Kosha Dillz' Sobriety Story - Meet Rami Even-Esh

You may know me as Kosha Dillz, but Rami Matan Even-Esh came way before my rapping story, and hopefully this helps you to know me a bit more.
My Sober date // clean date is 7-30 -2004.
Thanks for watching and listening.
Personally, this was weird for me to do, but I'm happy I did and I hope it can help at least one person watching! Feel free to comment and ask any questions.
And feel free to call me Rami!
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[@lisalevitan4395]

Very courageous to share this vulnerable story. So proud to call you my friend. xoxo

[@koshadillztv]

Appreciate you watching / hope to make / share more stuff

[@user-vp7nl7sh2z]

R. Congratulations again on the Sobriety! The Whole Family is proud of you. Especially Jay and I... Keep on kicking ass and making us all Proud! JF

[@NatanyaTheBanana]

Beautiful story

[@inabochian828]

What a powerful story!

[@taylorphockenberry9391]

Very awesome recovery story! I love the redemption story and glad you are well!

[@bonnieschendell575]

So proud of you, Rami! Keep being you and inspiring others to be better. And shout out to Middlesex County. I grew up in Parlin (Madison Park).

[@koshadillztv]

Love that!

[@JM-qb2lf]

Very proud of you Rami. It is very courageous to get on as an upcoming public figure and speak about your sobriety. 👏🏾👏🏾👏🏾👏🏾. A lot ID comedians are great at making others laugh do to their own hurt. Everyone I know tells me that I should be a stand up comedian. Things come to me on spot and even though I may not find it funny everyone else does. I hope and pray that you feel better and more alleviated after telling the world what you have done and been through. It may inspire another person. I’m very happy that comedy and music is there to release stress. You are awesome and I know that you will be growing more and more. I pray you stay humble and kind. Don’t let fame and money get to you when you make it. 😊😊😊. I’ve been sober 14 yrs now. Very proud of you. Keep up the awesome work. 😊😊😊😊🎉🎉🎉🎉

[@koshadillztv]

Congrats! I appreciate your comment more than you know and I’m happy I made this for the very reason Atl east we are connecting - put yourself out there - Failure and creative are two things I am good at - asking with not drinking! Honest sharing encourages honest sharing and I’m happy i did this because when I share my story in a “meeting”’it isn’t ever recorded ❤

[@realitymomshow]

That’s what’s up Rami!

[@koshadillztv]

Appreciate you !

[@lisettegarcia]

I'm 19 in 2 weeks, too, bez"H 🥰

[@radthibidaeux8229]

Rami . . . brother, I was saddened to hear that you EVER were "ashamed" of your heritage as a Jew. I hope and believe that this shame has now turned into pride. Surely you must know and feel the Presence at work all around you? It's so weird that ten years of your life just "Didn't get logged," don't you think? No, Hashem is and always has been part of your life. You were born into the Chosen People, after all. And now, you become Rami once more. Your life is not a joke . . . it's a miracle. It's the story of a man, a JEWISH man, who fell and was redeemed by those who loved him. I wish you WOULD do more of these . . . I'd like to hear your "birthright" Aliyah story. It would be an inspiration to many to follow the call . . . . "Next year in Jerusalem."

[@koshadillztv]

There is no “chosen” I reject that respectfully . I may not be fully ashamed but But more so rejecting what I learned and held on to. (Marrying jewish when I didn’t have any Jews in my school or involved in jewish life ) I have lived in israel and I am a dual citizen - even did Aliyah although I was already a citizen (you can still get assistance ). I was the first one born here in USA so a lot of rejection. Came there… and it’s an ongoing process of how I feel about me. My life processes better on my sleeve because i come from a family that doesn’t come from being vulnerable. I appreciate you watching and please share it with some people if ya can 😊

[@radthibidaeux8229]

@@koshadillztv I'm sorry that you feel you are not "chosen." You are, and were chosen to be in this place at this time. I've been a fan of yours for years, and your best work has come from your PAIN, remorse, and sorrow. You've been given a gift, to forge meanings from words that had none before, to make thoughts that MATTER to other people. "Hangin' Out" pays your bills . . . but "Been Down" is who and what you are, and why. You and I were not led to meet by accident, we do not engage without purpose. You do do not have to "believe" in the Presence, what matters is that Hashem believes in you. And since the "Chosen People" consists of "the children of Abraham," who themselves are as "numerous as the stars in the sky," and as "countless as grains of sand on the shore" . . . I believe that makes us ALL "chosen people." Don't you?

[@lisettegarcia]

​@@radthibidaeux8229why you gotta bring down the vibe? Darchei noam means respective everyone's dalet amot.

[@naturesessions.studio]

Love ya man. I’ll work on the bald hashanah doc tonight bro.