Kundalini/Spiritual Awakening and Ego Death

[@the.kai.eros.experience]

It’s been the wildest and hardest and most beautiful journey. Two years for me after an ayahuasca journey started it. Faith is the only reason I’m still alive. I am learning how to be my own safe space for the first time Ever. So much terror, horror, despair, shame coming up consistently. But also more laughter and joy and peace at times. I’ve mostly been unable to work because of the instability and chaos. But I’m Definitely changing.

[@heavenfxeyesforsale]

Thank you so much for your help. Im going through spiritual awakening and I feel like the walking dead. It hurts so much and I feel so alone so knowing somebody knows what I'm going through gives me comfort.

[@AshooModgil]

It’s a hero’s journey and acceptance of the truth that we are all alone when it comes to spiritual growth and evolution. This acceptance to the fullest is the only way to start establishing authentic self connection and then move outwards to establish connections with others from an authentic stable and safe core rooted in the truth of our being.

[@katyh2599]

Oh gosh this is me too. I don’t know if it is, I’m so confused too. I feel everything is breaking down. I feel you ❤

[@Jubileein5D]

I felt like I was watching and listening to myself. Thank you for making this video. I feel seen. This is definitely a confirmation of needing to rest and rebirth.

[@groundofbeing9733]

The energy is likely hitting repressed trauma stored in the body. Clear the repression and you should be good. EMDR works well

[@deesam8868]

Thank you..I was literally crying on the floor and I found this/you....It's so hard...

[@Odinincarnated]

Thank you so much, you have oriented me during a very difficult ego death

[@shilavenus837]

I am going through ego death and it’s so hard. I am suffering deep in my heart. I feel pain in my “soul” I feel like a broken heart.. like if somebody/boyfriend/friend leaves you.. and I feel fear and depression I cry very easily without any reason I went back to my childhood area to see or find something.. I don’t know what.. and it’s just gets worse when I did.. I feel like I am going mad

[@AshooModgil]

I can sense your pain and it will surely transform into love m light as you acknowledge and work through its layers. It’s bringing you to a place of authentic self love n healing😍 stay connected to your energy with more Presence as you are much Whole n Bigger than your painful parts

[@shilavenus837]

@@AshooModgil thank you so much for your message 🙏🏼 it’s really mean so much for me 🙏🏼 God bless you❤️

[@thasnif369]

thank you so much 💕

[@AnaIrimiabooks]

During the process of ego death, did your mind freak out? Mine won't shut up, and i feel energy all over my body, especially head. Fears, anxiety, and an overwhelmed nervous system is happening. But i used to have awareness of thousands, but now it is like my mind won't stop.

[@AshooModgil]

It’s an intense process with many such cycles of emotional and physical unrest. Join our support group or keep in touch with people who have similar experiences and learn different ways to navigate the challenges being presented Until il it begins to integrate and then normal flow resumes.You can check the group I run from time to time at www.ashoomodgil.com

[@activateurthyroid]

I loved this video so much clarity

[@katyh2599]

Could I please ask if severe muscle tension is part of this? I’m full of the vibrations and other really horrible things. I know I’m struggling with acceptance because I want my old life back, even though I understand it wasn’t right. This has isolated me so much and I can’t be of service as I always have been like this, but I’m debilitated and frustrated very sad and confused.

[@AshooModgil]

Yes Katy muscle tension is very much the part of the process. Please consider joining our support session that happens every Wednesday if the time suits you to talk more about it.

[@_s1d]

That always seems to be my question… why does Kundalini seem to wreck our lives? It doesn’t leave much behind, just about everything has to crumble away

[@AshooModgil]

She wants to initiate us into new consciousness that is free from the attachment of suffering. Suffering we experience is created from the illusion that mind creates in the shadow of beliefs and narratives created by the conditioned ego self

[@_s1d]

@@AshooModgil thank you

[@yordanostm]

Thank you so much

[@makaylasanai]

thank you!

[@leticiamagalhaes3747]

I'd like to know if we should keep learning about spirituality, getting to know about it while we're going through the awakening?

[@AshooModgil]

It happens organically so no “should” just attune your awareness to your felt sensing

[@ThomasDoubting5]

This happened to me in 2010 although I never really got fully indoctrinated to society's rules sort of half in half out, the first time I experienced something was in my garden as a child I seen a butterfly and it showed me the connections in the world its hard to describe how impossible actually. I became lost to the world in 2007 and it popped completely in 2010 I'm now entirely alone as my family no longer know who I am and I don't know them I don't have desires or wants but I'm generally happy but people think I'm strange and my confidence is low around people. I never knew about kundalini but it sounds like this happened to me as the description fits very well as far as I can tell.. Any advice on being more confident as my nervous system takes over in certain situations.

[@AshooModgil]

I will be uploading content on NERVOUS SYSTEM HEALTH AS KUNDALINI IS ALL ABOUT ALIGNING NERVOUS SYSTEM INTO A STATE OF HOMEOSTASIS AS YOU WORK THROUGH DIFFERENT ISSUE THAT COME TO SURFACE. YOU CAN VISIT MY WEBSITE IN DESCRIPTION BOX AND SUBSCRIBE TO THE NEWSLETTER FOR UPDATES ON SUCH CONTENT. I will be uploading videos here as well. That is the key to restore balance. Knowledge and right tools are helpful

[@ValentinBrutusBura]

Oh, yeah... Let's talk about muffins and how you make them.

[@god5535]

Problem is I am caught up in a cycle. I open my kundalini, which gets me lifted... I drop my karmic bodily attachments and feel bliss, sat-cit-ananda or flow state for a while and then I am back to earth. Again, I get tired of daily life, so I lift myself up. But then I get lifted too high and I ground myself with earthly desires which reinitiates the cycle. Am I caught up in what Buddhists call samsara?

[@AshooModgil]

It’s okay to be in a cycle as cycle is meant to make you slowly integrate into the process of what feels right and what feels not right and through this process sensitizing your energy field to better self connection and new awareness of being

[@shilavenus837]

🙏🏼

[@signe8321]

There will be no ego death, just "stuckness" if you were put in induced kundalini awakening by some guru/ teachers with out grounding as a method of abuse(this happens, for what reason I dont know). And you did not awaken kundali yourself by your own means. Thats why you really hafe to be very carefull with tantric groups and their gurus/ rinpoches/ teachers.

[@AshooModgil]

The ego death here means transitioning from unhealthy and stuck perspectives of the self into the lightness of seeing the truth of wholeness. When Kundalini guides and shines the light, She is showing the Right path of Elevation and Rising. Guru within is Awakening and Guiding.

[@signe8321]

@@AshooModgil Yes I know

[@JustinJohnson-sg4sz]

Did you go through a time where nothing made sense... my son talks to me and I can’t process what he says in the moment. Or trying to fill out paperwork or forms. Things absolutely won’t make sense. If I go really really slow that can help. My family thinks I’m nuts lol

[@AshooModgil]

I did not have problem filling up paperwork. Yes, I do not remember unnecessary details that come through ego identifications that I used to remember. I believe it happens as a sequence in the process of kundalini transformation as mind begins to become more deeply connected to the present moment and creative connection is established. Anything that originates through creative mind is also lost quickly if not noted down in the moment since it is not originating from a limited self belief of ego mind but accessed from the unified field of consciousness beyond time n space.

[@JustinJohnson-sg4sz]

@@AshooModgil thank you!

[@AshooModgil]

@@JustinJohnson-sg4sz it’s just a phase of cleansing the old so the new can emerge with deeper perception and clarity. You are not nuts😃

[@JustinJohnson-sg4sz]

@@AshooModgil 🙏🏽❤️

[@JustinJohnson-sg4sz]

@@AshooModgil I pray that is the case. I used to work IT and create all of these mental ideas. Now some days I can barely tie my shoes. However, I have become aware, if I have fun with it and not let the fear take over, it does not matter 😄.

[@ValentinBrutusBura]

Let's talk Nothing. Or else solve some issues.