Just want to share my life story in a video

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@pensivelyreading Ай бұрын

I have been very hard on myself in the past when I have an interest and I get fully immersed. If I fail at it in some way, I beat myself up that I’m not doing it perfectly or as well as I want. Then I might stop doing that thing. I think sometimes I put up my own obstacles by doing that. It’s like I say to myself, “Because of this thing that everyone says I need to do I can’t do this thing the right way. So it’s not worth keeping doing it or starting.” I feel like that may not be your same experience. I’m not sure. I just thought I’d share my own experience with that. It’s interesting about meltdowns and shutdowns. I think I only had them when I was an adult and moved out of my parents’ house. I think maybe that’s because I stopped stimming or having outlet. I’m not sure. Maybe I had them and don’t remember. I feel like as an adult I would start getting overwhelmed more often and not know why. Lately I’ve been rediscovering how to stim and preserve energy which is so difficult. I am interested in Turkey. I was in Greece twice. I guess there can be some animosity with some parts of the culture between the two countries, which is unfortunate. I would like to go to Turkey but I’m not sure when I will travel again. It sounds so beautiful though. Learning a language is very hard for me. I have a hard time speaking English when I can’t think of what to say. I forget words. I think my way into learning language is the grammar. I took online classes in Greek which were very stressful for me sometimes. I can have basic conversations in Greek but I find it difficult to think of what to say or what words to focus on learning. I don’t know. I also don’t stay motivated because my interests have moved on and I don’t have people to talk to in Greek so that I can practice. And making new “friends” to do that is very difficult for me. Maybe it’s more barriers I’m setting for myself :) Anyways, I know this was a bit rambling but I don’t know how to leave shorter comments on videos sometimes :)

@isabellammusic Ай бұрын

I love to get long comments! Thank you for sharing! It’s exactly why I do this.

@heedmydemands 10 ай бұрын

It's so nice to listen to other autistic people. I feel less alone. I have been singing more and more. I sing in the car with my kids and also at home, and outside where other people can hear sometimes lol

@isabellammusic 10 ай бұрын

Keep singing and do the things you love. I’ve started to dance more and I try not to overthink how I look, it’s very good to release your emotions.