you are facing at this time, you were made for this moment. You are equipped with whatever it takes to get you through. Don't focus on "feelings" but know this is a moment in time and things get better. I mean no disrespect, I am sharing what I would say to close family and friends. With love and prayers, until we see you again.

[@HelloMoto_]

Sending you prayers and strength. I would consider maybe going back to school, finding a new passion, perhaps, your time on KZbin is done and you can do something in your career field or maybe nursing or who knows… I think you should stop putting some much pressure on yourself to feel better and have everything going well. Life unfortunately is lots of ups and downs (for everyone really). Enjoy what you have now, focus on Bry and Z, and just living. You have a beautiful home and family.. pour into that 🩵 wish you all the best! 🙏🏻

[@imahappycat]

Love you Renee! You are the best. I'll be praying for you and wishing you the best. It is fine just to pop on here to give us an update along the way. You are loved.

[@scalex19]

I used to watch you often a few years ago and started to sense that YT may not be for you. I think you need to completely leave social media because I can tell it makes your mental health worse. It’s been like this for years. Take care of yourself Renee. Enjoy your life, without the camera. Having so many eyes on you, can take a toll, I imagine. I think getting a job out in the real world will do wonders for you. This cycle on YT is not working anymore and I don’t say any of this to sound cruel. I think you’ve been hurting for a long time and mental health struggles have always been apart of your life. That’s the reality, but I think it can get better for you…off camera. Wishing you the best of luck.

[@Rachel3815]

Good luck ❤ wishing the best for you guys. Hope to see you back eventually. 🙂

[@FabiolaPriceMakeup]

take as much time as you need, you're not alone. we'll be here when you feel like it's right. I haven't been great either. We're also living in a weird period in time! you're not alone from struggling with mental health, take the time you need! i'll pray for you and your family! You're inspiring me so much 💕

[@CatSpade365]

❤❤❤❤ take your time Renee! I hope you feel better soon!!

[@baltmv]

See you back here soon with a new amped up video schedule in a few weeks 👋

[@lex4909]

Literally my first thought. I don’t think she should comeback. It doesn’t seem like social media is the right path for her.

[@meagankulchyski7538]

Truth. She does this every few months. Never really gets the help she needs

[@sheanacook940]

Have a good break! Prayers for you & your family, I hope you’re enjoying y’alls summer in NC! Focus upward not inward and it will all be well ❤

[@laurarobbins5155]

I have been here since the very first day. Please take time to rest and heal with your beautiful family! Self care is so important. Without that you can not care for anyone else! Try to focus on the beautiful things you have. Much love xo.

[@sagarika_singh]

gonna miss watching you but take as much time as you need 🥺 sending you and your family so much love and healing energy ❤️

[@shelleylavallee]

We Love you Renee… What’s important is that you feel great for yourself & family. I’m sending you prayers for answers & love& light🙏🩷🌈🦋🌝

[@cyvonnec]

Ok but why was the crunchy noise while you were walking so satisfying 😅 anyway wishing you lots of healing and peace while on your break ❤

[@user-un1qx3cs9x]

I’m so happy you’re taking time for yourself and your family. Everything will work out always remember you and your family comes first.🙏🏻🙏🏻💕💕💕💕

[@akritimarwaha8513]

I’ve seen your channel since so long but I don’t write that many comments, but wish you all the best on your journey. It’s very evident you need the time and we’re all here to support you through this! It’s a loss you can’t get over just learn to cope with. I wish you and zee the best! He’s a good one, I hope you guys can work through it all ❤

[@sarahbrandon7107]

Love you Renee. Love your videos and getting to know you over the years. Take a loooooong break. As much time as you need. Don’t rush this process. Praying for you 😘🌙💖🙏🏻

[@grahamcrackerjay]

With all due respect, I extend my heartfelt wishes for your continued success, Renee. I admire your strength and determination in making choices that prioritize the well-being of yourself and your family.

[@SanchezPhilocles]

I've never commented on a KZbin video before; that's the first time I will do it. I started watching your videos four years ago. I was alone, in quarantine, facing depression when I stumbled upon one of your videos on visualization techniques, and I've never been the same since. My life really lit up as I started watching more of your videos. So, I don't know you and you don't know me, but I know that the same universe that used you to change my life can get you out of this. Be strong and very courageous. I'll see you on the other side of this whole situation.

[@kaylashorter5911]

I’ve been watching before the law of attraction days! You inspired me creatively with editing/creating content & help catapult my mindset with law of attraction. Seeing one of my favorite KZbinrs start talking about manifestation/law of attraction, something I recently discovered was a HUGE sign for me. You’ve gone through & shared so much of your life- lots of highs & a lot of lows. Your strength & resilience is truly incredible &. should be celebrated! I fully support your decision- whatever that looks like. I wish you NOTHING but love, peace, joy & abundance- literally all things! ❤💫

[@Itsbiabia]

We will be here Renee. I will continue to pray for you and your family. Take the time you need to heal and rest. You got this mama. We will be here when or if you decide to come back. You and your family come first. We love you mama!! 💕💛

[@camera0bsessedx]

sending you so much love, take all the time you need!!! although we will miss you, we understand and you have to do what’s best for you! we will be here when you’re ready to come back! ❤

[@katielouise5818]

Sending you so much love Renee. 💗

[@aumpo913]

You're not letting us down, you just have your life going on and sometimes that's hard and def normal. Thank you so much for all the kind motivation and insight into your beautiful life you have given and allowed us to see during the years. You are such a beautiful soul and elegant person, there's not quite anyone else on here like you and that's why I love watching you. Take your time, the best of luck with everything going on, try to enjoy summer as much as possible. Much love to you Renee & your family ❤ (Hoping to see you back whenever that might be 😊) *Hugs*

[@ailayda3979]

I'm watching your old videos, Reene, you grew up, your life changed, your environment changed, you had to work on difficult subjects over and over again, and because you are human, you got tired, rightfully so. As your follower, I think all your videos are satisfactory and good contents. I hope you come back, but even if you don't, I will feel that you are okay and safe because you deserve it and it will happen.

[@rj4356]

Thank you for sharing Renee! Come back if and when you're ready. We love & support you. 🎉🥰🐕

[@raquelsg13]

Take care of yourself and your family and have a great summer.

[@browngirl5905]

Take as much time as you need. Enjoy the Summer.🌸🌸

[@TheGetawaygirl007]

We love u..u know that! Enjoy however long you need. Do not feel guilty, you have a new life and need concentrate on that. Life will always be changing, its a journey. So hard at times but the good far outweighs the heavy. I had a loss too after my after my first born, it was a sad few months, but I picked myself up, healed and still think fondly of that little spirit. You don't have to forget and just put it behind you, he is with u always and your protector. A year later I had my beautiful son, he's all grown up now. Well enjoy your summer, fall, etc.. I'll be looking back on old videos, like always!!😊 Xoxo from Southern California ❤❤❤

[@Melissa-fz9tk]

Praying for you! You need time to heal. Please lean into God and your family. Hoping you take time to heal and not run away from it, others, or locations. Lots of love to you and your family!

[@MattB7777]

Much love safe journey, mental health is more important then anything ❤ stay safe. We will be here when you are ready 🙏🏼 hope you get well soon.

[@joiciellyoliveira1755]

I've been watching you for years, and I love everything that you put out❤️ My love for you and your content didn't change. But I totally understand if you don't feel it right now, and it's okay. I'm happy you made that decision, and I wish you enjoy this time off as much as you can in the path of healing. Love you ❤

[@rachelgtrz]

Sending lots of love your way!! ❤

[@06Classes]

Love you so much take your time will miss you and will see your old content

[@salenarichardson2766]

💕💕 I’ve enjoyed your channel for so long. You’re my favorite. Thank you for all you’ve given. Do want you need. If you decide to come back, I’ll be here! 😘

[@catcassou7092]

It takes time to recover .Same I want to feel good too soon, but grieving and living take so much time.We care for you

[@Jessica.Lilian]

Take all the time and space you need♥️ It’s OK to need that, don’t forget. I hope you feel better soon, I’m rooting for you, and I’ll be here when you’re ready to come back.🥰

[@kavyasingh4087]

All the best Renee. Take care of yourself because it's the most important thing that you can do for yourself and your people. Love you. Sending you virtual hugs.

[@sisterslife3375]

Take care!!! Sending so much love!!! ❤❤❤

[@elianaa.4375]

Take good care of yourself Renee, it's really crazy, I've been following you for soo long. Can't remember when exactly but back when you still had your online teaching job in tampa...so it definitely feels weird not knowing when i will hear from you again, but at the same time, we all live our lives and time flies by. So nurture your mind body & spirit & our thoughts are with you-- see you soon 💜🌈

[@YuliaAkhmerova]

We love you❤ supporting all your decisions!❤

[@VooDooSue]

Love you, Renee! Take care of yourself first as there is no one else who knows what YOU need. Blessings to you. Be well. 🎉

[@user-xn3ub8zi4m]

Your not alone in this crazy world we are all trying to get through life as best we can, your an amazing person never forget that and never forget who you are, we love seeing you through the highs and lows , take all the time you need xx

[@pattycandle3596]

Hello from France! I follow your for years and I’ll be there when you come back ! Take your time ! Take care of yourself and your family! We love you !!!! Already can’t wait for you to come back !!! ❤❤❤

[@ChocolateHeart90]

Wishing you all the best ❤

[@danithegemini]

Take care of yourself and your family. We want you healthy and happy. KZbin can wait! 🤍

[@bethm2699]

Make this your healing season. You deserve to feel whole and present in all aspects of your life. Your loyal supporters will be here silently supporting you and wishing every happiness for you and your family. ❤❤❤

[@user-ef1um3gb7i]

Take the time you need to heal. Wishing you better days ahead. ❤

[@TivaC]

You haven't let us down. We love you. Take all the time you need & want.❤

[@tini1621]

Wishing you all the best 🫶

[@kellyjohnston2977]

Take the time you need. Come back when the time is right for you, we will all miss you Renee but understand the bigger picture here. Praying for your healing. Love you 🥰💖

[@SamanthaFarley-nr8wu]

We love you Renee. Take all of the time you need 🩵

[@mirandah6348]

Sending you SO much love and support!

[@edwardleecaliforniausa]

Hi Renee happy Sunday afternoon and happy summer day and this was amazing video I enjoy your channel and you are amazing supporter

[@tinkerbelldisney09]

I think it's okay for you not to be the person you were in your old vlogs. Maybe the answer is that you are now a hybrid of who you are as a young Mom and who you were in your past eras. Find that hybrid you and embrace it. Don't be so hard on yourself Renee, you are capable of navigating life's challenges and sometimes letting yourself breakdown to then rebuild is hard for a short time but better in the long run. That's what I've been thinking about lately for myself.

[@truecollar9059]

here for you Renee, you take care ❤

[@tinamontevecchi223]

FYI….Selena Gomez is the owner of Rare Beauty lol

[@morgandietz8206]

Sending you love, Renee. I am so proud of you for prioritizing yourself for your family. Will be here when you get back

[@HarryThomasPictures]

Lots of love to you Renee we love u❤❤❤❤

[@romivlogs23]

Hi Renee just wanted to let you know that if you decide to come back whenever, you have a gift, your videos are so beautiful edited and calm and there’s people that will love to have that skill. Also, you helped me went through the ICU and get recovered while my baby was in the NICU. And I saw you and knew that I was going to get through it. Send you love and blessings ❤

[@jamierenae3833]

Always put yourself first ❤ ~ Hugs

[@martiparty6739]

We love you Renee. It’s time to take care of yourself. We will be here when you are ready to come back. ❤

[@tatjanaraison8940]

No need to apologize and you're not letting anyone down. Take the time you need ❤

[@Amirabahar]

can’t wait for you to feel better and come back💐

[@keepingupwithcam_]

sending you love!!!!!

[@greta2000_h]

Sorry for my english, I’m Italian and I’ve seen your channel since so long. Wishing the best for you ❤ I hope your channel will stay, please your videos are so relaxing and it’s a little escape from reality. I hope one day you’ll come to Italy for a trip 🇮🇹 love you, ciao!

[@butterfly-kb4cn]

I pray your feeling better or at least allowing yourself all the things you need during this time. Please don’t let your heart be hardened and allow God to heal your every need. I know people will say “then why did God allow this?” God doesn’t interfere or intervene for everything for whatever reason, we are to listen and learn from everything that goes on in our lives to Lean on him and have faith and he will guide us to what we need! It’s ok to grieve and nothing will replace your loss but God can give you peace. My heart goes out to you and know we are here when your ready. ❤

[@kavac]

You dont need to explain , take your time, heal❤, dont compare yourself, we understand all youve been through. Thanks for keeping it real¡❤

[@nycgreeneyes6242]

Renee, I will not give you my unsolicited or unprofessional opinion, however I will share that I've struggled with high, highs and low lows, then i would start feeling apathy. I struggled internally so much. I sought the Lord always and felt felt the nudging of the Holy Spirit leading me to help. I started receiving help but it took a couple of years for a diagnosis that brought me much needed relief. I'm still on my journey but my thoughts are more organized and my reaction are better thought out. I make small exciting goals bc for me I need something exciting to look forward to. I deeply pray and believe you will find YOUR normal and life will get sweeter I promise ❤️🙏💕

[@WIZARDPRERNA]

Love to watch your outdoor areas garding stuff, 🐕 dog, walking outdoor, playing with baby, all greenery waaooo..magical place....such a lovely place you have......take care of yourself everything is fine and magical ✨️ ❤️‍🩹🧡🧡🧡🧡🧡🧡🧡🧡🧡🧡🧡 also don't look back....every person change with the time😊.Change is a natural and irresistible process that occurs with the change of time, generations and eras. There is a famous saying- “Go with the flow”; this proverb teaches us to respect and survive in every situation without complaining because we cannot control or change the nature....just follow your happiness and everything will align so beautifully.... ❤❤❤❤ NOTHING IS PERMANENT, NOTHING IS IMPORTANT REMEMBER THAT....

[@PoisonEyevee]

See you in a month or two! 🙊✌️

[@ln37]

She'll be back when she has more sponsorships lined up!

[@FlorenciaCano-sd5be]

I went through a miscarriage two weeks ago!! I understand you so much!! I also have a KZbin channel! So much going on! Blessings ❤️🙏❤️

[@laurenincolor]

I am so sorry for your loss 😢❤

[@FlorenciaCano-sd5be]

@@laurenincolor thank you so much!! ❤️🌟❤️🙏❤️

[@terezaschillerova]

Wishing you the best!!! I am not leaving your channel :) Best regards from Prague.

[@trovandomimoon220]

Yes keep doing therapy, grieve, go on a healing retreat, hypno therapy, reki etc. Write out your feelings, feel your feelings cry. You are allowed to feel your emotions and take time to heal. There is no rush for anything. Focus on you and sending you lots of healing. We understand

[@kiara19785]

It's a health leave, so don't worry. Take care of yourself and your son. If you come back, you'll be welcomed. If you don't, good luck! Enjoy the summer and baby steps😊

[@lyndserickson]

I think it’s going to be good to take a break, everyone will still be here! But we can all tell it’s been taking a toll on your personal life, which is understandable with everything you’ve been through.Wishing the best!

[@amymcintyre7032]

Felt like this was coming. Hope you can start feeling better soon. Come back when you are ready or if you stop filming can understand that.

[@kaylar205]

I've also been watching some old and new vlogs. Take as long as you need and I look forward to you're return whenever that may be. ❤

[@warmbreeze43]

You will be good. Take your time ❤

[@catherinen8547]

I get it. I had a pregnancy that was not viable and had a D&C days later at 9 weeks. I went back to work a week later. A month later, I was laid off from my job. It is something no one can prepare you for.

[@Tiffanycrz]

Wishing you a gentle return to yourself ❤

[@guitarkatie]

I feel ten years ago, it was enough to be a young attractive woman who lived in a desirable city in a luxury apartment and gain a substantial following doing clothing and makeup hauls and what I eat in a day videos. Most of the top female influencers on youtube had this formula. I think people just got tired of it and wanted more substance. I’ve noticed a lot of those KZbinrs left. Blair Fowler was one who left because she decided to go to college at like 26 since she had never been because her career was influencing. She came back several years later after getting a degree in interior design and she has a 8-5pm job at a firm now. She now films just for fun. My recommendation would be to find yourself outside the influencer world. Take a break, however long and come back when there isn’t this pressure to perform and you can do it for fun once again.

[@michelle75504]

I agree. KZbin is so oversaturared with influencers.who are all about self care, what I eat in a day, watch me work out or do yoga, journaling, etc. Not to mention all the sponsored stuff like Hello Fresh, supplements, even Temu! I think people are really kind of over seeing that. It's like almost every influencer's vidro is the same. It's starting to come off as self absorbed and without much substance because it's everywhere. You're too smart for that. I think getting out in the real world and getting a real job would be good for you. Get outside of your own mind and focus on your job and meeting friends/coworkers. Staying home or working for yourself is just alienating you more and then you have more time to overthink everything.

[@derrecipe5421]

I’ll always be here when you feel like it’s right, Don’t worry if you can’t feel yourself right now. Embrace it and redefine who you are. I wish you all the best and encourage you to take as much time as you need. Love you, Always!!! ❤

[@timoback3000]

Good luck hope to see you posting videos again when you're ready

[@nathansteele1870]

Love you Renee ❤

[@sultanayan700]

I wish whats the best for you!

[@catrandomness7394]

Take your time Renee honey. I think that we all are going through the blues. But we are going to be positive with faith and hope. We all love you.❤❤

[@irmarobles3286]

Renee I have enjoyed your channel you are such a wonderful person. I want you to know that you are in my prayers. Take good care of yourself and your family 🫶🏼

[@denal4011]

Because you are my favorite youtuber to watch, I'm very happy that you are taking a break. I want YOU to be healthy and happy over and above MY youtube enjoyment. My heartfelt prayers for you and your family. Please read the short poem "Footprints" if you don't already know it.

[@itsmariar]

We all go through phases in life, and you are bearing a difficult cross and trying to also show up for your family but also people who look to you for entertainment when it's your job. Take the time you need. Nothing is more important thank your health and your family!

[@rachellenale]

Love you, Renee😊