I fell off... *emotional* (finally opening up)

[@KashiaJabre]

yall this is so out of my comfort zone🥲 WE LISTEN AND WE DON'T JUDGE lol

[@desrianadanae7401]

Girl I definitely needed this. Same age and felt every word u said. This year has been a year. From the overachiever to now feeling a bit lost. Big ups to you for this transparency. Its nice knowing other women my age have went through the same thing

[@SimplyTahmaje]

I felt you on every level, thank you for sharing this space of vulnerability with us💛

[@lifewithdeja2375]

I love this side of you! I needed this! Thank you for being so vulnerable and transparent 🥺🫶🏾🫶🏾.

[@alyssajalise]

I’m usually a silent watcher, i’ve been watching since the high school days and never stopped bc something about you i’ve always connected with. Even when u weren’t posting a lot, when u came back i was right there ready to watch, we even dm’d a few times. I’m from GA as well, middle GA DEEP in the country 😂but i used to go to augusta all the time as a kid so I definitely relate to the small town thing. But i just wanna say how proud I am of you girly. 1, for opening up like this on a public platform and 2 for pushing through those hard times and letting it make u better and stronger bc ik the feeling all too well but you’re doing AMAZING. Continue to be kind to yourself and just remember it’s absolutely nothing wrong with having to pick up the pieces and regroup however many times you need. But you been that, STILL that and might i add, you really doing ur big one w the consistency and ik that’s big for you so SUPER PROUD OF YOU KASHIA AND WE LOVE YOU🩷🩷

[@KashiaJabre]

That was so sweet, thank you so so so so much!! I needed to hear this. 💕

[@ambriaunique]

The thing ab being grown is you’re going to go through this so many more times. I really feel like I’ve lived 10 lives & I’m only 26. But I’m proud of you for not giving up & finding yourself again.

[@KashiaJabre]

Let me buckle up 😩😩 thank you also!! 💕

[@je39981]

I cried tears right along with you. Takes a lot of courage to be vulnerable and it's great to see you back on KZbin. I've been down a similar road when I was your same age and in that same moment I decided to fully give my life to Christ and become committed to going to church. My life has changed drastically and now that I'm older I have no regrets of the decision I made. I am more at peace, I loss a lot of friends, and my life is far beyond than I imagined. Life isn't perfect but I am at peace and I have joy that is indescribable. Wishing you the continuous best.

[@KashiaJabre]

wow that’s beautiful, thank you for sharing your experience! ❤️

[@SariaRaine]

i literally understand this soooo much. 😩 i’m glad you’re making it out and not letting it overtake you! 👏🏽

[@taniasymone8]

I’m 25 and the thoughts don’t stop. You just have to keep reminding yourself that you’re doing your best and believe everything will work out in the end.

[@KashiaJabre]

I'm learning! 🤍

[@TaniyaAnitra]

I’ve been watching for years & I’m proud of you! I relate to this so much.❤️ I’m glad you’re doing better.

[@KashiaJabre]

Thank you so much, means a lot 💕

[@LoveCici.x]

Your 20s is so exhausting when you want so much for yourself & to NOT disappoint the people around you but keep going girl 🫶🏽 Just You being You in this world is a blessing ❤

[@everythingdana9322]

It's exhausting because so many of us are finding our way on our own...especially as black women. This is why community and freely supporting one another is so key for success.

[@diamondrojai6817]

i’ve been subscribed to you since i was 14 and you were making hair videos 😭. you were the first solo youtuber that i ever subscribed to and i’ve been following you ever since. you taught me about the porosity of my hair and i’m sooo thankful to you girl. we appreciate you and i think it’s safe to say we’ve missed you soooo much!! keep being you girl ❤️ you’re such a light!

[@KashiaJabre]

thanks girl for being here through it all! 💖 I appreciate it soooo much.

[@MischaleHerod]

Hearing you talk about your past is so comforting. Watching you when I was younger I thought I had to be perfect because I thought you were.

[@AliviaMae]

Love your vulnerability🤍 WE got this! Btw, camera quality is bomb😍

[@KashiaJabre]

thank you 💕 & perfect!!

[@Carmendivinec]

Hey I just wanted to share this , I suffered from depression anxiety, feeling alone , feeling hopeless, traumatic events happened in my life , abuse sexual physical, verbal. Both family and relationships. And I was trying to feel that void with weed , pills , relationships love , etc and yes it was working for a min but it eventually went away so I tried to look for something new and it always failed . Now I grew up in a Christian household a religious household I always heard about God but didn’t truly KNOW him . One day I Got tired of living this life this deathful life and I gave Jesus a chance . When tell you ever since I made Jesus Christ my lord and savior and surrendered my entire life to him . All that depression all that anxiety all that anger etc was gone you know why because Jesus is the true answer he is the true love he is the ONLY one who can apply that missing puzzle piece you been searching for that was temporary he is the permanent piece. So I want to let you know that the only way to be free and have eternal life is through Jesus . No matter what you been through no matter what No matter what have done / doing he is sitting there loving you waiting patiently not forcing it he loves you

[@SavageDior]

Me too I feel alone I'm believing God I want do KZbin I scared do I'm shy 🤭 I wanna do so bad I feel alone 😔 🙁

[@Carmendivinec]

@@SavageDior First I want to tell you you’re never alone . You have Christ and if it’s a desire to start KZbin pray on it and ask God is this in your will for me to do. And I promise he will answer

[@SavageDior]

@Carmendivinec yess I wanna start KZbin channel I don't know do about do vlog speak other woman like me I pray God about it

[@Katelin-i2u]

yess i love the new background & the camera quality is great!! so happy you’re posting more often i love your videos💕

[@MsGoodeGworl95]

Your channel and video randomly popped up on my homepage for the 1st time and I am so glad I clicked on it because this resonated so much with me with how this past 2024 went. It was so hard to be kind to myself and to even find the courage to pick back up and try again after a misstep or mistake. Lessons learned. Cheers to stepping out of comfort zones and getting comfortable with being uncomfortable for the sake of real growth moving forward. Thank you for being vulnerable and sharing.

[@kgurl319]

Im 23, just moved away from my hometown to a big city and im going through exactly what you we’re talking about. I commend you ❤

[@Maya.Blooms]

I had a wild & fast life stage after I graduated hs to about 20 years old. It’s okay, you live and you learn so give yourself grace. You’re only 22, focus on what you can control. Try different hobbies to get to know yourself & if you like it stick with it. Acknowledging your feelings and getting help takes a lot. Keep going you got this babe & remember, the weather changes and it will be sunny again, just take it one day at a time.

[@aeronjanae]

I love you for this! You are so real and I really appreciate this vulnerability you are showing us. Always here and inspired by you💕.

[@Y0ung.M3lanin]

I needed this. I didn’t even know you were from Augusta , I’m like 40 mins away from Augusta in an even smaller town.. And I felt every word about not wanting to do the “norm” and feeling like I should be doing something different. I’m proud of you

[@KashiaJabre]

Thank you, I’m so glad we can relate! 💕

[@LaysiaWaysia]

You on the right track, Miss Kashia. Keep exploring yourself and take us with you as often as you feel comfortable. Everyone’s process is different. With you, I know that you’ll go missing but you always come back with something good! Some supporters may only be meant to witness the journey at certain points and others will ride the waves with you. Stay grateful and follow your heart. 💗

[@KashiaJabre]

I’m so grateful for your support, you’re so kind!! 💕

[@dienabou4]

girl this is so honest and vulnerable thank you for sharing and keeping it real! much love to you, keep shining

[@KashiaJabre]

thank you so much 😘😘

[@sheisashslays]

You just paved a way for me to open up a little more on my channel! Thank you for being transparent but also inspirational to many others ❤ been a subscriber since day one

[@dominiquetodd]

You got me crying but I thank you for opening up, I’m praying for you me and the rest of the girlies who get it 🩷

[@sisienawilliams4074]

Honestly you’re not alone at all.Im 22 as well and I feel exactly how you feel .

[@DaleMoody613]

Sweet girl💗 I’m almost twice your age and I still connected with all of this. I’m so glad you are figuring this out at a young age! I’m glad you’re doing better. God bless you! I’m sure I speak for all of us when I say we will take the REAL over the perfect. It’s how we relate in our human(ness) if that’s a word 😂. Welcome back and thank u for this transparency ❤️

[@KhiaWright-n9k]

Baby no matter how old you get. Life will continue to life tf out of you. I remember you as when you were a little girl. My daughter and you went to school together. She felt the same way you do. Yall got this!!! ❤ I’ve go through life with this saying, never let people know that life is beating your ass. You better look good !!😂😂❤

[@summersstorm]

I am beyond proud of you. Continue to flourish beautiful. This is pivotal babe. We haven't even seen your best yet. Anything you've done can't compare to where you're going next & who you're becoming. We love you & are rooting for you! Thanks for sharing.

[@alexisjadeee]

Im only half way through the video and just want to say that this is super helpful and really needed to hear this I’m 17 and have been watching you since your infamous intro lmao & I feel like I really relate to you in a way so basically what I’m saying is if u ever aree hard on yourself remember people like me see you❤️

[@Mrs.Cowans]

Not me crying with you , and this my 1st video ever watching .. seem like the enemy tried to steal your joy and get into your head and I’m proud of you for taking a step back and trying to figure it out I feel like especially in you 20s out of nowhere start to having anxiety be careful who you give you energy to you can tell it was pure keep talking the the almighty this was inspiring for so many girls

[@nyshekamartin1916]

Awww, baby girl 😢 I feel your pain. We all go through those phases time and again. You have a long way to go, but you appear to be a young woman who seems resilient, and that's admirable these days. Keep pushing and learning about the woman you are. I pray for peace, clarity and continued guidence for you. Take care ❤😊

[@JadynnJone]

I resonated with so many topics in this video! Thank you for putting in words what I have been feeling

[@KashiaJabre]

I'm glad you found comfort in it! 💕

[@alicemarie7]

I needed to watch this! I’ve been going through the same thing. I’m very mean to myself, to the point it’s like I hate myself because I’m not in the place I thought I would be at 28 and as a mom. I’m so hard on myself, I’m lost, and being afraid to get out of my comfort zone because of the fear failure. I’ve been working on my relationship with the Most High as my first step and trying to just pour into myself more. Love myself just as much as I give love to others. I’m so proud of you, you’re doing great and it’s gonna get even better 🫶🏾❤️

[@c.aarrii]

Hey babe having those thoughts is perfectly normal we all have them. But you have to give yourself more credit than you do love. From our prospective your a beast💪🏾 you’ve accomplished more then half the ppl out here who went to college,started a business and who is doing the normal citizen route. I Have been watching your channel since your very first few videos doing natural hair styles and stuff 🤭 and seeing how big you’ve gotten and all you’ve accomplished is very inspiring don’t let your brain fxck w/ you like that. Your life literally show the exact opposite of those thoughts just look at that. If this is what a failure looks like? Baby I’m doing something wrong 🤣🤣 keep your chin up and just keep pushing through those negative thoughts. They will get quieter I promise

[@KashiaJabre]

Thank you for this, I needed to hear that 💕

[@Leaux_Leaux]

I love this for you! 💕 & I’m inspired! I’m in my later 20s but I relate to so many aspects of this video from being the poster child that everyone assumes is always okay to rebuilding and starting over. I’m learning to give myself grace to start over and be okay with being uncomfortable! Keep going sis you got this! 🤞🏾

[@Yazminsingleton]

Thank you for being so vulnerable with us Kashia! It's the perseverance for me 💞despite all that you went through you still managed to push through to get back to yourself and that's amazing. I myself felt like I went through an early midlife crisis and baby I thought I wasn't gonna make it BUT GOD! I'm glad that you're in a better space girly & I can't wait to watch this content you have for us this VLOGMASSSS

[@KashiaJabre]

That early midlife crisis is REAL! Lol but I'm glad you came out on the other side! 💕

[@ericachika6913]

I was on lexapro too. It really helps :) I’m proud of you for putting yourself first. You are on track and things will fall into place. Continue to Put God first and everything will work out the way it’s supposed to ❤

[@KashiaJabre]

Thanks for your kind words! 💕

[@moreoflbk]

I glad you shared this because I thought I was the only one. I’m 23 and going through the anxious and wanting to be alone phase and I’m really trying to figure out where I go from here or what I should do so to hear your doing better gives me confidence that things will get better thank you kashia💓

[@B.iannnncca]

Thank you for this! I literally relate to this sm. Im glad im not the only one

[@myers19761]

SO PROUD OF YOU Kashia for sharing this video I know you will be ok definitely will be PRAYING FOR YOU 💓 🙏🏽💓🙏🏽💓

[@erica6149]

Love that you open up like this 🫶🏽

[@KashiaJabre]

wasn't easy, but I'm glad I did 💕 thank you!

[@brandytaylor5220]

❤❤❤❤ I'm so proud of you Kashia!!!! From your older oldest big sis .. It's the NOT fall but the BIGGEST come up!!!

[@meciamoore7699]

Thank you for being so transparent you’re helping so many people more than you know🤍✨continue to allow God to use you and share your testimony. Remember everything you need is in his presence and he’ll never leave you or forsake you♥️ Stay encouraged🙏🏽♥️💪🏽 God Bless

[@iamkirsten_]

Wow, you are not alone. I've been watching your videos FOREVER ! THIS IS THE KASHIA WE KNOW AND LOVEEEEE.....BUT!!! We love you at your lows too 💕

[@angelictya]

I’m actually glad you spoke on this because I also went through and am currently trying to get out of this.. I’m 23 and I felt the exact same way from when u were explaining u were a teenager to now. It’s hard and I pray that we both stop being so hard on ourselves. 🤍

[@KashiaJabre]

we got this!! 💕 perseverance is everything.

[@kierabryant9531]

So proud of you!! Keep going girl!

[@blessingakindele317]

Awww love how you kept it real we love and missed you 🤍

[@KashiaJabre]

I missed yall MORE 🫶🏽

[@meganrincon1698]

thank you for the transparency! it's good to hear that you are putting in the self work. the set up is cute too

[@MeaganBetter]

Looks and sounds great! So glad to see you in this space of comfort! 🫶🏾

[@KashiaJabre]

Thank you!!! 💕

[@TyTy-zc4rw]

Yes this video came right on time I needed this!! ❤

[@shayymae3995]

loved thisss!! im only 18 but this opened my eyes to alot of things 💕💕 keep going girl

[@KashiaJabre]

thank you 💕💕

[@gracypooh]

Watching this made me want to give you a hug. You are so strong and talented. I’m glad you are in a better place. I’ve been watching you for a while and you are truly inspirational. I’ll be watching every video this vlogmassss!!! 🤍🤍

[@gotmelanin6970]

Hey girl, you are not alone in this trust me ! I have been where you are for sure !! You only 22 and are on the right track ! Be kind to yourself boo !

[@IamNay841]

I’ve been subscribed to you since all of your hair videos. I am now 22 years old and I started my KZbin channel a 1 year ago and man it is tough but I salute your vulnerability! And you are amazing in everything you do ! You shine !

[@diyagirl12]

You are more than able, theres so much more to your story. Thanks for your vulnerability❤️ Gods not done with you yet

[@lailuvs4530]

Thank you soo much for sharing!! You are healing yourself about speaking on this & others as well!! Camera is amazing!!🫶🏾🫶🏾🫶🏾🫶🏾💐💐💐💐

[@kailialaia_]

This video is so relatable!! Like im only a small creator but feeling like you need to upload, even when your mental health isn’t the best, I totally understand! just remember to keep God first and he got us! ❤

[@torryjae]

Gods timing is perfect ❤ we missed you

[@malishawilliams6788]

“Come to me, all you who are weary and burdened, and I will give you rest. Take my yoke upon you and learn from me, for I am gentle and humble in heart, and you will find rest for your souls. For my yoke is easy and my burden is light.”” ‭‭Matthew‬ ‭11‬:‭28‬-‭30‬ ‭NIV‬‬

[@myaashyann]

im from aug as well & you & jayda have always inspired me soo much that you can make something of yourself here out of nothing, & i love the transparency of this vid your feelings are heard & valid here w/ your supporters🥰love you kashiaa🫶🏽🫶🏽

[@KashiaJabre]

Thank you so much for your kind words, that means a lot to me 💕

[@mixedcurlylioness]

Yesss omg I’ve always watched you I loved when you post even when u posted once ina while I use to be so hype❤ I’m happy that your back and that you are trying new things and opening up to us because u have a lot of positive supporters and I can’t wait to follow you on this journey ✨🤞🏽

[@passionemoneify]

Keep going. Such an inspiration ‼️

[@denaeshawnell6596]

I literally love you so much💘 for years I been telling myself ima meet her one day lol!! so beautiful and inspiring!! keep going.

[@AdiaTiana]

Love this! I’m 29 & go through those same moments still. But you hit it right on the mark saying we have to begin to take those dips in life just as they are, a shift. Not as a failure but as us growing learning and changing. Which is okay! 🤍

[@theecmeappareltv]

You’re so young relax the pressure is not healthy I’m speaking from someone that knows ! Keep loving and living and seek the LORD! ❤

[@_cashmb]

omg girl, I went through the sameee thing this year !! Except I just completely fell off of social media , I didn't wanna be seen or talk to anybody at allll... Hard times don't last forever, we got this

[@basicallyybri]

I been subscribed since hs I am now getting my masters and still love watching your vids ! You got this 😇

[@KashiaJabre]

Omg congratulations!! It means a lot to hear that you've been along for the ride 💕

[@basicallyybri]

@@KashiaJabrethank you ! I had a very similar experience as far as trying to realign my values after living my best life lol. I just wanna say Jesus loves you and your experience reminded me of Proverbs 16:9. 🙏🏽❤

[@thegirlKG]

Im so glad that i came across this video this made me feel so much better im crying right along with you

[@ThisIsYourSignAnnaLou]

You figuring this out at 22 is simply amazing 🥹..you have to give yourself grace..everything you spoke on I wish I figured out that young..you’re doing amazing..keep going mamas ❤

[@Ariijosephine]

I’ve been watching you since middle school! I love your authenticity and creativity!🤍

[@KashiaJabre]

Thanks girl! I appreciate your support! 💖

[@CaramelKissez100]

Thanks You for this video . I know a lot of us can relate because we’re going through similar issues and situations also. Just pray & stay strong and always remember who you are❤

[@KashiaJabre]

Thank you so much! I needed that 💕

[@imanaisis]

Reset and restart as much as you need ❤, definitely a safe space and yes we listen and we don’t judge 😅 it’s definitely good to release your emotions and just vent!

[@daraneishasworld]

Love this let me see another side and don’t be so hard on yourself. I know it’s easier said then done but you’re doing great keep going sending love and positivity ❤️‼️

[@KashiaJabre]

I appreciate you, I’m trying my best 💕

[@emileerichardson5679]

so glad you decided to post thissssss

[@BrideofChristt]

Thank you for opening up to us Kashia. I always look forward to your uploads so I appreciate the consistency 🤩💕💕💕💕💕💕💕

[@KashiaJabre]

love yall! I'm back now 💕

[@everythingdana9322]

Don't be so hard on yourself. You are a young black girl who has mastered something so early. But still work in retail and gain experience, because you have a handle on things that corporations do not. You can provide consultation for some major businesses. You have to now take your skills and stretch yourself. This is just growing pains, but you have more to offer. So sorry this kinda broke you down in that way. Girl being on God's potter's wheel is tough. I subscribed. We support you.

[@tayyy4589]

I’m sorry but I reallyyyy wanna know who you wanted to background dance for 😭😂that’s too cute

[@tigidankesdiary]

thank you for this! sending love from London 🩶🩶

[@Destiny14615]

This is exactly what I been through and am going through currently. You articulated this really well and this helped me gain my own clarity. Thank you and I wish you the best on your journey. ❤ #newsubscriber

[@dneshaeriyonna]

You’re definitely right about Augusta😭 it seem like a lot of ppl stay there after hs, some may go to college but they always go back. I went to college, graduated and moved across the country and I’m loving it! Follow your wildest dreams🎀💗

[@KashiaJabre]

Congrats on chasing your dreams, I'm so happy for you! 💕

[@dneshaeriyonna]

@KashiaJabre thank you so much! I’m also happy for you and proud of you for uploading this video, it def helps to know others my age got a similar/relatable experience in life rn lol, keep going Kashia, you helping us all💗

[@brendawhite9610]

I definitely can relate to you in this video it is good to see u post this video keep your head up high it is better days to come for you trust and believe god is with you through the good and bad

[@alyssawalker122]

We never forgot about youuuuu!!!! Ik for sure I ain’t 😂😂💯

[@KyndallAllyson]

Hey Babe! Loved this video! I've def been where you are. i fell off as well and im finally pulling myself out of the funk i was in! its life... its normal.. Thanks for sharing this part of your journey with us

[@KashiaJabre]

thank you for understanding, I'm so glad we can relate! 💕

[@LaurenPogue-v6i]

Been watching you since you first started! This brought me back keep going kashia 🥹❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️

[@Taezwane]

Omg I knew something was off when she was only posting hair videos … I hope everything gets better for her

[@iammacahljett]

Love you bookieeeeeeeee

[@KeyyyMelani]

💕🫂you got this pretty girl , chin up & chest out! The world is yours.

[@JalyssaStevenson]

I’ve always been proud of you. Life be lifeing so don’t feel bad for the gaps. I love that you keep your life and relationship private. It helps to keep unwanted opinions out.

[@bretinatina-qr1rw]

What is the new camera that you’re using ! It’s bomb 🔥 You so beautiful & fierce ! We’re super proud! You made it through 💗

[@truly1diamond]

Man nobody could make me hate this girl! Kashia, you are bigger than yourself. You have influenced so many lives with your content and who you are as a person, literally. Thank you for opening up and being personal w us, if anything that made your real supporters even closer to you! We love you!!! Glad to see you striving and prospering, you got this! Isaiah 40:31 🩷

[@KashiaJabre]

thank you so much for this!! 💕🥹

[@daughterofthegodoflovewar4737]

❤I Feel You Sis❤ Allow God To Order Your Steps❤ He Will Never Fail You ❤ Stay Strong❤ Stay Grounded ❤ Never Give Up On Yourself ❤

[@Shaniaunique]

Been watching you for years 🤍

[@ArlineJoseph-t6j]

Love you Kashia 😊❤

[@sinenhlanhlamnisi3799]

I'm a fan from South Africa , thought i should send you some love❤❤❤ you're doing amazing

[@KashiaJabre]

thank you 🥺💕

[@RonishaLe]

I ❤❤ this video 😢

[@mirahb.9713]

Word to Megan, Bad bitches have bad days too✨💖 I am glad you're doing better, I do have a question tho. Did you lower your smoking and drinking, and did it help with managing your anxiety.

[@KiDigitalDiary]

So proud of you and the consistency with the content keep pushing it out. 💕🎀 #Kashmas

[@KashiaJabre]

thank you 🥰🥰

[@indiaireyy7452]

I’m 22 as well, i felt/fell the same exact way!

[@jayythebratt2577]

“Come to Me, all you who labor and are heavy laden, and I will give you rest. Take My yoke upon you and learn from Me, for I am gentle and lowly in heart, and you will find rest for your souls. For My yoke is easy and My burden is light.”” ‭‭Matthew‬ ‭11‬:‭28‬-‭30‬ ‭NKJV‬‬

[@LauraAshley__]

Absolutely love that you opened up and shared this… ❤ Hugs from a virtual “Auntie”

[@KashiaJabre]

thank you for the love! I appreciate it 💕

[@jolisacb]

Not me over here in Evans, GA like yayyy, someone from Augusta.

[@iamsherice]

The whole time I was listening to you, I was hearing God say you need him. Jesus will heal you and supply every need. Run to him. He’s waiting on you.