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[@soobeanie]

Theses comments are making me soft 🥺

[@rahulv8042]

U r our strength 😇 I pray for ur happiness and good health as u always keep us smiling ☺️ proud of u 😇

[@kevinzheng2963]

Love your sneaker videos! Would love to see an update video on any recent Jordan releases you’ve been trying to go after! I know the woman’s exclusive Jordan 1 silver toes just released here in the U.S. Or even a look book on how to style Jordan 1s, 4s, 11s etc would be really cool🤩

[@yarakfouri2945]

Oh, Christine! There is NOTHING more important than your health. I’ve also been having a tough time recently (as has the rest of the world). Just know that you’re a star that lights up this corner of the internet.

[@martenolofsson4282]

a simple day. is a good day make the videos you want to create explore your own way good video there and it is ok to be serious :)

[@ridhimasharma9469]

You're so cute

[@wsol80]

I'm 41, never been married, no kids, only a few people outside of my family really know me. It's so easy to look at what others have and fall into depression - but the truth is, sometimes life is just hard for everybody. What you see is only the surface that everybody shows, we all go through it too. What helped me is instead of judging myself based on where I think I should be, or what I missed out on, I just accepted that I am living MY life. There are things I am grateful for, things I've had to learn from, and now I just try to gravitate towards people and things that bring positivity into my life. Soobin is one of those people. I am grateful for you and your channel. You are a bright, brave, beautiful soul. You have the tools and the ability, just believe in yourself and take each day one at a time.

[@devinazurenoona2851]

A fellow folk over 40. 💜

[@mynaross5513]

Me too... Being 40 is also great... Peace out ❤️

[@jasontoms2859]

You were 18-19 when you debuted in Blady as a professional artist. As a Korean-American, you know that most of us Americans don't debut as professional ANY-THINGS at that age. You have already experienced the competitive nature of the entertainment business and you've come through making great friends along the way and having many unforgettable experiences. With that in mind, your future can be whatever you choose it to be. Relax, take some time, and decide what Soobeanie does best. Then go for it the same way you found a place for yourself in Kpop. Your track record tell us that you'll have success. All the best!

[@subhradas7919]

I'm extremely glad that you opened up! When I saw the thumbnail, I was like, "Are you okay?" Mental health is something that people ignore so it's important to be healthy now. Feel free to share anything that you feel that you are holding on for so long. All of the subscribers here promise you that we would lend our ears to listen. May God Bless You!

[@carmm311]

I'm a year younger but I've been in the same head space for a year now. Feeling a bit lost but I just keep telling myself I will be able to make it somewhere at a position that can make myself happy. Others keeps on telling me to focus on myself, stop caring and comparing, just live in the moment but also to continue to grow as a person. Keep learning new things, take breaks and working step by step will you get somewhere! I know it's easier said than done, but, I believe we can overcome this quarter life crisis! When those thoughts get to you, give yourself some trust, or just focus on the goals you have that particular day!

[@geekdiggy]

quarter-life crisis is normal. you're at the exact age for it. people experience quarter-life crisis because mid- to late-twenties is when you begin socially and psychologically detaching yourself from youth, while gaining a more profound understanding of adulthood and your place in the world. it is exactly what is supposed to happen, and from your late twenties through your entire thirties you'll come much closer to figuring out what you do well, what you want to do, and gaining psychological stability. literally everyone your age goes through this. in fact, i think every single youtuber within your age range has made this same exact video. it's definitely nothing to feel down about, but in fact you're doing it right by putting serious thought into it. trust yourself, you're on the right track.👍

[@claire_c]

natural look soobin = BEST. she looks so lovely 💖💖

[@jessicasong4408]

Girl you are not alone. I am 26 working for a company for over 4 years now. I am feeling the quarter life crisis trying to figure out what I want to do in life. I still don’t have an answer but I feel like everyday I am getting closer to it. So keep searching and your true fans will accept you as you.

[@lukereyes9263]

The only thing in life that is constant is "CHANGE" - Maybe a 'hobby' or trying something you always wanted to try....? I got into 'dance' and it changed my life! I was able to find something I was 'passionate' about vs. just work and the everyday grind.

[@Deeeee______]

im 31 now and i question my life almost every single day it can be mentally draining forsure stay strong Soobin youre subs are here for you no matter what content you want to do

[@9On9yue]

I’ve been facing it too, for a while now. 27 going on 28 this year. Hard to explain how it feels and everything involved, but in a nutshell - you’re not alone. And keep searching, because you’ll hit something eventually if you hold onto that faith. 🧡

[@prilailiu]

I love your idol insider videos, but I am so in for vlog-like videos! The´re my go-to videos to watch when I'm just chilling and having breakfast. Thank yoooou.

[@adrianrothlisberger6266]

I think I can understand your problem because I struggle a lot with those thoughts too. I mean, I turn 25 next month and I stiil have no clue what to do with my live. And yes that sometimes hurts my mental health a lot. But in those situations I think it helps when you try to think positive about what you already have done in your live and that you sholud be proud of it.

[@moichita]

What you're going through is completely normal. It is not easy to find a new path to happiness or the steps to follow to feel accomplished. Don't force yourself to make big decisions without first taking baby steps on many different directions. Life has so much to offer! You're doing great! Thank you for sharing your journey with all of us. You're definitely not alone :)

[@genuinetallguy6318]

Hi Christine, you will find the best version of yourself. It took me a little time too. Until you do, just know that I think you're awesome. ❤️

[@Janepm43]

Thank you for opening up, I'm the same age as you and I feel exactly like you described. I'm rooting for you to find new things that make you happy this year. ❣️

[@jessicarichardson7396]

I'm 22 and around the 16:00 part, I'm struggling with the same thing, like I'm not where I feel like I need to be and I'm trying to fix that but I feel a bit stuck? Just wanted to say you're not alone! Hang in there okay? 💜

[@AlyshiaJackson]

You’re not alone. This Panasonic (lol) has allowed a lot of us to stop and question everything. I’m only 22 and I feel like I’ve been experiencing a quarter life crisis for about 4 years 🥲. So, I’m thinking about what I really want and what makes happy. I think by 30 I’ll be able to exhale and live life happily.

[@lilmzjayka]

Thank you for being vulnerable and sharing your feelings. I, too am questioning myself as well. Especially being a post grad student, I don’t know what to really do with my life since it was all about school for a long time for me. I’ve been discovering myself these days during covid and it’s so beautiful to see growth whether it’s forward or backward.

[@silverjoiner6404]

Thank you for this! I’m glad you could open up a little bit. I feel the same way and more times than not I find myself questioning if I’m content with how things are. I really like your sit down videos so please do make more in the future! ^^

[@esterhartawi]

We'llbe fine, mid 20's gang!!! 🖤

[@lei67]

I'm proud of you for opening up what you really feel. I hope that you will find what you really want to do in life and please don't hesitate to show that to us especially if you think that it will be for your better. 😊

[@lilym.9670]

Thank you for talking about this, i am going through it too and it can get depressing but all will be fine eventually. This journey called life isn't easy and nothing happens like we want it to.

[@abishaangel742]

Do what makes you happy😊 please don't stress on future or past about anything.. You are right there where you want to be 🤗 be happy and stay healthy... Sleep well and take care of yourself💜 you are the cheerful happy person i saw till this day, i have seen you on joanday vlogs.. I really love if you could make vlogs like you did now and open up your feelings to your friends and us.. Cause the feelings when we know our loved ones / friends are going through something but they didn't open up to us and going through hard times alone make me sad.. Love you so much ❤🤟 take care and stay happieeee😍 whatever you are going through mentally or physically will pass on and you'll be the most happy person ever if you believe you could be🤗 i personally believe that if we change our beliefs and trust that we are going to pass all those hardships and bad times that hurt us.. We can come over all those things... Speaking about it may sound so easy but try that i hope this may help you in some way *virtual hugs* HUGS REALLY HELP 🤗🤗🤗🤗

[@mikemarkong]

We understand what you're going through. No rush in opening up; if you want to or not. It's always a good therapeutic feeling to just talk to us or to yourself. It also helps us to understand you further, and appreciate you more. FYI I have clinical depression and anxiety, so I understand the bits and pieces of anxiety that you're going through. It's a normal thing to have anxieties due to the pandemic, and the sudden change of lifestyle. TBH you sound a bit nervous at first but sounded more relaxed as the video went. Hoping to hear more from you soon. I'm just a fan from the Philippines and a fan of your videos.

[@dmitrykim3096]

Many korean youtubers are limited to do some popular kpop stuff, it's really unfortunate.

[@sambatra6162]

But many other Korean youtubers also make different videos, like mukbangs, school vlogs, etc.

[@jessicawong8416]

I just turned 33 a few days and seeing people around me who are the same age or even younger doing well in life compared to me really makes me question my life and makes me really sad. I know I shouldn't compare myself to everyone else, but it is really hard not to, especially when I have a twin brother who is married, has a job, owns a house, and has two kids, while I have none of that. It really makes me feel like a total failure and like I don't have much purpose in life. I hope I finally find a full-time job some time this year and also finally move out of my parents' house and get an apartment of my own.

[@mynaross5513]

Living with parents does not make you a loser. You are blessed to get to spend time with them. Just do what you really like. One thing at a time. You never know what windows of opportunity will open up for you through that.

[@jessicawong8416]

@@mynaross5513 Thank you for saying this. I feel like people get shocked or look down on people who are still living with their parents when they are over 18. Of course, I wish that I would have moved out when I was in my 20s but certain circumstances didn't allow me to. I'm not mooching off of my parents. I pay for my own things. I had part-time jobs before I became unemployed. The pandemic prevented me from looking for a full-time job last year.

[@mynaross5513]

@jessica wong stay safe stay blessed. God loves us all equally. ❤️☺️

[@andyl4495]

I've been having a mid life crisis for what feels like years. It's interesting to hear your thoughts, i hope you figure out what you want in life. You have a really nice accent and soothing voice.

[@bboysoljiki]

I think whatever you end up doing it's important that youve acknowledged and shared with others what you've been going through so that you can begin to move forward. Thanks for sharing! and good luck 🙂

[@louisefrandsen8558]

So glad that you opened up!

[@besassyxo]

i'm 24 and going through the same thing. i hope we figure it out soon

[@yee2minty]

I'm around the same age as you, just a year younger! I had my crisis at 23 and finally found myself and have been happier than ever~ You do you! It's okay if you are a private person, show us what you want and we will support you! Lots of love from Texas!

[@nightfall6420]

I very much like this kind of video talking about your day. Certainly the almond milk drink is a better drink than sodas, and your presentation is so pleasant and enjoyable. Great that you came up with this kind of video!

[@looksidewalkpenguin]

Girl I feel you! I'm the same age and don't get me wrong I know I'm blessed to have work when so many people have lost their jobs but I feel unsatisfied and its not truly what feels like me. Literally going through that QUATER LIFE CRISIS. You're not alone! We got this!

[@shee6241]

You rock Soobean!! I hope you find your purpose and I really loved this video, been also feeling the same way and it was so calming and nice you aren't alone

[@ivychristiane4461]

we love a fresh look soobeanie ❣️❣️

[@OpinionatedMatt]

19:49 I've read somewhere that biologically speaking sleeping past 3 am has some kind of ripercussions on the body, nothing severe but the quality of the rest deteriorates. It's also very important to have a consistent sleep routine (same hour, same hours) to maximize its effects on the body and the mind.

[@ced910]

you are amazing hope you find a balance between your projects and staying healthy take care m'lady

[@stowie666]

I'm 31 and the quarter/third life crisis feeling can be rough

[@2760db]

I'm the same age as you and literally in the same position, just....constantly thinking about where I want to be in life and what I want to be doing 😔 It's tough. But every day is a new day, filled with new opportunities. We got this 👍🏼

[@dean6427]

love ur videos ❤️ i feel like im in the same boat, not rly sure what to do w my life

[@bfany7597]

Stay strong and stay safe soobin!!!

[@soo_an_5384]

사업때문에 일 하다가 우연히 이 채널을 알게 되었는데... 저랑 동갑이시고 같은 고민을 하고 계시네요. 수빈님과 여기 있는 댓글들 보고 많은 힘을 얻고가요. 한국에서는 나이도 +2 되서 더 싱숭생숭한..그런기분.... 고민을 오픈해주셔서 감사해요. 저도 용기 더 얻고 가요 ㅠㅠ 한국 20대 화이팅...........!!

[@myronwilson1475]

Thank You. Totally your very best so far!

[@MiaMia0203]

Soobin you’re doing very well! I believe in you! You can do your best!! Keep going and don’t give up! There’s always someone here for you 💕

[@markmcconnell9928]

5:47 Yep I know that feeling when you drop food onto yourself

[@dolphieche3134]

please do more personal videos! love how real you are :) Good luck with everything!

[@samantha7966]

Love your non kpop related videos! :) Please keep these coming too!

[@piotrpapiez]

hi Soobeanie :D have a beautiful day!

[@bryllesia]

I hope your ok soobean, take care🌹

[@mynaross5513]

Ur fingers say you are a person who makes impulsive and bold actions more than speech... So you have to have ure guard up regarding that. If you read my comment hope you take it positively...☺️

[@jungoomilktea4238]

Annyong-haseyo ! You really inspire me and thanks for that 🙂 , please answer my questions it's important for me ..... It is really!! 1: Can a foreigner become a k-pop idol stylist? 2: Can I become a stylist even when I am a fashion designer? Please !Answer m hella confused bout my career and for me it's important to get the answers of these questions.. PLEASE !

[@maliby93]

Those earrings with the pearl are so pretty! They look stunning on you :3

[@Megan9689]

I really liked this vlog! I think you could mix them in with your other videos for a fun mixup for you and also some variety on your channel as I enjoyed it and I'm sure others did too!

[@geekdiggy]

what's the name of your tbs segment? i want to tune in. i check you out on beauty play, ckjang and kstea whenever i can. i'm really happy that you and ashley have continued to broaden your youtube footprint and create a wide-ranging, recognizable image. it will definitely pay off not long down the road. would love to see you on get real.🙂

[@ayakuma52]

I hope that many good things will happen to you!I always luv you!

[@ssvegeto1610]

Hope u feel better Christine, know that you are loved and followed by many all over the world. Would also like to hear your thoughts on the recent comeback by Brave Girls, because it's such a lovely underdog comeback story =)

[@Ricccardo80]

Thanks for sharing with us all, I wish you good luck in your quest looking for what you would like to do in life; you are a smart young woman and I am sure you will figure it our pretty soon. Take care and keep healthy

[@TSlovely]

How can someone be so naturally beautiful 😍⭐️⭐️💜 also I’m so glad you shared this video because I think a lot of us feel the same as you but you might feel very alone if you didn’t know that. We are always here for you. ❤️❤️❤️

[@SassiC00l]

I feel EXACTLY the same. I´m 24, no boyfriend, typical office job and I´m wondering if this is it? Finding a husband, having children and then getting old? Since a few months I consider leaving Berlin, my hometown, for a lil while and just live somewhere else. I´m just so bored in my typical life. But the thing is that I don´t really know where I want to live...I´m just confused and this makes me somehow sad. Idk how to express my feelings, but maybe my life can be more exciting. Maybe I leave Germany and start a new chapter in my life. "You Only Live Once" > When I see all these people living their dream, but I don´t know what my dream exactly is :s

[@soobeanie]

Hi, this video is was uploaded a while back but somehow I saw this comment and wanted to let you know youre not alone. I think naturally for any human we always want change because that’s what keeps us going, something new something exciting but theses days Ive come to realize everyone has their own pace and we all are in different stages in our life. Recently Ive been trying to find happiness in smaller things and although its good to see the bigger picture at times I feel like we forget about all the small things in life. There is no right or wrong so dont be too hard on yourself. Thank you so much for this comment🥺

[@SassiC00l]

@@soobeanie thank you for your reply. 🙏 I think the pandemic has made this feeling worse…maybe It’ll get better when COVID is under control and our lives would be ‚normal‘ again with all the activities such as travelling, going to concerts etc. 🤷‍♀️ I hope you’re having a nice week. I’m looking forward to more videos of you ☺️

[@gumdeo]

A thought-provoking vlog, thanks for sharing.

[@andyseguisa9139]

You should just do what you want to do. The important thing is your happy in what you are doing. Post what you want to post. Be true to yourself because that will make you happy.

[@ren503]

always take care and be yourself first Tina! 😊👍💖

[@weschn369]

Do what you love to do. We will follow and support you. Best wishes,

[@cynthiab.636]

I love when you vlog, please do more!!

[@rahamankittur1768]

Please can u make a video on k-pop award show back stage please

[@josephinetawk]

💜💜💜💜💜💜 thank you for opening up to us and good luck in finding yourself, it is a long journey ride, go your own pace 💜💜💜 we will support you in your quest

[@lovisa4106]

Glad I’m not the only one who tends to forget to clean my mirrors 😂😂

[@sseexxdrive]

nice hair looks beatiful

[@liviamoraes1272]

What would you really talk about/do in your youtube channel? Maybe it doesn't have to be about kpop only... we would love to see more about you, what you like or dislike, if you read, songs you listen to, movies, how you do your nails...

[@mynaross5513]

Try explore different things or just spend some time with some kids...they have a weird way of telling you stuff you never expect but it will be a baam... Kind of moment... Don't give up... Don't be depressed... Your happiness comes from within you so don't search outside but inside... My personal experience... ❤️ Good luck...

[@sintasari8343]

I love you but your house is soooooooo clean and white. perfect

[@ryanyergler2044]

I hope you are doing well, please stay healthy and safe!😁

[@00Knightwolf]

Love the hair in this video.

[@marian6040]

Thanks for sharing. I really enjoyed the vlog and thank you for opening up. I really enjoy this heart to heart ❤️

[@ridhimasharma9469]

Ahh I saw your video on joonkik"channal it was really useful thank you so much we want more episodes I'll keep supporting you

[@Tronda550]

Hello i would like to ask if you consider to make video about korean hiphop/r&b labels even though it's not relating to kpop labels? Maybe how are they different from kpop labels or it can be about independent labels vs kpop labels (Just example).

[@michellechristabelll]

Yeyy a vlog thankyou eonniiii

[@paulhong6419]

Your face looks so softer now. Skincare? Wow

[@OpinionatedMatt]

Are you coming to terms with your personal expectations for your life or the kind of expectations society has for a woman your age?

[@srivani9155]

So pretty 😭

[@IsitpmYet]

Thank you for sharing, appreciate what you do. But that natural look though 😍 Take care.

[@lolitabautista3803]

Umm i have a question: do kpop trainees get allowance??? Pls. do a video for this

[@johnnyprachith2]

Natural Beauty insane!! LoVe U Soobeanie ! Oppa! haha

[@micalorraineapostol6507]

Hi soobeanie

[@deandrasaraswati3262]

Haiii soobeanie xx

[@Johanneslol11]

Buy a quest two I bought one to. 😂and watching movies or playing games with it, you really forget the world around you. Ps what your Pokémon is . Can we add you haha.

[@nidhi7695]

love you

[@kishantjio340]

안녕하세요 수빈누나 제발 걱정 지 마세고 괜찮아요 하루 하루 행복하세요 네 수빈누나 화이팅!😊

[@moneysharma2765]

Omg so look so pretty what do you use for your face you look so pretty My heart is gonna melt ♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️🇰🇷🥰😘 Love you and I luv your blady group also please make some videos with them also if you are comfortable!!

[@lr2ldn]

She looks like Jisoo from Blackpink.

[@yeetlixx9740]

Hi unnie I rly hope u reply to my comment I want to become a kpop idol but the thing is I'm indo-Canadian can I still make it in ?? I'm a big fan of urs if it's possible can u plz make a video if foreigners can become kpop trainees ????? Lots of love and support unnie plz keep on going !!!♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡

[@christmas9lights]

Try oat milk it so good

[@merrbwrry2248]

did she stop being friends with rilacoco ?

[@ridhimasharma9469]

Pls tell is it safe to be a kpop idol are there illegal things in kpop (big 3 companies) pls tell (did my comment hurt you?)

[@ivelmanhu7910]

Who is the best Korean cute voice Sana vs Lindie Botes Please war of comment

[@top5eerie32]

Hi I have just seen your video on being an ex kpop idol, the question I have is during your time as a kpop idol: how much sleep did you get on average? I've been told kpop idols average around 3-4 hrs but I didn't know if that was true. Do they pay you to say you sleep less...? Or did you sleep more like 7-8 and the 3-4hrs are just exaggerations ? I'm just curious haha this has been on my mind for quite a while

[@katscozycorner]

Ah, you’re still playing Pokemon Go too 😄 nice catch! 👏

[@mmars1486]

Please make more vlogs☺️☺️

[@lightningflame2941]

Just curious what is the March 1 movement in Korea about?

[@billharris7235]

Commemorating March 1, 1919. nationwide demonstrations and calls for independence during the Japanese occupation. Brutally suppressed with thousands killed, wounded and imprisoned. It's a national holiday.