IT'S TIME TO HEAL: coming back to life after a major depressive episode... LET'S DO THIS TOGETHER

I hope you're all well and if you aren't, know that you will be one day. I'm so excited to do these videos and hopefully offer you some motivation to start healing. 💜 I'm here for you.
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[@juniormoth4830]

Thank you for being so vulnerable, my mental health is bad at the moment too and it means a lot to see KZbinrs being so open and honest! Take care of yourself Hailey!

[@HaileyinBookland]

I hope things get better for you soon 💜

[@deannaambrogio5592]

One thing that sometimes helps me is the idea of - “Can I just..?” Can I just tidy the counter for one minute? Can I just see what I can get accomplished in 5 minutes? Sometimes I do the 5 minutes, sometimes the momentum of starting and the results I see help me do a little more.

[@amaradominica]

This new era of videos you have been releasing is inspiring me!! I have also just come out of a major depressive episode and it feels so warm knowing people who also struggle exist. We need more of this content on social media! You are amazing :)

[@HaileyinBookland]

So happy to hear that!!! 💕

[@casandra_only1]

I’ve started making mostly all my meals at home so I can focus on completing the task instead of just snacking. When I am busy I don’t focus on eating. I’m happy that you were able to baked instead of ordering the donuts.

[@theworkathomemama7148]

Thank you so much for sharing. My husband was diagnosed with a disability a little over a year ago, so he can no longer work. So much of my energy has gone into taking care of him that I haven’t taken care of myself. I am starting to do that again. Watching this video has been helpful.

[@jelisamasas1771]

I have to say this helped me and validated how I've been feeling/living as well! I just turned 30 and I'm ready to start my healing Era as well. ❤❤ thanks for sharing this with us. I know it had to be difficult.

[@carahamelie]

One thing I do that helps my ADHD... and mental health is make my list.... but then at the end of the day mark off the things I did on that list, and then write other things that I got done that day as well. I think those of us with ADHD can get really mad at ourselves if we dont mark off things on our list and we feel like failures... but writing the things down that I DID get done (even if they are small) really helps put my day into perspective, and makes me feel a lot better about myself and my day.

[@HaileyinBookland]

I do the same in my nighttime journaling! 🥰 it is very helpful!!

[@inklings1998]

I appreciated this video so much, Hailey! I am diagnosed with depression and anxiety and strongly suspect that I have ADHD as well, so I related to everything you were talking about. I know it took a lot of vulnerability to talk about, film, and post this video but it has made me feel less alone and less ashamed of my own struggles with procrastination and caring for myself and my spaces. So thank you so much! ❤

[@kathy2539]

Your honesty is refreshing and you're not alone. I'm a procrastinator, too and I have D.A.S (Depression, anxiety and stress disorder), though sometimes I think I'm just plain lazy and get myself into such a mess. The problem I have is that the mess becomes a bigger issue because I don't know where to start and then I procrastinate some more!!!

[@kellyreadingbooks]

You should totally read How to Keep House While Drowning by KC Davis. It’s all about how mental health/ADHD and cleaning go hand in hand and honestly it made me cry a couple times because it was stuff I really needed to hear!

[@maniigotkickss]

I love this video. It helped me so much with coming out of an episode my self. I hope all is well 😬...

[@sharksverse]

Just starting this video because I am currently in an extreme depressive episode. I'm sending good vibes to you and everyone reading this, we will get through this.

[@RowskiHeat]

Hailey! You do not need to be embarrassed! We have all been there and know how hard it can be. Thank you for sharing with us! Love watching your journey 💜

[@givemeprimelaughter]

Genuinely, THANK YOU, Hailey. I have had the same struggle for as long as I could remember. The messiness, the paper piles, uncashed checks etc. It's overwhelming and when your mental health tanks cleaning and dealing with paperwork is the last thing you want to do. Spoons get low fast and somedays just feeding yourself is enough. Proud of you for being honest and for taking care of yourself and your space. I know from experience it is hard but it is so worth it once it is done. Hope you are doing well, sweetheart.

[@khrystynakv]

Thank you so much for this video. It makes me feel like I am not alone. This year hasn't been the best mentally and physically. I live in the states, but I am from and have family in Ukraine. And the war has been putting a huge weight on me. I feel guilty every single day for not being able to stop it. I also lost my dog of 15 years this February and it's been hard. I try to smile and stay positive around family and friends and even on my own channel. Cause I'm afraid to fall apart infront of everyone. But I've been trying hard to clean, rest, and take a deep breath each week. Trying to accept the fact that a lot of things are out of my control. This video helped so much. I can't wait to watch more!! ❤

[@StudioLindsay]

I was recently diagnosed with ADHD as an adult and struggle with getting certain things done on time, like depositing checks too. I really appreciate your honesty!

[@esztergal3141]

I remember watching your videos when I started loving books at 13yrs old, 5 yrs later you're helping me see that I'm not alone, and that I can get through it. Thank you, love your content! Keep it up! ❤

[@caffeinatedreader_]

Thank you SO much for being open and posting this. I also struggle with anxiety, depression & ADHD so this made me feel less alone 🥹💜

[@Kimberly5453]

This was such a cool video to watch. Thank you so much for being honest and vulnerable with us all. It was especially nice to hear someone talk about binge eating. I use to go to all you can eat buffets by myself and then spend 4 hours at the gym because of the guilt i felt. It was so special for us for you to open a bit of yourself up for us. Thank you so much! You are a true inspiration! ❤

[@natalielemanski1339]

THIS! This is where I'm at too and I greatly appreciate seeing people on similar journeies.

[@judithcakelover]

Thank you for sharing this it's so brave❤ and so relatable because my house has been a big mess (same as my mental health). And you really inspired me to do the same and just start with cleaning up bits step by step. We can do this.😁💪❤️

[@travismiddleton8218]

Great video. Thanks you for your honesty and sharing. As someone who has struggled with depression and just dealing with feelings of loneliness videos like yours are very uplifting ❤😊 I love your channel btw

[@HaileyinBookland]

I’m so glad, thank you 💜💜

[@Ms.SpookyNerd]

My mental health been doing alot better since working out, reading more again, and having a fun busy summer 🌞🌻🍨🪁🍉💐

[@Carolagw]

I had watched your videos for years and last year I got into a big depression and stopped watching things like youtube. I'm now back on track with medicine and lots of therapy and finding your videos again with you trying to improve your life as well makes me so happy! We can do this!

[@renakss]

this new healing and wellness era is so different from your past videos and i'm loving it. i've been kinda obsessed with those videos on tiktok too, i have a whole collection 😂 seeing people prioritizing and taking care of themselves is so satisfying and inspiring.

[@thisstoryaintover]

LOVE this video so much 🫶🏾 totally feel you on trying to work with the ADHD + depression + anxiety rather than against them 💓 sending you so much love and glad you're prioritizing yourself 🫶🏾

[@Jacq.Benoit.writes]

As someone else with ADHD and who struggles with major depressive episodes, I appreciate your vulnerability and transparency in this video. My apartment looks exactly like that after my episodes, and I know how much shame and embaressment I always feel when looking at it. It's nice to know that it's a "normal" part of mental health issues, and it's not just a me thing.

[@Aishaoaktree1122]

thanks for sharing. I've noticed for myself if i put systems in place it will help with the clitter, having a place for everything and forming a routine of putting it there as soon as i walk in or come to a room it makes it easier, some weeks it works and sometimes you spiral so far down it's hard to stick to the routines. it's good to see how others are tackling issues as well.

[@michellehernandez8442]

Your words resonated so much for me. I used to weigh 107 and turned 18 and kept gaining weight. Now at 29, I weigh 190 and it is so hard. I struggle significantly with my. body and self image. I have anxiety, depression, bipolar disorder, ptsd, and ocd. I also struggle with binge eating. Thank you for opening up❤❤❤

[@Rene_33]

I love watching videos like this. It also gets me motivated to clean organize do the house chores that I dread doing but honestly dont take that long to do like dishes folding laundry etc. I also have the same mindset of dont go down the stairs empty handed or up the stairs empty handed. Thanks for sharing your process and being so open. Hope all is still going well for you 😊

[@natalieclaire6047]

THANK YOU for being so open. You are who I needed years ago when I didn’t know what was happening to me and who I was becoming because of undiagnosed depression. Just thank you.

[@17caria]

This feels like one of the most vulnerable videos you've ever done, and I loved it!!

[@hollyleach4388]

You could seriously be talking about my life. Thanks for the insight and hope. Keep strong!

[@lorielovesbooks7315]

I understand the struggle to clean. I hope you find calmness and comfort. I congratulate myself on doing 3 things in a day and sometimes if it is only one thing done in a day I remind myself that I still did good that day.

[@rhylieandmaddison]

thank you for showing the reality of what happens when your mental health controls your life. I have been struggling a lot with a similar situation and my flat has really gotten out of control. so thank you for reminding me that it's not just me

[@julievandemoere1194]

I loved this video so much! After losing my mom a year ago and suddenly living alone for the first time at 21, my house is a mess. I also have ADHD and so everything is always very overwhelming so thank you for the tips and tricks! Currently I'm cleaning out the closets and I ordered some nice clothes organisers to make it more exciting😊

[@rubymcdime7382]

I have ADHD and depression too and this was exactly what I needed today. Thank you so much ❤❤❤❤

[@emi_ishungry]

i love how your talking to us with your hands its so fun

[@jenreviewsbooks]

Thank you so much. Sometimes finding motivation is hard and the binge eating is something that I too can struggle with.

[@Intofitness82]

There are a ton of podcasts on living with adhd , I love them and have been so helpful.

[@AlaCatMom]

Hailey, I’m so proud of you! I love your attitude and I can truly see how much you’ve grown though the years. Keep loving yourself and taking things slow! And thank you for being honest and open about your struggles. I know so many of us can relate and may feel motivated by your example

[@travellingbookowlforever]

Thank you for this video. I am also in my healing era now, finding out what triggers my depression and this motivated me so much to also get my apartment clean and tidy again. Clean flat = Clear mind ❤

[@crystaldollhouse]

This was so comforting/helpful to watch, I struggle with many of the same issues and I feel motivated to tackle some of the things I really need to deal with!

[@crystaldollhouse]

I also feel like I need to make banana muffins 😛

[@Wgg132]

I’ve been finally able to address my depressive episode and I’m watching along to get myself out of my rut thank you for this video! 💕💕

[@onkookietime]

watching this while cleaning up my space too💜

[@MarianaFerreira-l1f]

This is my story.I had a major depressive episode when I was 18.I spent 2 years basically in bed. Then I recovered greatly and the depression I had was high functioning depression sometimes it would even go away and I WOULD BECOME HAPPY for months.Ive been told by a new therapist that Im likely bipolar 2 Im just now entering a major depressive state.its very traumatic for me to go through this again after so much progress:( thank you for this video

[@KathyBaier]

What a great video! I hope your balance comes for you soon. Thanks so much for sharing.

[@giigiireadss]

*goes on a tangent rant* then “wait I don’t need to explain myself to you” LOL😅😅😅 as someone who’s been watching you since your fairy lights bookshelf era (which I don’t even remember how long ago that was), the growth is immaculate😍😭

[@misssunrise3717]

OMG, THIS IS COOOOOL!!! THANK YOU FOR SHARING THIS PHASE WITH US. GOD KNOWS I NEED IT TO PUSH MYSELF FORWARDS TOO❤

[@kaysbookishworld]

I’m starting a very similar era. Thank you for sharing ❤ this is exactly what I needed this morning 😊

[@pariah_haven]

Thank you for sharing your experience with eating, body image and mental health. I know it's hard but I relate to you a lot. As hard as it was for you to admit your struggles there are other people out there that are going through it, and it's nice to not feel alone.

[@kristinejohnson576]

Thank you for this video! I have been going through some hard mental health times lately and this video made me feel less alone. I also like to do morning brain dumps in my journal. It helps to get it all out on the page.

[@racheltfisher]

I can relate to this video, this year has been tough so far for various reasons and I am having to push myself to do stuff 😩

[@jennareadsalot9153]

This video really helped me! I’ve been going through a lot of depression and anxiety lately and my room has probably never looked worse, but I used this as a kind of “clean with me” and it made the process so much quicker

[@latoyabolt9459]

This was soooooo good! I made notes. Thanks for sharing. You were real without being stressful to watch.

[@crazybooklady2104]

I love your honesty about how you feel and about the state of your home. I've been trying to get the motivation to clean my place.

[@ellyrenee]

Thank you for being vulnerable, I related to so much of this❤️

[@talitagirardi1]

Thanks for the video. It helps a lot seeing people that are struggling too working things out. ❤

[@bookaholicbanter]

First, thanks for opening up and sharing all of that with us. I know that must have been difficult. I am in the same position in my life and suffer from the same things. I understand. Don't be too hard on yourself. This vlog was a major win! You did so much! I know how satisfying it feels when you get out of that slump and make your space nice & tidy. I needed this today. You have motivated me to do some cleaning and organizing as well so thank you! ❤

[@jessica-bookslit4953]

I’m loving your new videos! Everything you are going through and have, I have totally been there. You can do this!

[@jampsonn1826]

I am livinggg for this content. Your honesty and realness is so refreshing, and i wish you nothing but good vibes on your journey. ❤

[@boopsieeee]

I absolutely loved this video so much! Thank you for being so vulnerable and opening up to us; it really made me feel less alone with some of the things I'm going through myself. and I am so looking forward to more videos in this series!😊 Sending lots of love💗

[@patriciawilliams593]

I’m so glad you are feeling better

[@Funsizechibi07]

I absolutely loved this! Thank you so much for sharing. It really meant so much! ❤

[@s.g2344]

Thank you for sharing - it does help make you feel less alone, i sometimes honsetly feel like everyone elses life is going well and im just on my own not doing much 😢 (doesnt help when i go on social media either!) - last year i went through depression and it took a good few months to come out of it . If anyones going through depression i would 100 % recomend talking to a therapist or someone you trust or journalling Also fidget toys and meditation helped me in the past as i suffer from anxiety as well.

[@carlatowns6942]

I am you and you are me! This was so relatable. Thank you for being so open and vulnerable. Loving the lifestyle type content. Healing era!!!

[@kaylestanleytilden9482]

I love this video please dont be embarrassed everyone has one of those days! Im going through somethings atm it making me not eat nervous depressed and anxious. I hope you get to feeling better ❤❤ i love these types of videos❤ adorable dogs❤❤

[@elannag]

THANK YOU for this video and sharing your life. Makes me feel so much better to know I'm not alone in this with mental health ❤

[@roxanerussell3228]

Thank you for sharing! Congratulations on all that you got accomplished. I also suffer from mental illness (bipolar,anxiety and depression) I am also a huge procrastinator. Thank you for the motivation and I look forward to more videos in this series ❤

[@bookloverlaura]

You’re amazing Hailey! Thank you so much for being candid.

[@emilybannon1943]

Thank you for this video/series! As someone with anxiety depression and a learning disability with some executive dysfunction as well. This is so motivating

[@agalo3631]

I knew I was drawn to you, not just because you have awesome book videos, but because we are SO SIMILAR! Currently living in a pile of my own consequences and finding it very difficult to motivate myself even though I have friends coming over in 8 days and I know I don't want them to see random crap everywhere. Not only that, but I am writing, but haven't been able to sit down and write because there's stuff EVERYWHERE! Thank you, thank you, thank you for being open and vulnerable here and for showing that we can have control of our lives and we can get things done!🥰

[@ashleefranklin5633]

Thank you for being really raw and honest Hailey. These types of videos are really inspiring to see and I’m so glad that you’re feeling better. Continue making content that makes you happy and is easiest for you because I will always watch anything that you make x

[@MidnightLibraryx]

this video is very inspiring! thank you for being vulnerable with us! my life has definitely been similar and I'm trying to get motivation. your videos always get me up and feeling happy :)

[@MatthewTeixeira]

Love the more vlog like content! And as someone who struggles often with mental health, it's so nice to see your openness

[@aznickster]

Thank you so much for sharing your story. Your journey is touching many lives and it makes people realize they are not alone.

[@jessicaStamper]

Thank you for being so open about it. There are times when my mental health is low. I need to do some more reading.

[@theSoharMRS]

I love that you are opening up and not hiding who you are. It makes you so relatable. I struggle with a lot of the same things you do and it’s nice that you are talking about it and what you are doing to help yourself. ❤️❤️❤️

[@thepianogirl088]

Hooray for new outlooks, new attitudes, and new healing ❤

[@RK4gaming288]

27:33 I struggle as well with this. Thank you so much for sharing❤!

[@MoonlightBookReader]

THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR SHARING THIS!! Your honesty and vulnerability was something that I, personally, really connected with, as well as a lot of the things you've been going through/dealing with. The major depressive episodes, the not being able or feeling motivated to even organize my own space and the binge eating as well. And I too have come to realize that, yes, I don't have the body I would like to have right now, but I need to take care of my mental health, my inner peace, before I can think of anything else. My mind needs to be my priority, above all else. You always look beautiful because you are a beautiful human, and it's really empowering to see how you're working towards a better self, a calmer self, more in tune with your needs and at your own pace. Keep sharing these videos Hailey!! And keep on smiling and goin at it one day at a time. Lots of love! 😘😘🥰

[@heatherdobberstein2071]

This makes my heart so happy. So happy for you. 💜 can’t wait to see more of you’re healing journey!!

[@elizewyn]

Thank you for posting this. I've been struggling a lot with my own mental health lately, and it really helps that you are sharing your experience with us :)

[@nadia___mitchell]

Loved this video - it was so relatable! I also struggle with Bingeing😔 thank you for sharing that❤ I loved seeing how you were clearing the clutter around you to help clear the clutter in your mind❤

[@shaunaXX]

This is actually so helpful for me rn. This made me make a list and I hoovered downstairs while listening to this video. I saw someone on tiki took call these “let’s not rot” days which. Yes. Let’s get shit done and not rot 💛

[@byambernicole]

Hailey, the shift in content has been amazing!! Your vulnerability and strength has been so helpful for someone who also has ADHD. Just watching this made me take all the dishes that have been piling up in my room out. So happy to see you make content that you love! Much love to you!

[@livylou11]

Thank you for this. For opening up when you don't have to. You are genuine, caring and so inspiring.

[@shellycottrell433]

I feel you 🥰 I wish you joy ❤

[@aineherron4166]

This was comforting and also helped motivate me to make my own list of everything that’s been building up and filling my head

[@theinstabookworm6428]

Thank you for sharing this side of life and mental health, Hailey. I can relate to so much of what you talked about in this video. I appreciate your vulnerability. 💜

[@rachaelnuchols764]

Praying for you ❤....been there...

[@susanveligor364]

You got this! You have a lot of people cheering for you! ❤ Very excited for your series and your continued dedication to prioritizing self care! 🎉

[@aseaoftomes]

Thank you so much for sharing this journey with us Hailey. I know how hard all of this can be. I'm going through a self-discovery, healing, lots of life changes journey too and it's definitely really difficult and I can relate to a lot of what you're talking about and doing. I know you probably know this, but it doesn't always hurt to hear it again, but you're not alone with all of this and I look forward to seeing more of your healing journey as you go!

[@coke-cinelle]

Wow this video is so good ! Thanks for being vulnerable & honest. I'm on the same journey & this is so motivating ❤❤❤❤❤

[@angiepeyton2769]

Great video! Thanks for the inspiration!

[@readbycoco]

This was an incredible video Hailey. Your authenticity shined through and it was incredibly relatable and refreshing to watch. 💕

[@librarianlirael]

Thank you for your vulnerability! Some of the things you're saying about your mental health journey has been how I've also had to reframe things in my head. I have depression and adhd and struggle with procrastination and doing tasks I've put off, and working with my brain is really helping me too. It's nice to not feel so alone in my struggles. 💜 take care of yourself friend

[@christyforest141]

I love this video. It's raw, vulnerable, but so genuine. You look stunning btw. Hope everything goes well in your life. Thanks so much for this video. :)

[@AmyTheEarthling]

I’ve been going through a break up and I’m finding these videos so helpful, thank you for being so vulnerable! I have also struggled with binge eating disorder and it’s so tough ❤

[@debbystragier2154]

I recommend reading how to keep a house from drowning from kc davis. I haven’t read it myself but i’ve heard a lot of good reviews of people who also struggle with depression and taking care of things in their house. I definitely know how you feel though, sometimes just living can be hard but i’m also still grateful that i’m alive tbh even when things get hard. I also have a binge eating disorder, I tend to especially set emotions with food. I’m a similar size to you and have always been on the bigger size. I have accepted a long time ago that i’ll never be skinny, for me the most important things is to be healthier and happier.

[@HaileyinBookland]

It’s on my list!!! 💜