Lamentations [Lullaby Version] - Solaria [SynthV]

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Thanks to ‪@aaronthot3050‬ for suggesting I cover this song! :)
And thanks to reiayanamiisbestgirl for letting me use her fanart of Dr. Fayrouz in her lab! Go check them out if you want to see more cool fanart or if you like Qualia Automata, Genshin Impact, video games :))
HAPPY HALLOWEEN!! I have a lot of uni deadlines so things might get slower lol :))
Art: reiayanamiisbe... / my_creator_my_mother
The marble effect was from using stock marble as a reference
Vocals: Solaria [SynthV]
Original song: Vane • Lamentations / Cong Zheng
Tuning/arrangement/video: Me :)
Lyrics:
Redefine how to feel human
Redefine my kindness
Redefine what's wrong, what's right
So you don't test my patience
Don't expect an easy life and
Don't expect my mercy
Hold your breath and walk on ice
For any less would hurt me
Restarting, rebooting null programs
Running, debugging their brains
Forging and sorting successes
Things will never be the same
Tear apart, break the neglected
Carelessness widens the fault
Suppressing relapsed indignation
Rising steam through super heated bolts
(The core of my design)
(Your eyes look up at mine)
(It never truly ends)
(As metal breaks and bends)
I'm only working smart
Tear out a broken heart
Rewire, take it higher than we've ever been
A land unknown, to bring her home a perfect twin
Perfection you could've never been
Read it and weep
Pay attention to the finer print
Read it and weep
We'll recreate a scarlet sin
Forging a stronger core
That's the price of war
Brace for the fate you'll face for following the path you paved
STOP
You don't know what I've been through
DON'T YOU DARE FORGET
Your roots are where I planted you
IN MY ETERNAL DEBT
Reflections of the past
I see him in your faces
I still wonder why he never came back that day
My hands are as filthy as can be
Beneath the skin, tarnished by rogue machinery
My stomach's churning, throwing up my grief
Anatomizing your synthetic humanity
Failed to recognize warning signs
And I let it happen thrice
You're once more lead astray
Something I've never understood
The question I've overlooked
Am I the one to blame?

[@Yilastic]

Angry wife gets divorced and children leave: the lullaby

[@Sosage]

The perfect song to sing your robot children to sleep 😌

[@Yilastic]

@@Sosage HELP

[@reiayanamiisbestgirl2441]

The pose ref to the art I did is quite fitting then lmao

[@tamaraO2014]

​@@SosageWTF I LOVE THIS

[@LucyLerma]

This is beautifully done. The instrumental is calm while still sounding threatening like the original and Solaria's voice is so calming.

[@Sosage]

Oh gosh thanks so much!! 🥰 Also your art is super cute! 💙

[@LucyLerma]

@@Sosage I can't believe I just saw this, thank you!

[@Chaos_Incarnat.e]

I honestly thought the instrumental sounded really tense? it kept me on my toes, and I have a mom that's.... similar to fayrouz in some ways. So it kind of resonated with me idk T-T

[@somerandomgoblin2583]

this is incredible!!! i love how beautifully soft her voice sounds!

[@Sosage]

Oh gosh, thank you!!! 🤗💙

[@reiayanamiisbestgirl2441]

SUCH A SLAP and tysm for using my art on it it’s so good! Heh imagine when people realize what the pose ref for it was lol

[@Sosage]

Thanks so much!! Both for your comment and for letting me use your art 💙 lol I wonder if the writing will trigger their memory! 😁

[@reiayanamiisbestgirl2441]

@@Sosage it should Lmao, especially for Scaramouche fans

[@ILIKEOTTERS]

One mom failure to another

[@reiayanamiisbestgirl2441]

@@ILIKEOTTERS disastrous mom failures I love both of them

[@getyeet5010]

*tsk very noice edit: Whoops ive had this playing for probably over **13 HOURS** and I havent even realized it I think its embedded into my brain now

[@toriikyuu]

I love the contrast between the words and the peaceful calmness of the arrangement Lullaby bop 💚

[@Sosage]

Thanks so much!! I love your profile picture, it's so pretty!! ☺💙

[@itsgirlcraft5842]

Ive legit been replaying this for 3 days now, its such a vibe

[@Sosage]

Thanks so much for enjoying it!! 💙

[@Yilastic]

my brain keeps thinking of this song as mariyam finding the lyrics on a page in fayrouz’ office after she somehow managed to kill tamari, as mariyam’s murder plan for fayrouz is almost in action.

[@handsoupR]

as a fan, I really like this version :3

[@Sosage]

Ah, thank you!! 💙🤗

[@2_In_A_Krillion]

i actually got chills,got job

[@Sosage]

Aw thank you!! 💙

[@nightgripperparakeet]

WHY IS THIS SO UNDERRATED

[@christianturner1841]

wow, now this is one hidden gem right here, thanks for making this, it's perfect, just wish it was more known

[@Sosage]

Thanks for listening and commenting! 💙 You're too kind🥰

[@crystalcamellia]

have you given her a british accent or am I just imagining my own accent in how she's singing either way, this sounds *really good*

[@Sosage]

Haha I'm british too! Yeah, the strong american singing voices that synths often have sound weird to me, so I try to tone it back down again - unfortunately I think it puts off the americans instead! 😂 Thanks so much! 💙

[@Zarmdthecoolest]

@SosageMcSplosage you've forgotten the first rule of vocaloid: Hatsune Miku does NOT talk to British people! /j

[@Sosage]

@@Zarmdthecoolest That explains why whenever I try to make a song in Piapro Studio, Miku refuses to sing and instead just heavily breathes😢

[@aaronthot3050]

YEAS!!!!

[@Sosage]

Thanks for suggesting this, it was a lot of fun!! 💙

[@aaronthot3050]

What do you think Pyrite Girl would sound like as a lullaby? I'm relistening to both this and like a dog again and i keep thinking of what other songs would sound like too it's driving me mental lmao@@Sosage

[@Sosage]

@@aaronthot3050 Good idea, I'll look into it!! 😄 Thank you 💙 To be honest, I have a lot of lullaby covers that I'd never post publicly (Tokyo Ghetto, Two-faced lovers, Meltdown, etc) because I feel I didn't change the arrangement enough for it to be unique, but maybe I can post them into an unlisted playlist for curious people 😅

[@aaronthot3050]

@@Sosage you could post them unlisted and share to specific people for advice or smth? One of my friends does song remixes as his job so I could ask him about it

[@aaronthot3050]

Asked my friend and he said "I've made literal covers and called them remixes and no one's ever cared. So long as you change just one piece to make it different I say go for it" @@Sosage

[@astergh0st]

THIS IS BEAUTIFUL! thank you so much for blessing us with this :3

[@Sosage]

Thank _you_ for listening!! 🥰💙

[@decko_choripan]

You just made my day with this, it's beautiful!!!

[@Sosage]

Aw, seeing you always makes my day!! 🥺🥰 I hope uni isn't kicking you down too hard and you're doing alright? 💙

[@decko_choripan]

@@Sosage Amm, the truth is that it's hard for me (it's a medical degree) so I have to put a lot of effort into it, but I still hope little by little I'll get used to it and that things will become calmer, Thanks for asking, I hope you're doing pretty well too! ❤️

[@Sosage]

@@decko_choripan Ohh I see! Dr. DeC-Ko 😁 I completely understand, I'm doing a biomedical degree and they're so much work, by the end of the day your brain feels like soup 🥴😂 Yeah, over time, you'll pick up strategies that make things easier, even as the workload gets heavier!! 🥰 I'm good thank you, very busy too 😴☺

[@decko_choripan]

@@Sosage Oh, I understand engineer (correct me if it's not said like that jsjs)! Hopefully things will become easier little by little, good luck with your studies!!! ❤️

[@Sosage]

@@decko_choripan Thank you, and good luck to you too!! 💙🤗

[@danielmcsween9054]

This is great

[@Sosage]

Thanks so much!! 💙🥰

[@undecidedmusic]

That was unbelievably beautiful!!!

[@Sosage]

Thanks so much!! 💙🥰

[@Zarmdthecoolest]

This reminds me of the city section in Wandersong, great job!

[@Sosage]

Thanks so much! I've never played it but might give it a go, what a cute looking game! 💙

[@WinglessVulture]

WE SLEEPING WITH THIS ONE‼️‼️🗣️🗣️🔥🔥

[@Sosage]

🤣 Thanks for listening!! 💙😁

[@xjanise2412]

i adore this

[@Sosage]

Thanks!! 💙

[@236SPIDERS]

Why is your Solaria british?

[@Sosage]

Just because I'm british, and so her usual strong american singing voice sounds really odd to me! I hope it doesn't put you off 💙

[@236SPIDERS]

@@Sosage It doesn't! It definitely sounds nice, I was just confused and likely at the time sleep-deprived.

[@Sosage]

@@236SPIDERS Haha I totally understand the confusion!! It throws off a lot of people 😂 I'm glad you liked it anyway! 🥰