Kayise on Life After Dark: How I lost my husband

On 16 June 2019 my husband and I were involved in a horrific car accident that left us severely injured. After a week in hospital, he succumbed to his injuries and passed away. I then became a widow at the age of 28. In this episode, on the 1-year anniversary of his death, I share my grief and healing journey.
To all widows and anyone going through grief, I hope you find healing watching this.
Our Perfect Wedding Visuals courtesy of Mzansi Magic

[@lindobuthelezi9097]

“The Lord is close to the brokenhearted and saves those who are crushed in spirit” (Psalm 34:18) may God heal your heart Kayise❤

[@adhiambober.4177]

Amen..

[@IamBrendaMarie]

Lindo Buthelezi so true. glad you said that. it is a comfort for me also

[@tsvakaitradingptvltd4239]

imagine putting a dislike for a poor young lady

[@sarahmasuka5254]

So touching,l am so SORRY sister God will heal u and special people must be treasured forever

[@hbcuchoirs2842]

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[@bigplayer4300]

Just lost my lovely husband left me with 5 kids on the 13th of June 2020 how will life be with me without him 13 years of marriage am 35years I need prayer to heal this great wound if not for my kids I feel like living this wicked world

[@leahmwangimwangi6600]

God will see you thru

[@ZeeInterpretationz]

God is in control of every situation. You will pass through this, but it will be easy.

[@deejonnesdee9650]

May Allah grant you peace of mind during this trying time

[@peculiarnoble7598]

My God help you through this

[@olujuwonosibajo7887]

God is always with you. Keep Hope alive in God

[@Robyn.Tavonga]

You're a testimony !! You see why God gave you Zuko before you wanted ? He's your Farai!!! God's got you Mama😭❤️❤️❤️

[@Ngorskitchen.2018]

Amen God got you...give you a beautiful son that will keep your husband memories....you're loved be strong mama.

[@kuteesamackpuwera.8229]

Surely...!!!

[@mmantinyamorajane1617]

Askies Nana girl i was really surprised & shocked to hear your story baby girl i always thought you were welll & STILL honna come nack to US you just caring for your baby.. Aniway MAY HEAVENLY FATHER STRENGTHEN YOU YOUR FAMILY & YOUR LOVING SUPPORTIVE IN-LAWS ..

[@jallohjakes6197]

Llllllllllllllllllllllll,,,,,,,.........l..

[@hazel6510]

May the good Lord comfort your heart. 🙏🏽♥️

[@gammaburks]

My husband died suddenly Christmas week 2016. He was sitting in his chair on dialysis. He was a beautiful soul and my best friend for 35 years. I’m thankful that God allowed him to be apart of my life. It was worth the pain. I miss you Gary. One day I will see you again.

[@kinyamutai4052]

My hugs round on you Kayise. I lost my hubby a day before i had my baby, he was shot by thugs in the house. I was 25 years old then and 14 months later, i lost my baby to pneumonia. I feel your loss and i pray for you today that The God of all comfort will overwhelm you with His comfort. Huggggssss

[@abaahosaphrah91]

Sorry dear

[@suemakena6379]

Hugs Elizer

[@baeonce9412]

Oh my goodness really sorry to hear that. May the lord be your strength

[@uswiilizzy4206]

Hugs hugs Elizer.

[@culturewdiba721]

May God heal you and give you strength hun

[@lungilembatha7304]

This video made me realize how short life is and that whenever we have a chance to be around our loved ones , we should love them with no restrictions. I pray that God gives you unimaginable strength sisi , when all else fails , hold on to Him. God bless you ❤❤

[@wisefinances4693]

Oh that pains is just too much but the Lord will surly heal your pain and give you life to enjoy may his soul rest in perfect peace Amen

[@sexybsexyb1737]

Amen

[@pastoralphlukau59]

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[@endtimeservant8531]

So sad. These wonderful men dying while so many monsters are still around abusing others.

[@daniellaedem6796]

Literally holding my tears back,i can understand ur pain.Gosh!,I pray the Lord comforts you and give you a reason to smile again.

[@afrisizebylinda8476]

Exactly

[@noxolosakang6547]

Exactly

[@peterkolowalilovemore5414]

You are 100% correct

[@norahplaatjie1055]

I said the same when I lost my husband last year,a man who was always there for me treated me like a queen and his kids were everything to him.

[@thulimoumakwe8525]

Reading the comments and realizing how many young widows are out there... very scary... very scary...

[@SELELOTSHEPISOLEBOGO]

You can say that again 😢 I'm also scared 😔🥺 this is just so sad 😭💔

[@SELELOTSHEPISOLEBOGO]

I wasn't aware that usisi lost her husband wow 😭😭💔😔 this is so painful 😢

[@makhosazanashongwe3827]

Your a strong woman and God trust you to conquer the whole situation. May God grant you more strength 🌷🌺🌷

[@solarinkehinde7375]

Thanks for sharing your story. I lost my husband December 1st 2019 at age 28 after a year of marriage. I was 4 months pregnant at the time. My world almost crashed, what kept me going was the baby growing in me. I knew I had to be strong for the baby. He was a loving man, he looked forward to fatherhood. Two weeks after he passed, I had a scan and I got to know we were expecting 2 girls. I remember how the tears rolled down my face as I laid on the bed in my doctor's office that day. All I kept thinking was how much he prayed to have twins (girls) and we are getting that. Only he is no more here. 4th of May 2020, our girls arrived. These girls mean the world to me. It is my prayer that God continue to be our strength.

[@wunmi343]

I'm so sorry for your loss Kehinde. May God continue to strenghten you and take care of you and the girls.

[@pettybones7485]

Am so sorry dear sister I understand how it feels am in your shoes. Losing your Farai is just a worst moment. Losing the love of LIFE is just a terrible experience. I LOST my Joseph 7 years ago BUT it's like yesterday. The pain is unbearable ONLY HIS GRACE AND MERCY IS SUFFICIENT FOR US to be healed competely. May the Lord comfort and heal you and family especially with yr little baby who is never going to know the Father's love. Be strong for your baby. MHDSRIEP

[@onesiphosongelwakhoza988]

Hugs

[@ericakodjoe]

I'm a Ghanaian and do not really know you. But this right here broke me. I can't stop crying. I'm so sorry for your loss. I know this won't be easy but I'm praying God's strength for you. I love you. ♥️

[@ztop9626]

Erica Kodjoe I’m a Ghanaian too

[@ntombizodwamakitla9668]

I am feeling very sorry for you and the baby and your both families these are the actions of the icy hand of death but be comforted by the scriptures in Isaiah 57 verses 1 to 2 where it says Good people pass away the Godly die before their time and nobody seem to understand that God is protecting them and they rest in peace sorry my daughter sorry

[@nomfundongubo9416]

❤❤🙏

[@paulinemuthena6545]

Omg this is so sad.Grieve as much as you want for your husband because it is all you can do. You have a piece of him to go on in your little son.Be strong for him but I know it is a daunting task.

[@tekoseepamedi8535]

My biggest fear is my kids to lose their father to death,God is the pillar of strength my sister only Him can reduce your burden of heavy pain for losing your soul mate which is rare to be replaced. God be with you throughout this path.Amen

[@jnrlola1984]

Your story really touched me. I lost my husband just over two months ago on 21/06/2020 so this is still very raw for me. My husband was shot and killed whilst trying to save a dispute at a gathering. I am now a 36 year young widow left with 3 beautiful children aged 2, 8 and 11. To this day, I dont know how i am still standing. My husband was my rock, my soulmate my everything! I feel blessed to have known him for almost 13 years. He changed my life forever ❤️

[@SophiaChiwara]

I’m really sorry for your loss may the Lord continue to comfort you and hold your hand

[@kaguruirene2385]

Another day to cry with a stranger online 😭😭, may You find healings

[@kadijahsesay6737]

I’m just 15 but mum your story touched me i cried and am still crying 😭😭😭 I love u 😭 the beginning of your story u where smiling and as you smile I smile along with u u started crying I cry along with u 😭😭😭 May daddy’s soul rest in perfect peace 😭😭

[@tiyiselanin]

I lost my baby boy 3 years ago and I’ve always struggled to tell the story. The healing journey has been a roller coaster. This passed weekend was his birthday and I tried my best to find everything in me to sing a song I wrote for him. May God continue healing our hearts. ❤️

[@fundiswazakumba9074]

Sending you a hug 💛

[@tshepangmasoleng8360]

May you find healing and strength❤

[@Ntlentle_]

Hugs♥️♥️

[@elizabethletsoso2558]

Tiyiselani,s word same here I lost my son too in 2014 car accident he was 25 yrs by the time was broken heart 💔💔 alot even nou when it's his birthday I cried coz is not easy 😭😭😭😭

[@tiyiselanin]

Elizabeth Letsoso It is not easy at all and the birthdays are most definitely one of the hardest days. May you continue to find healing. Lots of love to you ❤️

[@maamemaame1611]

Who else she looks like Chioma Davido’s baby mum 😍 take heart love May God restore your loss. I have cried my eyes out listening to your story🙏

[@maamemaame1611]

*Noticed

[@okaumboinvestment2908]

Yes

[@E-newsNamibia]

Yes

[@pelanimogha7193]

I am 1yr and some months post loss of my husband too. He left me at 31 with 9months baby. I feel your pain. May God heal us

[@hotchick8320]

I’m sorry for your loss

[@suezanna2690]

So sorry it shall be well

[@shannel71366386]

God bless you ❤️

[@Chillingisbae]

Amen🙏 He will🙏

[@estherllaacquah2903]

May God continue to strengthen u

[@hyper_jayplaysli]

This made me realize how much i love my husband....i cried so hard watching her , its like im feeling her pain . Hope she recovers soon

[@MnunuKapurua]

I exactly feel the same.I literally cried watching this whole episode.

[@nqobileportia9781]

“Fear not, for I am with you; be not dismayed, for I am your God; I will strengthen you, I will help you, I will uphold you with my righteous right hand.” With this I pray healing to your soul and your son that will remind you of your husband every day may God give you peace but mostly strength. I love you.

[@nenesibanda4171]

I took these words The word of God has so much power.

[@sexybsexyb1737]

One of my favourite scriptures.with god all things are possible.

[@sexybsexyb1737]

Isiah 41.aleluah.words of comfort.

[@sharonofthemosthigh5887]

Amen

[@vuyon27]

I have lost count of how many times ndibhala ndicima, thinking what could I say or do to ease your pain. However all that I can say "bek'ithemba lakho kuye uthuthuzeleke" we will continue praying for you and your family! Siyakuthanda Sis'Kayise.

[@nothandogumbo898]

Ungalahli ithemba ngokufelwa....therez alwaz a way when it seems to b noway

[@lorrainemayer3168]

The death of AKA led me to this page as i was going through his videos. I hope Nadia watches this and gains strength to move on after her departed loved one

[@noziemjobo5860]

Yhoo sis Kayise, I haven't cried like this. My God almighty place his healing hand upon you 🙏🕯

[@afterdarkwithkayise1305]

Thank you so much for watching my dear

[@fulufhelothalipi6803]

😭

[@gugulethukubheka5320]

May you never feel like God's presence has left you.. His with you, he is in you💕💕💕💕

[@SuzetteKhiba]

Amen surely

[@mitchelleimani8032]

Amen

[@nelisiwengubo2937]

May he's soul rest in peace 🙏 I lost my daughter in 2006, she was only five months. Than in 2008 , lost her father (late) husband due to heart failure. But with God am still here!

[@mbalilebo6825]

Strength to you Sisi

[@evermoyo2385]

Sorry my sister we going through same loss, I lost my son 2014 he was 2months old on court death, 2019 August his father also it was heart attack, am still struggling to find closure, can't sleep at night

[@assumptanini4252]

Am so sorry.this must have been so heavy .but thank God you are strong n now you are re assuring others

[@sindyndima749]

May God heal you cc

[@hbcuchoirs2842]

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[@lizzytinyiko2029]

I lost my husband when I was very young and he left me with two kids and I didn't know I was pregnant again it is so painful 🥺 especially for the kids but God is good

[@ireneochieng435]

I'm very sorry dear 😌😌. Hugs

[@justinamusyoka4986]

Sorry for the loss.Hope the healing went on well.

[@kinyamutai4052]

Sending you my love and hugs dear one. May the comfort of the Holy Spirit engulf you and your children. God will light your paths.

[@lioness11]

Shit😭

[@misslynda82]

The part where he was screaming your name in the hospital. That is love. May God continue to comfort you. You are strong.

[@HopeMakola]

Thanks for sharing your story and I know how it feels like, I too was a widow at the young age of 25 and 5 months pregnant so he never even got to meet his daughter 10years later God has healed me and blessed me with a 2nd husband and my daughter will always be a beautiful reminder of what we had. Be strong dear God will always look out for you.

[@cherie363]

So sorry for your loss. I was 35yr lost my husband at 37 last yr and was 5 month pregnant. I had my son now they never met too and that brokes me in piece when i looked at my little. We had a daughter she was 3 when he passed and he was a great father to her. Your story gave me hope cos our story kinda of similar. I hope i found peace and light too. Thanks for sharing.

[@priviledgeshumba6591]

I lost my husband when l was 27 while my son was 9months. God is not silent with our lives sometimes, he is the provider and source of happiness

[@tracyjoe4749]

Amen

[@nnenne1]

Weird god

[@annahanai8409]

Glory to the lord.At very young age with such a small baby.

[@annahanai8409]

It is so painful to loose your loved one. We have to praise for still believing in him a your provider and source of happiness.

[@akpewevivian1812]

I lost mine at 27 too while nursing our 4 month old son. How are you doing now?

[@gladnessmoshane9602]

A close friend of mine lost a husband last week watching this make me realise how short life is and that we should always tell the people we love we love them may God grant you strength each and every day so you could be strong for your child

[@asithandilegogodla7065]

I know how you feel💔 last year I was in a car accident 26 may 2019 with my boyfriend he passed away on the accident scene my son was only 4 months And I was 23 years I was also asleep when the Accident happens but one thing I did I forgave my self yes I’m still in the process of healing but healing becomes better and better just keep on praying and thank God for giving you a second chance of life

[@smooth9979]

Hugs to you dear,

[@tlangienxumalo4983]

Watching this literally took me back 10 years ago when I lost both my parents at 18 in a car accident... I don’t think there’s anything as painful as speaking to someone on the phone then 5 minutes later they are gone...may you heal and continue to find comfort in the Lord I’m still on my journey to healing it takes a lifetime 🥺❤️❤️

[@jennyondablock7016]

It’s well

[@mfundomagubane6565]

Nxese Zwide

[@koriribarsosio4174]

💙💙💙

[@Anitazuluokeke]

Very sad indeed.

[@thobilemkhize1069]

Mmmmmm phephisa bhuti

[@distorbia20]

So KZbin recommended me this video not knowing who this brave lady was. Seriously your love story is amazing and your strength is admirable. I hope life brings you blessings and may your husband watch over you.

[@gokelovefeji1651]

Amen

[@NaturalSuee]

Amen

[@connienyati1177]

Hyundai h

[@lydiahtr3877]

Wow life can be tough! Thanks for articulating your experience. I am sure this will strengthen many who have or are going through the same. I lost my husband at age 32. Now I am 54. To all who have or are going through this, all I can say to you is "Life has to go on." The pain is so intense but you just have to learn to live with it.

[@bongaziqubu902]

I am balling my eyes out as I watch this as you have just taken me back to when I lost my husband at the age of 26 in a car accident , we were also travelling together and he swived the car to protect me from the other car hitting my side as he was driving and I was sleeping next to him , he died in my arms when the paramedics arrived , I know the darkness the pain to speak about , the wanting to breathe life into him OMG sis , no person should have to deal with that , it’s been 12 year I live with it everyday , but God has blessed me with a partner who understands me and allows me to have moments and hold me throughout without any feelings of jealousy or anything but understanding that the accident is part of my life , even when I wake up screaming cause I just woken up from a dream where I relieve that day , it a long journey you are about to partake in it’s not easy nor fun but it’s walkable with Gods grace and the family love . Love and light to you Sis A He will give you strength to raise his son the way you both would have done it , I raised 2 boys he left 5 and 3 💓💓💓💓

[@tr7824]

Bless you Nhlanzeko

[@boitumelomolete5173]

Yoh. I also lost my husband at 28 in a car accident almost 2years ago. He was traveling alone. And our baby was 1year7months. Right now I'm going through everything you are saying and can't wait to say it happened 12 years ago. I'm shaking as I'm typing this because the video is too much. But I'm happy that we get to talk about such on open platforms. I've posted his videos also on KZbin. Feel free to watch if you have time his names are Tsepo Tshiwilowilo

[@bongaziqubu902]

Boitumelo Molete I am so sorry dear trust me it’s not easy but have faith and hold on to the creator with all the uncertainty life bring and the spirit of your husband is always with you , allow yourself to remember the good the bad the heartbreaking moment , learn to love it all . Sending you love and light

[@cynthiacharlottemampshemar9124]

Askies.love n light

[@tengetilekunene4066]

❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️

[@Warrenfirst]

I've been there. With 2 kids trying to bring healing and purpose to my life. It's been 8 years and I still morn sometimes and try to understand God's purpose for my life. Last year 2019 I met and married the soul my heart needed to bring peace into my life, into my spirit, so that I can literally BREATH again. I just continue to ask God to show me MY Purpose in Life. I will keep you in my prayers. God Bless

[@shannajohnson341]

Greater is he that is within u than he that is in the world

[@lindabm545]

Though He brings grief, He also shows compassion because of the greatness of his unfailing love. Lamentations 3:32 May you be engulfed by His greatness & compassion always. Phephisa Kayise🕯️❤️

[@mombilemolopo8226]

This left me feeling like I am going back to what happened to my husband 7 months ago when I was 9 months pregnant I buried him a week before I gave birth to our little girl his car crashed when he was on his way to see me and it felt like I was dreaming because we been married for only 2 months I was broken my dreams were shattered my God may he rest in peace my lovely husband 💔💔💔😭

[@margaretlewis6789]

mombile molopo wow, so sorry, must be extremely difficult especially after giving birth to your daughter which he never met....Continue to stay strong, my heartfelt condolences to you and family ❤️🙏🏾

[@charismajessica4360]

Ooh..im very sorry for your loss,my God heal your heart

[@emiliendapewaamukalu1446]

This is soo me. He died in an accident while I was pregnant, heavily pregnant and I gave birth a week after his burial. I named our son after him 🙏😭

[@takemtabong2187]

Oh my dear i feel so sorry for u.ur words are so hard broken for me.my eyes are wet but i know God will give u the best strenght again.its not easy to loose someone u love and again u were pregnant.

[@mercysophiasiloba1749]

Huggs dear

[@doras6772]

Girl, I know your pain at this moment, it happened to me 12 yrs ago, lost my fiance, thought the world had ended, I so young at that time, 24yrs, I gave up on my dream of ever getting the right person, but guess what, 2 years ago, I met just the PERFECT husband that I had always dreamed of!!! God is so faithful, I know he will give u the strength to forget all about him!! To be honest, it really takes time to heal!!!

[@aliciamomat7963]

Amen

[@khethiwengubo8035]

I lost my boyfriend 2years ago due to car accident, I cried right through listening to U... Its the worse feeling losing someone who you thought was your match... I am much better today I still cry sometimes...

[@senzekilenokulungandaba8915]

So sorry hun

[@paulinedaniels5125]

Hugs dr

[@estherphiri764]

Am so sorry, may Almighty God be your strength

[@tsitsiottiliaguzha1803]

Khethiwes Kitchen I also lost mine a year ago due to a Road Traffic Accident. He was the best thing that had Ever Happened to me. Twas 2 months prior LoBola

[@Inviolatafavour]

Hugs dear

[@Odwa]

You are by far one of the strongest people I've seen Kayise 💖

[@afterdarkwithkayise1305]

You are too kind ❤️❤️

[@leaharusei5131]

God is always faithful, I lost my husband I was 22yrs after our first born was 5yr an second 3yr now my girls al finished high school, first born 4th year, glory to God he promised I will be with you, me my self I see the glory of God mother in law take me as a last born daughter, I thank God for everything

[@brendangonyama]

To All you Beautiful Young Ladies,,, so sorry for your loss, my prayers are all with you💔💔💔💔

[@user-bd5zg5rf5o]

I cried 🥺🥺. My heart is soo heavy💔💔 my mum went through the exact same thing 20 years ago. She lost my dad when she was 28 . It was just me and her left. I was 3 years old. He just died mysteriously. Fast forward 20 years later, she is doing well and I’m now 23. My message to you my dear sister is that it is well. God will heal your broken heart. He will make a way for you.. may he give you strength to raise your beautiful baby boy. You are soo strong. If you need any advice, my mum would be happy to help. Seeing your video brought her back memories. Find peace in the Lord baby girl and may Isaiah 41:10 be your portion❤️ My mum sends her love and hugs to you❤️

[@dodosmile7744]

Ooh God provide strength to all the women who lost their husband ,father i pray for more years with our husbands hear us Almighty Lord

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[@ephelachero9496]

Oh God! Widow hood is the worst one can go through in this life.

[@catherinenabaggala9864]

I lost mine too on 8th June 2016 he left me with two boys and six months pregnancy 😢😢

[@nanaajoa9686]

Amen

[@moyiselaprimaryschool5892]

Thank you the pain is unbearable and unforgettable is comes all the time

[@thulaganyomoepi766]

This was very difficult to watch😭can't begin to imagine how hard it must have been to relieve the pain by sharing it with us. I just hope all of this will make sense at some point as you learn to live without the love of your life. Strength to your darling 🌹

[@lunghaniconnyshivuri1925]

I lost my mom in April due to cancer and my husband died last week while at work 💔😭 due to asthma attacks. I lost so much this year its hard... Im mourning double... My mom left me with a 13 year old daughter that my husband and I were looking after. And my husband left me with 3 boys, the last born is only 11 months 💔😭

[@nkolopk]

Yoh so sad💔

[@fatansiaful]

I pray God will comfort you throughout your time of grief. The strongest soldiers are always challenged. Pull through my dear. You are strong!!!

[@lunghaniconnyshivuri1925]

@@fatansiaful amen 🙏🙏

[@siliziwe]

I'm sooo sorry sis 😭😭💔 Sending strengths and love your way. ❤❤

[@lunghaniconnyshivuri1925]

@@siliziwe tnks so much

[@dianawanja]

I was 29 when I lost my husband. He passed away while I was taking him to the hospital. My daughter had just turned 3 years. It's been 7 years now. The pain is still there and I miss him very much too much. Not a day goes by that I don't think of him. What has helped me is I totally relay on God on everything. He has helped me through the pain. I am still single raising my daughter but I am at peace. God has been Faithful 🙏

[@mduduzimovement6535]

Diana I have 1daughter too can we make a family thing

[@anneloved]

Hugs

[@jacqueypatrick4090]

Hugs gal,I lost my husband in 2017 at the same age as you and it was like a dream because we talked and then later the phone was off only to find out he got involved in accident and died instant and believe me the pain was like I want to die too because the things that followed until today I accepted that he is no more so I can raise our two beautiful children...and praying to God to give me strength and to make our paths easy

[@mphopat929]

@@jacqueypatrick4090 I also lost mine July 2017 it's been hectic time really do heal there are days when the pain is like it happened yesterday

[@jacqueypatrick4090]

@@mphopat929 I know dear sometimes you even feel like you are dying inside and no one to understand what you are going through either to listen sometimes even inraws denies you and you feel no one loves you then you remember you have kid/kids that's what makes us love life again

[@sindimaphalala7068]

I just lost my boyfriend.. i pray to god that one day I can mention his name without any tears in my eyes🥺🥺... I love you Silinga, Nomdayi❤️

[@sheillershivambu8391]

I pray God heals you sis. He is the healer.

[@gladyspayne6417]

Prayers are with u its never easy but with time and lots of prayer you will get better.

[@CharieyM]

Be comforted sis

[@nontsikelelondakane4376]

Praying for healing❤

[@AL___S]

Love and strength to you sis, May God bring you healing♥️

[@cindyrubushe1608]

😭❤It is said ngesiXhosa " uThixo akamthwalisi umntu umthwalo ongapha kwa mandla akhe" . I remember losing my Granny and my mother within just a year and it still feels like yesterday 💔. You are very strong Kayise and he is always with you guys in spirit 🙏❤

[@tendaimashingaidze7823]

For me it was the," and so Farie this is for you, thank you for giving me the best years of my life, thank you for being my friend, thank you for being my heart,l love you, hamba kahle" that touched me to the core.... sorry for the loss makhoti the pain you felt is tangible,May God continue strengthening you and Zuko will always be a memory of the love you experienced.

[@khanyiswadana4000]

I cried, you’re strong and you’re worthy of joy that lies in the future. He will always be with you sisi ❤️

[@williammwale4192]

Its one of the toughest thing to lose a partner bcoz of the bond that exists .I lost my dear wife in 2014 , left behind 2 kids very young in age .It wasn't an easy journey that's when I released how important women are in our lives as men . I can relate with what u went thru .All I can say be strong bcoz God will bless u with the best hubby .

[@christophinakamati4756]

Life is so hard guys 😭😭, seems like everyone is going through some sort of pain 😭😭

[@florencekowamensah8799]

Hmmm

[@josepola6519]

Yes

[@josepola6519]

Life is very hard

[@nette2144]

Hence we need to be kind to each other because we are all fighting battles at some point in our lives.

[@aloeglow2066]

Its really hard. Life is so unfair at times 😪 but GOD is our healer and he always see's his children through. 🙏

[@nomapheloashantidumani1401]

It's my first time watching this video and I can't stop myself from crying. I lost my son in 1998 but I haven't had closure or therapy. Every time I think about him I cry it can't get off my head. I still feel the pain as if it happened yesterday.

[@sihlendwandwe5777]

Be healed cc is not easy we learn to live with the scars in our heart😢

[@Sibahle_Mdletshe]

May God heal you. ❤

[@minniendabokutya7860]

No one deserves this kind of pain😭😭😭 I pray God heals your heart sisi I’m sorry💔💔 this is my worst fear🥺

[@thasiyanamweso1575]

Your story is so touching have been shedding tears just listening to your story😭😭😭

[@asandamotaung6955]

Thank you sis'Kayise. I can imagine what you're going through. I got married in 2017 and lost my husband in 2018.. I was 26 Years old. It has been quite a journey, your story made me cry so hard. I thank God for strengthening you everyday!

[@cynthiacharlottemampshemar9124]

Love n light

[@masegomogapi2762]

I lost my husband last year. We got married in 2017. I became a widow at 29 with a 2yr old son. My heart breaks but I know God will heal us. Love and light to you sis

[@zamasikhakhane4781]

I am so sorry. May God's healing power be upon you and may He carry you through all this

[@princesshephzibah5894]

HEaling and light

[@toksakinyemi7350]

Wow

[@thabimas161]

So sorry that you has to go through this darling. You are such a young courageous woman. Thanks for sharing your story with us. God bless and perfect your healing darling. You will be happy again because you are worth it. Siyakuthanda sana lwam. PEACE.

[@mercychinake4471]

So sorry of your loss. I lost mine through an accident as well but I was not in the car. left with 2 young kids. I have seen God's hand at its best

[@alicemgudlwa5846]

Can’t stop crying 😭😭 I can feel your pain, we might have not all lost husbands but we have been through pain that we thought we would never recover from. Thank you for sharing 🙏🏽 And through it all, God will always heal us beyond doubt. Stay strong🙏🏽❤️🙏🏽

[@isiomadeborah297]

Who are the people disliking this video 🤦🏽‍♀️, Love♥️ from Nigeria. You're a really strong woman ♥️,I lost my dad last November after being terminally ill for 2 years and I tell you loosing someone you love is Soo tough ,but God is always here for us.

[@Ngorskitchen.2018]

That'll exactly what I said who are those spiteful people disliking the video? My dear some people are really heartless. May God grant her strength to carry on.

[@ncumisanyati8840]

As I watch this I constantly look over to my husband and ask him to never me😢 ever since last night my prayer to God has been to preserve us and our union. I honestly don’t think I’d survive 😢💔. You are strength sisi❤️ Enkosi

[@afterdarkwithkayise1305]

Thank you sisi. Nobody deserves this kind of pain. I pray that God preserved your lives and you guys can grow old together.

[@andisani257]

You and I both. I can not even imagine a life without him. YOH my heart

[@thokozilethabethe2812]

That's what I just did and I think I scared him coz I just bust into tears Sis Kayise you so strong and the Lord will always be with you

[@chinsokamusona542]

As I'm watching you I'm crying your story has really inspired me that there is light in life.

[@monicamuwande2867]

This really hurts 💔💔😭find comfort in the Lord sisi

[@doureenheinrich6085]

Your story has touched me, my husband died of a sudden heart attack 4months ago left me me step son and ourc10years old Son its been a dark foggy journey and i hope and pray that its get better. Am functioning from outside because of my kids and the responsibilities that needs my attention but from inside is a spiritual reality that the World cant understand. Watching this gives hope

[@karabomosia8718]

This hurts for real😭😭😭💔💔💔 No matter how long it takes, I hope you find healing 🙏🏽 You’re resilient and I admire you so much for that. We love you Kayise❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️

[@afterdarkwithkayise1305]

I will find healing. All this support isn't in vain

[@mologadihazellegodi8626]

Am in tears as im watching this. It reminds me of my sister. She lost her husband the Love of her life when she was 26.. i saw her go through pain but God was there throughout. Sis Kayise God is healing you. You will conquer this. Love and light you sis.. you are in our prayers😭❤

[@tapiwachitendera7710]

I pray God heals you and renew your strength Kayise. I lost my mom when l was 10 years. Nothing made sense then and it was painful. I was just a little girl, young and vulnerable. It’s exactly 15 years later now as am sharing my story with you. But l thank Jehovah Rapha who heals us of all pains and sorrows and brings us angels here on earth as form of people (relatives and friends). Cast your burdens upon him and l trust he will make everything beautiful in its time for you. He loves you and trusts you enough to bear this cross. Sending you hugs and kisses all the way from Zimbabwe 🇿🇼.

[@lesedikonyana2309]

I am 27 and I don’t know what I would do if I lost the love of my life so the easiest thing for me to say is that ‘you are strong’ but the hardest thing for me or anyone to understand is what it took to be strong with such an experience. You are amazing Kayise .... May God keep you , strengthened you and stretch his hand towards you always . ❤️❤️❤️

[@ncueeemaziee9856]

Issues of life I lost my family in a car accident MY mum my sister and my last brother ..same day..I really know what you are talking about have been confused and still confused..I'm hurting from the inside each and everyday of my life..but it is well..

[@mollyratau325]

I was just 24 years old, with a 3 years old daughter, when I lost my boyfriend to lung cancer last year ... ❤

[@lungilesibisi6412]

Love and light sisi. I hope one day you may find healing ❤️❤️❤️

[@mercyahimbisibwe1485]

Sorry dear 😭

[@delisilendlovu]

Sorry my dear

[@ajayidammiej7421]

So sorry sis

[@joanattramsboakye9970]

@@lungilesibisi6412 sorry dear

[@thandomaphanga330]

My friend lost her husband of 5 months in a car accident; also, he died on the spot, that night was the longest night ever. I remember sitting beside her in the car, wishing I could perform a miracle to change or rather prevent her from the pain she’s about to experience. Wow, your story took me back, I wish nothing but peace because what you went through ain’t easy. His surname was also Sibanda

[@easeyourmind.5961]

I cried the whole way through this video, can't imagine your pain! My heart bleeds for you😔❤️ you're so strong and brave🙏🏼 Praying for your healing❤️May you grow from strength to strength😔 I know it's not easy. Honestly the pain never goes away it just becomes bearable.😔❤️ But we serve a living God, he is our comforter☺️This battle is not your but the Lords😔❤️ This too shall pass, this is definitely not the end , till you meet again❤️❤️ Sending you so much Love & Light Kayise to you and your little one❤️❤️

[@nelzled8205]

I was watching your video a month ago in tears. Little did I know that I'd go through the same experience. On the 15th July I lost my fiancé. My world hasn't been the same since 💔

[@namwakasitali8020]

I am sorry for your loss Matthew 5 vs 4 "Blessed are those who mourn, for they shall be comforted. " May you find comfort in the LORD.

[@sharonirungu2092]

May the Lord give you strength during this difficult time you are facing, sending you love and light.

[@tumishopraise4333]

Im so sorry 💔

[@kcanndey6310]

If anyone says to me, I know your pain, I say they really don't but I feel like I know yours My fiancé died in May and I had known him since 2014 The world is temporary and I know I won't be here forever either Stay strong Love and Light

[@geoffrey7915]

Sorry for the loss... God will come thru for ya.. Amen

[@ndivhuwobrilliant2549]

I'm very sorry about your fiance hey

[@ndivhuwobrilliant2549]

I would love to hear more about your story

[@zinhlengcobo2948]

Ohh dear i know the feeling loosing my husband this year in March was very hard i have been broken yet confused askingmyself is it true no may be I'll see him again i felt betrayed ignored hurt its hard

[@kcanndey6310]

Thank you all I can say for sure that I was and still am able to deal with it well I downloaded an app for affirmations to do in the morning, I started regular devotion and at any point I was feeling very depressed, I indicated such to someone I trusted so that I could just speak and feel better It wasn't easy but I have seen improvements I started to learn French, complete assignments (I'm in my final semester to complete my BSc in International Relations) and those days when I felt like doing nothing, I did nothing Songs that got me through it all were songs like God provides by Tamela Mann and He's too faithful by Moses Bliss I'm this better because of God!

[@noluvuyomakhoba2901]

Watching this, seeing your videos and realizing that it's all but a memory breaks my heart💔💔😭😭😭!! This really makes me want to appreciate my husband's presence more and fix things that need to be fixed🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺

[@mologadihazellegodi8626]

Yes sisi Life is too short

[@reverendlinnetsibanda8793]

You can say that again cc life is to short to hold grudges

[@nthabelengmokhaneli5708]

I’ve been avoiding to watch this because of how sensitive I am and here I am watching it and crying my eyes out 😭😭💔. I’m so sorry sis ❤️🥺 love and light🕊

[@thandilengwenya1297]

Kayise in the midst of all this, you are undoubtedly strong, courageous and resilient. Your strength is almost tangible. May Farai rest in power, the Holy Spirit is your Comfort and Everlasting Strength, your Son is blessed to have you. Scrolling down the comments l realised how we all going through various trials in this life, may we all be strengthened with his might in our inner man, it is well❤❤❤

[@dollysimelane6734]

I'm feeling your pain I lost my husband 6 months ago...he left for work and never came back he never said goodbye to me and the kids....the wound is still fresh I trust God will see us through.

[@omphileification]

Strength to you sis. God carried us through seasons. Strength and grace

[@mwogezibridget1079]

Ohhh God

[@leratomoyahabo7853]

I'm Cornelia im 29years oldI lost my husband 6 months back, he left to wrk and never returned home, we found him murdered after 5 days of him missing, he left me with two beautiful souls mahlogonolo and kganya, aged 5yrs and 1year 7 months, 😭😭😭😭💔I'm in so much pain can't even stop crying

[@lesegostone5179]

@@leratomoyahabo7853 My sincere condolences, there is no amount of pain that God cannot heal Ratu. Love and strength to you 🌹

[@chineloonwane6956]

It’s well❤️❤️❤️

[@khumomalete6416]

The joy of the Lord is your strength,sisi.Surrender all to Him,He knows and He cares.❤️

[@nomatterchikomo3135]

Dear father in Heaven help your daughter ,heal her and be with her like everyday of her healing process. He is still God nomatter what God of the good and bad times loves you sweetheart so so much

[@franciscaalara5892]

I know your pain because i have been there and I am still going through some pain right now.Loosing one's husband is quie painful. I want to assure you that things will get better as the days goes by. One thing i will love you to do is to reach out to Jesus. He is holding out his saving hand to you.May your heart be healed and may God himself grant you comfort. May your son grow up to be a great child.Be lifted up in Jesus name.

[@petrinagyane4566]

Amen

[@oluwadolapoolatunji3739]

Amen

[@nnenne1]

All he wants to be is god, a useless one at that.

[@MishMoses]

Kayise baby girl, I've literally had to sit down and listen to this. It's numbing the the core and I pray that you may find laughter again. You may never get over your loss but may the memories of him no longer be that of pain but of the light he brought to you, it is clear how much you both loved each other when watching how you look into each other's eyes with complete contentment. May you see him everyday in your son and may that be a reminder that he will always be the love of your life.

[@myopinion195]

I've tried so many times to avoid watching this but then again I felt the need to do so. I feel so much pain and sadness and that way I completely understand how you feel and what you're going through. Its not easy to lose the love of your life forever but you know what, it's God's plan and with his plan comes a way. Do not lose hope my love. May the almighty give you strength to carry on and to raise your son to the best of your ability....ho lokile ho lokile ausi🙏 it is well🙏

[@mwogezibridget1079]

Even me have been avoiding to watch this coz of the bad memories l lost my husband in car accident in April 2019 and again lost my mother who was comforting in July same yr..... Oh God this world is full of pain be strong dr God knows us

[@zeleagbonighale6907]

Me too!!

[@chumakohlani3492]

Me too

[@somoyesimileoluwa2283]

Me too I try not to watch

[@hlumelokani1929]

😭Yhuu I've never been this hurt,my chest is so heavy,uXolo Kayise,I've always been your biggest fan and since the day the news of your accident broke,there wasn't a day I wouldn't go through your facebook page and that of your mother,just to see how you are doing😕I can only imagine what you went through and I pray that God carries you through the healing process,thank you for opening up to us,this will indeed heal many of us❤ and light sthandwa sam.

[@afterdarkwithkayise1305]

It’s been tough but support from people like you always gives me strength. Thank you

[@jeanchirenje]

Heal makhoti.we love you

[@marjoriemumbi8922]

As I listened to your story, I totally related to mine. I had just turned 30 when I lost my husband. A mother of a 2 year old son then and 9 months pregnant too when he died. My daughter was born 5 days later after losing him. I feel your pain as I know that type of pain you are going through. And even though It's been 16 years now, it's still fresh..My kids have been my strength that every time I look at them, i tell myself to be strong, better, work hard and provide for them to be better because i know that's what my husband would have done if he was around. And ever since I have looked to God for his strength and guidance...I pray that God continues to comfort you, grant you strength and wisdom as you go through this healing process...This also goes out to every person out there going through the same....He is a miracle worker and he's able to do anything and everything we can not do on our own to make it through...Amen!

[@portiamadulini6850]

Sisi kuzolunga, Nkulunkulu wabona ukuthi ur strong enough to carry this and you will be able to raise your boy. Everything happen for a reason

[@onesiphosongelwakhoza988]

Hugs

[@sazilemoyo3090]

It took me years to listen to your story, I finally listened today.I went through this 20 years ago at 27years, as I listened to you it felt like yesterday. I cried so much and realized I still miss my late husband. May the Lord strengthen you in this journey

[@peculiarnoble7598]

I just finished reading my devotional( it was about the story of Job) and I decided to watch one or two KZbin videos so I could sleep and then I heard this playing..I didnt intentionally press play and I heard this playing on my phone...I feel God is trying to tell me something...I m praying for everyone while watching this. God's Grace is sufficient for you dear.He will carry you on eagles wings

[@steveniawinstaan1153]

Oggh, aish. I cried my eyes out watching this. My name is Stevenia here from namibia. I'm almost married for 14years and can't even imagine what you are going through. May God keep you and grant you so much peace, so much love and prosperity. All the best in your journey for healing cause I think it's far from over. Baby steps dear, baby steps. I just Love you. 💝

[@jenniferchance5636]

I can remember my daughter in this same position 19 yrs ago It was hard but God has been good to her. My two grandchildren are very strong.

[@lindiweekeh1408]

The Lord is your strength sis He will heal your broken heart feel it with his peace remember that your husband loved you and Gods love heals all. love you

[@pastoralphlukau59]

My Beloved, I don't know you in person but God knows you. God ministered to me in a revelation when I was on your profile to see things around you,I saw blessings but spiritual attacks holding onto them,in prayers,i saw an ansestra power in the realm of the spirit monitoring and plotting delay in your life, with a mornitoring spirit and with a motive to destroy. But as I speak to you now the time is up, Render hand of favour with Anything you can afford or give to these motherless foundation across Africa ( branch) as the Lord (RHEMA ORPHANAGE HOME) in Nigeria, Port Harcourt, before 2DAYS with faith, as I Rise my hands towards heaven and pray for you they shall serve as point of contact wherever you are, you will receive double portion of grace to excel and total restoration of breakthrough in your life and in the life of your family. Ask for their acct details and help them call or contact the MD in charge of the orphanage to get their details on (WhatsApp)[phone])Or ([e-mail]) tell him I sent you. For it is not by might nor by in power but of the spirit saith the lord (zechariah 4:6). You shall testify to the Glory of God in your life. God bless you...

[@oleratomatsheka5549]

Being in an accident is a different kind of pain. So sorry for your loss 😭❤️

[@portiam7960]

Auw mama! I pray that you heal, I hope you know: no matter how tough the situation or how dark the times are, God is always by your side. My heart still breaks for you - even though I don't know you personally I felt your pain and I am sending you lots and lots of love and light. May he continue to rest in peace

[@makhosimkhize9370]

Hi Portia M can I kindly have your contact details if possible 🙏I realy need your help 💞

[@sinegugunkosi3894]

May our Good Lord give you the everlasting comfort Kayise, loosing so one you love is a feeling I would wish for my worst enemy. Uphole mtanami our God is an awesome God

[@sinegugunkosi3894]

Would not

[@phiwokuhlediko4415]

Oh Kayise mntase 💔 my heart broke a million times. I'm so sorry for everything you're going through. UThixo ayipholise intliziyo yakho sthandwa ❤️ love and light ✨

[@mylifemosala6013]

I'm on tears right now"" coming across your story 😭I just lost the love of my life"" I used to call him my hero.. my husband for he was my everything 😭😭 I lost him just recently last month of July 2020""I still don't believe he is gone😭"" to me he just took a trip hell come back any time soon. Like he normally do😭😭""I have never cried even when I saw his casket going down the grave"" I pretended Asif it's not him""I'm still asking myself why did he left me"" without even a word at least... since I spoke to him while on the way to the hospital 😭they took him to ICU"" since then from casualty he never said a single word to me..he spent 1 full week at ICU without even recognising me bn around visiting him...he never moved or open his eyes to see me😭😭.I used to talk to him while there"" only to find that m just talking alone"" my husband couldn't hear my voice since day one"" till a doctor faced me boldly to tell me he can't make it for another day 😭😭😭I just need more strength from God"" for he knows""so I was listening to you dear"" once again I say to you"" our God knows 😭😭😭be strengthened 😘he says all things work together for our good"" who are we to question him 😭stay blessed 😘

[@salaminahmoses8060]

😭😭

[@ijeomacynthia6418]

This just reminded me of how I lost my husband 3yrs ago..it still hurts so much,I guess the pain will never go away .I miss him so much😭😭😭Take heart sis

[@thabileneliswatsabedze3295]

I wish I could hug you, may God give you strength as you start the healing journey...much love ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

[@afterdarkwithkayise1305]

Amen. Thank you

[@livingvictoriouslywithglo]

I also lost a loved one the day before that. It was a sudden death caused by a little accident. I share your pain... May God continue to comfort you and provide for you and your son. 💜

[@yvonnedzvairo9872]

Im crying ,am so touched may the heavenly angels comfort you my dear life has no meaning i tell u .God bless you ❤❤❤

[@pastoralphlukau59]

My Beloved, I don't know you in person but God knows you. God ministered to me in a revelation when I was on your profile to see things around you,I saw blessings but spiritual attacks holding onto them,in prayers,i saw an ansestra power in the realm of the spirit monitoring and plotting delay in your life, with a mornitoring spirit and with a motive to destroy. But as I speak to you now the time is up, Render hand of favour with Anything you can afford or give to these motherless foundation across Africa ( branch) as the Lord (RHEMA ORPHANAGE HOME) in Nigeria, Port Harcourt, before 2DAYS with faith, as I Rise my hands towards heaven and pray for you they shall serve as point of contact wherever you are, you will receive double portion of grace to excel and total restoration of breakthrough in your life and in the life of your family. Ask for their acct details and help them call or contact the MD in charge of the orphanage to get their details on (WhatsApp)[phone])Or ([e-mail]) tell him I sent you. For it is not by might nor by in power but of the spirit saith the lord (zechariah 4:6). You shall testify to the Glory of God in your life. God bless you...

[@ndlovuzinhle]

This video was recommended by KZbin and the title grabbed my attention so decided to Watch. Bengingaboni nokuthi usisi Kayise we OPW. I can't stop crying yooooo. May our Good Lord give you strength sisi, ne healing. I'm so sorry.

[@biancamahlangu4222]

I'm 23 and I got married (customarily) to my husband last year in August only to lose him to a car accident on the 1st March this year, he was supposed to be celebrating his birthday 32nd birthday on the 17th of March,just a few days.. I cry everyday seeing our 3 year old son ask after him and I just don't know how to explain where daddy is... I'm surprised to see that your faith hasn't been shaken and I constantly have why questions. I'm looking forward to going this journey of healing with you... Take care and stay strong I love you ❤️🤗

[@christahenk]

God give u strength.u will make it.God knows what u re going through.

[@tendaimutubuki3441]

Hugs to you dear....God loves you

[@biancamahlangu4222]

@@christahenk Thank you and God bless you ❤️

[@biancamahlangu4222]

@@tendaimutubuki3441 Amen🙏

[@marygaichiri2396]

Kayise, your story has been brought to me by chance. It's amazing that being across from you in the continent (Kenya), yours and my stories are so similar. I lost my husband in a terrorist attack in Nairobi just after my 29th birthday. This was in early 2019 after 5 months of marriage. Grief is such a personal journey but i feel your pain and i will be praying for you, just as many people have been praying for me. Thanks so much for sharing your story!

[@maureenotieno1989]

So sorry,may you find solace in yehovah

[@simpraisern3469]

"Death be not proud." My heartfelt condolences our beautiful and strong OPW presenter! I pray for strength and complete healing in Jesus' Name. You are such a strong woman sis Kayise I thank you for sharing; somebody else is getting helped and healed also.

[@nasec313]

I’m so sorry about your loss, I pray for peace and healing to come your way ❤️

[@GE8FIT_FIRST]

Pole mami... so sorry for your loss

[@lessydee3072]

May God comfort everyone mourning their loved ones. Only in him we can find comfort

[@vickiid1760]

As I listened I genuinely felt like giving you a warm hug and to say i feel your pain.... You will smile deeply again. God bless you sis ❤

[@alicepilime5605]

Ohhhh my....sending you hugs and love😍😍😍😍😍😍

[@setshegoledwaba8232]

That's how I felt too hey. I really wished I could hug her. This is too painful.

[@mercyasante6170]

Amen

[@sihlesihlali2403]

Oh baby😢😢sending you love and light💐💐God bless you Maka'Zuko❤️❤️

[@mercymelody1]

I have really really cried watching this after I also lost my husband in 15/05/2016. It's been 4 yrs now but still not yet healed but I thank God for he has been there for me. Kayise my dear,we shall heal because we have God in heaven. Am from Kenya and am really touched by your sad story because I have also gone through that but it shall be well. Huggs mummy❤❤❤ #Psalm 147:3

[@sinemkhize3435]

My condolences sis, no words can express how I feel from watching this. May his soul rest in peace ❤️.

[@LebohangMakhofula0710]

Oh my gosh the way I’m so hurt 😭 Kayise sthandwa Sam you’re so brave and the thing that also kept you going was the time and memories you both share l pray you find more healing and may all your hopes in life come true Thank you for sharing your story with us