Let's Catch Up 💔

[@Citroenloeb48]

Ill admit i came to your channel because of luke but im appalled by his actions, youre a beautiful woman who deserves the world, please keep your head up and move forward for yourself and your son ❤❤

[@kushistoltman]

Thank you ❤️

[@tee_iona2308]

I can’t believe somebody can do such an evil thing to such a beautiful, warm, caring person. You are the best mammy to your gorgeous boy and the smile on your face when you’re in the bubble with your nearest and dearest is genuine happiness and contentment. He will never come close to your standards and your level of pride and strength. We hear you and we are here for you. Stay strong.

[@zahiad123]

Never had so much admiration for a stranger before. Keep pushing you’re wonderful ❤️

[@kushistoltman]

Thank you so much for your support ❤️

[@Baloo2650]

When things get tough just remember that there are so many people out here rooting for you girl.

[@inferno3871]

Thank you for sharing this raw video. I have followed you for some years now so I can honestly say that you come across as a beautiful person inside and out. You are a ray of sunshine and your strength, bravery and positivity will take you far. Like with any kind of grief/loss, it will take some time to heal. I am glad you have a great support system at home. Your online followers including me wish you all the best. Bless you and Koa! Warm wishes from Colorado!

[@espenstoro]

I came from the strongman community, but I'm cheering for you now. ❤

[@etodd804]

The fact YOU had to pack your bags?!! Wtf? And he's still not showing any remorse? I can guarantee it's because you outed him on social media. He'll be fuming that you've shown us all his true colours. How can someone portray themselves sooo far from the person they actually are? People like Luke Stoltman are not to be trusted. In his mind, the fact people now know he's not the nice guy he pretends to be, is actually worse than the fact he's broken your heart and lost you and Koa from his life. Such a shame, I'm gutted for you but you are showing so much resilience already. Someone like Luke will never be content with what he has, and deep down that makes a person unhappy. You on the other hand will find a new way of life and you'll be happier than he could have ever made you. You and little Koa are beautiful and deserve the best ❤️ I'm happy to hear the stoltman family have been supporting you through this too. Keep pushing on Kushi . Sending love xxx

[@josh39684]

Has Tom?

[@kushistoltman]

Sadly it was him that packed my bags without my consent 😕 Thank you for the support ❤️

[@222MovieMan]

​@@josh39684 He has not I'm guessing. He deletes every comment on his instagram posts talking about his brother.

[@MzSharpy]

@@kushistoltman wtf POS man does that???

[@ChloeBrennanStrongwoman]

Cheering for you Kushi 💚

[@kushistoltman]

Thank you Chloe 🥹❤️

[@-Erebus]

We love you, post a trip to the grocery store or anything we’ll watch. You’re the strong one now 💪

[@bt2476]

yes indeed!! She is THE strong one now :) Agree 100%

[@kushistoltman]

I will do my best 😂❤

[@mariamathews5312]

Radiant, beautiful strong woman. Stay strong and move forward. Under no circumstances is betrayal acceptable

[@thesupportingcast6972]

🙌 yes! Agreed!

[@mariusastier8138]

Lol it's not "betrayal" he is a big strong man with 15x the testosterone of a normal guy of course he is gonna sleep around all men do that that doesn't mean he dont love her, her next husband will sleep with other women too the only thing is he will do it in a more hidden way

[@chipgoode]

The child matters and is great but never forget that you matter too. It's ok to not be ok. Time will heal and the baby will be great with you as the mum.

[@Tez5560]

Stay strong and in the end things will come together. Your stunning and Luke was punching well out of his league and is such a dick for what he has done. When your ready to find someone else your be fighting men off with a stick. Stay strong for you and the little one and a merry Xmas to you

[@thesupportingcast6972]

Hear hear! ❤ facts

[@kushistoltman]

Thank you so much for the support ❤️

[@rhonanorwood9039]

Stay strong. You have your beautiful boy. Your family and friends will help get you through this. ❤

[@CarnivoreHelen]

The fact he did what he did and was the worst betrayal anyone could do . To think I thought Luke was a lovely kind person and to see he did this to you is unbelievable and just shocking . Shame on him 😢.. and the fact he has no remorse and hasn’t shown any remorse shows that he’s a narcissist. You deserve so much better than you got as you are a beautiful person inside & out .. I’ve followed you for years now and will continue to follow you and support you . But I will be unfollowing Luke ❤️❤️

[@kayman1617]

Your little boy will be proud of you 👏

[@antonellasm6194]

Our own kid's smile heals the deepest wounds. Your Koa has the sweetest smile. ❤

[@memawsbirdbath]

You seem like such a nice lady. I'm so sorry that sucks so bad. It must be so painful. Found you through Luke, stayed because you have a charisma and charm of your own. Hate that prick for causing such pain. Sending love from across the way.

[@ebbs0000]

Keep your head held high. You're kicking the shit out of life mate

[@mrLeejones]

I’m so glad your sticking around on here,much love to you,and fair play to you too, you have handled stuff amazingly and we will always be here for you on KZbin.

[@emmmmmmmmmma502]

We in this you tube community are all supporting you Kushi

[@CassandraMacD]

You are so strong. You didn’t ask for this situation, you are doing so fantastic with the hand you’ve been dealt. Stay strong girl!

[@danmacaskill1319]

Well done Kushi, it's good to see you back.

[@keithpete6237]

We love you Kushi, no matter what, you will kick ass!!!

[@niccie]

Kushi, Koa is lucky to have you as his mum. I am so sorry this happened to you. As you have said things will improve and you will find it easier I expect in a new home. Lots of us strongman fans stand with you. We are so disappointed in him. Very best wishes to you for your future xx there is light at the end of the tunnel.

[@teallaidh]

You're great, look at you going for a hike when that gremlin has your baby. I would of been laying in bed crying probably worse, I couldn't find the strength to be healthy when I was going through similar. I understand your pain and relate to so much of the things you were saying and found it very inspiring ❤

[@fionamcewan31]

Was in exactly the same situation 14 years ago and it was the hardest time but you do get through it Khushi, it takes time and healing and being kind to yourself. Your beautiful son will help you get through and heal just as mine did. You have got this girl, I promise it gets better. ❤xx

[@jessgeoghegan]

When your face came on the screen, huffing and puffing.. huge smile. I cried. You're so worth all this effort to heal yourself. You can't rush getting past your relationship. I hope you have all the beautiful things in life. X A friend told me once to just let it all wash over you like a wave.. and come up paddling like hell!

[@bryonwebster9028]

Kushi, Unfortunately I have been in your situation and I felt exactly like you. I didn’t have any children, it was the hardest time in my life. I would like to say, am a Man and it was my ex-wife who did the dirty. I hit rock bottom, felt like my life would never get better again. I was surrounded by amazing parents, family & friends and slowly I rebuilt my life. It was hard, I didn’t understand why it happened? Was it me that was the fault? Get a good solicitor and get what you want and then rebuild. 20yrs later, I’ve been married to someone totally amazing for nearly 12yrs and I have two amazing children who along with my wife are my world. KEEP STRONG, THIS WAS NOT YOUR FAULT, DO EVERYTHING FOR YOU AND YOUR SON NOW AND IGNORE THE IDIOTS ON HERE. I KNOW YOU WILL GET STRONGER DAY BY DAY AND SLOWLY YOU WILL BE KUSHI AGAIN ❤❤❤❤

[@jrp9879]

Should be proud of yourself, you’re going through a horrible thing but you’re handling it so well. Keep on going girl :)

[@thesupportingcast6972]

I just want to say that I am so sorry that this happened to you and your son. You’re a great person and didn’t deserve this. Sending my love and prayers for you from my tiny home town in America.

[@vtr_strong]

🙌 huge respect to you. Focus on you and Koa. Keep strong 💪

[@dylanbrowne559]

Best of luck Kushi, better days are coming

[@peterjohn1217]

My sister has been a single mum for a number of years. Although it's been a struggle at times, overall they're much better off. Won't lie, there will be times that feel unbelieably hard and overwhelming. Know that things will settle and become easier. You'll thrive and eventually be happy again. Your boy is very blessed to have you and there are plenty of people in your life who love you. Stick closely with them. Very excited to see good things come to fruition for you. God bless you and Koa and wishing you lots of love.

[@nickymclean5332]

Love that you are strong enough to post this and although an absolute fecking awful time for you, you will become a stronger person and get through this. You and Koa are beautiful xx

[@susiemaclennan580]

What comes across in your vlog is your Bravery Kushi, you have gone through so much and even watching the beginning of the video to the end i can see the difference. The start of the video was so sad, and you and Koa didn't deserve any of this . Ive followed your story for years and he was always punching above his weight and i think you will see that one day❤ love to you and Koa xxx

[@bridgetrebeccahendry9285]

You are so brave, I’m so sorry for what has happened to you, grieving a life you could have had is the hardest, sending love ♥️

[@masterwindu1234]

Keep your head up!! As bad as things may appear now, the sun will always shine again. You are going to be okay☺️❤️

[@Nighthawk2211]

It's great that you pressed record and got through this. So sorry about what happened, but things will be fine, it just takes time to find that inner voice, your own voice. Let the rollercoaster you're experiencing now just come to a stop, and focus on daily routines, and most of all, go out, meet people, talk, talk, talk. All the best, K.

[@jamescrawford6104]

You can do it be strong you are are nice person just believe in yourself you can do it so sorry to hear what has happened with you

[@andrewchisholm3665]

You are a very strong woman and I wish you all the best in the future. And what an awesome son you have

[@andrewtrafford1927]

As much as a fan of Luke that I am and if truth be known I found your channel because of 7:36 I have to say what I’ve heard of Luke’s antics I’m appalled that he could do this to you and koa. Luke is a leader and a role model to so many including me and I cannot believe he has done this I’m shocked and ashamed. Stay positive and time is a healer.

[@lifeofnicolefamilyof5]

Great to see you back ! Proud ! Do as much as you can that makes you happy and be easy on yourself.

[@stephcy7056]

Just take every moment as it comes. Don't feel guilty for not always being present for your son. Just prioritise what you can for him and you. The fact that you're realising that you're not always able to be present shows your an amazing mum Just remember you're so strong and you can get through anything life throws at you with your little boy by your side 💜

[@kshigeeda]

It’s admirable what you’re doing. Scary to share such a vulnerable time but you’re helping yourself and others who are and will go through it. Been in a similar situation myself and you’re going to watch this video in the future and be so proud of yourself! You are on such a good path long term keep it up ❤

[@jesusespana8]

We all love you and respect you. What he did is terrible. You are truly such a great person. No matter why, you will make it through this and be the best you can be. When times are dark, keep your head held high. Even if it’s a small thing like getting out of bed or eating something, those count as victories.

[@kimerke7999]

Take the time to heal and learn to love yourself again! Just focus on you and little man for now

[@lukeriley1892]

You are amazing and you're so much stronger than you realise Kushi

[@yeah_right_ok_no1190]

The smile on your face and your instagram posts say a lot. You can be yourself again, this is your chance to start again and do it your way. Good luck Kushi, you can do this

[@DrMoleDar]

Your so much of an inspiration strong independent and great mother we all support you don't feel like you're obliged to update us do it in your own time when you're ready to just keep moving forward address everything inn your own time don't let anybody pressure you to make choices or decisions 😢 its devastatingly obvious you are a victim you didn't ask for or deserve anything currently happening to you! You are the loyal innocent person you've done nothing wrong except for being a loving supportive wife and dedicated mother don't blame yourself you're definitely the innocent victim inn this especially if like you said iits been going on for a year and half 😢😢 sending you both hugs 🤗🤗😍😘😘 you got this girl go smash it like you have been ❤😊

[@jackiephillips7363]

Keep being you. You're the better person. There is light at the end of the tunnel. We've been where you are with our daughter and grandchildren. It's been a year and we can now see an improvement. Like you said, surround yourself with family and friends. Kill him with kindness. His loss and he will realise this when it's too late. Promise yourself not to go back. You deserve to be loved and cherished. Enjoy your Christmas 🎁⛄🎄 x

[@garybarrel6822]

Remember its not your fault kush time is a good healer things happen for a reason keep strong keep smiling things will get better hen

[@garybarrel6822]

Also hope this video got things off your chest proud of you for posting it

[@niamhmulligann]

You're incredible Kush, you're so brave being so raw and transparent and you are inspiring and helping more people than you'll ever know. I love you so much!❤❤❤ Ps. so happy to see you back on KZbin doing what you do best

[@afuaaidoo2285]

Sending so much love and strength! ❤

[@kickchick7031]

I’m 9 months PP myself and the emotions daily are wild. Look after yourself mumma, your little boy will be proud of you xxx

[@steorris]

Keep climbing Kushi, you will get there. Glad you’re back and finding new friends on your socials. 👍🏻

[@markedmonds8694]

Love you Kush, thanks for sharing, we're here for you.

[@daraghobrienart]

Wow the strength of this woman is admirable, Kushi keep us updated, we loved you, please continue being there for yourself, we are all here for you ❤ love from Ireland 🇮🇪

[@xaviermitchell578]

No one should be treated the way you've been treated. I hope for stability and contentment in you're life moving forwards❤💚

[@kelseyvision3]

I am so proud of you. You’re doing so much better than you know. Coming on here and talking about your experience is not only insanely brave but also will be so validating and helpful for others who are or will experience similar grief and loss. Everything that you think and feel during this time is valid, the grief will come in waves, healing is not linear, but those waves will start coming further and further apart with time and as you discover yourself. I’m so glad that you enjoyed the book. Sending so much love. ❤️

[@denaeb5897]

Sending prayers and hugs to you and your son...love you ❤❤❤

[@josh39684]

I was so saddened by what happened. Nobody should do that to anyone. You are in my prayers

[@denaeb5897]

We love you!! My heart breaks for you and what you're going through ❤❤ keep your head up...we're here for you

[@lm-usmc]

Keep your head up. This is rough, but it will get better. He does not deserve an awesome, beautiful woman like you. Praying for your healing and happiness. 🙏

[@KarolinaWrites]

I've never felt so much compassion and empathy for a complete stranger. I've never seen your videos before, but saw the thumbnail and had to watch. You look like such a genuine and beautiful person, and I'm rooting for you. You will get through this!

[@Visionary-b6s]

A lot of broken women choose to stay and fight because they don't know their worth. You have decided to not lower your standards, even though you once thought he's the man you'll be spending the rest of your life with. It takes a shit ton of courage to move on and start over. And you, Kushi, are the best example to all the women who are going through the same. God bless you and your kid. Better things, situations and people are coming. In a couple of years, you'll be looking back and see how strong you were, and nothing will be able to shake you!

[@mikehamilton9984]

Wishing you the best. Stay strong !

[@Damz___z]

What I can't get my head around, is that he seen how his brother was when he went through the exact same thing, only a few years back. Yet he still continued to do what he was doing. Knowing fine well the damage that can be caused by doing such actions after seeing it with his own eye. Truly is shocking. This is a time to take a step back and focus on yourself and Koa. Hope you manage to find yourself again it'll take time but you'll get there 👌🏻

[@kushistoltman]

I can’t get my head around that either. Thank you for the support ❤️

[@Renegademindstayfree]

I have a very good feel for people and if they are fake or not and ive always said from day one that luke isnt what he portrays to be. I especially noticed when you started your channel. You can see little hints how he acted on camera ect. And turns out i was spot on. Not that that gives me any pleasure. So sorry you are going through this. you will get through it and be stronger for it. I hope you and your little lad have a lovely Christmas and new year. Stay strong you got this! 💪

[@TheDudeAbidesMan1969]

Kushi, you are loved by so many people. Stay strong , all things will pass. Lots of love to you and Koa ❤❤❤❤

[@mrsshahlaei451]

Ah Kushi, this was a tough watch but it was so good to see little glimmers of the old Kushi in the second half. I really admire your bravery and I'm 100% rooting for you 🫶🏻

[@bt2476]

Kushi hang in there and keep the videos coming! Whatever helps you to heal. We're all sending the best of energy and prayers your way. You're such a beautiful person, and any man would be VERY lucky to have you. Luke was a fool, and not the norm. It will work out in the end, the universe/God is certainly watching and has got ya :) All the best Christmas wishes and a strong and happy recovery for you and your baby.

[@RyanCobain]

Those little wins are all important. Carrying them through the darker days and hopefully you’ll be back to your best soon. Just subbed to your page as well🙌🏼

[@MR-ly4xt]

I'm so sorry Kushi. You're such a good person, I've always thought how lovely you are. Please try to take it a day at a time, it might help you to write your feelings down, as I know you like a journal. I've been wondering how you were doing, so it's really good to hear from you on youtube. You will get through this because you're strong. Also your hair looks gorgeous. 🫂🙏

[@mariadancer80]

Take each day as it comes and ride the roller coaster. It will help you come out the otherside stronger. Try to enjoy your first Christmas as a mumma as much as you can. And lean on your friends and family when you need them. 😘😘 Xx

[@crilleborch]

Big hugs from Norway🌹stay strong🙏

[@Zihark_]

31:09 my jaw DROPPED 😳 Having lived in the US my whole life that doesn't even look real. Love you to pieces Kushi, praying for you. Thank you for your willingness to share what you're dealing with, you're incredible! ☺️

[@mooseinthefrontyard]

Keep your head up. The weight on your shoulders and your heart lightens up eventually. I'm sorry.

[@ashtebar9430]

So sorry, sending you all the comfort and gentleness. Please be gentle with yourself this is not your fault

[@Soarer3]

I can hear in your voice how hard it is and I know exactly how you feel, I had to bring up 3 children on my own and as a man I found it annoying with people from my local church coming offering me help and giving me money and at the time it used to frustrate me and I used to think would people do that if I was a woman, but realised that people do care …I like many more can never understand why this happened because you are perfect in every way and I cried when I found all this out I used to love Luke and met him a few times and even drawn him a portrait but I can’t bear to look at him anymore anymore,but like you I too never liked going out and preferred being at home with my children and found more comfort in that but you are doing everything right and you will come through this and eventually one man will be very lucky and I will be so happy for you but very jealous… but as I’ve already said I feel and understand everything little thing you say and how cruel life can be but stay strong because you are more loved than you could ever imagine xxx❤

[@alibrady7759]

You are one amazingly strong woman. So proud of you❤❤

[@fanfeck2844]

He’s a happy wee soul

[@liamgalloway8439]

Am so so sorry this happened to you your such a lovely person i have nothing but admiration and respect for you always wishing you a your wee boy all the love and luck in the world ❤

[@Markymark1993]

love you Kushi stay strong

[@mariefraser8886]

Keep strong Kushi, xxx

[@jdog2169]

I always had a sixth sense about Luke, seemed a miserable bully. Thats coming from a previous fan and supporter.

[@brunomartins3680]

Such a strong lady. You will come out very strong!

[@jason7231]

You can make it thru this, one day at a time. Keep posting and we will keep watching and supporting you.

[@georgemoore4410]

You're a very strong woman, keep going for Koa. He loves you & he's the most important person 😊

[@lauraw2402]

You got this kushi!!

[@silentcentury]

It takes great courage and strength to share how you are now sharing with us all.

[@sgordon92]

Came here from the guys channel. The family values is what made us big fans... My wife and i had a baby a few months before you, we cant imagine going through all you have at the same time. All the best to you and your son

[@mikehuddleston2249]

Kushi. Keep your head up. And keep that beautiful smile of yours going. Time will heal. I was divorced in 2018 and raised both my daughters all alone. You will find happiness again. I'm so sorry to hear about your breakup. I found happiness in my daughters. We did and still do everything together. The beach is our favorite place. I never remarried but I found happiness and you will too. Be safe and be strong. One day you will look back and realize you're much happier now.

[@juliankendrick4448]

I feel so sad and shocked at the news Kushi. I always look forward to your videos as we holiday every year up there near conon bridge, its always nice to see familiar surroundings when you are out and about. I really do hope things improve and the future starts mapping out for you now, take care Kushi. x

[@chandrikacoyle7669]

Love you - supporting you always ❤

[@williamsmith-i1h]

Use this stage in your life to work on you as for a number of years you have probably put yourself second and remember your journey to find yourself inspires others and remember to allow yourself the down days as sooner or later the updays will plentiful

[@ashleyhyslop1121]

Your a brave and amazing ladies keep going and your son will always be your number one ❤

[@magnuslund2545]

I could see how difficult this was for you, but also how much it seemed to help. My kids have been my light through every challenge in life. I know that Koa will be that for you. Keep your head up, because YOU are worth it. Make Koa proud.

[@222MovieMan]

You deserve the world, you and your little one. I hope that time will heal these deep wounds and also that you can meet a real man someday in the future that loves you and your kid to the fullest!❤

[@fourQQ]

Everything happens for a good reason kushi , god is with you

[@moldstar82]

When my wife divorced her ex-husband, he said we have to love the children more than we hate each other. I do not know how you are feeling, but i wish you peace and happiness and know Koa is being raised by an extremely strong Mama.