Kayise on Life After Dark: How I lost my husband

On 16 June 2019 my husband and I were involved in a horrific car accident that left us severely injured. After a week in hospital, he succumbed to his injuries and passed away. I then became a widow at the age of 28. In this episode, on the 1-year anniversary of his death, I share my grief and healing journey.
To all widows and anyone going through grief, I hope you find healing watching this.
Our Perfect Wedding Visuals courtesy of Mzansi Magic

[@bigplayer4300]

Just lost my lovely husband left me with 5 kids on the 13th of June 2020 how will life be with me without him 13 years of marriage am 35years I need prayer to heal this great wound if not for my kids I feel like living this wicked world

[@leahmwangimwangi6600]

God will see you thru

[@ZeeInterpretationz]

God is in control of every situation. You will pass through this, but it will be easy.

[@deejonnesdee9650]

May Allah grant you peace of mind during this trying time

[@peculiarnoble7598]

My God help you through this

[@olujuwonosibajo7887]

God is always with you. Keep Hope alive in God

[@lindobuthelezi9097]

“The Lord is close to the brokenhearted and saves those who are crushed in spirit” (Psalm 34:18) may God heal your heart Kayise❤

[@adhiambober.4177]

Amen..

[@IamBrendaMarie]

Lindo Buthelezi so true. glad you said that. it is a comfort for me also

[@tsvakaitradingptvltd4239]

imagine putting a dislike for a poor young lady

[@sarahmasuka5254]

So touching,l am so SORRY sister God will heal u and special people must be treasured forever

[@hbcuchoirs2842]

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[@kinyamutai4052]

My hugs round on you Kayise. I lost my hubby a day before i had my baby, he was shot by thugs in the house. I was 25 years old then and 14 months later, i lost my baby to pneumonia. I feel your loss and i pray for you today that The God of all comfort will overwhelm you with His comfort. Huggggssss

[@abaahosaphrah91]

Sorry dear

[@suemakena6379]

Hugs Elizer

[@baeonce9412]

Oh my goodness really sorry to hear that. May the lord be your strength

[@uswiilizzy4206]

Hugs hugs Elizer.

[@culturewdiba721]

May God heal you and give you strength hun

[@gammaburks]

My husband died suddenly Christmas week 2016. He was sitting in his chair on dialysis. He was a beautiful soul and my best friend for 35 years. I’m thankful that God allowed him to be apart of my life. It was worth the pain. I miss you Gary. One day I will see you again.

[@solarinkehinde7375]

Thanks for sharing your story. I lost my husband December 1st 2019 at age 28 after a year of marriage. I was 4 months pregnant at the time. My world almost crashed, what kept me going was the baby growing in me. I knew I had to be strong for the baby. He was a loving man, he looked forward to fatherhood. Two weeks after he passed, I had a scan and I got to know we were expecting 2 girls. I remember how the tears rolled down my face as I laid on the bed in my doctor's office that day. All I kept thinking was how much he prayed to have twins (girls) and we are getting that. Only he is no more here. 4th of May 2020, our girls arrived. These girls mean the world to me. It is my prayer that God continue to be our strength.

[@wunmi343]

I'm so sorry for your loss Kehinde. May God continue to strenghten you and take care of you and the girls.

[@pettybones7485]

Am so sorry dear sister I understand how it feels am in your shoes. Losing your Farai is just a worst moment. Losing the love of LIFE is just a terrible experience. I LOST my Joseph 7 years ago BUT it's like yesterday. The pain is unbearable ONLY HIS GRACE AND MERCY IS SUFFICIENT FOR US to be healed competely. May the Lord comfort and heal you and family especially with yr little baby who is never going to know the Father's love. Be strong for your baby. MHDSRIEP

[@onesiphosongelwakhoza988]

Hugs

[@thulimoumakwe8525]

Reading the comments and realizing how many young widows are out there... very scary... very scary...

[@SELELOTSHEPISOLEBOGO]

You can say that again 😢 I'm also scared 😔🥺 this is just so sad 😭💔

[@SELELOTSHEPISOLEBOGO]

I wasn't aware that usisi lost her husband wow 😭😭💔😔 this is so painful 😢

[@maamemaame1611]

Who else she looks like Chioma Davido’s baby mum 😍 take heart love May God restore your loss. I have cried my eyes out listening to your story🙏

[@maamemaame1611]

*Noticed

[@okaumboinvestment2908]

Yes

[@E-newsNamibia]

Yes

[@pelanimogha7193]

I am 1yr and some months post loss of my husband too. He left me at 31 with 9months baby. I feel your pain. May God heal us

[@hotchick8320]

I’m sorry for your loss

[@suezanna2690]

So sorry it shall be well

[@shannel71366386]

God bless you ❤️

[@Chillingisbae]

Amen🙏 He will🙏

[@estherllaacquah2903]

May God continue to strengthen u

[@endtimeservant8531]

So sad. These wonderful men dying while so many monsters are still around abusing others.

[@daniellaedem6796]

Literally holding my tears back,i can understand ur pain.Gosh!,I pray the Lord comforts you and give you a reason to smile again.

[@afrisizebylinda8476]

Exactly

[@noxolosakang6547]

Exactly

[@peterkolowalilovemore5414]

You are 100% correct

[@norahplaatjie1055]

I said the same when I lost my husband last year,a man who was always there for me treated me like a queen and his kids were everything to him.

[@distorbia20]

So KZbin recommended me this video not knowing who this brave lady was. Seriously your love story is amazing and your strength is admirable. I hope life brings you blessings and may your husband watch over you.

[@gokelovefeji1651]

Amen

[@NaturalSuee]

Amen

[@connienyati1177]

Hyundai h

[@lungilembatha7304]

This video made me realize how short life is and that whenever we have a chance to be around our loved ones , we should love them with no restrictions. I pray that God gives you unimaginable strength sisi , when all else fails , hold on to Him. God bless you ❤❤

[@wisefinances4693]

Oh that pains is just too much but the Lord will surly heal your pain and give you life to enjoy may his soul rest in perfect peace Amen

[@sexybsexyb1737]

Amen

[@pastoralphlukau59]

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[@jnrlola1984]

Your story really touched me. I lost my husband just over two months ago on 21/06/2020 so this is still very raw for me. My husband was shot and killed whilst trying to save a dispute at a gathering. I am now a 36 year young widow left with 3 beautiful children aged 2, 8 and 11. To this day, I dont know how i am still standing. My husband was my rock, my soulmate my everything! I feel blessed to have known him for almost 13 years. He changed my life forever ❤️

[@SophiaChiwara]

I’m really sorry for your loss may the Lord continue to comfort you and hold your hand

[@kaguruirene2385]

Another day to cry with a stranger online 😭😭, may You find healings

[@tiyiselanin]

I lost my baby boy 3 years ago and I’ve always struggled to tell the story. The healing journey has been a roller coaster. This passed weekend was his birthday and I tried my best to find everything in me to sing a song I wrote for him. May God continue healing our hearts. ❤️

[@fundiswazakumba9074]

Sending you a hug 💛

[@tshepangmasoleng8360]

May you find healing and strength❤

[@Ntlentle_]

Hugs♥️♥️

[@elizabethletsoso2558]

Tiyiselani,s word same here I lost my son too in 2014 car accident he was 25 yrs by the time was broken heart 💔💔 alot even nou when it's his birthday I cried coz is not easy 😭😭😭😭

[@tiyiselanin]

Elizabeth Letsoso It is not easy at all and the birthdays are most definitely one of the hardest days. May you continue to find healing. Lots of love to you ❤️

[@Robyn.Tavonga]

You're a testimony !! You see why God gave you Zuko before you wanted ? He's your Farai!!! God's got you Mama😭❤️❤️❤️

[@Ngorskitchen.2018]

Amen God got you...give you a beautiful son that will keep your husband memories....you're loved be strong mama.

[@kuteesamackpuwera.8229]

Surely...!!!

[@mmantinyamorajane1617]

Askies Nana girl i was really surprised & shocked to hear your story baby girl i always thought you were welll & STILL honna come nack to US you just caring for your baby.. Aniway MAY HEAVENLY FATHER STRENGTHEN YOU YOUR FAMILY & YOUR LOVING SUPPORTIVE IN-LAWS ..

[@jallohjakes6197]

Llllllllllllllllllllllll,,,,,,,.........l..

[@hazel6510]

May the good Lord comfort your heart. 🙏🏽♥️

[@hyper_jayplays]

This made me realize how much i love my husband....i cried so hard watching her , its like im feeling her pain . Hope she recovers soon

[@MnunuKapurua]

I exactly feel the same.I literally cried watching this whole episode.

[@lorrainemayer3168]

The death of AKA led me to this page as i was going through his videos. I hope Nadia watches this and gains strength to move on after her departed loved one

[@ericakodjoe]

I'm a Ghanaian and do not really know you. But this right here broke me. I can't stop crying. I'm so sorry for your loss. I know this won't be easy but I'm praying God's strength for you. I love you. ♥️

[@ztop9626]

Erica Kodjoe I’m a Ghanaian too

[@ntombizodwamakitla9668]

I am feeling very sorry for you and the baby and your both families these are the actions of the icy hand of death but be comforted by the scriptures in Isaiah 57 verses 1 to 2 where it says Good people pass away the Godly die before their time and nobody seem to understand that God is protecting them and they rest in peace sorry my daughter sorry

[@nomfundongubo9416]

❤❤🙏

[@paulinemuthena6545]

Omg this is so sad.Grieve as much as you want for your husband because it is all you can do. You have a piece of him to go on in your little son.Be strong for him but I know it is a daunting task.

[@tekoseepamedi8535]

My biggest fear is my kids to lose their father to death,God is the pillar of strength my sister only Him can reduce your burden of heavy pain for losing your soul mate which is rare to be replaced. God be with you throughout this path.Amen

[@priviledgeshumba6591]

I lost my husband when l was 27 while my son was 9months. God is not silent with our lives sometimes, he is the provider and source of happiness

[@tracyjoe4749]

Amen

[@nnenne1]

Weird god

[@annahanai8409]

Glory to the lord.At very young age with such a small baby.

[@annahanai8409]

It is so painful to loose your loved one. We have to praise for still believing in him a your provider and source of happiness.

[@akpewevivian1812]

I lost mine at 27 too while nursing our 4 month old son. How are you doing now?

[@kadijahsesay6737]

I’m just 15 but mum your story touched me i cried and am still crying 😭😭😭 I love u 😭 the beginning of your story u where smiling and as you smile I smile along with u u started crying I cry along with u 😭😭😭 May daddy’s soul rest in perfect peace 😭😭

[@nomapheloashantidumani1401]

It's my first time watching this video and I can't stop myself from crying. I lost my son in 1998 but I haven't had closure or therapy. Every time I think about him I cry it can't get off my head. I still feel the pain as if it happened yesterday.

[@sihlendwandwe5777]

Be healed cc is not easy we learn to live with the scars in our heart😢

[@Sibahle_Mdletshe]

May God heal you. ❤

[@tlangienxumalo4983]

Watching this literally took me back 10 years ago when I lost both my parents at 18 in a car accident... I don’t think there’s anything as painful as speaking to someone on the phone then 5 minutes later they are gone...may you heal and continue to find comfort in the Lord I’m still on my journey to healing it takes a lifetime 🥺❤️❤️

[@jennyondablock7016]

It’s well

[@mfundomagubane6565]

Nxese Zwide

[@koriribarsosio4174]

💙💙💙

[@Anitazuluokeke]

Very sad indeed.

[@thobilemkhize1069]

Mmmmmm phephisa bhuti

[@khethiwengubo8035]

I lost my boyfriend 2years ago due to car accident, I cried right through listening to U... Its the worse feeling losing someone who you thought was your match... I am much better today I still cry sometimes...

[@senzekilenokulungandaba8915]

So sorry hun

[@paulinedaniels5125]

Hugs dr

[@estherphiri764]

Am so sorry, may Almighty God be your strength

[@tsitsiottiliaguzha1803]

Khethiwes Kitchen I also lost mine a year ago due to a Road Traffic Accident. He was the best thing that had Ever Happened to me. Twas 2 months prior LoBola

[@Inviolatafavour]

Hugs dear

[@nqobileportia9781]

“Fear not, for I am with you; be not dismayed, for I am your God; I will strengthen you, I will help you, I will uphold you with my righteous right hand.” With this I pray healing to your soul and your son that will remind you of your husband every day may God give you peace but mostly strength. I love you.

[@nenesibanda4171]

I took these words The word of God has so much power.

[@sexybsexyb1737]

One of my favourite scriptures.with god all things are possible.

[@sexybsexyb1737]

Isiah 41.aleluah.words of comfort.

[@sharonofthemosthigh5887]

Amen

[@gladnessmoshane9602]

A close friend of mine lost a husband last week watching this make me realise how short life is and that we should always tell the people we love we love them may God grant you strength each and every day so you could be strong for your child

[@misslynda82]

The part where he was screaming your name in the hospital. That is love. May God continue to comfort you. You are strong.

[@Warrenfirst]

I've been there. With 2 kids trying to bring healing and purpose to my life. It's been 8 years and I still morn sometimes and try to understand God's purpose for my life. Last year 2019 I met and married the soul my heart needed to bring peace into my life, into my spirit, so that I can literally BREATH again. I just continue to ask God to show me MY Purpose in Life. I will keep you in my prayers. God Bless

[@shannajohnson341]

Greater is he that is within u than he that is in the world

[@doureenheinrich6085]

Your story has touched me, my husband died of a sudden heart attack 4months ago left me me step son and ourc10years old Son its been a dark foggy journey and i hope and pray that its get better. Am functioning from outside because of my kids and the responsibilities that needs my attention but from inside is a spiritual reality that the World cant understand. Watching this gives hope

[@lydiahtr3877]

Wow life can be tough! Thanks for articulating your experience. I am sure this will strengthen many who have or are going through the same. I lost my husband at age 32. Now I am 54. To all who have or are going through this, all I can say to you is "Life has to go on." The pain is so intense but you just have to learn to live with it.

[@makhosazanashongwe3827]

Your a strong woman and God trust you to conquer the whole situation. May God grant you more strength 🌷🌺🌷

[@vuyon27]

I have lost count of how many times ndibhala ndicima, thinking what could I say or do to ease your pain. However all that I can say "bek'ithemba lakho kuye uthuthuzeleke" we will continue praying for you and your family! Siyakuthanda Sis'Kayise.

[@nothandogumbo898]

Ungalahli ithemba ngokufelwa....therez alwaz a way when it seems to b noway

[@dianawanja]

I was 29 when I lost my husband. He passed away while I was taking him to the hospital. My daughter had just turned 3 years. It's been 7 years now. The pain is still there and I miss him very much too much. Not a day goes by that I don't think of him. What has helped me is I totally relay on God on everything. He has helped me through the pain. I am still single raising my daughter but I am at peace. God has been Faithful 🙏

[@mduduzimovement6535]

Diana I have 1daughter too can we make a family thing

[@anneloved]

Hugs

[@jacqueypatrick4090]

Hugs gal,I lost my husband in 2017 at the same age as you and it was like a dream because we talked and then later the phone was off only to find out he got involved in accident and died instant and believe me the pain was like I want to die too because the things that followed until today I accepted that he is no more so I can raise our two beautiful children...and praying to God to give me strength and to make our paths easy

[@mphopat929]

@@jacqueypatrick4090 I also lost mine July 2017 it's been hectic time really do heal there are days when the pain is like it happened yesterday

[@jacqueypatrick4090]

@@mphopat929 I know dear sometimes you even feel like you are dying inside and no one to understand what you are going through either to listen sometimes even inraws denies you and you feel no one loves you then you remember you have kid/kids that's what makes us love life again

[@leaharusei5131]

God is always faithful, I lost my husband I was 22yrs after our first born was 5yr an second 3yr now my girls al finished high school, first born 4th year, glory to God he promised I will be with you, me my self I see the glory of God mother in law take me as a last born daughter, I thank God for everything

[@brendangonyama]

To All you Beautiful Young Ladies,,, so sorry for your loss, my prayers are all with you💔💔💔💔

[@nelisiwengubo2937]

May he's soul rest in peace 🙏 I lost my daughter in 2006, she was only five months. Than in 2008 , lost her father (late) husband due to heart failure. But with God am still here!

[@mbalilebo6825]

Strength to you Sisi

[@evermoyo2385]

Sorry my sister we going through same loss, I lost my son 2014 he was 2months old on court death, 2019 August his father also it was heart attack, am still struggling to find closure, can't sleep at night

[@assumptanini4252]

Am so sorry.this must have been so heavy .but thank God you are strong n now you are re assuring others

[@sindyndima749]

May God heal you cc

[@hbcuchoirs2842]

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[@Odwa]

You are by far one of the strongest people I've seen Kayise 💖

[@KNN-MEDIA]

You are too kind ❤️❤️

[@thulaganyomoepi766]

This was very difficult to watch😭can't begin to imagine how hard it must have been to relieve the pain by sharing it with us. I just hope all of this will make sense at some point as you learn to live without the love of your life. Strength to your darling 🌹

[@chinazouchebo1206]

Sweetheart, thanks for your video, it touched my heart too. I lost my husband in feb12 2020 to cancer, he was diagnosed in August last year, sorry but i still cant talk about it till now. He left me with 3 amazing kids 11, 10, 3. I cant even explain how I survived cos my husband was everything to me.He does everything for me. But God has a way of coming through to his people and he has given me the strength I need.

[@doras6772]

Girl, I know your pain at this moment, it happened to me 12 yrs ago, lost my fiance, thought the world had ended, I so young at that time, 24yrs, I gave up on my dream of ever getting the right person, but guess what, 2 years ago, I met just the PERFECT husband that I had always dreamed of!!! God is so faithful, I know he will give u the strength to forget all about him!! To be honest, it really takes time to heal!!!

[@aliciamomat7963]

Amen

[@HopeMakola]

Thanks for sharing your story and I know how it feels like, I too was a widow at the young age of 25 and 5 months pregnant so he never even got to meet his daughter 10years later God has healed me and blessed me with a 2nd husband and my daughter will always be a beautiful reminder of what we had. Be strong dear God will always look out for you.

[@cherie363]

So sorry for your loss. I was 35yr lost my husband at 37 last yr and was 5 month pregnant. I had my son now they never met too and that brokes me in piece when i looked at my little. We had a daughter she was 3 when he passed and he was a great father to her. Your story gave me hope cos our story kinda of similar. I hope i found peace and light too. Thanks for sharing.

[@dodosmile7744]

Ooh God provide strength to all the women who lost their husband ,father i pray for more years with our husbands hear us Almighty Lord

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[@ephelachero9496]

Oh God! Widow hood is the worst one can go through in this life.

[@catherinenabaggala9864]

I lost mine too on 8th June 2016 he left me with two boys and six months pregnancy 😢😢

[@nanaajoa9686]

Amen

[@moyiselaprimaryschool5892]

Thank you the pain is unbearable and unforgettable is comes all the time

[@sazilemoyo3090]

It took me years to listen to your story, I finally listened today.I went through this 20 years ago at 27years, as I listened to you it felt like yesterday. I cried so much and realized I still miss my late husband. May the Lord strengthen you in this journey

[@asandamotaung6955]

Thank you sis'Kayise. I can imagine what you're going through. I got married in 2017 and lost my husband in 2018.. I was 26 Years old. It has been quite a journey, your story made me cry so hard. I thank God for strengthening you everyday!

[@cynthiacharlottemampshemar9124]

Love n light

[@masegomogapi2762]

I lost my husband last year. We got married in 2017. I became a widow at 29 with a 2yr old son. My heart breaks but I know God will heal us. Love and light to you sis

[@zamasikhakhane4781]

I am so sorry. May God's healing power be upon you and may He carry you through all this

[@princesshephzibah5894]

HEaling and light

[@toksakinyemi7350]

Wow

[@noziemjobo5860]

Yhoo sis Kayise, I haven't cried like this. My God almighty place his healing hand upon you 🙏🕯

[@KNN-MEDIA]

Thank you so much for watching my dear

[@fulufhelothalipi6803]

😭

[@sindimaphalala7068]

I just lost my boyfriend.. i pray to god that one day I can mention his name without any tears in my eyes🥺🥺... I love you Silinga, Nomdayi❤️

[@sheillershivambu8391]

I pray God heals you sis. He is the healer.

[@gladyspayne6417]

Prayers are with u its never easy but with time and lots of prayer you will get better.

[@charieym]

Be comforted sis

[@nontsikelelondakane4376]

Praying for healing❤

[@Avela_Shwaimba]

Love and strength to you sis, May God bring you healing♥️

[@nelzled8205]

I was watching your video a month ago in tears. Little did I know that I'd go through the same experience. On the 15th July I lost my fiancé. My world hasn't been the same since 💔

[@namwakasitali8020]

I am sorry for your loss Matthew 5 vs 4 "Blessed are those who mourn, for they shall be comforted. " May you find comfort in the LORD.

[@sharonirungu2092]

May the Lord give you strength during this difficult time you are facing, sending you love and light.

[@tumishopraise4333]

Im so sorry 💔

[@peculiarnoble7598]

I just finished reading my devotional( it was about the story of Job) and I decided to watch one or two KZbin videos so I could sleep and then I heard this playing..I didnt intentionally press play and I heard this playing on my phone...I feel God is trying to tell me something...I m praying for everyone while watching this. God's Grace is sufficient for you dear.He will carry you on eagles wings

[@ndlovuzinhle]

This video was recommended by KZbin and the title grabbed my attention so decided to Watch. Bengingaboni nokuthi usisi Kayise we OPW. I can't stop crying yooooo. May our Good Lord give you strength sisi, ne healing. I'm so sorry.

[@lizzytinyiko2029]

I lost my husband when I was very young and he left me with two kids and I didn't know I was pregnant again it is so painful 🥺 especially for the kids but God is good

[@ireneochieng435]

I'm very sorry dear 😌😌. Hugs

[@justinamusyoka4986]

Sorry for the loss.Hope the healing went on well.

[@kinyamutai4052]

Sending you my love and hugs dear one. May the comfort of the Holy Spirit engulf you and your children. God will light your paths.

[@lioness11]

Shit😭

[@alicemgudlwa5846]

Can’t stop crying 😭😭 I can feel your pain, we might have not all lost husbands but we have been through pain that we thought we would never recover from. Thank you for sharing 🙏🏽 And through it all, God will always heal us beyond doubt. Stay strong🙏🏽❤️🙏🏽

[@isiomadeborah297]

Who are the people disliking this video 🤦🏽‍♀️, Love♥️ from Nigeria. You're a really strong woman ♥️,I lost my dad last November after being terminally ill for 2 years and I tell you loosing someone you love is Soo tough ,but God is always here for us.

[@Ngorskitchen.2018]

That'll exactly what I said who are those spiteful people disliking the video? My dear some people are really heartless. May God grant her strength to carry on.

[@gladyskalimoya7305]

Am watching from Zambia, lost my husband on 7th June 2020 he had gone for medical at morningside hospital. death is painful was depressed. Thank God for comforting me with word of life. God will see you through

[@blessedurieledorcas5238]

Am sorry about your loss my zambian sister light and love ❣

[@asithandilegogodla7065]

I know how you feel💔 last year I was in a car accident 26 may 2019 with my boyfriend he passed away on the accident scene my son was only 4 months And I was 23 years I was also asleep when the Accident happens but one thing I did I forgave my self yes I’m still in the process of healing but healing becomes better and better just keep on praying and thank God for giving you a second chance of life

[@smooth9979]

Hugs to you dear,

[@thandilengwenya1297]

Kayise in the midst of all this, you are undoubtedly strong, courageous and resilient. Your strength is almost tangible. May Farai rest in power, the Holy Spirit is your Comfort and Everlasting Strength, your Son is blessed to have you. Scrolling down the comments l realised how we all going through various trials in this life, may we all be strengthened with his might in our inner man, it is well❤❤❤

[@cherie363]

I lost my hubby to liver cancer few month ago he passed away few days to his 37yrs birthday and i was 20weeks pregnant at that time and we had a 3yrs old daughter too. I am glad i found the channel and hope it help me move on and heal.

[@dawoduomolola3672]

Oh Lord. I'm so sorry sis. Please continue to stay strong.

[@caribmaroon]

Condolences. God promises to never leave you nor forsake you. He is near to those with a broken heart. He has healing in His wings. I pray that God who loves you will comfort, strengthen and keep you. He understands the grief and sorry that you are feeling. May He send the comforter to comfort and assure you of God love and tender care in this time of your loss, and through the days ahead. May He watch over you and your children each day, and may you find in Him, your help, sustenance, peace, and courage to face each day. Prayer is quoted to be 'The opening of the heart to God as to a friend'. You can talk to God about anything, at any time. He loves you, and cares about you. He will in time heal your wounded heart. Please stay encouraged. Blessings.

[@noluvuyomakhoba2901]

Watching this, seeing your videos and realizing that it's all but a memory breaks my heart💔💔😭😭😭!! This really makes me want to appreciate my husband's presence more and fix things that need to be fixed🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺

[@mologadihazellegodi8626]

Yes sisi Life is too short

[@reverendlinnetsibanda8793]

You can say that again cc life is to short to hold grudges

[@nthabelengmokhaneli5708]

I’ve been avoiding to watch this because of how sensitive I am and here I am watching it and crying my eyes out 😭😭💔. I’m so sorry sis ❤️🥺 love and light🕊

[@lindokuhlemelodious]

Healing is so not linear. I have been trying to survive the past 5 months without the love of my life. ❤To everyone going through the loss of a loved one, please cry it out everytime when it hits you.

[@cindyrubushe1608]

😭❤It is said ngesiXhosa " uThixo akamthwalisi umntu umthwalo ongapha kwa mandla akhe" . I remember losing my Granny and my mother within just a year and it still feels like yesterday 💔. You are very strong Kayise and he is always with you guys in spirit 🙏❤

[@terryphillips8080]

I can't understand why so many person would dislike this video.

[@chipuyasimooya3709]

I was wondering the same thing. Who does that 🙄🙄🙄🙄

[@twiggynation.2779]

Maybe they dislike the situation, that she lost her husband, people dislike for many reasons, 🤔❤️

[@abdulrahmanrukayat6689]

Their's nothing you can do to pleased the world, i wonder if they're not human 😭😭.

[@lydiakimanilk]

I thought the same thing. Wickedness

[@drobinson7372]

@Terry Phillips: I didn't dislike the video, but I'm concerned about her talking to her "sleeping" husband though 👀 Ecclesiastes 9:5 and 1Corinthians 15:52 tell us that the dead know nothing and those that believed in Christ before they died, will be resurrected at the sound of the trumpet(s). God loves Kayise and her family and will help them cope with their tragedy, if they allow Him. Satan meant it for bad, but Jesus can turn this into her testimony for Him. Shalom 🙏

[@dollysimelane6734]

I'm feeling your pain I lost my husband 6 months ago...he left for work and never came back he never said goodbye to me and the kids....the wound is still fresh I trust God will see us through.

[@omphileification]

Strength to you sis. God carried us through seasons. Strength and grace

[@mwogezibridget1079]

Ohhh God

[@leratomoyahabo7853]

I'm Cornelia im 29years oldI lost my husband 6 months back, he left to wrk and never returned home, we found him murdered after 5 days of him missing, he left me with two beautiful souls mahlogonolo and kganya, aged 5yrs and 1year 7 months, 😭😭😭😭💔I'm in so much pain can't even stop crying

[@lesegostone5179]

@@leratomoyahabo7853 My sincere condolences, there is no amount of pain that God cannot heal Ratu. Love and strength to you 🌹

[@chineloonwane6956]

It’s well❤️❤️❤️

[@evermoyo2385]

Kayise was so so touched about your story of losing your husband, am crying 😭😭 as you were crying. I also lost my husband August 2019 and I wasn't there to bury him am still struggling to find closure am now on depression treatment, hope one day we can all get closure and be strong for the kids they left for us..May God be with us all the widows out there 💔💔😭

[@boniwele4420]

Your days will be beautiful again ♥️💗

[@suzyben9643]

I don't know how I came here, am a Kenyan and this has really broke my heart. Av cried with you. Am praying that God's comfort be upon you and may your husband continue resting in peace

[@leahmwangimwangi6600]

🇰🇪 🇰🇪 God will see her thru

[@janiimutugi3942]

My peeps

[@livingvictoriouslywithglo]

I also lost a loved one the day before that. It was a sudden death caused by a little accident. I share your pain... May God continue to comfort you and provide for you and your son. 💜

[@lesedikonyana2309]

I am 27 and I don’t know what I would do if I lost the love of my life so the easiest thing for me to say is that ‘you are strong’ but the hardest thing for me or anyone to understand is what it took to be strong with such an experience. You are amazing Kayise .... May God keep you , strengthened you and stretch his hand towards you always . ❤️❤️❤️

[@LifeisSoSincere]

Kayise, my heart and prayers are with you. I'm so grateful to have landed here on your channel. My husband passed away January 23, 2022 leaving me with our 3 year old son and 3 month (at the time) now 6 month old daughter. Hardest thing for me as well and I have so many days where I feel this is the end for me and I try to keep going because I know the mission God has me on is bigger and for our children. BUT it's so hard, I feel like I'm sleep living because I don't want to wake up to this reality and my support is slim to none, so I truly rely on God for my strength. Thank you for utilizing your platform for women like ourselves going through the dark. Again, I'm praying for you.

[@AsaMcongwane]

Love and light Sis❤

[@LifeisSoSincere]

Thank you so much!

[@maitumelotlhase87]

@@LifeisSoSincereI am so sorry for your loss

[@khanyiswadana4000]

I cried, you’re strong and you’re worthy of joy that lies in the future. He will always be with you sisi ❤️

[@mollyratau325]

I was just 24 years old, with a 3 years old daughter, when I lost my boyfriend to lung cancer last year ... ❤

[@lungilesibisi6412]

Love and light sisi. I hope one day you may find healing ❤️❤️❤️

[@mercyahimbisibwe1485]

Sorry dear 😭

[@delisilendlovu]

Sorry my dear

[@ajayidammiej7421]

So sorry sis

[@joanattramsboakye9970]

@@lungilesibisi6412 sorry dear

[@marygaichiri2396]

Kayise, your story has been brought to me by chance. It's amazing that being across from you in the continent (Kenya), yours and my stories are so similar. I lost my husband in a terrorist attack in Nairobi just after my 29th birthday. This was in early 2019 after 5 months of marriage. Grief is such a personal journey but i feel your pain and i will be praying for you, just as many people have been praying for me. Thanks so much for sharing your story!

[@maureenotieno1989]

So sorry,may you find solace in yehovah

[@simpraisern3469]

"Death be not proud." My heartfelt condolences our beautiful and strong OPW presenter! I pray for strength and complete healing in Jesus' Name. You are such a strong woman sis Kayise I thank you for sharing; somebody else is getting helped and healed also.

[@nasec313]

I’m so sorry about your loss, I pray for peace and healing to come your way ❤️

[@GE8FIT_FIRST]

Pole mami... so sorry for your loss

[@ncueeemaziee9856]

Issues of life I lost my family in a car accident MY mum my sister and my last brother ..same day..I really know what you are talking about have been confused and still confused..I'm hurting from the inside each and everyday of my life..but it is well..

[@williammwale4192]

Its one of the toughest thing to lose a partner bcoz of the bond that exists .I lost my dear wife in 2014 , left behind 2 kids very young in age .It wasn't an easy journey that's when I released how important women are in our lives as men . I can relate with what u went thru .All I can say be strong bcoz God will bless u with the best hubby .

[@Banigostv]

It can't be easy on anyone dealing with a loss. Thank for been strong enough to share.

[@minniendabokutya7860]

No one deserves this kind of pain😭😭😭 I pray God heals your heart sisi I’m sorry💔💔 this is my worst fear🥺

[@thasiyanamweso1575]

Your story is so touching have been shedding tears just listening to your story😭😭😭

[@MishMoses]

Kayise baby girl, I've literally had to sit down and listen to this. It's numbing the the core and I pray that you may find laughter again. You may never get over your loss but may the memories of him no longer be that of pain but of the light he brought to you, it is clear how much you both loved each other when watching how you look into each other's eyes with complete contentment. May you see him everyday in your son and may that be a reminder that he will always be the love of your life.

[@christophinakamati4756]

Life is so hard guys 😭😭, seems like everyone is going through some sort of pain 😭😭

[@florencekowamensah8799]

Hmmm

[@josepola6519]

Yes

[@josepola6519]

Life is very hard

[@NMC1634]

Hence we need to be kind to each other because we are all fighting battles at some point in our lives.

[@aloeglow2066]

Its really hard. Life is so unfair at times 😪 but GOD is our healer and he always see's his children through. 🙏

[@ijeomacynthia6418]

This just reminded me of how I lost my husband 3yrs ago..it still hurts so much,I guess the pain will never go away .I miss him so much😭😭😭Take heart sis

[@marjoriemumbi8922]

As I listened to your story, I totally related to mine. I had just turned 30 when I lost my husband. A mother of a 2 year old son then and 9 months pregnant too when he died. My daughter was born 5 days later after losing him. I feel your pain as I know that type of pain you are going through. And even though It's been 16 years now, it's still fresh..My kids have been my strength that every time I look at them, i tell myself to be strong, better, work hard and provide for them to be better because i know that's what my husband would have done if he was around. And ever since I have looked to God for his strength and guidance...I pray that God continues to comfort you, grant you strength and wisdom as you go through this healing process...This also goes out to every person out there going through the same....He is a miracle worker and he's able to do anything and everything we can not do on our own to make it through...Amen!

[@portiamadulini6850]

Sisi kuzolunga, Nkulunkulu wabona ukuthi ur strong enough to carry this and you will be able to raise your boy. Everything happen for a reason

[@onesiphosongelwakhoza988]

Hugs

[@julieisaac6989]

Just saw this,and made me remember my pain I passed through 5months ago with 5kids.my last baby was 8months when I lost him.your words touched and encourage me God console you

[@thandomaphanga330]

My friend lost her husband of 5 months in a car accident; also, he died on the spot, that night was the longest night ever. I remember sitting beside her in the car, wishing I could perform a miracle to change or rather prevent her from the pain she’s about to experience. Wow, your story took me back, I wish nothing but peace because what you went through ain’t easy. His surname was also Sibanda

[@steveniawinstaan1153]

Oggh, aish. I cried my eyes out watching this. My name is Stevenia here from namibia. I'm almost married for 14years and can't even imagine what you are going through. May God keep you and grant you so much peace, so much love and prosperity. All the best in your journey for healing cause I think it's far from over. Baby steps dear, baby steps. I just Love you. 💝

[@ncumisanyati8840]

As I watch this I constantly look over to my husband and ask him to never me😢 ever since last night my prayer to God has been to preserve us and our union. I honestly don’t think I’d survive 😢💔. You are strength sisi❤️ Enkosi

[@KNN-MEDIA]

Thank you sisi. Nobody deserves this kind of pain. I pray that God preserved your lives and you guys can grow old together.

[@andisani257]

You and I both. I can not even imagine a life without him. YOH my heart

[@thokozilethabethe2812]

That's what I just did and I think I scared him coz I just bust into tears Sis Kayise you so strong and the Lord will always be with you

[@chinsokamusona542]

As I'm watching you I'm crying your story has really inspired me that there is light in life.

[@justinemirembe8910]

Listening to Kayise after 4yrs or so, I developed headache. May God continue to comfort and heal you sister

[@mercymelody1]

I have really really cried watching this after I also lost my husband in 15/05/2016. It's been 4 yrs now but still not yet healed but I thank God for he has been there for me. Kayise my dear,we shall heal because we have God in heaven. Am from Kenya and am really touched by your sad story because I have also gone through that but it shall be well. Huggs mummy❤❤❤ #Psalm 147:3

[@thabimas161]

So sorry that you has to go through this darling. You are such a young courageous woman. Thanks for sharing your story with us. God bless and perfect your healing darling. You will be happy again because you are worth it. Siyakuthanda sana lwam. PEACE.

[@mercychinake4471]

So sorry of your loss. I lost mine through an accident as well but I was not in the car. left with 2 young kids. I have seen God's hand at its best

[@ma-khumza2474]

My sister after watching this I cried u have made me to appreciate and luv my husband even more your a strong woman with God u will heal luv u so much dear

[@poppymasuha4102]

Oh God this got me tearing, may you find strength in the Lord and his soul rest in perfect peace

[@pastoralphlukau59]

My Beloved, I don't know you in person but God knows you. God ministered to me in a revelation when I was on your profile to see things around you,I saw blessings but spiritual attacks holding onto them,in prayers,i saw an ansestra power in the realm of the spirit monitoring and plotting delay in your life, with a mornitoring spirit and with a motive to destroy. But as I speak to you now the time is up, Render hand of favour with Anything you can afford or give to these motherless foundation across Africa ( branch) as the Lord (RHEMA ORPHANAGE HOME) in Nigeria, Port Harcourt, before 2DAYS with faith, as I Rise my hands towards heaven and pray for you they shall serve as point of contact wherever you are, you will receive double portion of grace to excel and total restoration of breakthrough in your life and in the life of your family. Ask for their acct details and help them call or contact the MD in charge of the orphanage to get their details on (WhatsApp)[phone])Or ([e-mail]) tell him I sent you. For it is not by might nor by in power but of the spirit saith the lord (zechariah 4:6). You shall testify to the Glory of God in your life. God bless you...

[@gugulethukubheka5320]

May you never feel like God's presence has left you.. His with you, he is in you💕💕💕💕

[@SuzetteKhiba]

Amen surely

[@mitchelleimani8032]

Amen

[@preciousnkosi2414]

I can't, this is so sad 😭😭😭. I'm literally in tears. You're the best mom your son could have ever asked for. Love him and protect him always

[@marthamukwemba6564]

You made me cry, may God Jehovah continue helping u and heal you. You have un amazing family.

[@zibusisoviki3647]

I watched this with my mum because she loved you from Our Perfect Wedding. You are a strong woman. I love you ❤️

[@forreal9020]

It's well sweetheart, my husband passed on 8 years ago at the age of 41 from "colo - rectal cancer" they said, leaving me with 3 little kids. It's not been easy and I've clearly not really moved on but I will say this to you my dear, God is faithful and He will give you the strength and everything you need to pull through,be strong. Between I've been thinking of starting a channel about my journey because I know deep down my story will help at least one person.

[@vickiid1760]

As I listened I genuinely felt like giving you a warm hug and to say i feel your pain.... You will smile deeply again. God bless you sis ❤

[@alicepilime5605]

Ohhhh my....sending you hugs and love😍😍😍😍😍😍

[@setshegoledwaba8232]

That's how I felt too hey. I really wished I could hug her. This is too painful.

[@mercyasante6170]

Amen

[@sihlesihlali2403]

Oh baby😢😢sending you love and light💐💐God bless you Maka'Zuko❤️❤️

[@hlumelokani1929]

😭Yhuu I've never been this hurt,my chest is so heavy,uXolo Kayise,I've always been your biggest fan and since the day the news of your accident broke,there wasn't a day I wouldn't go through your facebook page and that of your mother,just to see how you are doing😕I can only imagine what you went through and I pray that God carries you through the healing process,thank you for opening up to us,this will indeed heal many of us❤ and light sthandwa sam.

[@KNN-MEDIA]

It’s been tough but support from people like you always gives me strength. Thank you

[@jeanchirenje]

Heal makhoti.we love you

[@nontobekomahlangu2122]

I can't stop crying 😭 xola sis' Kayise, you're a strong woman/mother... I don't think I'd survive the experience but you're strong and taking it slow day by day.

[@athiponcane8941]

I can never finish watching this because one thing about me, i will put myselft in the situation and feel the pain shes feeling and i will cry. I wish a lot of people can find the strength you have, to open up and talk. God i can never talk about death it traumatize me. I tried praying one day i talk about my dads death without crying but its difficult. God will give you more strength to heal❤️❤️❤️

[@jenniferchance5636]

I can remember my daughter in this same position 19 yrs ago It was hard but God has been good to her. My two grandchildren are very strong.

[@_sesona]

Oh Kayise💔 May this bring healing to everyone who is in desperate need for it. For God to use you in this manner is beyond comprehension but He saw you fit. I know your strength and your story will save a lot of lives and restore hope in a lot of homes, you have been and are a sacrifice. Praying with you ❤️

[@SuzetteKhiba]

Amen 🙏🏽

[@elizabethletsoso2558]

💔💔💔💔I don't know what to say just cry may God be your strength cc eish

[@evamatsie2005]

I am so much in pain💔

[@marciasamuels5805]

I became a widow at 26 after only 2 years of marriage my husband was shot and killed by gunmen. It was a shooting between gangs and he was in the vicinity. I remember begging him to stay home there was things to do cause I wasn't feeling well. But I said he wouldn't be long just going to kick some ball. Less than half an hour he had left I heard gunshots. My life as never been the same. He was a good husband.

[@palesazulu6615]

Sorry dear

[@matildaayemahquaye7659]

Sorry dear

[@Chinazaoge]

God will comfort you and take all your pains away, Amen

[@berlayaa3211]

The Dead can Really Live Again - the Bible says ""There is going to be a resurrection.”​-Acts 24:15. Comfort when loved ones die.​-2 Corinthians 1:3, 4. Freedom from a morbid fear of death.​-Hebrews 2:15. A real hope of being reunited with your dead loved ones.​-John 5:28, 29. God is the Creator of life. The Bible calls Jehovah God “the source of life.” (Psalm 36:9; Acts 17:24, 25) The One who gave life to all living creatures is certainly capable of restoring life to someone who has died. God has resurrected humans in the past. The Bible reports eight instances of humans​-young, old, male, and female-​who were brought back to life on earth. Some had been dead for a short while, but one had been in a tomb for four days!​-John 11:39-44.God is eager to do it again. Jehovah hates death; he views it as an enemy. (1 Corinthians 15:26) He has a longing to conquer that enemy, to undo death by means of the resurrection. He yearns to bring back those who are in his memory and to see them live on earth again.​-Job 14:14, 15. Please you can reach me [e-mail] or wassup 233 23 564 9151.

[@Bintimrembo-y1v]

Soo sorry

[@mbalenhlejoyngcobo391]

first encounter with Kayise. I am honored to be inclined with this, literally made me cry.

[@lindabm545]

Though He brings grief, He also shows compassion because of the greatness of his unfailing love. Lamentations 3:32 May you be engulfed by His greatness & compassion always. Phephisa Kayise🕯️❤️

[@kcanndey6310]

If anyone says to me, I know your pain, I say they really don't but I feel like I know yours My fiancé died in May and I had known him since 2014 The world is temporary and I know I won't be here forever either Stay strong Love and Light

[@geoffrey7915]

Sorry for the loss... God will come thru for ya.. Amen

[@ndivhuwobrilliant2549]

I'm very sorry about your fiance hey

[@ndivhuwobrilliant2549]

I would love to hear more about your story

[@zinhlengcobo2948]

Ohh dear i know the feeling loosing my husband this year in March was very hard i have been broken yet confused askingmyself is it true no may be I'll see him again i felt betrayed ignored hurt its hard

[@kcanndey6310]

Thank you all I can say for sure that I was and still am able to deal with it well I downloaded an app for affirmations to do in the morning, I started regular devotion and at any point I was feeling very depressed, I indicated such to someone I trusted so that I could just speak and feel better It wasn't easy but I have seen improvements I started to learn French, complete assignments (I'm in my final semester to complete my BSc in International Relations) and those days when I felt like doing nothing, I did nothing Songs that got me through it all were songs like God provides by Tamela Mann and He's too faithful by Moses Bliss I'm this better because of God!

[@bigdreams_boldlife]

omg I shouldn't have watched this while at work. I'm balling real tears in the office. Oh GOD.

[@KNN-MEDIA]

I am so sorry sisi. Grief is such a long, hard and painful journey but there is healing at the end

[@ikhisoloshe7485]

Ndim lowo ku ngoku

[@kgosigadientertainment2220]

This is heavy....And I am glad she did thid

[@imanihaidara2994]

This is so heartbreaking I can hardly see the letters to type thru the tears in my eyes. God Bless her and ease the pain in her heart. 😢😢

[@tendaimashingaidze7823]

For me it was the," and so Farie this is for you, thank you for giving me the best years of my life, thank you for being my friend, thank you for being my heart,l love you, hamba kahle" that touched me to the core.... sorry for the loss makhoti the pain you felt is tangible,May God continue strengthening you and Zuko will always be a memory of the love you experienced.