Jessica Davis | Feel something

"In the night"
Why do I put myself in these positions or situations...or whatever you call this place I'm in rn? I don't want to address this, because I've never ever talked or addressed this to anyone in my life before. I've never said it out loud. I haven't accepted it, i guess. I wanna just hide and pretend like nothing but that feels wrong. I can choose to not upload this, but that feels wrong too. Since I made it, and it's coming from somewhere, and is complete. I didn't have to put the two last quotes in there though, I could just pretend this was another random video...but then again that also feels wrong omg. I'm a mess, can you tell? This is probably why i can never ever show anyone IRL this channel, cause its all sorts of messed up. Its like im sharing more on here than with my therapist lol.
But I keep thinking that if I feel like this, and this character feels like this, someone out there, a boy, a girl, a women, a man, a young person, an old person, all genders, all ages, everyone, cause I don't discriminate and neither should you cause this happens every single day. These feelings aren't singular. I'm not the only person feeling like this, you're never alone in a feeling, no matter how alone you feel in the moment.
My heart breaks for this character, you don't even know. I feel so guilty still and I hate that. I wish I could face it head on and be done, but I cant. I probably never will and it sucks. But my past does not define me, and your past shouldn't either. You can rewrite your story at any time. You can hold your head up high, take a deep breath and push through hard times. Life is worth it, don't let fucked up people ruin your chance at your only life.
I love every single person who read all this. I'm still in shock at how amazing you all are. I can’t express enough how meaningful you are. I love you.

[@saraht.8822]

i love this song. but good lord the way alisha boe portrays jessica's trauma and character development this season. i'm also so sorry you experienced this. you don't ever have to be over it, until you're ready. i hope you find yourself once more and are able to feel comfortable, safe in your own skin again.

[@xbreathinrecords]

this video is absolutely stunning, i love how you put all the elements and layers until Jessica's storyline and what she went through, everything about this video SCREAMS MEANINGFUL, SCREAMS HOW RAPE CAN LITERALLY CHANGE EVERYTHING AND HOW A PERSON FEELS ABOUT THEMSELVES NOW, IT SCREAMS A STORY THAT NEEDS TO HAVE JUSTICE. IT SCREAMS DIRECTION, BEAUTY AND MEANING. Thank you for showing this video into a crime that needs to be justified. Thank you for making this video. You are incredibly amazing and i love your videos so much. Thank you!

[@lilyamcswagger4899]

The 7 dislikes are from the baseball team

[@s6rcery]

I- omg ur a icon

[@buw3623]

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[@kyee9337]

25 now wow 😞😞😞😞😔😔😔😔😔😔😔😔😔

[@howcouldyounotknowlady9978]

@@kyee9337 24 now wow😶

[@Samia-2003]

I felt the exact same way due to after effects of my sexual assault

[@delaneywells9158]

It has been two years since. I was sexually assaulted. And I still can't move on or heal . I had a bad panic attack . I could not breathe. And I wanted to scream all my pain out.

[@fienwillems3619]

Delaney Wells how are you now ? Are you okay ? Can you talk to someone ? :) please know that you’re not alone and it was not your fault !

[@fienwillems3619]

Delaney Parker Im SO sorry to hear that... no one deserves to go through something like that :/ you’re so so so strong & I’m so proud of you that you have the courage to share your story !! 🤍

[@ariajade7852]

Delaney Wells Don’t feel bad it’s been almost a decade for me for one of them..

[@jamie1800]

same hope you're okay

[@musicl0vrr]

Jessica Davis, deserved the whole world, she was broken, scared, and tired of all the people around her. Bryce Walker changed many lives and even ended one. Jessica Davis is a survivor and always will be. Jessica was my favorite character for so many reasons, and the first one I would say is that she is so so strong, and if you are reading this and you are going through something like Jessica, talk to someone, because the minute you start talking, it gets better.

[@GlowingAprilSky]

I am terribly sorry you had to go through something so horrible. I admire your strength to make this, upload it and add those quotes at the end. Your videos are always so meaningful and real.

[@BMEdits12]

So powerful.

[@inspiring3350]

Omg, hun, I just want you to know that you're an amazing person who's so strong and so talented. Everything you do on this channel always becomes a masterpiece, and the fact that you put your own heart and soul into it makes it even more special. I've only had the courage to make three personal videos, and two days ago, I have shown them to my friend and told them that they mirror how I feel/felt. That friend is from the outside of my social circle, and I absolutely understand why you wouldn't want to share this channel with anyone. But at least you've got us. We love you, we support you, and we're not going anywhere. ❤

[@marigold3n]

this video is an absolute masterpiece. the editing itself shows that the topic is really important to you and personal and you channeled all of that emotion into the editing. i can see it, i can tell, i can feel it. and i want you to know that your bravery to upload this video, and share your story and a little bit of yourself to us isn't for nothing. we see you, we hear you, and we believe you. i personally can't relate, but i know there are people out there who have clicked on this video and watched it and read the description box that CAN relate. and i know it means the world to them to know that they aren't alone, that someone else understands. maybe it will encourage them to share their story, or go seek whatever help they need if they haven't done so already. your past doesn't define you. what you choose to do today and tomorrow and the day after that does. let the choices you make be through strength, and determination and grace. let THAT define you. let that be who you are because i know who you are isn't what happens to you, but how get through it. I'm rooting for you, love and I'm always here.❤

[@DelenaFanGirl]

This video is really heartbreaking...and I'm so sorry this happened to you...no one should have to go through sth like this !!!!! Making this video and writing this description shows how strong you really are....I really admire that!!!!!!♡

[@selenaflows]

my heart breaks for her.. and for everyone who can relate to her. please never forget that this doesn't define you. you are a blessing. you are strong. and just like this video, you are powerful.🌟

[@neleba]

This video is so heartbreaking and powerful. I am deeply sorry, you have all my respect and I wish you strength until the rest of your live.

[@ishitagupta6616]

hannah would be proud of jessica. if you watched the season 4 , you'll know what i mean because jess did it. she survived it. she made it.

[@ma-vo4xz]

I am at a loss for words. You're truly incredible and the fact that you were able to put this out there and show so much kindness in the description box to others too. I really believe you're going to do something amazing one day, not just for yourself but for others too. I don't even know you personally but I'm so proud of you and you should be too. You're incredibly brave and strong, always hold your head up high princess xxxx I wish you all the best ♥♥♥♥

[@nayapakistan5779]

Alisha Boe is a wonderful actress, she did that part so well, and this video made me cry...........

[@xQueenofnothing]

this character is literally one of my favorite characters in any series right now. I've always felt so much pain when it came to Jess. Thank you for sharing such a powerful story and sharing your own. Here's to all the love & support because you truly deserve it ♥

[@b.o4788]

I want you to know how much this video has helped me through something horrible. How much I related to Jessica breaks my heart. But thank you. You're such a strong person

[@XxxShatteredDreamsxxX]

I truly admire you & I don't even know you. No one should ever had to go through what you have been through unfortunately everyday someone does & my heart breaks for them & for you. The strength that it took you to make this video and share it with us is amazing, You're so incredibly brave not to mention talented.This channel has always been one of my favorites & has meant so much to me since I started vidding, You were like one of the first channels I subscribed to & every video you post is so powerful & heartbreaking. I can understand why you wouldn't want to share this with people & it's completely okay because you will always have so many people on here who admire & look up to you. Every time I see you're name in my subscriptions I immediately get excited because like i said you're channel means a lot to me & a lot of other people & I want you to know that I support you, I always will. I'm sending hugs and good vibes you're way and I hope that one day you won't feel like this anymore & will be able to be happy because you truly deserve it.Amazing job on this video as always & I wish you only the best ❤️

[@VioletEmerald]

This is SUCH a powerful and heartbreaking and beautifully done Jessica tribute. I really love her and I'm glad you paid tribute to her, I'm glad her story was validating for your own emotions in the aftermath of a horrific act of abuse in your own life/against your own self. I have been through my own share of traumas and I know how it feels when a character is one I can finally really relate to when it comes to how I react to something in my life, it's just... so important that this kind of representation is out there. Thank you for vidding this. And for being brave enough to let us all know how personal it is to you. Thank you. I hope this was a cathartic vidding experience for you! You deserve for things to get easier for you.

[@WildAtHeartForever1]

Thank you for this. This video actually brought me to tears, because watching Jess’ storyline through these two seasons really brought to the forefront of my mind my own experience that I was repressing, and made me start talking about it. It’s hard, healing, but art like this, the way you so meticulously put this together, and finding solidarity in one another is powerful and so so helpful. I don’t know you, but I’m so incredibly proud that you had the strength to even speak about it in some form, even if it’s not in your outside life (from youtube). And don’t feel pressured to speak, that comes at your own pace and time, and when you feel ready to speak you will. If you don’t feel ready, don’t force it. Heal at your own pace. 💕💕💕

[@BouShepard]

I'm at a loss for words... Amazing!

[@vicky_d1896]

I've been looking for this song and clicked on the video bc I like this character a lot and yay

[@eniluapecrogal2868]

Jessica is amazing

[@Julia36229]

thank you so much for sharing a piece of you in such a beautiful way, this show and the character is so close to my heart. i appreciate you being here so much, i always smile seeing you make more videos no matter what, you're wonderful! ♡

[@Welcometocaritas]

This video is amazing (the feelings and message are so powerful) and you are so brave for posting it and sharing what you have. Honestly, that's so huge. And someone out there is watching and reading your description and feeling less alone because of you. I'm so proud of you

[@xChokaPic]

I'm very sorry this is something you can relate too, I really admire you for putting it out there with such grace and such strength and wish for you the courage to continue. Take care of yourself, you're worth it

[@landonwilliams6797]

Wow. This video and its description was so powerful and I fully agree with everything you said. I wish you the best and I can't wait to see what new videos you have coming up!

[@zoeybennett5764]

Jessica went threw so much and was still there for everyone

[@mrstealyogurl6331]

You’re so brave to upload this masterpiece. I can see that you took your time on this and even though I don’t know you personally and I never comment on a yt video I wanted you to know how beautiful this is and how strong you are to write that description because you didn’t have to but you chose to do it and that makes you one hell of a strong person YOU DESERVE THE WORLD

[@emotionalequestrian23]

Beautiful! I'm in tears

[@anagarrett8871]

This is amazing in every way. You are so strong and powerful, you are an artist.

[@CursedBloodlines]

Just know that your videos make sense for a lot of people out there. I am deeply sorry for what you’ve been through, I cannot understand and comprehend it but I truly admire your courage and light. Just know that we support you and there is no reason to feel weak or ashamed. You are and will deal with it the way you need/feel to. Give yourself some time and be kind to yourself! You are not weak okay??? Xxx

[@wildcardedits]

The description was touching

[@alliekohai3899]

This has so much deep feelings because Jessica suffered what Hannah suffered too

[@aiilow420]

this is honestly so f good, like wow congrats on editing skills and everything cause it touched my heart

[@xxfandomwingsxx9782]

so heartbreaking... this is art.

[@KhaleesiWonderland]

this is so powerful,beautiful and heartbreaking....

[@vikkkjjjk4450]

eu real não aguento ver ela chorando, me dá uma tremenda tristeza.

[@saradahokage2999]

OMG! THIS IS BEAUTIFUL! I love jessica so much. I wished that Hannah is still alive so two of them can work things out! Love u're chanel so much. Youre videos about eating disorders really helps me keep fighting! Thank u so so much🖤

[@eelisabeth100]

This is so beautiful, i love your channel and edits, i love edits with storys and this edit show jessica story. you are strong and talented

[@lizbeth3506]

all of your videos are so so wonderful and so brilliant, just like you and no matter what you're always going to be wonderful and brilliant even if you change something of you or something around you, there's not gonna be a difference because you're gonna still been you with or without these two quotes. we all gonna support you, just read comments and you will see. I don't even talk English so guess how much important are you for people that it's not even living in the same country as you and the fact that actually don't know you. everything is going to be okay, some day and I can promise you that ❤️.

[@loredana_lovegood9]

I don't know you so maybe my words won't mean anything but however I have to say this: you had such great courage to put so much of yourself in this video. I'm so sorry for what happened to you and I truly, truly hope you'll be able to live your live to the fullest, cause like you said one bastard does not have the right to fuck up your future. As for the video, I think it's one of your best work, it left me completely broken (which is good considered the theme). Again, I can begin to imagine what you've been/are going through but I admire you so much. And sorry for any mistakes but i'm from Italy.

[@queenmonique1481]

The think is is I went exactly what Jessica went through it’s sad I get it it so well

[@mailinldwg2566]

you're so underrated! your editing is awesome 🌻

[@aiilow420]

I'm so so sorry this happened to you, but i think u're already so fuckin brave for putting this out here and writing this caption. I love the message and i hope one day u will be able to find a new " normal " in your life cause i know it's never gonna be like it used to be, but we all can find and live in our new normal way. I'm sending all the love.

[@SeanpaulProductions]

This was so wonderfully edited. So sorry about your story. You should be proud that you decided to upload this!

[@xdarkmind8202]

This video is truly amazing!

[@celesteodair1834]

so amazing and emotional, it's perfect

[@GlamourStar0x]

this video is amazing!!! well donee

[@lizparker3289]

This video is amazing, and so are you. 💕💕💕

[@ciiburgos5801]

Thank you so much for this vídeo and for sharing your story! You are not alone! If you ever want to talk to someone text me ok? You are so strong, i can't even tell. But tell your story, talk to you therapist, your family, a friend, anyone, just don't go through this alone ok? You are amazing! Thank you again!

[@noramahtillo6213]

I really feel this pain. But no one every supports me. I got panic attacks and nightmares. A old man raped me when i was young. I can’t remember how he looks. But i remember how it felt. I got fake friends. And my parents are so mean to me. Sometimes they can be really nice. But i can’t ask for help

[@Carolina-gq3vz]

Well I know you write this about a year old but wanna talk?

[@txic_headsht1873]

Wanna talk about it?

[@franciscagomes185]

The very same thing happened to me. I also don't remenber him. Fortunatelly I had family support. But I was only able to talk about it recentelly.

[@kraftychik]

Powerful vid, hun! I feel so bad for Jess & all the people who have faced this IRL. I know it is hard. Hugs to you.

[@SaintBarbaraProd]

Thank you for this... Beautiful and so relatable

[@elenaxhastings9034]

I love this so much😭❤️

[@lizluizaa]

absolutely beautiful

[@cherryblossoms6440]

this video was so amazing that i'm speechless. i feel so bad for jessica. and i'm in a similar place to yours. i don't like talking about rape because i just stop thinking about how it happens every single day. but again, this video was just so stunning. i love you with all my heart♥️

[@franciscagomes185]

Hi everyone, since my last project on leaving those comments up into the most seem videos (or the ones generally seen by people struggling) went very good and had mostly an amazing response, I'm trying to do this again. First of all I'd like to start by telling you guys, belive it or not, that this message isn't just a way of getting likes. It's a way of helping people. I have a wish to help the ones dealing with the same as me or simply having a rough time. This text will surely be long, so I do apologize for that. This is meant to be read by anyone. Whether you're going throught a trauma, mental ilness, rejection, a bad day, a desease... Anything. I just want you to know that life is not black and white. It isn't supposed to be just bad or just good. It does has both. People tend to decide how we should cope with everything. When we're being exaggerated, when we should be taking this more seriously, when we should be happy and when we should feel guilty. When we deserve bad things, who we should identify with, what we should like and how we should behave. When people expect to much from us we create the idea that we should be that person in our minds. But sometimes we want to go a diferent direction. You know? We don't want to be seen as all those bad names, imagens and rumours everyone uses against us. This makes us feel like we're not good enough. Like the others have the right to define who we want to be. Like they're the ones in the position to decide it. We can decide our inspirations. It can be our family, our friends, an idol, etc... But the ones in power to choose those ideals are only and just and simply US. These pressures allow depression and anxiety to consume us. We can get hurt because there's evil people in the world. They can hurt us in the most various ways. Some people seem to be great and betray us. Others stay by our side. Humans abuse, manipulate and try to destroy other humans. Unfortunatly that leaves scars. But scars heal. They may stay on our memory but they will stop giving us the amount of pain we felt like we would have forever. Bad things happen, bad days exist, bad people exist, mistakes exist and no one is perfect. The same way bad things exist, good things exist too. And I belive they're much more than the bad ones. We need to know that we are amazing and that it's not our fault if the world doesn't likes and enjoys trying to ruin Amazing things. We're products of love, Intelligence, brilliance and hope. We need to realize that it's okay to have breakdowns and that our suffering not only doesn't defines us but also doesn't stops us from being happy. Never, no matter what the situation is. When we cry, we look beautiful too. If we decides to end our lifes, we would be destroying someone who was born to conquer the world with his/her powerful personality. Regardless of our mistakes, regardless of how strong or weak we are. We're powerful. And it's okay to talk to someone when things aren't the best. If people judge you, talk to another and another... Until someone hears. Because someone will. If your in school/college, talk to a family member, a teacher, an employee. Someone will take care of you and help you feel better so that you can be empowered again. To end it, people don't have the right to judge who you are, decide what you deserve or didn't deserve, make you feel less of who you are or who you want to be. You are loved and you'll be happy, even if you don't found/realize it yet. We can decide who we want to be and we can enjoy life and do what we feel like fits right for us. We can be kind to each other and choose to make the difference, the same way I'm trying to make in here-with this message. Thanks to everyone who had the glorious patience to read it all down to here. A hug to all you guys, we'll get over this phase, we will find the cure and send corona to hell! 🧡🧡🧡🧡🧡🧡

[@samera7236]

I love your edit ❤️

[@adapv9584]

I have no words . I'm honestly speechless. I thought this was just another masterpiece by you but it's so much more than that. When i read the last quotes and the decription my heart ached for you. It pains me that you've been through sth so difficult, and i wish you to have the strength to fight it and move on. I've been seeing your videos for a year and you seem like a truly nice person. I'm in tears . Keep going!💪

[@ellieprice6277]

Incredible.

[@camilamoulin7538]

i cried

[@officialbarbb3430]

Beautiful

[@dizzy60527]

"Don't let fucked up people ruin your chance at your only life." I...swear...to...you...that I feel the need to talk to you.

[@amyjones6329]

I don’t even know you. But I’m here for you. I love you. I believe you ❤️

[@vikkkjjjk4450]

é engraçado que até mesmo uma personagem possa nos fazer sentir tão mal.

[@rere-fz4ep]

🥺💔

[@brookefilipiak9294]

❤️

[@vikkkjjjk4450]

CARA EU VOU COLAR ESSE VÍDEO NA MINHA TESTA

[@madagascar1543]

goosebumps

[@Alex-nr2hr]

the 25 dislikes are from the basket ball team

[@mevdjemal]

omg so sad, wish hannah was still alive to help jess more

[@JoleneIssues]

WHO tf dislike that like oh my god

[@hannahwilliams5681]

It haopened to me too

[@summerghost6551]

pls stay strong you are a very brave girl to reach until this part of your life ❤

[@zvzlla]

Omg🙊

[@apenasumagarota8030]

1:33 Chorei

[@CrazyBabey1]

whats the episode and season at 3:07

[@rem-entertainmentatbp.4472]

Is she the daughter of Evelyn Davis?

[@Tabbyishere]

0:39 what happened with her face😭

[@TheyluvAna11]

Ik u commented this two years ago but her face was like that cause her mirror was broken so it made her face look weird😂😂

[@nakiabaker5804]

can you make a video about tyler

[@VEKProduction]

Nakia Baker maybe i will

[@eternari]

Song?

[@mivana9097]

Touch by Daughter

[@alinkiraz2833]

edit is so good but ı have a big question jess listen the tapes right so how did she not know that she was raped

[@ayianajaney9882]

0:40 lol what is up with her face?

[@benjamingoldenberg831]

She was looking in a cracked mirror

[@ryshaori8016]

I'm disappointed ...what people think they can do vs what happens after the effect of violence on the bed. SHES MENTALY AND PHISCALY HURT

[@ivetacosta2870]

Though she went through all that I’m sorry for her. But it’s no reason for using Diego and Alex to make Justin jealous. You can give me hate I don’t care but Jessica did some bitchy moves that make me not like her. This is no hate to the video I’m just stating that Jessica isn’t innocent either.