Sometimes we're Not Okay... and Thats ok. I really am ok, just struggling.

[@cherylparkinson6136]

Hi Jenny , My daughter who had Hodgkin’s lymphoma stage 4 advanced, 3 years of different chemotherapy regime that failed every time as her cancer was refractory, she had trial drug in Oxford & that worked enough to allow her a stem cell transplant, That was all 8 years ago now & she’s cured doing great , But the anxiety & panick attacks were awful 😢 I feel for you so much ! It’s like watching my daughter all over again , I pray 🙏 for you my lovely girl ❤ Same as I prayed for my girl , God bless you darling with a miracle cure xxxxxxx

[@Lupusandme]

That's fantastic for your daughter. I love hearing these stories ❤

[@AlizaDasha]

So glad she is okay now.

[@patimastbrook5278]

❤

[@zeek4749]

My brother went through the same thing as your daughter 😢 I am glad she is ok 👍 my brother was battling for 14 years 😢he had stem cell transplant three years ago he is ok now ❤👍🙏

[@soozilasarge1495]

What a praise ❤

[@JillyBean1968]

I am rewatching your journey all over again beautiful girl! I am so so sorry you have endured all of what this disease took from you! I don’t know how you have hung in there all of that time! (I do understand it was for your kids, Kyle and family). God only chooses his strongest warriors! I miss you so much, but I am also thankful you are not living this hell anymore. May God comfort your family and friends as they try to carry on. 🙏🏼🙏🏼🙏🏼

[@CHELSEABuckhannon]

AMEN ❤❤❤❤

[@lestercombs1871]

Rest easy young lady

[@letsgo1166]

"I'm not sure what to say, but I want you to know I care". Saying prayers everyday, I lit a candle at mass for you and your family. Hugs and love.

[@shernandez2276]

Me too. Offered Mass and prayers. 🙏🏼🩵

[@57Runnergirl]

Oh, Jenny, i'm so sorry you're going through anxiety like this. Just relax and keep doing the things you're doing to get through this. Sending prayers your way. 🙏

[@marleen6507]

Me too, I care and I am praying.

[@matthewthomasjames]

Thank you for reminding me! As Catholics it’s a beautiful thing to offer a Mass for Jenny! It’s such a powerful gift.

[@MaryAliceBean]

Here we are coming up on her one year anniversary and rewatching all the videos still crying for her praying for the family everyday

[@MaybeBaby001]

Hi Kyle. I've been rewatching everything. Miss Jenny alot. Sending love and prayers to you, Ellis and Winnie.

[@susanturner1171]

You guys are in our hearts and prayers

[@interrupted9671]

What a beautiful woman. Not well, hair loss, no makeup and still beautiful. Wishing you peace and comfort. ❤️ from CT

[@flapper883]

She is beautiful and has a beautiful soul.

[@Lissblessed]

I dont have a disability but i do have a face disfigurement that ive had to live with for 28 years and ive never fully been happy and hated life but honestly by watching your videos i think its time i now take control of my life and live and accept everything about me and live life to the fullest and just be happy for what God has given me. Thank you Jenny. ❤ You helped me alot.❤ Im glad i found your videos ❤ Rest Easy

[@JesusFernandez-d8x]

God bless you on your journey. I'll be praying for you. 🙏

[@CHELSEABuckhannon]

GOD BLESS you ❤❤❤❤

[@Wee_ones_Xolito]

Sending the warmest blessings and love. X❤

[@janetmyers3729]

Hi Jenny. My sister is sadly on the same path. I’m so with you on anxiety. Lorazepam saved me after my own diagnosis. All the other things you do (tapping, listening to the conversations of people you love, breath work, etc) she doesn’t want to try. Depression overwhelms her. You do everything there is to help yourself and your family cope and I admire you so!

[@janetmyers3729]

One more thing. She watches reruns of old family comedies over and over especially before trying to sleep.

[@suemoo22]

I’m so sorry for your sister. Prayers for her. ❤️🙏🏼❤️

[@sarahcrain8083]

I'm so sorry about your sister. May peace and comfort be with you and yours.

[@kate-ot5lv]

I am with you on that. Lorazepam saved me after diagnosis and treatment too! Love & prayers to you and your sister.

[@lorileew2337]

​@@janetmyers3729Praying for your sister bless her heart.. Praying she tries something of the things to help her depression and anxiety it does help..

[@LP-hs6yz]

Jenny, why not take the anxiety medication as a scheduled dose every 6 to 8 hours? This way you can 1) take it yourself 2) prevent the anxiety attacks.

[@lwallis62]

Take it at the first sign of anxiety. That is what I do and it helps immensely. Don’t try and handle this all on your own. 🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻

[@supersparkley123]

Yes, I’m not dealing with nearly your amount of life or death situations, but I get anxiety attacks and was waiting to take my as needed med and my doctor told me NOT to wait until I’m having a panic attack to take it, try to use it to prevent one! ❤🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻

[@karendougherty1050]

I agree with taking Ativan regularly - I'm a nurse. Better to anticipate & pre-treat ... on a regular schedule. Don't wait for the anxiety flare-up and then try to treat it. Makes it more difficult.

[@Rebecca-1111]

Yes. Like taking pain meds by the clock not by the pain scale. It's harder to catch up to the pain then to already have it covered. Been suffering stage 3b 10yrs. BRAFV600E mutation. I take mine every 6 hrs. I hate the feeling like breathing through coffee straw feeling. Just keep up on her meds. Well said. I do too.

[@Libranpoet]

I agree. There is no need to suffer as you do with understandably frightening thoughts with all that's going on.

[@jessca_87]

12:59 poor thing developed a phobia from her diagnosis….i hate that she was put thru this at the end stages of her life…God bless her Family and wrap ur entire being around them🙏🏼🩷Rest comfortably sweet Jenny 💗

[@Bethanyview]

Jenny, when you said “My dad is so strong”, the very first thing that popped into my mind is “Jenny, YOU are so strong.” You are the most determined, strong willed gal that I know. Please give yourself credit for all of your emotions. They are honest emotions and they have been earned.

[@jeanmm2996]

Amen to that! That was my reaction exactly!

[@Nutty8114]

I agree we you ❤

[@annetteslife]

I totally agree

[@wandacox6676]

It’s okay to be scared! Cancer is scary! I had ovarian cancer last year and I am in remission but I am still scared of the unknown! Sending prayers and hugs!

[@juliesmoochy3996]

My friend had stage 3 ovarian cancer and after treatment and an operation. She is still here doing marvellous 9 years on. All the best to you ❤

[@andreaconroy3623]

I had ovarian cancer too...stage 3c ...I went imto remission in July 2017 and I'm still here and well 🤞. Good luck for the future.

[@wandacox6676]

Thanks! Congratulations ! @@andreaconroy3623

[@KCBluesJams]

My brother was just diagnosed with stage 4 metastatic cancer and is starting chemotherapy 🙏 hoping for a good outcome for all cancer patients 👍😁

[@ArtandSky]

🙏🏻🤞🏻🙌🏻

[@davdav3945]

🍀

[@emilyleigh2784]

How is ur brother doing now?

[@carolinemole4667]

We love you guys. ❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤ its ok not to be but know we are behind you loving you all the way: ok or not ok. ❤❤❤❤❤

[@taylor3950]

Edit: just got to the bit about your panic attacks. I want to say it helps not to expect fears to be rational but I’m still working on that myself! And it doesn’t make you ungrateful to feel anxious or depressed about the trial. Even though it’s technically a good thing. You’ve been through a lot, there’s still much uncertainty. You’re doing all the right things by reporting any issues accurately. For the anal glands issues, certain dog breeds are definitely more prone to them.

[@Rebecca-1111]

​​@@taylor3950yes pekingese my poor boy had 3 surgeries. I thought the groomer did it. Always ask because they don't and my poor dog was in the emergency vet having emergency surgery because of it. Terrible. Always ask if it's done. My boy lived 16 years. He's in our little family yard in his Lil doggy place with headstone. Pretty boy. Rainbow Bridge Edit:gross but the doggie scooting is a sign your dog needs to go to the vet and have anal glands drained.

[@SandiByrd]

I'll never understand how anyone could be anything BUT kind and sweet and loving to you guys. I just don't get negative comments one single bit. I will leave my random "I love you's" for as long as you keep posting! xo

[@mamarobyn]

💯

[@Simple-d9i]

Ohh Jenny….. panic attacks are scary. There is nothing wrong with you Honey. You are normal. It’s ok to cry. I would be sad everyday. You’re doing great calling someone to be there with you during your panic attack . And you know…. You can always come talk, cry,scream or whatever with us all. You have an Army if people who love and care about you unconditionally. Don’t forget it 🌷🌷🌷🌷💗

[@robinmadsen6360]

Always in my prayers every night 🙏🙏

[@annettepurtle3757]

Love,love your way Jenny ❤️ don’t worry about the panic attacks we’ve all had them. I know I sure do and did 😊your getting stronger that is all that matters,best of luck to you hunny 🍀🍀🍀🍀🍀🩷🥰🤗🙏🏼🙏🏼🙏🏼🙏🏼🙏🏼

[@marykuhn4346]

Bless the Appleford family❤️

[@reldatesso8314]

I find myself watching your videos over and over again you have such a kind soul

[@JulieMackowiak-ng1rt]

Jenny, you are so hard on yourself. We all see you as a strong young woman.

[@caribcarib4337]

Christine in Sister Wives is also a fighter like you - and as far as Flower goes and her glands - I am glad she feels better - my 16 year old Dachshund I used to squeeze them - now the vet takes care of it - as they grow older the glands smell less

[@joannemurray3384]

You are teaching me so much, Jenny. I’m newly diagnosed with lung cancer. We all love you!

[@my-4th-cancer]

good luck to you.

[@aygennegya]

Good luck in your journey. From the bottom of my heart, I hope you will pull through

[@mariechosgaire6984]

❤

[@hayleybonnell8837]

You need to stop eating sugar, carbs, junkfood, meat, pasteurised dairy, table salt and change to organic salads and green vegetables in quantity. Chamomile and lavender tea and coconut oil. I'm a sixteen year cancer survivor ❤

[@AS-md7vv]

Bible , Geeta , Quran ....God is always there to give strength 🙏 when we do not understand the life’s treatment of us ....

[@donnarader2388]

Kyle, don't be discouraged by naysayers who want to pull you down. I have heard another youtuber who had negative comments but they haven't walked in your shoes. They don't know all that your family is going through. I walked down this path with my brother and it was not easy to do. He also had stage 4 lung cancer. From his diagnosis till the time of his death was only 10 months. I wish I could have spent every second with him. Take care of Jenny as I know you will and savor every moment. And do it your way.

[@wendystude6582]

❤love your family. God loves your family.

[@tammytammyr]

God bless you ❤sending you prayers

[@KarenLester-i9f]

No words, going thru same thing, prayer is the only medicine. Thank you Jesus! Praying for you guys.

[@my-4th-cancer]

wish you strength

[@linak7155]

Thoughts come flooding in. Jenny, you are not alone. Jesus sees you, loves you, n is holding you by the hand.

[@harrypotter-mc1sq]

Hang in there friend. Sending you prayers.❤

[@anniesimone]

❤

[@rustythecat2163]

Reliance on the Lord through prayer has a calming influence in the storm. My heart goes out to Jenny and her family. I will pray for you right now. God Bless! BTW, I too am a cancer patient!

[@nurselisa40]

Please tell your nurse everything. She can help you both physically and emotionally. She can explain things so they aren't so scary. ❤

[@bruja8484]

You never have to apologize for content. We all are here because we love you and Kyle and your family. 🖤

[@sandgrownun66]

There's nothing wrong with the content. It's the uploaders choice, what they want to share in public. It's some of the commenter's and their outlandish beliefs, which need challenging.

[@DMV8662]

What does a BLACK HEART MEAN? Why?🤔 Doesn't seem right for some reason?

[@michelelindsey2661]

@@DMV8662 I agree

[@gordonslaunwhite5953]

​@@DMV8662❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤ I saw that too strange

[@shinebrighter3802]

It’s part of your process to think you might stop breathing, it’s ok that you’re thinking about it. You’ve never been in this situation before. Be gentle with yourself ❤

[@SuperGinbob]

Maybe u need stronger anti anxiety pills.

[@SuperGinbob]

Is Jenny’s mom ok? I never hear about her.

[@karinasanchez3285]

💛✨🙏🐞… all the love, light and prayers to you both.

[@songbirds3712]

Kyle, I know Jenny has some concerns about the anxiety, and meds for that. My suggestion would be to have a palliative care or hospice nurse pay a visit to take a look at all her meds, and have a nice talk with Jenny and you about managing the pain and anxiety and the best times to take her meds. They have the time and a huge wealth of knowledge and experience to look at the big picture.

[@tiffany3294]

Very good suggestion.

[@TheMic74key]

Jenny I’m so sorry your in so much pain….I got a cancer diagnosis last year myself. I love to listen to near death experiences of heaven and the after life…. It so calming and peaceful….it may help answer some questions….I listen to Next Level Soul… and if you heard of Anita Moorjani story, it brings so much peace….may God bless you on your journey… I’m praying for you and your family.

[@sarahcrain8083]

God bless you.

[@Rebecca-1111]

Sounds like your ready? HalleluYah. Nice to have His peace. I love to listen to them as well. Brings peace.

[@andreaconroy3623]

I love to listen to them to...gotminto them during my own cancer treatment when it looked so bleak. These stories really give your heart some peace.

[@XxMomentSpeedxXShinkou]

My Mom has stage 4 lung cancer, these videos are very inspiring to her. Thank you for making them

[@isabelcarballo6183]

I pray that your mom will be safe ❤

[@purplephoenixartbymicheled9298]

🌬❣Sending healing prayers and Angels to your Mom. Love from one cancer patient to another. 🌬❣💋🙏😇

[@user-ok3df7uy5t]

​@@purplephoenixartbymicheled9298Please write the text of the healing prayer, I will read it too.

[@Nutty8114]

🙏

[@karendavidson6272]

🙏🏻

[@leahfraser-wd9bh]

Jenny is suffering it makes me sad everybody’s life is mapped out and sometimes you have to let go you have to think about quality not quantity

[@kristyhines7443]

Jenny please don’t feel bad for needing to take your anxiety medicine. That’s what it’s for, and why suffer through them? It’s ok to take them sweet girl! ❤

[@marlz672]

It’s ok to not be ok Jenny… You have an army of supporters behind you, praying for you daily. God is with you always. Rest, and let Him guide you. ♥️

[@ritastutler1470]

@@fufurabumbackaHe is always with you in bad times and good times. Thank God for prayer..made not cure her , but His plan not ours. We want Jenny well. We don’t always get what we want. I still believe in miracles. Much love ❤❤❤❤

[@sarahrupert5320]

@@fufurabumbacka well, ouch. Geez. I get it that you’re not religious (which is of course completely ok-I’m not really either), but was that really necessary? It just seemed kinda mean.

[@almaconnor9171]

@@fufurabumbackamean spirited ugly comment. Try to control your hatred.

[@drddianesbryant]

@@fufurabumbacka, please don’t make it sound like she is being punished for not praying enough! Maybe you didn’t mean for it to sound like that, but it did! My loving God knows our hearts and answers prayers through our thoughts and needs.

[@sandgrownun66]

Prayers don't work, that's why we have hospitals.

[@havecourageandbekind9605]

Oh my Jenn, when you sang “Won’t you be my neighbor “ as Kyle was tying your shoe I lost it! Girl, you’re hysterical! ❤

[@Asyd739]

Me too!🎉

[@memesissydollar3080]

Oh Jenny Darling , All I want to say right now Is “ I Love You & I can’t Hardly wait to here More great news soon. From your Team ❤. MY aunt is in treatment right now at City of Hope in Ga. Triple Neg BC - Aunt had her second breast removal last week Jenny /Kyle ,Is it ok if I send y’all some gifts & what addresses to use please let me know . WE LOVE YOU ALL ! . Jenny , You Are So Special “ Kyle ,You are So Special as well as Amazing . My husband is and has been my full time care giver for the last 5 years plus so I can relate to a lot .

[@VictoriaT47]

When I had breast cancer I had panic attacks too. Not nearly as bad as you have but scary none the less. When we face our own mortality, I think a panic attack is in order. Scary thoughts sneak in no matter what. You hang in there kiddo. You’ve got this! Always in my prayers.

[@LoriJones-bp4uh]

Agree! I have breast cancer and overwhelming anxiety!!

[@charleneevans96]

Prayers @@LoriJones-bp4uh

[@tinavermeulen9408]

I am happy for you being approved for the additional clinical trial, I would just love to be able to reach out and help you in one way or another. You're a beautiful family 💗

[@tinavermeulen9408]

😢 I love you Jenny❤

[@quietviolet]

Sweet friend!! ❤ I sort of understand how you felt in that moment. I had cancer years ago but had a stroke just a few ago, and that “I’m dying right now,” panic is HARD. It’s the anxiety speaking crap thoughts into your head. Sending LOVE and deep breaths! 💨 🫁

[@michelletucker9023]

Sending prayers for you as well.

[@jaymerichards677]

Prayers for both of you. ❤

[@shernandez2276]

Sending hugs and prayers your way quietviolet. ❤

[@LeahMoor-jy7re]

Sorry to hear that try some b vitamin complex and maybe cell food help put oxygen in blood

[@paulphillips3783]

Not all superheroes wear suits. You guys are the true definition of inspiring. Nothing easy is worthwhile. It's a blessing you have each other. Thank you so very much for sharing. Big hearts.

[@ReadingswithLinda]

My brother has had panic attacks his entire life. You feel like your dying. There is nothing wrong with you. The anxiety is normal and so is how the attacks feel. You are normal. You are brave. You are courageous. You are loved.

[@carolynhall1302]

We're all behind you all the way Jenny. The way you conduct yourself in the most difficult of life experiences is truly inspiring. You have nothing to apologise for ❤

[@InvisibleVicky]

Oh Jen I miss you so much

[@Lisa.Halloran]

So precious, that is how I describe the Applefords and their family support system. Sending hope, strength, healing and peaceful minds.❤

[@ashleybergstrom8934]

AMEN

[@rebeccaweaver7714]

Yes Jenny , your father has shown you the best medicine and advice for your panic episodes. The Bible is the place to go for the ultimate comfort. Please have faith in the Lord to deliver you from your difficult times. I can already see the relief you are feeling following your dad's intervention 🙏. I will keep praying for you as you go through each trial, and have faith in the best outcome for you

[@brendagirard3263]

Amen sister Rebecca we will be praying and we want her to have peace and God loves her so much and we've all begun to love her too haven't we? Only Jesus he loves all of us and he's made a place for all of us in heaven when we call in his name all it takes is repentance and believing that he died on the cross for us doesn't take going to church or lighting a candle it doesn't take saying a bunch of Hail Mary I never even knew what that was except for football cuz I never went to church for I got saved. Jeremiah 29:11 says that God knows us all so well, this is a verse I wrote down in my baby book for my son who is now 34 years old. I just want to write it down for Jenny and all of you to remember that our times are in God's hands and he knows he will give us time on this Earth but then we all have an expected end in his time we can't live forever but we can live with Jesus. Eternity is a long time and I hear Heavens a beautiful place. Jeremiah 29 versus 11 + 12 says for I know the thoughts that I think towards you saith the Lord thoughts of peace and not of evil to give you an expected end then show you call upon me and you should go and pray unto me and I will hearken unto you and then you shall seek me and find me when you still search for for me with all your heart.❤

[@lydiamoore142]

God is bigger than all of us. He has this, Jenny. Many prayers and hugs for you.

[@rebeccaweaver7714]

@@brendagirard3263 May Jenny find the comfort and blessings through hearing these words and the healing touch of our gracious Lord's hands.

[@CHELSEABuckhannon]

AMEN ❤❤❤❤

[@ejrashaw]

Air hunger causes anxiety, it's the body's natural response and nothing is wrong with you ❤ hoping your team can find a better solution for your anxiety. You're a rockstar 😎

[@jenniferhuckfeldt7631]

why havent drs explained this to her? reason for constant anxiety meds!

[@marsharowaihy6725]

@@jenniferhuckfeldt7631 What is air hunger?

[@Karen-x4h2b]

WE LOVE YOU AND YOUR FAMILY SOOOOO MUCH!!!!! YAYYYYYY, YOU WERE APPROVED FOR ANOTHER PILL, FOR THE CLINICAL TRIAL!!!! PLUS, A BEAUTIFUL BREEZY, SUNNY DAY!!!!!!! ❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤

[@meaowsandwhistles]

Jenny you are an inspiration for others battling cancer, much love and prayers to you dear❤❤❤

[@beverleyseaby4464]

DearestJenny, I’m so glad your Dad helps you with verses from the bible and worship songs. One of my favourites is ‘in Christ alone’ such meaningful lyrics. I pray for you everyday that you may have God’s peace which passes all understanding. Much love. Beverley from England. Xxxx

[@Luvlacegrl]

You’ve got to stay ahead of these panic attacks for your own peace of mind and also for Kyle and the kids. Take it as often as the Rx says to take it….even if you feel you don’t need it at the time. Just do it. Praying for you sweetheart.

[@marykelley5182]

Jenn this was a blessing to me to hear you just sit and chat w us all. You are loved and admired !! In my prayers. 🤍75 y o grandmother who loves you young people.

[@stacyparks2601]

Been a while since you updated us...Hope all is going well. I think everyone should try to only post positive thoughts...Jenny and Kyle are going thru a lot and sure don't need to read negativity. Life for them is tough enough that they don't need to be brought down. Be Kind and Make Good Choices! ❤

[@victoriariley7490]

The Pog family❤

[@StayTrue145]

Who is writing negative? I never saw any negative comments on their channel

[@KelluyPowell-1985]

@@StayTrue145 Kyle posted a video of Disneyland and had to remove it there were so so so many attacking downright vicious hateful comments. They need to be brain damaged to leave this sweet couple a mean comment now....

[@vielkadenerson2534]

@@KelluyPowell-1985 : Some people are worst than animal , so sad !

[@LindaMoon-xq1qm]

​@@KelluyPowell-1985Well, discernment on what to publish publicly is the responsibility of the posters...RIP Jenny the Gemini ♊

[@mayaluna11]

Sometimes I have shortness of breath when my auto immune disease flares up. Despite treating patients with anxiety and teaching anxiety management skills, I struggle when gasping for air. With medically induced PTSD in addition, it's no wonder that the panic takes over. The panic doesn't diminish your strength Jenny. Sharing your reality and fears is an extremely courageous, strong thing to do. My prayers for you continue ❤

[@juratepletzke7180]

Jenny, you are so loved by so many people. Your fight is not over yet, you're just going through some very difficult days. Your army of supporters continues to pray for you and sends you virtual hugs ❤

[@CeciliaBGibson]

I just started watching your cancer journey. How generous and brave you are to share these usually guarded, secret feelings and emotions. When life hits hard, so many close up, but not you and your husband. You have opened your hearts and shared. I know that your gesture of love is and will be an encouragement and comfort for anyone facing life threatening illness themselves or a loved one. I am praying g that you know Jesus and have a relationship with Him. I have experienced an unreal sense of peace and comfort, and reduced pain and all over mind thoughts and emotions. In the Bible God explains that it is a Peace Beyond our understanding and I have received it in my own lie. So, if you don't know The Lord and actually have a relationship with Him (yes, it's possible, it happens all the time for millions of people and it is an u believable way to live) I'm praying someone near you will share The Gospel with you. I have been praying for your healing, protection, and provision for your entire family and friends. I pray you will hear God's voice calling you to follow Him and whatever that will look like for you. I pray He will give you that peace, love and joy in your soul even in this time of pain, fear, anger, doubt and sadness. I am praying for miraculous healing of every cell of your body, and as you wait you will continue to receive the courage, wisdom and love God has for you!!! With God's Love and in The Name of Jesus I pray for you in Ohio. Cis

[@14umargarita]

I hope all is ok!

[@debbieoliver303]

Prayers and blessings to this precious family.♥️🙏

[@jeneinstein]

You're so beautiful. Anxiety and panic attacks are so debilitating and it is absolutely ok to not be ok. I used to have panic attacks every single day, and I don't even have cancer. You're dealing with some real, legit fear -- give yourself grace when you feel this anxiety and panic. One day at a time... and when that's too hard, one minute at a time. You have so much love surrounding you.

[@janechestney4425]

Aww Jenny, please don’t cry. You are so brave and doing so well. It’s only natural you get panic attacks with all that you have been through. Sending a big virtual hug xx

[@EmptyAccountNobodyHere]

Your dad sounds like a truly amazing dad, Jenny. No wonder you turned out to be such a beautiful person 💗 We’re all with you in prayers and spirit, my dear. Sending so much love and strength for your suffering 🙏🏼

[@LindaMoon-xq1qm]

Where's her mom?

[@Teddypup08]

Your dad sounds so precious. How wonderful to have such a supportive, loving father and husband. Much love to you, Jenny!

[@terryjenkerson1292]

Is Jenny’s Mom around too?

[@LoriJones-bp4uh]

Jenny has such a great sense humor. I love the way she expresses herself. Kyle…gets the award for being a wonderful husband. I pray a complete healing for Jenny ❤️🙏

[@sandgrownun66]

Prayers don't work, that's why we have hospitals.

[@kayamehagan2672]

Dear Lord, help this family and bless them in this stressful time. Give each of them peace so that they can enjoy the time they have with family.

[@sandgrownun66]

@@kayamehagan2672 Don't we have free-will. Where your god doesn't get involved with people whilst they're alive. However, you're asking him/her/it to intervene in human affairs. Which is it? It's either one or the other.

[@kayamehagan2672]

@sandgrownun66 I am praying for a family who is struggling. It is also my free will to pray for them. If you do not believe in prayer, then don't pray. You don't have the right to tell anyone to stop praying. They need prayer, so I prayed. God does give us free will, but you have a misguided view of how prayers work. We pray to the God who sent his son to die to save us for the sins of everyone. It then becomes our choice that determines whether or not we decide to accept the gift from God or not. God does get involved in our lives and helps us even when you think he doesn't. Healing on earth isn't always what we need, so God heals them by sending them to heaven where they can't hurt anymore. Also, the family asked for prayer, so why does it matter if I pray for them? They asked, so why should that bother you?

[@sandgrownun66]

​@@kayamehagan2672The reason prayer is useless is not a belief, it's a fact. Something that god-botherers choose to ignore, unless it suits there purposes. Such as using man-made medicine when they're sick. Instead of just praying to their god for healing. There are a couple of controlled studies that prayer was ineffectual. Whatever you contend, god apparently decided to use the hands-off approach. This was a convenient excuse to account for the fact that your god does nothing to save the lives of people who are sick or in need of trouble. An example of this would be the over three million children your supposed god watches die from starvation every year, and does nothing about it. Children that will never grow up to have kids of their own. So your god is either an uncaring monster, or he/she/it doesn't exist. Which of those two options is the correct one. Based on logic, reason and facts, I would posit the latter. Then you have to bring in the god/man hybrid, who sacrificed himself to himself, in a pointless exercise, during a cr@ppy weekend. Was a second reboot after the flood really necessary? Why muddy the waters, as to whether your religion is monotheistic, or not. Three into one doesn't go. Whoever came up with that hair-brained idea, should have been laughed at. Rather than told to run with it. You state that god sends sick people to heaven. Does that include all people? Or only the "good" ones, who also happen to follow the same brand of religion. What about the eight out out of ten, who didn't happen to be born where you you were? If you'd been born in India, you'd be a Hindu. They also believe in reincarnation, which is antithetical to anything you believe in. Pray if you want to, but there's no value in it. There are so many videos, where everyone is singing from the same hymn sheet. What's wrong with reality check, based on reason, logic, facts and truth?

[@geraldinekelly1301]

I am a catholic Jenny and I am praying so hard for you and your beautiful family. I remember you all in every mass that I attend which is daily. This week I have a good feeling about you and I think good times are ahead of you all. I'll be keeping the prayers up here. Lots of love from Ireland xx

[@karenhoehn1897]

So sweet..I am too and include her in my prayers as well..she is pretty special, hoping God grants a miracle 🙏🏼❤️

[@amberjohannes9817]

I also am your prayer warrior 🙏 ❤...

[@amberjohannes9817]

@@karenhoehn1897 if anyone deserves one Jenny and her family does... 🙏

[@lovereigns4017]

Ah, Jen. What possible words of comfort can we give? Your cancer is messing with your mind. Must be very, very hard on you and Kyle. Please know we are with you in spirit, always. ❤❤❤

[@seeclearlynow2123]

Jenny…you have this amazing gift of making me laugh (Flower farts, say excuse me🤣) through my tears with you. My continued prayer AND CONFESSION is that you will be healed. God bless your dad for sharing the Word of God with you, for NOTHING is impossible for Him! Much love Jenny, and for Kyle, your amazing husband and your children.💕🙏😊

[@brifronczek]

Jenny the only thing more inspiring than your beautiful face is all the love you're getting in the comments. Just know every day thousands of folks are praying and sending love and good vibes for you. You are special girl 💖💜👏🥰

[@baseballmomof8]

Amen.

[@esther2376]

I was diagnosed with breast cancer in 2019. My biggest fear was not to see my children grow up. That’s what I held on to. I understand your anxiety. The idea your kids could lose you is just so devastating. Your kids are so young….it breaks my heart to see you struggle.

[@gloriawingate5183]

🙏🏻

[@lyndalanko9756]

Kyle, I just experienced what I call a Jenny angel. I have never had any ladybug’s in my house, but today I had a silver round Beatle on the wall. I never ever saw such a beautiful bug, didn’t know they existed! I have followed your journey and have prayed for your beautiful family. It’s so difficult to realize your lovely Jenny is in heaven. I’m praying for you and the family!

[@leighstevens4300]

Hey Jenny. I just wanted you to know I had severe panic disorder for years and I'm also a registered nurse. So, for the nurse part in me, your breathing just doesn't stop like that. If you are up and around walking and talking, your breathing just doesn't stop. Now for the panic disorder part of me, anxiety feeds on itself meaning once you get yourself amped up with panic, it keeps on going until you break the cycle. So, to break the cycle, you have to take control of your breathing and utilize your anxiety medication. My suggestion is to take it as often as your prescription says you can. This way it will keep you calmer and keep your panic to a lesser degree. If you wait until you are in a full blown panic attack, it make take 2-3 doses to feel you have it under control. The worst thing about anxiety was that I would sit there and wait for the next one to occur. Don't sit and anticipate the next one because once you take control of them, they will start to get fewer and further between. Stay strong. You and your family are in my prayers.

[@yoop177]

Take control of the anxiety and not let it control you.

[@SaintBernardPuppies]

You are kind to take the time to explain. You, obviously, help many. We need more like you.

[@sherryrn9909]

I'm a nurse also and I agree. Take it around the clock as often as prescribed. Prevention is a lot easier than trying to control it after its a full blown attack. You are strong and handling all this with such grace. Your in my prayers. We love you all and I hope things will get better for you. You have a wonderful family and support system . Xoxo

[@FrancesJones-d5q]

We love you Jenny and you are in my daily prayers. I also have anxiety or panic attacks. I try to take my medication as needed if I feel an attack coming on. I used to be afraid of thinking I would become addicted to my medicine if I took it to often, but I quickly overcame that thought. Know that we love you and to see you smile and laughing about Flower was refreshing. Just keep calling your dad who has a lot of widsom. Bless you and your wonderful husband and precious children.

[@saramovsesian7497]

As a medical provider I am telling you that there is psychotherapy and the right one can help you take control of it. Meds just make you be dependent on them, the more you take the more you require and in the future you constantly need to titrations the dose upper and upper. Need to figure what’s works for you in a form of psychotherapy. Also Psychiatrist make you he dependent you benzos so you just keep going back like a drug addict. It is not a solution!!!

[@darlenepietzak9847]

I went through cancer treatments and I started taking Clonazepam for my anxiety. I also took an antidepressant. It helped me quite a bit. I still take the antidepressant, but don't need the anxiety meds. You are all in my prayers. ❤🙏❤

[@maviewavie2326]

I found Paxil to be a lifesaver - more than Xanax over time. Wish they would add a medication like that for her as a preventative.

[@Leslie_ann_h]

I get IVIG maintenance therapy for CIDP. I have to pre dose twice with hydrocortisone, twice with hydroxyzine once with hydromorphone and once with clonazepam in an attempt to minimize IVIG induced aseptic meningitis (I have several other severe chronic illnesses along with chronic pain). However, my psychiatry provider has me on dextromethorphan with a upper limit of 90mg (3 30mg doses allowed a day) for my depression.

[@maramirkin3325]

PS: you have every right to be emotional and overwhelmed. Do lean on people, they want to be there for you! Even if only to listen and hold your hand. I’m glad your dad is able to comfort you.

[@keirascott-wv1oy]

Awww your dad sounds amazing, that’s great what he’s doing, you really have great family around you❤️

[@terid2401]

Love you Jenny ...I have severe panic attacks due to shortness of breath ...pursed lip breathing really helps ..breath into your nose and exhale out of your mouth...the first few seconds are tough but you will see how your shortness of breath isn't bad so your panic attack eases..also counting out of order really helps ie: 2,28,4,56 any number that comes to mind it really helps ...Be still, and know that I am God. Psalm 46:10 🙏💜

[@akiramado9198]

Ever tried the alternate nostril breathing? I find that very helpful also give it a try sometime.

[@cindys6683]

Sending love and continuing to pray for you and your family.❤

[@isaflechas]

I will try this! Thanks for the suggestion! Hope it helps Jenny! ❤

[@terid2401]

@isaflechas Google how it's done it really works..I have a severe progressive lung disease...when I was first diagnosed I went to a respiratory rehab. and that's where I was taught ...God bless!!!

[@julesoxana]

Rest in Peace Jenny, We love you❤ You will always be in our hearts❤ God be with you and all of your families, friends and loved ones✝️🙏🤍

[@Mika77Top]

Love from Poland. Wishing you strength🌹🎯♥️

[@aliciajeanguenat2139]

Stay strong Jen! You got this beautiful mama ❤️

[@sarahbarclay1650]

I’m sorry you’re scared on these days, Jenny!! You’ve got this baby doll!!!! Kyle, you’re absolutely sooo precious!!! That homemade meal sounds delicious but more than anything it was soooo thoughtful!!!! Praying for you guys!!! ♥️

[@angelab-cj8yy]

Understandable that you are having difficulty with anxiety…. So much hardship! If you didn’t - we wouldn’t think you were human. Know you seriously have an army here in prayer and sending all the love and rest you deserve …. Kyle - you are a hero man. Fist bump 👊

[@vickitennison1988]

Dear Jenny and family our prayers are with you all your fighting spirit, and Kyle's devotion to you and the children is a beautiful thing we're all hoping for the best with the trail you are going thought God is with you all❤❤❤❤

[@mariec4275]

Your dad, what a blessing. I’m so grateful for your dad and words of wisdom, godly wisdom.

[@savgirl3413]

Bless her heart. She didn’t even look the same over the year she got real sick. It’s so sad. She literally doesn’t sound the same or look the same!

[@LindaMoon-xq1qm]

I think she is beautiful ❤️ here

[@lesliewisdom5437]

You bear "the weight of your sadness and fears" with such grace, Jenny and its beyond understandable that you experience anxiety. The pillars of strength: your dad, Kyle, your sister, children, friends and family are WITH YOU. Thinking of you and praying daily. ♥️

[@Jerseyboondocks]

That's what I always notice every video. The grace she shows through this. I am almost certain that I wouldn't have this much grace in this situation. I would try of course, but...

[@jackiebilder9523]

@@Jerseyboondocks she's stronger then she knows. I see such strength and bravery. You don't always have to be brave. Xox thinking of you. I know long term illness it sucks but your doing as well as you can.

[@bonnytaylor7558]

We are all with you too Jenny ❤

[@GleespenDesigns]

Praying for you and your family ❤

[@joycevannatta]

Lavender is your color! Brings out those beautiful eyes. Take your anxiety medication at least twice a day for now. You got this and I’m praying for you every day. When I say you I include Kyle, Ellis, and Winnie.

[@carolannid2390]

Not being able to breathe is scary, scary. Of course you may have a panic attack. Sending you love, support, & understanding. Praying sooo hard for you! 🙏💕

[@Chelbsn]

Jenny, try to give yourself some slack. Cancer is scary and I know that you know this already, but I think it's worth repeating. It's absolutely OK to not be OK. It's okay to allow yourself to feel crappy and sad. You have bad days and you also have good days. I'm surrounding you with so much love and strength. PS I absolutely love your ghost and your Halloween tree. And, you are an amazing Mom. The way you told Ellis how talented he is with sound and beats...that is everything💙

[@truthprevails7085]

Dear, sweet lady had to endure so much. Love to you, Jenny! You’re in a much better place now than any of us. God bless your beautiful family, who are so kind, like you were. We missss you!💐💔🙏

[@user-crpsdiaries]

Glad you got through it. Our former dog of 15 years had terrible anal gland issues. We almost had to have them removed. He had an autoimmune disease and once he finally got on biologics that issue stopped. It took about 13 years though. He went through a gambit of other meds first for his autoimmune disease. It's the worst smell ever. Maybe Flower has an infection. Be kind to yourself. It must be so scary. Sending a virtual hug.

[@bobbybooker2123]

Poor quality dog food causes lots of problems. Dogs should not be eating corn unless they will otherwise starve to death. People should not be eating corn unless it is organic. Glyphosate increases homocysteine, a known risk factor for cardiovascular disease, and disrupts the gut microbiota. Decreased gut microbial diversity has been associated with a range of conditions including autoimmune diseases. Please check out dogfoodadvisor and feed your dog a decent preferably grain free food. 4 Health is a decent brand for a decent price. Pay now or pay later. Some dog foods do not even contain probiotics. I hope it's not too late for your dog.

[@josiedickson6959]

Yes agree ..smell is awful hopefully gettingcleared up now ..poor Flower ..and family.

[@Stacie2440]

My heart feels for you. You were given a timeline and you don’t know how or when that time will come so it’s totally normal for you to be scared when you can’t catch your breath. You have a support system who’s there to support you and that includes listening to your fears and wiping away the tears. Always🙏🏻 for you. 💗

[@wishingyoupeace]

I love Kyle’s smile. Such a good heart.

[@caroldenyer3948]

Fellow Adenocarcinoma sufferer. Listen to your body and respond accordingly. The increase in appetite is an excellent sign. I eliminate sugar and carbs as Cancer is fueled by glucose fermentation. I also shut Cancer's ketone (S.C.O.T.) pathway by supplementing with lots of garlic, red algae, garcinia, ALA and black seed oil. Truly feel connected emotionally with you and Kyle. Praying that the oral meds are taking effect and that you can muster up.the mebtal energy to gain an emotional handle on the situation. Always here for you. Carol (Functional Practitioner and Medicinal Chemist).

[@mamat5264]

I have stage 2 breast cancer, double mastectomy, radiation complete. Woods love some nutritional tips and supplement tips. All I get from the oncologist is take your hormone blockers.. very reluctant to start those. Just want my energy back and to feel ‘normal’ again.

[@loveallie5399]

I have messaged these things before. Graviola, Turmeric, and much more. I hope they are seeing this.

[@caroldenyer3948]

@@mamat5264 If it is a estrogen positive breast cancer you need to take the meds but also look into Sulforaphane but talk to your oncologist first. High fibre KETO diet with good fats and proteins e.g. avocado, nuts will help.

[@ChristineB3604]

Jenny you are ALWAYS in my prayers daily! Hearing Kyle comforting and reassuring you warms my heart, I'm so glad you have him and you're dad to ease the anxiety for you!!! Please know how much you are loved by this community YOU built!!!❤️🙏❤️

[@ashleybergstrom8934]

I hope should I ever go through something like Jenny, I have a Kyle.

[@ChristineB3604]

@@ashleybergstrom8934 I totally agree!!!

[@TMarie1111]

Hi Jenny💖 Yes, my Doodle has to have hers emptied by our vet monthly & we added probiotics & watch her diet closely… they have even had to have a surgical flush done… poor babes! 🐾❤️‍🩹🐾🌻

[@jeff6899]

I join 10's of thousands on here as often as possible to contribute positive energy & to PRAY for Jenny & Kyle to get through all this with the VERY best possible outcome. Continued deep Blessings !

[@DianeGregory-t4c]

Diane here in Melbourne Jenny and Kyle. We are all with you, the ups, downs and everything in between. Do what you have to do, feel our love and support

[@rhondahelfrich2563]

Miss you Jenny 💞 praying for you Kyle and your sweet family 💖

[@jojoFranklin]

Such a team. Kyle, you are truly the most wonderful man, & Jenny, if anyone deserves the perfect man, it’s you. It would be beyond weird if you didn’t feel anxious. You continue to radiate life and beauty. I believe in that clinical trial.

[@sherylmorris9646]

I was a caregiver for years. We were not always as good to each other and kind as you too. We were so tired of feeling crappy and exhausted.

[@dianehess5520]

I’ve been in your shoes and we certainly had our bad days, a long term illness is extremely trying on all who are involved.

[@angiecarver3999]

Please please lean on your family- they want you to. They don’t want you holding this burden by yourself. I promise you they are more than happy to help you through these moments.

[@joane.3533]

Dad's are great in handling the really tough stuff. I felt your emotions when you were talking about him. You are not alone and we all care so much about you.

[@thehattersmadness1957]

Keep up the good fight Jenny! Bless your whole family. I had breast cancer 35years ago. One of the iv meds that made me really sick was bright red. Being an Rn, for years every time I would see a bad of red fluids, I would start gagging.❤😊

[@janetheteach]

The Red-Devil Bag

[@murdershe......7378]

My daughter has acute leukaemia and has been having doxrubicin as part of her intensive treatment and I am with you, I hate the sight of the red bag when it gets delivered even though I am hopeful it will kill the lymphoblasts the side effects are so awful to watch a loved one go through. I hope you are doing well now and are cancer free all these years later.

[@thehattersmadness1957]

@@janetheteach Exactly!!

[@thehattersmadness1957]

@@murdershe......7378 I am doing well but for many years the fear was real with every scan and check up.

[@kathleendevolder7015]

Dear Jenny, I can hear the fear of the 'unknown' in your voice. I'm hoping you can get your anxiety attacks under control. You have so much going on at once - it raises my anxiety levels!! We have an entire prayer mass in your name this week. Hope you can feel all the prayers & positive energy being sent your way. I saw 2 lady bugs on my porch just now & it made me think of you & your extended family! Hang in there!! 🐞🐞

[@naomisgram1]

I love that your dad uses scripture and hymns to give you comfort! That is something that really helps me when I am anxious and worried. The Psalms are especially good. If you have your own Bible, try turning there and read a little at those anxious times ❤