Life After Being Disowned by my Mom

[@cynthiaadams5930]

In the bible it says when your mother and father forsake you the Lord will take you up!!

[@sherreep8381]

Cynthia Adams Amen

[@GonexWithxAxTwinge]

Cynthia Adams I SWEAR THIS VERSE HAS HAD ME HUNG UP FOR DAYSSS

[@goldenstateswarriorsbandwa4842]

Cynthia Adams the lord also said don't have babies out of wedlock. It's funny how you use God only when it benefits you. Lol 😂

[@lovelydove1920]

Golden states warriors bandwagon Destroyer So if one gets pregnant without being married is it right to disown the person? Because if it is, Yeshua should disown all of us because many of us have accepted the lie that Sunday is the new Sabbath when the 10 commandments clearly states remember the sabbath and keep it holy. That and many other violations to his law that we make daily and make excuses for making (such as the dietary law). You probably love pork, shrimp, lobster and many more unclean foods that Yahweh forbade us to eat. I wonder where these fathers are and how they are doing after fathering children with her? They are probably somewhere NOT being judged, because our society tends to put all of the burden on the woman for some reason. Go figure.

[@esharenee4186]

Golden states warriors bandwagon Destroyer pregnant out of wedlock or not! Jesus loves all people and died on the cross just for all sins. Get it right!

[@PrttyBrwnEyez13]

My mom passed away when I was in high school and she was my best friend, so to see your mom willingly being this way towards you makes me really sad. Religion should never make you disown your child. I pray that things will get better for you two soon.

[@sariahyarber3662]

Thank you! Minus having the kid. I'm going through the same with my mom just because I left the religion.

[@randomcomment232]

i’m going through the same shit as well. My family is Muslim but Im not anymore. I told my mum about it and she’s cool with it but my dads side are sooo religious and if they find out they’ll disown me. They disowned my dads cousin and my mums sister because of this.

[@Me200928]

How can someone disown their own child and call themself a Christian? Does she really think Jesus is like that?? God bless you baby! I know it must hurt to be going through this! Praying for you Hun!!!❤️❤️❤️❤️

[@emmjaepenniman623]

kista matthews EXACTLY!!!Christians are not to supposed to treat anybody bad. Jesus represents love, peace, forgiveness and understanding. He represents compassion.... These so called "Christians" , they are making the religion look bad.

[@FirstKlazzBeauty]

she didn't say she was Christian she said she was religious. She also said she wasn't going to state the religion which it is probably Jehovah Witness

[@ashantijones2536]

DaQueena Dye why do you assume that's the religion?

[@smarie7240]

there's a difference between being a Christian/God's servant and being religious/ religion. we all sin in the eyes of the Lord he will never give up or disowned us he forgives and show us LOVE.

[@agoddessadiva]

No, connected to themselves!

[@Bindi_Marc]

I feel like the sin wasn't having the child out of wedlock. the pregnancy was the evidence of the sin, which was fornication. I wonder how many others in that church are sinning but don't have any physical evidence of their sin and are therefore still sitting pretty (and accepted) in the pews? you made a mistake. I assume you've asked for forgiveness. it is done. you are no less worthy of love, acceptance, and all other good things than the rest of the folks going to that church. none of them are without sin. you know how I know? bc Jesus had to die for them also. let's pray that your mom's eyes are opened and her heart is changed.

[@SW33TSPARKL3]

❤️

[@GiftedMonroe]

JoyceMD I agree. Gossiping is an abomination to God but they still turn a blind eye

[@venicemitchell3159]

Ivy Primrose JW are not Christians. Those that follow Christ called themselves Christians from long ago. When we do sin we are to honestly repent and believe that Christ has forgiven u. Pray for her and all those in the JW kingdom. Because they all are lost and need Prayer n repentance as all of us do. Find Christ for urself and I will Pray and believe that he will send mature Christian women from a a Bible believing House of God into ur life to speak life and be what u need

[@venicemitchell3159]

I didn't say it did. i was clarifying that many ppl think JW are Believers in Christ. As u stated in ur comment about" those same Christians" ... That's all. .. :)

[@donrider7992]

Whatever that religion is, if it is this strongly against kids out of wedlock then I am ALL FOR IT. Far too many bastards being born in the black community and it has caused sooo many fucking issues for our people. We need to go back to where kids out of wedlock is seen as taboo and shameful instead of what its become which is the norm. A lot of black females too often co-sign bullshit behavior from other black females under some misguided sense of female solidarity. You are being enablers if you keep making excuses for them. If you are not married to a man why let him go raw? Unless you were forced, its you females who decide if sex goes down and under what conditions so its irresponsibly on your part if you get pregnant.

[@Yahuniaselah]

Repentance is between you and Jesus and that's it. Your relationship with the Lord is personal and you don't have to go to any specific church to obtain that relationship with Jesus. Prayer and studying the Word of God & the indwelling of the Holy Spirit can heal every broken place in your heart. I am so so sorry for what you're going through. The Lord can change your mom's heart toward you. I'm keeping you all in my prayers

[@GloryCarrier365]

Love MoNae well said ❤

[@mwah_3210]

Love MoNae Love MoNae i came back to this video to say the same exact thing!!! And @ Sw33tSparkle you dont have to go through a whole process just to repent for any reason. God is right there with you and he knows your heart. Hes just one prayer away ♡

[@Hairspired]

Love MoNae 💯

[@selinalashley-hall4192]

Love MoNae The bible.does say that we need to fellowship with other believers. Do you have to.go to Church for that, perhaps not. However in doing so, you have someone that will hold you accountable when you mess up.

[@carliepies]

Selina Lashley-Hall Yes, very good, but when you mess up, you don't need people ESPECIALLY YOUR MOM turning their back on you! How would you like it. No one is without sin or error. Sure you've had things no one has known about when YOU messed up if they had.........you know the rest.

[@soulspurposeme]

My mother disowned me too, but that's for the best.

[@celladoor9696]

Me too. It sucks but she’s too toxic

[@robertdavies6630]

It normally is but sometimes it's the son or the daughter or both can disown their mother or father or even brothers or sisters sometimes and you know what they say if you got to do it you got to do it even if you don't have a choice sometimes but sometimes its the only way and the only option if there's no other way

[@robertdavies6630]

@@celladoor9696 sucks to be someone people sometimes

[@annieadan]

It does I have my best friends are disowned by their family for their sexual orientation

[@trinaglaud8641]

I knew something was up!...honestly I thought your mom didn't want to be on KZbin!...am sorry sparkle!...big ass hug to you!...let who without sin cast the first stone!...never judge other people!...your mom has to put up a front for the religion but it's eating away at her n she know it!...we here for you!

[@DeeQJohnson]

Trina Glaud Yeah it has to be eating her up. I do believe she'll come around eventually. I hate she's going thru this 😢😢😢

[@trinaglaud8641]

Don Singleton ohhhh yessss!

[@Stephanie-cs6uv]

left the church a long time ago and somehow I became less judgemental and more compassionate for everyone and every situation. this will pass sweetie, stay positive and keep sending love even if it's from a distance towards mom. light and love to you from Alabama!

[@mariahconklin4150]

I’m the same! It’s hard to find people that are like minded but then I want to be okay with that because everyone is so different

[@lifeofbeverlyok]

Man, it sucks when Christians follow parts of the Bible but not the WHOLE bible. Forgiveness and acceptance is important, yeah having a child out of wedlock is a sin but that's the beauty of Grace! God forgives and looks past it and what was meant to harm He will turn it for good for us and so that He can get the Glory! That's why I love our Heavenly Father, NO sin can separate His love from us. He is our Father through it all. I'm praying that you cling onto God during this time, that God will reveal himself to your mom in a way she has never encountered Him before. Continue to love your mother, let the love of God shine through you and touch her heart. Praying for y'all!!

[@chief7777]

lifeofbeverlyo.k lol your one to talk.

[@smithgirl1523]

Ny Smoker EVERYONE sins

[@egyptian_thoth]

It takes too much energy to hold on to that type of hate. Your mom will learn the hard way that forcing that type of energy onto someone you love will cause her to suffer, and she'll need you in the end.

[@CrownofGlory]

You need to have a relationship with God for yourself, not your mom. She doesn't give you salvation, nor can she get you into heaven. This is the time for you to work on your relationship with God. Get to know him for yourself and he will direct you. He will always be there for you. I've been through different storms in my life and part of it was to push me closer to him. Begin to pray for your mom. Ask for understanding, guidance, restoration, and to break chains in your life. For him to touch your mom's heart and mind. Most importantly, ask God for forgiveness of all your sins (calling the sins out) by repenting; it's a daily thing and crucial in our walk. Everyone has made mistakes, including your mom. I hope you get to a better place in your life emotionally. Your relationship with your mom can be restored, just have faith! ❤

[@CrownofGlory]

*not for your mom.

[@treinablack9818]

daveenah luv I agree with you on your advice you provided to this young woman. I'm sorry that this religion abandoned her in her time of needs instead of teaching her and forgiving her like God forgives each sinner of their sin after repentance. Young lady in the video keep the faith in God and not in religion, and pray for your mom and ask God to mend you all relationship. Everything is going to be alright and work out for you in Jesus mighty name. Continue to trust and believe in God because He can do all things. By you speaking your testimony, you are helping someone else with their break through...people and things are in our lives for a time and a season and for a purpose and a reason, so keep your mind and heart on God. God bless you!

[@CrownofGlory]

Treina Black Amen!

[@senoracheapee1864]

any denomination that advocates abandonment is one you don't need. Only God is fit to judge

[@dshel3200]

Señora Cheapee AMEN.

[@Hey_its_Brave]

OMG this hurt me , when she said " my mama dont got me " :(

[@abcdefg54321x]

Brave 14:35

[@thriftymom]

Your mom is not following the bible if she is judging you, I am a Christian but your moms behavior is why people dont trust religion and that's sad cause we all need faith, i dont want to disrespect your mom but she needs prayer and if your old church teaches that you should your back on family when they mess up, then you need to find another church home God is not religion he is love pray for your mom her heart is lost and I will pray for you. And another thing if your child is here its for a reason we don't control who comes on this earth God. loves you regardless

[@RebeccaAbrahansson]

Mrs.thrifty mom We are to love each other, and judge righteously

[@missk8264]

Same experiences that caused me to loose faith in Christianity, so hypocritical

[@mariahconklin4150]

I actually went to a church that doesn’t accept LGBTQ people and now today a confirming church. I liked the confirming church much better because they focused on God and how we can help others I loved it. I plan on going back next weekend. I met sooo many different people there.

[@celladoor9696]

Thanks for sharing. It’s nice to know some of us aren’t alone in this struggle; no phone calls, holidays, it’s like death.

[@navxo4697]

Im going through something similar. My mum disowned me because i married outside of my religion. Life feels shit, but deep down im glad im living for me, i cant live to please my mum anymore.. i have a son and i need to focus on him. Its sad it came to this.

[@cartersmom0629]

What if God disowned her? She better think about that before he gives her a taste of her own medicine. I'm so sorry your mom did this to you. I'll pray it works out for you. ♡

[@crossing.the.cosmos84]

sanggurl16 right

[@luissuarez2333]

The bible says Your parents may abandon you but the Lord God shall never abandon you.

[@naimasrael6829]

ur Mom is the lost one... I could not even fathom disowning myChildren because they don't follow "myWay". I really hope talking about this can help you let go of her. Unfortunately you cannot control her. You can only strive to get your mind n soul right. *hugzz* Wholeness n Love ((-;

[@ZPhiBulous02]

God loves & forgives us all. We are to hate the sin but love the sinner. I pray for healing in your relationship with your mom. Remember no man is without sin. I enjoy your videos & this one really touched me. Keep your head up, Sparkle.

[@MsValove4]

Your story made me cry. I don't have a healthy relationship with my mom. She's verbally abusive. I had to distance myself from her. When I did it felt like a ton of bricks had been taken off my back. I think your situation is only going to make you stronger BC you already have a nice deminor. She'll eventually come around.**hugs**

[@jccarey4585]

Your story is a perfect example of the difference between religion & being a follower of Jesus. Religion does not save...Jesus did! Jesus taught forgiveness, love & acceptance above all things. You're Heavenly Father is who forgives you...those who choose not too, need to read their bibles again. Your religious mom...for as long as she chooses not to forgive you, will not be righteous before God until she extends the same forgiveness towards you that she will one day need. My mother abandoned me before I was two...and my daddy abandoned me several times throughout my life. I have forgiven them both...but in my case forgiveness does not mean reconciliation. Pursue a relationship with the Father, Son & Holy Spirit and all will be made well in god's time. Don't allow bitterness to develop in your heart towards your mom...ask God to mend the relationship. Blessings

[@sp1318]

Jc Carey lies

[@MrzNessakay84]

Jc Carey Amen, there's a huge difference between being religious and being a follower of Christ.

[@palesafloret3707]

And that's what so many don't understand because they see stuff like this. People say I'm not religious when they are taking about being Christian, Muslim etc. when that's not what religion is. They are in a faith. In a relationship. Religion is man's invention.

[@crystalgrose]

AMEN!!!!!

[@chief7777]

Jc Carey jesus was a slave ship and his image is Ceaser borgia

[@Tabaitha_Elle]

This is one of the reasons why I don't care for religions. I believe in a higher power but I can't do the brainwashing. What's strange is your Dad is in your life but your mom isn't. I wonder how that affects their relationship. I agree you neverrr know what someone is going through!

[@Natirah30]

All I'll say is, she's hurting herself more than she'll ever hurt you or your children. People forget age and sickness does not discriminate. Consequences have no bounds.

[@debmart59]

It's really hard when you have a parent that is so into religion that she can't see that God is love and forgives. Your mom has sined as well . You excepted your responsibility and living the best you can. I'm praying that she will see the light💟

[@dshel3200]

debmart59 yes me too, this is sooo sad.

[@ultimatefirecracker1486]

debmart59 that’s the problem with a lot of Christians they think one sin is higher than the other until real judgement day will come and most of them will probably see that they sinned more than a non believer..

[@alorah4831]

OMG, I haven't even started watching the video, but when I saw the title my heart broke for you 😢😢. I just want to give you HUMONGOUS hug.

[@AV-th7uy]

My heart goes out to you - sincerely. My mom and dad are devout JWs and they have no dealings with me because of my being disfellowshipped (excommunicated). And let me say this: being purposely ignored by family...friends...people in general - is abuse. Remember that. It is not loving, it is not a 'protection' as JWs will try to convince you. Thats the equivalent of an abuser hurting you and trying to claim it is out of love?! Think about that! My parents have literally walked by me, look at me, but not say 1 word. They also live 15 mins away from me...and yet, I never hear from them. I have never believed that me being baptized at 14 (or as JWs try to sell it 'made a promise') should be the guiding light for my ADULT life. My parents allowed me to make a contract with a religion - as a child. I will not be emotionally blackmailed back into the religion either...I dont want to be a part of something I dont believe in, AND, that approved families cutting each other off - all in the name of 'love'. Please!!! You are dealing with exactly what the org wants you feel...guilt. Enough emotional guilt (blackmail) that you are at THIS point: heartbroken, sad, confused, and emotional beatdown. What loving God is ok with that?! If you choose to go back, that is your own free will and choice. Either way, do it because you WANT to. Not because of an emotional pull towards familial relationships. I have been a daddys girl all my life! To now have the man I idolized treat me as if I dont exist (andI look just like this man) takes a piece out of me. It changes my own view of my parents - as how can you raise a human being given to you by God, and because they do not agree with YOUR beliefs, because they sinned, and because 3 men in the congregation deemed their child as 'dead to the cong' - can just brush their hands off and walk away? I have had to work through a LOT of resentment towards my fam for their following mens instructions (nowhere in thr Bible is disowning your children ever mentioned - not thr Prodigal son and not King Davids examples thwy always use either). Please...love YOURSELF more. Love is not conditional. It doesnt have strings attached. I now have major issues with natural affection now because my parents have disowned me. Again, what loving God approves of that? Would want that??? Take the time to think about it all. If you can see a therapist - do so. You got out of an abusive relationship with your kids father, and sadly with your parents, are still actively being abused emotionally - as am I. ((hugs))

[@kearab4238]

@A V IM sorry you're going through that, my mom is a JW and I know how you feel.

[@ldnjade9874]

Yes very sorry. Please read the story of Joseph On how he was disowned by his own brothers

[@kimberlyjackson8343]

I have heard of JW before because a co-worker at my job is 1 I know that JW is a very strict religion that I know they don't celebrate holidays and birthdays and they view sex for a man and a woman to have when they are married together and they don't let teenagers date at all

[@SW33TSPARKL3]

Thanks for this comment. Any updates?

[@AV-th7uy]

@SW33TSPARKL3 nah girl! My parents still act shitty...lol. But I no longer hold the resentment, and I have therapy to thank for that! It helped me heal and understand that my parents are who they are...and THEY and their beliefs should never give me pain or hurt. I have talked to them here and there...but there is no real relationship between us - and I'm OK with that now! It takes time and work though

[@journeybacktonatural8465]

Just watching this has hurt my heart. I can only imagine how you're feeling. I'd wondered what happened to your mom but I never thought it was this. My faith also doesn't believe in out of wedlock children but they'd never disown someone because they had a child out of wedlock. You're human. You're not perfect but no mom should do her child that way. You're so strong to be enduring this kind of treatment. Going through your pregnancy without her and still able to smile. You'll always be blessed because no matter what you still have a good heart. I hope and pray she comes around and starts to treat you better. No one deserves this. Many hugs

[@moniquec3122]

I can hear the pain in your soul. Mom will eventually come around. Just don't ever repeat the same behavior to your children.

[@goldmouth100]

I was wondering why she wasn't around anymore..but either way thats real messed up to do your own child that way ...Religion my foot.. That's not right. Your religion is between YOU and Whomever you choose to pray too.... I'm so sorry she did that to you. That behavior is not of the God I know... We love our children no matter what...You are responsible for your own sins.. God is a forgiving God... It's up to you what life you choose.. Aint no way in Hell I will dis own my child......Well you are a great Mother to your own kids and I know that you will never do them that way because of what you been through... I will most definitely pray for her to come around and get out of whatever religion she is in because it's not working properly.....I swear I can't stand Church folks !! ... God is love but I'm sorry to say this but some of them damn Church folks and K. Hall folks take religion way too far......anywhooo THANK GOD FOR YOUR DADDY. .♡♡♡

[@TiffanysWorld1976]

goldmouth100 I will have to agree with you. I know those K folks there religion us strange and it is more if a cult than anything. I know this cause my niece her family is entangled in this so called religion. Things like this can cause people that really want to be closer to God to turn away. I am speechless, God told us to let every man work out his on soul salvation. She acts as if she is God, God is the ultimate Judge and only he has the power to put us somewhere (heaven or hell) not man. The last time I checked the blood haven't lost its power Jesus still forgives sins and love us. We are all as an unclean thing and all our righteousness are as unclean filthy rags;.. Isaiah 64:6.

[@taynkids9973]

goldmouth100 I feel ya I wouldnt feel right doing that to my child Nomatter what God will never tell you to turn your back on your child We gone pray about this its so sad shes so sweet and shouldnt have to endure this type of pain

[@MrsHenry-dh9kr]

goldmouth100 You better preach girl👏👏👏

[@FemmeFemmeFemme]

goldmouth100 I could not have said it better.

[@crossing.the.cosmos84]

goldmouth100 girl religion will mess you and your family up...I have a pretty deep ass story how my fam got fked up by the church...it sucks but there are people out there who play with god..

[@llw53one]

I’m only 2:24 into the video and I want to say. You have a beautiful spirit and this to shall pass. I appreciate you sharing your truth there is someone who needs to hear this. I will continue to pray for you and your family. I pray for continued peace and Blessings to all!

[@SW33TSPARKL3]

thank you so much my love!

[@akeyajohnson1065]

you shouldn't have told your child you did bad things to make your mom stop talking to you , because in reality you did nothing wrong and you dont want him to think it is ok to treat people the way your mom is treating you

[@Prittyladylex]

I already know what religion that is, and I'm so glad I left it. my entire family is in that religion., but they have to realize we are not perfect,,and that God is love! God forgives and so should we. I'm so glad I'm not in that religion anymore!

[@juanitamcknight1676]

Prittylady lex I was apart of that religion as well and I do not regret leaving it. Jehovah is a GOD of love and he forgives man can not judge!

[@LadyTakaboo7102]

Thanks for sharing. It was hard to watch the entire thing but I made it through. I'm sorry you're going through this heartache. I have a question. Did I hear correctly? You're 28 but your parents have been married for about 25 years? Did your mom have you out of wedlock? If so, was that religion not a part of her life at that time?

[@SandcastleGirl]

Tocasha Garner very good question. I was wondering the same. and she also mentioned that her dad had children outside of their marriage, how come her mother was able to forgive him but not her smh

[@sunnyspaces7]

sallystar1992 maybe her dad was married with the other baby mama.....also maybe the mom adopted this religion after she was born....it's not just religion .....I think her ma maybe feeling SHAME--her daughters life is going down a total different road. In the end mother is wrong...and will feel the effects of this especially in her old age.

[@tincredible]

I paused it many times because it made my blood boil more and more as I watched it. I could only digest it small pieces. And yes, if her math is correct, she's older than her parents' marriage. Additionally, she said that her dad has kids by other women (plural), yet the mom is married to him in spite of that. So, she was willing to give a random man her hand in marriage who had done the same thing, but is unwilling to accept her OWN flesh and blood. It seems like mom is a self-righteous hypocrite. People who go from one extreme to the other are full of it. They go from being wild and free to being so heavenly bound that they're no earthly good. People of this ilk are usually obnoxious and judgmental. I've met a few in my day.

[@chrissyneutron927]

I cried watching this video😩 I don't know what I would do without my mom☹️ keep your head up

[@Goldchainz730]

As one of your subscribers I can tell you that we are your new family! 💖 You've got such a beautiful spirit, never forget that! X

[@GiftedMonroe]

Mimi so true!

[@steppingout7567]

Gifted Monroe

[@ilovesilver205]

This video was suggested to me. I'm not a subscriber and this is the only video I've ever seen of yours. I want to send you my prayers, love and just all around good energy. I know what it's like not having the best of relationship with your mother. Continue to pray for her, don't become bitter or depressed about it. Use this as a catalyst for you & your children's relationship. Continue to do what you're doing and that's using your own pain, to help someone else!! The enemy meant it for your bad BUT God takes the worst of situations and uses it for His Glory!!!! I currently mentor young girls and I know you don't know me but If you ever need a mentor.....I'll be one for you. You can reach me via email at [e-mail] God Bless 🙏🏽

[@kriscynthiajackson2075]

My nieces and nephew have children. And my sister and her husband are ministers.and preach every Sunday. But they didn't disown them. That's where forgiveness comes in. Your a grown woman your mom can't make you be something that you don't want to be.your mom has to forgive you. Because we all sin everyday and that's where forgiveness come in. Because nobody's perfect!!!! Keep your head up and stay strong

[@patricialee8565]

Amen Beautiful Daughter God bless you. Beautiful !!💗💗💗😊

[@patricialee8565]

God Love you,💗💗💖

[@blackGirlspeaks08]

I was 3 months pregnant and I was so stressed !!! being a single parent was killing me . unfortunately I miscarried my baby. stress is a killer .. I pray y'all relationship gets better love ! God changes things . keep faith .

[@mschasity031]

I'm praying for you Sparkle and your mom! God has no limits and anything we ask him we can receive as long as we believe. I pray he mends ya'll relationship. love ya, be strong!

[@joyamorris4813]

Thank you so much for sharing this. I'm in a difficult place with my mom right now as well so I know understand some of what you're going through. I don't know you but just know that I definitely said a prayer for you.

[@BlessingsandButterflies810]

O.K. YOU MADE ME CRY, I WILL PRAY FOR YOU AND YOUR MOM. EVERYONE IS GOING THROUGH SOMETHING RIGHT NOW EVEN ME BUT I ALWAYS PUT GOD FIRST, AND EVERTHING THING ELSE GOING ON AROUND ME LAST. I HAVE TO DO THIS TO MAKE IT IN THIS LIFE. BECAUSE THIS IS A CRAZY WORLD WE LIVE IN AND WE HAVE TO DO THE BEST WE CAN WITH THE TIME GOD GIVE US ON THIS EARTH. GOD GOT YOU, KEEP HIM FIRST AND EVERYTHING WILL WORK OUT BABY GIRL, MUCH LOVE!!:))

[@denisemiller4972]

wow..thank you so much for making this video. i felt like i was watching myself in this video. The exact story of my life minus the religious part. Keep your head up. please understand that Nothing is your fault. God will always restore what is lost. Be blessed

[@LilConney]

I’m going through the same stuff , and I’m going through the worst hard time right now with my dad , thanks for explaining your situation . It help me with my comfort zone. I hope for the best for you in life! You got this girl

[@SW33TSPARKL3]

I am extremely sorry. I wouldn't wish this on my worst enemy. Trust that God will provide comfort and support. He never leaves us even though humans do💗

[@LilConney]

Sw33tSparkl3 thank you! 🙏🏽 I need those words

[@SW33TSPARKL3]

Most definitely. Please Google Psalm 27:10. Sending love and positive vibes your way ✨

[@charlenesmith1148]

I am glad you shared your story. Blessings to you, I can't imagine ever doing this to my daughter and she has made some mistakes

[@lepetitecherie]

I feel you 100%. Religion can make people do crazy things. Life is so so short and I pray she doesn't regret this drastic choice she's made to take for granted precious time she has with her daughter (but I think she will). There are people out there that would do ANYTHING for one more moment with their loved one. You are such a strong woman, seriously. And your sweet baby is a blessing.

[@tyscreates]

Oh sweetheart my heart goes out to you. Sometimes people forget about God's grace & mercy. I have a daughter & can not imagine disowning her. My prayers are with you. Stay encouraged, & know that the Lord hears your cry.

[@erikab5848]

congratulations welcome to the real life. i was raised as one for more than 25 years. That religion has destroyed my family. it's going to hurt for a long time but your free now. Continue to pray and as God to keep your heart soft and for him to soften your mom's heart. Time really does heal all wounds.

[@ericadanaeue2730]

"It like somebody dying, but they're still alive." truest words

[@deb8911]

I just happened upon your video in my recommendations, and I feel your pain. I am a single mom and I don't have my parents and it's hard! My mother is deceased and I've given my father chance after chance to be my father and he's turned his back on me too many times. I went thru my pregnancy and birth alone to the point where I had to drive myself to the hospital and back home. Even my sister turned her back on me for reasons I still don't understand. Not having a support system heavily influenced my decision to be sterilized bc even if I meet somebody that I fall in love with, I'm so traumatized from my first pregnancy that I never want to be pregnant again. So I'm praying that Jesus will fix your situation, bc life is short and your mom will probably need you one day and she's gonna want your forgiveness. God bless you and your boys.

[@JaeRach]

I'm so sorry this happened to you. I couldn't even watch this video without crying. I literally can't imagine life without my mother. It truly makes you value what you have. I really pray that your mother opens her eyes and sees the pain that she's causing and you two can reconcile. Every woman needs her mother no matter how old we get. There's no religion I've ever heard of that tells you to disown your own child. Sending blessings and good vibes your way 💕 I admire your strength.

[@bellaone17]

MY MOM IS DECEASED AND WHEN I WAS PREGNANT WITH MY SON I WISH YOU COULD HAVE SEEN ME TRYING TO TALK TO MY DAD ABOUT MY HEMMORRHOIDS. LOL I HOPE THIS MAKE YOU SMILE. I MISS MY MOM EVERY DAY.

[@Natirah30]

bellaone17 Me too. I had no mother or grandmother. Did this on my own.

[@lifeadventureswithmamabev8459]

Praying for you babygirl. I stumbled onto your channel this morning. Be true to yourself. God loves you and so do we. Don't let anyone steal your joy.

[@mookielamone2434]

Sparkle I am so sorry you're going through this. I lost my mom back in 2011 to Ovarian Cancer out of the blue. We too were extremely close. Out of respect for you both, I can not judge. But I will say that due to the old traditions of certain religions; she probably believes she's doing what's best for you because it was how she was brought up or taught. They're generation is old school and proud. But if its bothering you like it would bother me, express your love towards her anyway. Just don't expect anything. All we can really do is pray about it. And only God shall be the one to judge. Take care

[@swalker8060]

Praying for you an your mom an just wanted to say your so brave to go pubic with your personal family issues . But thank you so much becz your so right it's no one like your mom an you have touched my heart . Stay strong hun an continue to pray and god will pull you through this storm ...

[@SW33TSPARKL3]

❤️❤️❤️

[@swalker8060]

***** 😊😇🙏

[@soniczforever5470]

I just did this and the heartbreak is unbearable. I have a chronic medical condition and she didn't vouch for me . She lied and left me on a street when I was 5 stone 12. I had fall and screamed and she never came. Having a parent that doesn't love you is one of the hardest things to deal with. I have a hole in my heart.

[@llittle139]

Wait! she excepted a man who has children outta wedlock but not her daughter, that's some bullshit!!!

[@angeliquesimmons6531]

Lisa Little ikr

[@llittle139]

Yes...that just isn't right!

[@ayecee5559]

Somebody like that couldn't even be in my kids life. Two can play that game.

[@ChocolateStar96330]

Organized religion smh. God is love

[@ayecee5559]

Telisha3 Claiborne That's all well and good, but in the meantime she wouldn't have access to my children. If someone can cut off the child they carried and birthed like they're nothing, what do you think they would do to yours? If this is still going on when her baby is old enough to talk, and he asks his grandma why she doesn't talk to his mom, will she be bold and cold enough to say "well baby...its because you exist, or how you came to exist"? No, I would shield my kids from that type of hate.

[@eleo_b]

Aye Cee --maybe she wants her kids to have grandparents.

[@Belovedlif3]

This tells you the loving heart she has, that she can still allow the kids in her life

[@ayecee5559]

Eleonore Bon Maybe she does. Please (this is to any and everyone) please don't mistake anything I've said as me saying what she should do with her life or kids. This is me speaking only for myself and what I would do.

[@janetsides901]

I was raised in the Mormon church. I learned that sometimes people get so wrapped up in a religion,that the lose sight of God's word and Jesus teachings. I left the church because of that. Ill keep you in my prayers.

[@songjames4609]

That is manipulation on your mum's part. You don't pick and choose to be a Christian and you can't pick and choose to be a mother. Your Mum is so wrong and live your life.

[@MonicaRosewood]

song james You do pick and choose to be a Christian.

[@songjames4609]

youngcassidy4. no you don't...like you can't pick or chose to a girl or black or white when it suits you.. Being a Christian is about love and forgiveness. not being hateful and not. loving your child because of the choice he or she made

[@MonicaRosewood]

Being a christian is not by force. NO ONE forces you to be a Jesus follower. Being a specific race or gender is biological..you are born like that. No one is born a christian,muslim,buddhist etc. You can be born INTO it as in your whole family is christian. But you can grow up and be like " no this isn't for me.. Im not going to practice anything." So therefore you do PICK and CHOOSE to be a part of any religion. You can not pick and choose being a mother, like you said. But you can pick a choose a religion, just like you pick and choose a partner in life.. Yes being a Christian is about love and forgiveness. But you do pick and choose to be a christian

[@Chey_an]

song james very true

[@ciprianothekid1209]

+song james 💯💯💯

[@renderser]

Dang I feel you so much on this video. I went through a similar situation with my mother because of religion. I was a preacher at my church when I woke up and started to realize that religion was not was healthy for me. Me and my mother grew apart because of that decision. Over time I believe your relationship with your religious mom could heal, time works on a lot of people's way of seeing things. Meanwhile your relationship with yourself is the most important thing. God wants you to love yourself and come to the knowledge of yourself. Be empowered and keep your head up, things get better.

[@TriceTyme]

it wont be like that FOREVER. I REALLY believe it won't be. 💜

[@NeicyJ1990]

"It's Like Somebody Dying But They're Still Alive" That's Deep! I Know It Hurt... I Feel U But Stay Up For Yourself and The Kids My Sista. Shalom!

[@punchline6195]

Like somebody dying but still alive. I felt that. Im going thru the same. Keep ya head up.

[@naturallyme4984]

You seem like such a sweet person ..wishing u and ur children all the health and happiness!

[@kaydonna1]

Wow you're a very strong person and keep trying life is to short. And there is hope I'm praying for you.

[@trulyblessedmick2292]

Oh and I just subscribed to your channel. Because your story touched my heart.

[@SusieSue242]

I see your name tag , I didn't know your name is really "Sparkle"

[@Mimi89_7]

Natoya Natasha i guess because she shines a positive light ❤

[@tiffanyross2240]

Natoya Natasha I said the same thing. such a beautiful name for her personality.

[@pmerancier]

Natoya Natasha im not sure if that is her real name but in walmart some allow nick names but if it is i love it, i love unique names

[@mstoya18]

Thank you for sharing your video I know it took courage I am not close with mother either but for different circumstances but this really touched me I hope one day she will come around sincerely one of your new subscribers 😊

[@RAISINGHALO]

I totally feel you, my mother some disown me too. But not because of me having children out of wedlock. But because she didn't want be to be one of the successful children of hers. She always wanted it to be my sister. I'm totally going to subscribe I would love to her more of this story. Thanks for sharing should a hard thing to share to the 🌎

[@SW33TSPARKL3]

❤️❤️❤️

[@reggie_ulon]

random. but its so sweet that you keep calling him baby ej. im at 8:30 so far. and i think you're a great person. your aura is it. i wish you nothing but success. african subbie

[@SW33TSPARKL3]

aww thank you Reggie. I truly appreciate you ❤

[@Baybiedoll35]

I already know which religion without you saying it. I dated one and his mom disowned him as well after I got pregnant. Horrible is ANY religion where love has conditions. Trust me... you are better without her. Be a better mom to your beautiful kids.

[@honorthelegend1]

I am blown away, I can just lift you and the family up in prayer! All the best to you.

[@chantellliu7372]

i just want to give you a hug. 😔 it's going to be okay love, you have to just continue living life for yourself and your babies! smile and just know better days are coming forth. i hope things change for the best with you and your mom, but whether or not a change comes into play, you know the love is still there! pray and remain positive, nothing but positive vibes and energy sweetie. 😘😍

[@mrbrad4637]

My mother disowned me in my early 30s because I looked at the hard evidence and couldn't lie about believing in God anymore and so explained to her I'm an athiest.. My father left my mother after she attacked him for not believing anymore either, he then proceeded to steal $38,000 of my money from our business we had to run off and start a new life - leaving me unemployed and homeless. I hit the jackpot with my parents.... I never quite recovered from that and doubt I ever will.. im now 38 and Although I do have a good career again now and a home, I keep too myself and acossiate with very few people outside of work... Incidents like that really give you a jaded view of humans

[@renee1489]

Your mom is not being Christ like... Just keep praying for her that one day she'll come around... Keep doing what you're need to do in life for you and your boys... As long as you're believe in the holy spirit you don't need to be attached to no religious.

[@Jlynn94606]

I'm thinking her mom is Jehova Witness. Totally not Christ like, I have a friend who's mother is the same way.

[@Felicyah]

J Williams... I am thinking the same thing. My friend and her mom were a part of that religion, and would go years without speaking to each other.

[@Jlynn94606]

It's so sad cause some people, like myself, don't have a mother. She died when I was 8 and I'd do anything if I had a mother to keep our relationship going.

[@leila6397]

J Williams what is a jehovas witness

[@kyanyack867]

I really needed this and it just happened to POP up on my home feed. Its like you took the words out of my mouth when you described how your mom is "supposed" to be and just chooses "Not to show you love" or what not. I have two small ones (both out of wedlock)...but my mom kicked me out on the street while pregnant and told me I couldn't come back unless I got an abortion.Our mother and daughter relationship was never the same since 2008, and she put me through hell and so much drama due to her secret crack cocaine addiction. I'm 28 as well, and I continue to search for mother figures in people sometimes to help out advise me on how to take care of certain issues, because it's hard dealing with things using your own mind sometimes when your tainted and it HURTS LIKE HELL when your mom is well and living, but not in your life. I've noticed that all that hurt shows up in different ways in my life until I can manage it and use my mind as a tool than to remind me of things in my past..... but even that takes strength. sometimes strength I don't have...I have so many similarities in your story ,so you are DEFINITELY NOT ALONE!!.. (abusive boyfriend, depression &anxiety, abandoned by my mother,being a single mom, religion confusion and trying to press through each day.) Just wanted to reach out to you to have someone a TOTAL STRANGER that you can talk to without judgement, because I need it too. Take care girly

[@SW33TSPARKL3]

+Kya Nyack I totally relate to your comment❤️❤️❤️

[@whiteti123]

My mom has done the same thing to me.... it is so tramatizing and i would never ever do that to my kids no matter what. i thought i was the only one so thanks for sharing

[@cartersmom0629]

I'm so sorry. Thank you so much for telling your story.

[@Sabreeus]

I am sorry this happen to you but your mom is religion brainwashed. I know because I went threw it myself and I am Woke now to All religions. you go with your heart. Work on your relationship with God. this sounds like Jehovah witness. God going to put that mother relationship in your life. stay strong.Also maybe keep your kids from her because she can turn kids against you. everyone is a sinner until we die, so mom sinner not saying mom is bad just brainwashed by religion. wishing all the best but I pray God will send you a circle of solid family/ mother people into your life. Thank you for sharing Peace And Love!

[@davekent3778]

A very kind and warm spirit emanates from you as you describe the hurt you are feeling. Your love for your mother appears to be unconditional and heartfelt. This might be a time in your life where truths are being revealed to you that are uncomfortable to handle. I read that if you picture a person doing each thing they have done that hurt you and said "I forgive you" after each vision, it can open you to new awareness of the spirits (people) around you. You are not responsible for the choices others make to be angry or distant. Those are their choices. I would suggest you find a sitter or daycare and not leave your child with your mom at this time. It's better for the child to be in a positively charged environment. I wish you the best.

[@lsw1418]

Young sister I really enjoyed your video, very informative and inspiring 🌞 Sometimes these religious fanatics are quick to judge others while hiding their unsavory past😩 I’m sure your mom has some personal regrets that will remain in the closet 😩 This is the very reason why I don’t attend church or participate in religion. You have a beautiful spirit, enjoy life!

[@thai34]

I'm not a sub yet, but I was interested in hearing the story. I was sure that others would be preaching or ministering in their way; so no need for me to go there. This was very brave of you and you may have blessed someone in the midst of your pain. I truly pray for healing for you and your mom's relationship.

[@donnaspence6994]

so umm, what she did wasn't a sin... disowning your own child.

[@muntupoetslegacy7760]

Your mom will wake up one day. Just show her LOVE. Peace, Joy and Love

[@sunnyspaces7]

....STOP TELLING YOUR CHILD ....YOU DID BAD THINGD AND THATS WHY GRANDMA DOESN'T TALK.

[@smithgirl1523]

sunny spaces HER kid

[@celladoor9696]

Wtf

[@B1GJOHNSTUD]

wtf

[@lamaripiazza5226]

Wtf

[@BlaqButterfly925]

A note from my mom: "Very touching. I also like so many of us had a child out of wed-lock. The only forgiveness you should seek is The Lord's. For a mother to claim to be relegious, she must not have read on the Bible " do not stand in judgment, lease yea be judged." Young woman hold your head up high and keep it moving. Love your mom from a distance. One day she will need . The church will let her down and you will be there. I know it hurts but it will be alright. God has not cast you aside for the mistake you made."

[@angelanelson3458]

We all wish for that perfect beautiful close relationship with our mothers, your mother gave birth to you and raised you and it seems like she did a very good job. Do not expect of her, what she for whatever reason chooses not to or can't give you. Let the priority in your life be Jesus, first and your relationship with him and second the family and friends that show you on a daily basis that they love and care about you. Parents, siblings, children may choose to leave you, but Jesus will never leave or forsake you. Keep smiling Sparkle and be that wonderful daughter, mother, friend and person that I can tell that you are, keep sparkling and keep shining, you are truly a star.....😀😀😀😀😀

[@SW33TSPARKL3]

+Angela Nelson ❤️

[@marilynberryville3497]

Sw33tSparkl3

[@mattiematthews9310]

my goodness baby you are a strong young lady. tears, and prayers for you. keep moving forward and you be a BETTER mom than she could ever think to be.

[@AstoldbyNicole]

this is my first time watching your videos, i feel this on such a personal level. I have a similar situation going on, but one thing i have learned is to not get caught up in making someone else happy. and that includes mom. its about making you and your babies happy and healthy mentally and physically. god has already forgiven you for the sin. thats all that matters. your child was not a mistake. your mother probably will never come to terms with it and thats okay. you have to accept that and move on with your life. its her that will be missing out and be regretful one day.

[@MrsBryon]

No matter how old we are we always need our mom. My heart hurts for you and your mom. I'm praying that God will send you a spiritual mom who will love you unconditionally and show Jesus' love to you. As many others have stated, Love MoNae said it very well.

[@WordArtistry2011]

God didn't excommunicate her mom when she sinned, so why disown your own daughter....She didn't sin against her MOM.. That's what's wrong with arrogant SUPER SAINTS.. When the sin has an OBVIOUS RESULT or CONSEQUENCE that everyone can SEE, SUPER SAINTS act like you've sinned against THEM, and treat ppl like they're the plague. But when THEY'RE SINS ARE SEEN, they wanna use the SAME CLICHE', "Only God can judge me. He knows my heart".... What happened to the compassion when others make wrong decisions???.... Many Christian women will forgive and still stay married to lying, cheating, manipulative, abusive husbands, but will stop communicating with their child for making wrong decisions in THEIR life smh....Its pathetic and weird. Loving God doesn't require you to be stupid and heartless about the decisions ppl make, especially your own kids...

[@ASSEENBYSB]

Wow im just seeing this video.. Unbelievable I couldn't imagine.. I will definitely pray for your mother's heart to be softened. This is heartbreaking

[@LifeWithQuilla]

I bet it's Jehova Witnesses

[@lovelysosweet8386]

Shaquilla yup

[@chelle6185]

Jehovah witness are not the only ones that disown their love ones because of your non belief. Pentecostal christians do as well! It's so sad that people are so brainwashed! When you are a parents you are suppose to love kids unconditionally! Period , point blank!

[@explorewithefrain7305]

You are 100% Correct!

[@bajanqt123]

When my father and my mother forsake me, then the Lord will take me up. Psalm 27: 10.

[@DaughterOfZion3017]

Can't nobody love you like JESUS. Keep pressing hunni! We worship a forgiving God his love is unconditional! You don't need no church nor religion to have JESUS! Matter of fact he taught against such things! Remember we are the Church! I am spiritual but not religious. I left religion years ago. Religion is another form of slavery. (Mental Slavery) We have to unplug from the matrix and set ourselves free. Religion divides us and cause wars and hatred! I have a verse for you... Isaiah 49:15 15 “Can a mother forget the baby at her breast and have no compassion on the child she has borne? Though she may forget, I will not forget you! ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️

[@eaton1jke]

God bless you and your family. Faith is all we have, continue to be who you are with flaws and all. Thanks for sharing your story 😇

[@atlygroup]

Hi Miss Sparkle. I'm not sure if you're mom is JW with the term you're using of excommunication because I'm used to hearing disfellowshipped. I had my son out of wedlock in my teens, but I wasn't baptized. I never felt it was right to not speak to your loved ones if they committed a serious sin until I got the full understanding. You should still get encouragement from others, attend meetings and get counsel if you truly believe you did something wrong (which I'm sure you already know). It's just that getting baptized is a commitment to Jehovah and when a serious sin is committed repeatedly, your actions show where your heart is on it. Not sure when you were baptized but that's common among those who do it early in life before they are able to truly understand and make the commitment. It's meant as a protection to not deal in certain activities of the world for you and your loved ones. The comments on KZbin are mostly going to be from a worldly prospective. Not many will remind you that Jehovah comes first. Yes, tomorrow is not promised but who will bring you back? Who said this world will end? Why disobey commandments for Satan's world? When people (including myself in the recent past) say "How could she? I'd never do that." It's because they are only seeing the now in Satan's world, not what's promised. Basically it's a time to pray, meditate and decide if you really believe and repent like you said or was the promise you made at baptism really true in your heart? Because your mom can't keep company with anyone that continues to commit sins such as in 1 Corinthians 5:11. Jehovah, our creator first then family. Anyway, not trying to be preachy. I pray that you get some encouragement and that you are praying to get answers from God and not allow KZbin to steer you down the wrong path. This is a time for reflection and have the conversation with Jah just as it was with a friend or your mom. He's listening. *Hugs* to you and the entire family.

[@keelys.2689]

Very elegantly put...I was raised as a JW, never got baptized but definitely working on my relationship with Jehovah. One thing I will NEVER do (more like my conscious won't allow me to do) is to give any negative connotation toward JWs...why because regardless of my standing, I know the truth. I feel a lot of times people have a perception of Jehovah Witnesses that is false in which to me is simply a lack of education of the belief. The best way to learn about anything is to educate yourself. I think also in every religion you have those who behave in a way that does not represent the religion properly which perpetuates even more negatively and stereotypes toward the organization as a whole which simply is not fair. Thank you for your post, I was getting really disheartened by some of the posts...I definitely think there is more to this young lady's story but hope that her relationship with her mom improves. I agree that her relationship with GOD must come first, then everything else will fall into place.

[@atlygroup]

Special K Yes. She has a good heart. Those raised in the truth sometimes have to see the other side to understand the counsel.

[@keelys.2689]

Lexy Lew That is so true. Thanks, your words were even an encouragement for me ☺

[@ebonypainter9274]

Lexy Lew I'm sorry but what is a "serious" sin? That doesn't make any sense and there is no description of serious sin and less serious sin in the Bible? From my understanding we all far short of the glory of God? Not one of us got it all together, none of us are "good". Our so called good works are described as filthy rags. Baptism is not a commitment but it was a physical gesture of a spiritual recreation. Death to the old man and new life to the new creature that you have become thru Christ and the freedom from sin that you now can attain . I can't say her mom is totally wrong and she is totally wrong . They both are for different reasons . But God said COME all those that are heavy burdened and he didn't leave nobody out.

[@atlygroup]

Hi Ebony. Go to 1 Corinthians 5:11-13. That's what the reasoning is based off of. Thank you.

[@sofiasofia3853]

sorry to hear about your mom, this happened to me several times by more than one one of my relatives, including my dad and my brother, for no serious reason. I guess sometimes people just grow apart, and it's heartbreaking and painful, but you just have to learn to leave without those people. The way I look at this, if I'm dead to them, they are dead to me. I know this seems harsh, but you just have to choose to take care of your self, don't give up on yourself. Just because someone rejected you, that doesn't mean that there is something wrong with you, its something wrong with them. Choose to live for yourself and for your children, that is what I've chosen.

[@Whispers-oftheAncients]

that is really sad girl, but let God be your judge and not human being. Jesus Christ came for the sinners and not for the righteous.

[@chiterrapalmer]

Matilda Boakye true 👌well for everyone

[@marysmith3369]

Stay strong. You are a beautiful person and mom. I am so happy you got out of your abusive situation. You are wise beyond your years. Keep strong. You have so much to offer this world!! Praying for your Mom to see the light here.