Health Update

Two weeks ago I had a stroke. I'm sharing a health update with you along with what God has been doing through it all.
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[@Sara-ot3gy]

I was diagnosed with cancer right before I gave birth to my fourth child 8 months ago. Thank you for sharing. It has been so encouraging. I’m trying my best to cling to the promises of God.

[@mirasky9461]

I love and respect you more than ever before, dear sister!! You’re by far my favourite homeschooling mumma but this video proves to me again that our Heavenly Father is your Center and focus! He is good and His Word is true so you will again and again His faithfulness! His lovingkindness never fails! This so encourages me!!!

[@rosieboss7871]

Loved what you shared. You just demonstrated to us how we are to battle with the enemy when he throws his fiery darts.

[@valerienitz3240]

This video was so emotional and heartbreaking but even in the midst of your trials you are still loving and praising God. Your faith is seen by your words and actions. Thanks for sharing your hardships and encouraging those who may be going through similar sufferings to know that God is with them and never will forsake them. Thank you for your biblical words or encouragement and for speaking the word of God so truthfully. Will be praying for you.

[@JuliaCantley]

Ugh, the fact that they can see that your thyroid is enlarged but solely go on "labs" just burns me up. I cannot tell you how many times I have had "normal" labs then have a condition looked over and certain symptoms disregarded.... I'm so sorry you went through all this.

[@claudialee7909]

I cried as soon as I saw the title. Praying for you ! You are right, God is good. My little one says she’s praying for you too ❤ Our 20 year old is in heaven, so it’s so so so real to us ❤ God is faithful !

[@JanelleKnutson]

I'm so sorry for your loss. Praise God that He walks with us through the trials of life.

[@shannabeckett5150]

I just saw this. The Lord bless you and keep you and make His face shine upon you and be gracious to you. His ways are higher than our ways. Thank you for being another strong sister in Christ. Not everyone can articulate that God is good even in trials. Suffering doesn’t change the character of God, but as we stay steadfast in Him, He changes our character by His Spirit. Blessings from Western PA. By the way, your videos from several years ago are what helped me to make certain homeschool purchases. Thank you for giving to the Lord.

[@ambers4524]

As I dealt with serious behavioral issues and felt so lost and defeated today, God gently reminded me that He will use my child’s testimony. He will use our suffering. Amen 🙏

[@JanelleKnutson]

Sorry you had a difficult day but God will use it for His glory and our good.

[@JenDez-2017]

Well now I'm crying 😭💝. I love you, friend. The Scriptures are living and active, pouring out of you - praise God!

[@JanelleKnutson]

So thankful for you, friend! Your friendship and encouragement is a great blessing from the Lord.

[@lindseyhessler9472]

You are just a light in this world, Janelle Knutson; you just shine Jesus’ light. You have “been with me” on many a walk as I listen to so many of your podcasts when I walk. You have helped me make curriculum decisions. Your children are blessed to have such a great mama! You and your family will be prayed for ❤️

[@JanelleKnutson]

Aw, thank you.

[@0693cnrd]

Wow way to be a Caleb, Moses, Joshua, and not like the Israelites. You are whole heartedly His, this is a beautiful story that helps us all to mature.

[@mama2halfadozen175]

So happy to see this update! I found you over 10 years ago via a search for homeschooling and loved your videos explaining SWR ! I have since then moved to Idaho from CA and recently realized we have some mutual friends from church. We have been praying for you! I am a mom of 7 as well and had a scary health crisis and the Drs here in ID were the ones to finally find my issue and praise God i was healed through them. All those thoughts you shared were the same as mine when I was dealing with the worst of my situation. Looking forward to meeting you one day.

[@annerichardson7088]

Janelle, you have indeed given glory to God. Thank you, for sharing this. For your beautiful transparency, and for conveying so powerfully how very sweet it is to trust in Jesus. You have delivered the gospel and shown how trusting Christ and His Word is brightly burning lamp for our feet and a light for our path. Whether we are lost and still in spiritual darkness, or a saint of God navigating the darkness of a trial. May God continue to bless, keep and make His face to shine upon you.❤

[@grace52775]

I lost my mother two years ago in May, just days before her birthday. I'm so choked up right now, that's as far as I'm able to share. Thank you for your video.

[@manuellopez7038]

Will pray for your healing. Thank you for explaining the Gospel of Christ! 30:57 forward. This is what we need to believe!

[@wendistevens154]

God brought you to my mind not long ago. I was wondering why you had not been on KZbin lately. You have always been an encouragement to me. What a testimony you are to God! You are so right how God uses all things for good for those who love Him. He is working in you & countless others at this very moment by what you are going through. Can you imagine not knowing the Lord & going through what you did? I always think about that when going through difficult times. I am praying for you, Janelle. Rest in God's promises & know that you are an amazing child of God who is deeply loved. ❤

[@kristyplatt6233]

Thank you for this video Janelle. My FIL passed away yesterday afternoon, my husband had a TIA (mini stroke) six years ago on his birthday. I received peace and guidance from listening to your words. God bless and keep you.

[@jaimejewell9686]

hugs! bless you your heeling!

[@juliequates9529]

Praying for you! Thank you so much for sharing this. ❤

[@amanda3084]

Prayers for you and your family❤

[@thebyrdclanbyrd8896]

Amen. Praying for you sister! Thank you for posting.

[@sundownfarms2731]

Praying 🙏 for you and your family ❤✝️🌄

[@robdebl2414]

Aww!!! Praying for you all!!

[@nancyhansen7103]

How are you? Haven’t seen any updates, hope all is well and still praying for you.

[@tatyana1324]

God bless you sister 🙏

[@tiffanydavis6651]

Prayers for you and your family during this difficult time, Janelle!

[@user-ki5ij4uy9b]

❤God Bless you sweet lady.

[@karendeweerd8146]

Thank you for sharing your suffering and your beautiful experience of pray reading the Word of God and finding Him in the middle of your pain. I have been up the last several nights with my daughter who has been having panic attacks and we too prayed over Psalm 23 just a few nights ago. May the Lord be so faithful to bring us into loving Him through all our earthly sufferings that He would gain His precious testimony and expression of this earth. your sister, Karen

[@dpereira1395]

Big hugs ❤

[@Hummingbird_24]

Glad you are recovering now 🙂 Thank you for sharing this video.

[@sellandby]

Thank you so much for sharing it with us. God bless you and your Family at this difficult time. 🙏🏻

[@shannone1471]

Praying for you. I relate to you. I have had a lot of health struggles in the last 2 years. I eventually started working with homeopathic practitioners when I could find no answers elsewhere. It is a great way to address things without needing to necessarily know all of the "whys". I used to be l leary of homeopathy since some people take it to a new age place, but it really isn't and I have found some great practitioners that are just practical and I have improved a lot. It is a journey and will take time to fully recover. I would be happy to share any resources I have if you feel led to look into it. It is much less expensive than other doctors as well. I know God led me here and it has impacted our family in such an amazing way when it comes to our health. I am even considering eventually going to school to learn myself once it makes sense as my children get older. Thank you for sharing! God bless you. I know how you feel. You aren't alone. I was so dizzy and weak and afraid of death for so long. One blessing it is really reminds you to depend on our God. ❤

[@JanelleKnutson]

I'm so glad you are doing better! And you are right... we must learn to depend on God in all circumstances. Thank you for sharing.

[@alyssapanico7328]

Praise the Lord for his glory! Praying for you and your family. Thank you for sharing your story with us.

[@shaynewland2168]

Wow! God is so good! Thank you for sharing your journey. Praying for you ❤

[@faith20ten]

Wow!!! God is so faithful! So thankful that you are here to share this with us. His mercies are new every morning.

[@homeschoolteenswithjenny]

This is the most beautiful video... thank you for sharing and being so honest and transparent! I'll be standing there with you, sister, praising our Lord for who He is and all He has done!

[@maryblair5624]

You've been a huge encouragement over the years. Been quietly watching your channel.

[@1Gibson]

Aww your in my prayers Janelle! God keep you

[@JanelleKnutson]

Thank you.

[@jennesset1102]

Amen!!!❤

[@rosalindreloj7928]

Praising God with you, sis! Praying for your continued recovery. This video brings God glory and has such FAR-REACHING affects. Blessing to you. Thank you so very much for sharing this!

[@JanelleKnutson]

Thank you so much! All glory goes to God.

[@lindaqueen2159]

You have the faith that moves mountains! You are such a precious soul. Walk in the light! Love and prayers.

[@kadieschaefer2874]

Sending prayers for complete healing!! Your testimony is so beautiful of a faithful servant of the Lord.

[@dbruce5760]

Thank you for helping me❤ Praying for your journey, I understand and have been going through much of the same. Thankyou so much. ❤❤

[@newmamaful]

I am so sorry to hear this happened to you! You have been a key homeschooling inspiration for me! I am praying that God heals you completely and swiftly and that you make a full recovery.

[@meredith8230]

Dear Jannelle, you are truly an amazing sister in Christ. Prayers and blessings. I hope you are feeling better.

[@nicolcacola]

SO glad you found answers! The journey to finding out I had autoimmune issues was rattled with the same type of issues. For some reason if you're below a certain age, autoimmune issues which are SO easy to test for, are ignored. Your faithfulness is such a blessing and lesson to us and to your family. Please continue to update us

[@littlecozynook]

Awe sweet sister! What a precious video! Thank you so much for sharing this with us! YES God is so so faithful! He is a perfect Shepherd!!

[@TheMixingBowlHomestead]

May the Lord continue to heal you. I’ll be praying for you.

[@sha-toinaswint2152]

God bless you dear sister. Your words have always been so encouraging to me over the years and even through all that you are enduring you are still encouraging and blessing others. I am praying for complete healing in your heart and body. 🌸💞💕

[@Nportiazulu]

God be with you and bless you my sis. Warm hugs from South Africa ❤God is with you and in you.

[@anitabea4906]

Praise God you're doing okay and resting. Will be praying for complete healing. You are truly and inspiration.

[@Holdenpartyof6]

I am praying for you and thank you for sharing your strong faith.

[@JanelleKnutson]

Thank you so much!

[@jessietaylor1987]

Thank you so much. I have been suffering g for two years. Sounds like I have the same genetic problem as you. I needed to hear what you had to say! I loved your message and update. I’ll be praying for you.

[@alisongooch3774]

Janelle, I’m so glad you are okay! Praying for continued healing and wisdom as you navigate the days ahead. (I discovered your channel through a search for SWR… thank you so much for that!) Thank God for His goodness and protection over you!

[@JanelleKnutson]

Thank you.

[@juzanne]

I truly lifted you up in prayer beautiful Janelle!!! I enjoy your channel and have learned so much from you for our homeschool journey. I praise our Heavenly Father for your amazing testimony of the GOODNESS of our Lord!!! Thank you for being transparent, real, vulnerable, courageous, humbled, and so much more in taking time to give ALL glory to God. Your transformative testimony will continue to impact so many lives and draw so many to the love and salvation of Christ Jesus through broken repentance and faith. I prayed for supernatural healing and that you would continue to trust God as He anchors you, guides you, loves you, and upholds you through HIS PROCESS during this time. Your husband and children are so blessed to have you because of your mighty faith, fear, and sanctification to our Lord! I pray that you will truly be a blessed steward of your time as you surrender daily to the pursuits of God's will over and for your life. This testimony is so joyous because of how you shared that God blessed you with peace even in your sufferings. I bless God for covering your life for He is the Creator of Life and the Ultimate Doctor. I bless God for His provision, favor, protection, guidance, admonishment, encouragement, compassion, mercy and so much more to carry you and to help you to endure every step of the way. I bless God for how His Word is truly hidden in your heart and the Holy Spirit prompted you to remember the powerful verses that would breakthrough your pain. God is beyond good and He loves us in such indescribable ways!!! His ways and thoughts are truly not like ours but it is always exactly what we need because He is our watchtower and shield and He always keeps our well-being in the most divine care. I love your earnest and genuine love for our Heavenly Father. He will reward your faithfulness because you are trusting Him, seeking Him, standing for Him, and releasing to Him your entire life and everything that encompasses it. God is truly glorified. Be still and be well in Christ Jesus our Lord my sister in Christ. This is one of my favorite worship songs and I hope it encourages you too. kzbin.info/www/bejne/rIvSmqB3ZbeleJI

[@crystaldoering-kd2cz]

I am praying for you 🙏🏻

[@JanelleKnutson]

Thank you.

[@nancyhansen7103]

My heart breaks with you Janelle. I have watched you for the last 5 years and to hear this trial you are going through is heartbreaking BUT GOD!!! Your faith is strong in the Lord and it is an encouragement to my soul. We are going through a big trial and to hear your dependence on God is spurring me along. I will be praying for you and your family. Praise the Lord whenever we leave this earth we will get new glorified, pain free bodies in heaven. We will also experience the presence of the Lord! Thank you for sharing this video with all of us and I know it was difficult. His steadfast love endures forever! ❤

[@JanelleKnutson]

Praying right now that God would be your strength, comfort, and joy through the trial you are facing.

[@holyliving2000]

You are a tremendous blessing, Janelle. May God bless you abundantly my sister! 💕💕💕

[@JanelleKnutson]

Thank you, my friend. I appreciate you!

[@thismiamimama427]

Praise God!!! In the midst of the storm He is with us and faithful l! I rejoice in hearing and seeing your convictions, faith, and maturity in Christ. I have just gone through a health crisis, and with 4 boys depending on me plus my husband, it shook me. But I thank God because it has shown me the need to be a good steward of my temple. And in the moment in the hospital when I was about to be put under for surgery I rejoiced in that I felt peace that if He took me (just like you said), it would be for my and families good even if they couldn't understand it. And if He kept me, it would be to give ALL the glory and honor to Him!!! God bless you greatly, God pour out super natural healing over your life, and continue opening doors in your favor. Love you as a sister in Christ. We may not know each other, but we have the same Abba Father. ❤

[@Dreblueskies]

You are a gem. I’m so sorry this happened to you. Your response to this is so amazing. I’m dealing with another stress but I have not been responding like you and this is a huge wake up call, thank you so much for sharing 💛🙏 I will pray for a quick recovery for you.

[@breanne2117]

You are in my prayers Janelle, for healing, for strength, and for your family.

[@JanelleKnutson]

Thank you.

[@julienelson31]

Hope you’re recovery will go smoothly ! Thank you for sharing your story and faith in Christ. I would like to mention that I do have a friend living in Idaho , ironically, that was born with a hole in his heart as well. He’s in his mid 40s and has a wife and kids. As far as I know with his condition, that’s just what it was and he’s been very healthy all this time. Im originally here for your homeschooling content and podcasts about being a wife and mother. Take care!!

[@rmechelle4230]

Amen, The Lord is our hope. Praying for your complete healing.

[@TheChan7]

Thanks for sharing. I love thé Bible verses that were running through your mind during this hard experience. Praise God that you seem to be doing better. Praying for you and your family.

[@SharonReads]

What a powerful testimony! Thank you for sharing so openly and honestly and for sharing the Gospel with such conviction. Praying you continue to get answers and good care.

[@JanelleKnutson]

Thank you so much!

[@ambers4524]

I’m so sorry for your loss. We lost my brother in law in a car accident one year ago in April. Then my father in law died this April, almost exactly 1yr after. I have had my own health issues along side of so much grief. I’m truly sorry for your loss and your health experience. I pray you will be on the mend and regaining your strength very soon. You are not alone! Praise the Lord for His faithfulness, His grace and His protection. God bless you. 🙏

[@JanelleKnutson]

Sorry to hear of the loss of two of your loved ones. Losing a loved one is hard. Thankful we have the Lord to walk with us through it all.

[@ashleygutierrez4475]

Im not sure why I clicked on your video. But THIS LITERALLY happened to me. same symptoms, same everything its just so bizarre. I have called them Acute Confusional Migraines and thats just so wild I have never heard of someone going through this. I feel so seen and I am with you in my hope being in Christ. I have not been to the dr or the er but this is my third one... and I am just asking that the Lord would guide me in it all. Thank you so much for this amazing touching story. thank you for recording it and being so vulnerable. You are beautiful and you glorifying God is so beautiful thank you.

[@dracorex8058]

Mrs. Knutson: thank you for your testimony and giving God glory through your suffering. Hope He will lead you with an upright hand during this time.

[@JanelleKnutson]

Thank you.

[@ashleyacosta3149]

Janelle, you and your family are in my prayers daily. I’ve been following along on Instagram and was in shock when you posted what happened.

[@JanelleKnutson]

Thank you for the prayers.

[@rachelo3548]

I praise God for you and how you chose to use this situation to glorify Him! I appreciate you giving the gospel! I pray it will touch all hearts that God wills! ❤

[@kellittle7]

I came across your video while looking for homeschool curriculum and I am so glad I did. I'm 34 with 8 kids and have been struggling with chronic back pain for the past 10 months. I actually have a bulging disk that is on a nerve causing pain down my left leg. I am also dealing with vein disease and pelvic floor congestion syndrome. I have been dealing with wondering "Why me?", but after watching your video I can now understand that God works everything out for my good. Even though I don't understand the pain, I plan to put my worry, anger, and anxiety in his hands. Thank you so much for your video and the scripture references, I will be studying these. I pray that your health issues are resolved and you live a long healthy life.

[@JanelleKnutson]

Thank you for sharing. I'm praising God that what I shared was an encouragement to you. I am praying that the Lord continues to be your comfort, joy, and strength. That, if it is the Lord's will, you'd experience some relief from the health issues and pain. That no matter what the outcome, God would be glorified in your life and you'd grow closer to the Lord through these trials. Hugs.

[@jugglinglifewithpurpose]

You are a true servant of God. Thank you for sharing. You are in my prayers and be encouraged mama. You’re so right He is walking through this with you. ❤

[@JanelleKnutson]

Thank you so much!

[@megroux]

Thank you for this beautiful testament to our gracious God. Praying for continued strength and mercy to be granted to you. As I was watching your video, I couldn’t help but think of the song by Michael Card, Come Lift Up Your Sorrows. Our God loves us and is there always to carry us through.

[@MrsMacWifey]

Thanks for sharing this, Janelle. Your takeaway from this horrible experience is encouraging. Just a couple weeks ago I experienced what turned out to be another new migraine symptom, but it was concerning enough for me to go to the ER. The MRI came back normal in my case. I jokingly told my husband that migraine is going to end up killing me one of these days because I'm going to brush off a serious symptom as "just a migraine thing." Your case shows how frighteningly true that can be, but I thank God that it was recognized for what it was and that you're getting treatment. I think we live in the same area, so I'm curious which hospital it was at that you had such great treatment! Anyway I pray that you continue to heal and get the best possible treatment to correct whatever is wrong. May God grant you long life & happiness. Thank you for all the great content you put out. I'm one of those new, overwhelmed homeschooling moms who has greatly benefitted from your videos & resources.

[@jennajadeg7010]

Continued prayers for you

[@JanelleKnutson]

Praying right now for your upcoming appointment...that you'd get the answers and help you need but more importantly, that God would be glorified no matter the results.

[@4Christ7]

Amen!! what a great Hope we have in Christ and what glorious day to be in his presence and because of Christ's finished work at the cross to be told well done good and faithful servant!!! Our Lord is merciful and good. Thank you for sharing this Janelle. Indeed all glory to God. I praise him for what he has done and is doing in your life and in all of our lives.

[@itsonlyhomeschooling]

May God give you healing and respite during this difficult season in your life.

[@JanelleKnutson]

Thank you.

[@tiffanymanning1485]

I needed to hear this today!!! Thank you so much for sharing!!! PRAISE GOD for His goodness, love, mercy & grace!!! He is a good good Father ❤. Lifting you and your family in prayer 🙏 💕

[@JanelleKnutson]

Thank you for the prayers. God is good!

[@Nurseymomma]

I am so happy that you are ok!!! I gave birth at St. Luke’s downtown boise. I think that is the place you are referring to because I had a great experience there. I hope you the best and get well soon ❤

[@wendyzamorano6228]

Glory to God!!❤

[@kita3256]

🙏🏼

[@celeste6197]

Oh Janelle. I'm so happy you're ok! And I'm so sorry for your loss and that of your family. Please know you're in my prayers and I'm sending you hugs and love. Take care of yourself. ❤

[@JanelleKnutson]

Thank you so much.

[@chrystalkemp4833]

Thank you for bravely sharing this beautiful message. I'm so thankful to our Father for the way He is taking care of you. I wish I could express what your videos have meant to me as our family began our homeschooling journey. Yours are the only homeschooling videos I ever recommend to others (and I've watched several of them multiple times)! Thank you for sharing your beautiful heart and helping us know how to pray for you.

[@JanelleKnutson]

Thank you. I’m blessed to know God has used my little platform on KZbin to encourage you in your homeschooling journey. All praise be to God!

[@deannasmith9406]

I’ll be praying for you and your family. I, too, have a similar story. I had my heart repair on 2/2020. It was easy and I was home and doing well that afternoon. I encourage you to get it done.

[@deannasmith9406]

And I want to ease your mind a bit. My dr told me 1 in 4 people have a hole on their heart that never closed after birth.

[@GabrielleGeorge]

Thank you so much for sharing your testimony with all of us. I am in the process of going through painful health challenges and God has been teaching me so many similar things throughout this journey. Sending prayers your way and trusting that God will continue to make his presence known to you.

[@JanelleKnutson]

Praying for you in your health journey. May God be your hope and peace.

[@mike_martin0920]

Praying for you dear sister ❤ Your faith is an encouragement to me. May your local church body come along side you and your family and care well for you all as you go through this trial. Praying for your perseverance. In Christ, Veronica Martin

[@JanelleKnutson]

Thank you. And, yes, our church family has been wonderful. An elder came to visit us at the hospital and our church set up meals for us. We've gotten cards and calls/texts of encouragement. The body of Christ is such a blessing.

[@dhvh6580]

This was an incredible testimony to the power and goodness of God and to the peace we can have even in very tough times when we just submit to Him without fighting for what we think is best. Thank you so much for posting this. Ever since I watched it several days ago, it has caused me to just praise God every time I remember it. Thank you also for the challenge/encouragement you are to other mothers who need to trust God with their health and their children.

[@1980shameka]

This is such an encouragement to me as I’ve been in such a dark place for such a long time and it SEEMS there is only darkness that awaits in the future. I am listening to this in the car as I drive but I plan to listen again with a pen and paper to write down the scriptures you mentioned. Glory to God and thank you, Janelle ❤️ for sharing your testimony.

[@JanelleKnutson]

Praying right now for you! I'm so glad the video was an encouragement to you. To God be the glory!

[@annaramponi4505]

Praise God for his love and mercy. you have been such a huge blessing to so many of us. thank you for sharing your pain and suffering. the Lord has you and your family in the palm of His hand. thank you Lord Jesus for being our refuge and our safe place.

[@mamajetmamajet]

Janelle, thank you for sharing your suffering and bringing glory to our Lord and Savior. His peace that surpasses understanding is so real. I’ve followed you on KZbin for years and I will pray as the Holy Spirit brings you to mind.

[@meekybow7199]

Janelle! You are a good and faithful servant! Thank you for your testimony about God’s Sovereignty ❤️. What an encouragement to so many! I’m sorry for your family’s loss. May the Lord continue to bless you and protect you and may His Face shine upon you! ❤

[@JanelleKnutson]

Thank you, friend. 😊

[@ImAMusician8]

❤️❤️❤️

[@nathalyscarborough2144]

Thank you for sharing Janelle and for shining Jesus’ light amidst your suffering. Praising the Lord for carrying you and your family through this. 💛

[@halieruppe1710]

Enlarged thyroid with perfect thyroid labs is often thyroid cancer. My thyroid cancer was very advanced when I finally found an endocrinologist who acknowledged it.

[@luv4all43]

Thank you so much for sharing this. I’m praying hard for you! I’ve dealt with so many health issues over the years. I’m very concerned with the direction the healthcare system is headed. Thank God you had a good experience with your functional medicine doctor. Unfortunately my experience didn’t go well. I will continue to 🙏🏽 for you and your family❤

[@JanelleKnutson]

Praying for you as well. My first experience with a functional doctor was not positive either. It's hard to find a good doctor.

[@luv4all43]

@@JanelleKnutson it’s very hard! If they can’t see it, then you are crazy! All we can do is keep our faith🩷

[@shelly8387]

You have blessed my heart for so many years now. I am sorry for you're terrible struggles. But what an amazing testimony of God's goodness through the struggles. I pray you can recover from it all better, stronger and more blessed through your faithfulness and love for God.

[@JanelleKnutson]

Thank you. 💛

[@Bookhoarder5]

🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻

[@rebekahian]

I admire you for leaning on his word during the suffering. I struggle with that focus in the moment. Thank you for the reminder to cling to him even in the hard things and pain. I'm praying for you and your journey of healing❤

[@genessatorsy3222]

Thank you so much for sharing. I realized...I was raised under a pastor who was a narcissist and very abusive. Even when you were doing your best, you'd show up and he had suddenly shifted his attitude and would verbally and emotionally abuse you. I believe because of that, when I am hurting and sick, my first reaction is not necessarily good prayers or praying the Word or reassurance. Instead. I instantly go into a "what did I do wrong," "Oh, I can't talk to God so I need someone else to pray for me because He's mad at me." Listening to you just really ministered to me about how we all SHOULD respond in times of trouble. Just this past February, I was able to see God as my Father when my own father was so abusive. I'm so sorry you have gone through this but thank you so much for sharing. You are ministering to others even in your weakness. God bless you.

[@JanelleKnutson]

I am so sad to read about what you experienced growing up but also rejoicing that God is working in your life to help you see the truth of who He is and what He has done for you. God is good!

[@MoniqueAduSustainableLiving]

Wow. This valley that you are going through I can see is so very challenging, but the strength and peace that you have as the Father walks with you, is so encouraging, and the fact that you are praising Him through this storm is something that is inspiring for us all as pilgrims on this earth. It is just amazing how the pieces of our trials play out and how each person we meet can play a role, like those doctors and medical staff that gave you such great care, and the one particularly acknowledging that it is the Father that gives him the skill to take care of others. What a blessing that was and is. I pray that you will continue to heal, and feel strengthened as the Father walks with you, and that you will continue to find your answers, and steps for health and feeling well. I know this was so difficult to share, but thank you for doing that, as you just don’t know how many people you will bless. Prayers for your husband and blessings to him as he stood by your side, and your children. May they feel that peace just as you have “that passeth all understanding” and look back one day in praise.

[@JanelleKnutson]

All praise to God!

[@MoniqueAduSustainableLiving]

@@JanelleKnutson Yes. Amen! You are so right. I also wanted to just encourage you too, if you haven’t already done this, to start building yourself and body up with whole foods that will help you heal faster. Focusing on vegetables and fruits, whole grains, and seeds, with anti-inflammatory and antioxidant power will be a great help. They prevent inflammation and oxidation in the body. So getting in as much as you can of these cellular protectors is good. I’m going through a season of health challenge myself, and eating the foods in our garden, and limiting meat, and any processed foods has been a blessing to myself as I heal and my family. There are so many potential triggers in store bought food that can trigger us especially autoimmune issues. Your body has been through so much, so really bathing yourself with nutrition will be a great help.