I remember listening to this song so long ago, it still hits the same after all these years
@FFAs8 ай бұрын
Listening, watching, loving
@millemoon66398 ай бұрын
Me
@bolt72048 ай бұрын
Still get goosebumps listnening to EDEN! Takes me back to when me and my old friends would go and stay out all night walking for miles in the countryside with a speaker! When life was so much better!
@09kannyify8 ай бұрын
:')
@cskyla18447 жыл бұрын
"I can't love when I can't even love myself" oh, that hurts.
@meadowwidmer2997 жыл бұрын
cskyla I know that feel bro ;-;
@user-kq4bt3ln8m7 жыл бұрын
cskyla. : dude that hurt me
@juanbautistadoynel19647 жыл бұрын
Depressed guys up there
@mylovebieber97287 жыл бұрын
Exactly how i feel.😟
@joccape7 жыл бұрын
cskyla to me it's not like that. How can I explain it... It's because I don't love myself that it's easier to love someone else...
@cisss75987 жыл бұрын
Voice is perfect. Music is perfect. Meaning is perfect. This song is perfect. EDEN is perfect.
@isaven96317 жыл бұрын
O, znalazłam Polaka
@harryou7side5257 жыл бұрын
Julia Martinez O, ja też :D
@izabelabociek9657 жыл бұрын
I ja :D
@DPerQ037 жыл бұрын
O, Polacy lubiący EDENA, więc jest szansa dla tego kraju. :O
@Starrsylvia7 жыл бұрын
Kr ol I ja
@hocuspocus__5 жыл бұрын
EDEN's been at this for years, released more music us fans could ask for, and yet he's still so underrated
@redriotkirishima20604 жыл бұрын
amen right girl
@chadhendrix22314 жыл бұрын
And new album in 2020 Feb.. Stoked!
@lunacarter72944 жыл бұрын
Omg yess
@endangeredmexican96444 жыл бұрын
Its our secret
@chhayakhan57004 жыл бұрын
I like it the way I keep him my lil secret is that wrong ?
@ghost_in_the_robot3 жыл бұрын
Just lost my little sister due to an overdose, this was one of her favorite songs. Really hits different now, I feel like there's a void in my chest which can never be filled. The entire world is stained black now. My father found her laying on the kitchen floor, purple and black from being dead for a few days. It's a weird feeling deleting your sibling's phone number or deciding what to do with their personal belongings after they're gone. All I can do is think about our good memories together and who she was before she became addicted to hurting. I wish I could've been her drug, but she couldn't trust anyone, not even her own family. We actually both had sons and her baby ended up being adopted, while my baby mama left me and got child support going. After that, it's like our lives went downhill, the disappointment of not making your parents into grandparents to emulate the feeling of a cohesive family and togetherness. We only drifted further away in the end, now that my beautiful sister is gone, everyone wants to think about the "what ifs" and the trap of thinking the trajectory could have been changed. She was truly unique, so funny, and charismatic. I will carry you with me until my dying day, sorry I couldn't go with you. We made a promise to never leave each other, after all the tragedy and abuse we survived. I wanted to convince you of how amazing you were, but I failed in communicating how much we needed you. Now we are left to clean up the mess. I'll let your son know how much of a fighter his birth mother was, should he come searching when he's older and wants to know why he's a different ethnicity. You will always be my guardian angel, Christina. Rest in peace, love your brother. I'll die with your secrets and carry your sins forward with honor. You were a survivor, not a victim.
@codyjay8403 жыл бұрын
💜
@gsdgsgdsgdsdgsgd20033 жыл бұрын
I'm not even religious but I know that God's with your sister:)
@ghost_in_the_robot3 жыл бұрын
@@gsdgsgdsgdsdgsgd2003 Thank you for your words. I guess faith is about believing in what you can't see and I understand that now that she's gone, but her memories are still here and exist. I want to know Heaven is real, just so I can see her again in the afterlife. It's hard to explain. But your kind words mean a lot to me... we are doing her Celebration of Life soon. It has been like a month, but it still feels like just yesterday. I been trying to write a eulogy but it's hard to describe someone so special who is unique.
@rollin34803 жыл бұрын
🥺this hits...sorry for your loss I hope life will take you uphill from here.....rest in peace to her☝️☝️✌️✌️
@ghost_in_the_robot3 жыл бұрын
@@rollin3480 Thank you for those kind words. I appreciate it. Each day gets a little better.
@laurenreyes28747 жыл бұрын
"I just feel so tired" hits me in the feels
@carsongilchrist82417 жыл бұрын
Same
@chloehere33226 жыл бұрын
Lauren Reyes Same
@joannagilbert59796 жыл бұрын
Same 480° around
@desireejefferson7527 жыл бұрын
"Cos' I'm a fucking mess, sometimes" sums up my whole life.
@aslanmarshall76147 жыл бұрын
Desiree Jefferson same
@likelyapril7 жыл бұрын
Alice Fangs replace sometimes with always and then it describes my life
@franciscoalvarado75187 жыл бұрын
Desiree Jefferson it's fucking hard but it's true
@antihero41037 жыл бұрын
i got this "cos I'm a fucking mess, all times "
@lightingboltzgaming95847 жыл бұрын
Trojan man all the time*
@ChristinaLoutina7 жыл бұрын
The part where it goes "Cos I'm a fuckin mess sometimes" speaks to me
@PhilipChiaPWND7 жыл бұрын
Christina Loutina same :/
@blerghh19317 жыл бұрын
Except for the sometimes part ha
@ronrk43607 жыл бұрын
Christina Loutina hey you there on insta? 😂
@sequoyahaugustine71447 жыл бұрын
@eden lol
@makinnatheboo81177 жыл бұрын
Christina Loutina omg I'm a fan of u!
@emilywilkinson9603 жыл бұрын
This was the song that I was listening to during my first suicide attempt. I still listen to it. It makes me feel stronger. Some days are tough and some days I don’t wanna deal with the pain. But listening to this reminds me that I am important and loved and I’m here for a reason.
@aliteralnobody50393 жыл бұрын
i hope u r doing better now :D
@rich99733 жыл бұрын
Why did you do it?
@poe_daddy_danko20782 жыл бұрын
Stay strong
@shohanhaque90222 жыл бұрын
@@rich9973 Being a little rough today aren't we?
@don.viitto2 жыл бұрын
I don't understand how slow songs Id like to get riled to is in your shower play list? what are you doing in that shower exactly?
@terriblycharismaticduck27178 жыл бұрын
From what I think of these lyrics is that they're of a depressed man who does drugs to escape his problems. His girlfriend/wife tries to tell him that he can get through this, and he's "not him when he's like this", but he simply says "that's the point". He feels emotionally trapped and cold. All of his ambitions have died, wanting a part of him to come alive. He feels that he has nothing to offer his partner, and feels that he should die because of his problems.
@MRfabelj8 жыл бұрын
Wow astonished by that description really deep
@terriblycharismaticduck27178 жыл бұрын
MRfabelj Sarcasm? XD
@MRfabelj8 жыл бұрын
Terribly Charismatic Duck not at all i really felt touched by that description (:
@Dunkster748 жыл бұрын
couldn't agree more. a lot of the 'small' points of the text, like the flashfires, represents his life falling apart between the drugs and the depression. problems keep cropping up, and... after a while you stop tending to them. fuck man, this song is too relate-able.
@nicholaschestang77258 жыл бұрын
thats way better what i could ever think of...
@lincolnsisneros22996 жыл бұрын
We'd rather have someone understand our feelings than try to fix them.
@joshmurphy32415 жыл бұрын
Maybe that's what you need to fix them, it soothes people to know they aren't the only one
@delilha35145 жыл бұрын
It's hard for people to fix them but when someone understands it acts as a soother and numbs the feeling of being alone
@floppydiskus5 жыл бұрын
I would rather have someone understand. At the end of the day the only one who can fix my shit is myself, yanno?
@karinabrenand71165 жыл бұрын
Sometimes by understanding, people can fix or at least try. It's good to have someone that actually cares, though. But it's bad because we are afraid that they just won't get used to it and not accept we're a mess, we get the worry that they would leave us at some point. So many fears that end up making a complete mess and problem for ourselves and life. But... Also... We don't want anyone to feel like we do
@zackphillips67955 жыл бұрын
I feel like this is true in a lot of ways. But to fix something it helps to understand it.
@bradatouille8 жыл бұрын
this song has really been a sort of anthem for me "I just feel so tired", "I'm a fucking mess sometimes". really hits home
@ariyannamaldonado40278 жыл бұрын
Bardley same
@mastahbombastic83658 жыл бұрын
Bardley same
@infiresmannn38718 жыл бұрын
Bardley same
@isabellawarren33577 жыл бұрын
Bradley same
@bloo_the_og34347 жыл бұрын
Bradley do we care? jk
@ihearbanjos9763 жыл бұрын
Almost 3 years ago now, I had the worst day of my life.. I received the phone call that my brother had finally passed, after being removed from life support.. I had made a play list. Consisting entirely of Eden songs days before. Because I knew I'd need something to keep me from going off the rails. I knew I was gonna do something dumb and would need a tether to life, and that I did.. I took 6 hits of acid. Put on my headphones laid in the center of my empty living room and stared at the ceiling through misty eyes. I've never cried so hard in my life. For 15 hours I laid there. Watching the ceiling spell out things my brother has said to me. Spell out the words Eden was saying... until this song eventually caught my full attention(it had played several times but it finally clicked) I got up and went for the longest run I've ever ran in my life. And then passed out out on my bedroom floor.. I spoke to my brother in the dream I had, and his words struck hard.. "Don't lose Eden, or you'll lose yourself" and not a week has gone by I haven't lost myself in Edens music... The Anniversary of his death is coming up.. but I'm not worried anymore.. Eden has the Wheel. ❤❤
@mercyleigh31363 жыл бұрын
Hold tight to that strength and take comfort in knowing you are a survivor. And even though we are all just 1's & 0's colliding across the ether, you are not alone and some of us are glad we can share this space.
@destrudot3 жыл бұрын
Im so sorry for your loss, it must hurt losing a brother..
@elliannuhh87253 жыл бұрын
Ily baby thank you for being strong
@markkovac92263 жыл бұрын
Sorry for your loss dude :(. That happened to me 2 months ago but im still here so be strong man :)
@ALittleLateLotusBlossom3 жыл бұрын
Stay strong, meditate, breathe, drink water and don't ever stop trying to make a better world that can revolve around you. I believe in you. You're stronger than you know, just dig deep
@mugeerdem90057 жыл бұрын
I'm obsessed with his songs. The sound, meaning, everything feels so deep. Eden is just perfect in every way and deserves much more attention.
@pissnshart1306 жыл бұрын
Samme☔️
@dekuisabroccoli9296 жыл бұрын
You know when you're in a really hard time of your life, and nothing seems right. but then something happens, and for some minutes.. or even hours everything just seems so good. everything seems alright and you don't understand how you could ever feel sad and hopeless at all. that's how I'm feeling right now and it's cause of Eden. his music does something to me
@zerill117 жыл бұрын
This is like pouring honey and acid into my ears. So soothing yet hits you right in the feels.
@sugaatejiminsjams7337 жыл бұрын
You just copied someone else
@terricacoleman84127 жыл бұрын
sounds painful.
@sarah2747 жыл бұрын
honey in ur ears?? gnarly
@alyssamartinez53746 жыл бұрын
So true
@Minnie112176 жыл бұрын
Slayyyed have you even tried that? Really doubt it...
@kwjuggernaut6755 Жыл бұрын
Almost 2023 and still listening to this song
@burrdahbadd1749 Жыл бұрын
Yup
@jakeball3224 Жыл бұрын
And money says you're depressed af like the rest of us😁
@radioactive8012 Жыл бұрын
Yup
@octopuss0075 Жыл бұрын
WHAT DO YOU MEAN ALMOST😂
@neah9976 Жыл бұрын
🎉
@Evilclandarkstar7 жыл бұрын
The "Ain't that just the point" and the "And I'll never let you know" always get to me. They both sound so pack full of emotion and it hits right to home. (Then again this whole song is like that).
@bobdole29247 жыл бұрын
That is the point. Please re-post this comment on the official video. {EDEN} They only get your good news there.
@koalakontrol5 жыл бұрын
anyone still listening in 2019?
@ImAzoz195 жыл бұрын
Koala Kontrol always listening ❤️
@htsadboi27635 жыл бұрын
Yup same
@v.xv_65 жыл бұрын
yeet I am
@guiltykissz5 жыл бұрын
Of course ❤️
@almightygeorge37525 жыл бұрын
Koala Kontrol yess
@cheyennekohler10627 жыл бұрын
Ironically enough, this song actually helped me get through rehab. In music therapy group, I was able to pick any songs I wanted to listen to and I would always pick this one. On replay. I love this song a little too much.
@nessijaffal81947 жыл бұрын
eden have a perfect songs OMG
@TheSkara116 жыл бұрын
Love this song just enough
@alexobrien31796 жыл бұрын
helped me stay sober too!
@mattfrancis68126 жыл бұрын
The music helps me keep clean
@jackapplegate59276 жыл бұрын
Suzy Skies same... just graduated a 90 day program. Into an Oxford house got 105 days off herion.
@lilly8743 жыл бұрын
its sad that you have to detach yourself from a person that you love dearly , just because you can see them losing the feelings you're currently gaining.
@SuperKarl93 жыл бұрын
I feel that too... 😔
@matthewwolford53483 жыл бұрын
I went thru that a few times its not in your destiny god must have another plan for u i woulda died for this chick thought id never get over her then im met the most ride or die. Chick ive ever met 9 years later 5 kids later still going strong keep your head up sis it will pass and u will find your prince
@kayce70263 жыл бұрын
Going through that right now too...💔
@sapiruwu37993 жыл бұрын
I can relate to this so fucking much, too much
@zoenelson33403 жыл бұрын
And that's why my flight is booked to leave tomorrow...
@miguelblezio66946 жыл бұрын
I don't do drugs, but I feel this song fits so well with my life... It made me even cry.
@shara53095 жыл бұрын
Same
@ryanplays2465 жыл бұрын
same. i listened to the 1 hour version everytime i go to sleep
@stxrryyy52385 жыл бұрын
Micaela Blezio Sierra I thought I was the only one..
@Sazuri5 жыл бұрын
It not about drugs. The "drugs" are just the catalyst for this guy's struggles. Which is the song is about.
@awakeningizzic17025 жыл бұрын
The song is about being addicted to lying. He's struggling in his love life because he gets high off of the lies, but it's pulling him apart from his girl. "All I needed were some words to say. All these feelings don't mean shit to me. It's all just chemicals anyway." Those are him saying he doesn't feel the love in this in the relationship, he just feels addicted to lying. In the end, it gives you a hopeful feel by adding in the bit "I've spent too many late nights, just thinking about holding her." He wants to love, but in the end, lying is the only love, the only high he needs. Just my perspective though. I didn't know if you'd like this interpretation to clarify why you may feel so connected to the lyrics.
@snow89807 жыл бұрын
I relate to this from a mental health standpoint, not the drugs. It still hits. And it's just such a fucking good song.
@w0lfie8707 жыл бұрын
Same Mental health and Drugs point of view
@andrewfarmer55717 жыл бұрын
I have a non-drug addiction but relate to the drug part
@amihere3837 жыл бұрын
my girlfriend showed me this song. i fell in love with it and totally didn't even think it was her that felt this way about us. Edit: So this really blew up. I can't even speak to how this thread has impacted me over the last couple of years. There's heartbreak here, and yet so much inspiration to keep going. I want to start making playlists for people again, I haven't done that in a while, and I'd also like to start a chat with anyone who wants to just talk about life, so if anyone wants my snap or facebook i'm down
@totinospizzarolls47377 жыл бұрын
damn. make sure shes okay lol.
@amihere3837 жыл бұрын
josh Subet her new boyfriend does enough of that for both of us
@adrianagonzalez84577 жыл бұрын
Mason Farrell im so sorry..
@streamalexander68047 жыл бұрын
Mason Farrell this is how i feel and she don't know.
@amihere3837 жыл бұрын
Stream Alexander I recommend telling her shit quick. nothing good is gonna come of it. once you think long and hard about things, you realise that they can and will change your entire life, for better or for worse. I can wager it's a 75/25 chance your life is gonna be hell if she finds out without you telling her, or she starts feeling something deeper and it destroys her life when she realises you don't
@christianjohnson11032 жыл бұрын
2022. Still gets me through a lonely, dark night... Just like it used to.
@gtbkts2 жыл бұрын
Just like it always will.....
@zoesalvatore5747 жыл бұрын
I heard this song yesterday. when I heard the "cos I'm a fucking mess sometimes" I fucking fell in love with it
@alexisforbidden61997 жыл бұрын
Yup I can't love when I can't even love myself perfectly describes me wish I knew why
@zoesalvatore5747 жыл бұрын
T a y T a y yeaahhhh
@zoesalvatore5747 жыл бұрын
T a y T a y ikr it's just awesome! I love it
@aidengameplayer59856 жыл бұрын
Same
@audreyarrz8 жыл бұрын
I need to go to rehab cos' I swear I'm addicted to anything EDEN
@YoungNinja8 жыл бұрын
Lol
@StellxProductions8 жыл бұрын
Same XD
@juliusbatanes42628 жыл бұрын
me too... help
@Kritikillll8 жыл бұрын
well i mean the song is literally called drugs so.... u may actually be addicted lol
@sethlenox39978 жыл бұрын
Kritikill lol
@jc-diaz4876 жыл бұрын
Hit me right in the feels ! I miss my brother!!! He loved this song so much !! 😭😭😭😢 RIP CHAVA 4-11-97 💔 5-6-17 !!!! Wow , I’m just speechless seriously. I just want to thank each and everyone of y’all for all of your love you guys are showing to my deceased brother 😕. Thank you so much guys , and even if I don’t know y’all I just really want to THANK Y’ALL from the bottom of my heart ❤️. May god bless you ALL!!!! THANK YOU from me and my brother 💔.
@inutilaj6 жыл бұрын
Ohhhh 😥😥😥
@kmync6 жыл бұрын
Rip ❤️
@jc-diaz4876 жыл бұрын
Thanks guys!
@allkindsofcrazy99096 жыл бұрын
Your brother had very good taste, may he rest in peace. ~Rylee
@thatsnaiiass67346 жыл бұрын
Damn bro.
@amyko1289 Жыл бұрын
This song found me and was in my suggested list. It saved me from my rock bottom. Year 2019 when I quit being a mess, 2020 didn't work and started to pick my pieces up. Listening to Eden songs. I still listen to this when I have my episodes of depression, and this make me stronger.
@threevisionsgodpark Жыл бұрын
This is my go to song when fucked up out of my mind on just another bender. We are not the same...
@oliviadraus-barrett58954 жыл бұрын
2 years clean again in September. Here's to working towards the 3rd and all the ones after..
@m3rkbullw0rm484 жыл бұрын
Congradulations. Here is to many more myself. I've been clean since september 2019
@simo92454 жыл бұрын
Olivia Draus-Barrett Very proud of you!
@camillecalderon17374 жыл бұрын
• k e l x i z i q • It’s amazing, remember your worth and you are here for a reason ok? Keep that head held up strong you got this 💓💓
@hayleighwalters88664 жыл бұрын
Olivia Draus-Barrett I'm a few days clean, I'm making process... and finding ways to stop myself but when things get bad I can't control myself. I used to do it everyday, so I'm doing better :)
@mohamedalmarar91964 жыл бұрын
@• k e l x i z i q • YOU CAN STILL DO THIIIIIISSS, YOU GOT ITT
@ekorobo20828 жыл бұрын
It makes me angry that EDEN is so unknown. EDEN is the best musical artist I've ever heard.
@coolcalv18 жыл бұрын
same feelings bro. spread the word i guess!
@entenhausen8128 жыл бұрын
so true man. He really is.! He is in Berlin soon, just bought my tickets !:)
@marcelstowing75278 жыл бұрын
Gonna be in Berlin too. With the VIP Package to meet him :P
@DN4E8 жыл бұрын
There's no best musical artist. There's not best art. There's just things that make you feel some ways you like. Art is no competition :)
@ekorobo20828 жыл бұрын
DN4E I'm aware, and it's my opinion. My opinion can say anything I want about the best art.
@ruthwale11778 жыл бұрын
the part between 0:00 and 5:39 gave me chills
@crosehouse7 жыл бұрын
oooooooooooooh... true
@qunzii7 жыл бұрын
that's my fav too!!
@orcyboi58366 жыл бұрын
Same
@cnuggles5 жыл бұрын
Broo same
@ellysaj27853 жыл бұрын
This song and “Luka - Feelings” are some of the only things keeping me sane through these tough times. I just want to send love to everybody and let everyone know things will get better... i love you 💕
@catcat46973 жыл бұрын
Then call me a fan cause i spin things to chill out
@crankyfrankie01crank802 жыл бұрын
Sending love back hope you ❤️ ok
@M83-u4d7 жыл бұрын
“I can’t love when I can’t even love myself.” Damn...
@morningvillains6 жыл бұрын
Ik I can't I had to go to memes for solitude
@mariarestrepo73216 жыл бұрын
that's how I feel dude ;-;
@promethanol41626 жыл бұрын
My literal goddamn stupid life
@peacheschlamydia31786 жыл бұрын
Ian from sirens lament said that (yall read any webtoons??)
@thereisnousernorname8 жыл бұрын
This song hits a little too hard where it hurts..
@kaylacollett89097 жыл бұрын
TheDangerWolf Aint that tha truth....
@TeknoSquirrel7 жыл бұрын
I'm ain't American.
@trickshotnation29257 жыл бұрын
TheDangerWolf wdym
@carlbrandt2097 жыл бұрын
TeknoSquirrel ain't means are not.. " I am are not American". Great.
@wolfman41567 жыл бұрын
If y'all grow some fucking balls it doesn't hit you where it hurts
@bongotabegail6 жыл бұрын
‘I can’t love when I can’t even love myself’ favorite line that I could relate to so much
@MoonlightMollie5 жыл бұрын
Abegail B. ikr same
@AvoidedOrc36584 Жыл бұрын
My mental state has been hitting an all time low lately and this song has just been in my head over and over again. It feels... I dunno... calm? I feel like I'm not alone, even though I pretty much am as I'm facing depression alone atm. Anyways, thanks so much for this song Eden.
@pbwgodofdeath Жыл бұрын
Hope u make it king 👑
@chelseagamer32357 жыл бұрын
Eden is love Eden is life
@KanekiKen-pk7wr7 жыл бұрын
Hazard or the artist or Both :D
@3stupidguys93807 жыл бұрын
Kaneki Ken 😂
@gredualmcmelon19147 жыл бұрын
( ͡° ͜ʖ ͡°)
@goldenanarchy1077 жыл бұрын
ChelseaGamer omg hahahahahahahahhahahaha (it reminds me of that shrek video )
@rubenvanderzee44817 жыл бұрын
lol thought the same, hes a goood player!
@magerr987 жыл бұрын
"she said you aint you when you like this" "and i said thats the point" damn :|
@jeffyspankingmydiaper8917 жыл бұрын
magerr98 he*
@floranathi38697 жыл бұрын
magerr98 damn.... Savage.
@lynx19527 жыл бұрын
magerr98 ahahaha that's me :|
@randyangel94127 жыл бұрын
magerr98 i dont get it
@crazyhoe66297 жыл бұрын
damn bish •-•
@user-rk1yp8zs5q6 жыл бұрын
_♪ cuz imma fu•kin' mess sometimes ~ but still I could always be whatever you wanted ♪_
@femalejcole5 жыл бұрын
it's funny how that part of the song comes on right as I scroll down to this comment
@gacha78795 жыл бұрын
Addy Wachob sameee
@sammipraul34465 ай бұрын
eden is everything music was meant to be, you can feel the emotion behind every lyric, the tone of voice, and then the music says everything the words can't capture. every song is pure beauty, and has helped me through so many hard nights. i don't think you're making music anymore but eden i am so grateful for the art you have created
@mastahbombastic83658 жыл бұрын
I am becoming more and more stressed and depressed every single day and this song is me
@misty29028 жыл бұрын
:(
@athur138 жыл бұрын
Have a nice day !! You'll get better !! I wish you the best, Never give up !!
@mastahbombastic83658 жыл бұрын
Arthur Aguiar ok thanks
@DSevenn7 жыл бұрын
Jay Pittman Stay strong bro. I went through depression about a year ago, it will get better.
@mastahbombastic83657 жыл бұрын
d7_TeMpErRz you sure
@Dylan-tb7qv7 жыл бұрын
"I guess im lying cause I wanna, i gues im lying cause I don't." "Swear Lying is the only rush I need." *que relatable man tears*
@debralynnhenderson73157 жыл бұрын
Dylan Fray *cue
@zmatt0077 жыл бұрын
Nah...we gotta que to cry our man tears, we can't do it all at once. It'd be too much emotion at once.
@jeffbarbour39922 жыл бұрын
😭😭😭
@RGBKingo3 жыл бұрын
I hope everyone has a good year this year. remember to stay strong! failure only comes when you give up happy 2021!
@emilieclementine26723 жыл бұрын
ohhh thx babe same for you !
@undertaker96013 жыл бұрын
2021 hasn't been very happy and 2020 was nice compared to my year in 2021
@TheDoddFatherSon7 ай бұрын
Happy 24😊
@kusxley49668 жыл бұрын
I need more Eden in my life
@powerpowerpower228 жыл бұрын
me too!
@virtualradiotower22298 жыл бұрын
Another new EDEN is gonna be out tomorrow :)!
@301sanchez8 жыл бұрын
+TomTropical really ? what is it
@virtualradiotower22298 жыл бұрын
I dont know either but Koala stated there is gonna be one tpmorrow in another comment :)
@kusxley49668 жыл бұрын
+TomTropical so cool!
@alexgraelles24046 жыл бұрын
“‘youre not you when youre like this, this aint you and you know it’ and i said, ‘thats the point’” o h m y g o d
@anastasia.beaverhausen.6 жыл бұрын
no shit, eh?
@Meagan.magnolia6 жыл бұрын
I read this right as he sang that part of the song
@FloppChodd6 жыл бұрын
breanna bree wolf _24 ❄️🌙🌔 BRUH I READ UR COMMENT WHILE IT HAPPENED mind blown
@fr1sby1016 жыл бұрын
Alex Graelles bro ik.... makes so much sense
@ryanfurzer12386 жыл бұрын
I actually worship you for getting the grammar so perfect in that comment...
@zeine4428 жыл бұрын
Imagine two people. The first has gone through some shit - maybe partially because of the second person or maybe they were innocent enough to fall in it. They try hard to survive life but everyone applauds the second person around them - the capable, the strong, the cool, the charming. And when the first is stuck with second for a job (maybe they work in same dep), time passes by with second just being annoyed and chiding first to do their part right. First can't take it. They want to quit but at the same time know they will regret running away. There are fights, there are dramas, things feel unfair to first because there are more downs than ups. But then first slowly catches second's life story. They now start to actually observe what second does. And second's a friggin mess. Second handles jobs nobody wants to do. And they never complained. This song plays.
@mangofruitt8 жыл бұрын
You my friend, can make a new music video for this song
@zeine4428 жыл бұрын
I don't even have like 2 percent of the resources for that. But thanks, Spooky.
@aimia1007 жыл бұрын
I absolutely adore this idea, bless your soul. (kind sad tho because I'm sure a lot of people have to go through that kind of shit everyday...)
@laycih.37247 жыл бұрын
o~o I wanna write a story thing with this idea
@bloodsoul-c79757 жыл бұрын
What about anyway to put this idea on concrete? :DD It´s amazing.
@SraHeldi2 жыл бұрын
'Cause I had the best of the worst sides And I had these lungs, oh And I had too many flash fires That I just let them burn 'Til my chest is on fire And my head just won't die I guess I'm lying 'cause I wanna I guess I'm lying 'cause I don't 'Cause I just feel so tired Like it's move or slowly die You say, you ain't you when you're like this This ain't you and you know it But ain't that just the point? You don't know How to let go, who said this must be all or nothing? But I'm still caught below And I'll never let you know No, I can't tell you nothing 'Cause I'm a fucking mess sometimes But still I could always be Whatever you wanted but not what you needed Especially when you been needing me 'Cause I'm a fucking mess sometimes And I'll say what I don't mean Just 'cause I wanted or maybe I need it Swear lying's the only rush I need, yeah 'Cause all I needed was some words to say That all these feelings don't mean shit to me 'Cause it's all just chemicals anyway, anyway, yeah And I got way too many routes to take to make this all just go away And find another heart to break, so heartless with these words I say Just saying what I'm supposed to say 'cause I had nothing for you I can't love when I can't even love myself Things I would rather be, thoughts at the back of my head but I'm addicted to hurting And I got these lungs, yeah And I spent too many late nights Just thinking a hole in the earth 'Til the sky is on fire And my head still won't die I guess I'm lying 'cause I want to I guess I'm lying 'cause I don't 'Cause I just feel so tired Like I need something to come alive She said, "you ain't you when you're like this This ain't you, what you done?" And I said, "That's the point" And you don't know how to let go Who said this must be all or nothing? But I'm still caught below And I'll never let you know No I can't tell you nothing 'Cause I'm a fucking mess sometimes But still, I could always be Whatever you wanted but not what you needed Especially when you been needing me 'Cause I'm a fucking mess inside And I'll say what I don't mean Just 'cause I wanted or maybe I need it Swear lying's the only rush I need, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah Yeah I need it, I need it, yeah, yeah, yeah
@markosverdhi6 жыл бұрын
You guys ever think that after you die, your music will always live on? Like your great great grandkids might look at old music one day and listen to your favorite song, completely oblivious to your existence, let alone your taste in music
@starr86465 жыл бұрын
If my great great grandkids don't like my music then they aren't my grandkids
@teaadvice49965 жыл бұрын
No one has kids anymore, unless your a stupid teen that has unprotected sex, it's 3019 get with the times
@teddycouch93065 жыл бұрын
I read a short story once where one character had the philosophy that we are immortal because one day someone, somewhere, sometime will embody the essence of who we are completely
@thechosenmalfoy18055 жыл бұрын
@@teaadvice4996 this comment made me laugh my ass off
@rosesoverdoses51595 жыл бұрын
This made me think. I spent tons of time listening to awesome music and after I die someone might feel those same moments with music only which makes me think idk weird
@katmoonshine1457 жыл бұрын
i can't be the only one who always cries when i listen to this song.
@SilentWhispersLyrics7 жыл бұрын
you arent
@harleymikayla54687 жыл бұрын
Kayah G same
@denishansler33867 жыл бұрын
Feel you
@jailynnfigueroa75147 жыл бұрын
u ain't cuz i be cryin non-stop...
@savannahs21307 жыл бұрын
no I do too it gets me in my feels especially since this song describes my life rn
@sarahsatyriasis43516 жыл бұрын
I fell head over heels in love with an addict and he had me so convienced that he didn't want that life anymore, but the further I fell the further he drifted into the darkness of his addiction. And I just couldn't let go. I kept holding on unable to let go because I knew that the person I fell in love with was in there somewhere... and I wanted so badly to save him. But I couldn't and ended up losing myself in the process. This song hit me like a ton of bricks. He tried to be what I wanted but never what I needed.
@felicia96155 жыл бұрын
This is what I'm going through right now. Thank you for sharing your story.
@baileytorres37625 жыл бұрын
I was already crying because this song explains exactly how I feel right now but your comment made me cry more cause I can completely relate and it hurts....
@popnhand5 жыл бұрын
Currently locked in this spiral myself. He's gonna end up overdosing and I can't stop it. 😥
@daltonevans34125 жыл бұрын
I just want to add something that i think is something you should hear. It is entirely possible, even highly probable that he actually truly didn't want that life anymore lile he said but he just didn't know how to change. The fact that he continued to go down that road doesn't necessarily mean he was lying to you. I know when i was fighting with my addiction, i fucking despised myself and what i was doing and i wanted so badly to change but the influence drugs get over you when you use them to cope is unbelievable and no one who has never been addicted will understand how you can completely see the error of your ways and know you are in the wrong and still feel completely helpless and powerless to change.
@jadeerae44495 жыл бұрын
Dude... the man I was with told me “I’m so sorry, I thought being with you would make me feel better, but it hasn’t.” It broke my heart. I wanted more than anything for him to be happy, and maybe it’s cuz I wanted that for myself and I saw myself In him...But people have to figure out how to heal themselves.. they can’t depend on anybody, even if you want to be everything they depend on..
@Sidra__6 жыл бұрын
Am I the only one who gets and enjoy goosebumps while singing this song?
@mirasloss6 жыл бұрын
this and rock + roll watch me try not to break down crying it doesn't work
@unwantedrat44746 жыл бұрын
Montage & Filming -MCMXCV I do lol.
@boy20386 жыл бұрын
Montage & Filming -MCMXCV nope
@karsonmeyersick84446 жыл бұрын
No. This and several other EDEN songs man
@No_acct5996 жыл бұрын
Sydrahh MPS i do to -w-
@ScorpionNani5 жыл бұрын
Sometimes, I just want. No, I need to go to a very lonely area away from everyone and just scream until you have no more voice, until you spit blood. And let go the years of self hate and disappointment out. Kick, punch, cry and scream all of it. Anyone can relate to that?
@mr_biggsmoke42025 жыл бұрын
This makes three of us...
@alisat.4234 жыл бұрын
Nani i can understand you.. wish you and all of us whos been hurted a good year 2020
@fayezshlabny6914 жыл бұрын
happiness yeah 😣
@pharoahef3464 жыл бұрын
i’m with you
@queenofpunk2654 жыл бұрын
I need to do that rn. But I’m at home with my parents and I can’t do that without getting into trouble
@benhone99877 жыл бұрын
i like how every eden song has no bad comments
@flipflopdad28606 жыл бұрын
BenPlayz 16 wow I didn't even realize that
@Kevin.A.S6 жыл бұрын
Maybe bc you're the cancer..? Just putting that out there, take it or leave it.
@iammadz2943 жыл бұрын
Eden makes me so emotional. Only artist I can relate with.
@georgiakalpidou39077 жыл бұрын
I'm glad this song is 5+ minutes long.
@damarilynnerodriguez7907 жыл бұрын
Georgia Kalpidou same tbh
@nathalieleget83877 жыл бұрын
This song rips my heart apart ugh.. song of my year for sure
@Futurebound_jpg7 жыл бұрын
Exactly
@alisoliman4157 жыл бұрын
Papa Bleach same father
@CatCafeLIVE7 жыл бұрын
"My chest is on fire, and my head just won't die" I get it, paint it self :P
@debbiewideman59197 жыл бұрын
NieGramBezWedki
@jaysunlibby35573 жыл бұрын
This song helps so much when you feel like your falling back into old ways.
@axelbeth96279 ай бұрын
I also come back to it when I feel myself slipping (or already falling in to) new bad habits.
@mclovinstephano10918 жыл бұрын
This is exactly what it's like to have a girlfriend/boyfriend while being addicted to drugs. No joke, this song was one of my inspirations toward sobriety, which has been over a month now. I know it's not too long, but I plan on making it much longer. Thank you EDEN.
@tomceMC8 жыл бұрын
So happy for you bro! :)
@bean0737 жыл бұрын
mclovin stephano one month IS a long time, that's fuckin great man! keep up the good work (:
@mclovinstephano10917 жыл бұрын
Thx guys, that means a lot (:
@tomceMC7 жыл бұрын
mclovin stephano I hope you keep it up! Best of luck!
@xquizzy52627 жыл бұрын
mclovin stephano stay strong don't go back ever
@nasouelenh31447 жыл бұрын
when says " and I'll never let you know " am just ·-· °-° 0-0 💗-💗
@DrastixMachina7 жыл бұрын
Nasou Elenh me too
@nasouelenh31447 жыл бұрын
DrastixMachina 💗💗
@kotsi28997 жыл бұрын
Nasou Elenh ελληνιδα?
@nasouelenh31447 жыл бұрын
Mine worldtude ναι
@seal95027 жыл бұрын
Nasou Elenh Και νόμιζα ότι είμαι ο μόνος που ακούει Έντεν.
@brittianygarrison82877 жыл бұрын
I like the part where it says I can't love you if I can't love myself.
@agiraffe80617 жыл бұрын
Brittiany Jenkins same
@GamingDragonLTU3 жыл бұрын
16 years old, lost, depressed, with a lot of problems that I myself caused and this song had me to the walls sing my lungs out...
@jonathanpowell20923 жыл бұрын
Sorry you're struggling....
@mollymorath35833 жыл бұрын
That's what music is for .Keeps us keeping on.❤️
@Redvelvet21xo3 жыл бұрын
hey you are going to be ok
@lissa28463 жыл бұрын
hey, youre doing so good, even if youre struggling, i promise you life will take a turn, you will find people, music, animals, books, shows and smells that will help you find your way through life. You're doing so well, and im so so proud of you love!
@Gdfsandoz Жыл бұрын
You're 16 dude!! Your life is only on the first chapter. I felt the same way when I was you age if not worse keep your head up dude. Don't be afraid to talk
@chloeiversen30437 жыл бұрын
I can't stop listening to this on repeat
@inkhasbeenpoisoned7 жыл бұрын
me too.
@W1nds7 жыл бұрын
Chloe Iversen Needs another 2 minutes added
@novacane1897 жыл бұрын
“I can’t love when I can’t even love myself” That’s so me right there
@imscreaming97646 жыл бұрын
One night I was really depressed and I was trying to sleep by playing shuffle on Spotify and this song came on when I had just fallen asleep but I woke back up and finished listening to the song and wrote the title down and when I woke back up I listened to it on repeat and I love it so much
@fizarrah6 жыл бұрын
I did the same thing except it was Pandora instead of Spotify
@mira-iq1lj6 жыл бұрын
You can't be "depressed" for one night you were just sad mate
@AngelVocal5 жыл бұрын
I have a dam problem can also be a synonym don't read too much into it. You know this
@tylerfreer87253 жыл бұрын
I know this sounds stupid but my wife is leaving me basically for another guy and this songs picks me up when I’m at rock bottom
@benmetler8723 жыл бұрын
Find someone who wants you more than you want yourself. Prob not what you want to hear rn but sorry to hear about that, bud
@tylerfreer87253 жыл бұрын
@@benmetler872 it’s okay thank you
@ameliaa21503 жыл бұрын
hey she doesn't deserve you, you be happy, keep your head up before your crown falls king. Focus on your life and keep going :)
@shellyss31053 жыл бұрын
Good luck with everything
@zoenelson33403 жыл бұрын
I'm sorry you had to go through that.. Clearly if she wants someone else she was never meant for you to begin with. You will find the one that values you as much as you value them if not more but of course that will take time and patience. My only advice is to not rush love, trying to force it will get you hurt in the end. You'll find her when you least expect it 😊
@angeleehoots53707 жыл бұрын
When he says "cause I had these lungs" I almost start crying everytime because the sound of his vouce
@camilaa86507 жыл бұрын
omg same😂😍😭
@VanillaGoth7 жыл бұрын
Angelee Hoots YYEESS
@ibrahimkargbo22607 жыл бұрын
He is saying that he wouldnt mind getting rid of them. Basically saying he needs this so much that lungs are a small price to pay.
@woodencorpse62106 жыл бұрын
nans life that vouce tho
@kaimonster68928 жыл бұрын
EDEN never fails to make me cry and vibe at the same time.
@mattnelson19737 жыл бұрын
In the span of about 3 days, Eden has become my favorite band.
@ExistOrDie7 жыл бұрын
He is a single person. ^^ And same. Literally the first song i heard by him. i fell in love with him and i will never hate him.
@Amjed_G2 Жыл бұрын
There is no time when I listen to this masterpiece and not get chills all over my body
@bethanydion21107 жыл бұрын
This song is life 😍 I literally have memorized the whole thing❤❤❤
@PotassiumBromide7 жыл бұрын
Fun Fact: The guy who made this video is the same guy that made the "Lemme Smash" meme.
@andee93437 жыл бұрын
xXLoAfBlOkEXx I love that meme
@thebrotato43457 жыл бұрын
xXLoAfBlOkEXx for real?
@bluecode57 жыл бұрын
yea its on his channel too
@bethx79177 жыл бұрын
nO
@Airyz7 жыл бұрын
he made the lyric video for 'Are We Still Young" by Grant, aswell
@surijazam3 жыл бұрын
No matter how hard life hits you, never give up. Found this song while on depression due to many problems came a couple of months ago, especially when covid spreads. Thank you for this strong and thoughtful song. To whoever reads this who is also on my situation before, don't let your light turn off inside you.. it happens to me many times, i even attempted suicide many times but it is really not worth it. It is okay to let go off your tears sometimes. BE BRAVE TO YA'LL OUT THERE
@JEAthePrince8 жыл бұрын
I wanna cry
@berezerektylom87747 жыл бұрын
Jacob Alvarado are you in 8th grade? I think I know you
@JEAthePrince7 жыл бұрын
Berezerek Tylom No, lol
@soffren7 жыл бұрын
I did too
@AlisonGroen7 жыл бұрын
Jacob Alvarado who doesn't
@quoia10277 жыл бұрын
You'll be ok, friend. 💙💙💙
@bayleelee29387 жыл бұрын
this one song expresses the feelings ive had, that ive been trying to come up with words for for two years now. this song hits home in all the worst song, I'm so addicted to it.
@koalakontrol6 жыл бұрын
Where is everybody from?!
@od588826 жыл бұрын
why grif so fucking ugly bro..
@itay56186 жыл бұрын
POLSKA ARMY! :D
@allannava3616 жыл бұрын
I live in Cali if you wanna know how I got here I got here through a friend
@MukeshKumar-tq5jt6 жыл бұрын
India , from 2016 I have been following ur channel
@bunnyboo97966 жыл бұрын
New Zealand
@Arakenbr3 жыл бұрын
A song to represent a whole generation
@tayterkaynchardonnay7 жыл бұрын
She said "you're not you when you're like this" I said "that's the point"
@richardwilliams9rw7 жыл бұрын
Taylor Kay idk about you but that hit me like a truck of feels
@Tashkeen7 жыл бұрын
Taylor Kay You're not You when you're hungry
@acrux25207 жыл бұрын
He* + Nigga what the fuck is the point of this comment?! Yeah, and your not supposed to quote your own sentence.
@fairygrandpa7 жыл бұрын
40 seconds in, already new favorite song
@wolfgames44787 жыл бұрын
Love is like a drug when you have it you feel good when you lose it your looking for it more
@Anglesso6 жыл бұрын
That's the more poetic way I've heard of saying that love is addictive.
@flowersforthedead51823 жыл бұрын
Why do people always ask if we are still listening. Music doesn't lose its magic my dude.
@eightemoh97735 жыл бұрын
This song gives me memories about my 14-15 year old depression
@shiggysimp60474 жыл бұрын
@@VeryGoodDad bruh???? This reminds me of my 14-15 year old depression too. I don't think they were saying that being depressed at that age is a fad or an invalid thing. They were just saying this song reminds them of that period of their life. This song reminds me of that period of my life too because I listened to this song on repeat during those years when I was depressed. Still listen to it today, but i get flashbacks of being younger and the feelings i was going through when i was listening to it then.
@ShadowDehgf4 жыл бұрын
bro im using this song get through my depression now and I'm a 19 yr old college student lol
@idfklove10284 жыл бұрын
@@ShadowDehgf u remind me of my sisters bruh, they're 19 and a college student
@willow26514 жыл бұрын
Satan Is Here! thanks satan
@nudgeone79274 жыл бұрын
@@shiggysimp6047 yeah but he said it like "my 14 - 15 year old depression" instead of "the depression that i had when i was around 14 - 15 year old" as If he was saying teenage depression is a normal thing and will eventually fade out on its own which do seem like he's underplaying depression in general.
@arpitbindal57885 жыл бұрын
Eden songs are famous for its relative interpretation, as his songs can be experienced in different ways based on your experience and struggles with life. That’s what makes Eden songs an enthralling audio treat for the listener heart and ears. The following is the line by line interpretation of how I experienced this song meaning, through a perspective of a drug addict who lost someone close to him/her cause of this addiction. (The meaning may not match the story of the video stated above, but that's the beauty of it as you can have multiple interpretations) Lyrical Interpretation : [Verse 1] *'Cause I had the best of the worst sides * ( Here, the artist want to say that he is on the negative side of life but it’s still better than, what many people suffers) And I had these lungs ( Because he is still breathing or alive) And I had too many flash fires ( Flash fires means all those unexpected or random problems in his life) that I just let them burn ( and he is not doing anything about those problems either because he cannot fix them or they are not worth fixing) [Pre-Chorus] Till my chest is on fire ( the burning feeling of anxiety, which he feels because of all the problems in his life ) And my head just won't die ( Not being able to sleep or relax due to stress and overthinking about his problems) I guess I'm lying 'cause I wanna ( Here the protagonist, starts lying to himself that he is using drugs because he wants to stop overthinking about his problems and want to change them ) I guess I'm lying 'cause I don't ( but maybe now he thinks that he is lying to himself about the drugs because he doesn’t think he can change the situation ) 'Cause I just feel so tired ( because he is now always tired and weak, due to his addiction ) Like it's move or slowly die ( and now whether he can move and work with his drugs or slowly get depressed overthinking about his situation ) You say, "You ain't you when you're like this, this ain't you and you know it" ( now people close to him, points to him that how much he changes when he on substance ) But ain't that just the point? ( but he admits it and signifies that its what he wanted as he wants to run away from the real person he actually is ) [Interlude] You don't know how to let go ( now protagonist is saying to his lover that she is so strongly holding on to their relationship and doesn't know how to let it go ) Who said this must be all or nothing? ( as he is not fully present in the relationship, he is asking whether this is the end of their relationship or it has already been finished into nothing) But I'm still caught below, and I'll never let you know No, I can't tell you nothing ( He is now admitting that he is not able to quit his addiction and Is caught below its burden, but also states that he will never let his lover know about it as he is not strong enough) [Chorus] 'Cause I'm a fucking mess sometimes ( He admits that he can be a big mess due to his addiction) But I could always be *Whatever you wanted * ( but he is ready to do whatever his lover wants him to do ) But not what you needed ( still, he cannot become what he thinks his lover deserve) Especially when you been needing me ( Because, he believes she is wasting her time with him - an addict, who cannot support her in those times when she needed him the most ) 'Cause I'm a fucking mess sometimes And I'll say what I don't mean Just 'cause I wanted Or maybe I need it ( Sometimes he says stuff to his lover, which he actually don't mean, maybe because he wants to make her leave him by saying those harsh words or maybe he just needs to say that to make himself feel better) Swear lying's the only rush I need ( He has been lying to his lover for so long that now, he is not just addicted to drugs but also addicted to lying to his lover) [Verse 2] 'Cause all I needed was some words to say That all these feelings don't mean shit to me ( He just wants to admit to his lover that now he doesn't love her anymore ) 'Cause, it's all just chemicals anyway, anyway, yeah ( He has become so disregardful and heartless that now he forgot the feeling of love and describe it as just chemical reactions in his brain) And I got way too many routes to take To make this all just go away And find another heart to break ( Here protagonist says that no matter which route he takes to simplify his life or to speak the truth, he find himself hurting somebody by breaking their trust ) So heartless with these words I say Just saying what I'm supposed to say Cause I had nothing for you I can't love when I can't even love myself ( Now he is finally trying to say the truth, the truth he was supposed to say to his lover that he has no feeling to offer her. Here he also admits that he has become so addicted that he doesn't even care about himself and a person who doesn't love himself cannot love someone else.) Things I would rather be thoughts at the back of my head But I'm addicted to hurting ( He is thinking about his incapability to keep the destructive thoughts at the back of his head to himself. He rather abruptly says everything without considering what others might feel, making him addicted to this kind of hurtful behavior.) And I got these lungs ( signifies that after all this he is still breathing or alive ) And I spent too many late nights Just thinking a hole in the earth ( He has spent many nights thinking about his death I.e the grave in the earth ) [Pre-Chorus] 'Till the sky is on fire And my head still won't die I guess I'm lying 'cause I wanna I guess I'm lying 'cause I don't 'Cause I just feel so tired Like I need something to come alive She said, "You ain't you when you're like this This ain't you, what doing?" And I said, "That's the point" [Interlude] You don't know how to let go Who said this must be all or nothing? But I'm still caught below, and I'll never let you know No, I can't tell you nothing [Chorus] 'Cause I'm a fucking mess sometimes But I could always be Whatever you wanted, but not what you needed Especially when you been needing me 'Cause I'm a fucking mess inside And I'll say what I don't mean Just 'cause I wanted Or maybe I need it Swear lying's the only rush I need [Outro] Yeah, yeah, yeah, oh Yeah, oh yeah, I need it Yeah, I need it, I need it Yeah, I need it, I need it, yeah PLEASE SHARE YOUR INTERPRETATION OF THE LYRICS AND IF YOU HAVE ANY CONTRADICTING VIEWS DO SHARE THEM TOO.
@darkannox4 жыл бұрын
😓😥
@louizah90207 жыл бұрын
why isn't this song famous!?
@dirtydan23887 жыл бұрын
Louiza H because everyone is going to be crying
@cheekychica84767 жыл бұрын
+ Louiza H, coz then idt we would like it after it blew up.....well i know i wouldnt.but my God hes talented ;)
@xianglingthecannibal10883 жыл бұрын
*Awh, I’m here again. I guess my depression leads me to the best songs I used to listen. Thank you.*
@colleenkeeven42768 жыл бұрын
i don't think i could love this song any more than i already do!
@Cyberote7 жыл бұрын
It really helps the song when the singer is slurring his words. Idk if its on purpose or not, but it does add a bit of pain to the song. Like you know you have a problem, but just cant stop.
@Skittlezz9357 жыл бұрын
Cyberote that one of the reasons I love Eden, you can feel the pain when he sings and it just makes his songs so much better
@sadain7 жыл бұрын
I show this song to people thinking they'll LOVE it, but then this is their response. "Pop? Really dude?" I'm just there like "...................."
@djungelskog72486 жыл бұрын
Why u bully me? Isn't this Indie Rock?
@sadain6 жыл бұрын
Hannah Dietscher I didn't say this was pop. I said that's what ppl would say to me if I showed this to them
@douglasnevins15986 жыл бұрын
All my friends are just like, "Really? This is what you listen to? This is depressing as hell..." I mean...true but, hell, i actually relate to these songs, unlike all this other happy-go-lucky bullshit... Too real?? Lel, sorry...
@partyhatcyan93556 жыл бұрын
Why u bully me? EXACTLY
@caro_vazquez_86 жыл бұрын
Douglas Nevins Same, everyone says it
@zDaven2 жыл бұрын
For years and years Ive listened to this song and all of Eden's other songs, and I have somehow just realized They NEVER miss.
@isaganisollano98804 жыл бұрын
God I pray that this doesn't get seen by tiktok
@prometheus27714 жыл бұрын
Even if it was, not even tik tok could ruin this masterpiece
@monfreign4 жыл бұрын
imagine them mongrels acting emo and shit with this song in the background hahaha fck no
@NJFraney4 жыл бұрын
Yeah imagine this song reaching a bigger audience to spread awareness of how great Eden is.... that’d be horrible.
@JaredVonBaren4 жыл бұрын
🤣🤣 I think we're too late...
@user-vx6pm3li5c4 жыл бұрын
as much as they deserve the publicity & hype, they create their music in hopes of it helping or touching someone. tik tok making it a trend would make it overplayed and lose meaning. so while itd be financially beneficial i think, it would ruin a lot of meaning for their audience which i think EDEN would rather avoid. but idk i could be wrong :/
@pyromisery49346 жыл бұрын
she said you aint you when you like this ME: Get some snickers brother
@evem76356 жыл бұрын
Poseidonox made my day xD
@g0n0rrh3a66 жыл бұрын
My god I have never laughed at a comment before. Now I have.
@dhrubo57086 жыл бұрын
Stolen comment from MrSuicideSheep's vid
@Meagan.magnolia6 жыл бұрын
Meeeeeeee
@cassandrasilcoxminton16416 жыл бұрын
😂😂😂
@ThatVirtuousWoman77 жыл бұрын
omg.. why does this explain my current feelings..😞
@TheMilkTestingMan7 жыл бұрын
it goes away after a few dozen times listening to it (*starts crying*)
@ThatVirtuousWoman77 жыл бұрын
Dont cry! I'm here if you ever need someone to talk to
@DougieGodspeed7 жыл бұрын
Kayla N. fell the same
@ashleyb47617 жыл бұрын
EXACTLY
@amberlls35153 жыл бұрын
This song and “Love Me” by Lukaz are literally the only two things getting me through these hard times, thank god for music! I love you
@dreamy78035 жыл бұрын
*but i'm addicted to hurting*
@salmanhadi97435 жыл бұрын
kyra lucy same to me..i like to hurt my heart and i like to cry
@karinabrenand71165 жыл бұрын
I dunno why but the feeling of pain actually is attractive. I like the pain, the hurt, it changes me somehow, I always accumulate hate for myself so I become cold. Even though it hurts, I need my pain. It makes me, who I am... It's weird actually
@天堂-b5c5 жыл бұрын
kyra lucy we all are
@nagitokomaeda45485 жыл бұрын
Cutting myself
@JayCeengs5 жыл бұрын
I enjoy hurting and crying... I enjoy the feeling of breaking down, having no happiness and small emotions
@PainfulSin28111707 жыл бұрын
Finally. A song that describes my anxiety disorder and what contributes to my failing relationships.
@myrannaingraham94877 жыл бұрын
ElectricPanda808 I FEEL YOU
@jordyforty51097 жыл бұрын
this song isn't about anxiety
@jordyforty51097 жыл бұрын
but its not directed towards any anxiety it doesn't "describe" anxiety disorder
@myrannaingraham94877 жыл бұрын
JordanFallsOut I wasn't meaning the Anxiety part. More the failing relationship part.
@jordyforty51097 жыл бұрын
put its more about failing cause of the DRUGS he is on and his addiction gets in the way of everything
@rippandora088 жыл бұрын
this is Fiiirrreee!!! I'm in love with his voice. oh my... loooooove this track!! thank u for uploading!!! :)
@nuggget10603 жыл бұрын
Can't believe it has been over 4 years since this song came out, time really does fly by :(
@Korgvex3 жыл бұрын
This era sucks wanna go back to 2016
@nuggget10603 жыл бұрын
@@Korgvex I sure do wish it worked that way
@dataphantom17216 жыл бұрын
this is the actual turmoil you go through when your addicted to drugs, i know from experience, its not easy
@charlotteivy40886 жыл бұрын
Data Phantom I Can Agree! I've Had Plenty Of Experience With The Shit. All This Makes Me Think Of Is My Previous Relationship That Was Soley Based Off Of Drugs.
@jungwonscactus94256 жыл бұрын
Not just drugs, but addiction period. Whether you're addicted to starving yourself, and are constantly depressed (me) Or anything else that is slowly killing you but you can't seem to stop
@dataphantom17216 жыл бұрын
you start to think what's the point of living if your life is nothing but pain
@cheeney_64786 жыл бұрын
@@dataphantom1721 But some bad memories are part of the beauty of life. It makes us more human, we should care more adter experiencing shit. There are bad times and good times, but when you focus on bad times only.. That's where the problem is
@anamarie78206 жыл бұрын
Exactly
@xxnativeboy45xxtheman345 жыл бұрын
This song reminds me of my dad's life and the struggles he goes through..
@tonyfrost25235 жыл бұрын
Same for me cept it was my mom who went thru dis
@j0hnballs0492 жыл бұрын
Same to my father. He ended up suicide. Stay strong man.