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[@PaintedSerenity]

This is a personal vent, not a meme. please stop.

[@artisticserene2373]

I just want to say Serenity that I absolutely love this video and how you put everything into your art and it's beautiful inside and out. You've inspired me so much. Thanks.

[@keegantheknight5269]

PaintedSerenity um, I wanted to let you know, that no matter whatever your going through, I admire your work. You're amazing at what you do, and talented. And whatever it is that haunts you at night, put it to bed, cause I know you'll be king again, and sometimes I know it's hard to do, but you can do it. You're great I love what you do And stay strong, no matter what. (I'm sorry if this wasted your time by the way)

[@potatochip6016]

PaintedSerenity everything will be ok we're here for u your the best keep it up and don't let em change u

[@gamesplash122]

This was Amazing Your friends are jerks if there not being supportive You have AMAZING talent :3

[@R4BID-BONEZ]

you're such a beautiful person by being yourself don't let anyone call you otherwise 😆

[@PaintedSerenity]

I prefer flower crowns anyways

[@mistertwig5504]

tottaly

[@leaf8852]

PaintedSerenity hi

[@leaf8852]

PaintedSerenity were all big fans and when's moon coming out?

[@mistertwig5504]

umm I dont think she likes people asking her that. No negativeniss intendid

[@leaf8852]

FreakWolf k

[@icecreammint3937]

this made me cry.....a.. little... raise... your hand if this made you cry *raise hand*

[@kyky9560]

I didn't make me cry really but it made me cry inside

[@damianhampton47]

ice cream mint after reading the note she put on notebook before her drawings came to life i cried a bit.

[@sybelleification]

ice cream mint same

[@hakansten1408]

🖐

[@sineadredmond3804]

ice cream mint :Raises all the hands on heart whilst wipping away a tear: Sniff... Me

[@alyssasowell774]

Paint I seriously hope you read your comments because I have something really important to tell you. I'm literally spilling my life story to you right now because I feel like I should ok, and I just relate to this and you sooo much. November 2nd 2016 I attempted suicide after feeling alone for so long. I've been sick with a brain disease and an eating disorder and it felt like I was the only one in the fight and that everyone hated me. I felt like a burden on absolutely everyone because I knew I couldn't do what every other girl my age can. They will always have one friend that they will prefer above me. So I thought that maybe that meant that they wouldn't notice or care when I was gone. I attempted suicide in the church because I'm kind of new to reconnecting with god and as far as I knew it was a sin so I thought I'd try and get a lil extra insurance on the whole heaven thing. But my choice of place and time was pretty inconvienient for the people who I thought were better off without me. Heck I think they teamed up with the friend they 'prefer over me' to stay with me until my parents arrived. It wasn't the kind of inconvienience that my anxiety and paranoia convinces me is what goes on. The only reason why they didn't do much before was because they don't know how to help. But in that moment they were just scared and I can justify feelings of frustration too since I'd been a really, reaaally, shitty person with my cries for help. Attempting in the place where I basically attended religiously (ha punz) may not have done much in the moment but it sure impacted my life by the time I was even able to set foot in the building again. Obviously after the attempt I was in the hospital for about two weeks. Out of the blue I get news that the doctors want to send me all the way to Arizona for my eating disorder and sent me on my merry way. But before I left I requested to see those people I hurt the most throughout my suicidal tendencies. I hoped it would give me closure but I was still just so scared that they were angry with me. My anxiety screamed they hated me and they just came and had good laughs with me on their own time for some sort of gain I can't see. I'd love to say that has never happened to me but just about every relationship I've had has been me constantly giving and getting nothing back. It's what happens when you live with autistic siblings who aren't capable of having empathy. So when that rare gem (or three) pop into my life it's so easy to be hesitant and worried that it's just too good to be true. So for the first few weeks in AZ, I forced myself to write to them. I forced myself to pretend they loved me and cared about how I was doing. When family week came I asked my mom for their phone numbers so I could call them on my scheduled times on occasion and to think they actually changed their routine to be ready for when I call is just so unbelievable. Buut it was kind of true because they always answered when I called. So take that anxiety! I flew back home Friday the 13th and I'm still alive c; My friends threw me a surprise party I was in aftercare for a bit and I finally returned to church. It was very intimidating but I had a lot of support. You know when everyone says "It gets better" but its impossible to believe in the moment? Well I finally saw the light. I had genuine friends that loved me. I was repairing my relationship with my family and finally rebuilding my life. Febuary 27th, my father committed suicide, and that was turned all around. But I have to remind myself even in my worst moments that its just my anxiety telling me that I'm an awful person and I force myself and continue to pretend that I still belong and have a purpose and so far its doing okay. I wish they could understand how I feel but they can't. So all I can do is help people similar to me feel heard and understood and cared about. I know you probably don't remember me, but I've been watching you for a while. (creeper alert) On dA and here. I've seen how muh you've grown and changed. You've inspired me so sooo much. I love your art, but I love you. I love that you put effort into your animations and art even when it feels like the weight of the world is crushing you. Even when it feels like there's no point to even crawl out of bed, you still do it. I'm so inspired by you and the way you fight. Not just the art. Please keep fighting. You deserve only the best in life and one day you will get it!!! I'm free to talk a lot of the time. I have an Instagram, Skype, and FB messenger haha. You have the choice if you wanna reach out or not. But just know I am ALWAYS here. And that I'm here because of you. You're my hero, Paint.

[@zerixtheferret]

Live life too the fullest, love. We're here for you. :)

[@barkingdog6061]

Alyssa Sowell omg your comment should be put on try not to cry I lost

[@alyssasowell774]

I love you guys so much thank you

[@barkingdog6061]

Alyssa Sowell want to hear a joke?

[@Gabi16Luna]

I'm really sorry about what happened to you. But as I said to Serenity, I'm here to help! I can be your friend!

[@kip8228]

" Dear Family & Friends, I'm sorry... it wasn't your fault, I take the blame on this one. I'm selfish for doing this but I was never meant to ( get ?) this far. I'm not strong enough ( for? ) this world. I'm sorry. " Man... that's deep.. I have no idea if that's what your facing now, if it is. I feel... so sorry for you.. but.. remember. If no one in your family cares or friends, WE care. Your fans care.

[@zerixtheferret]

I agree all the way! :D

[@smallbur_6995]

Glitch TheWolfDemon totally!!!!

[@scarfdrawscattos4190]

Glitch TheWolfDemon I agree. All of the people who never cared... they are idiots. They don't notice what trouble Paint is going through.

[@monikalos7668]

Your pfp is my life in a nutshell (BORK I wonder why imma trying to be happy '_')

[@sarahtaylor7226]

Your fans are your friends

[@kelseywasham3771]

The sound i just made wasnt human

[@Jomomma14utube]

Roko Star It was unicorn.

[@corbid5093]

Roko Star I believe it is called,,, mourning sloth llama

[@Cat_of_Chaos]

Just remember your fans are here to support you always

[@avamajor5289]

'Fans' isn't the right word... Friends. :)

[@gsfs8208]

Ava M Yeh like Emala Jiss said in her 20000 sub vid

[@aries8563]

You know of her Not her story it's probably not even some th ing she wants to throw around either

[@bbleachbunni_4185]

guys im not crying, i promise, i think someones just invisibly cutting onions somewhere :)

[@Ihe4rtcatzz]

Your eyes are sweating.

[@commenter4368]

I'm cutting the onions >:)

[@sorrel-austrix1902]

omg, it's so beautiful! ^*^ Amazing job! ^*^ it brought me to tears *in a good way!*

[@clarebonebrake3590]

Hothshine DragonKin Moved me to tears as well! That was incredible serenity, great job!

[@undertale_bakad4035]

Hothshine DragonKin same 😂😂😂🤣

[@icortherainwing464]

Hothshine DragonKin are you crying no just got some dust in my eye

[@sylvia6619]

You're never alone. Just remember we're here to help you when you fall down, we're here to help you heal after that fall. We all love you Serenity. In our eyes you're more than just a animator, you're more than a person. Many of us look up to you, including me. To have you hurt or sad tears us up on the inside. I would kill to get close to you. We are here for you. We are there for you. We all love you. Don't forget. It's not the art we love, it's you. Your personality. Your kindness towards us. So please, never forget us.

[@cactits]

Wow that was beutiful

[@littleestelle2522]

Your like, the best motivater i ever heard!

[@santonor1832]

Almost as beautiful as the video u_u

[@mistigrlanimation]

Holy cow! Every single video is simply AMAZING! We ALL love you, and don't want you to ever feel low. Just close your eyes, take a deep breath, and remember that we are all here for you! ^w^ (BTW, you are HUGE inspiration to me and many more of your subscibers I'm sure!)

[@foxb5974]

Mistigrl Animation I know this sound random but my barthday is in 2 days

[@jkggdhchkkgfhxchxjghx]

Agree! And Serenity is my biggest inspiration!

[@rafaellawaasdorp1033]

Mistigrl Animation Yes Thats absolutely true

[@kaliesparklez1497]

Mistigrl Animation yep!

[@clara-1143]

Mistigrl Animation yah even though others may not support you and care for you. We the people who love your vids and art will

[@hotbread1004]

Came here a few years ago, and I'm back again, I completely understand this video, I came from a family who never knew love, never showed love, always shouted and always screamed, I almost thought about ending everything when I was just a child when my mother screamed to me she didn't want me and that I should have just gone to the place unwanted children did, but I didn't, and I ended up sticking it out for many years of that toxic environment but because I didn't end everything I was able to meet my BEST friend in the whole world, made me feel like I had a coin in my corner when my mother made my life hell over and over again, I now live with my dad and my sister though my sister is exactly the same if not worse than my mother but I'm not alone anymore

[@whatecho2805]

I was going to sing this for the school talent show... But I was too scared I'd get bullied for it because I'm known as a depressing person and if I sing this I'll get more hate but.. I did it any way and I don't care what they think about me..

[@emman.7612]

whatecho did u do it?

[@laylaabdelmottaleb761]

Don’t care about them. They can’t control your future. You can.

[@Kestrelbee]

you show them

[@cursedmoongaming5373]

I know this was something for yourself but don't forget there many people that go thru this and even go thru with ending their life so here's what I told myself after my 4th attempt I found it online but here goes. "Your skin isn't a paper, Don't cut it" "Your face isn't a mask, Don't hide it" "Your body isn't a book, Don't judge it" and what helped me "Your life isn't a story, Don't end it"

[@michaelle2987]

that is a nice quote but sadly, a lot of people do end there lives because of people. it's sad to see people like this. heck, my childhood was bad. I wanted to kill my self because of stress. until people helped me. then I made it my life to help people do stuff right. even if they bully me.

[@imastupid5876]

Thank you. You made me feel sad again. I'm genuinely grateful. It's been a while since I've felt happiness and sadness together.

[@zerixtheferret]

I know right? I was getting worried, but I saw this and me cried lots, and lots.

[@skynoteaj6464]

ikr

[@artisticserene2373]

Full lyrics: You're alone, you're on your own, so what? Have you gone blind? Have you forgotten what you have and what is yours? Glass half empty, glass half full Well either way you won't be going thirsty Count your blessings not your flaws You've got it all You lost your mind in the sound There's so much more You can reclaim your crown You're in control Rid of the monsters inside your head Put all your faults to bed You can be king again You don't get what all this is about You're too wrapped up in your self doubt You've got that young blood, set it free You've got it all You lost your mind in the sound There's so much more You can reclaim your crown You're in control Rid of the monsters inside your head Put all your faults to bed You can be king There's method in my madness There's no logic in your sadness You don't gain a single thing from misery Take it from me You've got it all You lost your mind in the sound There's so much more You can reclaim your crown You're in control Rid of the monsters inside your head Put all your faults to bed You can be king You've got it all You lost your mind in the sound There's so much more You can reclaim your crown You're in control Rid of the monsters inside your head Put all your faults to bed You can be king again

[@flufflewarrior]

Artistic Serene Why would you copy paste them in the comments, when they are on screen?

[@Bigcatthief]

FluFflE WaRrioR44 its the full lyrics the whole song wasnt in the video so they’re just putting the full songs lyrics

[@iselac.1147]

man... i just wish i was with you and just give u a SUPER BIG HUG even better, if all of us that admire your beautiful talent were all right there with u and stuffed u with all our love and support!!! ❤️❤️

[@carrotsticks1816]

Ah, I'm so glad you're feeling better serenity Off ur OCs zoom That end like legit made tears dude I love this song and like your art and you made me feckin cry like I'm so happy that you're happy and shet help

[@obamacares8386]

This was emotionally amazing, got tears in my eyes. Great work! Yeah, life is not a rainbow ride full time. Most days are cloudy and others are filled with thunderstorms, but eventually, the sun will come out and bring with it a rainbow. That's why on the cloudy days, I draw, write, create whatever I can think of to get away from the world for a bit. At least until the sun rises. I love your art style and the stories you have told on KZbin, please keep up the good work!

[@nightwlf9219]

I keep watching this and I cry every time because its like my life. I really do need a friend

[@wyvernstudios3076]

Flower Crowns are the bomb. I dont liek that old crown. But seriously i got a bit emotional :p You did really good, and i find it inspirational xD

[@imjustdoingthistocommentlo765]

Thank you for saying exactly what i got from my oc's :'3 Beautiful Serenity. I loved it

[@imjustdoingthistocommentlo765]

*clicks replay*

[@Confusion7182]

same here.

[@jokercard1955]

Why can't the sketch book think happen to me? I have some charcters that would be realllllly useful for comfort.

[@elementalfurs4328]

omg.....I-I know how that feels..... when you lost the hope but something o someone tells you to keep forward, this life is hard and full off bad things, but there will be people that will cheer us up; that people are like us, tge sufered like us, they know how we feel, and a lot about the pain of solitute....I'm in my own in this World, that was what I though before knowing. thischanel and a couple more, I feel identified with you serenity, with everyone of those who know how bad things can be, how this world can tear us apart and left us alone in a corner. If you understand what I meant in this, please let me know, it will help mi sanity a lot, even more coming from someone that I want to be like; ur a motivation for many, you might just draw or animate some characters but there is the thing, every thing I just saw here has a plave in mi mind....some day I will be out there doing high quality animations and then I'll remember the ones who where an example of what I want to be and I'll be proud about knowing those like you. I just discharge all my feelings on this, most of this just came out from mi soul, really sad but true; Damn god, I must control my feels.

[@elementalfurs4328]

or I simple dont understood right the mensage :v

[@elementalfurs4328]

:3 I am not crying, I am NOT crying

[@michi911]

I'm pretty sure a majority of the human race goes through depression at least once. Whatever happens, Serenity, I will be here, and every one of your fans will be with me too. Keep holding on.

[@pyIorus]

Serenity, you've been my inspiration my WHOLE life, ever since I stumbled upon that wonderful MOON series. Whenever you feel like giving up, take a moment and think to yourself that there's over 70 thousand people out there who care about you. Not to mention the two million who viewed your MOON series, and loved it. Never give up 😊❤

[@wolfieriverspark9909]

You are one of the most inspiring person in the whole world. The earth is lucky to hav people like you on it. This animation touched my heart, you help me get through my life with my anxiety and self-doubt and fake friends, I love your work, keep it up 👍🏻

[@iclynnx]

_The feeling of loneliness... I know that feeling. It's like an empty hole in your heart and soul. Some say: "It'll get better with time" but it doesn't. Time doesn't heal everything. Sometimes, you just bite your fears and realize. You can't just sit in your room and feel sorry for yourself... You gotta do something. But what? Nobody knows. You try and try to think of something, but it's like trying to climb over a high, flat wall. Nothing helps... School only makes it worse. But, you're not giving up. Not just yet... You decide to hold on, and try to reach your dreams and make them real... Because only your dreams can heal the wounds of your past. Don't give up. Just bite your fears, and do what you've always wanted; Make the {realistic} dreams come true._ -I wrote this to myself... I hope it helps others having it hard... This is based on my feelings, if you don't agree, don't. Im not forcing you...

[@wolfgirl2074]

Wow this was cute, and emotional, I remember going through something like this, wish I had this video then...But I've made it through.I don't know about you but I think animating or for me just drawing and coloring wolves has really been my escape from reality, people just don't get me when I try to tell my life through a wolf's eyes, they think I'm crazy.But I've learned not to careGood video by the way, makes me unafraid to show maybe some of my own little still-picture wolf tributes.I still hope to hear from those episodes soon? Keep up the great work

[@zerixtheferret]

I always feel like drawing is my escape from reality also! That can explain why there all magical or royalty, lol. XD

[@MS-xy7rg]

The most beautiful video on this world 😍👍🏼❤ Really good job, I love it !

[@jelenamandic5079]

this is definitely one of my favourite pmvs. its absolutely amazing! good job!!

[@lunarispledge1154]

Omfg serenity you gonna make me cry 😩😥😢 Jeez, this is so sad, yet I love the ending. We're all here for you serenity, no matter what problem comes your way, we'll always be here to support you! Take care, and stay happy with your flower crown.

[@juliabronny3705]

0:00 oh that's cute, I love this song 1:08 OH I WANT THAT 1:09 SHIT I WANT 1:15 AND I'M NOT CRYING

[@e.o752]

Your art and the message is beautiful.. so I conclude you are such a beautiful person. I can relate. If I didn't have a story in my head to cling too. and characters to write I probably wouldn't be alive right now.

[@e.o752]

I love my parents they couldn't be more supportive but they rip each I they apart I love both of them so much yet I'm constantly stressing over them I wish they could go a day without them almost breaking up and making me cry. it stresses me out and every day the stress drives my mind away my homework and motivation suffer. and I feel like I'm letting them down because I can't fix it I need help but I can't find it. I just wish I didn't have so much stress of homework and there relationship. I wish I could be free. Able to love both of them without the constant lingering of one of them leaving my life or leaning they lie to me. It's a vicious cycle. and I can't help it though I desperately wish I could. I Hope this doesn't sound vain or stuck up...

[@artisticserene2373]

I'm so sorry that's going on Seakingcat. I'm here for you if you ever want to talk on either mine or yours (whichever you prefer) youtube discusion. (I don't have any videos yet) Even though I don't know what it's like to have parents that are constantly fighting I do get what it's like to be stuck in a loop of stress. And no, you 100% do not sound vain or stuck up. Remember that sometimes telling someone-anyone-about something hard is the first step on the road to a brighter path. And if that sounded really cheesy, well what isn't in life?

[@Nickifriend7581fun]

Damn. This got me with the feels. Art always makes me feel so much better after all the hard days... I feel you, keep your head up!

[@wolfsong5778]

This is amazing, the way some people can wrap drawing around words and bring them together to make something so wonderful. Well done!

[@MlpponyfanzStudios]

I relate to this on the deepest level. This was amazing. You're extremely talented.

[@galacide]

THIS IS HONESTLY SO BEAUTIFUL,, I'M TEARING UP.

[@scorchy_girl9820]

This is one of the first arts I've seen if your channel, and I am already in love! I can feel the emotions and can relate to the song, the art, and the story behind it!

[@tofu8816]

this is the most touching thing i ever saw. Your art is so amazing and then this beautiful song! The storyline is so sad but the end is so magical. I'm very sorry what you're going through. amazing artwork ♥

[@strange5088]

omg, it's so beautiful!

[@trisblade8608]

; means I could end but I will continue

[@brennataylor4699]

this made me cry! you did so good on it keep up the great work!

[@lunafox6025]

I quite like your art style and I find that the amount of emotion in this is spectacular as you got to the song on another level!

[@IgnisFelis]

This is so pure and powerful... Hey I know sometimes it can feel good to just vent a stranger, someone who only knows what you tell them. If you ever feel like you need that I want you to know that you can message me anytime. My doors are always open for someone in need

[@zerixtheferret]

Agreed, you are a wonderful human being!

[@avamajor5289]

No offense Serenity, but your description is totally untrue. It's not a lonely existence, not at all. You have over 75,000 friends on KZbin, over 2 mill on your Moon series, and idk how many on DA, so you are not alone, and don't ever think that you are. I know what it's like to feel like you're alone... hell, it's probably why I became an author - to escape reality and find comfort in my own characters, just like you. And yes, it might seem like your friends and family aren't supporting you - though I can assure you that they are, it just seems like they aren't (and I don't blame you; depression makes it seem like that). You, Serenity, are strong. You are brilliantly amazing and a wonderfully talented artist - better than all of us, I think. I don't want to get into that cliche-y stuff, but everyone here in the comment section is right: you will get through this. I got through it, though I'm not totally out of it yet. You are an inspiration to all of us and probably the only KZbinr I know who's really stuck with warriors, at least in the art portion. And though I'm not sure, I think that this video is maybe just you trying to express what you're feeling. You attempted suicide, right? Because you thought it just wasn't worth it anymore, huh? And I'm guessing that suicide note is real too. Did you slash your wrists? You thought it would be easier to give up? Don't you dare say sorry. Sure, you may be sorry - and that's fine, but when people say sorry it's to the people that are mad at them. And we, Serenity, are not mad at you. We're not disappointed at you, we're not angry at you, we're not - we're here for you, Serenity. Because - and here comes the cliche, you will get through this. We love you, Serenity. Okay? Don't you ever forget that.

[@kylieyeet1149]

it says "Sadly the people really close to me haven't been supportive, more-like the opposite. '

[@avamajor5289]

Yeah - I probably could've rephrased it better. :)

[@mt795]

Sometimes people around us truly aren't supportive. Not everyone has loving people around :(

[@artsikatsi4883]

Even with lots of followers or whatever, people are still lonely. We're all here for you Serenity, even if it doesn't feel like it. If you ever need anything, just tell us! We are happy to help you!

[@izzyliparulo1459]

Artsi Katsi she did the video cuz she likes the song not cuz she is actually depressed (I think).

[@theambitiousslytherin3292]

good job on this! it's really lovely, the song Fits the animation very well, and your character from what I've noticed also goes very well. so again very good job.

[@mongoliac1158]

You did an incredible job on this animatic!! You inspire me so much, and I know others feel the same way. Everything gets better eventually. Thank you for sharing your incredible talent with us, and thank you for not giving up.

[@LEE-lu4rp]

I know this was a while ago, and there’s a big chance no one will see this, but I still wanted to comment this. You’re never alone. No matter how alone you feel, someone’s there that cares- a lot. They just don’t know how to help. They would give away their happiness if they could give it all to you. I know because I was that person once. Don’t give up, people _will_ miss you, even if you think they won’t.

[@shuepydreamzzz]

This is so deep oOo

[@wolfyart3189]

This is so beautiful! I love the song and the drawings in this so much! You're so talented :D

[@chicori-tootsgacha120]

Awwww! I love your art style! It’s so friggen adorable!! 😊

[@sambo2842]

I want to hug you so much.

[@zoenorth2073]

Who else actually paused to see what she or he was writing?

[@anzucorduroydino1391]

AAAAA You're so talented! I legit cried at this animation, you are truly a gifted person~

[@whenn8491]

That's just so beautiful.. It got shivers running down on my spine through the entire video!

[@elainrakas3778]

Lets try this! try to sing this song whit out crying impossible for me atleast 😢

[@bruh-oz3yl]

Paint, If you don't know how much i love you i will make a video for you of it. I will not share any of it to myself you can have all my love even if i die. I will always follow you ALWAYS.. This is so deep. Here is my life story November 1st. 2007, A little female baby is born. Her name is Estella. They name Her Stella. That's the name shes known of. Stella. Stella Thornton. When she was 1 she was just learning to walk. she needed something to help her keep her balance. Her parents watched her and said "No" when she got close to the furnace. She suddenly fell and used the furnace to keep her balance and burned her hands. she was screamed on the way to the hospital. 2 years later. she starts speaking sentences she never said "dada" or "mama" she was quiet until she started speaking sentences. She is an autistic child with anger issues. She can't help when she hates things or when she gets mad. She will talk back and be a jerk to others. She had one friend in pre-school and kindergarten. Her name was Hannah (forgot her last name) She was an amazing friend to Stella. Stella would always help Hannah and Hannah would help Stella. They were the bestest of friends! until after kindergarten.. Hannah moved to Utah. She never saw her again. She cried for hours. She cried and cried and cried. She lost someone special that day.Stella has a Older sister named Eva. She was a angel to her. Until one day Eva lost her best friend Jemma. They were bestest of friends as well. When she lost Jemma she would fight Stella each day. They got bruises and scar everywhere. Stella couldn't take it and when she was three they had a best friend named Lauren. She moved to Idaho. They couldn't take all of their friends leaving! One day Lauren was over when Stella was 3. She was sent to bed and she threw a fit. She flew off of her bed and smashed her head against a glass breaking her head open. Now. When she was 5 everyone had a big party for her birthday. But all that did was remind her of Hannah. She left the room and cried in her pillow. They moved on August 8th. 6 months Her 20 Year old brother got married and 9 months later she had a nephew. His name was Brian. Then 2 years later she is 7 and has a Neice named Caliopie. She was the sweetest.. 3 months later she loses her Grandfather to illness.. She was terribly sad. She sat at a lake and threw a rock in it and thought she would drown herself. She didn't. 2 years later she is 9 and she has a new best friend. Her name is Vanessa Leavitt. She is the funniest, Nicest, and the best! She would be 10 today. There is my life story And here i am. Stella Thornton. A 9 year old. Autistic and anger issued child. Ending my life story. here right now.

[@emman.7612]

Iammouse9276 TFM I'm really sorry. Are you ok now? If you aren't, I'll be your friend!!!

[@jeticorn8516]

I love this so much your art heals me!

[@grace_is_]

This actually made me cry. This is just beautiful. I have no words to describe your talent. Keep doing what you're doing.

[@axiuniqueasmr5323]

Has anyone noticed that every young kid or 14 y/o that animates or draws like this uses wolves and cats? I have. Maybe it just me but I've noticed something.

[@snowyowl1375]

It's just because they're cute and easier to draw than humans I think

[@cypruspearl9922]

; = meaning you said you were gonna commit suicide but chose not to?

[@meeposheepo9302]

Cyprus Pearl yes. It means I almost committed suicide but chose not to/ was stopped

[@pasteltarts2815]

This made me cry so much. The part where all the creations came out of the paper made me cry. This spoke to me on a personal level and I am so happy you made this. Made me smile so much.

[@purrclaws]

This is so chilling! Absolutely beautiful! This is all I'll think about for the rest of the day! I hope you are feeling better now

[@malcurt1831]

*sad face* you can be king again *puts on angry face* IM TAKING BACK THE CROWNNNN*

[@cloudzart_]

this is actually..really inspiring?? I go through a lot of shit and this really gave me inspiration and motivation. thank you

[@jaquelinelopezcervantes8521]

OMG, this was icredible I liked a lot the letter, the sounds, your draws I love it ALL

[@imded1938]

This is so beautiful and amazing... I love it so much 💖💖💖 😭😭

[@Rey-sr9yu]

OMG this is so beautiful! it even made me cry a bit, this is amazing! ❤ continue to stay strong!

[@Cinan_AJ]

this is so beautiful oh my heck... ive nearly watched all of your videos and ive been a subscriber for awhile now but this is new to me. I've always enjoyed your art style and your I intrest in art. I love this keep up the good work ❤❤❤

[@seanlovely1372]

that was so beautiful...I didn't realise I was crying till the video ended. Great job!

[@emeraldcrystalision3137]

Oh how I love your art. It's so beautiful and meaningful.

[@yellow.3182]

So beautiful, I no joke cried ugly alligator tears. I love you and your art and I hope one day your family will see how special you are.

[@coffeemachine6691]

You chose the best song and represented your feelings so well in this video. You and your content is amazing!

[@Rahhhhtoniipepperonii]

Paint, your a HUGE inspiration to alot of people, including me. Your art is amazing, and your stories are as great too. You have a nice heart, but you can't let things get to you. You have to stand up to everything going on and reclaim your crown (idk why am I putting these puns). Learning life lessons and taking control over things are important if you wnat to remain sane and intact. You can live a great life with amazing friends and people that believe in you without doubting yourself and breaking down to what other hateful people say. Just keep on going, and be an inspiration to us all!

[@amelkaroszak3935]

it's amazing! I love your animations!

[@tonifermallex]

Wow. You never fail to impress me. This is gorgeous!

[@Foxfang51]

that was so beautiful! i hope everything good comes and gives you hugs!! ppl all around love your art/series/comic i hope you never stop making them ^^ and even if others tell say anything agaisnt anything you do or make will have to get past me and all your other lovin supporting fans!

[@zethhichigolover]

I'm crying this is beautiful thanks for making this

[@quinnr3260]

This is so emotional! I love it!💕✨💖✨💕

[@pupapple2242]

I love your style it works well with the vents you have done keep up the good work

[@Amber-bk4nx]

This is amazing! I look up to you so much and love Eyes of A Raven! Keep up the amazing work!

[@florincalin2210]

I love your content! Keep it like this, we support you!

[@kyladaly95]

This is beautiful. When you add amazing art with amazing music, you get this :)

[@heyitsdarker1491]

Ahhhh tears were shed. This is so beautiful! Just know that we are here for you, and just keep fighting the pain, and push through! It gets better in the future!❤❤

[@NimueNoaLaurora]

AAW omg

[@izzysobral2558]

This is so beautiful. Incredible work

[@kitkatcanihelpu7075]

Loved it!! The art is amazing

[@elements6951]

This is beautiful! I don't usually comment on videos but yours are brilliant. I can relate so much to this, and I hope one day you find people or your people do come to support you one day!❤️

[@gazeunafraidd]

This is so beautiful. Everything about this was powerful.

[@rickyhermawan8979]

I really appreciate your works !

[@RangerBadger]

Ah, this is is so beautiful and emotional. I love it

[@sabina7058]

My favorite song :'0 thank you for turning it into a great video

[@suthside9850]

OMG!! This is so good and adorable! I've always wished I could draw wolves like that! It's so cute!! ;3

[@wxdejesus630]

Stop making me cry. This video is so beautiful. Keep up the fantastic work. We all love you.

[@TheGrimAlpha]

This is truly phenomenal. The idea of an artist's creations pushing us forward when no one else will is relatable to so many. You should be very proud of what you've created.

[@shibugalaxy5263]

This is truly beautiful!

[@haileypirate6137]

awww plz know we are here for you even when you don't think it (well some of us) and your such a GREAT artist I sometimes go through the same thing but me being weaker makes it hard, so I understand how you feel... so plz never quit what you love to do!

[@dromaeosaurusfilmz]

Your videos make me so emotional because I can extremely relate to you. Your art is so so good i love it. I know how you can feel as the situation I'm in with my depression, and other disorders, it's really hard for me to get by and live everyday. Your videos have helped me a lot and it makes me happy you choose to express yourself within your art. I do the same:) I hope that you are doing better now, and remember you are important. I know it's hard but art personally is what keeps me going. I'm sure your art does that too for you.

[@moonclawthewarrior]

This is really amazing. Keep up the amazing work!