keeping busy with a tired heart.

[@cupofjasmien]

ty for watching! how was your week?❤ ig: @jaschann tattoos: @novchild.jpg

[@jasminebranch3007]

Ty Jasmien for showing your life. I love the challengers part❤️I was close to tears the whole way thru. So beautiful!

[@fionasimagination]

It's so nice that you care so much for your family and take care of your grandfather. A lot of people only realise how important and special your loved ones (friends and chosen family) are when it is too late. My mother is slowly dying of alzheimers and I am so grateful for every single happy moment we get to spend together. I am trying to make the rest of her life as easy and happy as I can.❤

[@lena875-n4f]

I hope you spend lots of wonderful moments with your mother

[@teresasmith3022]

The grief journey can be so frustrating but I've found that it's left me with a sense of appreciation for every single thing, big or small, that has ever sparked wonder for me. At first, you can expect many sudden floods of tears (usually while doing something quiet and that doesn't need much focus), but gradually, those moments will be followed by a sense of gratitude and peace, knowing that person is beyond the pain of this existence, but hopefully not beyond the beauty. It is hard, but do the things that are important to you and don't give up on anything! Remember that the love you have for them endures. Grief never really goes away, it just becomes an aching part of your heart that you learn to soothe with love. I've always tried to see it not as being hurt by losing someone, but as being gifted with the brightness of their presence in my life for a time. Your vids brought me a lot of light in a very dark time, so I hope the real experience of everything you share with us is healing for you. Wishing you all the best in this difficult period Jasmine.

[@ste6098]

I love the tomato lamp! 🍅 You’re doing good, keep going. One day at a time. It was lovely seeing you make dumplings with your family. Sending you love and light ✨

[@littybritty9983]

Seeing your granddad made me unexpectedly emotional. He must be a really really genuinely good person.

[@lucijamatijasevic6218]

these bejing vlogs are giving me so much comfort I needed before. In 2021, my grandpa suddenly passed from covid complications and I didn't get to say goodbye. Since then, I've blamed the whole world for it and nothing gave me comfort. Yet, seeing you taking time to visit your family and taking care of your grandfather brings me so much joy and happiness. So i just wanted to thank you for these videos and I hope that what ever you are going through right now, you will keep your head high

[@frikiitona]

Love u Jasmine!!! Doing ur best during volcano disaster vs doing ur best on a chill day two different things , you’re doing great !! 🦋

[@erinr8566]

Jasmine is such a talented painter, the colors just blow my mind every time

[@erinw8149]

we love you jasmine! i love seeing you take care of yourself and be patient with yourself, it inspires me to try and do the same :) i wish you peace and comfort!!

[@alicepereira3951]

Girl... I used to follow you years ago when you first moved to college and some days ago I was trying to find you again. I finally remembered the college you studied and found your old video. I am happy to see how far you got, your art, your tattoos, your life in general. ❤ I hope you are happy too 😊

[@okamura3094]

Randomly I found a way back 2 her channel and it's so grounding. Thank u 4 sharing Jasmine!

[@shelbyjuanita8797]

I was raised by my grandparents and remember so vividly how it felt watching them at the end of their lives. Sending you love during this time in your life.

[@roseyboytellem]

challengers! I am so happy to see you doing better. You are doing everything right, and you are doing your best. When you look back at this time in the future, I think you should feel proud of yourself. Regret is useless, and so do not focus on how you want yourself to feel or how you wanted yourself to feel in the past. Trust yourself that you are doing the best with what you have and are able. We can all see that and we are proud of you for carrying on. This kind of makes me think of when you went on your youtube hiatus a couple years ago. I have been watching your videos since you've started on youtube, and during that time, even though you weren't posting and going through a hard time, I knew you were doing your best. Comparing this moment to the past, I think that you have grown so much in being able to have patience with yourself and not exhaust yourself trying to overachieve. You are doing everything right and taking care of yourself. I know you don't know me and i don't know you all that much, so as much as this can mean from a stranger, I am so proud of you!!! Seeing your tender moments with your friends and family reminds me of very challenging points in my life and how those people were able to give me memories that made it all okay. Even if you don't post it, I think you should continue documenting those things for yourself so that way you can find those memories in the future when you may have forgotten their impact and realize that all of the tough times pass, and all that is left behind is love, nostalgia, and longing. Though, judging from your videos and how you speak and reflect I think you've already learned this. Also don't worry about finishing a painting. Do you think anything in life truly ever finishes? Just have fun and don't beat yourself up. You can't force a painting to feel finished, you can only control how you feel about it. Being unfinished tells a story and often I, even if I am alone in this opinion, find unfinished pieces even more beautiful than "perfected" and finished ones. Just have fun and learn and hug your family and love!!!! Don't constrain yourself and your nature just to "finish" something, you're human!!!!!!! I think it's good that finishing a piece is your goal, because the satisfaction of it is so validating as an artist, but I think it's important you keep an open mind on what is being "finished". Is it the amount of time you're putting into it that is your decisive factor? is it the amount of meaning it provides to you? Is it the conversation it starts? Is it how provoking it is? Or is it the visual impression of a collected and intentionally composed piece? Whatever you end up creating, it's going to be amazing. Don't stress. Let the painting communicate with you what it will be. You've got this.

[@lolo_s3724]

your videos bring me so much serenity, I hope you and your loved ones are doing well, thank you for sharing your daily life with us 💙

[@QueenOfKronstad]

I'm glad you're feeling better. Grief is never like we expect. I really like your painting, it has some sort of glow and poetic vibe to it. Really nice.

[@badplantsofkim]

Thank you so much for this video, it helped me with being nice and kind with myself in hard times ❤

[@jxngwvn]

Sooo happy you are feeling a bit better now jasmine, im obsessed with your tomato lamp lol i love all things tomato too!!

[@Jovietthe]

My six-year-old son said, “that looks really good!”

[@HeyIamBri]

the tomato lamp is soooo cool 🍅 🍅 🍅

[@babbilon]

glad youre doing better!! you can get through this hard time

[@ChantelleArts]

sending you love, you're doing amazing 🥰

[@idabergmann5270]

sending lot's of love to china! "you know those naps that you take.. where you wake up and don't know what year it is? i just took one of them." 😂 you are amazing, girl

[@alegria4245]

yeah same sometimes i like having things to do but im annoyed by myself. thats when i feeel like i need to help myself or call a friend to help me get through

[@Joh-x4c]

if it makes you feel any less lonely or better: my heart is very tired too. and i'm also trying to just keep going, and somehow not mess things up because of grief. sending you strength and a lot of good luck. wishing the best for you.

[@SylviaLee-p4w]

Fresh video! Love your videos, Jasmine!

[@helena-xj6if]

you got this jasmine! one day at a time ❤️

[@ilawithlove748]

sending every bit of love i can cater in my heart, you are so strong

Thank you, for being, for sharing… Again, I found some beautiful peace just in the beginning of your video 🤍

[@NicoleMae]

Loveeee that tomato lamp ❤

[@DQ_ArtGroupie]

Thank you for wishing me sweet dreams!! Scarlet's right. Tennis player action and audience reaction shots are fun. I like your tomato lamp.

[@MargauxSauvage]

hey jasmine! was wondering which one of your cameras gives the fisheye effect that we can see at 07:42 for example? thank you so much! i'm also a new subscriber

[@yourstrulyphia]

i hope it helps but i really appreciate and admire you!!

[@10MINUTESORMORE]

*Keep up the amazingly lovely work!* 🕊

[@moonysdiary]

jas!! will we get a korea vlog too?? glad ure doing better 💌 may this coming winter be gentle to you

[@cindyc2168]

“Grief is love with no place to put it” ❤️‍🩹

[@10MINUTESORMORE]

*Keep up the amazingly fabulous work!*

[@roseyboytellem]

Also I swear I remember urban outfitters carrying that tomato lamp about a year ago!! I bet you they would still sell it now, so you could probably get one in the states too!! I will see if i can find the link.

[@ivxnrina]

I understand..

[@allesae]

love. love love

[@yeaboiyeayea1811]

My dream woman fr

[@stanleydu7262]

I wiah you take care yourself, and enjoy every moment in your life ;)

[@suburbanview]

You are just a young tree that suddenly discovered it branches keep growing into the sky

[@enyao1281]

I love your videos 💕, can you make a video show how you edit your videos?

[@kulewokule]

love you miss you

[@user-ir8sx1cr5j]

you are amazing

[@bihye8247]

challengers!

[@fourtyonline]

you look like the female guitarist in Borris (saw her play live a couple nights ago and she is beautiful)

[@msvcm99]

❤

[@yanambaye]

does anyone know what sony handycam jas uses!?

[@sulatnandar7038]

then how do u leave ur cats in NY?when u travel long term

[@Julie_ao]

😻✨✨✨✨

[@10MINUTESORMORE]

Dear Jasmine, Who's your bias/wrecker in *KATSEYE?* 🐈😻💗💙♥️✨️ #OT6

[@teffile69]

Its perfectly normal for an artist to not know, when a picture is done :D Maybe you can see it like your tattoos, there you know when they are done, or not?

[@ithought_so6438]

Honest question: do you also have a lisp while speaking Chinese?

[@honeyanniii9145]

challengers

[@gendvna]

challengers)

[@fionasimagination]

Do you only have a lisp when you speak English or do you have it in all languages? I used to have a lisp too. I went to a speech therapist for about a year. They gave me relatively simple, repetitive, exercises and it got rid of my lisp completely. I'm not criticising your lisp at all. I have no opinion about it and don't mind either way. But I thought I'd share my experience incase someone is struggling with something similar and thinks it is difficult to get rid of or reduce.

[@roseyboytellem]

I personally think her lisp is cute

[@fionasimagination]

@roseyboytellem that is nice! I honestly don't mind it either. But I know it can be very hard when you do have a lisp as not everyone is so nice. I got harassed rather a lot and it was a relief for me when I was able to get rid of the lisp so relatively easily after years of being mocked.

[@roseyboytellem]

@@fionasimagination I totally understand what you mean. I am sorry that those people were mean to you :(

[@ucjazab5691]

🗣️GOOD MORNING