INCREDIBLY POWERFUL!! | “The Last" (Agust D / SUGA) Reaction!

[@beccal.5369]

As most ARMY know Suga has suffered for many years with depression, anxiety and compulsion. After his panic attack had canceled the concert in Kobe, that he was refering to in this song, Suga went back to the venue when it was empty to reflect, he then had a short break , and wrote a long letter for ARMY (translation below) ... Hello, this is Suga. Many people were curious as to what I was doing on my break, and to simply put it, I walked a lot, slept a lot and thought a lot. I wanted to go on a trip to organize my thoughts before working on my mixtape. I also had a place I must go to. I wanted to do things I was able to do not as a 22-year old BTS’ Suga, but as a 22-year old Min Yoongi. It was a time where I looked back at myself. The things I will say now are things I wanted to share not as a singer to a fan or as BTS to ARMY, but to talk to you as human to human. I've always wanted to be a cool person to a lot of people. Having rational thoughts and making rational decisions in any situations. I wanted to live like my father. My father said to take a look around you when there's something to be happy about. Be calm and make rational decisions when happy. The first day when "I need u" got 1st place, I took a look at my surroundings. Every minute I'm happy, I acted as if I'm not. When I'm sad I acted as if I'm not. Even if I like it, I acted as if I don't like it. I pretended to be cold-hearted and pretended to be strong. If a joy is shared, it will be doubled but if a sadness is shared, it won't get smaller. That's what I thought. I know I'm a person who's bad at expressing my emotions but I've been living that way and I thought it's right. One day, I can't exactly remember when, I was in a car with my father and he said "Yoongi, don't live like me". The first day of vacation. The first day ever since I was born, I drank with my family. It has been 6 years since I left home. We were all just chatting, listening to stories that we haven't heard of. The strong and cool father that I know, knows how to feel hurt and sad, how to feel happy and love.. 1.5-pyeong in the practice room, my studio is my wide meadows and narrow prison. I can do anything and at the same time, I can't really do anything. I can work on music thoughtlessly for 20 hours, but I can also sit there and not do anything but just thinking for 20 hours. I was 11 years old when I first started writing my own lyrics. When I listen to good music, I will feel really excited and I feel really happy more than anything. To me, music is my hope and my happiness, I also want to be someone's hope and happiness. Actually I'm someone who would just walk away rather to crash and feel pain. Anyone hates being hurt and I don't want to get hurt. In "Nevermind", "If you feel like you a going to crash then accelerate more". Perharps, that's actually what I wanted to say to myself. The most upsetting time for me when I face a large number of people, is when I face myself who isn’t able to be fair to everyone. I didn’t want to hurt anyone, but there are times I couldn’t do that. I think I’m still a person that lacks in many things. The second day of the concert in Kobe... I don’t think I’ve ever slept deeply after that day. Could it be because of the fact that I gave a wound to many people? Whenever I fell asleep, I would wake up with cold sweat. Because I already once have not been able to go on stage before and have hurt many people, I said that I’ll go up (to perform) no matter what situation arises. Everyone tried to stop me. I really cried a ton at the situation of not being able to go up on stage. And I know crying is losing. It’s really easy for me to cope with my own sorrow, but witnessing those who love me in sadness is very hard. I made them sad, once again. If I could go back to that day, I would go on stage no matter what. So there was just one place to go. I went to Kobe during my break. Many people tried to stop me from going, but I didn’t want to be ashamed of myself any longer. So I just went to Kobe without planning. It was my second time visiting the concert venue after a concert. The first was Ax Hall at late night after finishing the first Red Bullet concert. The second time was the Kobe World Memorial Hall, at where I failed to perform. I hate becoming a numb person. I didn’t want to take the love and these glorious days for granted. I didn’t want to be a numb person. That’s why I visited the venues again on my own. (T/N: He’s saying he doesn’t want to take all the love he’s receiving as granted, he really wants to appreciate every single love he gets. He’s meaning numb in the way by how he wouldn’t be able to feel what the fans feel about him. He’s basically saying he wants to appreciate every love he gets from his fans) I liked being on stage, and I still do. When I was 15 and performed in front of 2 people I stood proudly and made eye contact with them during my performance. However after my debut I feel that I have not been righteous towards myself. I think it may be because I knew better than anyone that I wasn’t perfect. And then on the day of the first performance of HYYH on stage I made proud eye contact with the audience that I didn’t do in quite a while. But after the second day of the Kobe concert when I was unable to stand on stage, I didn’t have the courage to confidently confront the large number of people. So that’s why I visited Kobe, the concert hall again. I kept wandering around the area by the concert hall from the time I arrived there until the time our performance was due to begin that day. From the ticketing booth to the entrance and the concert hall - I wanted to feel the same emotions as you all from every nook and corner. I felt many emotions. Happiness, the excited nervousness felt while waiting for the performance, sadness, resentment, anger, regret, etc. I wanted to understand you all, and I do understand. So I’m sorry and apologetic, for I am not a perfect human being. I’m a person who is weak but acts strong. Once again I realized that I was a person who’s lacking. Although I’m not religious, I prayed at that place. After all, at the end, it was a fated day. Even if it’s ended, let’s not let this heart become numb. To me, who wanted to spend every moment alone, you all were taking up quite a large part (of my mind). Age and gender, nationality and religion, what language you use - all of that isn’t important. "Whether you're young or old, whether you have a hidden child, It doesn't matter", haven't I said this already. That day, we unexpectedly had a Music Bank broadcast and I boarded a plane and returned a day before planned. I returned after organizing my many thoughts. Once again, while feeling that I’m a blessed person, I felt that I need to be a person who lives every moment feeling thankful. This is the moment I realizied the fact that 22-year old Min Yoongi, who hates being an adult, is standing in front of the threshold to being an adult. Thank you for making me a blessed person, ARMY. Although I’m never able to say this because I’m bad at expressing myself. Here I am conveying my feelings and thoughts once more through a piece of less-than-satisfactory writing. I will live while being thankful of every moment as I am such a lacking human being. I love you, ARMY.

[@rinanazla]

This letter makes me cry everytime 😭😭 to witness how far hes become now makes me feel so immensely happy and proud of him! I remember that time and to be in this present time with him is just different feeling! Cant wait for D-Day!!!! 💜💜💜💜

[@agnieszkafeier3202]

Yeah, this letter make my heart cry every time😢💜💜

[@storiesinscenery]

Thank you for sharing this. I had not seen it before. I admire his ability to self reflect and make changes.

[@LPnerd]

OMG and I'm out of kleenex. Thank you so much for posting this. I purple all of you.💜💜💜💜💜💜💜

[@pixiiie]

I've been an army since 2020 but this is the first time I came across this letter. TYSM for sharing this here 💜

[@shannonnevermindgirl2479]

This was the song that literally made me ARMY. The writing. I'm older, I didn't even like rapping...AT ALL! But after finding BTS and searching dance practices and funny videos, I stumbled over this and it stopped me in my tracks. I said, "I'm ARMY", and I have never been disappointed since...BTS is wonderful!

[@veganly.ever.after.]

same! never liked rap... Min Yoongi hit me deep! Jhope too! i hope i can listen to their songs some day and understand them without translations

[@mccadd86]

This is my favorite Agust D song. It's such a gut-wrenching, raw admission. His cadence intensifies as the song goes on. This is what I appreciate so much about the Korean language or any other language for that matter. Without direct context, the production and vocals are a clear indicator of how deep this song is.

[@sugasmeow]

As a school teacher, when I hear students say that they don’t care about learning and doing their best, I always think of Suga saying that when he says I don’t give a *, I don’t give a * it is to hide his weak self. That’s when I know that these students don’t need me to teach them reading and math, but how to be happy within themselves. Suga’s lyrics have transformed my professional life (and personal life) in a way that is hard for the gp to understand. Besides BTS, whose lyrics have helped and validated millions?

[@itstheeyeliner7714]

"i dont give a ** i dont give a **" is a line in another great song, actually my favourite, called Nevermind. there's live performances of that one, and jin even sang it live too.

[@loredell]

Rapper Jin and actor Yoongi is a whole mood

[@Isa06137]

​@@loredell and those high notes😭😭😭

[@poppykopsidas3589]

The beauty of knowing Yoongi is that the facade he carries in front of people is just that. At first glance this man is quiet, withdrawn, anti-social. Then you get to know just how deep this beautiful soul really is. I will forever love this man because of his ability to make me feel what he feels. His honesty and authenticity and ability to be raw and open and vulnerable are traits that have cemented him in my heart for the rest of my life. I did not know about this letter and after reading it I feel in awe that such a human exists. All the BTS men are deserving of the entire universe, but Yoongi hits different because he opens his heart completely and heals you while you heal him too. I am protective of all the BTS men and will be ARMY till my last breath because they LITERALLY saved my life. Every time I feel the dark pit calling, I listen to Agust D because I know HE understands me in a way no one else does, although he does not know me. Although Suga can't express himself as he says, his eloquence and love all come out in his writing, where it stays in your heart forever. And for me, it is better than any words he could have spoken.

[@vanessaemano5357]

When AgustD speaks, everyone listens. And they'll say, I've been there.

[@prateeksuga172]

Millions people's inspired by this song that's not a song that's emotion he felt and i m really happy he is okay now 💜

[@ashleyder9164]

The Last is an absolute masterpiece. Possibly my favorite AgustD song just for its raw, beautiful honesty.

[@beccal.5369]

I can't remember where I got this from...I think yoongi said he hated The Last for a long time but now he's ok with it. even if he still has his down moments (we don't know but fairly speaking everyone does) he has healed a lot judging by his recent interviews Suga was asked what he feels about creating music that is so honest and raw about his pains and sufferings. Suga's answer: "it wasn't that difficult. Because we work on music a lot, we have many songs out there. So when we work on our individual projects, we always think about what to talk about. Now that we look back at those experiences, we feel thankful, because they enable us to tell various stories. And the things that used to be painful to recall. are not anymore, because releasing music also helps alleviate that emotion. For me it has been helpful. Many people are living with their traumatic memories, but i'm sure the moment will come when they overcome that. And i also think you need to go through the process where you organize these emotions. And for me, one of that process is releasing music" there's also this piece from another interview: “I think I’m happier now,” he confides. “I’ve realized that happiness doesn’t require much, and it can be quite simple. I used to think material things would give me happiness, and I worked hard to achieve them. But when I succeeded, I wasn’t so sure anymore. I don’t have many earthly desires anyway,” he says with a laugh. “Perhaps it’s because I now know that material things no longer give me great satisfaction. So now, I try to find happiness in simple things, such as getting up early in the morning and having decaf coffee. I’m glad I’ve finally got to experience this kind of joy. What I lost would be being ordinary. Your ordinary is my extraordinary, right? But I think time will solve this issue.” The Last is from his first mixtape. You can see that he has changed a lot since then by this quote of him: “My first mixtape was all about anger, but then everything was sorted out, right?” SUGA explains with a laugh. “I realized that I didn’t know who to be angry with anymore. Finally, I was able to look at myself. I’d been making a weapon out of anger and a sense of inferiority, but around 2018, my self-destructive rage slowly started to subside. I realized that I couldn’t channel creative energy through only those sorts of emotions any longer.” and now a recommendation for future yoongi's music reaction is his song People from second mixtape “‘People’ is my favorite song as well,” SUGA says. “Because it’s a record of four years of my life. I set aside most songs after they’re done, but I find myself relistening to ‘People’ all the time, and I experience different emotions each time I hear it. It’s a song I put on mostly when I’m feeling lonely and sentimental.”

[@erwi2836]

Me too.. 😭

[@wishingonastar1220]

were deep into depression, quite lost in the dark hole and there he was singing this to my lost self. It was like he pulled his hand to get me out from there.. the rest is history. love him and even more for sharing his story with the world.

[@donnareuter6110]

You are correct. You feel every bit of Agust D's emotions. That is why I love him for his honesty. What he shared, so many of us get it. He is a lyrical genius 💜 and has the best way of putting emotions to paper.

[@betysmile3618]

Yoongi is a genius who can make music out of real feelings that affect the heart and soul in a realistic way. His music is what made me become an army. I love his deep lyrics and wonderful music.

[@ruthlessrays9761]

I’m just glad yoongi is still with us today..

[@Yoon4Ever93]

He is brilliant, truly. The way he uses his rap, production, to share human health is incredible. I agree, nothing else like it. Can’t wait for his album!!!!!!

[@flygray7326]

years later, I still remember my first emotions after listening to this song. I sobbed. it was the time when I was just learning the rap line…god I was in shock then. I was flooded with all their mixtapes in one day and the last finished me off that day. I still can't describe this song. I just cry every time I listen to it.

[@stacybrenton5482]

I know that you guys watching your first BTS video, never in a million years thought that you would be "moved" like you have with "The Last." "Boy band," they all say, "Butter and Dynamite! - K-Pop!" I know you've understood the love and admiration of ARMY for awhile now. But until you experience it, one can't explain the depth and intellect that BTS delivers. The fact that you both recognize the authenticity speaks volumes about your own character and values. Thanks again for your open hearts and sharing your reactions.

[@maryannbaxter73]

It takes courage to tell your story to the world. Most people shows their best self, not their weaknesses. The flow, the cadence, his tone, his story..... at the end he says, I am ok now. The Min Yoongi and the Agust D of 2023 i looks very happy, healthy and has mature a lot

[@danisu9393]

this song has been stuck in my heart. how he transforms his life story & experiences into masterpieces will always be outstanding to me. the strongest person ive ever known. i forever stan this man Yoongi/Suga/AgustD.

[@Lilithnunacarrot]

And this made Suga my bias from the rapline. This man is honest af and I had tears when I listened to it the first time.

[@carolynlowrey512]

The korean language is such an expressive one. Well done Suga for being you. Wish you all the best on your tour. 💜💜💜💜

[@squidmerrill9222]

RM and Suga were both underground rappers before joining BTS, and they got a lot of hate from that community once they joined an idol group. People said that they were no longer rappers and that they gave up on 'real' music. The line "My pride that I thought I had sold now becomes my self-respect" connects to this because Suga may have felt like he gave up his pride/dignity as a rapper (selling it to be a part of an idol label), but now that he's more comfortable with himself and the music he makes, he finds that he didn't give it up. And now it reinforces his respect and belief in himself as both an idol and a rapper. This is just my interpretation, but I hope it helps! This song is my second favorite Suga song, right after First Love on the Wings album. In both songs you can feel the emotion, even without knowing what the lyrics mean, and then once you look up the lyrics, they hit even harder. Suga takes you on an emotional roller coaster, making you really feel the hurt in each syllable. For me, I feel like there's a pit in my torso, kinda like when you're dropping in a free fall, and I love the way it makes me stop and just listen, fully focusing on the song.

[@sophia_kim0613]

'Han' is one of the representative word which can explain korean kulture and people. It's too hard to explain and translate in other languages. It's a compound of korean emotions. Koreans understand this emotion instantly after listening 'Han'. Korea is a very small country which should had struggled to survive from foreign invations, independence movement, military dictatorship, modernization forced by dictator and prodemocracy uprising... We are still the only devided country. For understanding the identity of BTS I didn't need many songs..After 'the last','born singer' and 'spring day'...I thought Why I didn't recognize them earlier...and I was very sorry that I didn't support and protect our7 boys as an korean adult. When they released 'Idol', I was so happy.🔥🔥 So I have huge¹⁰⁰ respect for Armys all over the world who are back to support them.👍👍👍👍 Thanks for every sincere reaction. 아포방포💜💜💜💜💜💜💜

[@rush4486]

I cried when I listened to this song for the first time. It disturbed my soul...

[@dohacherkaoui618]

I cry every time I listen to this song it just hit so hard

[@sherlocked6340]

This song dropped on my TL out of nowhere when I didn't know shit about BTS. I was contemplating suicide. Everything was going to hell in a handbasket. I dunno why I clicked on the song, but it saved me. There's so much relatability here, including a car accident that altered the entire course of my life. Yoongi is my one and only true idol. I love all 7 of BTS with my whole heart, but it is Yoongi and Namjoon I have always gone to when things get hard. Yoongi will always be my one and only muse.

[@JaredandJordan]

This is so beautiful. Thank you for sharing, and we are so glad you are still here to share yourself with the world. 💜

[@nataliacoggins6769]

​@@JaredandJordan I know this reply is late! However, the "bleeped out" is the psychiatrist asking if he ever thought about hurting himself or committing suicide! He replies, Yes!!!! The story is that Jin "saved" him and that is why their bond is so strong! It's not just because they are only 3 months apart, with Jin being the eldest or that they were "eternal" roommates! Jin is Suga's blessing!!!!

[@anri2001]

"Which one of you can do it as well as I can?" "Who are you guys pretending to have a hard time in front of?" "My fans, keep your face up proudly," Min Younggi. I'll follow you for the rest of my life.🙏

[@MTAYLOR0613]

Like other ARMY, this sing ripped my heart out when I heard it and still does!!!!! His vulnerability is what makes him my hero! He is a genius and an amazing person with such interesting layers and an ability to live in such a conscious manner. That kind if self reflection is SO hard, many cower from truly seeing themselves. But our dearest Min Yoongi sets remains a role model for everyone no matter the age, nationality, religion, sexuality... he is the best of men with all his flaws and scars!!!!

[@LPnerd]

I don't know when, but there is a persistent story that is mentioned from time to time that has been sorta acknowledged by Suga that JIn didn't feel right about a conversation, or something Suga posted, and he went to his friend and stopped his suicide attempt. In one earlyish interview he was asked about his thought on each member, ( they all were), when Jin's name came up he casually said, " He saved me." many took that as giving credence to that story, but ... Jared, here's a hug to your old self that maybe needed one. I couldn't cry because I was too busy reading the lyrics and wondering when he was going to take a breath.

[@arsy9301]

this song is the reason i had him as my bias. i still remember my initial reaction to this song, i sobbed, because i relate so much with his struggles. and the way his voice cracks and his grunts, pained me. i dont think yoongi ever been this emotional in other songs.

[@irfeemahi9245]

This is one of suga songs where he really pours his heart out about himself 😢❤🎉 yes I know abt panic attacks I had mine in 2015..I could relate very much to suga 😢🎉

[@erika-g4mer_yoongi207]

The growth of this song is just amazing. Every time I hear it I just shake my head 😂😂

[@LS13.]

The doctor and beep part is then referenced with him trying to “sleep” on the bathroom floor… 💔

[@SknezE]

I think the pride part goes back to Idol. I think. He used to think he sold himself out as a rapper by becoming an Idol. People criticize him for that. Now he says his address is Idol. And he respects himself more for making that decision - being part of BTS - which he used to question after all the criticism by other underground rappers. I could be wrong but that's what I thought when first listening.

[@AA-wq1fl]

Totally transparency😢❤

[@sundog6279]

Every time I think about Yoongi's depression (and Namjoon also went through similar things), I seriously wonder every time, "how did they survive?" Because you have so much stress and insomnia and other problems from depression, and even if you are treated, then you immediately return to a huge amount of stress and countless days without sleep, because you are an idol (besides hip-hip idol). I have never had a real depression, but I have circumstances due to which I constantly get an "extra dose of stress & fear". And to live such a life - this is already a torment almost every day, and for many years, and what happened to them when it is amplified billions of times. "How did they survive?" It's absolutely unbearable. (and I just want to say, if we talk specifically about Yoongi, his parents didn't just want another job for Yoongi - he literally fought with parents because of it. and during one comeback, his hair was dyed a bright mint color. his head hurt because of it, and as a result, he couldn't sleep because of it, too. in "BREAK THE SILENCE series", he said that he is still afraid of crowds, but speaking at stadiums - he does not feel this fear, because he feels that people are interested in him.)

[@cheryllambert3461]

Powerful, raw, authentic yet hopeful. Thank you Yoongi 🫶🏻💜🇨🇦 Thank you Jared and Jordan for sharing your feelings 🫂🫂💜💜

[@AliABTS0613]

My top favorite from AGUST D , like who talked in depression in detail like this ?! , He turned his darkness to gold , as an ARMY iam beyond proud of him , he's a legend

[@hayceecontreras9961]

Thank you for making me understand more the song 'Last'. Thank you for being so good at explaining the song. Thank you for blogging. You two are truly amazing. Thank you for appreciating BTS songs. Don't stop blogging please. God bless you both.

[@yumna1633]

Its reactions like these, where you truly get the core of the music and the message, that made me love your reactions initially and keeps me coming back. Because these days half your content is under a pay wall I cant afford (and that which I dont understand sometimes, because you are reacting to free content on youtube) but to each their own ig. Thankyou for this honest and raw analysis, befitting this masterpiece. I hope you're doing better Jordan.

[@Windprinceinfiresman]

This song is an emotional onslaught. The ending always makes me feel mixed emotions.

[@lizzysmom8899]

10:07 Having come out the other side of his personal hell, it would have been cruel to end the song there. Had he not emerged from that state, I would not want him to pretend that everything was ok. But, once you have experienced a change like this, it would be cruel not to share that hope with people who haven't found their way out yet. Only someone who has been in the hell of mental "illness" or a deep depression and self loathing can truly appreciate the depths of despair, but also appreciate the ray of hope this song offers. He's saying that if he could make it out alive, so can you. And you FEEL it. It's not just words.

[@apersonatoall]

I appreciate this reaction so much. thank you for sharing your own experiences and appreciating Suga's work. he's truly transformed so many lives with his music, and im glad he's touched you, as well. much love

[@bbaranski8181]

This hits hard. I stood by helpless, when my son fell into the abyss of depression, anxiety and panic attacks, unable to reach him. I know of Suga's history and admire his courage bearing his soul to the world. I cried. It is exactly that vulnerability, that makes me love him more than any of the other members. Having said that, they were his safety net in his darkest moments, and thank God.

[@dopaminish2099]

Thank you for reacting. After yoongi released people pt 2 I‘m happy for him because it feels like he has some peace now. I‘m a person who is stuck inside of my own thoughts and trapped in my feelings very often, and it’s a blessing and a curse that he is able to put all this into his art. His art is helping me a lot to sort out my feelings because I can relate so much. I‘m so excited and can’t wait for his album. It’s gonna be intense.💜💜💜

[@loriecummings7124]

Thanks🥰 for your great reaction and for sharing it with us! You guys are very intuitive about the members and I really appreciate that! THE MIND IS A POWERFUL FORCE. IT CAN ENSLAVE US OR EMPOWER US. IT CAN PLUNGE US INTO THE DEPTHS OF MISERY OR TAKE US TO THE HEIGHTS OF ECSTASY. LEARN TO USE THE POWER WISELY. Very bold but true words! 💜🥰

[@dora2694]

Oh my god. I don't believe. I was waiting for your reaction to this song. Thank you. I love you, guys💜💜💜💜

[@namjoons_expensivegirl4613]

omg thank you for this..ive been requesting this for a while and when i saw it on patreon i almost cried cause i thought i wont get to see it..."never mind" and " the last" will forever make me cry,.suga is sooo brave to speak up about these since its taboo in korea, and most people there just act as if its not a thing..thank you!!

[@btslove961]

Agust D and Suga poured out his soul with this one, breaks my heart every single time.

[@ellysavaj5656]

Thank you for putting this on KZbin. Your reaction was so good that I feel everyone should have the chance to see. Borahae! 💜💜💜

[@endoraismygma]

Yoongi always leaves me speechless so thanks for saying what I'm thinking even after hearing this multiple times. I'm tap-dancing waiting on his new music, he's off to a great start with his Duet with the lovely IU 💜💕

[@Solny_army]

The Last always has me in a chokehold. It literally takes my breath away like a punch in the stomach, a lump in my throat that prevents me from breathing. Puts tears in my eyes every time.

[@ihniwiad]

I felt you talking about your first panic attack... and I remember for me my brain was screaming to me "this is a heart attack, I'm going to d--" nothing can prepare you for that, and if you don't even know that's what a panic attack can be, it's a mind-blowingly excruciating experience. "My pride that I thought I had sold", to me, harkens back to those early years of him and RM trying to deal with the k-hip-hop community who said they had "sold out" to become popular idols... so this is him saying he finally has come to a place where he realized, he never did sell himself out, he's still the same person and artist.

[@jeremywinston1]

the pride lime refers to being an idol. at the time he didn’t want to think of himself as an idol probably, idol music was something underground rappers and general public shitted on a lot at the time and it was a struggle to be judged just because he was an idol, despite his music being result of hardwork people completely ignored that. RM too considered himself an Artist in the form of an idol rather than just an idol. because suga took this path, he is what he is today and that’s where the self-respect comes from, he is an idol, someone that changed the world despite having that negative label.

[@pems_]

Believe me when I say that this song has a living soul in it, because every time, EVERY TIME, I listen to this song the emotion of this song is always there and never diminishes.

[@sugaholly9912]

Thanks to this masterpice and suga 😭the main reason i decided to become Bts Army and yoongi will be forever my bias💜

[@karlaknapper7616]

I always thought he would be awesome as a metal vocalist. This song really confirmed it for me

[@livelaughlovEnhypen]

You’re reactions and opinions are one of a kind. I love that you take time to analyze and relate to them as much as you can. I also love that the videos are long. You guys are so genuine. I hope you walk and/or are already walking in a flowery path. I’ll share your videos in our armys gc. They will love you.

[@zaddyzain9602]

The Last is a song that I hold with me closely even after years of having heard it for the first time. It had touched me so deeply and gave me so much courage and a mixture of so many emotions. You can feel his raw feelings in the way he's rapping, in the beat, in the lyrics. This song is just simply a masterpiece!

[@Liarkin]

,,this the miust vulnerable ,,a lyrical genuis,,this is the time his in and out of depression,,thats why by his music he save us to be stronger and be brave,,as he says everythings gonna be ok,,nobidy can break him and drag them down

[@donixx77]

Everytime i hear agust d i can feel his pain, he is a great story teller. Even if i wouldnt know the lyrics, i always felt it thru his music.

[@geekyreader34]

I think he meant he sold his pride by becoming an idol although he was an underground rapper. But now he admits I’m an idol and he’s good with that title now

[@fabyji4166]

Yep I think is that too

[@aimanmulla3903]

Firstly, I have been a huge fan of your content for a year now and love how you research before jumping into any kind of song or mv. Secondly, you guys have to check out Outro: Tear from Love Yourself : Tear album. It made me cry so much. I was going through a tough time when I came across it like fate. There are other videos where members talk about what the song means to them. It was made by Yoongi for the members when thoughts and talks of disbandment were circling around. It is very cathartic in nature and the beats either make you feel like crying or jamming or both. Hope you are doing well and thank you for supporting our boys.

[@andreaebeling6320]

This song is just so real,honest and raw!The first time I heard this song I was literally left speechless .The pain and struggle he went through he has now truly triumphed over to become his truest self .I am so proud of him.💜💜💜💜💜💜💜

[@hania.j7483]

okay, fuck, I've just realized something. The line with the beep; in my head it has always been "have you ever TRIED to commit", like actually put words into action. But recently I've watched a few reactions to this song and people always seem to see it as "thought about it". Idk, the thought of it is just so normal to me that I wouldn't see a reason to censor it, but if it was about an actual action then maybe yes. Has anyone else ever interpreted it the way I have?

[@kbaobei03]

I certainly have as well. I feel like the later line about how he tried to sleep on the bathroom floor is another allusion to him actually having attempted it rather than just thinking about it. At least that’s how I interpreted it.

[@eshraq8345]

Ahhhh this songggg 😭😭😭😭❤️‍🔥❤️‍🔥❤️‍🔥❤️‍🔥❤️‍🔥

[@APJ-o9p]

Masterpiece.

[@vitoriadocarmo4204]

I am SO GLAD that you guys put this reaction on youtube, cause this is by far my favorite song from him. I personally share a lot of mental health struggles with yoongi, and this song feels like a letter to myself, that no matter how hard things are, in the end it gets better. When i see where yoongi is right now, how he overcome his struggles, all i think is "if he did, i can do to" and that thought is what makes me keep going most of the days, and it's why i love Min Yoongi so much. Again, thanks for reacting to this song here on youtube, love you guys reactions 💜

[@Katie-bl8xi]

This was the song that turned Yoongi into my Bias Wrecker. It also made me instantly gain a massive amount of respect for him. He is the one person I can say that faced his shadow and fully accepted it and became his true self.

[@elizabethlalnunthari7248]

Suga spit fire🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥👏

[@samanehrezaii2881]

This one was one of the best analysis/listening I had for the last ever , thanks . If you wanna enjoy more listening to the song watch this

[@hellomyvitamin0309]

Thank you for reacting to the last. It is literally my favorite song from him😢

[@sevendipity-vy8dm]

just wanna say that i'm verry impressed that even of your social anxiety you've became such a huge impact on all of us

[@Jaydope_]

This man kill it so hard

[@bluecat8398]

A panic attack is like emotional claustrophobia like your stuck in a box but it's your own body working against you.

[@croco-S2]

the greed lyrics -> magic shop~~~~~~~~~~~~~

[@ksjinjin7827]

"My pride that I thought I had sold now becomes my self-respect" I think people looked down on idols back in the day. SUGA probably only wanted to be a producer or rapper but not to become an idol. But, he agreed to become one and took that opportunity to debut, which later become the biggest boy group - BTS. He thought he lost his pride at first but later, he realized idol lives were not that easy and respected them more. There're artists (creators) vs. idols (who performed based on the direction given by the company). But, that line became blur over the time and idols also made a lot of money later. About the part-time job, many trainees couldn't do part-time job, but to focus on their training. But, many have to support themselves and they worked outside. I think SUGA also did part-time job to pay for his school fees. He did a part-time delivery job and his cycle was hit by a car at intersection. The driver run off and he was left there, I think. He dared not tell his accident to the company because if he had injury, the company would let me go. His whole life was depending on the debut lineup. He needed to debut. He told his members, he fell down the stairs and got hurt. But, actually, his shoulder was broken badly. Later, the company found out and they didn't drop him from the lineup instead they paid for his tuition fees so he didn't need to work outside. But, his shoulder surgery was only done after 7 years when BTS debuted. He couldn't do wide range before and he needed to inject pain killers to continue the tour and performances. Debuting was hard. Because of his injury, it's harder for him than anyone. Before he arrived Big Hit, I think he also attempted to commit s**icide. That's what psychiatrist asked about him. You can see his struggle more in recent music video "Amygadala". He explicitly mentioned about his past struggle. He suffered from depression and usually came back to him everyone and a half or two or three years. Watch Suchawita with RM for more. So, his band members know his cycle of depression.

[@mariaeugeniarodriguez7438]

This is my favorite song of Yoongi.

[@ank5c4]

Watching this today when the news broke about Moonbin of Astro... PLEASE everyone, talk to someone. Every life matters. Tomorrow is always a new day and it WILL get better!!! No more wasted lives, I beg you. Re your reading of the lyrics -In case you guys didn't get it - the 'beep' when talking to the doctor and the 'tried to sleep on the bathroom floor' were in reference to suicide.

[@JaredandJordan]

Your words were very powerful. Thank you so much 🙏🏽💜💜💜💜💜

[@cathyworldpeace4662]

Excited for you guys! I’m going to all shows in LA! Should be so fun! Don’t forget your army bombs, they still have it on USA Weverse. Btw idk if you’ve heard, Suga’s “seesaw” song. It’s about a back n forth relationship! I’m waiting to see this performance! 💜

[@LittleCloud10821]

hey guys! I've been pretty busy and I've missed some videos :( But this one special, I have to watch your reaction to this... it's one of the kind... SUGA... what a song!

[@kakangntlhaokip]

I heard it in one clip that he did cry while recording the song at first he try to re-record it but in the end he dicide to leave it that way

[@emmarika5596]

For me, MV of daechwita is MV for Last Lyrics because It described or visualized this song.

[@cristinarebasti515]

Ciao! La vostra e' la più bella ed emozionante lettura di questa canzone di Yoongi( Suga - August D) . Io trovo lui un autore ed interprete eccezionale ed insuperabile. Come ti tocca il cuore lui, nessuno!🇮🇹

[@SLCx-nb4wg]

Two things to say, the first being that I don't have words to convey my response to the song but I'll try. My first time listening, I froze. I think I may have had to remind myself to breathe. Living with depression, anxiety/panic myself I have always said the hardest part was that there was nothing to hit, no enemy outside of myself to aim at and fight. Then the first part of this song spat itself out with such a raw sharing of his experience that for a moment I could almost point at it. I could almost say, "ah there it is, standing right there." And then on the heels of that, the reminder that yeah, he is, I am, so many of us are fighting, we're fighting that thing and fighting is hard... and fighting doesn't mean broken. I cried for all of us, knowing how it feels and hating that any of us felt that way. The second point: when you said mental illnesses are "just a way of life some people are forced to confront..." thank you for that. Best wishes to you.

[@bangtannies_613]

Just like yoongi said recently, his early AgustD works are really full of anger. but that's what makes it so special to be honest. after knowing everything they have been thru, you feel that it is full of raw honest emotions and like all the pent up emotions have been released and when it all stopped, everything just feels so liberating. this is actually one of my most fave songs. 7:35 thank you for validating this feeling. As a person suffering from anxiety the first years are really hard, you don't know what is happening or what you are feeling and specially people who don't understand often termed the attacks as being paranoid and overacting. Which pisses me off coz people who talk that way never even experience having anxiety attacks. they talk alot but never knew what it felt like.. that is why i love this song so much. the last and first love by suga are one of my faves.

[@hope88545gfd]

yey! another j&j bts video💜

[@mariaeugeniarodriguez7438]

Nevermind is so good by agustd too.

[@flordelizaasmod8349]

That is Agust D in the past.. You check his interview with IU pallete wherein he explain his past on from being August D to being a calm Suga now. This kind of songs is like you having a friend from South Korea that knows how you feel in times of this challenges.. Tnx a lot. BORAHAE

[@anne-miekemuller5512]

Impressive !! maybe Han is something like the Potugese : Saudade. Thank you for analyzing this masterpiece

[@happysaucey5700]

Did you hear the background vocal mocking (during his mental illness) or echoing him throughout?

[@dreamilution2497]

I cried badly when I heard it. That's been my situation since I was a child. I began connecting with him, and he was similar to me. That's my army's journey through Yoongi. The paint same... All mixtape was my struggle. The loneliness, pursuit of the dream, and parents. All same. Thanks Yoongiyaa...

[@veessi.1117]

Forbidden fruit sounds like drugs to me, it makes me think about "Dear my friend" My pride (as a rapper) that i thought i had sold (by becoming an idol) is now my self-respect "my adress is idol, i don't deny it".

[@anindyanabilah3665]

Great reaction as always 💜. Are you guys gonna listen to D2?

[@rosegardine9262]

💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜

[@Onlyroby15]

You can actually hear his emotions...

[@bangtansquad2013]

THE KING AGUST D IS BACK WITH "D-DAY" THIS FRIDAY, APRIL 21ST!! CHECK OUT THE TEASER FOR THE TITLE TRACK "HAEGEUM": kzbin.info/www/bejne/rGWWfGaAoa1oh6s

[@JaredandJordan]

Can't wait!!!

[@rafaelsmith5737]

4:27 5:52 8:46

[@yammylattan2821]

😢 ❤❤❤

[@pjohn1435]

Enjoyed your reaction! BTW, when will you do more Pentatonix? I miss your analysis and research for our Pentatonix.