Kokoronashi (English Cover)【JubyPhonic】心做し

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You can't see what you're doing to me.
You're so mean...
＊To those who refuse to leave my side when I've made myself alone. You make me want to be the kind of person worthy of your kindness.
Welp Majiko's new album destroyed me. I never intended to cover this song until I heard her version and it ripped me to shreds. I mean, lying in the fetal position sobbing shreds. This song should have a warning for that kind of emotional roller coaster.
But seriously, I tried my best to make the translyrics as close to the original meaning as possible and even went around asking people what they thought the line should be in English. Lots of different opinions but lots of different insight into word choice and the ways people tend to convey their feelings. So, as always, these lyrics aren't strict translations but instead an attempt to express what the composer wanted to say. Hopefully ChouchouP's beautiful emotions reached you!
ORIGINAL CREDITS:
✦ Music and Lyrics: ChouchouP
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COVER CREDITS:
✦ Vocals: Me
✦ Mix: Me
✦ Lyrics: Me
✦ Subs: Me
✦ Translation Ref: OccasionalSubs
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-------LYRICS--------
If somehow I could leave it all behind and everything
Do you think that a bit of joy would finally come to me?
My heart is breaking and the ache will start again
And never end…please don’t say anything
If somehow I forgot the world and who I am today
Could I sleep? Would the tears I cry all dry and fall away?
But we can’t wish on stars to part from who we are
It’s all we are…please don’t try anything
Though I call out you reach you, failing time and again
My heart is all I have to give you, only one
You can’t see! You can’t see! Just take my bones, why not everything?
You’re tearing me and damaging, do anything, lay me in the ground
I’m screaming and shaking, my eyes turn red somehow even now
Wrapping me around, your touch abound,
Not letting go even when I say
It’s okay
If somehow I could have a wish come true, I’d think of you
And just wish for the things you have and all you try to do
But I don’t make a lot of wishes, maybe none
I’d settle then for you to stay by me
Though you call out to reach me, love too heavy to weigh
My heart is all I have to give you, only one
Stop doing this! Stop doing this! Don’t show me love that I couldn’t give
I never see how you can be this way with me, why you’re still around
You’re hurting me, you’re hurting me, explain in words, tell me everything
I don’t know a thing and I’m losing though
Don’t go and leave me all alone
You can’t see! You can’t see! Just take my bones, why not everything?
Start tearing me and damaging, do anything, lay me in the ground
I’m screaming and shaking, my eyes turn red somehow even now
Wrapping me around, your touch abound,
Not letting go even when I say
It’s okay
If somehow I could have a heart that beat and everything
Would you know how to find something so deep inside of me?
You met me with a grin and told me “Well ya know,”
“I oughtta know, it’s been here all along”