leaving booktube

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[@myonnareads]

i feel a bit frustrated because i feel like people aren’t understanding what i’m saying! it’s not about the views, im sad that i don’t get views and i feel undervalued but over all i just don’t have that love for booktube anymore.

[@naturalhealing24]

(Secrets of sanatan dharma) is a wonderful book every one must read by Author Sai Prasad panda ...

[@ACD1994]

Probably because in the video you mention views and subs plenty of times. Had your channel grown to 100K subs, you'd still be posting here on the regular- at least you were trying not to hide it. Human nature to focus on numbers even if it shouldn't be

[@obifire4081]

Patience and consistency is key

[@caprisbookisland]

I feel like the tiktok craze has brought booktube right back to 2016. The same issues same shit. Do what works for you and your mental health. It’s rough seeing so many black creators leave but I can’t blame y’all.

[@bayoumuddah]

It is so sad to see. I tried it myself and it's not for me either so I just support my sistas/bruthas/ etc. I wish I could do more :(

[@katiecollupy]

I totally understand where you're coming from. I'm really going to miss your videos because they're my favorite to watch, but I totally understand this. I've been really upset that smaller creators and minority creators aren't getting views because of BookTok girls. I'm mad about it too because I've been here for five years and barely get views at all doing everything right, and some girl who reads one book and is pretty gets more views than those who have been here on booktube forever? It's ridiculous. I think bookstagram is going that way too, and it's frustrating. Honestly, as much as I like TikTok, I think it ruined BookTube.

[@smilesandsg]

Also to add to this, not only do people not care about booktubers, a lot of new readers from TikTok don’t give a fck about reading; they’re just trying to be trendy or aesthetic which pisses me off

[@elainamcclendon5593]

I was literally just telling myself this🤣. People think everything is an aesthetic now. That’s why they are getting into reading. Don’t get me started on the kardashians 🤣.

[@StoriesForCoffee]

I feel this 100%. I’m really ready to give up because putting in hours of effort outside of my full-time job to get little to no engagement/views is just ruining my mood.

[@Mel-mu1hk]

I left the community during the pandemic after being part of it for almost 10 years and the peace of mind I have feltsince, unmatched lol. Booktube stopped being about people wanting to talk about books and turned into a drama filled mess filled with people refusing to take accountability for mistakes and issues they have been on the wrong side of. Truly a mess, and I am so excited to watch you follow your passions and interests!

[@michellesharon6873]

Myonna, I just wanted to say, when i first started getting back into reading, your channel was one of the first ones I found and it helped me tremendously fall back in love with. Everything you said, and everything you feel is 100% valid. White creators always get the most views and attention and POC/black creators rarely get the same love. It’s a pattern I’ve also been slowly realizing and it SUCKS. I also agree that BookTok kinda ruined booktube in away and it’s always the same books being recommended or videos being made about. Things just aren’t the same. I wish you a lot of luck and happiness and I’ll be looking forward to videos you’ll post and your new channel!

[@yo.johnson]

The irony of me looking for Black Booktubers and your channel was recommended,

[@limegreenlover21]

Hey Myonna! I wanted to respond to this video. I’ll be honest and tell you I’ve been more of a silent watcher. I’ve wrote in the comments a couple times, but I tend to watch silently on KZbin because I work 2 jobs. I have been supporting and I hate booktube has made you feel this way. 😭 As a black woman, I understand your concerns and will watch your content whether it’s here or over on the other channel. I was so happy when I started to find you and other black creators during 2020 because it made me feel good to find other black women who love to read. I’ll support you regardless and I promise to do better with engaging with your content. Thank you for all you’ve done for us on booktube! We love you! ♥️♥️

[@Chaoticgrrrl1]

I agree as a person in other spaces I see it’s harder for black creators and I feel like you should do what makes you happy and where you think you’ll be successful. I don’t think you’re being defensive, it’s a fact, and if black people point it out and get backlash that kinda proves the point that no one’s listening to us. Hopefully you get more success and happiness with your other channel. I just subscribed!! 🎉

[@kylamay20495]

I love your videos so much. You seriously got me into reading fantasy books and stephen king novels. But as another black women, I completely understand why you’re deciding to leave. I try my best to find other black booktubers but they’re so hard to find because they don’t get recommended as much. Especially when white creators get recommended so much more. I’ve seen so many colleen hoover girlies get recommended to me and you’re honestly a breath of fresh air.

[@smilesandsg]

Right, I try so hard to find for black booktubers but barely any show up if you type in like “reading vlog”

[@ACD1994]

I'm not sure the KZbin algorithm works that way.

[@laurlovesliterature]

the problem isn’t you at all, it’s the culture that tiktok has created in my opinion. Will still be following you to see where you go!

[@noelle7pages]

ran so quick to your new channel omg I'll miss your presence on booktube so much but I 100% hear you. This did not come off as defensive at all, you're right about all of this and you should say it!! Will be so excited to vibe with you on whatever you decide to do next 💛

[@hotpeopleread3203]

It’s a shame the community has lost such a gem, you’re one of my favourite booktubers and during lockdown your channel was one for the few that got me back into reading. But being a creator is hard and it must suck when the effort you put in, doesn’t reflect with the results but I’ll happily support you on your other channel and I wish that it goes better for you ❤️

[@xospideyxo5471]

Sad to hear this as I looked forward to seeing your videos. As a black woman it felt nice to see someone that looks like me and reminds me of myself such as hair videos and stuff like that. Will continue to follow your other channel

[@daisym3333]

audio works for me. agree that booktok has taken over and basically ruined the booktube reading community which is sad after watching for years. also wish you the best 💗

[@availandco]

I'm sorry I found you so late ! I try to be consistent with telling KZbin what I want to see. You are totally right about lifestyle/influencers pivoting to book content. It requires alot of "do not recommend this channel" and "i'm not interested" and it begins to make me feel guilty because its nothing personal towards those creators. It takes 4-6 months for youtube to even present other POC creators to me.....I know if me as a viewer is fighting against the algorithm, I can only imagine how actual minority creators are feeling....I wish you the best in your future endeavors!!!!

[@dariareads3728]

PREACH!! You have nothing to apologize for. The TikTok girlies definitely ruined the booktube community and it’s so sad. You do what’s best for you, and I hope you have peace over this love💖

[@BlessedByBella]

I’m DEVASTATED 😭 there are hardly any black booktubers to watch atp. Sad to see you go

[@SarahElizabeth62]

TikTok ruined booktube. I will miss your videos so much, you were the first booktuber I subscribed to and you’re so raw and real!

[@kevinrussell1144]

It's hard for me to believe that Tik Tok has ruined Booktube, especially since Tik Tok is owned by the Commie Chinese. I've never seen or even opened up Tik Tok. I can't believe people are that stupid, but then, the country DID elect Joe Biden. Need I say more????

[@nutmegthepoet3908]

Hello Myonna I don’t comment on most channels because I am subconscious on what I say sometimes. But I wanted say whether you read this or not that I thank you for all the videos you’ve put out on this channel and I hope to watch your new channel as well. It’s frustrating to hear that some people aren’t hearing what you’re saying but I wanted to voice my gratitude. Personally, for me seeing another black woman discuss content through this channel in general made me feel less alone. Whenever my schools didn’t discuss diverse books, I often looked to your channel and other sources because of your passion and authenticity. There’s more to you than your content though and I think it’s a good choice that you’re doing what you need to do to be in a better space. So all of that to say, thank you for being a safe space and showing how to be your authentic self despite the odds against you.

[@TatyanaVogt]

Yeah I know the feeling! Its heartbreaking to hear that you're hopping off cause I enjoy your videos a lot. But take care of yourself, if you're not enjoying it anymore do what makes you happy. ALSO I get it with the merging it to a channel that you do other stuff. I'm currently having my channel mostly be booktube but I'm trying to do other stuff as well on my channel to hopefully expand my audience cause being black on booktube is hard!

[@heyimsasa]

you were one of the first booktubers i followed and, as much as i love this community, i empathize with your frustration. it's a lot of hard work for very little payoff, especially for all the reasons you listed, esp being a black woman in a niche space. i'm sorry i haven't been commenting lately-i haven't been in the right mind space but i hope this gives you some peace. i'll definitely be following you on myocore 💖💖

[@Tzutopia94]

hope you find your positivity back girlie

[@yaritzamartinez4890]

You literally said everything about booktube that I’ve been thinking lately. It doesn’t feel the same anymore, it seems infiltrated and not as genuine as it was before. I felt like booktok was good at first but it should have stayed there. I’ve loved watching your videos for so long, you’ve been one of my favorite booktubers cause you’re never afraid to be yourself and use your voice. I’ll miss you a lot and I hope you find something that makes you happier and more appreciated as a creator. Can’t wait to see the next chapter on your other channel.

[@user-sk2ll9so8b]

even tho im apart of finding booktube recently (a month ago maybe? though not from tiktok) i immediately saw the repetition from current popular booktubers (colleen hoover, ya fantasy, enemies-to-lovers romance, hot girl literary, etc.) i couldn’t relate to the books/genres constantly mentioned and weren’t getting different recs, i got annoyed hearing abt the same thing, from ppl who hv practically identical readings i had to dig for booktubers like you myself, ones that read more diversely, and even though you also talk abt romance, and ya fantasy sometimes, i was more keen on listening to you bc you hv a bigger reading experience(?), n don’t talk abt the same things over n over you got me into reading romance and putting the cruel prince series on my tbr when i thought they weren’t my genre, your videos were so fun and relatable and added a lot to my tbr :( i’ll miss you and i wish i found you sooner

[@lanalanablx]

for me I've noticed my taste in booktube videos has changed, I rarely watch them unless it is vlog type video's or just themed book recomondations

[@victoriateniente550]

You gotta do what’s best for you. 🤷🏻‍♀️ It seems like a lot of booktubers are feeling burnt out and unappreciated right now. I’m sad that you’re “leaving” but honestly, I’m excited for the new channel.😊

[@Yellochi]

I definitely understand what you're talking about... I remember Minareads made a video a while back how she also noticed how people would subscribe to her and then not even watching her content, and that just sucks. I will admit I found you when I was specifically looking for bipoc content creators I could support during the blm movement, but I stayed because I really enjoy your content. You inspire me so much and encourage me to read more! I will miss your presence here but I'll definitely subscribe to your other account if you decide to move your book content to there ^^ I also feel like tiktok is growing almost too big? Like you can't get around the shorts. It's the same with artists, if you want to grow a following on especially instagram you HAVE to make shorts or you won't get noticed.

[@TangibleReads]

As a small black booktuber, I understand your frustration, which was a concern for me starting my channel. I struggle to get views and feel most are my friends and family watching, and rewatching. I make my channel for me, and read what I want and screw those popular books. I know "we" don't fit the formula. I check my feelings, esp when I post abt black books and sub count decrease. At least people didn't unsub to you.

[@nidhireddyreads]

i hope you keep prioritizing yourself and do what’s best for you! this channel was a huge reason why i joined booktube and valued all that you brought on here ❤💚

[@mikalareads]

This is my first video I found of yours and this was so honest and real. Instantly subbed and want to binge all your videos now. I'm so sorry you've felt this way but I can see it's totally justified!

[@overseasafrican9899]

IMO, KZbin should be an afterthought of your lifestyle. Not the driver. There is so much value you can generate and grow outside of being a social media person that can’t be easily disrupted by a fickle platform.

[@louisachalarca6494]

That’s so stressful to experience! All the reading love to you and your cat! I didn’t know about the lifestyle girls cuz I love before my library trip going through and finding gems from you and others and your videos will be watched and enjoyed again and again so truly thank you for the amount of work! I’m reading more irl not just watching book tbr.

[@jadeddiamonds9983]

I agree!!!! I’m keeping my Booktube channel for me, but I’m more of a literary fiction girl and that community seems so nuanced. It’s because we’re back sis point blank period.

[@JayGTheAwkwardBookworm]

Do whatever is best for you 🖤 I’ve felt this way for awhile too, so I definitely relate. I’ll miss your videos, but I hope you find peace in this decision! I’ll watch whatever you upload if you choose to later on 🤗

[@MichellesLibrary]

I’m so sorry to hear this myonna. We started around the same time and I love your videos but you have to do what’s right for your mental health.

[@gothprincess0705]

I was introduced to your channel through "Reads With Rachel" who really valued you, and I instantly knew I was going to love your channel. And I did. I've watched a few of your videos the last few days and I wish you were still here uploading. I'm so sorry you feel this way and how KZbin is in general, it feels like people with "empty" videos get thousands of subscribers, while other channels with such deep and meaningful content barely make it to 20k. I really hope you are back someday, your videos were truly variable and interesting.

[@itsnessuhhh613]

I just have to have I enjoy your videos & as a fellow black person, you were one of the people who inspired me to start my own booktube channel. It does suck though how poc booktubers have to work twice as hard to do half of what others do. I do hope you continue to make some book content

[@HeyPlannerGurlHey]

I feel the same way in the planner community ….but, share and do what makes you happy. 🎉KZbin makes me happy because I like to share my style. Don’t go.

[@ohladysamantha]

Do what you need to do! I've enjoyed what you've contributed to the community!

[@Alskdoenfkemfnek]

I think those new booktubers get a lot of views because they put the covers of ‘trendy’ books in their thumbnail so others like them click on it.

[@olivia_fdf]

i don't usually leave comments on youtube, but i just wanted to say your frustration is totally valid. i'm sad to see you go, but i look forward to what you have planned for the future and with your other channel❤

[@Ali_Noel]

I noticed something similar during the height of BLM & the Book Outlet scandal years ago where POC Booktube & Bookstagram creators received a SURGE of subscribers/followers, but their views always remained low. I think it was you that mentioned this back when it happened or possibly another youtuber, but it was as if people were just subbing because of that reason--not just to you, which I find to be a backhanded compliment. Is this phenomenon because of race? I'm not sure since I'm not a booktuber, but I can definitely see it as a possibility. Some people that are not POC will not understand this. Though I will say that there are other booktubers (non POC) I've been watching for years that haven't been gaining views or subs as quickly as the newcomers. I think Tik Tok really pushed aside a lot of creators on Booktube especially the ones that don't follow the trendy books, but even the ones that do, they get overlooked. 🤷🏽‍♀️

[@user-lu7fi9fo1z]

you were my first booktube channel i subscribed to and the only channel I regularly keep up with 🥺❤️ I'll miss your uploads but i completely understand where you're coming from. Look forward to seeing your other channel 👍

[@justawomanfromsaturn]

Just want to let you know you always have really pretty outfits on

[@myonnareads]

thank you!

[@taylorreads]

I’ve been watching you for about 3 years now and I can’t lie i’m definitely going to miss your channel. Although I will miss it, I completely understand why you would feel under appreciated as a creator. it’s so sad seeing the people that truly put time and energy into their videos getting little to nothing back for that. I’m glad you’re doing what is best for you and the new channel you are pursuing, i will definitely be watching😌 especially excited for your hair videos 🫶🏼

[@freyleyce]

i totally understand what you are saying (as much as i can being a white creator who’s only been here less than a year) about how unsustainable this community is! i feel like a lot of booktubers are being overlooked -especially minority creators- now that booktok creators are rolling in and it’s so sad! anyway, i can totally understand why you are stepping away and wish you all the best! i’m here cause i love your personality so see you on myo core🥰

[@JM-hd3lr]

i honestly didn’t watch a lot of your videos bc i read mostly in french BUT im very excited to see your new channel. I love your personality and totally understand your decision

[@StayFocused902]

Your booktube channel is the first one I subscribed to and consistently watch your videos since I started reading again last year. I thoroughly love your videos, personality and recommendations! I get it though so take the break you need or leave permanently. I'll continue to watch your old videos and check out your content on your new channel 💕

[@meganmencaroni4485]

Hey Myonna ❤ before you leave I hope that you know that you’re videos always bring me joy but I hope you do what’s best for you ❤️

[@aliaswired]

First I’ll say I’m so happy that you made the best decision for yourself. You deserve joy and validation, and yeah everything you say in here makes sense to me as an observer of BookTube - it is terrible that the hate and racism are louder than the love and appreciation. You’re spot on, you deserve better. I just wanted to comment too because this is my favorite time of year to watch booktubers best of the year books and I was like why am I not seeing Myonna’s 2022 lists? And that’s how I came to this video. You are one of my favorite booktubers because 1) I align so strongly with your sci-fi book tastes and your opinions of books are some of the ones I respect the most, 2) I just love the way you talk about and critique books, 3) sometimes I’ll fast forward through the romance etc. books on other channels, but I just listen through your romance reviews because I find your voice and delivery relaxing, fun and enjoyable. I look forward to a possible future where I pop back into KZbin and there’s a surprise Myonna video! ❤️

[@heartshapedgabs]

I'm so sorry you feel this way. I feel bad because I'm a silent watcher and I feel really shy to type in the comments and I'm sorry my comment came up on this video but you're a wonderful KZbinr and one of my favorites and one of the only ones I watch! I love you lots and I hope whatever the universe brings you you will enjoy!

[@Atwood05]

I think it’s not about not caring, but the editing doesn’t work for people with ADHD. We have trouble paying attention without something on the screen moving, quiet instrumental music in the background, different angles yk ! I really love your content but you could try changing your editing rather than the type of videos you’re creating Edit: I’m not dismissing what you’re saying and agree with EVERYTHING you said, I just thought I’d add my two cents!

[@imaraoctavia]

This is really helpful for me. I just started my channel and I’ve been trying to be more inclusive

[@elainamcclendon5593]

I understand your frustration. I have been watching you for a full year. I love your channel. You introduced me to the cruel prince series. I would be sad to see you go. You have also inspired a lot of people. It saddens me that booktok girls can go from making daily vlogs to getting millions of views for just now being interested in books. I wish booktok could burn😭. Haley Pham wasn’t being recommended to me until she started reading. KZbin algorithm knows what they are doing.

[@aboocantread]

I totally understand. The algorithm is probably to blame too. I enjoy your content alot, but do whats best for you. We will miss you :(

[@BrittsIndieBooks]

girl you got 30k subscribers, you should feel super accomplished!

[@Justme_247]

Why are you comparing yourself to others? Just say you don't like doing it anymore.

[@user-fh9um4eq3r]

If you don’t have a commitment to making content, you wouldn’t get it. And I’m glad she expressed herself authentically because it’s a reality of living in the digital age, especially as a Black creator. You will be compared to others & that will determine the opportunities you get, your quality of life, the way you’re treated in certain spaces…There’s a reason she is comparing herself to others, studying the metrics & making the connections about how they’re working against her & making her unhappy.

[@PrefersToBeAnonToday]

Right it’s so weird. “I don’t compare myself to others” “I’m a super secure person” proceeds to explain how both of these statements are completely untrue. I’m confused as to what the point of this video is. It’s not racism if your content is dry and you’ve had minor controversies. Plenty of black creators are doing ok. Booktube will never get massive viewers. This is a niche category. We’re not all mr beast or markipkier ok. Booktubers are only ever going to do ok bc it’s just not a massive industry. This video keeps showing up on my feed and the more times I’ve watched it the more this screams a young person being naive thinking they were going to use this as a sole income. I’m sorry but thats how it’s coming across.

[@PrefersToBeAnonToday]

It’s all very whiny

[@TheMargarita127]

This is the most Gen Z video I think I've ever watched.

[@---ul9eq]

myonna nooooooo😭😭😭. i’m gonna cry. i’m defo migrating to your other channel. i’m gonna miss your lives so much😭. i need to follow you on instagram too. this is the worst news ever😭 but i’m glad you’re doing what’s best for you. i definitely understand exactly what you mean. booktube is not the same and it makes me so sad. the tiktok girlies have invaded booktube and now every other video is about the twisted series or it starts with us and its tireddd. i know you’re not feeling appreciated but you should know i appreciate you so much❤️ and i’m gonna miss this channel so much.

[@myonnareads]

genuinely love you and i literally would do livestreams on here still just for you

[@---ul9eq]

@@myonnareads omg i just realised the september book pick was supposed to be babel. what happened to that live? the one book pick i actually read😭. i read it back in august and it was so good. have you read it yet? also are you still off twitter? coz i wanna follow you there too

[@lifeworthreading]

I’ve literally started my channel 2 years ago and have yet to reach 500 subscribers! It’s been incredibly difficult these days to grow on here and i also think it’s because of the algorithm and the amount of already very popular creators that jumped on booktube. I don’t understand what’s been happening with the algorithm lately, but it seems like only non-booktube people thrive with bookish videos!! I feel very sad to see you leaving but I’m glad you’ll still be present on youtube in any way! Wishing you the best going forward 🥺😣💗

[@LilyRosetheDreamer]

Myonna, I’m very sorry that this has happened, it’s so wrong about how KZbin and TikTok screw over smaller and minority creators! I’ve been catching up with your videos recently and I always feel relaxed watching your reviews. You have to do what’s best for you and I hope you are happy in your future and thank you for all of your hard work. Whatever you decide to do, I’m happy to support you. 👍🏻 Very excited to see your new channel!

[@prettyplane]

Awe this breaks my heart 💔 but i completely understand. Choose you. You are one of my favorite booktubers. I pray you find the peace you need. YOU ARE GOOD ENOUGH. YOU HAVE ALWAYS BEEN GOOD ENOUGH. YOU WILL ALWAYS BE GOOD ENOUGH.

[@Bookswithshae]

Wow, you hit a lot of great pointers. Girl do what makes you happy! I will still try to support you. Good luck on your new journey 💞❤️

[@olivera3172]

Its so pity you decide to leave, cause your one of the first people i subscribed to. You shouldn't care about others (if they have more subs) but about the people who follow you because they do care about what you have to say/recommend. Hope you find your happy place! 🍀 all best! 🌷

[@olivera3172]

Btw i say this with good heart... have you thought about making more collaborations with other booktubers( just an idea) 🥰 regards!

[@myonnareads]

it’s not about the views bc on my other channel i’m very happy and don’t get many views. i’m just not in love with the community and i feel undervalued

[@angelacraw2907]

It is hard being a content creator I understand. It takes time to put these videos together, distilling all your thoughts and editing. I've been as interested and impressed by the thoughts of someone speaking about a niche book with only a couple hundred views as others that have thousands. I am so thankful for these videos as I often don't have anyone to talk to about them. So, I'll sub your channel and look through your other videos whilst your still here and hope that you will create some new content about the books you have read. Thank you.

[@bookswithgab]

You’re one of my fav channels I’m going to miss you on here so much. But I completely understand where you’re coming from and I’m glad you’re gonna stay on bookstagram. ❤

[@soupnwineauntie5209]

We always have to work twice as hard for half the reward so if you don’t wanna be in that community anymore you should protect your space! Going to miss your booktube videos but I’ll see you on the new channel !❤

[@qine6559]

Honestly, sometimes I avoid reviews of books I haven't written (edit: I meant read... English not first lingo). But I love when people analyze books that I have read. This makes me only watch videos where I know I have read that book AND i even avoid book blurbs... I only average 1 book a month in fantasy genre, so I can't keep up. I think you are one of the creators that really share passion. So I want to keep subscribing despite your content maybe not hitting my own interest. I would love to subscribe to anything you do! And I do apologise for not being an active viewer! I also think you have such strong integrity and I, as a grown ass woman have felt I have had a LOT to learn from you on many fronts! I am happy you do your thing. 💗💗💗 You are AWESOME!

[@nadergeeugene]

i’m really going to miss your videos, this was my comfort channel 🥹

[@Mngjanice]

3:22 honestly I feel you on this point. It’s saturated with that kind of content. When I’m looking for actual commentary on book plot and themes, I get book hauls and reading check ins at every 25 pages but no actual info about the book.

[@jacobneale5844]

!!!! Really great points, subbed to your second channel, definitely keep in mind, YOUR THAT GIRL THEE GIRL AND THE IT GIRL ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️

[@myonnareads]

i love your comments thank you so much 🥺

[@overseasafrican9899]

Also, run the numbers. Given the time invested vs the payoff are you basically working a sub-minimum wage job?

[@KittyAndTheBooks]

If this is how you feel, you should totally go with it. There is no sense in doing Booktube if it doesn't bring you joy!

[@pinksuperstar2]

Audio wasn't working so I had to come, leave, and come back again to have it work I'm seriously gonna miss you, girl. My life-size Bratz Sasha. You're the reason why I got into the Cruel Prince series, which was your brand. But I get it. End of the day you gotta do you and what's best for you

[@Itsjanellealiyah]

I feel you! I'm considering stopping too. I spend hours editing just for me to get less than 10 views. It's like why am I working so hard for nothing..?

[@nikkimaddox3831]

Girl did you really leave come back don’t be bothered by others we love your voice

[@datemrzeadatisedive6291]

She has a new channel, myocore

[@shaniquelittle2211]

Whatever your decision I support and appreciate you and your content! Your situation is completely understandable; nevertheless, the few of us that are here would still appreciate those posts even though they may decrease in frequency.

[@andrewannotates]

I completely get how you feel! If you don’t feel the passion or like people are going to support you in something that you love it gets really frustrating. It’s always a balance with making content that you the creator actually enjoy but also making sure that it’s entertaining/engaging enough that people actually watch. I’m sure working really hard for a video to just not perform is frustrating. I’m sorry you’re having all these feelings but hopefully something with the new channel or books can bring back some joy to content creating for you 😔

[@UnicornHunterbooks]

I definitely understand where you’re coming from. I’ve been here 8 years, uploading every 3 days for years, and still am only at 1,000 subscribers, and ended up not sticking to the every 3 days uploading schedule anymore. It’s really disheartening to see people who started after you getting more views, and then there’s TikTok.

[@selwatchesyt]

I’m so sorry about your experience on booktube. I look forward to checking your new channel out.

[@ashboo28]

I'm going to miss your bold opinions, your content and lives, and just overall YOU on Booktube. However, your feelings are valid. I experienced the same feelings and haven't even posted ANYWHERE as long as you. Being a black creator is really difficult, because people subscribe and say they support and they don't actually care about our opinions at the end of the day.

[@nicolemariereads]

Aw as sad as I am to watch you go, your happiness should always be your #1 priority. I’m sooooo selective with the book tubers I watch on a regular basis but your literally my fav and I wish the algorithm or whatever it is would have been more in your favor because you are so pretty entertaining and like you said read every genre!!! I’ll go ahead and follow you over at your other channel cuz even tho I’m not a gamer I still want to watch/support you 😊❤

[@graceezri8870]

Sad you’re leaving Booktube but glad that you’re doing what will make you happy!

[@vanstraelend]

There are so much booktubers,viewers can only watch a few ,from a practical standpoint,

[@carilei]

Please don't leave!! I understand what you are saying..... but quality over quantity! I think I have seen almost all your videos since 2020, your actual viewers do care what you have to say I promise!

[@cristalmarie568]

audio works for me, I’m on mobile KZbin app

[@aznickster]

I don’t think it isn’t that people don’t care. I think they do. The problem is the algorithm and the notifications. I am subscribed to your channel and I have my notifications set to all but it is very rare that I actually get a notification for one of your videos. I do subscribe to quite a few Booktubers but the vast majority of them ai don’t get the proper notifications for.

[@kaiknowshowtoread]

bro booktube has become so liquidated it’s unbearable. im absolutely here for your new content!!!

[@londontiptonreacts]

This is why i left booktube couldn’t get past 150 subs

[@carlyscornerr]

this is definitely why i left too. i will miss your videos, and will love what you upload no matter what. just grateful this place gave me you as a friend

[@olivertwistbazuubwisa.]

new to this, help me understand, is this an algorithm problem or just content delivery problem. i am in the process of launching a booktube channel and now am effy about it.

[@cindyduran5143]

Awww! 😭 Sorry you feel that way I found you very inspiring your love of reading. It definitely alot of work. I agree with alot of what you saying and I completely understand your decision. I will miss seeing your videos. 😢

[@shelly3931]

Hi, I usually don’t comment on KZbin videos but I’m so sad to see you go. You’re one of my favorite booktubers but I get how you feel. Its sad to see black content creators disregarded and ignored time and time again. For what its worth, I enjoyed watching your content and every post. Watching your videos made me regain my love for reading again. I’ll definitely follow your other channel though, can’t wait to see your videos on there.

[@saraysk8]

I am sad it has come to this. I believe we are friends on good reads or I follow you there and your reviews are something I always look for and value. We have very similar taste too! I followed your other channel. See you there! ❤️❤️

[@ChiBeReading]

People love to be like you shouldn’t do it for the views which yes, we all started with 0 subscribers so we know that, but let’s bffr, if vids we spend hours making are not getting views, are people supposed to be happy and encouraged…be serious lol. It’s fun, but sometimes it’s disheartening so I 100% feel you! But I hope you find the love of booktube you used to have because you will def be missed! Also have you thought about starting a Patreon?

[@MrsLetaLatimer]

Sorry to see you go. You brought so many diverse books to our attention.

[@datemrzeadatisedive6291]

She has a new channel! myocore

[@Bookedoncharity]

This is so disheartening. I completely understand

[@hamletgordillo2560]

Library of a Viking brought me here. So sad to see such wonderful creators of color not feeling supported. If you ever come back count me in as a viewer.

[@TheSuperNats]

Will miss you girl! I’ve seen this “die down” for black creators across platforms, subjects etc. It makes me sick.