how i started selling for the cartel

[@JessicaKent]

Dog tag link! Aren't they so amazing!? Merch isn't done yet..but soon! ❤️ recoverproud.com/

[@donaldmowery1621]

Plz reply

[@timothymosconi3848]

I love what it says on the dog tag

[@AmandaPaige71]

Yes! I need a ride or die dog tag to go with it!!! 🤗💗🤗

[@jenjuice432]

Want it, gotta have it! I've always loved dog tags because my parents were both in the Marines and I grew up in that culture. I actually used to wear my dad's when he retired. I also really love the message!! 💚🖤🤎

[@noname-qe7ho]

Go back to prison

[@legendofjenni]

The end was amazing. “Living that life style is not gangster. Recovery and getting OUT of that lifestyle is gangster.” I’ve been clean longer than I ever thought, and I’m not going back to that dark place.

[@SeraCheeseQueen]

Well done lovely! I hope to get to that point someday. I love hearing these positive recovery stories; they give me hope. All the best ❤️

[@legendofjenni]

@@SeraCheeseQueen thank you so much!! And same, this channel really gave me that motivation to recovery that I feel I lacked. Even when I wasn’t clean, this channel always reminded me that there IS a way out. Sometimes that’s all someone really needs. I believe in you. :)

[@danielle7729]

Same.. i love recovery and never thought I’d stay here so long. I won’t be going back! I always try to explain how dark my memories are of that time, but people don’t understand. It’s like a fuzzy, dark grey color. Anyway, glad you’re here!

[@davoraeleni6497]

@@SeraCheeseQueen

[@misaoce3423]

I'm a surgeon, sorry but I laughed when you explain how you felt passing the needle thru the skin. It's hard, isn't it? More than people think. If you saw clear yellowish "round" pieces it was the fat that it's under the skin. You were very brave. And you were right, it's like sewing cloths.

[@Squirrely23]

Well, she was/is a user so she knows. But this story is made up

[@SeraCheeseQueen]

@@Squirrely23 Why would you say that??

[@SeraCheeseQueen]

I pierced my friends ear and it was ewwww. I couldn't imagine doing what you do and what Jessica did. That takes real strength

[@shannonrickard8605]

@@SeraCheeseQueen His comment history is literally just him trashing Jess. He's a troll.

[@SeraCheeseQueen]

@@shannonrickard8605 yeah I had a look... Ugh, I know this is typical of the internet but I rarely see this shit anymore. I'll just ignore. Thanks for pointing it out lovely ❤️

[@myreality5959]

My mum was in "that life" no story is too far fetched 💀🤯. The shit Ive heard and seen is mindboggling. I love all these story times so much I found you in your first 5 videos and Ive loved you ever since your why I found Christina and Jenn and so many other people

[@brendak.9144]

You and my daughter would be instant BFF. She saw so much chit. I believe I did much more as in weight, and Drove to Mexico 5X , In a motor home. Our house was fire bombed. When she had a boyfriend living with us. ( he was so scared. He told her. I gotta get outta here , Your parents are crazy ) We were a little , but mostly we made $$'$, She wanted for nothing. 16 New car. 17 New car. 18 New car. , She wore gold necklaces in first grade. She left home at 18 , came back , She moved to Cali. And got in the game coz she knew exactly how to talk, what to act like. She was very successful for 4 years. Got sloppy , Arrested. I bail her ass out. Gets arrested again a month later. Bail again. Now bring your ass home. I got her clean. She now has an amazing family. Good man. Lives nice. These stories dont always end good. She can never go to Cali . Ever. She could tell some really good stories all right.

[@alleywatson324]

“Time moved differently back then” GIRL I’ve never seen a more true statement!! I would literally think something happened like a month ago, but it was actually like a year! I still feel like that sometimes

[@KAWASAKlBLAZIN]

I thought I just had terrible sense of time Bc even before I started smoking weed I could never remember when things happened as far as a week, 2 weeks, 1 month, 1 year ago😭😭😭 it is not just me yay

[@laurar4501]

Sooooo true. We called it tweaker time. Makes no sense

[@marqgoldberg7454]

Silly me. I thought re-upping was when you reenlist in the military.

[@kelliewhyte_85]

Unfortunately for me, I think that is exactly why I will never get out of this cycle. I literally CRAVE time passing quickly. If I am completely sober and have had nothing, I literally become so restless, so bored, and I become extremely withdrawn and can't enjoy nothing. But the worst think of all is I can't sleep. I'll usually get between zero and maybe 2 hours sleep a day, and I really can't handle that because I have suffered a lot of trauma and in my life, and laying awake at night brings it all back. I have been on Oxycodone for Bout 6 years now, cocaine frequentky for like a year now, and speed on and off since I was 18 and I'm 37 now. I can handle coming off the recreational drugs, but when it comes to the painkillers, I can't take it.

[@kelliewhyte_85]

No matter what I have though, I have an extremely, EXTREMELY great perception of time. I can remember and list out my daily activities for about one week, maybe more, and I remember events and their dates extremely well, but not as good as I used to though because of the painkillers.

[@sheajane4391]

This is such an important story. I understand what it feels like to perform emergency health stuff to save someone (and I'm not trained, just someone who has a friend who told her a lot about cpr). It definitely weighs on you, the feeling of 'oh god what if I do something wrong'. Great video as always

[@gringa978]

As long as you don’t go above your scope of practice (what your trained to do) and do it in good faith your good!

[@sheajane4391]

@@gringa978 of god yeah! I was just holding things steady untill ambulance services arrived.

[@lizischlosser2120]

OMG girl same thing I was a CNA and. Everyone heard "I'm a nurse." Even though I never said that lmao. But in that world. It's what people hear lmao. Someone came to me to get a gunshot wound fixed up. Lmao.

[@cxbaob]

gunshot wound? does it often happen?

[@Firstthunder]

Patch up a dog one time and suddenly your son in law comes to you to get his gaping head wound glued shut. 🧐

[@Firstthunder]

Like I ain’t got insurance but I know a nurse! Lol. That’s crazy. How did you do? We’re you proud of your work?

[@mrs_maverick1121]

I hope that you sent them to someone more qualified to get it treated

[@mortal2492]

Wow

[@Michelle-mm9qu]

GREAT JOB!! ALL my friends called me "Doc" by the time I was 6yo. I sewed up my 1st 'patient' @14yo, sewed my own knee up @15yo (intern was doing a crap job, his stitches were way too far apart and his knots SUCKED! I just needed him to inject the lidocaine for me...that crap HURTS like the dickens!!) I'm now an RN-BSN with25+years experience & former ICU charge nurse sooo, I say with authority, conviction and A TON OF EXPERIENCE that YOU TOTALLY ROCKED THAT suture business!!!!!

[@whatthefridge1o1]

Bro what

[@mothermayi7832]

I love that you share your stories of your life.

[@adriennehilll]

Just when you think stuff couldn’t get crazier .. 🤯

[@Squirrely23]

She is 100% lying

[@SeraCheeseQueen]

@@Squirrely23 Why do you keep saying that?? Have you been through all this? Or my guess is you've only ever witnessed a computer screen and Cheeto dusted keyboard

[@cray8on]

@@SeraCheeseQueen hes trolling just leave it

[@SeraCheeseQueen]

@@cray8on yeah, I guessed that after i posted. I'm pretty new to yt commenting so I can never tell 😂

[@miaknig3130]

@@SeraCheeseQueen I'm guessing you looked at his channel bc he has more than cheeto dust on his keyboard. He sounds like a jealous tween stuffing jealy donuts in his hole to help push the emotions away. Then he said he was going to "unsub" to someone who dgaf.😂

[@tiffanymonique9685]

I believe you girl. You have no reason to lie. Also- I know what kind of insane sh*t we can get ourselves into during active addiction lol. All we can do is look back and laugh from the recovery side! I FINALLY subscribed to your YT channel. I’ve followed you on TikTok for awhile now. Sorry it took me so long to get here! 💚

[@armygirl85fuckhitler74]

Keep it up sis!!!!❤❤❤

[@DirtyDusty97]

Dear Jessica. My name is Dustin. I am 24 and from Dallas Tx. I am writing you because my fiancee is like your absolute biggest fan. She has probably seen every one of your videos. She watches your videos as soon as you drop them lol. I think you really inspire her and she really backs you on a lot of your beliefs and has wanted to be an influence for a long time. So, what I was wondering, was if there was any way you would Send her a DM or like a video or facetime her or something. I have been planning this as a holiday present (if you're down of course.) We have just been having a rough time the past couple years and I think it would just mean the world to her to her from you. If youre not okay doing this that is fine I understand. I know you are a busy woman with a lot of fans lol. But again it would mean the world to her and it would mean everything to me if you could help me give her this gift. Thanks Jessica.

[@JessicaKent]

Dm me on IG Jesken12 n if i don't see it...keep sending it lol ill try to get to it tomorrow! 💚

[@Gurl-5150]

@@JessicaKent That is so cool. You just made me weepy...😘

[@samieD22]

This is so sweet! I’m sure your fiancée will love it 🎉🎁

[@amandab4144]

Jessica your so awesome to reach out to your fans like that..

[@313barrygmail]

U da chick 🐥!!!! Lol

[@paulhoskins7852]

I really appreciate your honesty as usual. So glad you're living a completely different life now.

[@stormchasingirl1133]

I honestly believe this story. What you were seeing in his arm was fat. That white clumpy stuff is fat. Anyway you did good for Carlos. He couldn’t go to a hospital as he was an illegal. You did the best you could for him and I’m proud of you. Your entire story makes sense.

[@alanfernandez4521]

It was a nice effort but there's no way we didn't end up needing additional medical attention. Idc he was illegal, hospitals don't check for papers. Just get sober, make up a story and go the hospital.

[@James-hh2kp]

It's a complete load of shit. And if you didn't know illegals can still get stitches and not get ice called.

[@helenharmouch]

How could he not go for being illegal? Last time I heard illegals could go to the hospital

[@Sophieex931]

I love hearing your crazy story times! It’s just so fascinating to me.. I hope Carlos is alive and doing well 🤍

[@amandajaydexo]

Time moved differently back then... I felt that 100% 🥺

[@hwoods-kg1jf]

Me too! Time moves differently when you're in active addiction! At least it did for me!

[@jvaughnification]

That's so scary.....you are such a warrior to have gone through so many challenging things & come out the other side.....Good for you! I love hearing all of your stories.

[@Redhead-Deadhead]

Caught your birth story on Christina Randall’s channel, and I’m a new subscriber. As a former opiate addict, I really feel you. Prison reform is so important, I’m glad you are championing that cause

[@michellekennedy9721]

I love your old stories ... how far you have come and done in such a respectful way... you are my inspiration and so many others love to you and your family and im so glad such a special persons life was epared to carry on this movement... only those who have been in this level of addiction realise in hind sight the dangers they put themselves and others in but we can be oblivious to this too. Please never stop making videos and girl think about writing a book it would be the coolest ever with advice thrown in there you are one of a kind Jess one love 💯💕rodc

[@friencheetah]

Girl this is your best storytime in a while, that was crazy to listen to!!

[@hi_its_dawn]

I think I can speak for the majority of the people here, THANK YOU!! thank you for making people like me feel like we have a safe place to go. 💜 U

[@danyeldoyle9685]

Man that is super crazy! I hope Carlos is clean and healthy.

[@Squirrely23]

She has made this shit up

[@danyeldoyle9685]

@@Squirrely23 Really where’s your proof?

[@justinc4924]

@@Squirrely23 sounds like she dropped a dime on carlos. remember - the ones who speak on snitching the most are the biggest ones

[@highschoolbyeschool3908]

I’ve never doubted any of your stories. Thanks for sharing!

[@mandylou2501]

I love your story times, Jess!💜

[@CutieBootie__]

i fully believe your story. lol. ive seen some wild and crazy things in my addiction also. love your story telling. thank you for sharing

[@almabelhumeur6672]

I am so glad you found a way out Jess. You are a beautiful person and now your light shines bright. Merry Christmas and all the best in the coming New Year for 2022 to you and your family.

[@suzettesanborn5659]

I do want to thank you for sharing all of your stories. It helps me understand what some of my loved ones may have been through. 💖

[@sirduckykins]

Listening now, 7 mins in and loving this story time ❤️

[@loco7357]

I never sewed anyone’s hand ( thank God) BUT I totally get you. In the life, it’s few and far between that you find someone else who gives a fuck and you do take note of those people. But like you said, KEEP IT!!! I’m so incredibly ten billion times more happy sober and regular than I ever could have been in that life. I’ll take a boring day over the constant running and conning. I can’t even believe that was me. ♥️

[@armygirl85fuckhitler74]

Also the shame and guilt of it all. Keep up the good work❤

[@Meagan_million]

I totally believe you. I never sewed someone’s hand up but I have seen and done some crazy stuff. So glad I am out of that now. I lead a boring life but I love it!

[@pinkgiraffe378]

I appreciate that you always set the scene for your storytimes.

[@bigpiratedykeenergy3777]

You did good Jessica. You may not be a nurse but it sounds like you did the right thing with the tools and skills you had. Also, it probably would’ve been fat you saw not muscle from how you described it. Hopefully, Carlos is alive and well

[@georgina-a]

As an ER doc I totally "second" the OP's comment. Jess, you did brilliantly with the tools available to you, limited knowledge, and the pressure you were under. You were there for Carlos when he needed you and you returned his kindness in the best way you could. As much as you appreciated his thoughtfulness, I'm sure he also appreciated yours.

[@georgina-a]

@@emilycress6368 The hand does contain the dorsal muscles, as well a lot of things that many people consider "muscle" (tendons, ligaments, etc), but I think you're right that the "bubbles" were fat. I work in the ER and the main things I see that look like bubbles or beads are fatty tissue. From what Jess describes, it was most likely the sub-cutaneous layer of fat that she was looking at, as there's very little else fat-wise in that area. There are a lot of arteries, though, which would explain the blood. It sounds like a pretty serious injury.

[@zoey1811954]

@@georgina-a Very well said! 👏👏👏

[@zeppelinlove1]

Girl, the lives you lived! So crazy! It's amazing to think where you are now and where you've been 😲

[@manders.]

This is soooo crazy. I have stories straight out of a movie too... The thing about him getting you food really hit me. I was with someone on the streets who also got me food the first time we hung out. We were inseparable after that. Eventually, I had enough and went to rehab. He did not. He died 3 weeks ago.... I never saw him again after I left for rehab in March of 2019. I'm b r o k e n

[@reilly4678]

I am so sorry, that is so sad. Proud of you for getting help

[@courtneyrose8562]

I have dated men who have lived crazy lives (similar to yours) and I have seen so many crazy things that other people would never believe so I never even tell the stories because no one would believe them, so I totally feel you girl.

[@RoxanneMontez]

You are so amazing! Look at you - using your past to give others stuck in that lifestyle a future. So proud of you!

[@mandynicole10]

I never thought someone had a crazier life then me but you definitely have. I'm thinking about making a channel soon so I can share some stories. It would be awesome to collab with you one day.

[@SeraCheeseQueen]

I was thinking the same too! Haha. I mean, when I tell people the sh*t that's happened to me it just sounds unbelievable. I'm writing a book on my life now... It's difficult to get the timelines accurate (alcoholic brain) but it's been so helpful for me. Even if I toss it in the bin, it feels good to get it all out. Hope you're well lovely 💖

[@brendak.9144]

I also have thought of a KZbin channel. Just to get it off my mind. But I can't out no one. Some are famous people. They would sue me. But they couldn't say it did not happen. I have pictures. Lol. 25 years. In the life. Never touched a needle though. ( does not matter. A dealer is still a dealer ) Only way to stop Me was to put me in jail. And even that only lasted a month. On bond, went to Mexico for a run. , Told my bond agent where I was going. He said. Call me if your in jail. Made it their. Back. 100k for lawyer. We should talk....

[@Lynn-zx3th]

Girl, I believe you. I can’t believe I’m still alive with all the unsafe positions I put myself in. I was so lost.

[@danielleonetwo]

Best story yet ❤️ thank you for sharing and I’m praying Carlos is alive and well.

[@heatherdawn0420]

Your ending was perfect. Getting out of that life and recovering is gangster!! Much love always. 💚

[@Rtytanicj]

Ew Jes this is so vile!!! You’re such a good story teller, you made me physically nauseous telling this story!!! Sending love always 💜

[@RebeccaJones-go9xq]

Made my morning seeing a Jessica Kent post. Thank you for sharing your stories 💕

[@missfoxcrochet]

oh my God I f****** love that quote. I'm getting one of those ASAP. thank you for shouting out Mindy because that's just so cool. I love it

[@sarahbuckley9254]

I'm obsessed with the dog tags. Your such a great storyteller girl as well❣❣❣

[@Ragingbull123]

I’ve been in the world you talk about & I fully believe you and kindness is huge

[@theresalayton9286]

Wow I think this has been my favorite episode so far!!! And I love what you said about being in recovery is gangster! LOVE THAT ❤️👍👍 I've had a slip in my recovery because my roommates back at it and she offers it to me for free UUUUUGGGG HOW DO YOU SAY NO TO FREE DRUGS!!!! I especially love this channel because it's such a safe place, I do have a week clean now..... Pray for me for strength ❤️🙏❤️

[@shelleyisntreal]

I stopped telling stories of my life because they just sound too unbelievable…even I start to question things because I don’t actively think about my life, and the stories I’ve lived.

[@shannonedge904]

It sounds like your life is interesting. You should probably start a youtube channel someday. You made me curious lol. Now i wanna know whats so crazy about your life.

[@odin-fr9et]

I seriously really wish I had your common sense. You sound like a really wise person.

[@Courtney.Rasnick]

I’m from NWA so these ft smith stories are so interesting to me! Being familiar with the things you talk about give it so much more meaning.

[@debbiemills9964]

I love mindys merch I love yours! I’m dying watching this video. “ as women we see a lot of blood in our life times cracked me up. Oh man I can’t imagine experiencing that. You are amazing. - it gives me a pulp fiction ring to it. I can’t wait til u get a book! And maybe come to Los Angeles to do a meet and greeet! And bring Mama Kent! Of course this is my thoughts for next year or two. I’ll still be here ride or dying. Girl I can’t sew for sh*t so I can’t even imagine. You are straight up gangster. 💜💚💜💚

[@marccraig557]

Omg I would had shit my self. Omg poor Jessica.

[@TeacherKellyTag]

I’ve heard you tell this story before in the early days of your channel. Great idea to do it again so the story is all in one place.

[@jessicaeldridge8710]

Jess to Jess : “it’s not funny” 🤣 I love her story times and glad she’s our Jess now

[@shannoncarter6395]

Hey i just wanted to say that what you are doing here is super special and it helps more people than you will ever know. And thank you for being here and being real.

[@robertj8451]

most people would tell this kind of story like they were never scared . the reality of drugs and gangs is messy and not glamorous . thank you for the truth .

[@bobjensen7136]

Jessica you really are a great lady no doubt about it. Thanks so much for your stories.

[@amandahill7540]

U r so right, in that world things r very different and very dangerous. People who haven't been there don't understand at all and u don't realize how bad it's gotten until u r so far down the rabbit hole it's dangerous to even get out of. Love u girl!

[@personified3500]

The quote on the dog tag is really powerful and it explains that addiction is NOT easy

[@natmat4672]

Happyr monday ! Blessings to you and your family ❤️

[@charismaholder]

The boardwalk has not changed girl! I am from that area. Done time in arkansas. Been clean and sober ever since i got out of prison. It changed my life. Much love!

[@BelleOfAmherst]

Apologies for 3 comments. Reached the end, & want to put this out, I hope Carlos is still w/us. Kindness is worth far more than judgment. TY for sharing this powerful story. 🙏🏼♥️

[@MrLugubrious]

Hi Jessica, I just discovered your channel yesterday and wanted to say thank you for sharing your stories! I never lived that kind of lifestyle myself but was exposed to it through a previous relationship. I never knew/saw enough to fully understand what to believe but saw & experienced enough that I know I can't discount it. I still don't know how to process it and the few people I have worked up the courage to confide a bit about it in can't relate to and thus don't believe my experiences. Your stories are a blessed sanity check that help legitimise my experience and for that I again thank you

[@heatherfeather7724]

With every story I am more grateful that you are alive to tell us about your stories. Glad you are safe!

[@Mel.H_]

Just love your honesty Jess!

[@carmen5267]

Omg the way you described the sowing procedure just gave me the chills. I can only imagine how painful this must have been😳

[@usermaus77]

I loved this video! Thanks for sharing your crazy stories with us! It's crazy where life can lead you sometimes !

[@rr9071]

I have been clean for a lil over 10 years now and had been in that hell of addiction for many years. Saw a lot of bad stuff, thought I was going to be seriously hurt or killed on a couple of occasions. I can't say I've been involved in cartel stuff so I was very interested when I saw ur short video on fb and had to come watch it.

[@itsmfnjess]

I came from your live on tiktok, I watch every single of your videos so of course I’m not gonna miss this!! 🥰🥰 I love your content so much!

[@JessicaKent]

💚 🙏

[@pinkgiraffe378]

I've not lived through anything like this, but having watched a lot of your videos and heard your story, yes I completely believe this.

[@Jennstravels]

Love the Dog Tags! Just purchased one. Have a great day! 😁

[@JessicaKent]

Aw yay! Hope you love it!!

[@Jennstravels]

Hope you all have a great and Merry Christmas! 😊

[@debbiemills9964]

I’m going to order one too it’s super on point. Haven’t got a sober date tho but hope if I buy it it’ll help. Me get there 💚

[@JessicaKent]

@@debbiemills9964 today can be your 1st day!!! You got this 💚

[@ashhole9692]

@@debbiemills9964 YOU CAN DO THIS girl! I've sat and thought about it A LOT lately and I've realized I was hopeless and lost this time last year. A complete total opposite of where I am today. I decided on March 16th of this year that I had nothing to lose by GETTING UP AND GETTING BETTER. I sit here today, just having celebrated 9 months CLEAN, (not bragging or anything but that's more than I've had in YEARS)! I'm HAPPY, working, in a new/better home (to me) and I finally feel like ASHLEY again. And I finally feel like Mommy again! I have 3 little girls and countless friends and family members who are so happy to have ME back. And I'm telling you, if I would have even THOUGHT this was possible, I would have done it sooner! 💗 you can do this! And your loved ones will thank you for it, I would thank you for it, and YOU will thank you for it! It's not gonna be easy but IT IS NEVER too late. I don't care if you have to go check yourself into somewhere (that worked best in my situation, to get away from the places and people I had surrounded myself with for years.. But everyone is different ans every situation is different) or what you do to get there, but I believe in you! I'm sorry for this long comment, but I want you to know there ARE people who care, and people who believe in you! 💗

[@A7X062388]

You look so healthy and are such a inspiration. You should be so so so proud of yourself.

[@shannoncarter6395]

I understand girl. I lived in the life for well over a decade and so i know that you're not exaggerating. I appreciate your story times.

[@laurar4501]

THE PART ABOUT IF YOU TURN DOWN SMOKING DRUGS AND PEOPLE GET SUSPICIOUS ABOUT IT IS SO TRUE

[@jessnz754]

Really enjoyed this! It's really beautiful to see how far you've come.

[@jasminegonzalez7302]

Just wrote a letter to an immigration judge pleading for my dads asylum, he was involved with the cartel and I’m terrified of him being deported.. definitely not something to play with.

[@55realitycheck]

Thanks Jess. i admire you for what you have achieved and how far you have come. Inspirational.

[@charlesrainey1076]

you do good work girl. thank you for helping me and so many others with it to gain perspective and not feel alone.

[@kathrinsides2838]

I completely believe you. It sounds scary AF, and I am so glad that you made it through that shit. Proud of you.

[@amandaholley8068]

I can see the PTSD you have from this as well. Even during your hardest times, you had kindness and compassion. Your stories are honest and helpful to many. There’s a reason you made it out.

[@e25023]

Jessica, I've said for about three years now that you are a wonderful story tell. This one here is my favorite, I literally sat forward in my seat. Thank you. ...message ends.

[@zoey1811954]

@Jessica Kent Just found your channel through Jay Williams Let’s Live Life! That story was scary but amazing! I’m glad you were able to help Carlos but more than that.. I’m happy you’re doing well! Congratulations on your recovery ❤️‍🩹 and helping others! ❤️🙏

[@shannonrickard8605]

I was rewatching your old storytime and you were just talking about this in the one I was watching. I thought this was another old one when it popped up. Perfect timing 🤣

[@emilyinspace2255]

Just saw your live. I will always find your videos even if KZbin stops showing me. You are my fav KZbinr and I've been watching you for years

[@danielleanna9179]

I love your stories Jess!!!! ❤️

[@tonyawerner3812]

Jess anyone who has run in that crowd will NOT think you are lying!! I look back and am amazed at some of the situations I willing walked into trying to act tough but wanting to curl up in a ball and cry. So, I believe you!!! My favorite image from your story is you walking out thinking "I'm so gangsta" it makes me laugh because I've been there too! Take care!

[@pinkgiraffe378]

Even back then you seem like such a good friend, like wow, the fact that you were willing to do that for him.

[@geoffreyrosenberg8070]

Stories keep getting more and more crazy! Thanks for sharing, positive vibes!!

[@cloettereve]

Yeah because she ran out of things she *actually* experienced to share and started exaggerating stories or completely making things up.... She could've done so many other things to get views or keep growing her channel instead of these unrealistic, romanticized war stories.

[@bella5011]

I was living in New York when I was younger. I was not a big criminal, though I was a troublemaker and I had my sins. I was involved with a lot- A LOT of people in that scene. Shit got really bad and so I left and never looked back. Your videos are quite nostalgic for me... and remind me exactly why I left. I know it can seem too crazy to be true but honestly you wouldn't believe.... great video Jess x

[@danielacalderon2841]

I've been binge watching all of your videos! I love them! ❤

[@amygwinn902]

I'm actually from Gore, OK. Which is like 35-40 minutes away from Fort Smith! Wow! Your story is such an inspiration to so many! Myself included! God Bless You for all that you do!! 💗

[@laz5518]

Wow, what a crazy and insane experience. So glad to have heard that story from you as a different person. Means a lot and gives a lot of motivation to those struggling, that we can all change for the better. Never stop moving in the direction that you are, it's uplifting to see. Just subscribed to your channel, keep being awesome and to everyone else, always remember that your past or current actions DO NOT define who you are. Change is always an option.

[@wondering-._.-wanderer]

🙏🏼 thanks for that beautiful Beautiful BEAUTIFUL message!!! 🙇🏻‍♀️

[@Creativecats793]

I really believe u made it out of that life so you can share your story with others and help them get out too !!! God bless you and Merry Christmas to you and your family !!!

[@MichelleFaithLove]

Wow. Thank you for sharing. Merry Christmas to you and yours Jess. 🎄

[@amandadavis5687]

I’ve never been this early I’m so excited I love your videos sm and this was a crazy good video! So proud of you Jess!

[@mollyjackson4476]

The nail color tho... I've gone thru every shade of gray they have and I'm always so obsessed. 🤍

[@JessicaKent]

My nail guy is so good!

[@mollyjackson4476]

@@JessicaKent they always look so bomb Jess. If I lived in your area, I damn sure would want to be going to him as well. 💅

[@xx7secondsxx]

Lordy LAWDY miss Jessica!! This was sooooooo intense!

[@livdil98]

Dude I sew for a living and I would have been terrified! Would have been sitting there panicking about which stitch to do omg. So glad you're out of that world!!!

[@hellaSwankkyToo]

i totally believe you. i’m not sure why folks wouldn’t believe you 💁🏾‍♀️ but i do - easily. can’t imagine having to do that, so good on you for getting through it. def still think doing that was a boss move + i think you’re more of a boss now - sober, in recovery, healthy, happy, + safe. thanks for sharing your story, Jessica! 🖤✊🏾

[@Savvy_lurker_14]

“Fuck it I ain’t no bitch” and it was at this moment SHE KNEW….SHE FUCKED UP…lol Jess ur facial expressions are EVERYTHING love you fam

[@becorations1]

Those “pearls” were fat and you are such a good person. You did the best you could, and it was the right thing.

[@danielsweet858]

So glad you made it through all this alive my friend. You are a good person 🎃

[@Crazzy_51_50]

This is exactly how I would talk to my phycologists in CYA telling my stories and then at the end saying how happy I was that it’s over and I’m just a small girl not a big tough thug