Can’t stop crying. Those were similar words my father told me in the ICU of Saint John as he ask me to sign off on his DNR orders. The pain and loss still echoes with each passing years. Times do not always heals all wounds.
@Mmamicx3 жыл бұрын
Sorry about your lost brother.
@paxiong6541 Жыл бұрын
I completely understand your pain. Crying for your loss and mine too. Loss both of my parents...like this song said.....💔💔...tell them you love them when you have them here please.
@xeexiong35379 ай бұрын
Seeing your comment here makes me teared up sooo hard and deep. Can’t hold my tears since it happened sooo suddenly and with no words saying. And you saying in ICU; that part hits me harder than anything else. 🥺😢😭💀💔
@bjjblue6 ай бұрын
Why TF am I still so sad!
@Fish_7044 жыл бұрын
I know most people don't have the best or closed relationship with their father's. Apparently, I am one of them because of our differences, seeing from eye to eye and our outlooks on life. But that don't mean I will not do anything for my father. Through anger an arguments, the next day, I still love him not matter what. Never live in the past and never hold a grudge to what have been said or have been done. My father is the strongest person (beside my mother) that I know of. It is never to late to put difference aside and love each other because you may not know what tomorrow will bring or hold. I know I can't imagine my life without my father but this sing still bring tears to my eyes just listening and thinking about it. Keep up the good work Kiana Lor, this is one of my favorite so far... Thank you
@GusNdMia3 жыл бұрын
Mine is the same way but my fathers ego is to big. I haven’t spoken to my parents in 3 years and I do think about them everyday. Sometimes it’s just the thing that they say that makes it impossible for me to forgive them 😢
@reallywasted4 жыл бұрын
😭😭😭😭😭 when your dad started talking.. I teared up so hard. So sorry for your loss.
@kaying56192 жыл бұрын
my heart's broken, when I lost my dad this year. spend time with your love ones please. the pain is real
@vangkandie4 жыл бұрын
Listening to this made me think of my dad. He had a stroke and couldn’t speak, eat properly or walk by himself. He never got to say his last words. He didn’t want to leave us but his sickness took over. It’s been a year now but some days I will think about him and his lectures. It’s hard to not think, but I try to keep myself busy. I know he’s up there watching over us.
@lisahang504 жыл бұрын
I went through the same thing like you did
@hueshangxiong382 жыл бұрын
We did too...😭😭
@ericxiong65824 жыл бұрын
Biggest regret I have is not spending enough time with my dad when he was still alive. Miss you, dad. You will always be my hero and the man I wanted to be.
@simplysinging21314 жыл бұрын
Who else tear up when you get to the part where the dad speaks? 😭
@hueshangxiong382 жыл бұрын
To sad...😭😭...Miss my old man so much...!!
@jimher88102 жыл бұрын
I miss him too Kiana 😢 Was a very sad day at his funeral. I feel your pain Kiana.
@tsevneeglischannel4 жыл бұрын
My Dad was so sick for the last 7 years of his life and we decided to take care of him at home instead of putting him in a nursing home. Even though we spent so much time together, it still wasn't enough. There are still so many words that I want to say and so many things I want to give him for his struggles. Even though it's been 3 years, the pain is still so raw. We didn't have a close relationship but we understood and respected each other - after he left, I got to understand his love deeper. He wasn't a man of much words but his actions spoke volume. All the words you sang hits home and my tears continue to drop. :(
@KIANALOR4 жыл бұрын
Mai Lee 😢
@tadaitspada67614 жыл бұрын
Such a beautiful song. I lost my dad in 2016 and life just havent been the same since his passing. It is true that when your dad is still around he is the umbrella to the family. He was only 51 when he pass. Thank you Kiana for writing such a beautiful song.
@LiloKutie4 жыл бұрын
How ironic this song came up right now. Yesterday was my dad’s birthday. He would’ve been 57 years old. How I wish I could’ve cured his cancer. It’s been 9 years since he’s left but my memories of him are still so clear. Missing you so much dad. *hugs* to everyone whosever had to loose their dad as well.
@temujinlor38783 жыл бұрын
Cas hnub no yuav yog kuv hnub los mloog zaj nkauj no. Yog hnub kuv txiv yuav ncaim kuv mus ib sim. Mus zoo kok os kuv txiv.
@viennayang48904 жыл бұрын
When the dad speaks it hits my heart every time I end up crying this song is filled with so much emotion she is amazing 🥺
@KIANALOR4 жыл бұрын
💙🙏🏼
@mouse9234 жыл бұрын
Crying because in September it would be 2 years that my dad left me. I saw him 3 days before he passed and on the day he passed they called and said he had passed away and I couldn’t make it in time to tell him not to leave leave me. When I got there he already passed so I just held his body until it turned cold. Hoping he would wake up, hoping it was all a bad dream but no it was not a dream. I miss you every day dad and now that I have son I will teach him about you always. Thank you for always loving me. ❤️❤️❤️
@mnmmuas4 жыл бұрын
You are so lucky you got your dad’s last words. When my father passed, not one of us got his last words 😭😭😭
@keelyxiong50804 жыл бұрын
Same here my dad was in coma when he passed away 😭
@sualo50034 жыл бұрын
My pops passed away exactly a year from today. Nobody saw him go, nobody had a word. He was alone in his hospital room.
@jackace2094 жыл бұрын
@@sualo5003 Very sorry to hear that...
@iatsaab094 жыл бұрын
This song hits home, especially being a daddy's girl. Making me miss my dad a whole lot tonight. 😭
@kilovaj11224 жыл бұрын
Yog!!! 😢😭😭😭
@tonyyang20844 жыл бұрын
I'm sorry
@sharkparty10274 жыл бұрын
Wow...did daddy sleep in your bed too?
@memyselfandi42663 жыл бұрын
Sending love to those of us who lost a piece of her heart forever. Didn't realize how much I was Daddy's girls until he was gone.
@iatsaab093 жыл бұрын
@@sharkparty1027 No, but sorry yours did.
@evoqb Жыл бұрын
I just lost my dad yesterday... this song bring tears to my eyes even tho I'm trying not to cry
@MaiRockyVueHeu3 жыл бұрын
Just lost my dad this morning and somehow this video popped up and I just couldn't hold back the tears 😭😭
@KIANALOR3 жыл бұрын
🥺 very sorry for your loss.
@144sunshineful4 жыл бұрын
When the dad talks, it remind me so much of my dad’s voice. It’s like I’m hearing my dad 😭 My dad just recently passed away... love the lyrics
@yimvsongpaisan3 жыл бұрын
I lost my father on November 7, 2021. My father was in so much pain during his final moments. At 0:48 it really hits hard. I'll forever live with the pain, and regret that I could not get there in time to be with him. Tiam no nsthe yog npau suav lawm xwb. 😢
@KIANALOR3 жыл бұрын
I’m very sorry for your loss. 🙏🏼 💙 We will see them again one day.
@yimvsongpaisan3 жыл бұрын
@@KIANALOR I appreciate your encouraging words.
@jennielee18624 жыл бұрын
I cried so much. I dont even have a father but listening to other fathers speak to their children, I can only imagine what it feels like to be loved by a father. Great song and much love.
@xiongjasen63293 жыл бұрын
1st time hearing this on Apple Music and just wanted to show my appreciation to Miss Kiana Lor! For such a touching and beautiful song! Such a underrated song, I’m shock that there isn’t as many views as it should be. I lost my pop in 2018 and this hits home very much. RIP Kuv txiv, Yeng Xiong
@trishbabe983 жыл бұрын
I just lost my grandpa hours ago...thank you Kiana for this beautiful song. ❤
@KIANALOR3 жыл бұрын
I’m so sorry for your loss Trish 🙁. My most deepest condolences to you and your family. 🤍
@passport123hp4 жыл бұрын
This song hits home so much. My father recently passed away this last Sunday from stage 4 cancer at age 50. Taken from us too soon. Missing you everyday, rest in peace dad.
@peteryang71793 жыл бұрын
I'm 36 and I miss my Father dearly. This song.......brings soo many memory that's been hidden in the past, lost in the midst of sadness. A word of advice, don't take it for granted. Reach out, say hi, talk to him, do something. Time is something you'll never get back, especially for those moments that you're wondering "what if". Don't wait, make the connection so you won't regret. Father, I love you. Hope to see you when I get up there.
@zouapalee88254 жыл бұрын
the 15th will be a year without my dad. when i heard your dads voice i instantly cried out loud. i wish i heard my dads last words but all i have are his voicemails. thank you for this beautiful song.
@KIANALOR4 жыл бұрын
Zoua Pa Lee 😢
@hueshangxiong382 жыл бұрын
Luv this so much...Balling my eyes out...1st time listening to this...Miss my old man so much...Didn't have enough time with you....Miss you so so much Dad...love you..!!....This is exactly what you said to me...Be a good person......Work hard in life so people dont look down at you...😢😢....There will always be a special place for you in my heart and all the things you taught me Dad...❤
@geegee86752 жыл бұрын
Kiana Lor, this past week I feel your pain. Losing my dad, I luv him to the ♥️ he's my whole ♥️😭😭🙏♥️
@lisaorphuoc4 жыл бұрын
It’s been 4 months... when my dad woke up from surgery and was grateful to be alive, but then god had other plans....... :( 39 years, my dad gave me the bet life he can.....
@bbyg5594 жыл бұрын
I cried listening to this song. The pain of losing someone who means the world to you.
@msKAONOU4 жыл бұрын
Definitely hit my heart. Having my dad just passed recently, of course life is a mess and everything is going down hill but I'm still here cos I repeat all the good things he taught me in my head every single day. Sending love 💙
@Shinyflower20911 ай бұрын
Your song hits home for me! I lost my Dad in 2017. It still feels like yesterday. Thank you for sharing your beautiful song with us all!
@jackace2094 жыл бұрын
I'm feeling this song... It hits the heart.... My dad passed away 2 days after we celebrated his 55th birthday.... Nco nco kuv txiv....
@maylee28144 ай бұрын
Listening to this song make me miss my daddy so much I lost him during Covid it have been 3 yrs but every day of my life I still miss him deeply 😢😢😢
@yerkha30154 жыл бұрын
Thanks these words explained half of my feelings of how I feel about my father....
@vachang58774 жыл бұрын
This song hit me hard. I lost my dad back in March. He has been sick the last 4.5 years and God had other plans for him this year. Not a day goes by that I don't miss him. ❤😭
@Liaherr_184 жыл бұрын
This song hits so different kiana . I am sorry for your lost . I hope that you can be happy again and meet your father again in the future . Both of my parents are still here w me but it reminds me of my grandma 😔 my grandma passed away on July 14 , 2019 . It’s been a year and I miss her so much .
@MissPeachie2 жыл бұрын
This song makes me miss my dad so much. I can’t believe I just discovered this beautiful song.
@yimvsongpaisan4 жыл бұрын
😢 hu tau tu siab tshaj li os Kiana. Mloog koj zaj nkauj no, ua rau kuv poob kua muag, thiab ua rau kuv nco txog kuv pog, thiab kuv tus kwv.
@jasmynerice4 жыл бұрын
Beautiful song sister, makes me miss my dad very much and had me crying. Time can never be turn back, wishing and hoping we will meet again in heaven dad. Miss you so much.
@vechaisalatlam34294 жыл бұрын
Thank you for such a great song Kiana. It is one to be cherished and will be listened to for decades.
@SV-hs2kj2 жыл бұрын
Love this song and will always hit me in the heart. My dad suffered a stroke and was in the ICU during covid and it was all scary. I really thought the worst was going to happen to him because he basically died for 3 seconds. Everyday I always tell my dad that I love him and that I’m so thankful in this life to have someone I can call my best friend and cry to when I need shoulders ❤️
@stevenher2432 жыл бұрын
Just lost my dad 2 days ago, listening to this song so much it breaks my heart so so so much.. I love you&miss you dad!
@MailaiXyooj3 жыл бұрын
Today I lost my dad…. This song hits so hard… I miss him so much. Thanks for such a wonderful song. 🤍😔
@KIANALOR3 жыл бұрын
I’m so sorry for your loss. Condolences to you and your family 💐🤍. I hope you can find some comfort in this song. 🙏🏼
@touvajj4 жыл бұрын
Marry kuv os Kiana😊 your old school singing brings back so much.. the last words and breath from your dad hits me so hard...
@picapicapicapicachu48692 жыл бұрын
General VANG Pao is calling all his Captains and soldiers back to go to the new era! God Bless all the fathers that have left. We all can only imagine what they have been through. Be blessed that the have given us life. Like my old man said to me. Don’t steal don’t lie, be educated and work hard. Don’t be lazy. Love your families. Respect everyone! 🙏✌️
@yenglee55233 жыл бұрын
This song is on replay on my list. I recently loss my father on December 18, 2020 and this song got me missing him a lot. Missing him so much. 😭😭
@sindee12343 жыл бұрын
My dad passed away on December 18, 2020 too. This song has been on repeat. I miss him so much. Sorry for your loss.
@yenglee55233 жыл бұрын
@@sindee1234 it’s definitely something hard to handle especially when you’re so close to them. My father pass unexpectedly due to cancer. I’m so sorry for loss as well.
@ThojHnub_904 жыл бұрын
Beautiful song! R.I.P. to all the fathers in Heaven.
@chongmoua72384 жыл бұрын
I know this song is for a dad but I would like to dedicate this to my grandma. She passed away dec. 1 2020 and today is her burial. I’m so sad I couldn’t be there for her funeral. But she is with her husband now.
@boyoung76514 жыл бұрын
It is a life time song , love it you are a very great lady , God bless you and your family ,
@rosethao37724 жыл бұрын
This Image is so powerful and sad. Beautiful song
@lindathao58724 жыл бұрын
I love your beautiful name OMG Rose Thao
@Golomundo4 жыл бұрын
I wish that I could have visited your Daddy more often Kiana...he was like a Dad to me too.😭
@sarahhbae94 жыл бұрын
Is so sad. 💔 I dont have a close relationship with my dad but i love him dearly with all my heart. I cried listening to this. 😞
@MagiicHang4 жыл бұрын
Been on repeat for the past 10 days since the release... I can not tell you how much I have shed tears listening to this everyday... Thanks Again, Kiana
@laughable2513 жыл бұрын
My dad has passed away in 2018 a few months before my college graduation. Grieving has still been so tough. This song hits home, and it hits so hard.
@maryvang14253 жыл бұрын
Best and saddest song ever that hits right in the heart 💔😭
@jvang0674 жыл бұрын
I had commented on your other song/cover about my dad passing and how I can relate to you being a Daddy's girl and hurting after your dad's passing. Your song hits home as this month and year marks the 10th anniversary of my dad's passing ❤❤❤😭😭
@msaprilyang4 жыл бұрын
Kiana!!! You got me drowning in tears!! Cas nim hu tau kho kuv lub mi siab ua luaj os 😭😭😭
@gerly22094 жыл бұрын
Thank you for sharing your beautiful song, my dad was my best friend and my hero. Miss him because of your amazing song😭😭
@m33hsosw33t3 жыл бұрын
My dad just passed 2 weeks ago. 😢 im so sad and this made me cry harder. Thank you for sharing your words and voice for those who have lost their father.
@Aaron-xi4hz3 жыл бұрын
I love you dad, forever and always.
@tiffanixiongg17093 жыл бұрын
Lost my dad in august of 2020, this song makes me so emotional even almost 2 years later. ❤️
@Jsh-cf6ux2 жыл бұрын
I lost mine in May 2020 as well. It still feels like a knife stabing constantly till this day. May them all rest in peace as we continue to grieve their loss.
@chouathao5634 жыл бұрын
I miss my dad very much. Tearing eyes at work real bad... I still remembered when my dad was still in the ICU, I came straight from work to the hospital the last words I got from him "How's work?" Even though he's in a lot of pain he still ask "how's work?" In two months itll be a year since my dad left me my mom and all my siblings
@yeelengvang26314 жыл бұрын
LOVE THIS SONG....❤️ R.I.P CHONG KOUA VAJ ALWAYS N 4EVER IN MY HEART KEEP UP THE GOOD WORK KIANA LOR LOVE
@mstearose4 жыл бұрын
I lost my dad too and everything in this song, touch my heart. Its never easy and it will never be. Thank you for the amazing personal song 💔💔🥺🥺😭😭
@boyoung76514 жыл бұрын
I am very sorry for your loss of your dad I lost mine a couple years back , I miss him and think about mine everyday the things that he taught me and why and I know your dad talked you the same things I do believe they are watching over us and I believe you'll see him again one of these days God bless you ,
@JAYZMOUA95 Жыл бұрын
Why am I now just hearing this song? 😥 beautiful song kiana! 💙
@RehRegym4 жыл бұрын
I don’t want to ever relate to this song. Forever I’m daddy’s girl. Forever thankful for my dad for holding on to life for me, us kids... I’m sorry to all crying for daddy’s call, laughter and voice..just simply for him. Forever I hope & pray not to relate... I pray to god to take me before my parents..
@peterandyoyo_O4 жыл бұрын
This hits my heart. I also lost my dad too.😥 well sung.
@luckycharm13 жыл бұрын
50 years later and US still have the prejudice against minorities. This aint about politics, this is about culture that we are losing. Someday our Afghan brothers and sisters seeking refuge will create this same music to represent the love and miss.
@beekue95574 жыл бұрын
A couple of days after listening to this song I thought I was going to be able to listen to it with no problem, but out of no where while driving, I bursted into tears. All I could do was picture my dad walking away into the light and it pains me to do so.
@KooCheePow3 жыл бұрын
Over Thanksgiving weekend, 2021, my father was diagnosed with cancer. He’s been in so much pain and I’m heartbroken that there’s nothing I can do to ease his pain. I’m scared to lose him. He’s only 50. I’ve always pictured him growing old and living until he’s 90 but learning that that might not be possible is unbearable. Please, if anyone has words of comfort on how they dealt with a sick/dying parent, I welcome those words to give me strength.
@KIANALOR3 жыл бұрын
I’m so very sorry about your father. I know exactly what you mean. I never thought nor even imagined my life without my dad. He always seemed so healthy and happy, I too, always thought he’d live a much longer life. My family and I literally watched my father starve for 2 whole months without food and just very little water. He was diagnosed with prostate cancer and by the time we knew it the cancer had already spread to his lungs and kidneys. The only honest thing I can tell you is that it doesn’t get better. You literally watch them die and you can’t do anything about it. The only thing I would’ve done differently if I can go back, is assure my father that I would be okay and that I would be fine without him. There will be days when you want to break down and cry and be angry at the world, and that’s okay. There will also be days where you think they’ll get better and that’s okay too. You just have to be strong for them until the very end. Be there for him and don’t let him be afraid. I wish the best for you and your family, Gao. 💙
@LotusBlossom294 жыл бұрын
😭😭😭💔💔💔 Dedicated to my INFINITE ANGEL, my BELOVED FATHER!!! YEESSS! NCO KUV TXIV TUS SIAB ZOO! Thank you for putting this out! 💙
@BackRoomMuSickProd.24964 жыл бұрын
Great song Kiana, you always put out good music. Beautiful voice that you have.
@butterfly2829224 жыл бұрын
😭😭😭😭 crying my heart out listening. Beautiful song.
@_itsyoturtle_82564 жыл бұрын
This hit the spot. I can feel the pain and the messages from the lyrics.
@melanievang64324 жыл бұрын
this song hits me so hard. i lost my father at a young age and until now, i still think about him. this song makes me miss him even more.. it hurts me so much that he can’t be here with me today to celebrate my graduation along with my 18th birthday.. 😭
@KIANALOR4 жыл бұрын
Sorry for you loss 😔. I’m sure your father would be proud of you. Congratulations & happy birthday! 🙏🏼💙
@alinam41584 жыл бұрын
I don't ever leave a comment on anything but I just had to with this song. I love this song so much. Your voice. The lyrics. Everything is just perfect. Thank you for making this beautiful song. ❤
@jimmylee10094 жыл бұрын
Kiana Lor & Emblem Beats.....you nailed it....wow them lyrics though. Two thumbs up on my end.
@xoxoemily53034 жыл бұрын
So in love with this song ! Could you possibly make one for “nco kuv niam”?
@lindavang594 жыл бұрын
I can feel her pain in her voice. Beautifully singed.
@gaosee4 жыл бұрын
Such a sad song... amazing! Started crying while listening to it.. 🥺
@lillynumber29 ай бұрын
This song hits me hard. My dad passed away when I was in high school. We were always naughty never listening to him. He always told us to be good and study hard because he never had the chance we, he had to work hard to get to where he was at, he was abandoned as a child. He eventually got sicker and sicker as years passed by. Seeing someone so strong becoming weaker and weaker as time passed. My mom and I would always alternate shift to be with him at the hospital because he didn’t speak English well. When he passed I felt so helpless not being able to do anything other than being the shoulder my mom could cry on. He passed so suddenly. I wish I could’ve spent more time with him, listen to his life story and be there more for him. 😭😭
@joumoua63094 жыл бұрын
Been replay this music over over over.. the music it's on🔥🔥🔥 will always supported you KIANA LOR.. KEEP IT UP...
@CouaVang4 жыл бұрын
Wow.. i'm brought to tears. Keep it up Kiana! Rooting for you!
@209rottweilers2 жыл бұрын
Sorry for the lost sis, he was a good man and is in a better place. May him rest in peace.
@jessicarodriguez70514 жыл бұрын
Love it!!!! Miss my dad😭
@mc_vang4 жыл бұрын
Thanks for making this song!! 😭😭😭 I lost my dad last year and I miss him dearly! 💔💔
@kaxiong38784 жыл бұрын
Beautiful! Your song made me cried. Oh...how I miss my dad and my eldest brother whom I respect as a father after my dad was gone and now he's also gone😢😭.
@Grandmanyla10 ай бұрын
I’m crying so bad right now miss zoo koj uncle Dao Yang
@tinayang84193 жыл бұрын
Lost my dad yesterday. I always love this song. 😭🙏🙏💔
@KIANALOR3 жыл бұрын
I’m very sorry for your loss. 🥺🙏🏼
@plh93742 жыл бұрын
Love your song and sorry for your loss
@ohhmyydebbie68674 жыл бұрын
Amazing Amazing song kiana!!! I love this song so much. I cried just the first time I played it. Your music always touches my heart. Thank you for producing such amazing music. Keep it up. ❤️
@MickeyYaj4 жыл бұрын
My dad just passed away on November 17th, 2020. Year 2020 has been a really bad year, and it feels like a nightmare.
@yangleevang66284 жыл бұрын
So deep song & so true. I lost my dad 3 years ago so suddenly due to liver disease. N lost my mom 1 year ago due to pancreatic cancer
@kojtxiv4 жыл бұрын
Beautiful song cousin miss your dad too
@Bonkbork4 жыл бұрын
I'm in the military and live far away from home for the time being and this song hurts. As my dad 2nd son, I understand the stress he goes through working hard ass fuck and pushing all the negatives under the rug. I may not get along with him but my dad is still my dad and nothing won't change that. As He's still the one who put as much on the table as my mom did..
@jennavue37574 жыл бұрын
Ik I will go thru this one day & I still have my dad here with me & my family ! I will always love u dad even tho , I will leave u one day I will try to spend all my time w u dad ! I love you ❤️
@jeaniegnav4 жыл бұрын
Nice song....I tried so hard not to cry but i can't help but cried listening to this song.... :'(
@Wolfyeng3 жыл бұрын
I just lost my dad 3 days ago and this song hit hard. I Miss my dad so much. 😢