JOYNER LUCAS - SORRY - DAMN, THIS VIDEO WAS HEAVY! CHECK ON YA LOVED ONES

[@JamaicanjeffYT]

This song helped me when I was in a bad time. I had a major back injury and couldn't workout, couldn't work and pay my bills stressed and depressed then I saw this song and it made me see the impact suicide has on the people in your life that loves you.

[@natashabegley1346]

Good message but a terrible song

[@JamaicanjeffYT]

@@natashabegley1346 terrible is relative. Not a terrible song for me personally.

[@johnkent6866]

@@JamaicanjeffYT same here bro I was in bad place at one point considering ending my life came close to it long story short being taken to hospital seeing tears in my grandmas eyes hit me deep

[@C0nkeringS0uLz]

@@natashabegley1346 sometimes you have to think about what you comment.

[@C0nkeringS0uLz]

You Matter!!

[@sconartist]

“I wanna call my homies now” amen brother🙏🏼

[@gamerclips1882]

Thank you for listening to the song without many pauses. You can tell that Joyner hooked you and had you zoned in. Joyner is a legend forever and extremely talented

[@Wickit96]

Pure emotion in this song, joyner did amazing

[@tony199002]

Man man man! Joyner knows how to provoke them deep emotions! This is a gem of a song. Content is heavy and needed to be spoken on. Let's talk about the cinematography... top notch and definitely hit the mark. Say what you want but Joyner doesn't miss. This is an older video and actually one of my first introductions to Joyner. This track will forever be in my heart. Thanks for covering this and bringing it back to light for those who've yet to see early Joyner.

[@kidsontheblock2680]

Me too man and I’m still going through suicidal thoughts. Lost all my money and been used by what I thought were friends at the time but only hung around me because of my money. Now I’m broke and still struggling with mental health. I was doing great on my medication but then they had to postpone my medication and it’s hard to deal with this on my own. I’m mentally tired and I don’t want to do anything to make my family sad or depressed I just need help

[@Afrado31]

This is one of my most favorite song so much emotion. The way he express him self was flawless as always.

[@robert_5974]

Heavy might be an understatement. I think this was the first song I heard from him. Instant fan. I love the opposite perspectives...that is hard to pull off. He seems to do it effortlessly. so good..

[@heatherboz]

This song got me through my sister's death, I tear up Everytime I hear this just thinking about what she was going through and that feeling of I wish I could have done more. Thank you Joyner love from home #508 #Massachusetts

[@bagsofsauce9095]

❤️🙏🏻

[@alfredjamesabordo3582]

I'm so sorry to hear that. May she rest in eternal peace.

[@heatherboz]

@@alfredjamesabordo3582 Thank you very much

[@over50andfantabulous59]

Ask your loved ones: "How are you, really? Then lean in close and really listen. Lost Momma to suicide 12/27 1991.

[@MattisLegend]

I'm real sorry for your loss homie

[@clotpole8071]

I'm so sorry for your loss. RIP to your Momma. 🕊️

[@bobbi3254]

How are you doing now?

[@bigjo2163]

It’s crazy man! Stevie, a couple years ago I was suicidal asf and tried taking my life multiple times after both my little brothers passed away in a double drowning. So I hit rock bottom of depression and I didn’t know how to cope with it and I would visit this song every time I’d attempt to take my life and it would help me in the smallest way. And the strangest thing, at this is the very moment I stumbled across your reaction videos during this exact time of my life. Stevie, you helped me find a love for music again which definitely contributed to me sticking around. There was one time I was about to take my life and I tried to send you every doller I had in my bank (which was only like $600) because I felt like your reactions were what was the only remedy I had at the time. And for some reason the transaction didn’t work. so I tried to buy $600 worth of your merch and that also didn’t work 🤷🏻‍♂️ It’s nostalgic to see you reacting to this song because you and this song is the reason my beautiful 3 month old daughter has a healthy dad today

[@MattisLegend]

Stevie, thank you so much for actually doing this track.

[@s.a.6377]

Raw emotion in this reaction. One of the realest reactors in the game. Keep shining bro and don’t forget the UK stuff 🤘

[@matthewbonvillion8724]

What's crazy is this didn't actually happen to him. It happened to one of his cousins or someone he knows. To me that makes the song even better because as a writer he was able to dig into the experience without personal experience and make it feel genuine while still producing a banger. That's some top tier level artistry if you ask me.

[@buthag323]

you have no idea kid it's his cousin.. he talks about it in an interview 💀 quit spreading faulse information

[@kidsontheblock2680]

@@buthag323 he literally said it was his cousin tf

[@jesseashmore8426]

What's crazy is how dumb people are. You literally say this didn't happen to him and then say it was one of his cousins or someone he knows. Stick with me here and read as slowly as you need to understand. If his cousin or someone he knew killed themselves, then Joyner has indeed experienced this. Read it a couple times to let it sink in.

[@ogl3eastmode948]

@@jesseashmore8426 I'm pretty sure he's saying it happened to a friend of either of them.

[@teayabrown3924]

​@@kidsontheblock2680 The guy at the top said that he didn't experience it and that it was his cousin's experience, meaninghis cousin was the one who lost somebody. The second guy is saying that it's his cousin who committed suicide, meaning joyner did experience it. That's the false information he's talking about. Apparently, the suicide letter his cousin left was the inspiration for the first verse.

[@PK-ck7bk]

I lost 2 really close family members this last year to suicide and my fiance left me, this song really hits different. Whatever anyone is going through out there...know your not alone. Great reaction SK. Take care of yourselves and your loved ones.

[@artemyburakh12]

Man... I so hope you are in a good state of mind now. You deserve happiness

[@shizngigz4209]

This song really helped me heal after my father took his life, everything Joyner said in that scene was EXACTLY what I felt but never said. This man saved me from a horrible place

[@NuChaos]

as someone who's dealt with these issues, this song makes me cry almost every time i listen to it with purpose. i'm sorry.

[@Wandering_Vet]

Same. Hope you’re doin better.

[@NuChaos]

@@Wandering_Vet I am. Life is hard but worth living.

[@Wandering_Vet]

@@NuChaos I know that’s right. Sometimes we gotta take a step back and appreciate what we have and how our absence would impact those around us.

[@NuChaos]

@@Wandering_Vet you got this brother 💪🏼

[@michaelmcgavin9322]

Boy got me in tears . Emotional asF !! Thanks Stevie for doing what you do brah, you keep the mood in check ! Much love ❤️

[@alleejce]

My best friend, more like my sister, committed suicide this past July 2021. This song has been played so many times since then. It’s definitely helped me get through those particularly rough days.

[@DavidTheBugGuy]

Whew. As a grown ass man that has only ever heard one of his songs previous. That video sent emotions out of me I haven’t seen in a long time. It hit home. When I was a cop I went to work one night and was determined that that night I was gonna go to work in a uniform I loved, in a car I took pride and use the gun that was my guardian to end my own life. For some reason my Sargent put a rookie with me to train. It saved my life. I called him and told him I needed help. Spent the next week in a hospital. Spent a couple of those days pounding my face into the floor trying to think of anything but. Asking God why I was like this. Pleading with him to fix me. I struggled with it until last year when I met my mentor. A strong man. Taught me how to become a man. I’ve never publicly told that story. But this song. Jesus Christ did it break me for a second. Thank you for sharing that.

[@user-hp1bi7se4x]

Joyner is soo good, the story telling he does is absolutely on another level. The Ross Capicchioni song is insane. Master class story teller

[@Cid_1]

Man that first scene really hit. I just lost my godson my nephew only 12 years old. His funeral was last week :( He went out the same way as in that firs scene. It's so sad that kids because they get bullied end up taking such a drastic step being so young at and all. The kid didn't even get to experience being a teenager yet :(

[@javarmanning3300]

I feel this song, my stepson committed suicide last year and it was, and still is a nuclear bomb that hit our family. Much love to someone out there who is struggling. Remember you are somebody no matter what the world or anyone else says.

[@tony199002]

Good vibe and energy sent your way bro 🙏🏽 💯

[@javarmanning3300]

@@tony199002 Thank you sir.

[@ashwinoliver3202]

Really sorry to hear that man. I wish you guys nothing but positive vibes and love ❤

[@javarmanning3300]

@@ashwinoliver3202 Much appreciated. Have a blessed day.

[@scott2864]

Joyner Lucas is a reminder that Hip Hop still exist!!!!

[@toni-ann5151]

Such an multi talented artist! Joyner is my 2nd GOAT. He only been around a short time but gained BIG status!

[@coopdog1986]

Old school joyner this song really put him on my radar...still love it to this day

[@d.1.dx3thapain47]

Every time I am thinking harming myself. I go listen to this song and cry when im at home alone. Its help to feel humans, but yea this is my favorite joyner Lucas's song of all time.

[@S3N_Gaming]

This one of the few music videos that had me tearing abit because its just so real. Joyner lucas is a legend when it comes to sending powerful messages and his ideas behind all this music videos are genius. Hes a legend for sure.

[@justindecrosta6469]

Joyner is one of the most talented artists of our time. The dude is so versatile in what he can write about. It’s insane.

[@chelankaufman9705]

His cousin “Brodie” killed himself and the first part has some of the things from his suicide note. Thanks for the reaction. Another one like this is “frozen” you might like that one too

[@codymendes9374]

Not true. This song was partially inspired by his step father's friend's suicide and rising suicide rates amongst black youths.

[@Bigrig_trmc]

This is prolly one of my fave joyner songs and it's been 4 months since I watched this video and it still hits sooo f ing hard!!!!🔥🔥🔥🖤🖤🖤🖤💔🖤🖤🖤🖤

[@cathywilliams7636]

My daughter died in March 2020. I just feel devastated. The guilt is the worst part. You will forever ask Why? I can barely watch this. But it is exactly that deep..

[@hassanjaral7682]

Joyner Lucas - Winter blues Joyner Lucas - Keep it 100 Joyner Lucas - Forever

[@trueskatewithsam5275]

Such a great amazingly written song Joyner is so talented that he is able to display both sides of the story he does that in a lot of his heavy songs

[@rikvanderbruggen988]

this song is the first song i ever heard from joyner and ive been a fan ever since

[@Blueflame22455]

This is one of my favs from Joyner I such a powerful message and video I'm happy you watched it.

[@jaynpeeps]

My younger brother took his life and this song hits DEEP. The way Joyner reacted in this song is so relatable to the feelings I had. I wrote a poem to help cope and process my feelings. A poem to my little brother: You will always be my younger brother You could never be replaced by another So many great memories we've shared But with what happened, I was unprepared It took a while to cope with the decision you made So many questions, at first I felt betrayed It was so hard to embrace the pain So on myself I placed the blame The memories are there, can't erase my brain So I had to learn to replace the flame With a fire that burns for you I know you're with me so my concerns are few It's a new life lesson; I had to learn this too Just know your family still yearns for you So many words that were left unspoken I remember the times, you and I just jokin' To this day my heart is still broken I wish it were a nightmare from which I could be awoken I never imagined living life without you I know life can be hard, I have my doubts too I just wish you would have sought me out, dude Not a day goes by that I don't think about you I am glad to know you are no longer oppressed with grief Or feeling like you are always stressed and beat And although I was confused and left in disbelief My brother, all I ask is may you rest in peace

[@yelawolfpackheidielliott7112]

Joyner!!!! One of my current favorite artist!!!!!!

[@thereseball]

Joyner was my first intro into rap with his older stuff. I'm not a huge fan of his newer stuff ... prefer his more 'humble' days. But, THIS song/video will forever tear my heart out. My father died from suicide, so it has an even greater impact on me. But it is also a stunning, beautiful song ... lyrics & video. God Bless Joyner

[@Deztheone808]

We talking our shiiii here in Hawaii !! Knight Nation!

[@TheAtoozofficial]

One off the best songs ever ! Love to all.

[@adamallen2969]

This song has saved my life more than once

[@alextheclaw20]

I listen to this song everyday. Kind of weird therapy.

[@gary45251]

Joyner is just different. This and that Ross song were they first two songs I ever heard of his. Knew instantly I was looking at one of the greats. Something about someone who can take you on a trip with them as they tell a story. He literally makes you feel his shit! He's so dope, and we're lucky to have him as an artist in our generation.

[@bobherforth9110]

Wow you just got to this. You got to do winter blues by Joyner one of my favorites!!🔥🔥🔥🔥

[@reprieverc]

It weird, I play this song every now and then usually in times when I want to end it. Been reaching that place in my mind lately and see you reacted to it.

[@edwinnoyola1293]

Like many people this song helped me in my deepest moments of my life. Lost everything and everyone that mattered most to me in this world and felt like i was by myself. But gladly with this song i made it out the tunnel and saw that my kids need me here no matter what im going thru💙🍺

[@letsdebate839]

One of my favourite tunes from joyner

[@saragrosso4289]

I’ve been suicidal and had suicidal thoughts, attempts, for awhile. This is the song my first bf played for me, told me it reminded him of me. I can say as someone who’s been through it, witnessed others reactions to it. It’s horrible. Always be one of the most important songs for me

[@jameymabrey6560]

Been through this personally, this song hits on such an insane level.

[@317Beastmode]

This was Joyner at his best (so far) in my opinion. EVERY song he was putting out at this point had SO MUCH substance. I low key feel like the money got to him 😏🤷🏻‍♂️

[@hooptastic_hippie8522]

listen to "i lied" by Joyner, sorta goes along with that i think

[@joelarvayo3976]

💯. Lets get that VI Second The Gawd reaction Stevie

[@andrewrhodes4746]

My favorite Joyner song.

[@yatomii2140]

This song hit home

[@jamesbench2032]

I've been watching you all day.. Finally got a day to chill for a sec..

[@liutaurasvalantians7236]

If stevie not talking it means its fire song!

[@aaakx47184]

Stevie im not sure if youve heard it before, but you being a father now you gotta hear Joyner's "Forever". The man just puts all his emotions out there, mistakes and all.

[@AnthonyfromtheD]

I remember watching this for the first time when it came out... This and "how can you leave us" by NF both made me emotional and i dont like being like that lol

[@24441Chris]

Its okay to ask for help when you need it. Never be ashamed to ask you will be surprised to see how many people will support you. Stay up family💯

[@freemansoon9790]

Been struggling with thoughts of people being better off without me for to long. This song helps to a point. I just need one last great day with my girls then.......Im sorry

[@cesheph]

Don't do it. Please don't do it. As a child of someone who lost their mother to mental health and trauma too soon. Please Please please fight through it. You can do it friend. Sending you every bit of strength I can right now. Reach out to someone and get help. We are here even though we don't know each other. Your girls can't do this without you even if u think they can

[@cesheph]

Freeman Son Checking in on u friend How U Doing?

[@christophermhudson09]

Stevie I saw the notification and click the video, read the title, gave my thumbs up and dropped my comment and exited the video cuz I'm not trying to be in that mood right now I'll have to come back later..... Just know ya homie did his part💪💯 Check the stats I prolly got 5 sec watchtime lol

[@zachcurtis1283]

It's chilling when you hear a song speaking shit from your own mind back at you.

[@eddysonbetty4883]

So much for ptsd speechless💔🙏🔥🔥

[@sierradonovan1309]

Eyyyy!!! Yes!!! Joyner!!!! You should definitely check out his other stuff. 'Keep it 100' is less heavy, Frozen, and Ross capicchioni

[@idk420blazeit]

This song and logics 1 800 song is what started their beef btw - disagreements on who had the idea first i think etc.

[@idk420blazeit]

LIGHTWEIGHT, lets get it

[@mr.beendoinit3223]

I have been struggling with suicide provide a year-and-a-half now this song always reminds me that there's two sides to my decision how can affect other people. The song still makes me sad but it pulls me out of thinking negatively because I realized that my actions do affect other people and as much as I'm hurting I don't want to hurt other people. This song is soo deep.

[@d.dewayne6686]

This video hit hard because I felt that way and still do and fight it everyday.

[@MasterXehanort96]

Hits me still

[@bcole1637]

i could of swore you reacted to this before!!! hmm, guess not! but this track hits home foreal, very relatable to alot

[@adamstl314]

Love your take on the video Stevie. Thats some real shit aint it? Hope you find that upbeat song after this one...Too Real

[@dopemanx6207]

This was the first joyner track I ever heard when it came out

[@teayabrown3924]

You're a very perceptive and understanding person.

[@cortlandjackola2729]

Never been this early

[@brendangleeson7717]

Felt every bit of that,he's felt this,it was spot on to the thought process of losing someone to suicide,I know my girls somewhere she's happier now,rip Sophie ❤

[@james.m1086]

❤️

[@josephwalsh9285]

Joyner is a great storyteller ....💯

[@prateekpandey5210]

Finally🙏🏼🙏🏼🙏🏼

[@cbar6537]

Ayy old school Joyner

[@teonabennett6834]

I seen u the other day with brendel just know u will always be loved

[@andreacollins3204]

This happened to 2 of my cousins. No signs. Nothing. One was 15 and one was31. We were only a few months apart on age. It never heals. Also lost many friends and I myself suffer. ❤️

[@shelbymick1616]

I relate, so deep.

[@cuthbertsthelastchief8061]

Salute from Uganda

[@charleschavez7258]

I went through this but I was young and dumb now that I'm older I can't even believe I cut myself it's so weird like I never been through it

[@Inhale_Burrito]

Frozen by Lucas another one like this. Heavy hitting words man.

[@WBTat2]

Today is the 4 year anniversary of my gf committing suicide and it’s been rough. I found her and ever since this song been a big help to me. Listening to it makes me feel like I’m talking to her directly. RIP Jordyn I miss you.

[@sharonbird2631]

Its sad that people think that's the only answer to kill themselves , it reminds you check on people that are going through rough times you just never know 🙏🙏🙏

[@rashadmuwwakkill3657]

Let’s go

[@hassanjaral7682]

Joyner has Master story telling

[@isaaclopez5004]

I lost my girl 2 weeks ago to suicide. The worst pain I've ever felt, every day is a struggle with her ghost in my mind.

[@SlyghtMusic]

I got a friend that committed suicide. That still beats me up. We were best friends and i was supposed to hang out with him. I didnt hear from him. Went to my sisters. Got twisted and stupid. Come home and my mom gave me a smoke and dropped the news. All over a chick too. He was it man. We played music together all that. His big brother never recovered. He died fron overdose 2 years ago. Me and my buddy who grew up with him couldnt go to the service. I wish i did. But the people that were there. All that. It just. Neither of us could bare shake the hand of the man who just buried his last kid. Shit aint cool man.

[@unkn0wn894]

efu- tech krizz kaliko and jelly roll same sorta vibe sick song worth checking out even off camera.

[@dasolja18]

I'm actually having my cousin write out the musical notes to a part of this song so I can have it tattooed to wrap around my arm on a music stanza

[@MessymoufEntertainment]

1 of my favorates he done the hook is so powerful the 2nd 1 hits more

[@mikemartinez4035]

This hits so deep, 4 years ago I lost my mom to cancer. The day I was scheduled back to work, something told me not to go. I came back home to find my brother with a hose attached to his exhaust pipe. He was trying to kill himself. I got there in time and he's good now. If I went to work he wouldn't be here with me today.

[@Bigrig_trmc]

🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🙌🏻🙌🏻🙌🏻🖤🐐🐐🐐

[@retsbewnoelopan]

I feel like this should've been uploaded on Knight Talk

[@cathy2615]

He got strike on the Knight Talk channel i don't think he will post anything whole week

[@disienna]

Damn Joyner.

[@burnnhell2314]

Damnnnn

[@Chelc08]

This song just makes you really think deep... Can u react to joyner lucas - frozen x

[@joyboygamer4709]

Joyner Lucas winter blue

[@EFNRND]

Gotta do the song HAPPY BIRTHDAY next